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#I just think his love language is physical touch
xsleepinggoodx · 2 days
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Mikey dating hcs!
I literally just wanted to write this short drabble of what it would be like to date Mikey.
Enjoy <3
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Mikey does small things for you that really make you kick your feet and giggle.
If you’re not scared of his motorcycle you’ll be begging him to let you drive it. Stealing his keys after Toman meetings, racing to his bike and he’s chasing you to try to get there first, then you’ll just convince him to let you drive it
I think this is the cutest thing ever, if you’re siting together quietly and just chilling with him, he’ll take your hand and just start cracking your knuckles. Even your thumb and when you flinch he just nods but he keeps going LMAO
Lets you play with his hair
His kisses are so so SO good and he’s the best cuddler if that’s even a word?
Snuggly cutie patootie
When he’s jealous he’ll just stare daggers at the person he’s jealous of and take you away, or kissing you, smirking at whoever he was jealous of.
You guys share earplugs together
Late night bike rides ofc
You guys take walks, deep talking. He loves that stuff.
You bet he probably only has Pinterest just so he could look at your boards and see what you like.
Buys you gifts based on your boards or Amazon lists.
I think his love languages are gift giving, physical touch, and words of affirmation. Like he definitely buys you gifts that he heard you say that you wanted. He’s just attentive like that😍
If you like cats and you want one, he definitely goes to Baji’s pet store and buys you guys two cats. Has beef with them when they’re too close to you.
If you have plushies I’m your room, he punches them and raises his middle finger to them when you’re not there.
7/11 slurpy dates
That’s all I can think on top of my head for now but let me know if you guys want more!
The sneak peak I posted yesterday is coming soon I just need to finish it. I hope you guys will like it.
I wish Mikey was real.😖
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ddlcpoly · 15 hours
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Dokis’ Love Languages
When I was thinking of the dokis’ love languages, I did a bit of research and realized that the 5 most popular love languages are all just perfect for what I hc the dokis, so:
Monika: Words of Affirmation. Not only is she the one who has the most ridiculous and over the top pet names for everyone, she deeply craves praise from her lovers and when she receives it she melts.
Sayori: Physical Touch. She is super buggy and loves just being in contact with her partners, it gives her a huge sense of comfort and love.
Natsuki: Receiving Gifts. Although she is pretty bad at receiving gifts, she really appreciates it as she kinda grew up not getting a lot of things, so every thing she gets or gives means the world to her.
Yuri: Quality Times. Just doing stuff with all the others makes her feel loved and comforted and she just likes hanging out with those she loves in general.
MC: Acts of Service. Time and time again he tries to help or support others and just tries to be kind and understanding for the rest of them, even if he’s kinda dumb. It also just warms his heart and makes him kinda emotional whenever someone does something kind for him.
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pucked-bunnie · 12 hours
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bf headcanons ⎜j.swayman
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pairings: jeremy swayman x reader prompts: bf headcanons + "where my hug at?" warnings: none! word count: 1k note: i absolutely adore mr jeremy swayman and think he would be such an adorable bf.
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- Is 100% the sweetest little dude in the whole wide world. 
- The kind of boyfriend who is so attentive to everything you could ever need. Would have a drawer set up for you when you first started dating in case you ever wanted to stay over. 
- Would go to your house and take photos of every type of hygiene product you use and keep it in his bathroom just in case. 
- The kind of man who is actually obsessed with you - your biggest fan in every way possible, everything that is your favourite is now his favourite. 
- Quality time is one of his top love languages, he would absolutely love to do activities for dates: hikes, bowling, waterparks, painting classes etc. 
- He was so nervous on the first date, he face timed his sister to make sure what he was wearing was appropriate and gave “boyfriend core” vibes 
- after a few weeks of dating he started making his ‘wedding day’ playlist - because it’s good to be prepared. 
- the first christmas you spend together he was adamant about not getting each other presents - he didn’t want you to waste your hard earned money on him, but trust that when you show up for lunch with him and the Ullmark family he had bought you more gifts then you can fit in your car, claiming “I have all this money and now I finally have someone to spend it on.” 
- Just everything about spending christmas with Jeremy would be magical. 
