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transkittyinatoaster · 5 months
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Snack for a parasite
Fandom: Twisted Wonderland
Characters: Idia, Rigel, and Perse(OC by @midnightmah07)
Content warnings: Arguing, mild swearing, and discussion of ED(eating disorders)
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(until my lazy self downloads some dividers, we'll have to get used to the dorm lounges)
Rigel spun his pencil on the solid tables of the dorm as he swung his legs underneath. Ahead of him was Perse whom was eating a rather mediocre meal
But there was a silence everyone grew accustomed to, as if it was a part of them
“Do you ever wonder how if the multiverse theory is correct, there's a universe where it isn't?” Rigel suddenly asked, breaking the comfortable silence. Perse stopped as she slowly looked at the demon across from her, staring at her with those curious red eyes
“Rigel, do you ever think about what you're going to say?”
He shook his head which caused her to mumble “of course,” before she continued to eat
“Hey,” she began, “did you eat?”
“Eh? Oh, yeah, I ate.” He smiled
She stared at him. “Food. Rigel. Did you eat food? Real food?” She clarified
He went silent
She sighed as she got up to go make him something, “Wha- Hey, wait!-” He got up to follow, but she was already gone, so all he could next was to just sit down
He held his hands together as his feet drummed the floor as he waited apprehensively
She didn't have to do this and she knew that
And he felt bad for the fact she was doing it
He got by on his diet
And now here she is, making sure he ate what everyone else was eating It… felt weird
The food tasted weird
Wrong
He likes the taste of the cardboard from his torn up notebooks
He took one out and tore off a piece, sticking it into his mouth as he chewed on it as a small snack
The small crunches and tears filled the otherwise silent lounge as he ate and swallowed, taking the wood in as food, even if it was the furthest thing from it
He swung his legs as he waited for her return, he probably won't eat what she made
It was pointless anyway
She could be eating the food she made herself but was making it for him
Maybe that's why the food tastes weird
It's because she's making it specifically for him instead of herself or whoever
He got up and walked around, his steps thudding against the marble as he paced in circles
Perse, on the other hand, was making Rigel some sandwiches of a wide variety for Rigel, ensuring he had something he found enjoyable
She always did find it odd when he was the only person who ate Lilia's food with splendor
She sighed as she slightly realized signs from all over the years they've been going here
Maybe he's too far deep to be saved, maybe this'll be worthless in the end
Like a snake eating its own tail
Her thoughts were broken when she saw a hand snatch one of the made sandwiches She turned and saw Idia holding it in his mouth as he grabbed other snacks
She grimaced
This was her housewarden?
“Idia, you do know that's for Rigel, right?”
He glanced at her, now holding the sandwich “Hm? Oh, yeah, I do.”
She slightly scowled
“Then why did you take it?”
He sighed, slightly scowling “I honestly don't see the point in you making food for him. He's not going to eat it. Plus, you're acting as if he's anorexic or something.” He sighed
“As sweet as what you're doing for him is, it's ultimately pointless.”
She stared at him
Appalled, in all honesty
A man, who grew up with Rigel, a man who's more of a brother to him than she is a sister Calling her efforts futile
“.... Are you fucking kidding me?”
“E-eh?” Idia squeaked, slightly shocked by her language
“Idia, do you actually pay attention to your dorm mates?”
He opened this mouth to answer only for her to continue “Oh who am I kidding, of course you don't. You're a housewarden and you can't match the faces to names of IRL people, but you do it easily in games.”
“Idia, you grew up with Rigel, you know everything about him so how the actual fuck are you going to stand there and tell me that my efforts are useless when you, of all people, should know, that Rigel's diet consists of nothing but lead, plastic, metal, dirt, wood, cardboard— Things that have no business being in anyone's diet tract, is in his!” She yelled at him, her hand slamming against the counter as she gestured to the outside
Where Rigel was
Idia shuffled nervously underneath her words
Perse was mad
Maybe her anger was directed to Idia and not doing anything sooner
Maybe it was the world
Everyone. Everything. Who knows.
