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enduracarrotchips · 3 years

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YouTuber AU

Hello welcome to Dating Scandal but with Twitter Involved (nightmare)

A little exposition here:

Link, Zelda, Sidon, Revali, and Riju are the most popular group of youtubers on the internet and have a huge fanbase that likes to theorize, draw fanart, and write fanfiction about them. Disclaimer, I don’t actually interact with real-person fandoms myself lol there’s just too much potential for drama and misunderstandings & they’re always bound to end in a dumpster fire but that is sort of what this au is about so.

Impa, Mipha, Daruk, and Urbosa are family friends that appear in a lot of their videos/streams.

(This is an art blog I swear)

enter vidcon 20XX

Link:

blows stuff up/sets stuff on fire with a side of cooking vids and gaming

most are filmed outside, he does those challenges where you try to cook stuff with limited ingredients/materials

has the largest fanbase of all of them, but not the most…intimidating.

does a lot of collab videos, mostly with Impa, Daruk, and Riju because they have similar interests/channels, but Zelda appears in his videos and is seen filming and the stans read too far into it

simps. i’m pointing at you.

Most popular videos are “shield surfing on rock!—how I broke my leg” “can Daruk eat Impa’s motorcycle?” and “how to inhale ranch dressing.”

Twitter handle is @ arsonistslullabye because he’s a hozier fan

45m subs

Zelda:

theories, analyses, conspiracies, and the occasional e x p e r i m e n t

she once got link to eat a frog for 50 bucks.

most people argue that she’s better than more popular YouTubers because she actually has quality content to give to the world and she has a lot of defensive supporters

She used to get a lot of hate before Urbosa spoke up about it and scared the bejeezus out of everyone

has an actual posting schedule

“Happy Sunday everyone, it’s Zelda Hyrule and today we will be talking about cryptozoology and why blupees exist, you cowards.”

Twitter handle is @ zeldaofhyrule and she is pan. just so you know. One of those calm extroverts that mystify me to this day.

18m subs

Sidon:

fashion/life hacks. Like gourmet troom troom but if they were real people.

Has the 2nd largest fanbase

most of them are girls

Sidon has a boyfriend though, which he told everyone at VidCon a few years ago

cue the drama and shipping and the entire fandom trying to figure out who the boyfriend is. A well known reddit thread emerged that presented the common guesses being Link, Sidon, and Zelda.

“But it can’t be Zelda, Sidon’s gay.”

“I’m not in the fandom but I thought Zelda was a boy??”

“Did you just say Sidon? Is that a typo? Are you saying that Sidon’s dating himself?”

Sidon x Sidon became a fandom joke.

Don’t look at me I’m just setting up all the worldbuilding. every fandom has their weird dark sides and Sidon x Sidon is the Linkcest of the Sidon YT fandom.

Mystery BF is actually Bazz, a pretty inconspicuous guy who appeared in a few of his videos. This was confirmed a year ago, but everyone still ships him with other YouTubers because they’re convinced he was lying to throw them off his scent. He really can’t catch a break and this is why you should not ship real people.

Twitter handle is @ officialprincesidon

says “beguiling” a lot

21m subs ᕙ( ͡❛ ▿ ͡❛)ᕗ

Mipha:

Sidon’s sister, hasn’t posted a single video but just has the channel for show because she appears in so many of Sidon’s videos as a model for his makeup tutorials and whatnot

has 328k for that. Everyone loves her, she’s great. @ mimipha

Revali:

Link’s sworn rival

Link thinks they’re friends

He kept popping up in link’s Twitter threads and making snarky comments until zelda called him out for not even following link (so why was he stalking his acc) which kept the Twitter drama to a minimum

Revali was the catalyst of a few popular memes and that’s where most of his subs come from.

drags link into a few challenges that always get a ton of views because of how competitive they get

“ITS JUST ASININE” is a running joke that everyone tries to get him to say. His @ is itsjustasinine as well

Urbosa is the only person who can win an argument with him

5m subs and growing rapidly. newer to youtube than everyone else.

Impa:

Doesn’t have a channel she’s just a mutual friend of Mipha, Zelda, and Link

Rides a motorcycle, so she is used in a few of Link’s videos.

@ ihaveamotorcycle because she thinks having a motorcycle is a personality trait. the most unruly on Twitter when it comes to replying to fan’s stuff, leaking upcoming videos and generally causing chaos.

Mipha’s girlfriend. That’s how she met Zelda and Link.

Urbosa:

Is actually a model, but she has a ton of YouTuber friends because she’s known Zelda since birth.

when she entered the youtube community she didn’t realize she would be adopting like 15 children

5m subs. her videos are professional & related to her modelling career. @ urbosasfury

I feel like she would do unboxing vids. I’m not sure what she’s unboxing.

Daruk

Just a friend of Link’s, fun guy. yells a lot. once ate a rock and had no reaction.

people are scared of him for that reason

Riju:

yoga & gymnastics & “ha look at how flexible I am its eAsY” videos

you know the type

she also does reactions and is sponsored by save the sand seals charities which she is very enthusiastic about. She’s also Urbosa’s niece and the only minor in the gang (15). I like to think that the champions YT community is actually not creepy so everyone respects her a ton

doesn’t post frequently, she mostly appears in Link’s videos to jump out of airplanes or whatever. And sometimes Zelda’s if she’s interested in the topic. 500k subs, but she’s always really popular when she appears in Link’s videos.

VidCon:

In the months leading up to VidCon, some fans on the internet made a few discoveries: first of all, that the inside of Link’s house is painted green. This is a big deal because all of his videos are filmed outside either in his backyard or on trips that he and the brosquad go on to do…whatever bros do. explosions. idk. The point is he had some announcement about VidCon and filmed it inside. Only the wall and a potted plant were shown.

However, the colour was similar to the the shade of Zelda’s living room. Fans dug through years and years of old videos and found a clip of Zelda walking through a hallway, where there was an open door and a glimpse of a houseplant.

There were 2 types of responses to the theory:

“They could just be roommates guys calm down”

“and they were ROOMMATES?”

others pointed out that Link could just not have a house and had to crash in Zelda’s

Some guy on reddit claimed he had a botany degree and declared that the houseplants in the clips were not of the same genus. Normal people pointed out that the plant would have grown 4 years between the clips and would look considerably different.

#Zelink trended on twitter for a while and people posted other old clips from both of their channels and the frog video blew up again

Impa retweeted a post tagged as #zelink with “rofl” and later publicly apologized for causing confusion.

Fans noticed that in the “can a motorcycle drive over my arm” (it was clickbait he’s fine) episode 2 years ago, Link was eating out of a paper lunch bag with his name written on it in handwriting that a few people claimed to look like Zelda’s, leading people to believe that she had packed him a lunch.

However, this theory was shot down with the counterargument that Zelda can’t cook. although. i mean how much skill do you need to make a sandwich.

No one knows what tumblr is doing at this time

Zelda wore a scarf in her “Save the Sand Seals” video that matched identically to the scarf Link wore when he travelled to Hebra to film a shield surfing video, but it’s been debated wether it’s actually the same scarf or not.

Neither Zelda nor Link has spoken up about the theories, and besides Impa’s one slip on twitter, neither has any of their friends. Zelda received a lot of backlash for the assumption that she was dating Link because he has a lot of delusional fans that didn’t want her to “steal their man” or whatever the hell that type of fan would get mad about

Oh yea and bolson & karson run a zelink fanpage on twitter sorry I forgot about that

after that whole mess, everyone was even more anticipant of VidCon in the hopes that some of their questions would be answered.

The whole batch went to VidCon this year: Link, Impa, Daruk, and Riju are a gang while Sidon and Mipha go together and Zelda & Revali each go separately. Urbosa is there for supervision moral support

Zelda has always been much better at dodging questions that she doesn’t want to answer than anyone else, so her Q&A went without a hitch. When asked to confirm the rumours she said “which one?” and then moved on to the next question (without actually confirming any rumours).

Link is generally a more awkward person but eventually said that he had filmed the video in Zelda’s house because it was nicer and didn’t realize it would cause such an uproar. Fans were disappointed, but Bolson claimed he saw Link and Zelda exiting the hotel elevator on the same floor after Link’s Q&A session. No one believed him.

Fans went back to theorizing over who Link, Zelda, and Sidon were all dating, because apparently they can’t just be dating unknown people and have to be with other YouTubers

Sidon and Bazz got engaged about a week after VidCon, making at least 4 preteen girls cry

actually try 4 million

Sidon x Sidon made a brief comeback but Sidon spoke up about his fandom for the first time ever on twitter and told everyone that no, he was not dating himself. eventually, everyone settled down and accepted that none of them were in a relationship save for a few loud fans.

Link and Zelda still got the occasional “when will you tell us who you’re dating?” comment but most of them were joking and the people who still hardcore shipped them were generally frowned upon. Zelda’s popularity went up after VidCon and she regained the 200k subscribers she’d lost after the first theory dropped.

Two months after VidCon, Link posted a video titled “Zelda and I’s House Tour!” and gave around 45 million people a heart attack

as revealed in the video, they had actually been dating since they were 16 and everyone’s just a fool.

the potted plant is named Hestu.

#listen. listen. youtuber au #idc if u came here to see genderless art this is what I am posting today #genderless art in the future though #anyways I'm so sorry #sidon x sidon trends for a few days and I feel bad for the ppl who have to handwrite the trending descriptions on twitter #like what would it be #reddit user @ steponmeurbosa makes a spelling error and sparks shipping between beauty guru sidon and himself #if someone tries to start discourse about YouTube fandoms on my post I am blocking you #headcanons #opinions #youtuber au #botw #zelink #breath of the wild #legend of zelda #thank god I got this out of my notes app

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dancingazaleas · 3 years

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miche zacharias | beauty & the beast

this is for @izukine ‘s ‘fairy tale and mythical creatures’ collab! love you so much liyah <333

tagging: @yeagerslut @xenihime @fiaficsxo @mitsuluv @sukunas-lady @onyxoverride @rintarouss (cus ur a miche fucker. sorry for not warning u abt the tag)

edit: this is unedited, i’m so sorry for any typos.

warnings/tags: cursing, eventual smut, smut, nsfw, romantic sex, size kink(i guess if u squint?), fingering, oral sex/cunnilingus, missionary sex, vanilla

miche was always just a little bigger than anyone around him. he stood like a skyscraper at 6’5, towering over all of his peers. he was more broad one would be at the chest, a tailor once said his bust was around 150 centimeters.

miche was seen as an absolute beast because of this. and it didn’t help that miche’s hair was shaggy, stubble coating his upper lip and jaw, and he had a sniffing problem. he thinks the nose is really what sold everyone.

and in effect, miche was feared. feared by the people in his village, and sometimes even by his own friends. the dark and looming castle he lives in was where he forced to, along with his companions that stood up for the meek man that they called a beast.

the village often sent people who they’ve decided to shun to his estate, expecting for the beast to kill them in cold blood.

in reality, he just sent them to the next village over. he didn’t feel like being disturbed.

it was nothing different when he saw you running to him, tears falling from your pretty eyes while consistently looking over your shoulder. behind you, he noticed a crowd with pitchforks along with torches, screaming for you to get back here to burn you at the stake.

“help!” you cry, “help!”

you stumbled over your own feet, hands clamping down onto his clothed biceps and sobbing while looking at him.

“the next village over is—“

“no! sir, no matter where i go,” you shake your head rapidly, “i will be hunted. hunted for reading the books!”

you looked so desperate clinging onto him, eyes flashing when you cry once more, “you’re the only one who can help me!”

he looks back to the crowd that nears the gates of his home, silently wrapping his arm around your shoulder and pulling you to his chest. the crowd skids to a stop, especially when miche steps forward and manages to yank a pitchfork from their hands.

“this girl is with me,” he announces, jabbing at the air to back them up, “leave now or die.”

the crowd gapes at the sight of you gathered to his chest, but backs off nonetheless. there was nothing they could do against the man that they call a beast.

miche leads you into his home, introducing you to friendly faces that were spread across the house.

“what happened?! did you get rid of the—whoa-ho-ho! who’s this beauty, michey,” someone with messy brown hair exclaims, eyepatch covering their left eye.

“hanji! quit being so disrespectful,” a man follows behind them, tugging them by their shoulders from behind.

“this young maiden was followed by a mob. she read the forbidden books, based off of her words she’s said to me. they planned on hunting her down even if she goes to the next village over,” he leads you past them to a bathroom.

“that’s saddening,” a baritone voice said, the frown evident in his voice, “she's staying with us i’m assuming?”

if his voice wasn’t enough to make you feel small, his looks definitely were. a blond man with bushy eyebrows and a prosthetic arm stood in front of you with something that you can say was a gentle smile. behind him lingered a shorter man, bags hanging from his eyes, one of which had a scar running through it and down to his lip.

“no shit, erwin. miche isn’t heartless,” the crude words make you crack a smile.

miche ignores their comments, “where’s nanaba? she needs a bath and i don’t fully trust her to be alone.”

“what am i needed for,” a feminine person waltzes into the room, a light look on her face.

“this young maiden needs to be bathed with a loose eye on them,” nanaba gently takes your hands into their own.

“what?! why couldn’t i do it?!”

“because you can barely bathe yourself, shitty glasses,” levi grunts and sits on a plush couch in front of the warm fire. you notice he has two prosthetic fingers.

nanaba leads you away before you can hear hanji’s response. you open your mouth to ask a question, but find yourself stuck on what to address nanaba as.

“you can address me as whatever makes you comfortable,” you find that she’s peering at you from over her shoulder.

“oh! i’m so sorry,” you sniffle.

“don’t worry about it, you’re not the first, and you won’t be the last. now, what was on your mind?”

“that man… miche, i think the townspeople called him, he’s really kind. he saved me from being burned,” you murmur loud enough for her to hear, “why?”

nanaba took you into a bathroom room and shut the door behind her, “i can’t say i know. the last person he took in was levi, and it wasn’t exactly his choice, more of erwin’s. i think he smells something in you.”

“that’s right, the townspeople wrote that he had the nose of a dog.”

“he does. he’s usually able to tell if someone is good or not just by their scent,” she turns on the bath, “i think he likes you.”

you deny her statement with a laugh, fanning your hand just before you get undressed. you doubt that a beast such as himself could like someone like you.