- Jeremy is a ridiculously empathetic person, when he walks into the lounge room and see you tearing up at the adoption campaigns on tiktok for the local shelter he sits a cries with you. “We can get them all, I promise.” 
- Not to mention the way his body would tense, even though his eyes soften any time you talk about how your ex boyfriends treated you - or how people were mean to you at work today, all this man wants is for his girlfriend to be happy. 
- This man is a sucker for eye contact - if you make eye contact with him for more then thirty seconds he is swooning hard.
- He loves to show that he’s paying attention and eye contact is how he does that - he is very much an active listener, just small ‘uh huh’s’ and ‘mhms’ every now and then to make sure you know he’s listening. 
- He would 100% go for a book girlie - taking you out to the bookstore every time he’s going away for a road trip to make sure you have entertainment while he’s away. 
- Love taking your recommendations and reading them on the plane or team bus and sending you his thoughts, don’t even get me started on when he figures out what annotations are. 
- Would share earbuds with you on a hike, a thriller playing the two of you gasping as you walk over rocks and hills. 
- This man is such a chatter box, he would have so much to say after a game, his hand swinging yours between the two of you, his other hand making gestures as he tells about all the goals he stopped and about the blink 182 song he couldn’t stop singing - would proceed to play that song when you get in the car. 
- I feel like Jeremy would be so private about your relationship, as much as he’d love to show you off and make sure everyone knew you were taken - he would want to wait until you were comfortable, and until you were sure that you wanted to be seen as a “bruins wag” 
- Coming back to love languages, Jeremy is very much a physical touch kind of person, his hand has to be in yours at all time, he would hold his hand behind him making grabby motions whenever he’s walking in front of you. 
- When your standing next to him, his arm would wrap around your waist, or hang over your shoulder, rubbing soft patterns on your limbs. 
- He is also the type of person to un-ironically ask “where my hug at?” whenever he see you. 
- Whenever you two go to bed, he would strip off his shirt and lie face down on the mattress, placing your hand on his bare back demanding scratches as you flick the pages of your book on your kindle. 
- His favourite game is trying to guess what shape you are drawing on his skin. 
- Is an ally for every cause you can think of - would go with you to pride parades, and show up to any kind of charity event. He gives bi-wife energy ngl. 
- He’s also an ally in the sense that he would love to have kids one day but ultimately thinks it up to his partner - it’s your body you can do what you wish with it. He’s a big fan of the idea of adoption. 
- Let’s be real for a moment, Jeremy is very serious under his goofball demeanour, he would be one of the kindest and most honest partners you could hope for. I feel like he would always be the kind of person to be in a friends-to-lovers scenario, wanting to make sure you were compatible before he committed. 
- Jeremy all round is such a cuddly teddy bear, he would do anything for his partner and would give the world to people he loves, in return he needs someone who would extend the same to him. 
- Every tough guys needs to be spoilt every now and then, despite asking you to not spend your money on him, he would blush the entire time if you took him out for a surprise date. 
- He would gush over photos of you in your wag jacket, and would giggle and kick his feet and the video of you and Moa sharing a goalie hug. 
- He loves seeing the person he loves, enjoying the things he loves so seeing you at games and cheering him on is almost an out of body experience for him. 
- Jeremy Swayman is the standard. 
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A/N: Hi! I'm kinda new in the Hogwart's legacy fandom and I've seen so many people sharing their MC and their stories and I just wanted to share mine too!
English is not my first language, and my blogger skills (?) are poor, so proceed with caution!
Meet my MC!
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Name: Tori Lewis
Birthday: 14th June 1875
Birthplace: Turin, Italy
Pronouns: She/her
Sexuality: Lesbian; pretty in the closet before going to Hogwarts, since she lived in a muggle world)
House: Hufflepuff
Wand: Acaia wood, unicorn core, 11'' length, quite bendy flexibility
Patronus: Jack Russell Terrier
Quidditch position: Seeker; Imelda practically begged her to join the Hufflepuff team because "I need a good competition in order to improve myself!"
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Some extra facts!
