#I haven't been drawing a lot because im busy with school and work

[sunkly]

gaming

[thewebcomicsreview]

As per the ask you got in may .What did tatsuya ishida say about the Holocaust ?Or draw ?im high right now

I can't really do a day-to-day on Sinfest even if I wanted to because it's increasingly just racist caricatures that'd get be banned for posting them, even to mock, but to quickly summarize where it's at since you asked politely and are in the right headspace to receive this information.

Tatsuya Ishida now worships Odin. Like, unironically he has a whole arc about how the Jews overthrew the Norse gods, who are the true gods, in order to impose monotheism on the world. I don't have as much knowledge on the inner workings of neo-nazis as I probably should be (there's a sentence for 2024, isn't it?), but they're super into all this Norse shit, which is why a lot of white supremacists like to use Norse symbols, like the Valknot, a set of three interlocking triangles.

That one, yeah.

(Not to be confused with the Triquetra that's' all over Jill's design in LoTH, which is also an old rune but mostly is just used as design shorthand for "Celtic" and hasn't been appropriated by Nazis because it doesn't have enough sharp angles for their sensibilities, but that is a Celtic cross in panel 3 up there to remind me there's a non-trivial chance I have to take LotH down one day over this. Sigh.)

Anyway, the year 2024 is burned as a witch, which stops time, which revives her as a Valkyrie because Odin is the true god and thus timeless. You may have noticed that doesn't make any fucking sense, but we are long since past the point where that matters. So, 2024 is fighting YHWH now.

No no, not the puppet guy that's been god this whole time! That's old Sinfest, which has no connection to modern Sinfest any more. God has been redesigned to be a racist stereotype stuck to a wall

I probably don't need to blur this but I'm not taking chances. Anyway this strip is important because it's Tatsuya Ishida explicitly calling for violence against Jewish people and saying it's justified because Jews are behind everything bad that has ever happened (earlier strips literally have the Happy Merchant appear and say that Jews are behind black people, communism, the gays, school shootings, and "assassinations". Basically everything Tats doesn't like is because of those wacky Jews, keeping themselves busy).

And one of YHWH's attacks is summoning "holocusts" and...yeah. Tats thinks the holocaust didn't happen, but that it should happen, and is at the point of saying so explicitly. We haven't seen a swastika yet, but we're at the point where it wouldn't even matter if we did. Tatsuya Ishida is a White Supremacist Neopagan worshiper of Odin who wants to kill all Jewish people. That's not an accusation I'm making, Tats says it himself.

[supernatural-bias]

my hyperfixations — the year in review

january: gotham [ 6 / 10 ]

this was a pretty minor one, but i still had fun. began phasing out of the dc craze from the end of last year with this show, but that doesn't mean i still didn't enjoy it

february: gorillaz [ 9 / 10 ]

the beginning of the end,,, pretty much listened to nothing but them for two months straight after really doing a deep dive into the lore. pucks birthday month!!! created a six hour long playlist i still listen to today. wonderful

march: gorillaz [ 8 / 10 ]

the strong feelings for gorillaz continued. this interest goes dormant for a bit, even if i continue to listen to the music, but never completely goes away

april: the outsiders / umbrella academy [ 7 / 10 ]

a combination of these two. reread the outsiders about ten times, and watched the movie even more. also started a rewatch of tua in preparation for the new season that would come out later. cru's birthday month!

may: xmen / umbrella academy [ 7 / 10 ]

i remember going on a long camping trip and just spending the nights on the forest floor thinking about these two media's. plagued me constantly and at the same time. quinn's birth month

june: supernatural [ 10 / 10 ]

ohhhhh i did not know what i was getting myself into. no words to describe it other than fast, intense, and ever lasting. i especially appreciate this month more looking back at my first time watching. went on a class trip to europe and watched it non stop with friends. super fond memories involving this month and spn together. ezras birth month

july: supernatural [ 10 / 10]

wheeee the pattern continues!!! basically all i did this month was work and travel, so plenty of downtime to binge like. eight fucking seasons and rave about it on the internet of all places. constantly bombarded my friends with live reactions rip. very busy month with no time to think about anything but supernatural

august: supernatural [ 8 / 10 ]

this was when i finally finished the last few seasons, and started to attempt my rewatch. only got two seasons into the rewatch before peetering out of it due to school (urgh) but i talked about it non stop pretty much the entirety of the month. fun stuffs!