————

months passed, and as the days went on you found yourself falling in love with miche. the same man who used ‘beauty’ as a nickname for you would bathe in how you’d give a bashful and swat his arm.

truly, he was more like a bear. big and scary, but also cuddly—as much as a bear could really be—and soft. miche had a heart of gold, that much was obvious when he started to wear it on his sleeve.

he cherished his time with you, even if others were around and he wanted you to himself. he loves the wandering gazes you give when you sit under the wisteria tree in his garden. the look of curiosity that brightens your face, eyes wide and staring at the world he used to think was cruel.

miche tried not to be a sap. he hadn’t ever since he was born, and he didn’t want to start now. but he couldn’t help it.

if the world that shamed him and hurt him was able to create such a kind yet sarcastic beauty, then maybe it wasn’t as bad as he thought.

but he was scared of hurting you. in more ways than one. mentally, miche was a quiet and seemingly unaffectionate person, even with someone he loved. miche also had a tendency to be blunt at times, and it has made you upset on multiple occasions.

physically, however, miche’s terrified of being with you just because of it. as you’ve observed, miche isn’t exactly small..

but you practically make him feel as such.

especially right now as you crack jokes with him and teaching him how to waltz. it doesn’t help that you’re leading the dance and that he was stumbling over your feet.

“miche, step this way with me,” you’re incredibly patient.

“i’m scared i’ll step on your foot,” you give him a stare.

“you already have,” you laugh, “it’s okay if you step on my foot, you’ll get the hang of it.”

eventually, he’s able to synchronize his steps with your’s. you trade off the leadership to him, hands on his shoulders. he fumbles a lot more than before, leading to you fumbling over him as well. your shoe presses into his own, and you wince for him while muttering an apology. he’s about to tell you it’s fine, but before he can, he’s stepped on your dress. you yelp and instinctively cling onto miche as you fall onto miche’s bed, dragging him with you.

his arm is immediately at the small of your back and his other hand manages to hold himself up. you flop back onto the mattress when he takes his arm away, cheeks flushed red as he stared down at you.

you look so pretty under him, hair spread beneath you and hands laying next to your head palms up. your pretty lips are parted and your eyes are wide and fluttering.

when he realizes he’s staring, he starts to get ready to get off of you.

“wait!” you gently hold his biceps, stopping his once abrupt movement.

your arms reluctantly and slowly wrap around his neck, eyes darting continuously to his face and to your arms. miche’s breath gets caught in his chest when you pull his face closer to your’s.

“miche… can i kiss you,” you whisper, breath tickling his skin.

miche’s too afraid to speak, so he nods.

your lips start to tingling whenever they’re connected to miche’s heat embarrassingly shooting through your body and to your tummy.

when he pulls away, you accidentally let out a whimper and rub your thighs together. miche’s face lights up again at how needy you look underneath him.

he kisses you again, intertwining his fingers with yours and leaning his weight onto them. he subtly shimmies your body up the mattress, tongue poking at the inside of your mouth. it elicits a soft moan from you, the noise shooting sparks straight to miche’s cock.

“love you,” he sighs with his lips trailing down your neck, large hands shyly starting to grope at your chest.

“love you too,” you bite your lip, watching him undo the buttons at the front of your shirt.

“is this all okay,” his lips tickle your skin as he drags them across the skin of your collarbones.

“yes… yes,” you mumble, slipping out of the shirt and your bra and throwing it somewhere across miche’s room.

miche nibbles at the skin on your breasts, fingers pinching your nipples. you sigh dreamily, hips wiggling from where they lay on the bed. he kisses down your tummy and slips the skirt you’re wearing off of your body.

you’re wearing plain white panties, embarrassment hitting you like a truck. miche doesn’t seem to care at all though, just slips them down your leg and throws them somewhere in his room.

you put a hand on your chest when he spreads your legs, trying to regulate your almost erratic breathing. you couldn’t believe that this was even happening.

soft pecks tickle your calf, slowly trailing up to your thigh and to the trimmed hair of your labia. breaths grow heavy when his tongue hesitantly prods at clit, fingers digging themselves into the wild sheets of his bed.

after seeing your small flinches, miche closes his lips around the bud. you immediately throw your head back as he starts to suck and lick at it, electricity shooting down to your toes that are curled over his shoulders.

he slips a large finger into you, bending it with caution. you buck your hips with a throaty moan, sealing your eyes closed when miche picked up the velocity of his pace.

unlike with waltzing, miche was getting the hang of it fast. so fast that he’s already slipping a second finger into you, thrusting it at a teasing pace that wouldn’t be able to get you off.

you cry out, the scent of pleasure coating your entire body. it has miche groaning against your clit, a loud and desperate moan being let out in response.

miche’s slipping in a third finger, continuously thrusting in and out whilst curling them.

“miche! miche!” you let a hand get tangled in his hair, gently tugging as if you were trying to rut against his face.

“gonna cum—oh my god! i’m gonna cum,” you whine breathlessly and miche continues at his pace.

you cum seconds later, legs trembling from where they lay over his shoulders. he pulls away and immediately wipes away your juices off of his face with the back of his hand, immediately rewarding you with a sweet and passionate kiss on your lips. you whimper against his rough lips, fingers tugging at the shirt he still had on.

he chuckles when he pulls away, hastily taking off his seemingly elegant clothing and throwing the sheets over your bodies.

miche knew it was going to make you both hot. and miche knew he was paranoid of anyone walking in, even though he knew that everyone wouldn’t bother him. but still, the sheets acted as a shield from the world.

this time was only for the two of you, no one else.

his hand pumps his cock whenever he starts to guide it to your stretched out slit. you don’t exactly realize just how big miche actually is until the head of his cock is pushing into you.

the sting that shoots through your body is immediate, and you immediately cling onto his back. you bite your lip whenever he keeps slipping himself in, pausing when you’ve managed to get a quarter of his cock inside of you.

you pant as tears prick the corner of your eyes, trying to relax your obviously tense body as miche tries to distract you with soft and gentle kisses. he whispers how good you're doing, even rubbing circles into your clit with the pad of his thumb to help loosen the tension.

when you calm down and tell him that you're ready, he continues to slip into you with slowed movements. the stretch is more painful than before and as he slides deeper and deeper into you, you feel like his cock gets bigger with each inch. you stop him again, taking deep breaths and telling yourself that you can do it. you only had a few more inches left, then you would feel good.

when he finally bottoms out, your breath leaves your chest. it feels like he’s in your throat and the intense feeling makes you cry again.

“so full, ‘m so full miche,” you whimper while he wipes away the tears from your face.

“i know, love, it’ll feel good soon,” his voice soothes you.

when you calm down again, the realization at how every part of miche’s cock reaches you comes down upon you.

“m-move, please, move,” carefully wrapping your legs around his waist, you whisper in his ear.

his thrusts start off slowly and deep, moans falling from your lips each time he bottoms out and the tip of his cock hits your cervix. when he realizes that you’re alright, he speeds up his pace.

the way he ruts into you makes you produce a broken scream, scratching at his back and throwing your head back. you’re already starting to feel that certain knot in your tummy again, and you wanted to try to hold it back but the orgasm crashes into you unexpectedly.

you sound so broken underneath him, digging your nails into his skin and squeezing him close to you.

“fuck! thank you, thank you,” you sob, “love you, love your cock.”

he grunts in response, ignoring how your walls suffocate him. he doesn’t help you ride out the orgasm, only speeding up his pace to chase after his own orgasm.

you whine at the sound of his skin slapping against your’s, heat spreading down to your chest. you’re going to come again with the way miche jackhammers into you desperately.

“miche, miche! fuck—please!” your vision whites out as your body thrashes under miche’s hold.

miche can’t ignore how hard your walls grip onto his cock, groans spilling out of his mouth as his orgasm creeps over him.

he orgasms with a breathy grunt, grinding his hips into yours and pumping his cum into you.

when he comes down from the euphoric high, he kisses your lips. your eyelids are heavy after miche pulls his softening cock out of you.

“love you,” he mumbles against your skin after he’s fetched a wet rag and cleaned you up.

you hum in response, too tired and weak to even reciprocate with words. luckily, he knows what you were trying to say. he pulls you into his warm chest, a soft and satisfied hum falling from your lips.

you drift off with his hand rubbing your back. the last thing you remember thinking was that miche was definitely a beast in some aspects.

#izukine’s 500 event <3 #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #snk #sorrels.moots🌷#aot fanfiction #snk fanfiction #miche x reader #miche aot #miche zacharias #mike x reader #mike aot #mike zacharias

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wolfish-trickster · 3 years

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Liar

part 5 (hopefully close to the last part to end our suffering)

Loki x female!reader

Word count: 1,2K

Warnings: angst, typos (except for the part where Loki and Thor are in Asgard, mistakes there are intentional), some humor in these tiring times

Tag list:@gaitwae @lucywrites02 @hard-to-be-the-bard @birdgirl90 @laramoonworld @belovedadam @mascaracoffee @serebrum @myworldgoesboomz @lokis-leah @nickkie1129 @getyoutmoon @kozkaboi

"-and then Ollie ran away from Max and chased Rex around this giant oak and me and Max tried to catch them, but they were like two rockets," you chuckled at the memory. Loki asked you how you knew Max and since you were never a fan of awkward silence you talked the whole way back to Tower.

You had a bad feeling ever since you left the park. So you tried to distance the rest of your previous conversation as much as possible by talking about anything and everything in fear of the conversation taking a bad turn. You talked mainly about Ollie and Rex's adventures, even though there weren't many. Besides it was good to think about something else than Loki and the drama you two had between eachother. You were tired of it and wanted it to end already.

Words can't express how glad you were when things started to look good between you two.

But you felt a bit ashamed after your little cry in the park, so you tried to watch either your shoes or your dog chasing around butterflies. Anything besides Loki’s face.

Finally you entered the elevator in the giant building and were on your way up. "So, uuuuh," you begun when you entered your bedroom, "what do you think of my new walking buddy?"

"He seems a bit rude, disturbing us like that," he crossed his arms.

"He's not always like that," you defended him even though you wished he left you alone when he saw you talking to someone. Could've saved you a lot of anxious feelings in your belly.

"Sure."

Silence. Long and awkward one. You hated it.

"Didn't you want to finish what we started in the park?" you asked carefully. He didn't look like he was in a good mood and you sure as hell didn't want to risk another screaming and tears.

"I already told you what I wanted. I'm sorry for saying those things and for making you think I will ever tell them to you and mean them," he said rather dryly.

"Why are you like this?" you asked.

"Like what?"

"All... I don't know, cold? All of a sudden," you thought out loud.

"I am not cold," he said stubornly.

"Yes, you are. Is it because I have friends outside of this place? Is that why you're tetchy?" now tiny anger started to bubbly up inside you at his possesivness. It would be cute, if things between you weren't so tense. You would even blush and think he maybe has a crush on you and is just jealous. But things between you ARE tense. And you view his possesivness in a not so positive light.

"I just wish you had better tastes in friends and found someone with proper manners, that's all," he looked away and crossed his arms over his chest again.

"If I had better tastes in friends I wouldn't be one with you," you muttered under your breath in anger, but instantly covered your mouth with your palm.

Loki's face was expressionless and hard like a stone. He sighed, closed his eyes and rubbed the bridge of his nose with his thumb and forefinger. "Look, I don't wish to argue any more. I apologized and we talked. That's all I wanted," he removed his hand and revealed how dark and empty his usually bright eyes became. "So if you have nothing more to say, I have a work to do," he straightened himself and walked out of your bedroom sooner than you could open your mouth and apologize.

When Thor was depressed he either drank or worked out. That's something he and Loki had in common. And when Thor saw how sad and miserable his brother looked when he told him (after begging for 30+ minutes) he intended to take the pain momentarily away.

And since Midgardian liquor did nothing to either god, he summoned Bifrost and dragged Loki to Asgard. Right now they were both slouched over a giant half empty barrel, each prince had their own, and were shoveling up the alcohol inside with their helmets. If Loki was sober and if he cared he would call himself out over how low he had fallen.

"Why iz the whole Universe against me and Y/N? Huh? Answer me brotha," he lightly kicked Thor to wake him up.

"You agenered- anegerde- ANGERED. THAT'S THE WORD! Yu angered 'im," Thor said with a heavy tongue and dipped his winged helmet into the barrel.

"It's juss... She fucks up som'imes, and I do tu. Bu'," he sniffed. "I lov 'er."

After hearing that Thor spat out the mead and started laughing. "How? All you do this days is a'gue!"

Loki shrugged. "Tru. Bu' I love still 'er. No, wait. I still luv her. I thogh-*hic* I thought ever'thin' will be good. But then that, that, that BASTARD 'n his dog said hi to us. Jus' as she was aboutto say she wants me as 'er frend again!" he waved his horned helmet around spilling wine all over the place.

"And he was ALL she was talkin' about."

"I know, you alredy said it."

"And she defended him. Sum mortal she knew for twoo days at most!"

"I know."

"And she told meh she wudn't be my frend if she 'ad good tastes," he sniffed.

"Ladies, man. One does not simply unerdstand 'em," he mimiced a movie character and took a sip from his silver helmet.

Loki stood up, well, he tried to but failed so he crawled on all four instead and got to Thor. He sat down beside him and put his head on his shoulder.

"I love ya, y' know? Lika a lot. You're the only bro I'm ever gonna get. Even tho you're dumb," Loki chuckled.

"Aaaw, luv you too Kiki. Bu' I'm not goin to go onna date with you, if thas what you want."

Loki made a disgusted face. "You're too ugly fo' me," he pat Thor's cheek.

Thor fell into a long laugh and Loki followed soon after. At least he forgot about his pain for a little while and relived his fun times with Thor.

When they both calmed down Loki started thinking of you again. He knew you didn't mean those words. He was now scared that you won't apologize and put distance between you two so you could feel safe from him, just like you said in the park. Is it what you said, or is his drunk memory playing tricks on him? Either way, he found it ironic how you were the one hurt by his words before, now it's quite the opposite.

He chuckled at that. "Look how turntables," he mumbled.

"Wha?" Thor asked.

"Nuthin'. Listen, I need advice... how to make up with univers so they can stop messin' mine and Y/N's ralationship? Whatever it is at the moment."

"Universe confusing. Women confusing. When making up with women you giv flowers. You shuld giv univers a flowers," Thor mused.

"THAT'S IT! Thor, you're genious when you drink," Loki sloppily kissed his brother on the forhead (something he didn't do since they were in diapers) and dragged both of them on their feet. They had a garden to destroy.

#loki #loki odinson #loki x reader #loki angst #loki x reader angst #drinking #alcohol

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iacon-stargazer · 3 years

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THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE: MUN & MUSE

fill out & repost ♥ this meme definitely favors canons more, but i hope oc’s still can make it somehow work with their own lore, and lil’ fandom of friends & mutuals. multimuses pick the muse you are the most invested in atm.

tagged by: stolen from @oneshallfall like.... months ago. im a slow gremlin hjksd. it's been in my drafts and i finally decided to finish the last few sections while working on clearing them out

tagging: steal it

MY MUSE IS. canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless

is your character popular in the fandom? YES / NO.

is your character considered hot™ in the fandom? Well.../ NO / IDK. (i know optimus is but i don’t really... know about orion? i have seen a handful of fanartists who turn him into a very sexualized moe baby but i’m not sure about the fandom at large)

is your character considered strong in the fandom? YES / NO / IDK.

are they underrated? YES / NO. (lmao there’s like no fan content with him unless it’s with megatronus)

were they relevant to the main story? YES / NO.

were they relevant to the main character? YES / NO / THEY’RE THE PROTAG.

are they widely known in their world? YES / NO. (not yet.... lol)

how’s their reputation? GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL.

