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#I think I have a problem 🙃 it's a good one tho
kazutora-kurokawa · 28 days
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Can I ask for a first time (iykyk) with tenjiku? Where reader is a bit shy at first but man she kinky af on the insideee
Tenjiku x Shy!Virgin!->Kinky!Reader
♡ NSFW, fem reader, fluff kinda, virginity loss obviously, virgin!Shion, soft sex -> kinky shit, rough sex/manhandling, overstimulation, creampie/breeding kink, cum play/cum drinking, daddy kink, saliva/spit play, tongue kissing, size kink/belly bulging, degradation, biting ♡
Characters: Izana, Kakucho, Ran, Rindou, Mucho, Mochi, Shion, Hanma
note: anon you ate real bad with this idea, I'm so sorry I procrastinated so hard with this 😭 I should be ashamed of myself fr
edit: added Hanma for @sayaka-ur-cutie
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Izana (breeding kink)
🎴 Izana is surprisingly gentle at first, he wants to make your first time as pain free as possible. But as soon as he feels you thrusting your hips against his and basically fucking him back, he's gone, eyes rolled back and everything (I believe in extra sensitive!Izana). It also didn't help that you were whining for him not to pull out, the mere thought of cumming inside you had him seeing stars. He spent the rest of the night fucking, filling, and overstimulating you.
Kakucho (cum play)
🩷 Kakucho literally makes the sweetness love to you, and it's not until after that he finds out how freaky you really are. After he pulls out and takes the condom off, he's shocked (and aroused) to see you take it out of his hand and raise it to your lips, swallowing every drop of his cum from it. He's standing there for a solid minute or two just staring at you before finally mustering up the courage to politely ask you if you want more.
Ran (daddy kink)
💜 Ran knows it's your first time, so he's going nice and slow with you...up until you call him daddy. He doesn't even say anything, he just smirks because he knew you were an undercover freak. He starts going slower, trying to make you whine and beg for him. He'll only speed up again if you call him daddy again though.
Rindou (spit play)
🩵 Rindou loves the way you hide your face when he starts fucking you, he thinks it's cute that you're so shy. You're a lot less shy by the time he finds the perfect rhythm though, your hands roaming all over his body as he pounds into your pussy. Eventually your hands find their way to his hair, tangling in his locks and pulling him into a kiss. He thinks it's just a sweet little kiss and it was, until you slipped your tongue in his mouth. He just couldn't help but moan into the kiss before sliding his tongue into your mouth in return. And he definitely picked up on the way you clenched around him when his spit mixed with yours and started dripping down your lips and chin. He found your weakness, so expect him to exploit it to the fullest extent from now on.
Mucho (size kink)
💙 Mucho didn't think much of it when you mentioned how big he was, he knew you were just stating the obvious and probably a little nervous since you were a virgin. But when he kept hearing you say it in between the occasional moan or whimper while he was fucking you, that's when he realized just how much the difference in size turned you on. And he definitely didn't mind, if anything he started doing things to make the size difference more obvious. He grabbed your thighs and pressed your legs closer to your body, making you bend in ways you didn't know you could. He manhandled you, touching you with more force to show off his strength. But his new favorite thing was pressing his hand against the prominent bulge in your tummy, chuckling softly as you moaned and writhed in pleasure underneath him.
Mochi (degradation)
🍡 Mochi knew it was your first time, so he was extra careful not to hurt you...physically anyways. You just looked so cute underneath him, he couldn't help but tease you a little. Whispering dirty praises in your ear, telling you how good of a slut you were for him. He'd totally understand if you weren't into it, but the smile on his face when he felt your pussy gripping him tighter gave away the absolute delight he felt in knowing that you were just as nasty as him.
Shion (biting)
♥️ Shion took his sweet time when he took your virginity, mainly because he was a virgin too and wanted your first time together to be special. He gently thrusted in and out of you with his face buried in the crook of your neck, planting soft kisses all over. All his gentle efforts went out the window when he felt your teeth sinking into his shoulder though. He had an almost visceral reaction to the bite, letting out a gasping moan and gripping your thighs tighter as he slowed down his thrusts, trying desperately not to cum inside you. He didn't know how to react, so he did what his body told him to and gently bit you back, his dick twitching inside you as he heard you let out a soft whimper. You two spent the rest of the night in each other's arms, fucking gently and nipping at each other's skin.
Hanma (rough sex)
🏵️ Hanma knew you were a virgin and was fully prepared to be gentle with you, at least at first. As soon as he bottomed out in you he knew damn well he wasn't going to be gentle the entire time. And your soft moans and the way you begged him to go harder only spurred him on. By the end of the night he was balls deep in your pussy with no intentions of ever being gentle in the bedroom again.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months
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#aaaand that's 2 doctors that think i have bipolar ii 🙃#so the conceptualize rn would b that my mood is fucked but im using ocd to keep myself contained withing sorta normal parameters#which. i mean. that does kinda fit with observationally. i would create rules around: u arent allowed to get excited abt things u arent#allowed to enjoy things bc u cant handle it. u cant b normal abt how u enjoy things. or bc when i go to enjoy a thing#my mood is caped at being lightly miserable so its like well fuck being around ppl it makes me feel nothing#bc my focus and energy swing around like the light on a lighthouse. and in between that im miserable or feel nothing#and if its true that i am bipolar the reason i never noticed would b bc i very rarely experience euphoria. mostly i have high energy and#dont feel good. just fucking out of control. so mixed episodes i guess. but like idk. i guess i just think of bipolar as being extremely#destructive. and i mean r my mood issues a problem? yes. sometimes a really big problem. but idk. im still resistant to thr idea#lots of ppl get misdiagnosed as bipolar even tho the presentation is so specific. i guess i just doesn't wanna accept it and then have to#have been wrong if i was misdiagnosed. but i mean 2 doctors independently listened to me and thought hm sounds like bipolar so maybe im#just being stubborn. also no one else in my family thst i kno of is bipolar. ive got 2 uncles with adhd but not bipolar relatives#i dunno. i guess it doesn't matter so long as i can get it under control. im good at control. destructively good at control#unrelated#i guess its more that ive never done anything life ruining bc of my moods#mostly i just dont sleep much and make myself crazy. so ill probably die an early death or whatever lack og sleep causes rio#i meant rip lol
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marleyybluu · 3 months
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Oh sista you ate baaaaad with Don Julio even tho we all know none of us needed liquor help when it comes to that man, I am wide open sober papacito ya tú sabes 🥵🤤
Don Julio 2
Best friends brother!Rio x f!black!OC (Honey)
Word count: 3.5k
Content Warning: 18+, smut under your fingernails, p in v, creampie (bcus I have a serious problem atp), two dummies who think no one notices they’re into each other, a bit of flirting, oral (f receiving), we are in missionary today, Rio wears rings 🙃 :)
Lmk if I’m missing any idk I probably am
A/N: surprise, the Rio girlies get fed even though I don’t like this, some parts suck in my opinion but I hate everything I write so what’s new. Not proofread sorry
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Suddenly she was so... aware of him, of every molecule and particle that created his form.  Now, she notices his hands and the copious amount of rings he wore, how large and wide his palms were and how slender and long his fingers suddenly seemed. She took a swig from her can of Twisted Tea as she sat around one of the tables in their family's backyard. She didn't want to be here, it was too weird for her, but it was his birthday party. She'd been to all of his parties since they were kids and she figured the lack of her presence would be obvious.
She kept her distance though, only saying 'Happy birthday' and 'Here's your gift' when she arrived about two hours ago and hadn't said anything else to him since. But she couldn't keep her eyes off of him, the fantasies of what could've possibly happened that night haunt he in a pleasant way, but she just adored him from afar. Paying extra attention to whom he was talking to.
Vera.
She's a beautiful woman, Honey could give her that, she is probably the same age as him too. She'd been around the neighbourhood long ago but moved and would once in a while return home to visit. She raised her eyebrows, her eyes narrow as she attempted to read Vera's lips to know what they were discussing but she couldn't make out anything, this weird pang in her chest— possibly a smidge of jealousy, was an unnecessary and stupid feeling. She sighs and shifts her eyes to Cherry who had seemingly been watching her the whole time. Honey smiles innocently as if she hadn't just been ogling her brother for ten minutes. Cherry nods to the house, letting Honey know to meet her inside.