september: gorillaz [ 10 / 10 ]

drew murdoc for no reason one day, listened to one of the albums in full again just because, and then bam. i got stuck. this sort of starts up the pattern of no longer getting into new stuffs, but rather cycling through old ones

october: gorillaz / dsmp [ 8 / 10 ]

kept blasting gorillaz this month while trying to push down the fact that i was getting back into my oldest fandom ever. didn't want to admit to myself i was into mcyt at the time, but eventually gave up and just went for it. ten out of ten do recommend being cringe. it's very fun

november: dsmp [ 10 / 10 ]

full on minecraft brain. watching old lore. listening to old fan music. drawing block men. the works. not ré's birth month, but rather his resurgance and rebuild. poured way too much time into this old storyline. siiiiighs.

december: dsmp / supernatural [ 10 / 10]

decembers not completely over right now, but im halfway through, and it's been great. started up my spn rewatch again after visiting a con where i met actors, and still haven't been free'd of the minecraft youtuber grip. my yt watch time is so fucked

overall review: three completely new interests discovered this entire year, four characters created, fifteen new playlists made, a lot of time spent watching shows, and too many fics written

[dannyphantom-rewrite]

Character ref for; Jack, Maddie and Jazz,

Art by @gally-hin / @gally-hin-phantom

Okay so first off; in terms of Actual redesign, I didn't change a whole lot. I'm actually very fond of Jack and Maddie's design's, my only real issue was with their proportions. Like...look as a lady person who is also thiCC I do not have a fucking wasp thin waist and I'm sure I'm not the only one, lmao. As for Jack? Godamnit he looked like a brick on toothpicks. Just Let him be a fucking Bara man! Anyway of course I asked Gally to do this one bc they're fucking great at drawing different body types

I also cannot and will not take credit for Jazz's outfit. I didn't have any issue with her canon clothes aside from them being a bit plain, so what she's wearing here was literally pulled straight off of her original concept art, which I will link here.

Anyway, getting to the Actual character lore now, let's start with

Maddie Fenton

-Full name is Madeline (I haven't decided on a maiden name yet)

-Born and raised on a farm in Arkansas, had a southern accent that she trained herself out of in college bc it was just one more reason for people not to take her seriously. Still sometimes uses "y'all" completely unironically bc old habits die hard.

-She has a really big family, and they're proud of her accomplishments but feel like she's wasting her talent studying ghosts, because really, up until the Fenton portal was up and running there wasn't even any solid proof they existed. Her sister Alicia is the one outlier there, and even if she doesn't understand, it she completely supports her.

-She majored in engineering and minored in psychology at Wisconsin EDU. Her, Jack and Vlad were all in the same engineering class, and that's where they met.

-Maddie is particularly interested in how ghosts think, analysing their behavior, their motives. Not only that, but they aren't just dead people with unfinished business, they've built an entire culture in the Ghost Zone that is completely seperate from humanity, and she wants to understand all of it.

-skilled marksman and 9th degree black belt, (which is. The highest fucking level there is holy shit? I looked it up after I saw it on her wiki page.)

Jack Fenton

-He's from Minnesota (Amity park is in Illinois and him and Maddie didn't move there until after they got married) 

-okay, "but why minnesota specifically" you ask? Because. I crave. Foot ball discourse. 

-minnesota vikings vs green bay packers guys do you UNDERSTAND WHERE IM GOING WITH THIS 

-The funny thing is that Jack only watches football casually while Vlad is a fucking die hard so when these two got together to see a game it was like....