HOW STRICTLY DO YOU FOLLOW CANON?

This... this is a trick question in this goddamn mess of a continuity. That said, I try my absolute best to make my portrayal coherent with the TFP show... even if said show contradicts itself at times. I take inspiration from the earlier parts (the thirteen primes section) of the Covenant of Primus for his origin backstory, but ignore the rest of the Covenant since it makes absolutely no sense with his characterization in... literally anything else. I’ve peeked at Exodus and it utterly sucks, but I’ve picked up bits and pieces of concepts that originated there just from spending time in the fandom. Aside from that... I spend a ton of time thinking about how to weave everything together in a way that both makes sense and makes for a character development arc.

SELL YOUR MUSE! (aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutuals.)

Orion is genuinely kind, thoughtful, and introspective, very loving of the world around him.

He’s also a more complex character than is initially obvious - despite mostly being good sweet pure baby nerd he’s still flawed, with many of those flaws being his strengths put into the wrong situation. His strong morals can lead to dogmatism, and he’s only slightly less likely to deliver lectures than Optimus. His determination to be kind and help everyone can come off as unintentionally patronizing at times; he has a very “well-intentioned semi-privileged middle class” perspective that he’s not always self-aware of. However, he’s also willing to look at himself critically and learn/adapt.

Essentially, he has many of the same traits as Optimus... just more or less apparent and/or developed. He's less confident than he eventually becomes through his future experience with leadership, wanting to change the world for the better but sometimes struggling to ground his plans in reality—something that continues to apply, but with reduced intensity and frequency over time. Idealistic cinnamon roll will eventually develop some realism, though never really quite enough. His selflessness remains a strength for now, but we know that eventually it will dip into martyristic tendencies.

NOW THE OPPOSITE! (list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?)

He could be potentially ‘boring’ in some senses. he’s the polite, considerate ‘next door’ type, who has for most of his life has just lived as a very average middle caste nobody. He’s more laid-back than he eventually becomes as optimus, but where others might get into trouble and shenanigans he’s most likely to just express concern. And since I try to keep him at least mostly ic, even with non-serious posts, this can derail ‘fun’ stuff and I fear dissuade some interaction.

While I try my best to give him realistic flaws that work with his character, he could still be seen as a little too good. very kind, understanding, forgiving, patient, considerate... almost endlessly so. A lot of my “he’s so good and pure” interpretation comes from using his having been the thirteenth prime as backstory, where he was pretty much the epitome of that, but some might not like the “he was a literal deity in a past life” idea for its “super special chosen one protagonist” elements.

His responsiveness to his environment can also be a downside. He’s not the type to start things; he just reacts and responds, standing his ground and finding himself when things get crazy around him. without megatronus, he may have eventually attempted political campaigning, but it wouldn’t have gotten very far. He needs to have more intense characters or events around him for major plots to really go places. Without those nothing would ever happen besides slice of life fluff, because he’s content with that kind of life.

WHAT INSPIRED YOU TO RP YOUR MUSE?

Honestly I just wanted to write op/ratch fhsjkdjsdh. But I also wanted to be able to interact with a variety of muses and so I chose Orion over Optimus because he’s not so emotionally closed off, which I figured would give more flexibility beyond the handful of characters op would reasonably have close personal and/or plot-important relationships with. Also, I can relate to him on a thought-process level which lets me get into his head easily, which additionally made him an appealing choice for my first real rp muse.

WHAT KEEPS YOUR INSPIRATION GOING?

I just love him so much, especially with the layers of his character I've built up around him. I don't always have inspiration to write or rp, but I think about him a lot. When I do find motivation to write, it's generally out of wanting to continue to work on developing him and just having a chance to express his characterization.

SOME MORE PERSONAL QUESTIONS FOR THE MUN.

do you think you give your character justice? YES / NO.

do you frequently write headcanons? YES / NO.

do you sometimes write drabbles? YES / NO. (i should do it more...)

do you think a lot about your muse during the day? YES / NO.

are you confident in your portrayal? YES / NO. (at least most days fhsdhfskj)

are you confident in your writing? YES / NO. (it waxes and wanes. I know I'm a good writer but I could still be better...)

are you a sensitive person? YES / NO.

DO YOU ACCEPT CRITICISM WELL ABOUT YOUR PORTRAYAL?

I’ll be honest; I’ve never gotten criticism. I haven’t been here very long in comparison to some and I’ve never been that popular, so I figure I’m pretty easy to just ignore. I guess how I would feel about it would depend on what it was and how it was delivered, though I like to think I would be reasonable regardless

DO YOU LIKE QUESTIONS, WHICH HELP YOU EXPLORE YOUR CHARACTER?

yes? yes absolutely?

IF SOMEONE DISAGREES TO A HEADCANON OF YOURS, DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY?

I would be curious to hear their reasoning, but I think enough about how everything fits together that chances are I would agree to disagree

IF SOMEONE DISAGREES WITH YOUR PORTRAYAL, HOW WOULD YOU TAKE IT?

Depends on if their disagreement makes sense. Maybe I’ll give back my own reasoning for why I characterize the way I do. Maybe I’ll just agree to disagree, if their view is just totally different from mine. If they have valid points I’ll probably overthink it and spiral into self doubt. In all cases I’ll spill my thoughts to friends on discord.

IF SOMEONE REALLY HATES YOUR CHARACTER, HOW DO YOU TAKE IT?

......Orion in general or? ... fhsjkdhf...... Well if it was mine specifically that might hurt lol. But at the same time.... I doubt i’d agree with their takes either so... fair enough.

ARE YOU OKAY WITH PEOPLE POINTING OUT YOUR GRAMMATICAL ERRORS?

Sure. I’m good at grammar so if something glaring is there it’s probably a typo I missed and I’ll be grateful for the chance to edit it out before more people see it lol

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE EASY GOING AS A MUN?

Yeah. I’m pretty quiet most of the time because I just don’t have energy to talk to a lot of people, and I never want to get caught in drama. I honestly wouldn’t know what to do in a situation like that. I tend to avoid conflict, I’m quick to apologize, and polite with anyone I don’t know very well.

#;the art student behind the muse {ooc}#;as for myself... {tag game}

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Writing Asks

thank u to sarah @soldouthaz, lily @theisolatedlily and late @tomlinvelvetfics for tagging me !!

1. describe how you first started writing and when you first posted

started in eighth grade after moving which fucked me up (i’m still to recover lmao) n i needed a distraction, reading had always helped but writing is what let me see what the root of my agony was. (im not trying to be pretentious i swear) i first started on wattpad (love hate relationship to this day) and beginning of lockdown this year gravitated to ao3 which has been my saving grace !!!

2. which of your characters do you typically resonate most closely with? do you base any characters off of yourself?

so far i’ve mostly written in louis’ pov. i’ve had to ask this question in the early stages — i resonate the closest to harry. most of my wips are harry centric for that reason. i mean, yes and no — i tend to take some part of me and fit it into the character but at the same time i don’t like seeing me on a page so yes and no.

3. where do you often find inspiration?

EVERYWHERE. mostly others’ stories be it in the way of songs, music, writing, art. usually it’s me coming across a vaguely aesthetic picture and my brain spitting out one or two random scenes and me trying to make that a story.

4. has quarantine helped or hindered your writing process?

both !!! i have new wips but also i lost a lot of motivation to do anything for a bit. school is sucking the soul out of me — it’s both easier and harder with it being online, the worst part is i can never truly feel like i’m getting a break from it. recently it’s been easier for me bc of the friends i made (ily all) it’s hindered a little bit bc i can’t go out and watch people and streetlights and the blur of cars and try to pour out that feeling into words and create something. at the same time it’s helped me gain more perspective on people and relationships which has been a massive help to writing in general.

5. do you listen to music/noise while you write or do you prefer silence?

depending on the number of classes i have/attend, my mental stability, the story and my sensitivity. i often can’t stand loud noises so there’s that but there is always some noise or the other so it’s never truly silent. i like it that way. sometimes i just play intense studying playlist on spotify and write, Lucida by Odin Sørlie and Haunted Heart by Dawn, Dawn, Dawn are my favourites.

6. what is your biggest writing pet peeve in your writing or in general?

excessive usage of the same word in mine. in general, i’m not a fan of stereotypical characters or romanticising harmful themes.

7. describe your ideal writing setup

2 am, in bed, music still ringing in my ears, three texts from my best friend about a story or about their day. under the blanket, the room smelling of chocolate or something sweet.

8. favorite time of day to write?

anytime but afternoon. those hours are for naps.

9. favorite genre to write + one you’d like to try writing in the future?

fiction? i’d love to write a fantasy au 👀

10. do you struggle with writer’s block? how do you typically overcome it?

yep yep. i just edit an old story or read my old works or other writers’ fics. i gave up trying to force myself into writing — i hated the end product and felt bad so.

11. what is the easiest part of your writing process and the most difficult?

probably the emotions? dialogue without a doubt — i dread writing it. it doesn’t come to me naturally. i can write lengths without dialogue tbh. also smut — it’s an eh eh aspect.

12. how do you come up with original characters? (if applicable)

my wonderful friends. they do dumb shit and i want to tell the world about their dumb shit so i make characters out of them.

13. what is your favorite and least favorite word?

as of now it is fucker — delightful word that one. least favourite is probably squelch — just no.

14. what is one thing about your writing that you’re really proud of and one thing you hope to continue working at?

the dreamy feeling i manage to write without a doubt !!!! dialogue and pacing. i don’t have the best dialogue or the pacing or the length for fics but i’m working on all of those !!

15. what work of yours has your favorite ‘verse/world building? how did you come up with it?

still a wip so i can’t tell you much except that it’s a proper treat. will write this once i’ve posted that fic !!

16. what font and size do you write in? single spaced or double?

*nervous laughter* the font changes from fic to fic — crush is comic sans, size 11. October was Lora, 11. Twisted in bedsheets is courier new, 11. stargazing is spectral, 11. so yeah — whatever the fic demands. single spaced !!!! except when i’m overwhelmed i do double spaces.

17. what is a typo(s) you find yourself making consistently?

I Cannot Type. if you think i can — congratulations you were fooled. autocorrect is the loml.

18. (if applicable) do you separate fic writing from fandom?

of course !!!! i basically do not exist out of my writing.

19. what emotion is your favorite to write? which is the most difficult?

pain, pining, longing. lust.

20. what is one thing you hope readers always take away from your works?

we’re all fucked up but we’re trying and trying sometimes is enough. you shouldn’t spend your life carved out around one person. it’s okay to ask for help and need a shoulder to lean on. i hope these come across in my future fics !!!!

21. what is the best and worst writing advice you’ve ever received?

bold of you to assume i’ve ever received advice.

22. which one of your works would you most want to see turned into a film/television show?

a new fic. will update the answer once that fic is out !!!!!

23. do you write scenes chronologically or out of order?

chronologically. i can’t do out of order. i do have a page full of scribbles but they are to tell me the order sjakmd.

24. how do you handle criticism?

if it’s constructive then well. no thick skin tbh. makes me feel as if i need validation from someone else on my art which isn’t necessary but my brain is wired to seek it and it’s a hassle.

25. what is the advice you would give to someone who is looking to start writing?

write everything you would want to read. write it bad, don’t worry about the quality. don’t worry about the audience. end of the day, it should be something you can turn to for comfort not something that makes you feel bad.

26. what kind of feedback on your work always makes your day?

people telling me they like my writing and it could take them out of this world for a few minutes !!!!!

27. which fic ‘verse of your own would you most like to exist in? which fic’s characters would you most like to befriend?

probably crush verse !!!! harry — his is probably the one character where i dump most of me in.

28. what do you always enjoy getting asks about/wish people would ask about more?

rant to me about anything. i enjoy talking. ask me about wips so i can take the little guilt and write more.

29. what has writing added to your life? how has it changed you?

it’s nice to let go and express things and create characters with a better situation than mine.

30. why do you write?

keep myself busy.

boost yourself + tags

1a. share the last sentence you wrote

No kissing. No flashbacks.

2a. describe the wip you’re most excited about

a little something i’m writing inspired by @brickredtoe’s art !!!!

3a. share the piece of dialogue from one of your works you’re most proud of

ok. well. from 5436 miles

“Or we could always add a trail of stars to one of those moons,” he replies, words dragged out, rolling around in his mouth.

He can see the glint in his eyes even behind his closed lids. Everything about Louis is inked and etched into every fiber of his being.

He would’ve kissed him, words pouring from his mouth into Harry’s, only half his.

He snorts. “And make it seem like the moon has a buttplug? No, thanks.”

4a. share the best first and last lines from your work(s)

both my published fics have circular endings.

5436 miles — Louis always had more stars in his eyes.

these tornadoes are for you — His heart beats in peace.

5a. link to the last fic you read.

sugary sweet by the immensely talented @soldouthaz

6a. link the last work you published

here

7a. link to your ao3 (if applicable)

wheeee

8a. someone that inspires you

taylor. she’s so so wonderful.

9a. a comfort fic/work that you’ve been grateful for this year

all of riv, sarah, ris and late’s fics. they’ve been so so comforting. Event Horizon by @mercurial-madhouse

10a. other writers that you’d like to tag!

@mercurial-madhouse @harryanthus are the only ones coming to mind atm. i’ve been up for too long apologies.

