dw about spamming me u goof!! but about that slow dance tag,,, you made me sappy <//33
me? wishing for all you worries to disappear? just to slow dance?? freely?? naaa (yes, i do want that)
Now you've made me sappy :'<
To want to be a part of that fantasy? To listen of the sounds of the outside world disappear and focus on nothing but us and the music? I would never (I would, I so very would- </3)
Yknow I was also thinking... if Neuvi were to ask Furina to become immortal again for his sake, she might actually say yes. Which is exactly WHY he'd never ask her to do so, because as much as he dreads her inevitable absence, he won't condemn her to that fate again
You got it. Because when she took on that curse half a millennium ago, it was also a request she agreed to. For the sake of all of Fontaine and not just the sake of Focalors, but it's still all too similar. Even if she said yes to him because she actually wants it then, who's to say she'll always want it? Who's to say the decades, the centuries won't weigh heavier and heavier as they pass, just like before? Who's to say she won't have to ask him to make her mortal again? And that would be even more painful than simply letting her go when she's meant to. So instead he'll treasure the time she has, that she's more than earned, and he'll do everything he can for her to treasure it too.
psst I decided to start posting some personal creative stuff on a sideblog called @georgiamorn 🦋 will be mostly songs, probably little poems and art pieces here and there. not a lot of overlap with this blog but feel free to check it out if u want<3
canonically, i think its because of how much trope the duffel bros stuffed in them (consciously? unconsciously? we’ll never know)
they have the popular kid x weird kid trope going on, the opposites attract trope, also the whole thing of eddie throwing his vest to steve, like come on? that’s basic “couples shares clothes” tropes, they literally wrote jancy with soulmate-ish scars and then decided to also give steddie the same stomach scars, also the parallel of their stories (two sides of the same coin). honestly, if one of them was a girl, they would’ve fucking kissed and would’ve been end game. edit: i have to add, the look eddie gave stancy when they were talking and he threw his jacket. classic jealous trope.
ALSO, the fucking chemistry. that’s all joe^2 but god damn they did it so good, I AM HOOKED.
if we’re speaking non-canon, i just think steve and eddie are two neat characters that belong with each other. i think people love them because no matter where we place them it works. you want them to be in a coffee shop au? it fits. you want them to be superstars? it fits. modern au? fits. post-canon 10 years later? fits. i think i just read a F1 racing fic a few weeks ago and it still fucking fits. they just belong with each other that no matter where we put them, it works.
when ajax finds out that you're upset, I have no doubts that he will rush to your side. enveloping you in his arms, letting you rest your head in the crook of his neck. you are the most precious thing to him- he will do anything he can to comfort and protect you. even if he can't truly change the situation, he will be there to encase you in his warmth and affection. he loves you so much, truly.
~ @qilinkisser
@qilinkisser — Pollen, you are truly one of the sweetest presences to grace this lovely community and I’m ever so thrilled to be able to call you a friend. I hope you realise that Ganyu would always be more than willing to express her affection, care, and concern in a similar fashion. You mean so much to her after-all; she has never truly felt like she belonged anywhere but by your side so, how could she stand by and watch you in pain? Your anguish is like her own, if not even worse to her. You’re her everything so, please don’t forget that? You’re softer than petals and silk combined, and it’s this softness that she finds her sole comfort in.
^ my live reaction to the ask. (I love him so very ardently.)
For the ask game, how about your favorite Persona 3 character? (This is cheating but I'm curious lol)
Hehe, definitely Minato on my end then, too! ;D
who? | only know their name | loathe | ugh | overrated | indifferent | dead | alive | secret third thing? | just okay | cute | badass | my baby | hot | want to marry | favorite
And lmao, I'm glad we're in agreement about the things we highlighted for him, too! He deserves all the best things. (Which makes his fate all the more tragic, hahaha ouch. But at the same time... It does feel like the perfect ending to his story, doesn't it? :') )
YOU'RE THE MOST MAGNIFICENT PERSON I EVER CAME ACROSS. YOU'RE SO BRIGHT LIKE A LITTERAL SUN I BECAME STARSTRUCK EVERY TIME YOU INTERACT WITH ME. I HAVE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW HAPPY AM I TO CROSS PATHS ON THIS FANDOM, NO SCRATCH THAT, THE WHILE PLATFORM AND TO BECOME YOUR MUTUAL. YOU BRING SMILES TO EVERY MOOT YOU HAVE MADE. YOU'RE AMAZING, ADORABLE, CUTE, BEAUTIFUL, MAGNIFICENT, LOVELY, CREATIVE, ASTONISHING, WONDERFUL, BRILLIANT, AWESOME, COOL, CHARMING, FANTASTIC AND 100000000000% LOVE WORTHY. THE BEST CINNAMON ROLL EVER
and I'm biting u
SMISKFOSKDOWLWVSKSKWLMLOFKKSJSOEOSWII
TWAY-LA.
