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emometalhead · 4 months

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#having a day full of mixed feelings #I suppose this is how life goes #I'm officially done with my Bachelor's degree as of today #obviously I'm proud of myself for the accomplishment and I was excited to be celebrated today #it was a long and difficult road and there were many times where I didn't think I'd live to see it through but I made it #I'm the first person in my family to get this degree and I was really looking forward to having today be my day #I had a really lovely morning and then things kind of waned #there were a few arguments. someone I spent the day with repeatedly made negative comments about something I care about #it felt awful. I know it was intended as more of a playful jab than anything but I directly asked for the comments to stop and they didn't #it especially hurt that it was a fandom thing and the person is so invested in their own fandoms yet they felt it fair to step on mine #even though I've never done that to them #then people kept talking over me and acted like I was wrong for trying to interject to finish my own sentences #also as I said in the last post I was deeply upset by how my family members spoke of my 12 year old cousin #she's just a kid and some of our close family members have such a nasty opinion of her. she's so young and she's had a rough few years #but it seems like no one except my brother and I are willing to give her any grace #I think everyone else has forgotten what it feels like to be a kid and feel as if the world is against you #on a more positive note. I had a decadent slice of chocolate cake. it was heavenly #unfortunately I was really too in my head to fully enjoy it #literally every day for 3 weeks I've been talking about the lunch I planned to have today #I knew exactly what meal and dessert I wanted from the restaurant. it's my absolute fave and isn't available at any other local restaurant #I was totally starving by time we got to the restaurant. we were out all morning and I ate a tiny breakfast in anticipation of this meal #when we got there we found out they removed what I planned to order from the menu. I was devastated.#I know it's stupid but like this was the one part of my day that I've had planned for MONTHS and I've been thinking about it for weeks #we had a 40 minute car ride where I mentioned my excitement for the food no less than 10 times so this crushed me #also I'm just really picky in general and typically restaurants only have one or two things I'm able to eat #I offered to just eat the dessert while everyone else ordered food because they were all really hungry too but they wouldn't allow it #we left the restaurant and I still feel horrible for walking out. if I had known the item was removed we wouldn't have even gone there #it happened so recently though and I feel dumb for not even thinking to check the menu online beforehand #so we went to another restaurant and I barely ate anything and now I have no appetite for dinner and I feel bad for ruining the afternoon #even though it's my day and my celebration and I feel like I'm entitled to a slight amount of unreasonableness

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mars-ax · 1 month

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MARS. POST THE DOODLE OF SCOTT AND CLEO CUDDLING AND MY LIFE IS YOURS

so I don't usually post doodles because I'm very self-conscious about their quality, but just for you harper

So that doodle was actually in a series of other doodles all in the theme of "literal sleeping together" because that's one of my favorite things ever, so I might as well put them all here then

#flower husbands #celestial duo #eclipse duo #whatever they're called honestly #widows alliance #chosen soulmates #mean gills #trafficblr #3rd life #last life #double life #limited life #dont talk to me about the anatomy of the flower husbands one its a doodle don't overthink it #this thing is just full of my headcanons #Scott's hair gets longer as the series goes on #pearl sleeps with her jacket because shes a freak/pos #Cleo teaches him how to braid it in double life and he carries over to martyn in limlife #scott is only wearing his jacket in double life because he's cold #scott has a tail in double life because I hc pearl to be a wolf hybrid in dl and he's bound to her #cleo planted flowers in his hair so they they can have matching traits like normal soulmates #mean gills are supposed to parallel flower husbands for reasons I'm not getting into rn #and widows alliance are supposed to parallel celestial duo #okay I will shut up now. never let me talk about scott smajor again #I didn't do secret life because 1 I couldn't figure out a pose for them #And 2 because I don't think they were close enough to ever sleep together

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year

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Business comes first! Drinking is the job!