Honey excused herself from the table and waltzed her way in through the back door that led straight into their big kitchen, a few family members-- mostly men, were inside the living room watching football. Cherry cleared her throat, her way of announcing she was in the room. Honey spun on her heels and beamed. "What's up?"
"Nothing, I just need help bringing some more drinks out."
She shrugs and they both head down to the basement and to the wall where various boxes of liquor, both strong and light, were propped up. She reaches for the Corona's and the Smirnoff's able to hold one of each. "Can you believe Vera's here? I swear that woman gets prettier with age." Cherry states and there's that kink in her chest again. Honey nods, afraid that if she mutters anything she'll give away the jealousy but her friend continues with; "I wonder if they've been hooking up." She reaches for more Twisted Teas and two boxes of White Claw's mostly for her consumption. Honey swallows and looks at her shoes. "What makes you think that?"
She smirks. "I went into his room, just to steal one of his sweaters, and I saw something pink under his bed,"
Oh god.
"I didn't touch it but I'm assuming they were some panties."
One of the boxes slipped from Honey's hands and crashed to the floor, it popped open and all the cans of Twisted Tea rolled in their own directions. Cherry chuckled. "Are you good?"
"Yeah... yeah, I just— sorry." She stammered, she squats down to pick up those that fell in front of her while her friend grabbed the scattered ones. "Here, take this box and I'll hold some of the cans." She says and they switch. Honey feels like she can't even look her friend in the eye, her cheeks feeling warm and if she was any lighter she'd be as red as a stoplight. They head back upstairs where they meet the birthday boy in the kitchen with his head in the fridge. "What do you want now?" Cherry asks with fake annoyance. He pops up and straightens his posture just like he did when he was younger getting caught doing something bad. "Came lookin' for some more drinks." He says pointing to the boxes, his eyes locked with Honey's and she swore she lost her balance for a split second.
Her face only getting hotter, he was a continuous reminder of that Sunday morning. Cherry raised her eyebrows as her eyes played ping-pong between the two, the silence was awkward and making her uncomfortable. She'd never seen the two be this strange. She dropped the cans and the box of drinks onto the counter, hard enough that the sound would snap the two out of whatever unearthly trance this was. Honey and Rio broke their staring contest, eyes bouncing off in different directions. He helped the two put the drinks in the cooler, he had a spliff tucked behind his ear, and he took it down offering it to his sister. She dismisses him and says she has to find their father, so she leaves the two alone, Rio puts the spliff between his lips and cups the free end with his hand, with his other hand he flicks the lighter and the small flame transfers over to the paper, burning it along with the kush.
Honey just watches him from the corner of her eye when he looks up she darts her eyes forward and begins to sway from side to side. He looks over at her. "Still don't smoke?"
"I do," She lied. "Occasionally." She didn't know why she fibbed, she just did. He chuckles calling her bluff and in some strange urge to prove to her friends older that she is mature enough to smoke, she takes it from him and inhales, she holds it and chokes once before coughing embarrassingly loud. He chuckles and takes the spliff from her, he pats her back but it is no help as she continuously coughs. Now it's becoming concerning. He puts the (still) lit spliff behind his ear and ushers her back inside in hopes of getting her some water.
"I-I'm fine, I sw- cough- I swear."
"Yeah fucking right, mama." He coos grabbing her a bottle from the fridge making sure he opens it for her before handing it to her. Honey tips her head back as she downs the bottle in desperate relief. She comes up for air and sighs with contentment. "Better?" He asks.
"Mhm." She nods and suddenly realizes they're both alone. In the house. In the kitchen. Honey clears her throat and opens her palm, a silent way of asking for the cap. He hands it to her and their fingers brush for a moment, she savours it, a shot of electricity running through her veins. He finds himself blushing and quickly retracts his hand, though he'd give anything to touch her soft skin again. "Thanks." She mutters. "Yeah."
There's that awkward silence and neither of them knows what to do. "Your fault anyway." She says under her breath with quick wit. "You're the one who knows you don't smoke. Why take it?"
"Why offer it to me?" She giggles, he takes it from behind his ear again and inhales as he lets her question sit in the air. He shrugs and blows the thin smoke away from her face. "Didn't think you'd take it."
Honey rolls her eyes. "You've always been like that." He responds. "Like what?" She asks. He shrugs and takes another drag. "What?" She repeats and he continues to serve her with silence. "Well, you've always been an asshole." Honey spits back, now it's his turn to roll his eyes. "Always been like that." She says mocking his words from earlier. They look at each other as the awkward silence becomes less so, it bleeds into a comfortable feeling with each other. Rio's eye quickly falls to her lips and back up to her and she catches it. She witnesses his want for her, dare she say it's a need. And between the head buzz of both kush and liquor his mask was faltering, the longer she stared the softer his features became for her.
"I need you to kiss me..." She whispers and trails off, the statement taking the both of them by surprise, he'd ask for reassurance but the slight desperation in her voice and the positiveness in her face were more than enough. Rio doesn't hesitate. He kisses her like his life depends on it and maybe it did. His hands cup her cheeks drawing her closer to him. Their bodies pressed against each other and the kiss quickly rose from slow and sweet to hot and steamy. She slides her hands under his shirt, her fingers dance along the warm skin of his smooth back. He licks her bottom lip as a response and she gladly invites him in. Honey feels herself stumbling back as their tongues fight in the name of lust, she finally hits the counter and is hoisted on top of it.
"Wait..." She mumbled but it fell on deaf ears as his lips met hers again, she moaned into the kiss and gently pushed him back. "Someone's gonna see us." She laughs breathlessly. It was a miracle no one did already. He wraps her legs around him and lifts her off the counter. "You sure about this?"
She nods and he carries her up the stairs while making sure the coast is clear. He takes her to his bedroom, the place where it all started, and closes the door and locks it. "How long do you think it'll be before anyone notices you gone?"
"Who would notice?"
She playfully flicks him against his temple. "You are the birthday boy remember?"
"Worry about it later." He huffed and before she could get another word out he shut her up with another kiss. His hands shift her dress up around her hips, the cold air of his room creates prickles against her mahogany skin. He rests her down on the bed, her back contacting the very soft comforter and the memorable mattress. The best damn sleep she ever had was on that thing. His lips travel to her jawline and along the side of her neck. She turns her head giving him more access to her sweet spot he so seemingly remembers.
Her toes curl at the teasing, the anticipation, for once she wanted to skip foreplay and just go straight to it. Her eyes flutter as he sucks on her supple skin in hopes he'd leave a mark, another thing to spark her memory of him. Honey softly moans when his fingertips play with the strings of her thong, pulling them down and exposing her wet and needy pussy. She gasps at the friction from the band of his boxers rubbing against her swelling clit. Her eyes wander the room and land on his doorknob, she squints and giggles. "What?"
"Are... are those my panties hanging from your door?" She snorts. He quickly turns his head and blushes. "Maybe."
"You want these too?"
"Don't tempt me." He says before attaching his lips to her neck once again. She lightly scratches at his back. and whines as her aching hole clenches around nothing. He finally undoes his jeans, and the sound of his belt hitting the floor only adds to the tension, she almost whimpers when his shirt is next to go and his body is on display for her and her only. Rio's hands waste no time caressing the back of her legs as he pushes them back, his eyes so fixated on her swollen sex, he places his thumb on top of her clit and rubs slow circles on her sensitive nub. She sighs with pleasure as her eyes close, his thumb soon trails down her slit collecting her slick.
His middle and ring fingers follow the same path before they find their way inside her. "Oh." Honey mewled as they planted themselves deeper, her eyes slowly rolled to the back of her skull when he started playing with her pussy. He pushed his fingers in and took them out at a languid pace. The sounds of her wet pussy squelching with every pump of his fingers erupted through the room, bouncing into his ears and running straight to his dick as if it couldn't get any harder. He had to make this quick before anyone got suspicious.
"I promise mama, next time I'll take real good care of you." Rio coos in her ear before pulling away and ridding himself of his pants and boxers.
Honey softly whines and clenches at the promise of a next time. She watched his painfully hard dick spring out and hit his lower abdomen with a hard this. Her eyes slightly widened as if was her first time seeing him. Wondering how she took all that. "You scared now?"