Rigel heard them to
It was hard not too
Especially since some students made mumbled on how Perse when she's mad sounds like a banshee
Rigel leaned against the doorway, listening to the one sided argument between his sister and Idia
“— Maybe if you weren't so preoccupied with your own devices, you'd have known that Rigel is suffering, and-” Her voice went silent and dead as Rigel finally decided to enter
“Hey, guys!” He grinned at the two, pretending to not notice the red tips of Idia's hair turn blue again
“Ri-Rigel, how long were you there?” Perse asked
“Oh, I just got here!” He grinned at her
Idia grumbled slightly, not believing Rigel for a second but not questioning it
“I- I see… Well, I- I made you some food for later.” Perse gestured to the sandwiches she made
“Oooh! They all look so good! You didn't have to, you know that, right?” Perse nodded
The demon shifted slightly, tugging at his cloak as he stared at the pieces of food she made him
“... I'll eat it later.” He said as he grabbed some bags to put them in for later
“You'll at least have one of them for lunch, right?” She asked as she placed a hesitant hand on his shoulder
“Of course!” He lied with his black grin
His teeth reflecting the fluorescent blue lights of Ignihyde “Now, you look tired, how about you go rest?” He asked a small tilt of his head
“Well… I guess I am a little tired..” she grumbled slightly, running a hand through her hair and softly tugging at her ponytail, “I suppose a quick nap wouldn't hurt..” she mumbled with a shrug
“There ya go!” Rigel softly nudged her to the door, “you go have a nice nap, and we'll wake you if we either need anything or it's dinner.”
“Now don't keep me sleeping for that long, Idia might start a fire.” The two laughed as Rigel gave her a quick hug before she left
He turned to Idia whom also left the room, his arms filled with some snacks and such
He sighed as he backed up, leaning against the counter as his nails dug into the marble, his breath slightly quickening for whatever reason
There was nothing wrong as of this moment
But Perse's unnecessary care and love
She made this for him
For whatever reason
He stared at the bags with the sounds of nails against marble filling the silence
He wasn't going to eat them, of course
He never ate the food she gave unless she was in the room with him
He sighed as he reached took an empty bag that pulled out with another
Stuffing the plastic into his mouth as his teeth began to dig and tear, allowing it to become swallowable
His mouth made the chewing motion a few more seconds before stopping, a soft scowl forming on his features as his mind raced
Maybe—
He heard footsteps and saw a student enter
“Eh?- Oh, hello, Rigel-Senpai.” The student greeted
“Hey….”
There was an awkward silence as they two stared at another
The student went to leave, deciding that whatever he wishes to grab wasn't worth it
“Hey.” Rigel called out before they left
“Do you want a sandwich?” He smiled sweetly to the boy
tag list: @midnightmah07(hi again!)
(first time doing something like this, so if I messed up on anything, pls don't hesitate to tell me)
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chocodile · 1 year
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A bunch more Sylvanian customs! ...Well, some of them are Sylvanians. The characters shown from top to bottom: Jenny (tarantula, formerly baby bunny), Mariana (eel, formerly Baerenwald/Forest Family mouse), Morgan (rattlesnake, 3D printed and hand-flocked figure, original 3D “Snake Sylvanian” template by Yapsulli on Reddit), Dayton (opossum, formerly Angelina Ballerina “Henry” figure), and Dayton’s nieces and nephews (also possums, formerly meadow mouse babies). We’ve got a rather motley bunch here! The last photo is a group shot of all of the customs I’ve made so far.
Anyway, these were some pretty difficult and experimental figures! Lots of epoxy clay to turn the baby bunny into a tarantula and the Baerenwald mouse into an eel, and some weird materials like Mariana’s fin hair. Overall not everything turned out exactly how I hoped, but it was a great learning experience and has given me a lot of confidence working with very heavily customized figures.
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I need a sequel to the no coven / fangirl au so bad it’s not even funny 😔
"I guess the difference is that on the big screen you feel unstoppable, a force of nature that I want to lose myself to. But in person, that venom just feels like more of the same." You didn't look at her as you tried to put your thoughts to words, your skin burning with the discomfort of vulnerability. It was stupid, she hadn't been looking for an actual answer, you were just voluntarily making a fool of yourself.
You made a point of not looking at her, even though you could all but feel her gaze burning into your skin. It was easier said than done when she made every little breath you took feel like you were in an ocean of people. Instead, you played with the too-thin straw in your glass, shifting the ice cubes around slowly. It was difficult to ignore the weight of her gaze, the expectancy of her presence beside you. What were you doing, save for making an idiot of yourself?
Silence continued to meet your words, and you couldn't be sure how many seconds had passed before you finally felt bold enough to steal a glance at her again. Her features were carefully guarded, as if she were actually considering your words. Much like the sun, your gaze shied away before you could really take in every facet of her features- who could say if she would be as merciful as to only blind you in her brilliance?
It was late. You should be going home. You knew this, you used these facts to work energy back into your docile muscles. A little stiffly, you found your footing, gently pushed the now empty glass away from yourself.