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #It's finally outfit change time! Third time for wwx and second for lwj!#I'm always a big fan of when characters change clothes and it's fun to change it up.#this scene once again emphasizes how much wwx acts in a reactionary way and gets *so thrown* when someone goes ‘yes-and’#‘no lan zhan- you arent supposed to *agree*’#there’s also a lovely gentleness to how he phrases it. Lwj just wants wwx to be happy. Bonus if he gets to be in proximity #wwx’s hedonism is a very interesting topic for another analytical rant #pre-burial mounds he’s a creature of pleasures! Post burial mounds? He doesnt feel alive enough to warrent enjoying life’s pleasures #i guess you could say both lwj and wwx have struggled comparing and contrasting two versions of each other

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maefansblog · 2 months

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Uh oh...

I'm in danger

Gulp

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tempestmothstorm · 6 days

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Ok since Monika still has her admin powers in the side stories you think she could just discover them accidentally or use them without realizing

Anyways au where Monika and friends discover her admin powers but dont know about the wider context of what it means. So they just go around thinking Monika has magic and try practicing with a bunch of silly fun shenanigans because they figure it’s some chosen one bloodline stuff and not like. A product of their reality being a constricted digital science experiment.

This au will not end well

#yeah she probably needs the epiphany to consciously use it but hypothetical aus are fun and the angst potential it plentiful #the beauty of this au is that it contains potential for both wacky slice of life escapades and soul crushing angst #they’re like doing a dumb 3am ghost summoning ritual and Monika accidentally does some admin stuff and they’re like ‘woah your magic’#and they research a bunch of other dumb stupid rituals and nearly set the carpet on fire #they like try to rob a bank or cheat on a test and nearly delete half a building #and then at some point Monika suddenly extends her admin powers too far and acts real despondent for no reason #because she ends up epiphany beaming herself and is even more conflicted than base game because she grows so much more connected to the club #it’s even worse because they were her whole world and she knows so much she sees how human they are but they just aren’t apparently?????#and while she can’t pull a base game and kill everyone for a nonexistent player she still goes through so much angst and like #the girls notice and want to help but don’t know how because she won’t tell anyone and she keeps avoiding them and like aauughhh #it would probably end with Monika doing something drastic and trying to reach out for anyone out there who understands #and idk maybe she’ll find base game Monika post act 4 and she’s like ‘what the heck why did you abandon your friends don’t to what I did???’#and maybe she could fix her mistakes???? maybe not??????? whatever’s narratively fulfilling #shoot this was supposed to be a short post for a silly au what have I done #this feels like the plot of a kids tv show where the plot randomly gets really dark on its fifth season #also realizing al lot of the same plot points happen in my fantasy au so I really gotta get to that too #ddlc #doki doki literature club #tempestmothtalk

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thewomanwithmissingfingers · 2 days

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trying my hardest not to feel so alone in every social situation, and then my friend goes on about not ever having a suicidal thought in her life and pointing out ‘well we had different childhoods i was happy n you were just fucked from the start 🤪’ like ok maybe i don’t need to have friends tbh loooolll

#and describing the ways shes more healthy and stable than me since we were 12 #sorry i am traumatised lmfaoooo #i swear everything i say or get vulnerable abt goes into the ether #how am i supposed to be close to anyone with my life lol

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bonemeal12 · 9 months

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Me too, buddy. Me too.

#that issue made me feel really sad even though ik it’s supposed to be funny #he’s just like me fr #it’s issue 31 from Young Justice 1998 btw #Urgh I want to grab him by the shoulders and squeeze him so tight and tell him YOURE NOT TOO MUCH!!!!#I dunno and then he goes and messes up a few times cause he didn’t have enough information #and it’s like #THATS HOW I FEEL IN LIFE!#NOBODY EVER TOLD ME! HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW!#and then the ppl just kinda keep shushing him if he asks for an explanation!!!!#BUT HE JUST WANTS TO HELP!!#AND NOBODY LISTENS TO HIS STRUGGLES!!!#bart allen #impulse #dc #young justice #young just us #yj98 #I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS!