Honey sat up on her elbows and shook her head, she looked up at him through her fresh set of lashes. She slowly spreads her legs wider. His eyes fall between them and his tongue swipes his bottom lip. "Next time..." He softly repeats to himself as a reminder. "Next time..." He pulls her to the end of the bed and drops to his knees in front of her, he can't wait until next time. He just needed a little taste.
His head disappears between her thighs and she's greeted with the warmth of his tongue between her swollen lips she glitches at the contact but soon relaxes when a kiss is pressed against her clit before it was followed up with his tongue once more. Her eyelids fluttered. He was practically making out with her pussy, wet and sloppy sounds made themselves known-- thank goodness the music could drown them out. Gasps and whines leave her lips, her toes curl, her body rendering her powerless against his regime, especially when his thumb starts to tease her hole with small circles.
His hands ran over the back of her thighs and hooked in the space provided behind her knees. She's writhing under his touch, her hands gripping onto his sheets for dear life. "Oooooh, yeeeesss." She slurs lost in her pleasure.
Rio smiles at her continuous babbling, half the words he could barely make out himself. Honey's moans were going straight to his dick making him harder than ever it was almost painful. He, unwillingly, pulls away and she lets out a frustrated sigh. He smacks her thigh and shakes his head. "You're getting what you want, mama, relax. Yeah?"
He gives her no time to respond before he guides himself inside her heat, she's beyond wet and sticky, he knew he wouldn't last. Her back arches with every inch he puts inside her, she cries out as her hand quickly flies to his lower abdomen. "Fuck, wait..." She protests, swearing she can't take anymore.
"Honey, if you don't move that hand." His tone let her know it was a warning, she whines as she takes her hand back. Her jaw slacks so much it touches her chest, he's in and he's in deep. He retracts only a little bit before going in for more. He drives his hips into hers at a tantalizing rhythm. Honey's head falls onto the soft mattress, she lays there and all she can do is take what he's giving to her like a good girl.
A string of poetic and vulgar moans leave her system, telling him how big he is, how deep he is and how good he's making her feel. He can only respond with his grunts and praises, leaning over to bury his head in the crook of her neck, whispering some of the filthiest things she'd ever heard. "That pussy is soaking for me, huh? Guess it wasn't the Don Julio, after all, you fucking like this?"
All she can do is nod, the air from her lungs has been knocked out. The bed is rocking, creaking to the beat of his strokes, the small fear of being caught or heard had dissipated and her sole focus was on the man on top of her. "Yes, yes, yes!"
Her nails dig into his flesh while his teeth graze over her neck, his tongue gracing the same area. Rio pounded into her until he felt her tighten around him, he looked at her to catch her love faces. The way her jaw drops and her eyes roll to the back of her head, her eyelids fluttering from the intense pleasure and the euphoric feeling. And he just keeps going. Dragging it out, making sure she lets out everything. All of it. But she can't take it anymore, it feels good but she's so sensitive from the explosive orgasm, that her hand goes back to his lower abdomen.
And Honey gasps out of shock when her hands are suddenly pinned to the bed and above her head. "I told you to move your fucking hand didn't I?"
"Fuck! Baby, I can't take it." She pleads. "But you took it so well last time mama. I remember it."
Her eyes gloss over. "Telling me you don't remember? The way you kept asking me, begging me for more. For me to go deeper, for me to fill you up all the way."
She nods lazily, though she can barely tell what she's agreeing with. "Yeah? So, you can take it. Look how well you're doing right now."
Rio mumbles into her neck, he lets go of her hands and they immediately hug around his neck. "There she is." Her heels dig into his lower back, she wanted it deeper if it was possible. "Fuck me, please." She whines and it's barely a whisper. He pushes himself deep and stills his hips. "You asked so nicely darlin'." He rasps.
She's pinned between his body and the mattress, she could feel a devilish smirk against her skin before he isolates his hips— rotating them sloooowly. He's losing it too, just trying to keep his cool but he was at his tipping point. His tip nudging against her g-spot and her lush walls contracting around him. "You wanna cum baby?" She whispers and now it's his turn to nod as he loses his words. "You can cum inside me." She purrs feeling another orgasm pulling through. Rio plunged into her, she's coating him with her sticky pleasure. He stills once more and soon he's pouring everything into her, she giggles lazily. "Mmm, so warm."
He chuckled and shook his head planting a passionate kiss on her cheek. And they lay like that for a while, vibing in their post-coital glow— sweaty, hot and satisfied.
But as time passes they realize they have to go back before anyone truly notices anything. He cleans her up and himself and then begins to get dressed, in silence, which feels awkward. Neither of them knew what to say.
After they get dressed, Rio sneaks out first just in case anyone is inside the house— especially on the lookout for his sister but when he confirms the coast is clear he knocks on the door twice to let Honey know they are fine. The small action causes her to smile to herself. "I have to fix my hair." She softly says and hears a muffled, "Take your time, baby."
Her heart leaps and the little girl inside her begins to glow which causes her cheeks to heat up and if she were any lighter she'd look like a tomato.
After making sure she looked decent she creeps out of his room and closes the door quietly, but as she heads to the top of the steps she hears, "Honey?"
You've got to be kidding.
She quickly spins on her heels and smiles, seeing Cherry in the door frame of the bathroom, she reaches to turn off the light and crosses her arms right after.
"Hi, Cherry."
Her friend's eyes dart between her and the bedroom door. "What are you doing in Rio's room?"
Honey's throat had suddenly run dry and her brain had flushed all the excuses in the world. She had nothing to say. What could she say? It wouldn't be believable regardless. Her mouth opened with the incentive to speak but nothing but croaks of awkwardness.
"Are you-"
"Honey!" A sudden call comes from downstairs. It's Rio looking up at them from the first floor. "Have you seen- oh there she is. Honey and I were looking for you. Bring your big heads downstairs I'm cutting the cake."
She could feel a bead of sweat forming at her hairline. "I'm getting the second slice!" Honey childishly announces bolting down the stairs. "No! I am!" Cherry follows suit and they both bolt down the stairs. Honey slows down allowing her friend to pass her. She squeezes his arm as a silent thank you and he nods at her.
Everyone is outside and gathered around the table waiting for the three of them to arrive. Cherry and Honey stand with the birthday boy as their mom lights the candles.
"One... two... three."
They begin to sing, and while everyone is looking at him he can only pay attention to one person. Honey. She giggles and puts her head down trying to hide her ginormous smile. Everyone else was too busy singing to notice, but Cherry... oh Cherry noticed. Something was going on and she needed to find out.
Now.
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Being Oikawa's Little Sister and Iwa's crush
😡 Oikawa Is Mean To You 😡
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Oikawa 'the jerk' Toru featuring Seijoh x fem! Reader
Warnings: Swearing, Oikawa being mean
AN: This is an Anon request
You want to punch him Yn?
I have no problems fighting men 😒
Seriously tho, I think you've suffered enough being the baby sister of the infamous Toru Oikawa 🙌🏻
Did you guys hear that? The gates of heaven opening, the birds singing and the sun shining 🥰
Yeah me neither 🙃
Oh well, back to your life plight
Being the sister of Toru had its pros and cons
The cons vastly outweighing the pros but nevertheless
It's not like you could help who you are biologically related to YN so you just have to deal
You played many different rolls as Oikawa's sister including (but not limited to) bodyguard, warden, comforter, and PR Manager
Seriously the amount of times you had to tell his fan girls he already left for the day just so he could escape the bathroom alive 🙄
YN's out here doing God's work
The one good thing is that your work never went unnoticed 🥰
Well by Toru it did but we aren't talking about him rn
Because Iwaizumi Hajime, 18, Wing-spiker/Seijoh Ace has our FULL attention 😏
This sweet angel istg-
He is so smitten with you YN and yet you haven't noticed
Or maybe it's because you never through you'd grab the attention of THE Iwaizumi
Probably too busy running errands for Oikawa 😒
Anyways, Iwa has had a crush on you for literal years
Like since him and Oiks became besties!