- Her name
Tori stands for Vittoria. Why Vittoria? Because she is half-British and half-Italian (from her mother's side) 🤌. I chose the name because I like to think that her parents thought about  Queen Victoria of the United Kingdom and King Vittorio Emanuele II of Italy, both sovereigns by the time of Tori's birth.
- Why Turin?
Because well, it's my birthplace! Also, Turin is a special city: it has a lot of esoteric story. In a few words, this city joins London and San Francisco to create the triangle of Black Magic, but also the triangle of White Magic too with Lyon and Prague.
Future
- Spouse: Poppy Sweeting (she IS wife)
- Career: Auror and Natty is her partner, they're thick as thieves and menace to their superior
I think that Poppy's mission is still saving beasts from poachers, so I headcanon she is a sort of mix of Auror and magizoologist (guys, I have no idea about careers in wizard world lol)
- Residence: Hogsmeade (I headcanon that since she is a Keeper, she doesn't want to live far away from Hogwarts, I'm also too in love with Hogsmeade)
My personal headcanons with future wife Poppy 💛
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- Even if they're in the same house and same bedroom, Poppy had never spoken to Tori before their first Beasts Class together because the last was often away and Poppy herself is a night owl, visiting Highwing or studying beasts, etc.
- Poppy was also sure that the new fifth year will become like her schoolmates. Because sure, why the new cool, brave student will be friend with Peculiar Poppy? But fortunately Tori is such a good egg, kneazles can confirm.
- Tori decided to kneel in front of the Graphorn (because we're not a monster, right?) following Poppy's example. It was Poppy that waited patiently for the mother dragon to take its egg back. It was Poppy that put down her wand when centaurs came to her. And of course, you should show respect to an Hippogriff before approaching.
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That's why she chose to kneel. The Graphorn has fought well, it deserved respect.
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- Poppy felt in love first. Tori felt harder.
- Poppy doesn't need protection but loves how protective Tori is.
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- Their love language is physical touch. Every single one. Surprise hugs from behind? Lovely! Forehead kiss? Adorable! Cuddles in the vivarium with beasts? The best!
- Should I really say it? Poppy is an adorable little spoon and love to be wrapped in Tori's arms.
- Tori is a golden retriever. Already from day one when Poppy asked to follow her in the forest.
- Tori feel like she could die because of Poppy's cuteness, often screaming "STOP BEING SO CUTE AND SO KISSABLE I CAN'T FOCUS"
- Poppy is a great cook, Tori isn't at all. But a few times she has tried to cook to cheer Poppy up. The result was messy but still edible and Poppy appreciated the efforts.
- They're bad dancers but they don't care, they're having fun
- I have a very sappy proposal headcanon.
Tori proposed to Poppy after a couple of months after graduation (lesbian couples move fast, okay?) and she decided to be extremely romantic.
She studied where and when to find Mooncalves' dance and saved the day on her calendar. When the day came, she took Poppy and flied on Highwing to the special place.
Poppy thought the surprise was the mooncalves' dance, instead she turned around and found Tori on her knees, with a ring in her hand. A very shining ring that a selvatic niffler has tried to steal before Poppy could say yes, jumping from a bush the moment the ring sparkled under the moonlight. The little beast had caused little chaos but fortunately they catched it before was too late. With the retrieved ring in one hand, and the beast thief in the other, Tori asked grinning "do you still want to marry meee?"
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I've surely more facts and headcanons for my MC, but I think this post is already long enough!
Anddd that was my MC! If you've read so far, thank you so much!
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Swiss using his face/head to express affection.
Okay, I know what I mean isn't clear here, so let me elaborate :
Him sweetly rubbing his face against Aether's shoulder in the morning as they make breakfast, just like a giant cat. Headbutting Dew excitedly - you can't tell me those two aren't headbutting maniacs - and lightly poking Mountain with his horns to gain his attention. Pressing his forehead to Cirrus' temple while dropping a kiss to her cheek. Resting his forehead against Phantom's to comfort him after he wakes up from a nightmare. Burrying his face in Cumulus' hair and wrapping his arms around her from behind. Purposefully tangling his horns with Aurora's to make her giggle. Resting his chin on top of Rain's head during movie night. Smushing his cheek against Sunshine's while trapping her in a surprise hug.