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mourn-and-watch · 1 year

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obsessed with warden carver's "in war, victory, champion, and whatever else may come" farewell line. he really refrained from mentioning the "in death, sacrifice" part to his sibling he was going to follow into a battle that seemed pretty much doomed to almost everyone

#referring to this motto feels so important to me #he mentions the victory part to let hawke know he believes in them #but keeps the sacrifice part to himself because it is real and it is possible but that's not what hawke should be thinking about now #and idk which hits harder if hawke knows how the whole thing goes or if they don't #because i realised that hawke is pretty much clueless about grey wardens stuff #it's either they know their brother is ready to follow them even if it's going to cost him his life #or they have no idea how much this is supposed to mean #i've probably put too much thought into it but idc. i have feelings for the hawkefam #dragon age #carver hawke

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bitchapalooza · 20 days

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So apparently I've accidentally given Sanji a feeding kink in the current fic I'm writing without realizing? Huh...

#i didnt even know feedism was a thing until i got curious #if there even is such a kink for feeding people #i mean it makes sense right? hes a cook #AND dont forget trauma can often have an impact on ones sex life/preferences #its probably more a minor kink i suppose #just something that pops up in the back of his mind from time to time and probably even kinda confuses him because huh??#'whyyyyy am I getting turned on by this...? well im not ready to explore the meaning to this so into the vault it goes!'#sanji was starved at one point that trauma could have very well manifested into a coping mechanism way later down the line he could have #never of guessed how itd manifest it just kinda did it on its own really #tw suggestive #one piece #one piece headcanons #vinsmoke sanji #black leg sanji #zosan #i mean its not mentioned but yeah its a zosan fic lol

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nightfal1n · 3 months

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"I miss you"

"I miss both of you"

+ Timelapse

#kaiju no. 8 #kn8 fanart #faldrawskn8 #shinomiya kikoru #Morning doodle went too far emotionally #Tag spam incoming -------------->#thanks ep12 for reminding its been 10 years since no.6 attack...#how do i recover from this #how do I supposed to recover from this #kaiju took her mother's life and her father's smile #Kikorun it's okay Isao is proud of you he just can't express #he just carried way too much a burden of the nation #Shinomiya family #They keep paying the price to remind the country how much they're lacking in front of a looming threat before them #They voluntarily paid the price more than anyone asked them to pay upfront #and that because they love each other and all people involved #falramblingsohecanlives #(idk man whenever I tried to form a post my head goes empty)#(then I get to tags section and these thoughts just keep coming out)#(sorry not sorry)#kikoru shinomiya

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revehae · 3 months

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we need to kill everyone at sm entertainment

#you know how i said i didnt want to elaborate on RJ’s bbl messages #because i would go on a tangent about how sm doesn’t protect their artists #yeah well imagine how i felt when i saw them made him apologize for that stupid ass shit #like really making your artist seem like the bad guy when he has psycho bitches invading his privacy #for 2 seconds of attention #not even positive attention btw #like can you imagine getting calls from random crazy bitches when you’re just trying to live your life #ppl who aren’t supposed to have your number #freaky ass fuck #but no they dont gaf how that makes him feel #they aren’t even imagining it #brainless fucking cunts #and even worse the company you’re under is doing bare minimum if even that to keep you safe #or to even make you feel some semblance of safety #like genuinely evil as fuck #it doesn’t even end with that #ppl crawling through vents to see hc #breaking into his fucking house like maniacs #like bitch are you out of your rabid ass fucking mind #company taking forever to address hc/jn’s scandal #which was false btw #and you have their unintelligent fucking fans believing the shit immediately and throwing photocards out like they killed someones mother #over something they couldnt even wait to see was true or not #bc if it’s in a headline it must be true right #wrong #but that’s an entirely different issue #honestly all of this just goes back to how kpop companies market their artists as like minimum 5 sublevels below human #not just sm #which is really stupid like you’re grown as fuck shivering shaking throwing up at the IDEA of your idol getting pussy #like he’s grown asfk

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incomingalbatross · 1 year

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I have a groundbreaking concept.

A wedding episode/story where nothing unusual goes wrong (or even NEARLY goes wrong) and the audience and characters both just get to enjoy this big event without it going off the rails at any point.