You use to follow them, trying to play volleyball
Iwa would often ignore you, too worried he'd mess up and say something stupid ☹️
But Oikawa (always saying something stupid) told you to just bug off
The amount of times you told your mom and Toru got in trouble 🤣
If that didn't solidify Iwa's feelings for you, I don't know what did
Of course, Oikawa knew of Iwa's crush on you 🙄
Mans used it at every turn to save his ass
"Ah ah Iwa-chan, would YN-chan want you to cause her brother more grief?"- Oikawa would say just as Iwa was about to pelt him with a volleyball
Makki, Mattsun, Kunimi, Yahaba, Kyotani, Watari and Kindaichi 👉🏻 I'm sure YN will forgive Iwa 😐
Oikawa 👉🏻😱 THE SLANDER
Iwaizumi 👉🏻 🧑🏻💥 🏐
Everything was going right in the world, until it wasn't 🙃
Because that's what we do here
It was a particularly rough day, Seijoh had just lost to Shiratorizawa 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 and everyone was in a mood
Especially Oikawa
Please when Oikawa is in a mood, stay clear 😒
Unfortunately you are too much of a sweet angel to do this
Thinking you can cheer the boys up during the practice is what we do 🥰
You arrived in the gym, seeing the boys setting up
Makki and Mattsun greet you in their normal way, probably with head pats 😍
Kyotani waves at you and you wave back
Kunimi and you text constantly so no need for a physical exchange of words YN ✋🏻
You see Iwaizumi and smile at him, watching him blush and return a goofy smile in return 🥺
Please he's got it SO bad for our bby YN
Then you lay eyes on the demonic creature that is your brother
He's practically boiling with rage at this point, probably muttering about how much he hates Ushijima
"If you would have just come to Shiratorizawa... blah blah blah" he says repeatedly
"Hey bro, what's up-" you say coming up next to him
Toru looks at you then looks away, completely ignoring you
RUDE
But we will forgive him, so you try again...
"Toru, hey I came to help you guys today. What would you like me to do?" You said, perky and happy, trying to change the mood from glum to fun
Toru ignores you yet again, as you figure out your next course of action
At this point all of Seijoh is watching, waiting to see what's gonna happen
"Come on Toru-" "YN WILL UOU PLEASE JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!"
You snap back at your brother's shouting, eyes widening
"CANT YOU SEE NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE PARADING AROUND THE GYM YN! CANT YOU GET THAT THROUGH YOUR TINY HEAD OR IS YOUR BRAIN TO STUPOD TO COMPREHEND THAT WE DONT WANT YOU HERE!"- Toru yells, heaving as you back away
"ENOUGH"- Iwaizumi shouts, running towards you and Toru
Your eyes burn with tears as you back up, trying not to let the damn break
"YN hey-" Makki says as him and Mattsun approach
You and Toru look at each other, tears now spilling down your eyes
The realization of his words hit him
"YN, I'm sorry- I-"
"TORU OIKAWA, FUCK YOU"- you scream as you turn, running out of the gym
Kyotani gets up, running after you with Yahaba and Watari
Toru watches as the rest of the gym falls silent
Iwaizumi is PISSED
Like seriously PISSED
Like it's death con level P I S S E D
He's balling his fists up, steam coming off of him
It's so bad that Makki and Mattsun back up
"Kunimi, Kindaichi you guys should probably leave-" Mattsun says as Kunimi and Kindaichi run 🏃‍♂️ towards the gym doors
"Iwa, I know I fucked up ok, I- I'll go and apologize right now"- Toru says as Iwaizumi reaches for a ball, gripping it hard
"Oikawa you better pray Kyotani can talk her down or I swear to GOD you won't be leaving this gym ALIVE"- Iwaizumi growls
Outside of the gym, you sink to the floor, crying as the words run through your head
You and Toru had fought may times but never had it hurt this bad
He had said many mean things to you in the past but saying those things and in front of the whole team, how embarrassing 🥺
You felt someone slide down besides you as you looked to see Kyotani and Yahaba along with Watari surrounding you
"I'm not going to forgive him" you said, wiping your tears
"Nah we don't expect you too"- Yahaba said
"We were just checking on you kid"- Kyotani said as you smile a little, you're friends making your situation a little lighter
"Besides Iwaizumi has probably already murdered him and Makki and Mattsun are trying to hide the body" Watari added, making you belt out a laugh 🤣
"Come back with us, don't let him get to you" Kyotani says as you nod and stand up
You walk back into the gym and see Kunimi and Kindaichi waiting outside the doors, peeking in 👀
"What's wrong?" You said, coming to see
"Iwaizumi is so pissed off YN, seriously I've never seen him so mad"- Kindaichi said
"Yeah, pretty sure Makki and Mattsun are afraid to move because it might set him off"- Kunimi
Inside you see Oikawa on his knees, Iwaizumi standing with a volleyball at the ready, anger radiating off him
"Please Iwa-chan, I didn't mean to hurt YN! Please I know you like them and I really messed up!"- Oikawa pleaded
You stopped, walking into the gym at hearing that Iwaizumi liked you
"Oikawa!! I should kill you for hurting them! You knew how I felt and seeing them cry" Iwaizumi said, his face heating more
You walked up behind Iwaizumi and stopped
"Y-You like me Hajime?" You say, eyes wide and a smile sneaking on your face
"I-uh I- uh" Iwaizumi says, tone instantly shifting from rage to nerves
"Haji" you say, coming closer to him
"YN I LIKE YOU SO MUCH! IVE LIKED YOU SINCE WE WERE KIDS. THE FIRST TIME I EVER SAY UOU I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING EVER"- Iwaizumi said, word vomiting his confession
You stare back at him, smiling before you lean in and kiss his lips lightly
Iwaizumi looks at you and pulls you into a hug, swinging you around the gym
"I like you to Haji" you say before he kisses you again
The team watches in silent, all gushing at how happy you two are 🥺
Until Oikawa ruins it 😐
"This has all gone according to plan" Oikawa said, standing up and dusting himself off
Everyone just looks at him, confused 🤨
"Shut up Oikawa you didn't plan any of this"- Makki says
"Yeah you are just lucky it worked out"- Mattsun added
Iwaizumi is now growling at Toru who jumps back and screams a little 😅
You approach your brother glaring as he lowers his head in shame
"I'm sorry Yn, will you please forgive me" he says
You look at him, then to Hajime who nodds at you
"I'll forgive you on one condition" you say
"Anything yn"
"I get to hit you with a volleyball"- you say, smirking
Oikawa looks up and smiles
"Yeha ok, I'll take that" he says, probably thinking you can't throw with shit
But it's a good thing you've been studying the Iwaizumi Hajime technique all these years yn 🙃
The ball pelts Oikawa right in the back of the head, sending him flying forward as he starts to whine
"YN CHANNNNN" he cries as everyone laughs
"Nice arm sweetheart" Iwaizumi says, skipping your cheek as you smile back at him 🥰
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coleszzzworld · 10 months
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My yandere college! Yandere jock head canons!
A/n-(yoooo , these are just some random head canons for my yandere jock series ! I just wanted to push something out , and it’s been forever since I wrote for kai lol lowkey this is some character backstory for Kai , happy reading enjoy!❤️)
TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️- suggestive content , daddy issues, mentions of murder? (Kind of) just some crazy stuff lol and yandere behavior. Do not read if easily triggered!
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•I already said this in the first chapter butttttt kai is definitely a golden retriever boyfriend, he’s just so damn stupid, and he has a bright personality. But when someone fucks with you in anyway … let’s just say he gets scary 😭 , and I don’t mean that in a cringe way , that man will kill for you . And make sure you’ll never find out 🧍🏽‍♀️he could go to 0 to 100 real quick !!!
•Kai loves being around you , no matter what . Oh your going back to your dorm ? Or home (that’s if u don’t live on campus) it doesn’t matter he’ll be behind you , and he’ll lowkey invite himself to stay the night at your place , like this man literally lives at your dorm/house , like I’m not joking his toothbrush, clothes, blankets etc . Is at your place even if you have a roommate or you live with your family , surprisingly your roommate/family love him! And says he’s welcome anytime! , yeah you definitely need space from him. “Y/n!! Let’s watch a movie!”
•I don’t want to be that person but I will be , he definitely has home problems , that boy ain’t got a daddy (just like me fr 🤠) when he was two years old , his dad left . And his mom always works . She’s barely home , and when she is , they don’t really talk , and when they do they always fight about the dumbest things , so basically he ain’t got no dad , and his mom is a workaholic, and he’s a insane psychopath! w for his parents fr !!!🥳 that’s part of the reason he stays with you , he’s alone most of the time , that and he likes to have you close.