#long post #games #writing asks #q q q

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gyllenhaalstories · 3 years

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I read your tags under the last post and you did that as a teen? Thats messed up

hi anon! i don't know what's the tone of your question, whether you think it's messed up i was doing it and now i'm protecting minors from repeating the same bad experiences and mistakes or whether me being talked/convinced into writing and consuming written erotica was messed up. i'll clarify some things and put them under the read more to avoid triggering anybody.

tw: underage sexual activities, grooming, manipulation.

i've mentioned it a few times, but long before i wrote fanfictions, i was roleplaying. by roleplaying, i mean creating characters or writing as characters, basically writing fanfiction but with someone or multiple writing partners at a time. i was 11 or 12 when i started on a french platform and interacted with god knows who. i was around 13-14 when i started roleplaying on facebook and on tumblr. it was not super uncommon for minors and teenagers to do this, especially on facebook. we were a bunch of lonely antisocial teenagers living high school drama both in real life and online. there was massive amounts of lies, manipulation, bullying and so on. but to many, including me, it was the only way to make "friends", some were genuine friendships others were absolutely terrible. i first wrote smut in a roleplay on facebook with someone who was finishing college (my education system is different from america, college means high school and university and even pre-university programs and i could only assume it was the same for her). we wrote our stuff, she was very rude about my typos and my limited vocabulary but i did not question too much out of it, i just thought she was smarter (again because i assumed she was the same age as me). eventually, we got into writing smut. i was aware of the "fading to black" technique, which is what you do when you skip from a scene that gets heated to what happens after the action and in my reply, i faded to black. she asked me to rewrite it, she wanted to do the sex scene because it was "important for character development", it wasn't, she just needed something to satisfy whatever the fuck she needed to satisfy. now i can look back and understand that, but back then i had no idea. so we wrote that scene. the entire time i felt extremely uncomfortable and i kept apologizing and delaying my reply until she completely disappeared on me and blocked my account, seemingly because i wasn't fun to write with anymore.

another facebook experience occured a year or two later. i was 15, i've had some rough encounters with other rpers who held a big place in my personal life too so i was very vulnerable. i came across this girl who never told me anything regarding her age and her personal life, while constantly asking me questions about mine. we wrote this couple, she constantly forced me into writing smut. i'd suggest new date ideas, new plot twists, new settings, anything just to avoid writing sex scenes for the 5th time in the same day. she told me "you'll like it, you'll get better at it when you practice, i'll tell you how it works, it's gonna make you feel good too". so i kept writing with her, i had no other friend at that time so i thought that if i did what she demanded me to do to, she'd stick around and like me. we wrote sex scene after sex scene, we added pregnancy plots, a forced pregnancy even, i was incredibly uncomfortable. i made a different account, i tried to escape her but i couldn't. she had around 5 or 6 accounts where she would go around and find young partners to write with. she had a friend who did the same. there was nowhere to go. i eventually ghosted the previous account we wrote on together and focused on my new character. she was gaining a bit of traction, i met someone there too. we became friends instantly. i was 16 when this new person and i decided to talk more "out of character". we got to know each other, we became best friends and we still are today. we were writing so many different plots and relationships, but they were always respectful of the boundaries we both set. when i turned 18, she finally brought up this previous person who manipulated me into writing smut. she said she had met her, years before me. she was, too, talked into writing sex when she was around my age. we both found out this other person was a 35 years-old woman, a creep, who hunted down our roleplay community to write smut with us, teens and kids. she made us believe it was okay, that she'd "teach us the way". she'd gaslight you and manipulate you into getting what she wanted. there were stories going around that were even crazier than mine. i was manipulated into writing sex with someone twice my age when i was still a teenager. for the longest time, i avoided writing smut, even in roleplays. it took me years to work the courage to write smut again, to develop sex headcanons for my characters in roleplays. i wrote smut with my best friend, whom i trust with my whole life, once or twice and she always insisted we stopped if i were uncomfortable until we just stopped altogether and focused on headcanons and other fluffy ideas rather than fully fleshed out written erotica.

i was reading smut, i was consuming porn, i was on tumblr this whole time and that was before the grand purge of adult material. it was different, in a way, because i was choosing to consume such things. but still. i was like 14 and seeing dicks and pussies out in the wild on tumblr. i had no interest in relationships, in dating, in sex even and i was seeing all of this. i was learning that if you wanted others to desire you, you had to be like the girls on porn videos, you had to do all kinds of crazy things and let (mostly) men take advantage of you because that's hot.

all of that just to say...

IT FUCKS YOU UP. it just fucks you up. it makes you think you're not normal, it makes you think you're weak, you're immature, you're just not cool enough. it makes you think you owe sexual favours to other people. it makes you think your sexual desires are just something people can play with so they can get what they want. i've come a long way. i've learned about my own sexuality a lot. i'm still very insecure in real life, but this blog has allowed me to explore my own desires and fantasies in a safe way, following my own boundaries. it might not seem like much to you. but it was a lot to me. i was hiding this from everybody, my only escape from real life was becoming as toxic as real life itself. the lines were blurred between online and reality. i became scared of people. i thought they were all like the other girls who were full on adults taking advantage of KIDS to write sex. they didn't care if it sucked, they got off from it.

being a blog that is 18+ is not just for aesthetic. it's not just to be cool and act like we're more mature. IT'S A SAFETY FOR BOTH US, AND YOU. we want to avoid that minors fall into traps and rabbit holes. we want to avoid minors from constructing their sexualities around what is clearly fake. FAN FICTION IS FICTION but it can impact your real life, especially when you're young and unexperienced.

i am a firm believer that 18/21 and other ages of consent are NOT magic numbers. you don't suddenly become "mature" at the second you turn 18. they are just minimum age requirements that can allow both you and us some sort of safety. you can be 15 and sexually experienced. you can be a 35 years-old virgin and more sexually experienced than your average person. but that doesn't mean you can't respect other people's boundaries and lurk on their blog while being a minor. you are exposing yourself to things you shouldn't be exposed to at your age.

PROTECT YOURSELF. PROTECT OTHERS. RESPECT EVERYBODY'S BOUNDARIES.

#gyllenhaalstories answers.

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itsclydebitches · 5 years

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Lovely Good Omens fandom! Many of you have asked for/mentioned having a text version of the Yelp reviews, which if I were a better person I would have remembered to include in the first place. Better late than never? So here’s a version below and I also threw this up on AO3 so there are options. For the record, I’m not at all trained in transcribing visual media, so if anyone wants to add to/edit/do whatever to this post, especially to make it more accessible, you have carte blanche to do so 👍

Also I typed this up in a hurry so, as always, apologies for any typos.

Tagging: @lethargicdolphin, @marithlizard, @pearwaldorf

A.Z. Fell and Co. Antiquarian and Unusual Books

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So I slipped into this place because I spotted my ex across the street and would have rather chugged a cocktail of bleach, lighter fluid, and a condensed solution of all my middle school years then talk to that asshole. Owner was on me the second I walked through the door and I thought he was gonna be one of those ‘Either buy something or get out’ types. Nah. I spilled the story, said I really wasn’t looking to purchase anything, and he LIT UP like nobody’s business. He gave me tea and promised I’d never run into my ex again. Which is a super sketchy promise on its own and also should have been hilarious coming from a guy a century behind in style.

...Kinda believed him though.

Marina G.

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Pretty sure this guy wants a library, not a bookshop. I mean, he’s nice and all when you first come in, but trying to actually buy a book? Good fucking luck. He’s too busy to see you right now (for the record he’s super bad at pretending to be busy). Or claims that this book has already been put on reserve (then why wasn’t it in the reserve pile...?). Or the price suddenly jumped an obscene amount. Or he just straight up hems and haws until you get fed up and leave. I watched him pull a novel straight out of a woman’s hands once when she claimed that price was no object and she wouldn’t be leaving the store until she’d purchased it. You’d think she was trying to kidnap one of the guy’s kids!

So yeah. Feel like popping in to browse, maybe take pictures for your research, all while making quiet conversation with someone who quite frankly knows his stuff? This is the place for you. Want to actually buy something? Go elsewhere. Pretty sure Fell doesn’t even own a cash register. At least I’ve never seen one.

He wants a library and I’d honestly tell him as much if he didn’t scare me just a little bit...

Aaron S.

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I stayed here for three days once. Found a bathroom off the romance section and a chair hidden away in the back. Way comfier than my mattress at home. Mostly played iPhone games and kept real quiet at night. Experiment ended when I popped out for breakfast and didn’t make it back before a random 10:00am closing. Don’t think the owner ever realized what was up.

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I really love this place. I’ve been coming here since I moved to London, about twelve years ago, and it’s one of the most soothing bookstores I’ve ever had the pleasure of visiting. Yeah, you hear talk of weird things going on at Fell’s, but really? We could all do with a bit more quirky in our lives. And Fell provides that in spades: Annual plants that never seem to wither, let alone die. The smell of incense mixing with cocoa. Strange books tucked horizontally into the shelves, feeling like they have a touch of magic to them. Nonsensical conversations taking place in dark corners (I’m talking candid chats about the apocalypse and whether angels could actually bless all the rains down in Africa. I swear Fell and his boyfriend are the religion Mythbusters or something.) I’m going to sound like a total nerd here for a moment, but it feels like some sort of liminal space. You know when you were a kid and you were just desperate to receive your Hogwarts letter? Or find your own wardrobe to Narnia? That’s what walking into Fell’s feels like. Like you’ve finally found that portal and can stay as long as you like, provided you don’t try to take anything back with you into the ‘real’ world. Hell, maybe that’s why he won’t let anyone buy his books.

Robert T.

Union City, CA

4 friends

26 reviews

3 photos

There’s a snake?? In this shop?? A reALLY MASSIVE SNAKE????? What are y’all doing talkin’ about your meet cutes and shit someone call pest control!

Malini D.

London, United Kingdom

0 friends

48 reviews

99 photos

I’m not gonna pretend I have anything to say about whether this is a good bookstore or not, but if you ever want knitting help you should definitely stop by. Mr. Fell knows an absurd amount about crafts for a guy who looks like my grandpa and he’s now replaced Youtube as my go-to for alleviating “Omg please fix this how the hell did I manage to reverse the pattern??” panic. For the record, I didn’t just wander up to a random bookseller one day and demand that he help me salvage the ruins of my first sweater. I’d taken a seat inside to wait out a storm, had my messy sleeve stuffed into my purse, and he’d offered the help. Bit of a bastard about things like gauge and color--not everyone wants to wear tartan, dude--but you get used to that. He means well. Said I should come back to show him the finished piece, which I did. Things just kind of spiraled from there. He’s an absolute treasure trove of knowledge once you get him talking and a muffin to boot. If he were twenty years younger and in any way straight I would have asked him out in a heartbeat. As it is I’m considering setting him up with Grandpa.

Tiffany L.

London, United Kingdom

132 friends

312 reviews

34 photos

I’m not really a book person myself but I followed my wife in with our seventh-month old and was kinda embarrassed when he started making a fuss. Normally I’m full Badass Mom mode while in public--I’ve got a kid to feed, change, sooth, and you all can damn well deal with it--but this place was so quiet Liam seemed extra loud in comparison. I was about to take him back out when a man appeared out of nowhere. The owner I guess, based on how some of these other reviews describe him. Older gentleman with clothes out of some period piece. Anyway, he scoops Liam into his arms like he was born for it and started bouncing. Our fussy, temperamental, drama queen Liam settled in an instant and my wife got to browse to her heart’s content. I don’t know how he did it, but that man is an absolute angel. Full stars for that moment alone.

Gillian L.

The Hague, The Netherlands

283 friends

256 reviews

60 photos

Anyone know if the old Bentley parked out front is for sale?

Update: It’s really, really, really not

Billy H.

Austen, TX

40 friends

2073 reviews

774 photos

QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS QUEER BOOKS SO MANY QUEER BOOKS!!!

Gabriela G.

London, United Kingdom

3 friends

22 reviews

1 photos

Run by this delightfully frumpy guy who sometimes hands out biscuits from a sewing tin like my gran used to. He asked me if I was looking for anything in particular and I told him my name was Jared, I was 19, but sadly I’d never learned how to read. I have NEVER seen a man more confused in my life. 10/10 would meme him again.

Colie A.

Enola, PA

201 friends

2778 reviews

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I’m setting the record straight here since there are a bunch of reviews claiming it’s just London folklore: there is a snake at A.Z. Fell’s. Must be an exotic pet he usually keeps upstairs because I’ve only ever seen it twice. Is it big? Yes. Scary? Fuck yes, but I’ve never seen it do anything more than give a warning hiss at this drunk who wandered in and started yelling. (Are snakes good guard dogs? This one is.) The other time he was just chilling on top of one of the shelves. Snoozing, I guess. I asked Mr. Fell if I could pet him and he said maybe after he woke up, but then I had to get to class and all.

Afraid of snakes? Steer clear. Otherwise I’d really recommend popping in and seeing if he’s around. Idk, maybe I’m just a snake fan but he looks super sweet and chill. Life is short. Boop the snake snoot.

Jeremy W.

London, United Kingdom

86 friends

409 reviews

12 photos

I live down the street from A.Z. Fell’s and let me tell you, this place is spooky as fuck. All sorts of weird lights and noises coming from it. At all times of the day and night too. Either this bowtie wearing bookworm has one crazy sex life or the place is haunted. Jury’s out on which.

Heather Ki.

London, United Kingdom

0 friends

3852 reviews

1 photos

This shop smells. Not that old book smell either, oh no, but like something is molding. I took my little Johnny in here to try and get him interested in something other than those damned video games and I walk into what smells like a whole cloud of toxic mold! My boy has a weak constitution as it is and if he comes down with anything I will be pressing charges, you mark my words.

Jo. W.

London, United Kingdom

32 friends

410 reviews

61 photos

Hey, does anyone want to talk about the fact that this place burned down last month? As in, completely up in flames, I saw it happen, nothing but a smoking husk afterwards? Does no one else remember this??

Tiggi N.

London, United Kingdom

32 friends

33 reviews

24 photos

Has anyone read this guy’s opening hours? I included a photo above: “I open the shop on most days about 9:30AM perhaps 10:AM. While occasionally I have opened the shop as early as 8, I have been known not to open until 1.” Absolutely insane. This guy’s a madman and I love him. If anyone actually manages to get into this place please let me know because I need to shake Fell’s hand.

Mackenzie J.

City Centre, Manchester, United Kingdom

807 friends

2592 reviews

13218 photos

I told my girlfriend this shop’s got a snake named Anthony and she didn’t believe me. Going back for proof next week.

Update: got the snake selfie!!!!!!!!

Penny O.

Chicago, IL

87 friends

557 reviews

16 photos

Caught the owner snogging some hot twink behind the cookbooks. Well done, my dude.

#good omens #ineffable husbands #air conditioning #good omens fic

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humaudrey · 5 years

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TheThings is back on their bullshit

(WARNING: LONG RANT AHEAD!!!!)

Anyone know how to delete a YouTube video from someone else's channel (or just their entire channel all together) because...

This

Is SO

I don't even have the words!!!!

Once again, your girl watches one of their videos (several times unfortunately to really analyze this ish) so y'all don't have to and let me tell you, this one is 1,000,000x more infuriating than the one when they belittled Uma to lift Mal and make her better in comparison (link to my post on that here).

I've been recommended this video so many times since the trailers for D3 dropped and when I saw the title, I KNEW I was gonna hate it and low and behold, I DID!

So let's go over their "5 Signs on why Audrey is the real threat", shall we?