#this is not inspired by any particular case just by my general grumpiness with the way Wedding Episodes seem to pan out #i don't WANT something to go dramatically wrong! i don't want the wedding to be called off or end up cobbled together out of the wreckage!#this should be a great opportunity to show your characters' bonds and love for each other--both in the pairing and the community around the #also i just hate seeing people's hard work and plans wrecked and do you know how much work goes into a wedding??#i WANT to see the dress and the cake and the flowers and the reception that they worked so hard on actually come to fruition #but probably most of all and especially. weddings ARE supposed to be the start of a Happily Ever After and if you've done your job right #then the characters getting married should have MERITED that #the plot can continue after sure. but i want them to get One Nice Day for the start of their new life. marriage deserves celebration #and domesticity! marriage deserves the domesticity of an episode where everyone successfully enjoys a really nice party after the wedding!

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hanzajesthanza · 5 months

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the headcanon that regis can hang from the ceiling to sleep or rest like a bat is funny on its own, but when i consider geralt and others in the hanza holding conversations with him like this, it’s made better by my understanding of this as just an advanced “neurodivergent sitting” technique

#in an irl au i suppose he could be doing an upside down yoga pose. that would fit irl au regis well. ugh #the better headcanon is angoulême walking in their room. going ‘[head nod up] cahir. where—‘#and cahir (not looking up) points to the ceiling on the other side of the room. also in total darkness btw no candles lit on that side #i imagine that when someone else walks to their room’s door and knocks. for example let’s say dandelion for instance #dandelion’s hardly a stranger but he did that thing where your friend stops hanging out with you because they’re busy with their gf #he knocks and immediately regis is suddenly sitting in bed like a normal person . and he put his eyeglasses on and pretended to read #oh hi dandelion i didnt recognize your footsteps #my… footsteps?#this is actually kind of bullshit though because the only person more talkative than dandelion at night is regis (angouleme close third)#so if dandelion ever wanted to discuss meaning of life at 2 am i know where he would go #sorry cahir. put a pillow over your ear #the elbow-high diaries #edit: no actually he would bother geralt with this #edit edit: no actually he and geralt were ‘on a break’ (unresolved tension) so he wouldn’t. but he would want to #angoulême goes to their room too often to chill and hang out #milva goes to their room and cahir and regis stand at attention like yes ma’am. what do you need #hi milva how are things (your ongoing mental health crisis)#if geralt walks in starts talking with regis. cahir leaves the room. ‘im going to um. check on the horses’#its 12 am. horses are sleeping. ? answer; he is being a considerate roommate. he had to share bunks before. he knows how It Is

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aceredshirt13 · 6 hours

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gang i have to share this P. G. Wodehouse quote with you all because ever since I found it I can't stop thinking about it. it's from a letter he wrote when he was 78 years old to his friend Guy Bolton (many thanks to P. G. Wodehouse: A Life in Letters)

I have been on the sick list myself, but am better now. Inflamed bladder or chill on the bladder or something, the symptoms being agony when I passed water, as the expression is. It brought back the brave old days when I used to get clap.

he really said "yeah the pain from my bladder issue reminds of the days when I used to have so much sex I repeatedly got venereal disease"

#red randomness #p. g. wodehouse #he was so known for not having sex with his beloved wife #that i truly didn't expect this at all #i feel like i see a lot of people saying with a great deal of confidence that he was sex-repulsed ace #especially due to the wife thing #but while he certainly may have been ace on some level #i feel like at the very least this casts some doubt on the sex-repulsed part lmao #i suppose it's possible he was lying but wouldn't this be such a specific and unnecessary lie in this context?#especially for a private letter to a friend he'd known and worked with for decades #because he really didn't even need to bring it up #of course i am open to evidence to the contrary #i just dislike seeing overconfident opinions broadly prevail #even when aspects of a real person's life suggest the possibility of otherwise #the study of history is meant to breed discussion!#and something that goes against the grain of past assumption is certainly worth discussing imo #also very grateful to the unpublished monograph by George Simmers about Honeysuckle Cottage #because that's how i found out about this letter in the first place!#great monograph mr. simmers please publish it someday #opened my third eye about the potential latent homosexuality in that story (among other things)#and at risk of having someone get mad at me or say i'm trying to like. diminish or slander the ace community by saying this #please don't assume that. that's why i've been afraid to share this before.#i'm not confidently stating wodehouse is anything. he's a real man who lived and i didn't know him #but by the same token neither does anyone else #i'm just as tired of people in history who have a fair amount of suggestion of being aroace being broadly assumed gay #despite evidence to the contrary #or people confidently assigning queerness to historical figures when evidence of them being queer in any way is ambiguous at best #everything in history is a maybe. we just collect facts and analyze them.#and my current analysis based on this line is that i'm not sure i think he was very sex-repulsed after all #(but like. i'm not going around insulting or fighting people about it in dms or something. and neither should you)