•also I will be that person again🙃, when your sleep , and he’s laying on the floor next to your bed (he refused to stay in the guest room , he says your room is more comfortable.) he definitely the type to get hard from just being near you , and he has to release his aching pain some how ….👀 now he’s respectful he’ll make sure he’s quiet (even tho he doesn’t want to be.🤠) and he’s makes sure to clean up after , don’t hate but he’s definitely a whimper 😩 like he bites his lip when he’s coming to his high , his hand going up and down on his length. 😵‍💫 he just thinks about how you would feel on his length and how he would just claim you as his , all he can think about is how tight you would be … “f-fuck , y-y/n I’ll be g-good , just be mines , p-please”
•now let me tell you this , he’s definitely not a virgin, his body count is two , everyone on campus thinks he’s a play boy but naw 😭he has a low body count and he’s loyal to one person and that person is only you. That and all of his team mates and friends are play boys so that’s were the expectations come from fr lol .
•now , he does have siblings(he has 3 other siblings), but he has never met them (well kinda of) ,the first thing he knows about his dad was when he was starting college and football he was meeting everyone and he met a cheerleader , she kinda of looked like his dad , I mean the pictures of his dad he had she looked like him , and she had the same last name as his dad (Kai has his moms last name) curiously he wanted too know more , so he went digging and fount her instagram, he saw photos of her family and sure enough he saw his dad … he definitely stayed away from her when he fount out his dad , left and had a new family, a family with another woman , and new children, a child that HE goes to school with , someone HE shares the flied with basically, he lost it , bro was definitely feeling all types of Emotions , actually as matter fact , when he first fell for you , yk at the football game , the reason why his head was out of the game and the team was losing , was because his dad was their , not for him , hell his dad probably didn’t even recognize that Kai was playing, his dad was their for his daughter. The cheerleader. Kai was feeling anger, sadness, he wanted to go up on those bleachers and beat the hell out of his dad…all that was running through Kai Head was “how dare he leave me , and have a new family. How fucking dare he come here . And act like I don’t exist. How dare he.” But when break time happened and he bumped into you near the concessions stand that’s when he met you .Suddenly he felt wanted, he knew he had to have you.
•now let’s talk about Kai’s mom , like I said she’s a workaholic, she wasn’t married to Kai’s dad when he split , and she works as a nurse, she picks up shifts and works all day / night ,she really didn’t talk about Kai’s dad , while he was growing up , and refused to talk about him , when Kai wanted to get in contact with his dad . She’s a nice lady tho , when she was at home , Kai dragged you to his house to meet her , and surprisingly you and her bonded , then she left for work . Kai looked disappointed but he’s used to it 🙃
•Kai just needs love and attention, bro is , Touch starved too😭 he just needs some love fr , so no matter where y’all are , he will always be holding you hand or holding your waist , or just lean against you , bro just down bad fr 😭
•he’s your best friend, as you put it , but I’m telling you now , that man is trying to be more then friends, like he’s literally insane over you . And even if you don’t like him like that , that’s okay , you’ll never get rid of him!
•this man drives , so your a passenger princess , so when you guys go out , he likes to blast music and put his hand on your thigh , and he says it’s not werid, but you’re like “🤔” he definitely has no chill , like I said he loves holding you . So his hands go to your thighs when he drives you , too school or anywhere else
•I have a feeling that this man listens to indie and rap , I’m talking like gorillaz and Marc demarco , jid , sometimes Kodak and nardo wick when he’s feeling devious 🤭 he also listens to glass animals, anddddd tame impla and Tyler the creator😤
•let’s do say , someone fucks with you , In anyway I mean he fought Cameron Harris for you , he definitely was trying to kill him , and he would if his friends didn’t pull him off Cameron , but let’s say someone disrespect your name or spreads Nasty rumors about you , that man is ready to split whoever skull open for you , like I said he’s bat shit crazy, he literally thinks of you as a god . He thinks your his savior damn near 😵‍💫 like he can’t have no one talking down on your name 🗣️
•overall If I had to rate him on how dangerous he is I would say 8.9/10 like he’s insane and basically he has nothing to lose , he’ll go to war for you any day , if you say to , he will , he just real like that🤭💅🏽.
“Nobody will talk to you like that y/n . I’ll forever love and protect you . You’ll see I’m the one for you! And If not …I’ll make you love me .”
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yakuza 8........ (vague spoilers in there)
i'm thinking abt it again n damn this game rlly didn't stick w me the right way huh..... every time i remember it exists my thoughts instantly go to how disappointed i was w the ending + ichi's half of the story. n yamai's thing... i still like this game i'm pretty sure but!!! idk it feels so weird i love y7 with all my heart n gaiden rlly got me with it's ending n then 8 🙃
i once saw someone saying "if ur disappointed in it clearly u need to replay the rest of the series bc all criticisms apply to other games; yakuza 7's ending was a letdown too" [LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER]
like i kno the whole series has problems i think i lot of us were hoping that 8 would improve/do more? esp since they actually did end up fixing one of the major problems? also y7's ending was good >:l (even tho i wish [x] lived) plus it had a waaaay nicer post-credit scene
oh my god the y8 post credit scenes don't piss me ooooooff uuuuuuuuugh
0 n 7 still reign at the top n 3 still deep in my heart idk how i'll feel abt 8 when the next game comes out.... maybe a replay on my own will brighten my opinion towards it again since there might be a part of me thats only getting more mad bc i'm currently miffed at the person i watched play it lol
funnie that i hate death mark 2 way more despite that game having me in it's grips i'm srry ichi n kiryu the horror series always wins
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rinadragomir · 1 year
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So let's discuss Daisy/Matthew promised juicy🍑 moments in Chain of Thorns📝🕵️
Okay what we know is that Matthew is going to make a move on Daisy since she's trying to get over James(it's confirmed). Which sounds pretty logical cause 1) he's into her 2) she's single... like..married type of single but still 3) she finds him kinda hot at random times 4) they're pretty close
But I'm kinda worried about a few things which include: 1) timing 2) the toxic foundation of that 3) momentS?...
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So let's clear this out: Cordelia doesn't owe anything to James, it's a fake marriage and trying to start a new relationship with a kind guy who cares about you - is a good way to get over someone. Cordelia x Matthew out of context - 🤌🏻 *crying(me)Jordelia fan sounds*
Now to my issues cause we actually have a context:
1) timing - right after (like literally 3-5 days) her dad's death; her losing Cortana, her being controlled by Lilith, her telling Matthew she's really in love with James, her heart being broken, her telling Matthew she sees him only as a friend🤨 During Daisy having nightmares and panic attacks. Right before her dad's funeral. It just seems too much and trying to make a move on her RIGHT NOW is kinda wrong.
So I see only one way for any "juicy moments" to happen: Cordelia should initiate the kiss🤷🏼 So it doesn't look like Matthew is using the opportunity of her being depressed, confused, rejected and wanting to be loved and cuddled...to give the kind of love she doesn't need from him right now.
But unfortunately it would lead us to the:
2) toxic foundation of that - CC made it clear that Daisy is truly in love with James.
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Cordelia's aware of Mathew's beauty, she thinks about it at least twice during the first 2 books👀 but she doesn't even want to be in love with someone else. So we never saw her even thinking about him in a romantic way.
So if the kiss happens, and it will happen, it's because: a) she's really lonely and upset after being rejected/cheated on (that's what she believes) and she wants to feel loved b) she feels sorry for Matthew, like he's a wet little kitten and he's so adorable and fragile and she doesn't want to upset him.
Which is also bad cause she's in love with the other guy and she's not able to truly respond to his feelings🤷🏼which is not a problem without a context, like ... He's not 12, they can talk and he can get over her, since it wasn't actually serious in the first place.
But again, we actually have a context: Matthew's in a bad place right now. He's still drinking tho he's trying to hide it. And if he really stopped just because Daisy asked - it's fucked up, cause it'd help him only during his "romantic euphoria". First problem- he drinks again. And it's like he shifts the responsibility for his well-being to Cordelia He sees a relationship with Cordelia as the way to fix all his problems, to actually heal and maybe even fight alcoholism. Cordelia was the first person he opened his secret to and he confuses the feeling of relief, gratitude and euphoria of being accepted the way you are with romantic love🥲
Which is obviously not how the healing works. He needs to be honest with someone else, to fix his relationship with the family AND to get serious medical and psychological help☝🏻And kisses with Cordelia won't help, it can only fuck everything up, cause he can end up in even worse place after James and Cordelia confess their feelings for each other and we know they will.