HOLD ON, HOLD ON, HOLD ON. I WAS NOT READY. AM GONNA CRY. WAIT. HOLD ON. YOU. YOU. IDK WHAT TO SAY, I CAN BARELY FRIGGIN TYPE NOW. MY HEARTTTTTTTT. I AM SHAKING YOU SO MUCH RN!!!!! HUGGING YOU FOREVER.
AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN I WON'T KNOW WHAT HIT ME??????? TWAY-LA, I'VE ALREADY BEEN HIT. I AM DOWN. AM ON THE FLOOR NOW. I AM KEEPING THIS ONE FOREVER. AXKELSKKZENMSKSSWKKEIIE. YOU. JUST, YOU. MY HEART FEELS SO FULL NOW LIKE- YOU ARE JUST AMAZING AND SO SO MUCH MORE. YOU LITERALLY MADE ME SPEECHLESS. I AM SO SO SO FRIGGIN HAPPY TO HAVE MET YOU TOO. I AM GONNA CRYYYYY. I AM TRYING TO HOLD IT IN- BUT GOSHDARNIT, THIS ONE GOT ME. AHHHHHHH I AM TACKLING YOU WITH HUGS. DO YOU HEAR ME, TACKLING YOU.
"You could do anything to me, and I'd let you. ... Tell me you love me, at least. Please. I need to know somebody does."
"I always think of a passage from the Symposium, this allegory about people who started off as two halves of a whole, but then something cut them apart and they spend their whole lives looking for the other half so they can fit themselves back together. And that's how it feels. It hurts. It's like I lost you before I was born."
"I know why you fuck me like you wish you could kill me. I know everything that gets you off, you can't help but show me. There's no part of you that I can't see."
"Because it wasn't as if they'd never hurt each other before-- between them, it was a kind of tenderness, writing themselves onto each other's bodies with every mark they left. It was a promise: I'm here, I've always been here. Pain was a necessary consequence, but that was all it was."
"All they were-- all they had ever been-- was a pair of sunflowers who each believed the other was the sun."
Delve deep into her writing/character and expand on it and extrapolate ESP if the source material Does Not do her justice or doesn't give her the things she deserves. Find your pain in her pain and find her pain in yours and give her the things you will never have. Whether it was taken, starcrossed, or never meant for you. It could be for her. It could be.
Bestow upon her a gift, what remains of a life never lived. Leftover love of things that never fit right, never suited you, never were meant for you. Things you learned to love anyway, a love both real and manufactured out of necessity and survival.
And bestow upon her another gift, of love that has nowhere to go, of doors you've had to lock shut, doors you know go nowhere for you. Give her the key. Take up your pencil. Draw her in an adorable outfit. Draw her surrounded by loved ones, who love her so dearly back. Every drawing, a wish. That she can have a kinder life than mine. That I could give that to her. A parting gift, from me to someone who I can no longer host, that can now live on peacefully within her and lead an even better life than it ever could have within me. It was in the wrong house I had to rehome it.
Something adjacent to Gandalf Big Naturals ect ect
also not to like continue liveblogging my life or anything but my favorite professor in the entire world is leaving my school / academia in general and she is so INCREDIBLY valid for it but every time ithink about it i want to sob hysterically
Have been flip-flopping between full-out sudden and heart-wrenching sadness (the Sadie Sink sobbing her heart out in All Too Well kind of sad. Alas) and general cloudy sadness hovering at the back of my mind (I feel rather like my own personal Groke in those moments) these past few weeks and today had many moments of light in it. Lots of sunshine, tea, reading with Muffin (we're reading 1 Psalm a night together and praying together before bed--it is the Best), listening to music that isn't sad/grumpy (Jess Ray, Arcadian Wild, Paul Zach, Sara Groves), laughing with Froglet... it was easier to see the light and receive it. Things are looking up :)
im still defensive over dexters lab but 1) not nearly in the same seriousness as i used to be 2) in a completely different way. i don’t care about shipping anymore but if you look at mandark the wrong way i’ll stomp you to death with my hooves