So basically I procrastinated writing the actual next chapter of my fic on my flight and decided to instead start a new fic that would basically just be Farrah’s character arc in my fic except canon complaint and a similar style to 99 cent dreams
But I cannot write it
I projected a little too close to home and I’m currently crying bc it brought up past trauma (? I never recognized it as trauma til now but ig it is) uh so…
It would have totally spoiled major things in my rewrite anyways…
But moral is, don’t project too much guys
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Spur of the moment out of context sketches from Spider's Web with Strings Attached. Might not seem like it, but I've been going through a mini burn out spell due to overworking myself the past week and allowing myself to create messy sketches of this fic has been a small comfort. So once again, thank you @psychologicalwarclaire for writing this fic. Will always be incredibly thankful I found this gem in the depths of my ao3 searching.
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i'm knitting a blanket for @learnorlose's as-yet-unborn-but-coming-soon niece and it's like. fuck me i miss knitting
all my commissions are crochet (love u guys not mad at it it's just a thing) bc i am The Insane Pixel Crochet Bitch but it means i never really get to knit anymore
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just realized that most of my fics are essentially about wanting something you can't have or wanting something you think you can't have... anyways, let's not think about it too much <3
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I’ve been thinking recently about Underground Remixed and how I want to continue it.
It’s been about 8 months since I last uploaded a page and well… lack of motivation has really been the reason for that. This might sound weird but like, people expecting frequent uploads for whatever reason makes my brain want to procrastinate more on it.
To be clear: I’ve had no issues with the audience here on Tumblr, but on Deviantart it’s so exhausting to have constant comments of ‘when’s the next page of Remixed?’ despite multiple posts explaining I have no schedule and pages are simply done when they’re done.
What I’m gonna do is continue Chapter 3 as is, ie in comic form, since I don’t want to leave it unfinished, however for following chapters I’m gonna do what I’m calling illustrated scripts.
Essentially this is writing with no prose, just dialogue and some simple descriptions of setting and actions, with a couple of drawings inserted to demonstrate a character’s design/redesign or to visualise the most important scenes.
I’m hoping this will be quicker to produce while still maintaining some of the visual appeal of Remixed. I gotta say, 17 year old me had no idea what they were getting into when they decided making a comic of this length wouldn’t be too difficult
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What the hell are you planning to even fucking do again?
*He takes a moment to reply. His head feels too dizzy*
….the SFOTH can’t be trusted. They… they’re planning to kill me, I can feel it, I’m going to phucking die again!…
I can kill them. I know I can. I’m not an innocent kid! I’ve done horrendous things, and I will keep doing them!!
..I’m so phucking scared.
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me when i see a character with long black hair and clear signs of sleep deprivation who is best friends or cares deeply about someone with lighter hair: what if you were trans
me when i see said character have a mental breakdown and ultimately change themselves to be worse: ahhh. So what if you were also latino
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the fact that greg is actually sort of having sex with women is so alien to me. you’re telling me he’s not a weird virgin
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My space scrapper dca fic, which originally was reader x sun x moon... is slowly starting to turn into platonic reader & sun/moon, where the romantic part is trying to get these stupid robots to admit their feelings for each other.
I am really just slowly turning this story into "please someone intervene so that these space jesters stop behaving like a divorced couple". And I am loving it.
I mean. I still want us to have a romance with them... but this dynamic is sounding really fun now. A full platonic fic with a ship bonus of sun and moon being the romantic endgame, but reader still being their super important bestie? We'll see.
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