-Jack: Here to chill and have a good time.

-Vlad: Primed and ready to start a fist fight at any given moment.

-I am never not going to be salty about how Canon Jack was portrayed like a complete moron 99% percent of the time. Like no...theres a difference between Actual Stupid and ADHD induced dumbass-ery.

-Am I saying Jack Fenton has ADHD? Yes. why? Because I also have ADHD and I have always vibed So Hard with his Character.

-Jack is loud and easily excited about things that interest him. He's impulsive and fidgety and yeah, a bit absent minded. He has a mouth that clearly runs so much faster than his head. His train of thought doesn't get derailed so much as it stops and takes several different detours on the way to it's final destination.

-and that's only the tip of the iceberg, really, I'd need an entire essay to get into this completely, but I just really relate.

-Jacks skill-set / interests regarding ghosts vary a bit from Maddie's, most notably in the sense that he doesn't believe that they're static entities already set in their ways, completely incapable of change.

-Jack majored in engineering and minored in Biology at Wisconsin EDU.

-Jack's work with tech is a bit hit or miss. He definitely HAS the engineering skills, but the intrest isn't always there and he's constantly jumping back and forth between different projects. He tends to focus on the concept work and schematics and leave most of the assembly to Maddie as a result. It's an arrangement that works well for them, and has drastically decreased the number of unintentional explosions in the lab.

-A lot of Jack's work tends to revolve around ghostly biology and Ectoplasm, figuring out how ghosts are made, what makes them tick, what the hell Ectoplasm Actually Is, how it's used as an energy source, ect.

-and yes, that does also mean he handles the dissections.

-See that facial scar? Yeah, that's not actually there at the start of the series rewrite but it's very important for plot reasons so I had to include it. Can't say much more on the subject because SPOILERs owo.

Jasmine Fenton

-Jazz is a 18 years old, and a senior at Casper high.

-Which means she prepping to go away to college and won't be around to keep an eye on Danny.

-Obviously that doesn't mean I'm just writing her out of the story, oh no. Know why? Because she's also gonna go to Wisconsin EDU. ya know who else is in Wisconsin? Fuckin' Vlad.

-Jazz is autistic, Although she passes for neurotypical in part due to symptoms being completely over looked in girls due to gender stereotyping and also the fact that she doesn't have any special interests that are considered " "too weird.""

- Her hyperfixation with psychology started at a young age in an effort to better understand people, and social/emotional cues and all that.

-Jazz is well liked at school but she's not popular or apart of any specific group or clique. She's very kind and compassionate to people, and just about everyone knows her, but you'd be hard pressed to find someone who actually Considered her a friend. Except maybe Spike.

-I'm gonna have to give spike his own Character ref at some point, but he's this scary looking goth kid that's been held back twice. He's actually super sweet, just really fuckin' quiet and anxious. Him and jazz kinda ended up gravitating towards each other. She might do most of the talking, but they look out for each other.

-its not like jazz doesn't try to socialize, but it's difficult and she's found it much easier and less stressful to just. Keep to herself and let her interactions with her peers stay shallow and superficial. Sure, it's lonely sometimes but it's better than constantly worrying about saying the wrong thing or making some other misstep.

-One of Jazz's other special interests is football, and it's not so much the players or the game as it is the strategy of it? Started out as one of those things you do to bond with your dad, and she ended up getting really into it.

-She absolutley winds up getting into stupidly intense discussions with Vlad about it, too, lmao.

-Her and Danny probably bonded over SBNation bc that shit has both sentient satellites and ridiculously complex football mechanics.

-She's completely oblivious to the fact, but Dash has a massive crush on her bc holy shit this girl understands football (hey bud your toxic masculinity is showing put that shit away)

-I mentioned that Danny was in Cheer for a bit in middle school so it makes sense that she'd also be pushed into doing some kind of extracurricular activity.....so.....she was in a martial arts class for a bit thanks to Maddie and has a good grasp on self defense.