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ghostyolive · 3 months
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One of my favorite headcanons about Greed is that his philosopher's stone just acts like a battery that constantly outputs energy. Most of that energy is translated into body heat which means that he's always incredibly warm to the touch, though he doesn't notice it since his body has no need for regulating temperatures that aren't incredibly extreme. All of this means that during the winter the entire gang loves to cuddle up next to him like he's their personal space heater. And honestly, he really doesn't mind that
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moomsine · 1 year
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guys i just realized that when nathan wakes up from his trance and like jolts up, gabriel and annalise are already holding hands 😭 like by the time nathan reaches for gabriel his other hand is already holding annalise’s they started holding hands while she was still extracting the poison from nathan. just gimme me a minute
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yuzuuu4 · 2 years
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sudden hug
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http-byler · 2 years
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my fellow byler truthers, what are Mike and Will’s love languages respectively? have we discussed this already? do we have thoughts and opinions on this out there yet? personally I think Mike’s are quality time & words of affirmation, while Will’s are quality time & physical touch. please let me know your thoughts on this topic besties!
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villain-in-love · 4 months
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I wonder if I’m the only one who thinks that Portia’s route is a bit too… G-rated when it comes to romance?
But especially the second half of it. Most of the special choices consist of either simply goofing around or lore exploration, and while it’s cool, obviously, this is still a romance route, so there are certain expectations, and with the way it’s portrayed, MC and Portia may as well have been just friends here. Only about a half of all special choices (there’s 28 in total, I made a list) have any kind of physical intimacy, mostly in a form of fleeting kisses and hand-holding, and only three or four scenes in total contain more detailed kissing or making out descriptions.
What’s annoying is that every other route is much spicier in comparison. It also reminds me of a stereotype of “soft uwu lesbians”, whose love is always fluffy and pure, not tainted by any lust or complicated feelings. Thankfully, in “The Arcana” we also have Nadia, but still, why did they drop the ball on Portia?
And I mean, I like Portia’s route, it’s one of my favourites in the game, I like all this lore we were given, and I always believed that every romantic relationship needs friendship as a fundament, but…
I know I might sound like a crazy person or a pervert here, but it’s just frustrating.
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shiroi---kumo · 1 year
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The Snow White Prince || A Desire for Connection
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Kumo has an extreme desire for connection. I think one of the things I need to explain about him that I have only touched on briefly from place to place is what Kumo's love languages are.
Kumo's most important love language to feel loved is physical contact. He has an extreme desire to be hugged, held, or for any form of soft affection coming his way. (With permission of course). The single most powerful thing you can do for Kumo as a show of care for him is hold his hand.
Kumo will melt if you hold his hand. He will silence mid sentence and just stand there with a dopey look on his face. He will smile at you. He will give you soft eyes. He might be blushing a little even but you won't see it behind the mask. If you want this Cloud to know you care about him. Hold that hand.
It's really just that simple.
This works for all forms of relationships for him. He also feels extremely cared for if you allow him to sleep next to you and/ or make contact when doing so. Cuddling up next to a loved one, friend, family or otherwise, was not seen as strange in Misterican culture and it was actually quite common place. Kumo has explained a few times in various asks that he slept next to his brother on occasion well into his teenage years.
He suffered from nightmares and having someone next to him was grounding so he would go crawling off to his brother for support. Let him fall asleep while holding your hand and you just skyrocketed onto the the positive side for his opinion of you. It's all in grounding, support and affection to him. A soft hand on his shoulder, a protective hand at his waist, hands in his during a dance, a leading hand to guide his, or a gentle hug. They all say I care about you to him.
Permission is key, of course. Kumo won't make contact without permission and he expects the same respect in kind. It also falls into the concept of how Mistericans expressed affection. They were very open about their love for one another, and they really didn't shun anyone for who they loved (as long as romantic partners were consenting adults).
Misterica was built on a society of medicine first and foremost but also one that celebrated and worshipped the arts, creativity and comradery. So for Kumo, such things are excessively important.