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nerosdayinanime · 1 year

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sabito = dirtbike redneck. you cant convince me otherwise

#fratboy sabito posting #sabito #kny sabito #idk #was suddenly hit w the realization that i think him being a countryboy/redneck kinda crazy is *hot*#[head in hands knees on the floor folded in despair]#i know im southern but this wasnt supposed to happen. it wasnt supposed to be this way. what the fuck man.#sabito & giyuu keep makin me Into shit!! what the fuck!!#i wanna draw him doing wheelies and flips off dirt ramps. doughnuts. taking off his helmet n having dumb lil marks from it.#trying and failing to convince giyuu to drive a dirtbike & instead him getting on a 4wheeler #sab & makomo bullying him for being scared of dirtbikes but not the literal Twice As Big 4wheeler #idk. sabito just seems like a biker in general to me. dirtbikes just got the most 'will do bat shit insane stuff for funsies' vibe to em #all of them are a bit crazy but dirtbikes are Scary crazy. bmx bike tricks but it has a fucking MOTOR why are you doing 20ft leaps and flip #off cliffs what the fuck.#i can see sabito being a little deranged when he gets excited. normal when hes chill but as soon as he sees somethn fun all #sense goes out the window. he needs to be child harnessed to keep him from throwing himself off a wall like 'i could totally make that jump #on one hand giyuu gets life experiences and exposure to making new friends- on the other he has to stop sabito from being #the equivalent of a human lemming trying to throw itself into the hands of death at every waking moment #sabito in turn keeps giyuu from being too boring or being a scardy cat abt things. he also learns the art of 'quiet time' and 'how to Chill #honorable mention of my vague raspy voice sabito hc #kinda slight but v obvious when he raises his voice or yells #i think the sabito brainrot is actually overtaking the giyuu brainrot now. oh no #hes fictional²!! none of this shit [motions to my blog] is canon to him #thasa whole 'nother bitch!! i declare this brainrot Unfounded #wont stop me tho. 'm havin fun

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quadrantadvisor · 6 days

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Sometimes I still think about The Owl House Gang all trying to watch ATLA together but then Zuko's backstory in The Storm retraumatizes Hunter so bad they have to stop

#luz is too young to have grown up with the show she just heard it was good #SHE DIDN'T KNOW GUYS #they all get super into it and the gaang and maybe even make some jokes about how Zuko reminds them of Hunter #and then suddenly it is Not Funny Anymore #they just straight up stop watching it because it was So Bad #and then months later Hunter is like '....... i really want to know where that show goes'#so they pick it up again #everytime Zuko makes a bad life decision Hunter is just dying inside #'your dad DOES NOT LOVE YOU YOU CAN DO BETTER'#season 2 is such an emotional rollercoaster #like zuko is figuring stuff out and seems like he's gonna redeem himself and everyone is getting so hype #because at this point they NEED to see this character get a happy ending because they have been throufh WAY TOO MUCH over him #and then in the season finale he regresses #the BETRAYAL #they are like wailing and rending their clothes like dudes in the bible #hunter just sitting there with his head in his hands #season 3 storyline with zuko at the fire palace is also massively triggering for him but he's being so normal about it #the rest of the squad on the copium like 'he can still turn this around guys'#secretly several of them have given up on him at this point but they can't admit that there's too much riding on this #and then zuko DOES IT but the scene is so tense that no one even feels like they can celebrate because they're all projecting way too hard #and then zuko redirects the lightning and they're like 'FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!'#there is much crying at the finale #luz and amity kin assigned eachother as aang and katara so they're really happy when they get together #hunter like 'mostly this is making me glad I didn't have to become the political leader of The Boiling Isles as a traumatized 16 year old'#'can you imagine'#these tags were not supposed to be this long lmao #toh #atla #avatar #my rambles

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