I think that's everything? I feel like I'm leaving things out tho? Idk if I did I'll come back and add on to this later and also pls don't hesitate to ask questions bc it really helps me flesh things out better.

[risingmoonyue]

Batman/P5 Crossover

-Sometime before Akechi but after Futaba or Haru

-Damian is sent to Tokyo to check it out for whatever reason (maybe they had a fight, or he’s going stir crazy, or he’s just the only one they can send at the time and didn't bother with all that "you're not old enough" business)

-Dami is younger than Futaba by a year or three or four

-He is baby

-He is transferred to Shujin as a child prodigy where he also immediately joins the "outcast" community because of his attitude and intelligence

-Talia goes too, manages to cut off all his communications with the Batfam, and is planning to take him home in a month whether he likes it or not

-For whatever reason, Batfam doesn't realize this??? (Like, either she's faking reports or they're too busy (think fight or chaos in Gotham scenario maybe???))

-Anyways, obviously Dami doesn't want this

-Somehow the Phantom Thieves hear about the situation

-Maybe he was assigned to shadow Makoto for a while, and they managed to overhear a phone conversation either to Talia or Dami trying to get in touch with the Batfam and nothing really working

-And eventually they outright see him fighting with his mother with him at some point (either in person or over a phone call) mentioning that she already disowned him, he's happy with his Father's family, and that he will head her family business over his dead body—and oh would you look at that, you already managed that, care to try again Mother?

-The PT's are understandably alarmed

-And learn her name from Damian (from Makoto maybe or someone else he bonded a little with) (MORGANA) (THEY GAVE HIM MONA FOR A DAY AND NOW THEY KNOW EVERYTHING FROM HIS MANY PETS TO HIS LEAST TO MOST FAVORITE SIBLINGS STARTING FROM TIM TO DICK TO HIS FAVORITE FOODS TO EVERYONE IN HIS FAMILY’S NAMES TO HOW STUPID HE FINDS EVERYONE AND WHY THEY'RE STUPID TO HIS FAVORITE MUSIC TO WHY ANIMALS ARE SUPERIOR TO HUMANS AND MONA’S LIKE OMG TMI BUT LOVED IT THERE BECAUSE HE WAS PAMPERED LIKE NO TOMORROW GOT ONLY THE BEST FOOD AND THE BEST BEDS AND TOYS THAT HE GOT TO TAKE WITH HIM BACK TO LEBLANC AND NOW AKIRA AND SOJIRO ARE LIKE DUDE WHY AND MONA’S LIKE IM KEEPING HIM THIS HUMAN IS GOOD SORRY AKIRA YOU’RE DEMOTED)

-The palace is basically a fortress full of assasin ninjas and clones

-Dunno what her keywords are tho

-Or her what her palace actually is

-Help?????????

-Cognitive Bruce, Ra's, Damian, Dami clones, and Jason (maybe rest of batfam??? Idk)

-Long story short, the traps are so assassin-y that they need someone who knows the actual Talia because egads, this is the closest they have all come to actually dying

-And they didn't really want to do it and were just gonna power through

-But Dami manages to find out and get in and of course uses his background to help out whether they like it or not

(-he's slightly off put by Joker's name, but then decides to just solely call Gotham!Joker "The Clown")

-At some point they are captured by the Shadow Talia who is decked out in super fancy traditional Arab clothing and probably every conceivable hidden weapon known to man

-Talia says Damian won't and can't ever change from who he "is meant to be", referring to him as her Alexander and basically brutally addresses all of his insecurities concerning the batfam and people and society in general

-And all this is kinda killing him cause he still loves Talia despite the fact that she killed him and had a violent citywide custody battle with Batman but he also loves the batfam too even if he would absolutely never admit it (except to maybe Grayson)

-Joker does his emotional kick-start thing and/or Dami is like Makoto and just gets so mad he triggers it himself, but either way, lo and behold, Damian is now a persona user, usurping Futaba's place as the baby of the team