3) juicy momentS - 🧐🤨🙂🙃👀👁️👁️ Cassie bestie.... I— listen I just wrote an essay about why the first kiss is a mistake😮‍💨 Should I explain how Matthew is gonna feel after juicy momentS when he's back in London and James and Cordelia are officially together/at least confess their true feelings? Should I also explain the level of guilt Daisy will have to deal with after she understands that she gave Matthew hope only to break it into pieces? 🙂like father's death, broken heart, Cortana, Lilith weren't enough 🙂
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Now your turn guys, I'm really curious about your opinion, be honest! But not too honest, don't hurt my feelings🙇🏼‍♀️
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@excelsior9173 I got kinda rambly again😮‍💨😂
ahhhh, I see!! I also like cheesy tv as long as it’s got good characters. I’m a very character driven person. SPN is like the epitome of ‘ ‘good’ characters in a bad show’ to me haha. I might have to check out lucifer then, but I have this problem where I start shows and watch the first season and then never continue 😂😭 I still think of myself as ‘currently watching’ Daredevil and Peaky Blinders, AND The Musketeers (BBC) even tho I watched…. One season and a bit of each over a year ago now🙃🙃🙃 maybe I should make a goal to finish some shows this year oof.
if you have a good pc or laptop you can get the og trilogy on steam for the price of one new game lol. There’s just so many COD games, with so many different characters, what you want for these characters is Modern Warfare (no shame in just looking up the story lines tho lol✌🏻🥰). And a lot of Ghosts backstory is told in comics. I think it was soft confirmed though that 09 Ghost and 22 Ghost don’t have the same backstory (but the fandom ignores this).
Here’s a wiki with the actual plot of the og games if you’d like to read it!! (There’s also links at the beginning area with the wiki’s for all six games as well)
It’s a lot more then just ‘Ghost and Soap go on adventures’ like I think I make it out to be haha😬it is in fact a Sad Time.
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I'm not to sure if you covered this topic yet. How serious your boys take sex? Like an y/n made a joke mid sex, like
Y/n sees a bulge from their stomach from being stretched.
Y/n: *huff* Look at that, *huff *I've been impaled. *Giggles*
I'm gonna take my shot at these guesses. By no means I expect to be right.
Morell: Depends on the joke and how far in heat he is. I think he could handle silly sex when isn't in a heat but if try to be silly during his heat , he would probably gag you or slam you so hard that you can't be silly. 🙃
Gallon: how did you get his tendril out of your mouth?🤨 Probably chuckles and puts his tendril back in your mouth. He can probably handle a little bit of a silly vibe but would probably want to go back serious sex.
Santi: I imagine he would roll with it. Especially If it makes you more horny and happy, he probably make jokes as well. Silly sex is definitely on the table with him.🥰 He will also fuck on a table and make terrible puns. When your sex professional like him you got know how to make people get on all fours.
Vinnel: Depends on the jokes and how your being silly. 🤔Since if you make a insulting joke him in any way he'll be upset. But if its just general puns and jokes and wholesome vibe to it he probably love it. In fact I think he'll try to make you laugh so he can punish you.
Nebul: Nope just no. Silly sex is a no go. Your supposed to be well behaved an, being silly and cracking jokes is not being a good quiet pet🤐. Naughty pet, hes gonna have to punish you.
Grimbly:something tells me no. 😅Let me explain, he would like the build up and during sex to be serious and you domming him and kinda ruff with him but not to ruff. He wants to be insult him in a loving way. Like he's just your pretty little sex toy and no one else can have him. You probably get away with tickling before sex but not after or during. After sex he wants to pampered, not be tickled.
Sebastian: I don't know him well enough. Hmm. Keep it enthusiastic and keep fun with him. I imagine sex with mimics is inherently silly in a sense. Sorry can't quite get read on him yet.🙇‍♀️
Patches: MAKE JOKES INSULT THE PUMPKIN PUSSY DEGRADE HIS ASS, MAKE HIM YOUR USELESS PATHTIC GOOD FOR NOTHING SEX TOY. but only during sex and the build up to sex.😊 Try to keep degrading vibe to sexy times. You probably get away with wholesome silliness afterwards.
Ludwig: He probably really chill during sex, so I guess a silly vibe could happen. 😐 but then again I could be wrong. Maybe he's only so lazy and chill because your both taking the sex seriously. Silly sex could possibly lead to his anger and competive nature flaring up.
Fank-e: Sweet robo boi. Yes of course silly sex is possible. Infact I imagine that how sex with him is. Silly, playful and maybe even a little degrading for you. But all the silly fun for him 🤪
Krulu: *Looks at Krulu and then looks at you and then back at Krulu. * KRULU A LITERAL GOD WITH GOD SIZE TRAUMA ISSUES AND YOU WANNA HAVE SILLY SEX WITH HIM. HELLO!!! 😵 I imagine that's asking for a punishment. Sex with him is all about praising and admiring. Keep your mouth shut and just keep thinking praising thoughts. Try not think about how his dick looks like a lava lamp and giggling.
[He's a pervy old god with low self esteem don't give him more self image problems.😔] He'll probably torture me,the moment he finds me. 😭
Breg: I could see silly sex possible. I mean get pounded into ground while get licked probably by a goofy yet also sexy looking lizard monster. Will probably lead to giggling. Just explain to him why and try to keep a wholesome and fun vibe. 🥰 DON'T TRY THAT DURING HIS HEAT. 😠
Fasma: The old noodle daddy😍, Silly sex is bound to happen. Come on he knows he a silly looking demon. Laugh with him tho not at him.
Honestly you can say that with good amount of them. The pumpkin 🎃 pussy being excpection. Wow, Patches ,Gallon , Santi , Sebastian are the boys with least amount of body image issues . If I read into them right.
You got it generally right! 👏👏
Your best bets for silly sex are Santi, Fank-e, Vinnel, Sybastian and Breg.
Not only does Santi know how to roll with jokes and puns, he actually craves that dumb stuff. Because it's wholesome, he doesn't have to be putting on a role for the entire duration, he can turn the sexy charm down a little and fuck around. Make jokes about how you're gonna cough a lung out everytime you thrust, call him a bull, oh how the turn tables! He loves that.
Fank-e is naturally into silly sex, everything is silly with him. Too much, even. He's incapable of serious sex, unless angered or in a fit of jealousy- Even then, there's a bit of room for horsing around.
Vinnel's thing is tears. And while his go-to method of achieving them is through pain, which feeds his sadism- If he loves you enough, he'll try to tickle you into sobbing, or generally try to make you laugh so hard you cry. He's definitely the type of dude to grab your breasts/bulge and make honk sounds. You can do the same.
Sybastian is a playful sort, sex always starts in a funny way- Usually because he fools you. Or because he takes on odd new shapes and challenges you to fuck him like that.
Breg just likes to make you laugh. Sure, it's an awful idea to do this during his heat or laugh at him in a really mean way, but he doesn't mind getting giggles out of you.
Patches is an honorary mention, purely because if you catch him getting horny during a fit, he's gonna jab at you constantly. He doesn't need to speak to make stuff funny.
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alwayzraven · 1 year
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Kardeşlerim Ep 84
Ayla was shocked after she watched the video. She wanted to watch the video again with sound so she could hear what they were talking about but she dropped the phone and broke the screen. 
Ayla:"Why do you have this video on your phone Resul? Or did Akif kill you because of this?"
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She said that she needs to fix the phone immediately so she went to a repair shop and asked the guy to fix the phone and to make sure nothing is deleted. When Berk got back later, he didn't find the phone so he asked his mom if she took his dad's phone and she said yes she did but the screen broke so she's going to repair it and return it to him. She asked Berk if he looked through any of the videos and pictures that were on the phone and he said he didn’t. Berk was annoyed that she went into his room and touched his stuff. Here it's clear that he was still mad at her for what she did to Aybike and her family but I want to know how and when did he go back home. They gave us zero explanation concerning this 🙃
The next day, Ayla met with a guy named Mehmet. Apparently, this guy worked with Resul when he established a partnership with Akif's company. She asked him if any accidents (someone falling and dying or breaking something) occurred in one of Akif's construction sites during that period. He said that if something like that happened during the period he worked with Resul he would've definitely known about it but he's going to reach out to a friend of his who worked with Akif and he will ask him about that. The next day, he called Ayla and told her that an accident happened in one of Akif's construction sites but it wasn't during his partnership with Resul. He told her that someone died and Akif gave his children a scholarship. Ayla was surprised to hear that and asked him about the name of the person who died and he told her it was “Veli Eren”. Since his last name was “Eren”, Ayla thought he was related to Aybike somehow so she looked him up on the school's intranet (I think) and Asiye and Omer came up in the results. Ayla said that she needed to look further into this to verify her suspicion.