#1. Audrey's Outburst

So, their first piece of evidence as to why Audrey's the unfathomable dark force (their exact words) is because of the fact that Audrey yelled no as Ben proposed to Mal, "ruining their beautiful moment". They then explain that it would be "natural for Audrey to be jealous since she is Ben's ex-girlfriend", being perfect okay with the ugly "black, bitter, ex-girlfriend" trope that many have loved to stick onto her in their fanfics (I see y'all 👀), and then compares that moment to when Ben asked Mal to be his date for coronation in D1, stating that she didn't react so strongly before, so why now? EXCUSE ME?! Our girl left the Tourney Field crying that her BOYFRIEND had serenaded another girl with a love song, and not a single person ran after her. She had every reason to be upset then, too. Who's to even say why Audrey's saying no? It could be a terrible misdirect on the trailer's part. The theory that Audrey's possessed is swirling around everywhere, maybe it had already begun to take effect, which is why she's "acting so strangely". D3 hasn't even been released and they're already villainizing her. Figures.

They also use the typical argument that Audrey's into titles and she wants what Mal has, and that she didn't want Chad because he was merely a prince.

She doesn't want Chad because CHAD CHARMING IS A MANIPULATIVE TOOL! Ask Evie! Chad only thinks that being king would get Audrey's attention. You wanna talk about jealousy? Titles? If ant character is jealous of anyone's titles, it's Chad freaking Charming, not Audrey.

#2. The Crown

An obvious piece of evidence is the fact that "Audrey" steals the Queen's crown and Maleficent's scepter from the museum. Whatever, right? They assume that Audrey's faking her slumber when the sleeping spell hits, giving her an alibi. They then have the FREAKING AUDACITY to say that AUDREY, a non magical princess, who has been so anti-magic since D1 (with a grandmother who she loves dearly, that's triggered by the mention of said spells and curses), was the cause of the curse. Their evidence? Well, her family's VERY familiar with it, so it makes sense, right?

NO!!!!

Audrey has NO magic whatsoever!!! Did they forget that? The only reason her family is "so familiar" with the sleeping spell is because THEY ARE VICTIMS OF SAID SLEEPING SPELL!!!! And it's not like she could cast it, because, again, AUDREY HAS NO MAGIC!! If anyone is familiar with a sleeping spell, it's Mal. After all, she almost put Evie under just so she could grab her mother's specter from her.

How dare you take an Innocent family's trauma and turn it around to make them the bad guys?

#3. The Scepter

They continue to say that "Audrey" is to blame for the sleeping spell, rather than Celia, Hades, or Uma because "Audrey" has the specter. And immediately, they suggest that maybe Audrey's not working only. You wanna bet who they hinted Audrey was cooperating with?

If you guessed Uma, you'd be correct. All because Uma's seen laughing in her teaser. WHAT?! So, not only do you attempt to take Audrey's entire character and drag it through the mud, you take ANOTHER black girl's name that you've already tried to ruin and tarnish and say they're working together because they're BITTER?

If they're BITTER, it's ONLY BECAUSE YOUR WHITE, PLAIN, BARNEY COLORED DRAGON FAIRY PRIVILEGED PRINCESS PROSPECT FAVE had treated them HORRIBLY.

They end their third sign with the line "We knew Audrey was a mean girl, but we didn't think she'd stoop so low".

The meanest thing Audrey has ever done INTENTIONALLY, was 1.) Tell Evie that she and her family don't have a royal status in Auradon (to which, she is technically correct) and 2.) Tell Mal that she and Ben wouldn't last because she's "the bad girl infatuation".

Jane should be branded the mean girl because she turns on the one girl that helped her with her rise to popularity (which, granted, was for malicious INTENTIONS and caused EVEN MORE self esteem issues by degrading her).

MAL should be branded the mean girl, if anyone! She's:

Dumped rotten shrimp on her former best friend because she laughed at her

Forced a guy to throw a party since his mother was away, knowing that his abusive mother wouldn't be okay with it

Then locked a girl in a closet full of BEAR TRAPS at said party all because she wasn't invited to her birthday party when they were SIX YEARS OLD

Dumped lye on another former best friend's hair because she DIDN'T WANT TO BE COMPARED TO HER

Told another girl that all she had going for her was her personality, so she needed the wand to make herself pretty

ROOFIED HER SOON TO BE BOYFRIEND INTO DATING HER IN THE FIRST PLACE JUST TO GET A FRONT ROW SEAT AT HIS CORONATION SO SHE COULD STEAL THE WAND

AND TAKES SAID WAND FROM THE GIRL SHE EMOTIONALLY MANIPULATED EARLIER AND POINTS IT DIRECTLY AT AUDREY ALL BECAUSE SHE KNEW THAT MAL WASN'T GOOD FROM THE JUMP

Let's see a video ranking Mal's top five worst moments, huh? There's plenty of those to use for a freaking video.

#4. It's All About Mal (sounds like D3)

They start this point off with: "Audrey has beef with Mal".

AS SHE SHOULD!

They use the fact that Mal stole her boyfriend and her title and their families history with one another, so Audrey has this motivation to ACT OUT AGAINST HER ENTIRE COUNTRY? Not buying it! I won't buy it, especially since both parties seemed to have made amends at the end of D1 when Mal silently curtsies as a lame form of an apology that Audrey gracefully accepts anyway like the future Queen of Auroria would. Audrey's even seen bowing willingly at the end of Set It Off, and is even cheering and dancing with her friends as Mal and Ben share their moment under the fireworks, so clearly, Audrey's not broken up about it in the slightest.

They propose a theory that Audrey's absence in D2 is because she's planning her revenge in Sherwood Forest, and that she doesn't have car troubles because "Flora, Fauna, and Merryweather should be more than capable of handling it, so she's only calling Chad to help her plot her scheme.

Whatever they're smoking, I want it.

Flora, Fauna, and Merryweather can't help Audrey with her car troubles because of the MAGIC BAN!! They needed Chad to help with her car.

And I HIGHLY DOUBT that Disney would plan something so carefully since the entire series is branded with plot holes and inconsistencies anyway, so... 🐸☕

#5. Face Off Time

Their final point states that Mal has to face off against the enemy and they use the first teaser of dragon-Mal blowing fire at "Audrey" on top of the castle, and the card at the end that says "betrayal", that Audrey has betrayed all of Auradon. And since Mal only turns into a dragon against SERIOUS ENEMIES LIKE UMA IN D2, Audrey has to be a REAL THREAT.

Thank God they're probably not making a D4, because if they continue this trend of WOC wronged by Mal as the villain, I'd be scared for Evie...

So, in their words, Audrey and Uma, two of the few black girls in the entire franchise who have every God given right not to like/trust Mal, are Mal's MOST SERIOUS rivals, as if Hades doesn't at ALL pose a threat to Auradon. No, Audrey is So mUcH MOre THreATEninG thAN ThE GOD OF THE UNDERWORLD, SO SHE MUST BE STOPPED!!!

I see you, TheThings, and if I didn't despise your channel before, I hate it that much more now after enduring 5 minutes of hell with you guys.

AND, TO TOP IT ALL OFF THEY CLEARLY SHOW THEIR BIAS OF MAL OVER AUDREY!!

Like, just say you're racist and GO! Audrey's clearly influenced by some magical being, whether it be Hades (WHO WE SEE DOING SOME KIND OF MAGICAL RITUAL WITH HER AND HIS EMBER IN A TRAILER, BUT I GUESS THEY CHOSE TO IGNORE IT FOR SOME REASON 🐸☕), Dr. Facilier, Celia, or maybe even Maleficent. Your reasons for making Audrey the villain are pathetic, and I wish I could block a YouTube Channel so I would NEVER see another video from your channel ever again.

I'm so sick of how "mean" brown girls are treated in media AND fandoms. Why does Audrey get all of his libel while Mal gets away with EVERYTHING? Why are the Cheryl Blossoms, the Quinn Fabrays, the Kitty Wildes, and every other mean girl that Emma Roberts has ever played are so praised and are instant fan favorites while the Josie McCoys, the Santana Lopezes, and the Brees are seen as the bullies when, at the end of the day, they're both different sides of the same damn coin?

And if you don't see a problem with this, then, newsflash, you are the problem!

So, I end my rant with this:

And a short tag list containing: @amityravenclawelf and @coco-rena because I know these two are looking forward to this!

Have a wonderful day everyone!

And I apologize for the typos but I was HEATED!!

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ingayderzim · 5 years

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not to be that person who asks a googleable question but wtf is hazbin hotel bc i googled it and the only “critical” thing i could find was a typo-ridden article of someone saying it has good animation and its haters are stupid. i was able to glean what it is/what it’s about but idk about the discourse lmao

Im actually so glad u asked this. Here's the lowdown, this is my definitive answer to hazbin shit from here on out, unless new info comes about of course.

Hazbin hotel is an independent cartoon by vivziepop. Most people (that ive seen) have agreed that the pilot of the show really isnt that great but the reason it has so many fans is bc of the entertaining livestreams, massive amounts of canon content produced (she has had these characters for years), unique art style, and the characters. (Ass ugly but unique.)

Its haters are totally justified bc of some of the "controversial" (read: bad) things vivziepop has done. Here's the conclusion that my friends and classmates (several of whom are Black, one Hispanic woman, and one trans woman...nellie if ur reading this i 💜 u) and i came to after discussing this stuff. I am NOT saying "well my black/trans friend said it's ok so i dont have to think about it!" this is based on a few different conversations that my friends and i have had about this topic so what im saying is that my opinion was formed by talking about this situation with multiple people affected by the controversy.

One controversial thing is a drawing u can easily find on google (called beastiality.jpg i believe?) It's a cropped (chest and up, but hes obv naked) drawing of vivziepops character, drawn by vivziepop, moaning, with a snake around him. The character is 17. Many people have interpreted this as child porn. I dont think this image is pornographic, i think it's a stupid joke (it was even tagged as a joke iirc) and completely inappropriate but since it's 8 years old on top of not being porn, i think it's just an example of a dumb drawing. That being said, i would NEVER argue that someone who is uncomfortable w the drawing (im uncomfortable with it! It's gross just not porn) or considers it porn is wrong. They are entitled to that opinion and i would never expose them to vivziepops work or talk about her stuff around them if they expressed to me that they disliked the image.

Another thing is that she drew a doodle of two racist TERFs. This is the one where my friends of color, my friends who are black, and my friends who are trans women took the lead. I sat back for this part and here's their and my opinion on this after talking about it and verbally going through this whole situation.

She was following these women (who had done blackface and stuff) and drew art of them. The art was a "quick doodle" that she did apologize for and she said she didn't realize the extent of their beliefs. She knew they werent great but hadnt consumed much of their content in depth. I believe her bc while ive never followed anyone as bad, ive certainly followed some pieces of shit and didnt notice for months simply bc im not online all the time and bc of the volume of people i follow, combined with the non chronological algorithms lately.

At the risk of screwing myself, im going to admit that there was about a year or so of my life where i enjoyed The Amazing Atheist. I was even subbed to him. I was a nonbinary lesbian (2 things he cant stand lmaoo) in catholic school and therefore i strictly watched his videos about theological stuff since thats what was frustrating me at the time. I had no clue the type of evil racist, transphobic, homophobic (yes ik hes bi), misogynistic things he thought, said, and did, bc i didnt watch those videos. I literally only watched select theological ones that could be of use to me while edgily debating my teachers (sorry mrs macdougal but u had it coming). I was about 15 at the time and im 19 now. Im sorry to everyone i hurt by ever having supported him. I had one of his quotes written in the inside of my religion notebook in high school. I regretted it and ripped the page out the moment i discovered the truth about him. I cant stress enough how much I HATE HIM. Thats an example of what i think happened here tho.

One of my friends who is a trans woman said (paraphrasing) "i think the worst thing shes done is that terf art but i believe the apology especially bc it was a quick drawing."

That being said, i would NEVER argue with someone who wanted nothing to do w vivziepop bc of this. That's their right. 100%. I would never expose them to her work after that.

The last thing i remember is something about a pedophilic couple in a comic but i heard it was a 17 year old and a 19 year old. Im 19 and if one of my peers did that i wouldnt say pedophile but id say ur a fucking weirdo, BUT, the kids were fake and being written by an adult so i can totally see her thinking that age gap is much less of a big deal than it really is. Like she forgot what it's like at this age. Idk how true any of that part is tho, i heard that info entirely secondhand.

Another thing to do with racism is that there's a joke within the show where one character says to the other

"don't get your taco in a twist"

"Was that supposed to be racist or sexist?"

"Whichever one pisses you off more"

I thought that was gross but one of my friends pointed out that vivziepop is of el salvadorian descent so that's her business. Like if i made a lesbian joke of equal or greater offensiveness than that and someone tried to call me lesbophobic over it id be like "that's literally my territory."

Oh speaking of which that character's name is vaggie and shes a lesbian but it's not pronounced w the same G you'd hear in "vagina." Vivziepop seems to name characters weirdly (like how in helluva boss theres a guy named blitzo and the o is silent) so maybe it's a pussy joke but i have no idea.

The animation was.................better than i could do, i wanna say the faces and gestures were good but god i remember there was a part with a car and my gf had to pause so i could laugh my ass off at it. I wouldn't describe the animation as a highlight but i liked the style in motion i thought it was a fun change. Vivziepops style is not appealing imo but i appreciate it as an art student and as someone whose friends all like she ra and steven universe where every character looks the goddamn motherfucking same, and while its chaotic and i dont care for it, the style actually works way better in motion than you'd think.

A good rule that i def use is to assume hazbin fans are guilty until proven innocent. If someone says they dont care about the discourse surrounding it and like it no matter what, RUN! They would support the show even if the creator was in fact a pedophile, or had done the blackface/was a terf herself! They probably support some horrible ppl and are probably "anti antis." A lot of them are minors tho so i'd say block and move on.

So, do i like it or not? Im an art student and all my friends like it so while i didnt think it was funny, i do fuck with it. At the convention this weekend my friends and i had a convo that led to me drawing an ahego hoodie where the faces were angel dust (a character's) face. It was a joke that i could make a killing by selling that in a booth at a con.

Theres really nothing compelling about the show but my friends like it so i join in on their conversations, and i do have a soft spot for angel dust bc he's like a worse, less amazing and gorgeous version of one of my characters, Candy, the love of my life.

A lot of people say the show was edgy/offensive and maybe im just desensitized but besides the taco thing i didnt pick up on that whatsoever??? The Archer episode "Swiss Miss" is worse than helluva boss and hazbin combined and even archer isn't offensive.

Im probably not aware of all the "discourse" (aka people being reasonably uncomfortable by weird and bad shit this random woman has done, and other ppl saying their opinions are wrong when it's literally just an opinion about a show) so if anything she's done isnt included in here it's not to defend vivziepop, this is genuinely all i know. I wouldnt describe myself as a fan of hers.

#hazbin hotel #anon

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brookylnboy · 6 years

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Happiest Place - Chris Evans x Reader

A/N: I don’t know how many nephews and nieces Chris has nor much about his family other than he is close with him mom and has a younger brother and an older sister and younger sister? (and a quick google search was unsuccessful). So, I’m sorry that it’s probably inaccurate.