-The outfit is kinda inspired by his future adult league outfit with the top and bottom and gold jewelry, but has a raggedy cloak with dull gold edges, a Robin mask and gauntlets, and his main weapons are batarang-sword hybrids

---acknowledging his past and moving on with his present

-Persona: Aladdin, Tsun Zu, Ali Baba, somone else???? Need ideas plz help

-Probably the fastest member of the group

-His small body makes his hits not as strong, but hoo boy can that kid move around

-Hits a lot and dodges most

-Most of his Persona abilities are physical and have high crit and/or are status affects

-Downside is he has not a lot of SP (compared to the rest of the group)

-And he has pretty good HP

-Those good ol' “superior genetics” have to be good for something after all

-Anyways they escape to find the treasure another day

-And Dami is all smug because HA you definitely can't stop me now

-And the PTs are just resigned to keeping an eye on the extremely competent snotty assassin/vigilante child

-They do like him though so it's not too bad (comes with learning all his darkest secrets via his mother and thought processes that tends to accompany watching someone at their lowest get a persona)

(-They do manage to temper him a bit and help him adjust better to actual society too that's nice)

-As such, they also know about Batman and Robin and his whoooole family. Both sides.

-Damian decided not to tell batfam because he does agree with the whole "most adults suck" mentality that the Phantom Thieves have; despite his deep, deep respect for his father and mother and Grayson, they all do kinda suck

-And he’s rather not get pulled out as he surely would if he told them

(-On a side note, he likes Sojiro

-The man gives him coffee, curry, and leaves him mostly to his own devices

-Instant win)

-He is dubbed "Mockingbird" apon return to the metaverse because of his freaky talented vocal skills in mimicking anyone and everyone's voice

-Eventually, they beat Talia

-She doesn't publicly confess to all her sins unlike everyone else

-PTs don't realize it worked until Damian came into school with a genuine smile on his face, and more relaxed than he'd been since he got there

-PTs are confused until Damian's like, this works out because hey, don't want to have several people assassinated and draw the entire freaking league to Tokyo

(-Which was probably why Talia didn't)

-They agree

-But she does break down to tears in Dami's arms and promise to ACTUALLY TALK CIVILLY with Bruce to try and make up for everything and try to fix up the league

-He stays for the rest of p5

-But steers all his reports very much away from the Phantom Thieves

-If anything, he downplays absolutely everything, and makes it seem like it's nothing super big but he's gonna stay a while to keep and eye out because y'alls are busy and I like it here and I haven't gotten expelled so there

-The PTs like to add funny stuff on there just to see if they’ll notice

-Like, Akira likes to have Dami describe his day in excruciating detail. Like, recounting the entirety of his nine or so months to Sae during police interrogation, excruciating

-Mona is pushing for the shiny stuff

-Yusuke just likes to put in bursts of randomness (Dami once mentioned that an acquaintance made another acquaintance T-pose in a church for art lol)

-Ann loves to rant about food

-Haru is always insisting on about feelings

-Ryuji likes to complain about everything and puts in ridiculous requests

-Futaba is just putting in every gen-z thing ever

-Makoto is actually responsible and tries to get him to talk about his progress in school and his social life

-And Akechi is absolutely nowhere near any of this and doesn’t know it exists

-When they have the Tokyo/Japan-wide calling card, Batfam sees it too because let's face it, that's totally the sorta thing that they would keep an eye out for even if he didn't look at the news in the entirety of the time Dami was in Tokyo

-And they send a message to Damian (the first actual communication they've had since before Talia) saying "WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON OVER THERE????"

-And with the entirety of the Phantom Thieves looking over his shoulder, Damian's just like "Chill dudes, everything's fiiiiiiiiiine"

-And they're like "UH WHAT PART OF THIS IS FINE????" because they've dug around a bit and found every news report, and oh hey, this isn't anywhere near as calm as Damian described and he’s being super OOC and what’s going on?!?!?!?!?!