In the last episode, Gunul gave the keys of the restaurant to Sengul and she told her that she already paid the rent for the next 3 months. The Erens thought about changing the decor of the restaurant and decided to convert it into a coffee shop where students can come and study.
At school, Oglucan told Aybike that they need to go to the restaurant bc Sengul needs their help. Berk said that he will drop them off then go home to bring some stuff he thinks they need at the restaurant. Aybike wanted to know so bad what he was going to bring but he told her it was a surprise. I love that cute moment in the end where Berk carries Aybike's bag 🥰
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When Berk came to the restaurant, Sengul said:"Welcome, Berk" and I honestly couldn't believe that she called him by his name. Oglucan almost called him "brother-in-law" at first 😂 Berk showed them the posters and the dart board he brought with im and Sengul was like:"Good job that's a good idea",
Oglucan:"It's really a good idea, son-in-law" 
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then Sengul glared at him. 
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Aybike said that she also has a surprise for them but she needs someone's help and Berk said that he can help her.
Then both left and Sengul told Oglucan:"what if his crazy mom starts messing with us again?" So like I said, I think Sengul is just scared of what Ayla would do and she doesn't hate Berk anymore.
Aybike:"What do you think? Do you like it? give me your opinion"
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Berk:"It's pretty but they probably threw it out because the legs are broken"
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Aybike:"Yes the legs are broken and it's torn here and there but it would look okay if we cover it with a blanket "
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Berk:"I also think that would solve the problem"
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Aybike:"Okay then come on"
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Berk:"What do you mean "come on""
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Aybike:"We're going to carry it"
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Berk:"oh so that's why we came here?"
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Aybike:"Yes, what else were we going to do?"
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Berk:"I don't know, when you showed me the couch, I thought we were going to go buy something similar"
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Aybike:"Of course that would've been better but unfortunately, we don't have that kind of budget"
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Berk:"Okay then, you stay here and I will carry it on my back, you don't have the strength to carry it anyway"
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Aybike:"What? I am sorry? I don't have the strength to carry it? Does this have anything to do with my gender?"
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Berk:"No, my Aybike, what does this have to do with gender"
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Aybike:"Come on, look how I am going to carry it now"
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Berk:"come on, let' see"
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Aybike:"It's not heavy"
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Berk:"It's heavy my love, you're the strong one. Okay then I will come back and get the other couch and then the set would be complete"
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Btw the couch is really heavy, Doruk later said that so I guess Berk is not the only one lifting weights in his spare time 😂  
Then they started carrying the couch and Berk said: “let me know if a car comes so it doesn’t hit me” idk why this line was so funny 😂 I wonder if this was in the script or if it's Recep improvising.
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When they reached the restaurant, Doruk saw them and came to help them. He told Aybike to let go of the couch bc he was going to carry it with Berk instead but Berk told him not say that bc it would end badly 😂 Then Berk said “all of us are going to carry the couch together”. He didn’t want to upset her 🥺
In the evening when Berk got home, Ayla was waiting for him. She told him that she realized that she went too far and she wants to apologize to Sengul. Berk of course did not believe her and asked her if this was another one of her tricks. She told him that he can come with her and they will talk to Sengul face to face.  
Berk:"Did something fall on this woman's head or what? What happened to her"
I love that he was looking at the ceiling to check whether something really fell on her head  😂
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Berk sent a text to Aybike telling her that his mom is coming to apologize to her parents. When they got to the Eren's house, Berk warned Ayla one last time that if she was trying to trick him, he wouldn't breathe the same air as her.
She told him not to worry and to knock on the door. Aybike opened the door.
Aybike:"Hello my dear Berk"
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Berk:"Hello my dear Aybike"
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Ayla:"My dear Aybike, good evening sweetheart, your parents are at home, right?"
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Aybike:"Yes, they are"
Ayla:"I came to apologize to all of you"
Aybike looked at Berk as if she was asking him it that was true and Berk made a "I don't know it seems like she's not lying" face expression
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So Aybike allowed Ayla to go into the house.
Aybike:"My dear Berk, we're sure that a pot didn't fall on her head and everything is okay, right?"
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Berk:"I swear, that's what I thought in the beginning but she insisted so much on coming here, I think this time she understood that she was in the wrong"
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Ayla went on and on about how sorry she was for what she did to Sengul and her family. Orhan left to let Sengul and Ayla talk. They talked about how Gunul almost lost Afra because of her anger. When they started talking about people dying, Ayla mentioned Asiye and Omer's parents and asked Sengul how they died. Sengul said that their mother died in a car accident and their father died in a construction site and Ayla asked her if it was Akif's construction site. Sengul was surprised and asked her how she knew that, Ayla said that Berk told her about it (he didn't ofc). In this scene, Ayla was trying to confirm her suspicions and I know that she was using the apology as a pretext to do that but I wonder if her apology was sincere 🤔
The next day, Ayla got Resul's phone back from the repair shop and watched the video. She drove to Nebehat's house to confront Akif about this but Berk called her to tell her that Sengul is inviting them to the restaurant in the evening. However, he told her that Akif and Nebehat will be there too. Ayla said that she will be there. She thought that since everyone will be at the restaurant in the evening, it would be better to expose him there than confront him when they are alone. When she got to the restaurant, Ayla saw Akif and she showed him the video. Ayla said that she's going to show the video to everyone and Akif begged her not to do it. The episode ended with Ayla telling Omer and Asiye that she has something important to tell them.
The teaser shows Akif stopping Ayla by telling her:"I know that Berk is not your son"
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Ayla:"What do you mean Berk is not my son? What kind of nonsense is this?"
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Akif:"Berk is not Resul and Ayla's biological son"
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Nebehat:"Was he adopted?"
Akif:"I wish he was"
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and Sengul heard this
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So according to the teaser, Ayla doesn't know that Berk is not her son which could mean Resul brought Berk to their lives. I said "could" because we don't know what kind of document Akif found in the box. If it's a DNA test then it means that Resul didn't know from the start bc why would he get a DNA test if he was the one who did all of this and that means someone else switched Ayla and Resul's real child with Berk. 
However, if the document is not a DNA test then it means that this was Resul's doing. I hope they are going to show us the documents Akif found. If this was orchestrated by Resul then there are endless theories and possibilities.  
First, the children must've been swapped when they were babies and maybe at birth otherwise Ayla would've noticed. It could be that Ayla's baby died and she didn't know but how do you amazon prime a baby? how did Resul get a baby so fast after Ayla's baby died. We know that Berk was not adopted which means that Resul did not get him from an orphanage. Some people suggested that Berk could still be related to Resul and Ayla, maybe they are his uncle/aunt and maybe Berk was the child of one of their siblings. Akif's response leads me to think that the way Resul got Berk was not Ethical or something tragic happened like what if Resul killed Berk's mother in an accident. Or what if Berk is the son of someone we know on the show. I saw people on twitter saying "maybe this is why Resul didn't like Berk and was distant with him" which is not true bc if it was then why would he have all those pictures of him with Berk as well as videos of Berk from important moments of his life. Resul treasured Berk, he was just a workaholic.
Berk will be so devastated it when he finds out about this. His life was basically a lie. I am sad for Berk but can't wait for Recep's performance. I am sure we’re all going to be crying with him. Btw Sengul heard this so this can't be good for us. We know that a major break up awaits AsDor and Susuom in the future bc of the secrets between them but Ayber is the only couple without a secret. I think Sengul will tell Aybike about this or Aybike will hear her talk about this with someone else (Ayla maybe). However, Aybike will hide this from Berk and when Berk finds out, he will break up with her. We never saw Aybike go after Berk, it was always her who broke up with him first and now I think it's her turn to beg for forgiveness.
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opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months
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#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload?#me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃#listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook#i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort#to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop#being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol#i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like#let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and#make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works#ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil#ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations#bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess#its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively#health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by#medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary.#like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think#of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf#my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its#bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror#when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the#most me coded character to ever exist#unrelated
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safyresky · 8 months
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Crystal Springs Chapter 19: Now on ao3!