"Thank you," you found yourself saying, finally chancing your luck to sneak a peek at those sharp eyes. "It really was great to meet you, sorry to take up your time." The words were sour in your mouth, all too aware and remnant of her initial hostility, only to dissolve away when her fingers wrapped around your wrist.
"What's the rush? The night is just beginning." She closed out her tab, those dazzling eyes openly appraising you in the dim lights of the bar. "I don't think I'm quite done with you yet."
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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year
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Re: Chair Lore: Where is the Chair From?
I was joking about the seat looking like a sim chair, but after doing some research, I'm almost 100% sure they just took seats from a 2012 Ferrari 458 and put them on plexiglass platforms 😭
I couldn't find any pics that look *exactly* like the chair itself, but I think these are pretty similar, no?
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It's going to bug me so much that I can't find the exact chair UGH, like with the white stripe in the middle, you know? But yes anyways, this is my theory.
*fyi, I'm planning a drawing with this chair and my thought process with finding reference is always "this has to be exactly perfect and 100% accurate" so thats why I'm being incredibly specific and over-detailed about this 😭 please don't think I'm weird
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superpussyking · 1 year
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More people should make Jonah Magnus have religious trauma. I've barely read any fics where religion is mentioned any more than in passing when he was probably some flavor of christian/catholic by default and THEN got super into the occult. What made you break babygirl 🤨
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korattata · 7 months
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supraxstcllas · 7 months
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E2 for Thad/Match if you're up for it?
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“Valentines Day” Kiss Drawing Prompts | accepting!
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// i love them??? they're so good!
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gaytoddhoward · 3 months
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i kind of need to be like skinned or put into a meat grinder or something . lol .
#personal#vent#vent in tags#maybe i can just boil myself alive instead#im so SICK of being the one to be actively concerned with all my friends' health & having to tell them to take care of themselves#'yeah i threw up from a hangover on the way here and i havent eaten in like 3 days and i dont do anything other than work and sleep'#ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME#'i only shower once a week' we can tell 'and i dont ever use shampoo. and im still surviving off a diet of just top ramen and dr pepper'#MY BROTHER IN CHRIST. TAKE BETTER CARE OF YOURSELF#'i havent made a doctors appointment for this possibly life threatening issue yet' im actually going to start sobbing .#IM NOT. MAD AT ANY OF MY FRIENDS TO BE CLEAR#but god its so fucking tiring. to be one of maybe two people to actually go 'hey that is really concerning please take care of yourself'#and then i cant fucking. take care of myself & i dont have the energy to think about my friends health anymore and i feel bad about it#i am NOT the pinnacle of health. but got damb !! if ur gonna not take care of yourself please do not tell me about it i get so so worried#& then my mother . god. waves vaguely at any interaction i have with her. doesnt make it any better#im so sick i need out of this house & out of this town get me outta here ! id thrive in pokemon put me in the pokeverse or some shit PLEASE#if ur the one person who i mentioned in tags thats also on tumblr pls pls know i am not mad at you im just so stressed always#& i care for u so deeply & it worries me so bad that u/ur family havent made more progress towards getting the issue solved .#(u probably won't see this post anyways but if u do. i just want it to be clear)#ANYWAYS it just crazy how i can bounce so rapidly from 'im not even human' to 'i am Too human'. and iam so so sick .of it.#if a single customer even makes eye contact with me at work tomorrow im going to gnaw my left pinky off in front of them i stg
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sirotras · 5 months
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im finally playing wotr in earnest and so far i have:
1.) almost killed myself drinking health potions as a dhampir
2.) accidentally had lann roll a giant marble pillar over the rest of the party, knocking them prone (out of combat at least)
3.) meticulously made sure i had everything possible to do in ch 1 done before initiating the final battle, just needing to find ONE BOOK during the battle. only to make it thru the the battle GUESS WHAT I FORGOT TO FIND
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monstroso · 6 months
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hellbatschilt · 1 year
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Grabbed the Noir Hat on X last night (been using the Far Eastern Officer one for 2 years) so I updated some of his outfits!