Also, I feel a little rusty writing imagines so i’m sorry if it’s terrible! Also sorry for any mistakes/typos! Hope you guys enjoy and if you would like tagged in future installments let me know!

“Neither of you will go on Tower of Terror with me,” you asked your two friends as you got off of Rock N Rollercoaster. It was the first day of your Disney trip with two of your best friends since elementary school. And apparently neither of them will go on one of your favorite rides.

“I hate heights.” Your friend Mara explained shrugging her shoulders.

“And I’m a one intense ride a day person,” Kate explained.

“You guys both suck!”

“Oh, go without us!” Kate said pointing over to the ride that was peaking over some trees. “You can be a big girl.”

“Can you guys wait in line with me at least,” you asked. You always rode the ride by yourself when you went at Disney because you always came with people that avoided riding it.

“Sure. But you better not trick us into riding.” She gave you a pointed look and you couldn’t help but laugh because you and Kate tricked her into riding Rock N Rollercoaster, even though she isn’t a fan of upside-down rides. Although, she hadn’t ever been on one before in all fairness. How could she know if she liked them or not? Which she did!

“I won’t. As soon as we get to the lobby run.”

“Got it.”

Your friends were kind enough to wait with you in line for thirty minutes until running to the Beauty and the Beast stage show just before you made it to the building. From there, it wasn’t a terrible wait especially once you got inside the lobby and could look around for different objects from the TV series. Even though you didn’t watch even close to half of the episodes, you could still pick out a few.

Once you got to the front of the line, the cast member told you to follow the family in front of you and you squeezed into the pretty packed library just before the doors closed.

You watched the preshow on the TV that you’ve seen a million times before. Even though you quoted the film, you only said the last part out loud at the very end, “and this elevator travels directly to the Gift Shop.”

You heard a group of kids chuckle nearby as one of them comments, “well it is true,” as the lights turned back on. Everyone started filing out of the room and toward the final queue in the darker boiler looking basement.

“Any single riders?” You heard one of the cast members call out. You looked around for a moment before raising your hand seeing that no one closer did. “Right this way miss.” He locked eyes with you and waved you forward.

Moving up in line, you apologized profusely as you weaved your way to the front of the line and stood behind the group that the cast member gestured to.

“Now you’re a party of four,” he said smiling and walked away to get another elevator lined up.

You smiled at the family in front of you noticing two boys with who you assume is their father. He smiled softly at you and you couldn’t help but think that the man was attractive.

“Where’s your family,” you heard the smaller of the two boys ask you. He was swaying from foot to foot nervously, while the guy was about to correct him for asking.

You smiled. “I’m actually here with some friends and they weren’t brave enough to ride this. They aren’t brave like you.”

He smiled brightly and looked up to his father excited. The guy smiled back at him before offering you one. You found yourself momentarily pausing as you thought you recognized him but you weren’t sure from where and hoped that you didn’t make the realization obvious.

“You think I’m brave?”

“Of course! I bet you’re braver than me.”

He shook his head violently. “No. I’m scared to ride this ride.”

You offered him a soft smile. “Can you keep a secret?” He nodded curious. You lowered your voice in a rather loud whisper. “I’m scared too.”

“Really,” he asked surprised. You nodded your head. “We can be brave together.”

“You having a fun trip,” you asked the group as all three of them were turned towards you. You still couldn’t figure out where you recognized the man from and it was starting to really bug you.

“Yes,” all three of them answered in perfect synchronization.

“You,” asked the guy. You swear that he was smiling nervously at you and you tried to stop yourself from thinking too much into it. He was very attractive and maybe he isn’t their father but he probably didn’t think you were attractive.

“Of course! It’s my one friend’s first trip to Disney World so it’s been a lot of fun seeing her excited for everything.”

“Trips with friends is always a great time.”

“But trips with family is better right,” the older boy asked.

The guy laughed before replying. “Of course, trips with my nephews are my favorite.” He ruffled both of the boys’ hair making them laugh as you smiled.

Everyone got quiet as one of the cast members got everyone’s attention just at the lights flickered. She explained what was going to happen in a very dry serious voice and the elevator doors opened just after she finished her speech. One by one the lines got into the car and everyone started buckling.

“Other side,” you told the younger boy as you saw him struggling for a moment to figure out which buckle was his.

“Thanks,” he told you as he grabbed the right one and buckled in.

You followed the instructions given to you by the cast member and within a few moments the elevator was encased in darkness and the ride soon started. You were in the back center of the vehicle giving you the best view of the ride as it slowly went to the hallway with the family and then through the pathway that went from light to darkness with different magic visuals thrown throughout. The ride might not be close to being new but the effects still wowed you especially knowing some specifics of how the ride was created.

“Oh no,” you heard one of the kids in the vehicle say as the car shook into what you knew to be the drop section of the ride. Like every other time, you could feel the tension in the air as everyone anticipated what would happen next since the ride changes drop sequences.

It didn’t take long for the sequence to begin as the vehicle dropped down first leaving people screaming and grabbing onto something frantically. You could see the boy grab onto his uncle frightened. The ride went up and down falling faster than gravity as you lifted off your seat slightly.

Once the ride ended and the vehicle was turning around to the exit door, you turned towards the boy.

“Did you like it,” you asked him and he nodded his head violently, bouncing in his seat.

“Uncle Chris can we go on it again,” he asked and the older boy chimed in.

“You promised your mom that you would watch the Stunt Show with her. But after we can.”

“Yes please!” He turned to you once he got off of the ride vehicle as your group was the last to get out. “We survived!”

You chuckled before holding your hand up. “We did. High five!” You went over to the row of TVs and looked for your photo. Once you spotted it, you took a photo of it and sent it to your friends. You could tell that the guy and the two boys were still right behind you.

When you turned around, the guy stepped towards you asking, “do you um have any plans?”

You smiled. “My friends went to go see Beauty and the Beast without me so I was planning on catching the last showing but I would be happy to ride this one again with people.”

“I would be up for watching the Beauty and the Beast show,” he told you as the four of you started walking out of the shop and towards the main part of sunset boulevard. He waved to his sister and the two boys ran over to her followed by Chris.

You slowly followed behind waiting for Chris as he talked with his sister and nephews. And that’s when you realized who it was. CHRIS fucking EVANS. You were upset that you didn’t figure it out sooner but you never expected that you would have actually ran into him and had to recognize him in actual real life.

His sister gave you a soft smile before Chris turned around. “This is my sister Carly.”

“Hi! I’m Y/N.”

“It’s nice to meet you Y/N.”

“You guys have fun at the Stunt Show,” Chris told them.

“We will,” the younger boy said as he started pulling his mom in the general direction of the show.

“I’ll see you later,” she said before following her sons.

“So Beauty and the Beast,” Chris asked and you nodded the two of you walking towards the theatre just to the left of where you were.

“To Beauty and the Beast!”

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stellar-imagines · 6 years

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VALENTINE’S SPECIAL: ❝I’ve never had a Valentine.❞

[ Fandom: Boku no Hero Academia ] [ Characters: Shinsou Hitoshi ]

「❝I’ve never had a Valentine.❞ with Shinsou HItoshi.」

SHINSOU HITOSHI

“I’ve never had a valentine.” Shinsou had hummed absentmindedly all of a sudden.

You glanced at your friend, stopping yourself from taking another bite of your crepe. He looked a little bit dazed and when you followed where his eyes were at, you realized what made him say such a thing. From a distance, there was a group of girls who were not being discreet with their conversation. They were openly talking about their boyfriends and what kind of gifts they were going to buy for Valentine’s Day. Your gaze landed on the purple haired male who sat next to you. He had tagged along with you because you had a group project to finish together.

“Are you lonely?” you asked in response. Your voice snapped him out of his daze and it appeared that he was unaware of the fact that he had been talking out loud earlier. But Shinsou was a calm and stoic person, so it wasn’t hard to mask his embarrassment of being caught speaking his thoughts out loud.

“Well, not really. It’s just nearing Valentine’s and I just thought about it.” the male muttered, rubbing the back of his head.

“But, I’m a little surprised that you have never had a valentine before. I heard that UA had this kind of event a year ago too.” you said. You were merely a transfer student who decided to show up in the Hero Course as a 2nd year student, so you barely knew about what happened during 1st year, aside the incidents broadcast in television.

“You’re an amazing person, Shinsou! I heard from everyone that you got into the Hero Course despite being from the General Department. Your quirk is pretty handy too! Maybe you can stop me from procrastinating some time.” you hummed with a smile. The male chuckled in response, closing his eyes at your carefree attitude.

With Valentine’s Day just right around the corner and the UA Party just days away, you struggle to get yourself a date. And this wasn’t the ‘I’ll just randomly drag a person so I won’t look stupid.’ kind of thing.

“Let me guess, you didn’t find the right timing? Or was it too crowded again? Maybe the old nature was calling again?” Ashido nudged you as you ate your omelette.

“It’s none of those!” you fumed while poking at your food.

“I guess it’s difficult even for [First Name]-chan.” Uraraka hummed, chewing happily on her sandwich.

“Yeah, try asking out the person you have a crush on, I mean Midoriya-kun. Then you’d understand my feelings.” you shot back with a small sigh.

“H-Huh?! What do you mean, [First Name]-chan?” the brunette fanned herself, almost choking on her sandwich. You laughed softly. Uraraka was really easy to read. Her entire face was red but you knew you shouldn’t be making fun of her. She didn’t have to go through the same dilemma because your curly, green haired classmate was the first one to make a move.

Instead of telling Shinsou face to face, you opted for a letter. A day prior to the party, you had already planned out everything. You read the letter over and over to make sure you didn’t misspell anything. On the next day, you slipped it into his shoe locker and waited for the end of the day. Once Midnight-sensei wrapped up her lesson, you waited for Shinsou to approach you, swinging your legs eagerly as you anticipated his reply. Everyone had pointed out how Shinsou seems to have a soft spot for you, giving you hope for a yes to your letter.

“[Last Name].”

“Yes!?” you turned towards the purple haired male. His face held his usual tired look but you saw how his his pupils dilated a little, indicating surprise. Your face flushed at the proximity and you quickly sat down in embarrassment.

“Let’s go back together.”

Eh? Did he not have a reply for your letter? You walked right next to him, falling one step behind purposely to examine his features. He looked normal, as if nothing interest happened. Have you placed it on the wrong locker? No, you spotted a small cat sticker that you put last week on his locker. Maybe he didn’t have the chance to read it yet? Or was he just not interested in you? The last thought had you frowning a little. You didn’t want to ask him directly, afraid that you might appear nosy.

So you kept silent.

You felt uneasy that night. Even though it was a Saturday and the usual bonding time with your classmates, you found yourself wondering why Shinsou was acting like usual, as if he never received your letter. It wasn’t until Uraraka nudged you that you snapped out of your daze. With a hurried apology, you asked what they were talking about and attempted to ease your way into the conversation.

A soft sigh left your lips as you slowly trudged to your room. You supposed to that it can’t be helped that you were going to the party all alone. You had poured your heart into the letter you wrote to Shinsou, even asking him to be your date for the party. Although he didn’t give you a response of any sort, you suspected that he was not interested. It disappointed you but you have to respect his decision.

“[Last Name].” A voice stopped you. The muscles on your fingers tensed, you retracted your hand and turned to the side.

“Shinsou.”

"About that Valentine's party...." he trailed off. Your eyes widened for a short moment, immediately forgetting about your plans to chill in your room and eating your ice cream. Shinsou was rubbing his neck, his head lowered and gaze fixated onto the floor instead of you. This was a habit of his whenever he got nervous.

”I didn’t really had the courage to reply to your letter. But I’d like to go with you to the party tomorrow.” the purple haired teen replied, raising his head to meet your gaze. You stood there in silence for a few moments, unable to respond to him.

"You idiot! I thought you didn't reciprocate my feelings! You made me think that you didn't like me and that you decided to ignore me because talking to me will be awkward!" you scolded him, jabbing your finger against his chest repeatedly after every exclamation. Shinsou recoiled, shocked by your overflowing emotions.

"[Last Name], I'm sorry―"

"That won't cut it Shinsou! I demand you do something about this or I swear I will―" Shinsou grabbed your wrists, pushing you against the door of your room.

"[Last Name]."

"Yes?" you squeaked out timidly, intimated and flustered at how close he was. Your eyes were locked with one another and your noses are almost brushing against each other.

"Thank you for asking me to be your Valentine."

Total: 1144 words Published: 14.02.2019

Thank you for requesting! (ㅅ•᎑•) Hey, what’s up everyone! Any singles out there because I am single and not celebrating Valentine’s Day! Natsuki and I are both single soooo~ Thanks for requesting, anon! We will now get back with the other requests! ― author Lou

Thank you for requesting! Happy Valentine’s Day everyone. I’ve received chocolate from some of my close friends. And they were delicious. ― author Natsuki

Please do not mind the grammar mistakes and typos.

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twdeadlysins · 6 years

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What Lies Ahead: Part One

Season two, episode one (1/3)

Pairing: Eventual Daryl Dixon x Reader

Word Count: 3,991

Warnings: Slow burn, minor mention of character death, minor mention of attempted suicide, the usual walking dead violence, language, blood, and such with possible typos.

Author’s Note: I don’t own anything from The Walking Dead, so all credit goes to their respective owners. This is a twd series rewrite with the reader inserted into the mix. I did and will continue to use dialogue from the actual show because I want it to be similar to what you’ve already watched, but obviously have the reader in it.

If you want to be (un)tagged for this series rewrite, don’t hesitate to send me an ask, message me, or leave a comment and I’ll add/remove you. The same goes for any other fics! I’m in no way, shape, or form a writer. Any feedback is appreciated, but hate is a different story. Thank you and enjoy!

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It was gone- they were gone, just like that. The images of the flames consuming the building were imprinted in your brain, replaying over and over again in your head like a broken record. You could barely keep your lids from closing as you stared out the window, still not knowing where you guys were headed. Nowhere was your best guess since Rick and everyone else believed you could make a home out of the C.D.C, even you were coming around on the thought. Now it was just a forgotten dream.

“Hey! Can ya finally hear me?!”

The sudden wash of all of the noises that were muffled flooded your ears and you whipped your head with startled eyes, staring at the irritated hunter. His knuckles were white as he held the steering wheel tight with anger, his body tense all over, and his eyes … they pierced through yours every time he would look at you other than the road. The crystal blues were cold and hard like ice, the glare feeling like he could see all of your insecurities and deepest regrets.

“What the hell were ya thinkin’?” Daryl furiously rasped, his southern drawl evident as he desperately wanted to fixate his gaze on you. You didn’t want to witness the look in his orbs any longer, so you blankly averted them back outside the window, not wanting to argue. It wasn’t like you had the energy too either.