While Kumo, himself, is setting in the aroace category towards romantic relationships, he has an extreme desire for intimacy and I do not mean that in a lustful sense. I mean that in the sense of just building a connection between two people and expressing mutual love and concern for each other.
Kumo wants to be cared for. He wants to care in return. He has a desire to express his love to the people he wants to give it to and if he cannot then that sensation becomes suffocating to him. Kumo at his core is a bleeding heart. He could get drunk on the idea of love. He is in love with loving.
He severely believes in the idea and concept that Love can conqueror all and that there is nothing stronger than simply loving someone. So he wants to be affectionate with the people he loves and he wants them to be affectionate with him.
Mistericans express affection by rubbing their horns together / brushing their horns against their loved ones' faces, and this is an action Kumo reserves for only those who are the absolute closest to his heart. He holds some form of adoration for those he choses to brush his horns against. It's a personal thing and an intimate show of care between Mistericans.
Kumo is in love with the universe and in love with the idea that love is all he needs to protect and save. He just has an extreme desire to be loved as well, but he'll never say that to someone.
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blueprint-han · 1 year
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did i make a mistake?
#sigh dawnie crush issues in the tags#so yeah fair warning#...........................................................................................................................................#idk man I just. i feel like instead of getting closer weve grown more distant ever since he asked me out and its killing me man#i dont wanna be hurt. im so fragile rn and just starting to heal from the years of trauma i faced in my family. when i try to talk#about any issue i have to him he just. ignores the text#or gives me a very dry response which hey. im not trying to say u should listen to my issues all the time. i get that some people dont want#to. but i would just much rather have someone tell me that directly yk? just a hey i dont do well with rants. but the thing is he said hes#fine with them. but then when i get nothing to address it i just. i feel hurt. like... ive started to wonder if hes just keeping the#relation for namesake at this point but ik that isnt true. weve only been dating 2 weeks or so i shouldnt judge so soon. but man its hard#to not overthink ive always been conditioned to do that. ive always been super excited when he plans a date (which he doesnt even call#a date) but when i try to plan smth its always that he has some other plan to attend to which again i get it im not the jealous date who#asks her s/o to be for her every waking moment but yk it does hurt and i feel instead of just letting it bottle up its better to admit it.#i tried to ask him to get cotton candy once and he said wed go the next day and then he forgot. never asked me a time or anything. i didnt#think of it much cuz hed gone to meet a friend outside the city and he mustve been tired. yesterday i asked him again and he said he was#again going outside the city to meet his 12th grader friend. man am i jealous of that girl who gets to spend more time with the guy#who asked me out than ive collectively spent with him#and no i dont mean this in a toxic way like “oh hes meeting other girls he shouldnt do that” i just. man i pictured so much out of my first#relationship. and i got nothing. not one thing out of it. i guess it makes sense cuz my love language is mostly physical touch and u cant#really do that in a campus in India. and its also wrong of me to hold him to such high standards of a perfect relationship when the guy#himself has been in one for the first time (i assume?) but like i said id rather not try to hide my emotions and express them out openly.#theres still so much more about this that i feel wrong but the thing is its confusing cuz i feel like the two years of torture in my house#has made it so that the trauma from never hearing i love you wnd words of affirmation from my parents has been reflecting off this place.