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I forgot how slim male Au Ra waists are though LOL
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toastybugguy · 2 years
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hey I think I’m sensing a pattern here
STEPH (middle left) AND JONAH (middle right) BELONG TO @bee-in-a-box you guys should go binge his Cricketsville tag idk just thinking out loud here [debby ryan hair tuck]
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capcavan · 1 year
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lil doodle for rp with friend  / cw tw scars injuries self mutilation mentioned throw in all trigger warning on this im just arhiving it for myself
riko has severe body dysmorphia and is driven by desire to reclaim his body after years of abuse, it ended up taking destructive form ranging from eating disorders to self mutilation, especially allowing self done tattoos to get infected so he could scratch and pick at the wounds 10 was the jersey number of his abuser [ not neil just comfortably agreed on filler character] all of the wounds are self inflicted idk add to pile of fics i need to write in future plot is basically riko calling suicide hotline 3 months before his 30′s birth day and Kevin picking up  (who actually fucked up his arm during real ski trip this time and had to quit professional exy)
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toytulini · 11 months
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ouagh at some point i should try to post some of the multiple thousands of pictures I've taken every time i go to an aquarium huh
#toy txt post#i went thru my phone and sorted almost everything in my camera roll at some point#need to do more sorting again and also sort into narrower categories to make it easier to tag shit and then#ill be able to like. navigate my insane amount of photos on here one day#also the multiple thousands is not. an exaggeration#i seem ti take At Least 1000 everytime. i go to an aquarium#less so at the one i volunteer at sometimes just cos. its smaller and i try not to be on my phone while volunteering#ouaaaagh#i guess i should try to look into more. schooling/edu fucking cation#cos volunteering there. doesnt suck#like its a little physically demanding just cos the water is Very Extremely Cold and its like 2hrs drive away from me#but like. like i Hate interacting w ppl i dont think i could do customer service or retail BUT i love#a captive audience to infodump about sea life to#i just need a college professor that is very extremely patient w me and treats me like the fragile little baby that i am/j#i guess i need to once again seek out Fucking Therapy to wrangle with my Homework Issues#all those posts explaining how to study that were too triggering to look at ages ago. guess i need to find them lol#god. it really does feel like such a silly stupid issue i have here. like if someone else told me they had issue w this id be like#no yeah of course that sounds horrible im so sorry etc#but alas i am not so forgiving w myself like#oh yeah im apparently traumatized ig by uhhhh Being Assigned Homework. like. normal amount. it was fine and all#like i passed shit. it was extremely difficult and i barely made it in some classes but i did Get Thru It and i had like accommodations to#turn in shit late and everything but uhhhhhhh#yea#theres slightly more to it than that ig but! like. basically. that is basically.#im a huge baby who couldnt do their fucking homework and now if i see Study Tips ill start crying#which is super inconvenient cos like hey bitch you know what might help with the homework?#taking my brain out of my skull and shaking it#anyway. im way offtopic here#the point is that i have so fucking many pictures of fish#and also pictures of birds from the beach i have soooo fucking many. i should post more Photos
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foxxsong · 1 year
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Not to be a prick, but your art is gonna have to be Real Damn Good to get me to interact with it if you slap something like "Don't even bother if you're not gonna reblog" on the end of the post. I'm not enough of one to like and scroll out of spite (though I'm not above thinking about it). I am, however, perfectly willing to ignore something I wouldn't have otherwise. If you're fine with a lower note count in the long run as long as it's more equal, if you think less interaction isn't gonna fuck with you worse than uneven likes-to-reblogs, then sure. Show some attitude. But if you're relying on commissions and dumb enough to think saying that sort of thing isn't gonna have consequences, I Do Not Feel Sorry For You.
#if it cuts your overall notes in half that's on you#don't whine about how people must really hate artists because you're getting even LESS engagement now#as if you're not literally throwing a rude comment in the direction of everyone that sees your art as their final impression of it#as if that's not gonna fuck with the amount of people that want that post on their blog to show their followers now#as if that's not gonna make people who want to pay for commission think twice about dealing with someone who doesn't care or doesn't notice#when they're being rude to the people they rely on for their career#like don't get me wrong you do not HAVE to be nice#but you're lying to yourself if you think that's ONLY going to deter people that 'wouldn't have reblogged anyway'#or that it won't deter potential customers#when you're freelance you rely on reputation and seeming approachable as much as skill#no one wants to interact with someone that makes it look like they think they can be mean if things don't go their way#you don't need to fucking beg for reblogs instead of just likes and i think we're all getting used to 'likes < reblogs' on art posts#but straight up saying you don't want interaction AT ALL if it's not to your standards? in a very accusatory way? as a default?#as the LAST THING PEOPLE SEE BEFORE DECIDING WHETHER TO SCROLL ON OR NOT?#idiot behaviour#i think even all the reblogs with tags saying they almost ignored because of that comment but decided against it are still too encouraging#gonna make these people think their art is so uniquely good they can say or do whatever they want#it isn't#anyway i wouldn't usually go on about something like this but I'm stressed so I'm irritable and i hate seeing newbies fuck themselves over#in a very obvious and preventable way#but eventually if they don't give up they'll probably notice that their stuff without that shit on the end does better so whatever#their career funeral#rant over
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