-And Damian, being egged on by the most of the PTs, just sends a winky face

-Just

-😉

-And he's smug, because it's still chaos over there so they can't actually come get him and try to pull him out because he's being super ooc

-Which means he's free to do what he wants/needs in the meantime

-Cue the end of the game

-And Dami is going with them on their summer road trip and cackling because the batfam is scrambling to find him in Tokyo but lol nope he's in a van the Japanese government tried and fail to follow

-And he found all the trackers like, a year ago

-Every

-Single

-One

-They eventually track him down to Akira's house where they're calmly eating dinner (and they've been expecting this for the past week so Mona was keeping watch just so they could pull this off) and talking about how uneventful the school year was

-Cue mass confusion in the batfam

-As the PTs enjoy just confusing them so much

-By talking to Mona

-Talking normal then crazy then normal again

-And just generally being their normal selves lol

-They explain absolutely nothing beyond gushing about how much progress socially and academically he’s made (gotta embarrass the baby of the group somehow) and making sure that if Dami absolutely has to go home that he's able to stay in touch

(-Later, Damian forms his own hero persona outside of Batman and Robin)

(-He names it Mockingbird)

(-Batfam proceeds to have a brain aneurysm while the PTs dab their happy proud tears out of their eyes on their regularly scheduled tea time at the Wayne Manor)

(-Damian sends a private plane every week or two lol)

(Bonus: ARTTTTTTT)

(Psst if you guys have ideas for art, outfits, interactions or scenarios, let me know)

[groveofsouls]

short update: got a bunch of things queued that are a mix of hcs, aesthetic, text, meme, & image!! the schedule is currently at the default 2 times a day, but i may change this. more mun business under the cut.

on the oof side: haven't been feeling great the last couple of days cause of Shark Week™ being a literal pain. a lot of IRL stuff has had me either asleep, helping my grandparents, or making sure to stay connected with friends outside of this particular hobby, such as hanging in VCs & playing games.

on the positive side: i am officially gonna have a published thing!! actually for realsies!! i've also gotten re-listed for the upcoming school year so fingers crossed that goes smoothly and much better than last year so i can save more significantly than i have been. also-also we have been gearing up because Pennsic is coming and i'm gonna be a helping hand go-fer slightly more than usual this year!

working on it side: i've got another reboot i gotta do. still working on tags for here. i've gotta re-tackle the queues for the marvel & spn multis. i may be thinking about adding two more muses here. i've got spiderverse brainrot and i WILL continue to meme about my sassy spidey baby because i love her. i'm gonna be seeing about re-organizing my cursive greek myth project so i can start it over on a clean edge. && i'm trying to learn how to draw more things, including people. gotta work on a promo edit at some point so i have something Pretty for here lol

all in all, got a lot going on!! i am trying to break out of being a lurky-loo but its definitely a process that i am struggling with; hopefully the queued memes help. also the discord update hit me so feel free to hmu @ groveofchaos on discord!! dumblr IM is trash and always hides things from meeee

[blissfullydeadly]

jan.12th.2022..fuck 2022?

recently, ive had no drive to write. to express my emotions and take the time out of my day to take a pencil to a paper and just mindlessly write. maybe its because ive been busy? im working finally and its taken up a majority of my time. plus, ive also started classes again. and, im in a relationship with someone. those three main things take up a majority of my time. i obviously do other things but they are all mind-numbing. scrolling through tiktok or other social media platforms, eating, watching some bullshit on youtube or netflix.

wow. its 2022 huh? a new year. we're 12 days into and it feels like so much has happened. i dyed my and cut my hair, my parents relationship is falling apart, the pandemic is still ongoing and getting worse, I'm questioning my major, I'm in a relationship and the world seems to be coming to a slow but sure ending. perhaps that's just me being dramatic. but things haven't felt right for awhile. but as a society we will continue to ignore it and focus on the now instead of the detrimental later.

its two days into classes and I feel as though I'm already lacking motivation. the need to succeed as they would say. but, I will keep pushing. if it means that my future will hold more possibilities. i know college is a scam but, I've already jumped into the water and there's no getting out.