“Hey, I’m talkin’ to ya!” he huffed as he roughly pushed your leg with his hand and that caused you to quickly shove it back.

“What do you want me to say, huh? That I wasn’t thinking? Or that I thought maybe, just maybe I could convince someone from taking their own life?” you yelled, boring your eyes into his stone hard ones that were slightly laced with shock as you lashed back.

You regretted the outburst as pain pulsed through your brain, making you wince and slowly rest your head back while you went back to looking out the window, you definitely had a concussion. Hopefully he would just drop it and leave you alone seeing how you were feeling, but the hope you had flew right out the window once he scoffed.

“Why would ya risk yer life for someone?” he bluntly asked, but you could sense he was judging what you did and that made you angry. Yeah, you normally didn’t care what people thought about you, but he wasn’t judging you, he was judging your choice.

“I did it everyday, so why stop now all of a sudden since the damn apocalypse started?” you joked coldly, still not tearing your eyes away from the scenery.

“That ain’t a good enough reason. Ya could’a died Y/n, blown up like the rest of them!”

“Good, then I wouldn’t have to be here,” you softly muttered, feeling a lump in your throat as tears began to surface. You didn’t really mean it, you didn’t want to die, not after you almost let the walkers kill you in your backyard, but you couldn’t refrain yourself from letting the words fall from your lips.

Daryl scolding you made you feel like a child, like you did something wrong and you definitely knew going back for Andrea wasn’t wrong. Yes, it was a risk, but if you hadn’t went back, she could’ve died and you would live with the guilt. It was selfish, but you didn’t need or want to feel anymore of that, you already had enough of it already. Hell, you felt guilty for not attempting to talk Jacqui out of it.

The ride was uncomfortable and silent, reminding you of when you were in the cubic van on the way to get Merle and the bag of guns, when you and Daryl barely knew or even uttered a word to each other. The last two days were even worse.

Since the argument, you took the first day to cool off and stay away from him knowing your emotions would betray you. You thought about what happened and felt terrible, you could’ve handled it better, not of said the things you said in the way that you did, but you still didn’t regret going back into that building for Andrea and Dale. He was just showing he cared in the only way he could, so you didn’t blame him, just surprised. How could a guy like him give a damn about you? He didn’t exactly care about anybody else except his brother and himself, so why you? Or maybe you were reading into things too much, he could just think you were dumb for going back in there and still not give a damn about you, just wanted to call you out on it.

The second day you awkwardly approached him after getting out of the RV on a stop, but he angrily paced off before you could apologize. It hurt that he wouldn’t even look at you and if he did, he would send daggers your way, but that was only when you were being spoken to by someone else or pitched in your input as the group were discussing plans. The plans being Fort Benning which you still weren’t very keen on.

Now you all had stopped near a couple of run down houses with a couple of cars littering the place to siphon the gas out of them since you were running on fumes. T-Dog and Daryl went to retrieve the gas while the rest of you transferred any belongings you all had in the vehicles that were going to be left behind into the ones you’d take.

“Hey, Y/N.”

You craned your neck over your shoulder to see Lori approaching you with a slight smile as you were placing some items into the back of Carol’s Jeep Cherokee. After putting the stuff in the trunk, you slammed it shut and wiped your palms on your jeans as you turned to face her.

“Would you mind helping me look through Daryl’s truck for anything to bring since he’s busy?” she questioned, pointing her thumb in the direction of said truck. All you gave her was a nod before walking towards the vehicle and searched for anything in the truck bed just incase while she rummaged through the backseat.

“Find anything?” you asked, striding over to Lori after turning up empty handed.

“Just your bag and gun,” she said as she handed over your belongings. Your eyes widened and you snatched the bag from her hands, frantically sifting through to make sure everything was there. When shit hit the fan at the C.D.C, your stuff was the last thing on your mind, honestly, you forgot all about it.

“How- how is this here? Last time I checked, I- I left all this in my room,” you stammered, trying to grasp that your knives, clothes, photo album and rifle was still intact and not a pile of ash.

“Daryl had handed it to me in a rush when we were leaving the C.D.C,” she trailed, stuffing her hands in her pockets and you knew by her body language she was getting uncomfortable as she was reliving the events in her mind, Jacqui and her seemed close. “I had placed them back into the truck at our first stop thinking you were going to ride with Daryl, but you chose to ride in the RV instead.”

Daryl had went back for your things? The thought of him running into your room and grabbing your stuff puzzled you, he could’ve saved himself the trouble and time and sprinted past your room, but he didn’t.

“Hey ladies,” T-Dog called with a grin, “time to head out.”

The both of you nodded, making you escape your thoughts and shut the door before heading to enter the RV.

“Hey, Y/N,” Rick said after placing his hand on your shoulder. “I know you like to ride motorcycles and is somewhat familiar with Daryl, wanna ask if you could ride with?” he inquired, gesturing his head over to the archer who was throwing his leg over his bike.

The idea would’ve seemed nice if things weren’t so tense between the two of you, so you disappointedly shook your head and continued up the stairs into the RV when the redneck’s eyes connected to yours.

After Shane entered the RV shortly after you did, you opted to sit on the floor, not wanting to talk to him or even make eye contact, you just wanted to be left alone. It was already uncomfortable enough for you to be in the same presence as him, so being beside or directly across from him would be worse.

You decided to sharpen and clean your machete along with your rifle and pistol to pass the time since you got bored of just sitting there, 125 miles was a long way to go, so might as well use the ride wisely. While you sat cross legged against the floor cabinets which faced the table Andrea and Shane sat at, you used the floor to set your weapons out in front of you and began wiping your machete and knives with a rag.

Shane wielded out his gun to clean as you were in the middle of sharpening your machete and knives. Once you felt satisfied, you moved on to your pistol and stripped it, setting the pieces on the floor around you.

“Looks complicated,” Andrea said, flickering her eyes between Shane and your hands as you were cleaning the barrel of your P99.

“The trick is getting all these pieces back together the same way,” Shane joked, causing you to roll your eyes and slightly smile. It was a bitch sometimes to put it back together, but you had more experience than him, so you were mainly finding his struggle funny.

He glanced over to you with a smile of his own and you looked up seeing the friend you knew all too well again, so you lightly nodded your head and he did the same. What he did wasn’t okay, but you felt like he regretted it … you just hoped forgiving him wasn’t a mistake. You still felt kind of uneasy to be around him, but it would just take some time. The two of you will never get back to how they used to be, but that didn’t mean you still couldn’t be friends.

“I could clean yours, show you how,” Shane offered before reaching into the bag to pull out Andrea’s gun. He aimed the pistol saying it was a sweet piece before the blonde said it was a gift from her father. He had given it to her just before her and her sister took off on their road trip.

Shane informed her more about her gun while you went back to your own to distract yourself from thinking of Amy or anything else. Just as you were about to piece your gun back together, the RV slowed down.

“Oh jeez,” Dale worriedly said, making you set the parts down and curiously stand up to see what the problem was.

You approached the front on the RV to lean on the back of Glenn’s seat to see cars sprawled out everywhere on the highway with their doors open, in the ditch, even a tractor trailer was on its side and they were all blocking the way to Fort Benning. Great, how were you going to get there now?

Glenn sighed and began studying the map for another way while Daryl drove towards Dale’s side of the RV. The older man questioned if he saw a way through causing the hunter to turn his head around at the chaos and nod before gesturing to follow him.

“Uh, maybe we should just go back,” Glenn nervously said. “There’s an interstate bypass-”

“We can’t spare the fuel,” Dale interrupted. He was right, there was no way for you guys to turn around and try a different route, you’d run out of gas by the time you got back on track.

Dale began maneuvering around cars as he followed Daryl down a clear path and it made your stomach turn as you saw how many abandoned vehicles were on the road. Some were flipped over and some had dead bodies still occupying them which made you wonder how all this happened, but at the same time you didn’t want to know. Everything seemed to go smoothly minus the scenery, but then a weird sound erupted from the hood of the RV before the engine started to sputter out smoke, just your luck. You sighed and pushed your palms into your eyelids knowing you’d have to stay in this shit longer.

Dale threw the door open and stepped out, “I said it, didn’t I say it? A thousand times, dead in the water,” he complained making you even more irritated. You really didn’t need to hear whining when you knew the matter of the situation, it just wasn’t going to help.

“Problem, Dale?” Shane said, his tone evident that he was feeling the same way you did.

“Just a small matter of being stuck in the middle of nowhere with no hope of-” he tailed off and you realized why when you witnessed Daryl reaching into the back of a car to scavenge. “Okay, that was dumb.”

“There’s a whole bunch of stuff we can find,” Daryl said as he continued looking through the truck. It sucked that you all had to stop because of a break down, but it was a good thing seeing how there could be more food and other survival gear you could have, plus loads of more gas you could siphon. You always said things do happen for a reason and maybe that started now.

“This is a graveyard,” Lori spoke up, tearing everyone’s attention away to her. You averted your gaze from her to the cars feeling remorse for what happened here, but that didn’t mean you wouldn’t search through them because of it.

“I don’t know how I feel about this,” she quietly said, making you shake your head.

“It isn’t worth anything to them anymore. We aren’t going to pass up on an opportunity for more supplies just because people died here,” you said a little too harshly which made Lori stare at you in disbelief. “Sorry, I just mean we shouldn’t let that get to us. Yes, it’s a graveyard, but the stuff that we could find… could help us,” you softly encouraged, hoping she could see how you were perceiving the situation.

T-Dog started to walk off to fill up the gas can as Shane said to just look around and gather what you could, so you were going to do just that.

“Hold up, Y/N,” Rick said, stopping you in your tracks. “Could you be on lookout with me? I think there’s enough people going through the cars,” he softly asked.

“For sure, let me go get my rifle,” you said as you patted his arm while heading to the RV. Once you entered the vehicle, you quickly pieced your pistol back together and placed it back into your holster along with your knives in the other before grabbing your rifle.

As you were stepping down the stairs, you heard Glenn and Dale at the front of the RV trying to fix it. “Radiator hose clamp is always a flathead,” Dale instructed, handing the Korean the tool and a rag telling him to do it before he left. Glenn coughed as he inhaled the smoke and you snickered at the sight in which Glenn gave you a straight face causing you to grin as you went to fulfill your watch duty.

You leaned against the hood of a car as Rick approached and stood beside you, looking at Dale for confirmation if the area was clear since he was on top of the RV scanning with his binoculars. He assured it was all good as you stood up straighter and slung your rifle over your head and across your back before climbing onto the hood of the car to get a view and assist.

Dale pivoted around and stood there for a good minute until it seemed like something had caught his eye as he used his binoculars and you did the same with the scope on your gun in the direction he was surveying. A single walker came into your sights and you peered over to Rick to see if he saw it, but he was already staring at you on whether or not to shoot. You shrugged your shoulders not knowing whether or not to take it, but Rick decided to because he placed his arm through the strap on his gun to steady his aim and firmly gripped the rifle.

You peeked through your scope to watch the walker be taken down or at least take the shot if he somehow missed, but movement from the side caught your attention, there were two walkers. Rick and you looked at each other and he gestured for you to take the right and he the left, so you went back to aiming at the first walker that appeared. Before you could pull the trigger, a swarm of walkers came into view and you shockingly pulled away. There had to be about a hundred or so of them coming straight for you all.

“Oh fuck,” you mumbled before throwing your rifle over your back and carefully jumped off the hood of the car. Rick placed his hand on your back, ushering you forward as you both got down in search to warn the others.

Lori was in the middle of sifting through a trunk when Rick yelled in a whisper to get under the cars. She immediately got down and underneath once she noticed the urgent look on your faces while you said the same thing to Carl and Sophia. You strided over to the closest car and climbed under on your stomach, propping yourself up on your forearms before sliding your rifle to you.

The moans and groans became louder and louder as they came closer making you slightly tremble at the thought of them somehow finding you. Their feet shuffled past the car you were under and you slowly went for one of the knives in your holster just in case. Once your fingers met the hilt of a knife as you kept your eyes trained on their movements, you slipped it out and tightly gripped the handle, carefully shifting on your side and brought the weapon up, ready to strike if needed.

They continued to trudge along making it seem like it would go on forever until the groaning became distant and then nothing, it was silent again. You looked over to your feet in the direction they had came in and saw nothing, and you did the same in the way they went, still notta. Was it over? You didn’t know if you could trust yourself, so you glanced over to Rick who was checking if the coast was clear as well.

Just as you were about to crawl your way out, you heard sobbing mixed with screams along with growling. You whipped your head in the direction of the yelps to see a walker trying to get to Sophia. You didn’t hesitate on whether or not to go help her as you frantically stumbled out from underneath the car to go aid her with your knife still in your grasp.

Too many cars were in your way, but you could see not one, but two walkers still chasing her as she crawled under the highway guardrail. You sprinted and maneuvered your way around the vehicles until you saw a car right in your path alongside the rail, but you didn’t have time to avoid it, so you twisted your body and slid over the hood instead.

Before you could register that there was a hill, your hip slammed into the steel rail before you went tumbling down at great heights. After a couple of hard rolls and grunts while still holding your knife tightly, your back hit the solid ground and you winced at the impact of both the rail and ground along with your forearms stinging, but you ignored it and quickly got up, sprinting into the direction you saw Sophia went.

Sophia was still being followed and you pushed yourself harder, ignoring the burning in your lungs and the pain of the joints in your knees. You sprinted until you were about to collide with the walker in the back, so you leaped and lunged forward, taking the walker right down with you.

The two of you rolled twice before you ended up on the bottom, just your luck. It snapped its jaws at you, but you wrapped your hand around its neck before it could sink its teeth into your face. You grunted, turning your head away for a second to see where your knife had flown to and when you did find it, you knew it was no use since it wasn’t in arms length. Bringing your focus back onto the walker, you went to reach for the knives in your holster, but the walker’s hand was frantically waving around and you didn’t want it to get ahold of you.

You would have to get the upper hand before going in for the kill, so after a couple of attempts, you managed to grab the walker’s arm and used all your strength to push the walker off of you. The walker was now on the ground, so you placed each of your knees on its arms and pinned its neck with your hand before wielding out your knife, but just as you were raising your arm to strike, you thought about how you just cleaned your blades.

“Eh, I wouldn’t want to get them dirty because of something as rotten as you,” you half-heartedly joked as you stood up and before the walker could get up, you grabbed a nearby rock that wasn’t in your reach before and smashed the stone into its head.

You rapidly carried your feet after picking up your knife, trying to find Sophia or the walker that was chasing her, but you didn’t see or hear a damn thing. Once you felt like you couldn’t run anymore, you slowed your pace and came to a halt, bending over with your hands on your thighs, trying to catch your breath. In that moment, you noticed the color red on your arms, so you held them out in front of you knowing you didn’t get bit ‘cause you would remember, to see that cuts littered them. The realization hit you and you brought up your knife to see the tiny blades had your blood along their edges which made you loudly exhale. ‘Why didn’t you just let go, Y/N?’ you scolded yourself as you rolled your eyes, but a loud cry filled your ears and you began running again.