#its wrong of me to do this but i expected everything that i couldnt recieve to be fulfilled in a relationship and i now realise how stupid#i was yk? cuz its wrong of me to put such harsh expectations on him like that. i feel like such a shallow person for getting depressed over#a relationship that has just been going for 1 week#theres also the thing where he generally seemed more excited to talk to me before? and now i just get the dryest responses ever out of#which no conversation can be built. and again im not expecting him to be online and respond immediately but a thoughtful response goes a#long way. again ik im being so harsh on him cuz its his first time too and he must be facing the same awkwardness im facing but jesus. i#ok my tags are over im continuing in a reblog
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lietwice · 11 months
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𝕊𝔼𝕏, 𝔾𝔼ℕ𝔻𝔼ℝ & 𝕃𝕆𝕍𝔼 ℍ𝔼𝔸𝔻ℂ𝔸ℕ𝕆ℕ𝕊 𝔽𝕆ℝ ℚ𝕌𝔼𝔼ℝ & 𝕂𝕀ℕ𝕂𝕐 𝕄𝕌𝕊𝔼𝕊
** this is for lgbtqia+ muses if your muse is cishet this isn’t the dash game for you it was created by a queer mun for queer muses
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♡ GENDER IDENTITY: cisgender / intersex / gender-nonconforming / transmasc / transfemme / transman / transwoman / nonbinary / gender-fluid / genderqueer / agender / demi-girl / demi-boy / bigender / pangender / omnigender / two-spirit
♡ SEXUALITY: queer / gay / lesbian / bisexual / pansexual / omnisexual / asexual / androsexual / demisexual / fluid / non-labelled / graysexual / gynesexual / homosexual / monosexual / polysexual
♡ DATING PREFERENCES: monogamous / ethically nonmonogamous / monogamish / relationship anarchy / open relationships / polyamorous / doesn't date / dates casually
♡ ATTACHMENT STYLE: secure / anxious preoccupied / dismissive avoidant / fearful-avoidant / disorganised
♡ SEXUAL INCLINATIONS: sex favourable / sex adverse / sex indifferent / hypersexual / sex-repulsed / bottom / top / versatile / vers bottom / vers top / service top / power bottom / stone top / pillow princess / submissive / dominant / switch / brat / baby girl/boy / soft dom / pleasure dom / caregiver
♡ LOVE LANGUAGES: words of affirmation / quality time / acts of service / receiving gifts / physical touch / activity / appreciation / emotional / financial / intellectual / practical
♡ PHYSICAL ACTS OF INTIMACY: holding hands / kissing / cuddling / massages / bathing together / washing partner's hair / skin on skin contact / forehead kisses / playing under the table (e.g. hand on thigh, footsy etc) / playing with partner's hair / playful tickling / seeking them out in bed to hold / eye contact / reading to your partner / being read to / napping together / couch cuddles while doing separate activities (head in lap etc)
♡ KINKS & TURN ONS: dirty talk / quiet in bed / loud in bed / having hands pinned / pinning partners hands / having hair pulled / pulling partners hair / being watched / watching their partner / voyeurism / receiving oral sex / giving oral sex / receiving penetration / giving penetration / praise kink / biting / marking up your partner / being marked up / impact play / edge play / teasing / being teased / using toys on partner / having toys used on them / choking / being choked / being restrained / restraining their partner / shibari / breeding kink / piss kink / worshipping their partner / being worshipped / humiliating / being humiliated / degrading / being degraded / pegging / being pegged / frotting / face sitting / dom/sub dynamics / DDLG dynamics / aftercare / anal / bdsm / light bondage / outdoor sex / sensory deprivation / roleplay / rough sex / threesomes / wax play / sensory play (eg. pinwheels etc) / knife play / blood play / caging / cbt / sounding / collars / exhibitionism / rimming / pet play / dressing up for partner / partner dressing up for them / daddy kink / mommy kink / master/slave dymanics
Tagged by: nobody, I stole it
Tagging: @jsbashirmd @dimensionalspades and anyone else who wants to!!
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k1ngdingus · 2 years
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read a fic that said when robin left for college steve was lost to an “impenetrable funk” & i want everyone to know that’s exactly canon here. 