i left home from break new years day. i couldn't handle being there another day. but when I leave, I feel guilty. so guilty it makes me sick to my stomach. seeing my mother so unhappy and stuck in an abusive relationship crushes me. there's only so much can do. and to see my sisters; my girls, go through the same thing I did...if not worse kills me. i want nothing more than to give my mother and the girls the world. they deserve it. but, if I were to give them the world..that would mean sacrificing myself and my future. Im pretty sure i wrote about this before but...for so long i hated my brother. He left me with my crazy parents. He had the saving grace of my grandparents. Sometimes I wish I could have stayed with my grandparents but I wouldn't be the person I am today. My brother was taken away from my house's bullshit in his early teens. He had things handed to him for the most part but I know he struggled with a lot.

the last time I wrote. i felt pretty heavily against my mother. but the more time I think about it. the more I empathize with her. she's just trying to be happy. she's been the number one in my life. the only person that hasn't switched up. its only right to do the same thing. a couple years ago, she felt happy with my step father. but years have passed and he's grown into a different person. the new person that he's grown into, she doesn't love. and that is okay. he is so manipulative and there's nothing I can do. you know how people say, "its much easier said than done"? that line has never been truer.

sometimes, I think of my sisters as my own. granted, I didn't birth them. but I stand by the fact that I raised them more than my step father ever has. truth be told, I did an okay job. not a good job but an okay one. it started from changing their diapers, to watching them, to introducing them to a new world of things. my 2nd youngest sister is on the varsity basketball team and is doing well in school. not that it matters but she is popular and has a huge clan of friends. my youngest sister, is having a hard time...but I see so much potential in her. she is going to do amazing things. she's good at drawing and is so creative. maybe its selfish and crude to say I helped raised them. but I guarantee you that I helped change more of the girls diapers than my stepfather did. not to mention, I was going to school, trying to make my own friends all at the age of 9 and up.

ANFDNFSDIFNSIDNFISDF anyways, obviously...my life has been heavily consumed in regards to my family. i try to steer away, but its so hard. as shitty as this sounds, sometimes I wish could be like Rue in euphoria and just not give a fuck. do harsh drugs and not give a damn where my life is headed. but as I said....Easier said than done.

[starrrbitz-movedtonewblog]

So 2022 is upon us and Im fucking stressed ldjjfkf

I'll be going to school for the first time in 2 years, a real art school to build myself a portfolio!!

This blog has been quite productive this year. I know I tend to be quite inconsistent with posting art, but I appreciate you all sticking around anyways to see my work! I actually did more digital art this one year than the previous three years I've been on tumblr, and I'm happy to say that I've improved a lot! I also changed my url and put up DNI banners to monitor who exactly is interacting with me or my content, so I'd say quite productive!

Thanks for all the support, specifically first on my Winx Club redesigns from the first half of this year, and also just supporting my original projects, character redesigns, minimal pixel art and miscellaneous art as well. Although there's a lot on this blog I'd like to delete (and I have already deleted a few posts), it'll take a while and maybe in the future I'll make a new blog and archive this one. I made this blog in 2017 when I had no clue how to monitor it and so maybe I could try again at some point on this hell site.

I have not been very active for the past three months, and that's because of the portfolio work I've been doing. I've actually only posted three of the seven portfolio drawings to this art blog! I've been busy and stressed, and after I finished I just kind of collapsed and took a long break from art. School starts for me in January, and honestly I have no clue how busy I'll be to continue posting here. Been finding harder and harder to post art here.

But hey whatever happens, thank you all for liking my silly art all these years, and this year especially. Hopefully I'll have more energy in the new year but to be honest, I'm laser focused on school and ready to learn.

I feel a little odd since 2021 went by so fast, and still being cooped up at home due to the nee variant of COVID isn't great, but I'm just glad I haven't gone insane yet! So thanks again, and happy 2022!