The cries kept getting louder as you grew closer to the little girl, but you still couldn’t tell where they were coming from as it seemed they were coming from all directions all of a sudden now. You slowly stopped once you felt an instant wave of dizziness and a pulsing headache wash over you, and placed your hand against your head trying to regain your vision back. Your ears started to ring loudly, overpowering the yelps and you brought your hands to the sides of your head as you fell to ground on your knees. The thumping of your head and the ringing in your ears made you wince and grunt, you wanted to scream badly, but you suppressed the urge and widely opened your eyes to see the world spinning before your hazy vision went black.

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A/N: Oof, that cliffhanger tho, you’ll just have to find out why she blacked out in the next part hehe.

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justmesadgirl · 6 years

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Halloween Party

Paring: Tom Holland x Reader

Warnings: fluff, little angst

Words: 1.7k

A/N: feedback is always welcomed! English is not my first language and I have dyslexia so if there are typos I’m sorry! AND if there is someone who would like to check my writings before I post them because I really could use some help! let me know if you are interested! + ofc thank you @that-person-with-issuee for helping me out!

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The best part of the year was definitely October, all because it was Halloween. A lot of people think that it’s time for Christmas, but for you it’s definitely Halloween. You were known for the best Halloween costumes since you were little. This year you wanted to look sexy for someone special. Tom Holland was your best friend but lately you two were having a little friendship more than a normal friendship. Every time there was alcohol involved, you two would sneak off somewhere to be alone and steal kisses from each other; but never when you two were sober. Never had you done anything more than kissing in the dark and never had you two kissed when you were sober. You really wanted to be more with Tom, but you were too scared to tell him. All because you didn’t want to lose your best friend. If he didn’t feel anything for you why would he sneak off and steal kisses from you.

“y/n!” You hear his voice call for you. “What are you thinking?” His laugh makes you feel warm inside.

“Oh... nothing.” You mumble to him and turn to look at his beautiful face.

“Don’t lie to me. Is it Halloween again?”

“Yeah… yeah Halloween, thinking about my costume for the party you and Haz are throwing.” It’s not a lie you were thinking about it before you got lost into your thoughts on how you wanted Tom to be more than a friend and drunk kissing buddy.

“What are you going to wear?”

“Oh, no, no, no I’m not telling you that. It’s a surprise.” You give him a sweet smile and turn back to the tv.

“Come on! Tell me, I’m your best friend! Maybe we could even match!”

“Nope.”

“If I tell you mine, will you tell me what you are going to be?” He really tried but you weren’t giving in.

“No, Tom. I’m not going to tell you.”

“Pretty please, y/n.” You just give him smirk and shook your head, no.

You had that conversation with Tom on the 3rd of October. Now being the 26th of October- and the day of the halloween party. Everyone in your friend group was coming along with many other people the boys knew. The party was going to be amazing. and you hoped that Tom would like your costume. Maybe you two could finally have the talk.

You were standing front of you mirror looking at yourself and hoping to god that you would get his attention for more than a night. Makeup done and hair in loose curls, bunny ears on your head and your costume on, you put on a long coat to cover everything up and keep yourself warm outside. One final look in the mirror before you walked out of the door. Luckily Tom’s and Harrison's house wasn't far away from your apartment so you could just walk to the house.

When you arrived to the house the party was full on going. You could hear the music even outside and you could see people dancing through the windows. A smile forming on your lips as you walk inside the house full of people, the house smelled like alcohol and sweaty bodies like every party you had ever been to. You knew the house like the back of your hand, so you just walk to Tom’s room to leave your jacked there. Opening the door you see random girl and boy on Tom’s bed.

“Umm. This room is not for this.” You scare the two apart from each other, and they just nod and leave the room. You laugh, and close the door after them, looking around the room. It was clean for once, Tom was pretty messy. You leave your jacket on his chair and walk out of the room. Looking for any of your friends.

“y/n?” someone is calling for you over the loud music. Slowly turning to the way the voice had come from, you see your best friend Tom dressed up as Spiderman -of course- and his other best friend Harrison dressed up as batman and Tom’s brothers Sam and Harry dressed up as thing one and thing two.

“Wow…” Harry is the first one spak efter Harrison calling after you.

“You look amazing, darling!” Harrison yells over the music to you. You just blush and nod at them. Your eyes meeting Tom’s ocean brown eyes. He looks like he is in shock, his mouth hanging open.

“Shut your mouth or you will catch flies.” Sam playfully slaps Tom’s chin so he would close his mouth.

“Hey guys…” You give them a shy smile, you knew that your oufit was exposing, but you thought you looked good in it. “Is it too much?” You ask them looking down at your costume.

“What are you?” Tom finally speaks up but he doesn't sound happy.

“Well, i’m a bunny, duh.” You try to joke around by quoting mean girls but Tom doesn't look like he found your joke funny.

“You need to cover up.”

“Wow, div you can’t say that to her!” Harrison hit back of Tom head.

“Oh… sorry...” You mumble and turn around to leave them, feeling insecure in your halloween costume that you had loved before you left but now you hated how you looked, and all because Tom didn’t like it.

“You can’t tell her that! She looks amazing!” You could hear how Harrison was talking to Tom but you just wanted to cover up and leave the party. Quickly walking to Tom’s room you close the door after you and garp your jacked. Looking at yourself in Tom’s mirror you could feel how a tear runs down your cheek. You really hoped that Tom would like your outfit as much as you did, you felt so feminine and powerful in it. Wiping the tear from your face and putting on your jacket you left Tom’s bedroom but you ran into a strong chest.

“Um… I’m sorry…” You mumble to whoever you run into and try to get past them, but you feel a strong hand on your upper arm and you turn to face him.

“y/n where are you going?” Tom asks you and you could feel the lump growing in back of your throat.

“H-home.” you whisper to him. Loud music in your ears and lump in your throat you really wanted to leave. Anxiety picking up and you really just wanted to run away from him.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t have the right to tell you to cover up, no one has.” Tom tied to apologize but you were already having a anxiety attack, tears running down your face and you really didn’t want him to see you like this.

“It’s okay… I-I have to leave.” You tell him and pull your arm free from his hand.

“Please y/n talk to me.” You just turn around and try to walk away but he stops you again, grabbing your waist and bringing you against his chest again. “Shh… it’s okay.” You didn’t even realize that you were full on crying against him, tears running down your cheeks and sobbs falling out of your mouth. Tom leads you back to his room and locks the door after you two. He sits down on his bed and pulls you into his lap.

“I-I’m s-sorry.” You try to tell him between your sobs.

“Why are you sorry? I’m the asshole here.” He places a gentle kiss on your forehead.

“I-I don’t know.” You try to pull away from him but he just pulls you back to his chest.

“Shh… try to breath. In and out, in and out.” he was drawing circles on your back. “I’m here with you, love. Everything is alright.” Tom tried his best to calm you down but his words make you cry harder. You push him away from you, feeling way too hot so close to him, and feeling like you were in a small box.

“Let go.” you get up from his lap and walk to the window, sweating like crazy. Trying to fan yourself but not helping, but you don’t want to take the coat off. Still crying like crazy, trying to catch your breath.

“y/n take it off, you are going to faint.” Tom tried to encourage you to take your coat off.

“Stop it…” you yell at him through your sobs.

“Love, please.” Tom walks closer to you trying to touch you but you just take a step back.

“Stop.”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean what I told you, love, please take that damn coat off.”

“You think I don’t look good.” You whisper and turn your back to him.

“You look fucking amazing. That’s why I asked you to cover up. I didn’t want anyone else to see you like that.” You have to stop breathing for a second so your heavy breathing and sobbs wouldn’t cover his voice.

“What?” You mumble and turn to face him, letting your breath free.

“I didn’t want to anyone see you like that, because I was jealous.”

“Why would you be jealous?” He takes a step closer to you.

“Because I want you to be mine.” He is so close to you and you can feel his breath on your face. His hands find your coat and he takes it off and let’s it fall to the floor. “You look so fucking amazing, I can’t believe how beautiful you are y/n.” he places his hand on your cheek. “I’m sorry.” he wipes your cheek from the tears, you weren’t sobbing anymore or crying as hard as before.

“Y-you want what?” You didn’t believe your ears, was he really telling you that he wanted to be with you.

“I’m falling in love with you.”

“Really?” You sob out again, you couldn't believe him, he had to be lying to you.

“I’m so sorry for hurting you, I was just a jealous asshole who wants you all to myself. I hope you can forgive me.”

“I-I forgive you, Tommy.”

“Can I kiss you now?” He leans a little closer to you.

“Did you drink?”

“Nope, just drunk on you.” you let out a small giggle and lean in for the kiss.

“Can I now show off your sexy ass to the world?” Tom jokes and you just nod.

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go-diane-winchester · 6 years

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Cockles vs J2 Tinhats

Someone tagged me in a post with a gif of Jensen smacking Misha in the crotchel region in last year's gag reel. You know the one. Apparently, it is supposed to be proof of Cockles. The person who tagged me ships destiel and cockles. She put a smiley face next to the tag, and she followed me, which might mean she is trying to be friends. Not sure. Well hello hun. Thanks for tagging me. I don't know what the purpose is. Maybe you want me to see what you see. Hunny, I know what cockles is. I am familiar with tinhatting and I am fairly thick-skinned about it. So unless you take the hatty stuff to the actors, I have problem with you...the cockles tinhats actually do tweet hatty things to the actors. Hmm, not cool.

This will be a good opportunity to examine both Cockles and J2 tinhat theories. And why that clip is not proof of cockles for me. Just for fun.

Jensen and Misha

As a lead, Jensen is contracted to be in every episode. Misha, a guest star, is only in a few episodes per season. This means that these two actors don't get to spend a massive amount of time with each other unless they are working. Misha lives, to the best of my knowledge, in Bellingham. Jensen used to live in California, but moved to Austin. Jensen usually does only one panel per year with Misha. Jibcon. If it weren't for conventions, they would spend even less time with each other. If you love some one and you are a lead, wont you ask for more panels with that person. Yes, I know someone will that they don't do more than one panel because the evil bronlies will complain. Hunny, if they cared about fans throwing a tantrum, Misha would have been off the show the minute Jensen received a death threat from hellers.

Misha and Jensen have no common interest. Jensen loves watching sports, playing golf, listening to rock music, playing the guitar and singing. Misha likes, cycling, carpentry and Tibetan throat singing. They have nothing in common. If you like someone who has different interests than you, wouldn't you try to learn more about their interests and join them in pursuing their interests. Jensen and Misha also don't have complimentary personalities. Jensen doesn't swear on stage. Misha is foul mouthed. Jensen doesn't make overtly sexual remarks. Misha is very vulgar on stage. They outlook on the art of acting is also starkly different. Jensen has a love for his craft, whilst Misha has confessed to not having a particular knack or passion for acting.

According to tinhats, Cockles are happily marreid to their respective wives but all four of them have orgies together. Of course, there are variations to this theory. When cockles tinhats are asked what proof they have for how they feel, they say:

Jensen laughs at Misha's jokes [and its a unicorn laugh apparently]

They mention Jibcon, where they claim Jensen got drunk and flirted with Misha on stage.

Jensen and Misha are flirty with each other, caressing each other's cheeks.

Jared Padalecki is proof of cockles because he ships it the most and gives clues to what is going on between Jensen and Misha.

They share shirts.

The crux of Misha's first impression of Jensen [from an earlier con]:

‘He actually seemed standoffish, when I first met him. As I got to know him, however, I realized that he really is standoffish.’

Jared and Jensen

Jared and Jensen are the leads. They spend nine months out of the year working with each other. They have worked together nonstop for the past 13 years and counting. They also live down the road from each other in Austin. They used to live together and were best men at each other's weddings. Their children go to the same school and call dad's friend ''uncle''. Tom is Jensen's greatest fan and Jared regrets not being there for the birth of ''Birdie'' [JJ]. They have an extended family situation. Despite spending all their time together, they also go on holidays together. They are both middle children, both have an older brother and younger sister, grew up in Texas, love country music and sports. Jared plays the guitar in his trailer everyday and, according to Jensen, he is very good. Jared joins Jensen to play golf although he admits he is not very good at it.

Jared doesn't swear on stage. He did once, by accident, but he was mortified and apologized. He makes goofy jokes, not vulgar ones. Jensen admires Jared's rendition of white suit luci but to date hasn't really said anything truly about Casifer. He did laugh at the Empty!Cas voice though. So Jensen admires Jared's acting efforts. It wasn't the first compliment he paid to Jared's acting abilities. He hasn't done the same for Misha's work as Castiel. Jared helped Jensen with the construction work for the FBBC. When Jared got sick at Jib a few years ago, Jensen took to the stage and sang a song because being Jared's emotional support. The next year or so, he sang the song again on Saturday night, with Jared watching teary eyed. That same year Jensen hugged Jared in the closing ceremony. The year after that, Jensen hugged and sang Wayward to Jared in the hallway after the closing ceremony. When he broke down, he hugged Jared many times, but when Misha tried hugging him, Jensen said ''don't''.

According to J2 tinhats, J2 have been married to each other since season four ish. Genevieve signed a contract to be Jared's wife, and Danneel was just helping out her friend Jensen. J2 are the parents of six children. There are variations to this theory too. When asked for proof of their feelings, J2 tinhats say the following:

Jared wiped his snotty nose on Jensen's sleeve.

Jared called his drink and dinner with Jensen #datenight on Twitter.

When someone called Sandy [Jared's ex-girlfriend] his beard, she liked the comment.

When Travis spent his entire panel talking about how in love J2 are, he got pulled out of the next con.

For Jared's honeymoon, he went on a group trek up Machu Pichu and slept in a tent, and for Jensen's honeymoon, Danneel's brother Gino went with them. Both were delayed honeymoons.

Jared wore Jensen's underwear.

The crux of Jared's first impression of Jensen [from a recent afternoon panel]:

'He and I had so much in common. It didn't feel like a blind date.'

I don't tinhat, but I don't blame the J2 tinhat. The Cockles tinhats don't seem to have compelling info, and they take the hatting to the stars. That is not cool.

As far as the gag reel goes, smacking someone in the crotch area is not a sign of affection. It is horseplay. Its pranking. Jared fondles Misha in the crotch area. Misha barreled into Richard, landing on top of him. Its not a big deal, and its certainly not sound evidence of anything other than boys being boys. Enjoy your hatting, but leave the actors alone and don't go out of your way to pull people into your circle. But the J2 tinhats don't do that? As far as I know.

Forgive all typos. Insomnia sucks!

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