#* ━━━ ˹ a single mom who works two jobs. ˼     »     𝐨𝐨𝐜.     *   ˹ shitposting. ˼#losing nancy to distance is really hard on him#his love languages are based on quality time & physical touch#& he's very . . . involved when he's in a relationship#so it's hard to be separated from that & it rlly fucks with his brain bc he already worries he's not enough / doesnt know how to help#but being away from robin ??#it really just wrecks him#what happened in that bunker bonded them in a way that really sticks with him#then the upside down happened#and he just . . . he is very reliant on robin for basic needs#but he just . . . i say this alot but he doesn't function normally if robin isn't there#they are his compass#they are the place where he feels himself#where he feels like he can breathe & that he can be steve & whoever that is . . . is just okay & enough & accepted#he misses robin more than he'll ever talk about & he's just . . . not really steve without her so yeah#it's a lot for him to process & deal with & it's like when you're missing a half of yourself & you never really feel right#he's constantly off balance#& things don't really make sense in a way he doesn't know how to explain or think anyone would get but robin#but he's not selfish enough to go & leave just because it's what would make him feel better#he's the constant thats around for the kids & he can't just leave them but#yeah#he's a lot more locked into himself without robin around#he's there & he's present for the kids but#there's a part of him that's where robin is & he doesnt get that back
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arklay · 2 years
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i didn't really talk about it cause i think most mutuals know. but the reason that fic causes me so much pain is because they've been together for over ten years at that point and have never had a fight where they need a break from each other... they've never even had a fight where they yell
#leah.txt#pair: ewskers#tw: body image#they've bickered a lot like that's just how it goes. especially when you have two big defiant and domineering personalities. but they would#always laugh it off or just leave the room to clear their head then come back and apologise over getting shitty with each other but they#always talk things out and have these big just discussions to clear up any misunderstandings or you know just to air it out. they don't#like to let things fester. but the problem with this is like diana didn't want to bother him because of how busy and obsessed he was with#the project and his work so she just kept it all to herself and ofc you combine that with her love languages not really happening (physical#touch and quality time) because he rarely came to bed so they weren't having their moments of just cuddling and talking for ages. and#quality time ofc wasn't happening then too but when they were together it was always about just work work work. there were no breaks#and like he didn't really confide in her much anymore with what happened with spencer. like he did at first and they worked through that#and diana thought like he was Okay. like he was dealing with it. but he really just shut it out. he didn't want to confront it. he didn't#let himself *feel* the pain (which is why post volcano momence its A Lot for him to deal with... but they actually work through it better#then) but yeah like there's a lot going on behind all that fic. and with diana too. okay. so her childhood is one i don't really talk about#much but really high expectations were put on her from really young and even though she excelled in all areas like it was never good enough#and plus a few other things like it led to her constantly seeking for praise and admiration and recognition and like she was actually a#people pleaser until she was in uni for her bachelor's and before she moved to america. like. there was a lot going on there. so like she#had a lot of feelings of inferiority growing up and like not feeling worthy ever sooooooo it hurts + the humiliation her ex-husband put her#through kinda warps al just being busy and preoccupied and not thinking about anyone else to singling her out and doing the same thing her#ex did to her. so yeah. plus her body changing with the virus over the last few months has made her very like just. lies on the floor. like#because he always found her so beautiful and loved her eyes and made her feel beautiful when she had a bit of insecurity so now she's like#oh no but i look different now... maybe he doesn't think that anymore. lies on the floor
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you are alive, under his fingertips. there is warmth from your cheeks his larger palms hold and he gently guides you to lift your head so that you meet his eyes.
and they sparkle. they gleam and glisten under the light of his shared home with you. curiosity and worry makes them shine even more, the chuckle upon seeing them brimming his lips and leaves him.
is this an inspection, general? your playfulness is not lost on him. he replies in kind with the same energy, how would you feel if i told you i was inspecting how beautiful you are?
the embarrassment on your face squeezes his heart. makes his heart leap and fly as if it was soaring the clouds. even now, you have the instinct to act shy. it reminds him how vivid you are; how your emotions cross every spectrum. don't flatter me like that, you pout at him. you're flattering me so i don't ask you why you're cupping my face so gently.
(do you even know why he's doing it?)
it was not jing yuan's intention, but he makes it his own. hmm, you know me so well, he says smoothly. leaning down, a kiss is gently placed on your forehead.
and if it was some other moment, he would pull away. but today has been rough. goodbyes were said to the friends he thought were dead and now, he is all alone.
except, he is not alone. he has you.
jing yuan? what's wrong?
the worry in your eyes has become vibrant now; curiosity vanishing and replaced by concern. your eyebrows furrow and your hand envelops one of his, turning your head to kiss his palm.
jing yuan?
he smiles. nothing, he tells you. i love you.
and then, there is relief. your worry remains but is overtaken by the relief and you look beautiful. so beautiful that he reminded that you are here, here in his arms.
i love you, too, you idiot.
hmm, your idiot.
a wide smile on your face. of course.
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