See the aftermath of market day HERE!
Chapter 19: The Man with a Plan
With Jack and Winter's connection all fixed up, and an explanation found for the "magic-splosion" up North, Jacqueline finds herself in the hot seat as the subject of her blackouts are broached. Elsewhere, The Man has (some semblance of) a plan, and he's making it Kasper's problem.
Things are coming together! We're getting more and more answers! This chapter is a FUN ONE. We've got some VERY COZY FROST FAM MOMENTS! And we'll be popping off over to see What's Up with The Man 🤔🤔.
And now, your excerpt:
"I think I know where this is going," Jacqueline admitted. "They just want to help you, Jacqueline. And so do I," Jack said, placing his hand on the handle of Jacqueline's room door. "That's why I brought up the blackouts this morning. And that's part of the reason I was waiting up for you, too. I told Mom and Dad I would. Look, we have to—" "I know," Jacqueline cut him off, her palm flying up. "I know," she insisted with a tired smile. Fingers curling in, she dropped her palm. "I appreciate you covering my ass about them. And I know I snapped about them this morning," she glanced to the side, pushing hair off of her face. "It's just..." her eyes moved upwards as she searched for words, rubbing the back of her neck. "It's scary. I'm scared. I don't know what they are or why it was happening and I don't know anything about them. I'm a dead end in terms of figuring out what's happening to me, which is just super inconvenient. But," she held up a finger before Jack could interrupt. "Xander and I had a good chat. It's scary, yeah. But I know you guys just want to help and I—" she paused for a minute, taking a very deep breath. "—I'm willing to talk about them now." "Oh!" Jack said, pleasantly surprised and very relieved. "Oh, that's good." "Why do you sound so relieved?" Jacqueline questioned, as Jack pushed the handle down and opened the door. "Because I am. I was expecting you to put up more of a fight. You know, you really are stubborn." "A chip off the old block," Blaise spoke up. The two sprites screamed, jumping back. Jacqueline's bodice was once again hovering in front of the pair; Jack's icicle tie was hovering very threateningly in the air. "Calm down, it's just us," Winter said, beside Blaise. The pair of them were sitting comfortably on one of the sofa's in Jacqueline's room, trying very hard to bite back their laughter. "For the love of winter—" "I told you guys I'd handle this! I said, go to bed, I'll wait up for Jacqueline!" "You scared the SNOW out of me, this is way too many scares in one night—" "You were just downstairs!" "Am I pink? I feel like there's pink. Am I glowing? Is Rosehaven calling me?!" Jack eyed Jacqueline carefully, whooshing the icicle tie away. "No, you're good! You're good." "Thank HEAVENS."
I love Blinter. They're so funny.
Intrigued? Want to read more? Check out Chapter 19 HERE.
Want to start Crystal Springs from the top? Read the Prologue: An Encounter HERE on ao3 and HERE on fanfic dot net!
(tho ao3 is the most recent version of the fic! I'll catch ff dot net up in a bit. you know. when it cooperates 🙃🙃)
Story summary below the cut :)
It’s been almost a year since Jack Frost thawed and things are looking…well, not so great. Jack’s powers are seemingly gone. Without them, the Dome that keeps the North Pole safe from the cold and its magic controlled is melting, putting everything and everyone magical at risk.
Unable to hide his power shortage any longer, Jack is forced to admit the truth. Thankfully, there is a solution: enacting the Legate Law, bringing Jack and the sister that he hurt so many centuries ago back together again. But when Jacqueline starts experiencing destructive blackouts, the pair are forced to head back home to Crystal Springs, bringing Jack face to face with the rest of the family.
Needless to say, between getting his powers back, helping his sister figure out what in the FROST those blackouts even were, reconciling with his parents, meeting the two even younger siblings he didn’t even KNOW he had, NOT TO MENTION the ancient threat that’s had it out for the ENTIRE Frost family finally making a move?
Saving Christmas (regrettably) is looking to be a little bit…complicated.
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gloriousmonsters · 1 year
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welp apparently my therapist is ending her placement at the clinic i go to after roughly this month so. OK
It's been a weirdly long gap between appts too because I had a bad pain day and had to cancel one and then scheduling didn't work for the next week, so I think I've got just one final appointment with her in two weeks, whereupon i'll need to decide if i want to transfer to a different therapist or end it ig and. ughhhhh
the 'maybe i should agree to see someone else' column
it has been nice to have someone to regularly check in with where the entire point is literally just to talk about Me and My Problems, for sure. most appealing part of therapy in general
having regular appointments that touch on my progress w/things and stuff does help with the idea of time passing sometimes. not all the time tho
I enjoy getting a good grade in therapy
I am still dealing with mostly the same problems I was before
the 'but' column
now i'm supposed to try and become comfortable with ANOTHER person who starts out a stranger and who from experience has a 50/50 chance of actually being good to talk to? yeah that sounds like an appealing use of my energy -_-
like seriously, so much of what makes up me is not stuff I feel comfortable sharing right away. It took me a bunch of visits to bring up NPD to my current therapist--which I had to, because she was bringing up NPD as a negative in regards to my abusive mother 🙃--and also there's the fact of
neither of the people I talked to were all that knowledgeable about Gender and Trans Stuff, current therapist I had to explain NPD and NPD stigma to, 99% of anything I was told about dealing with depression I knew already - it's a double-edged sword of satisfaction and frustration that therapy as far as I've had it feels like giving a presentation in a subject I'm an expert on and realizing that the person I'm talking to is an audience member, not an academic advisor. is that metaphor anything
is therapy really doing anything for me that watching Yu-Gi-Oh and writing notes about positive things that happened in my day in my journal isn't? genuinely reckoning with this question
ultimately I might be seeing if I can continue therapy w/someone else if for nothing else than the benefits of talking to someone face-to-face and getting out of the house every other week but i'll just be lying on the floor making complaining noises for a while regardless
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engagemythrusters · 1 year
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here we FUCKING go… 🙃 I just know it’s gonna kill me
Oh my goodness commandos! Aah! I love commandos :D
OH GOD WHAT NO CLONES WHY ARE THEY…
Big upset whh are clones being held prisoner :(((
Echo and Re—Y E A H
GREGOR MY BOY
Ooh who are the other guys??
Imperial ships look so janky I stg
Echo 🥰 I missed you
Hehe gregor
H O W Z E R?!
Ah I hadn’t seen his cheek I didn’t know it was him! I just thought it was another with a similar haircut!
Nemec that’s a fun name I love
Fireball is also fun! He does indeed look like he’s been hit with a fireball hehe
Hey be careful with the commando tho :(
Gregor has plot armour gregor has plot armour gregor has plot armour (convincing myself he’ll be okay and the rest of them too)
HFNFNDKDJDJD CROSSHAUR
TWO IN ONE WE GET CROSSHAIR AND ECHO IN ONE EP
BLESSED
(I say through the tears)
… clean slate?
Oh no… reconditioning?
I am no longer feeling blessed
NK DONT HURT HIM
I am dead. Ceased to exist. I’d rather that than watch this hurt
LOST FIVE OF HIS MEN?’ oh :’(( poor clones
ECHO REYNITE WITH TECH AND BAD BATCH?!
Crosshair baby you’re drugged I don’t think you can do this…
He… switched to stun…
I don’t know what that means but he never stuns so… it’s something…
STOP HURTINF HIM :(((
And immediately to paradise island wow okay I’m in pain it’s fine tho cause look at how pretty etc etc
ECHO REJOINS
Sharky!
Aw he’s so happy… this kills me.
OMEGA LEARNS TO DRIVE
she’s ducking nuts I love her so so much
Tech you nerd
Wow this is a vast change from what I was feeling two minutes ago. Whiplash city in this ep. Good god.
SHES SO HAPPY
So am I 😭
OMEGA
OMEGA SWEETIE
You’re gonna be the death of tech 😂
Big hug 🥰
“It hasn’t been that long” IT HAS FOR ME
Ew. Tarkin. Die.
Please please go save Crosshair. Please
OH THEH KNOW NOW
GO. GET. HIM.
Hunter stop. Hunter please. He needs help.
Crosshair haters gonna have a problem after this. Of course they’ll still find something bc people will do anything to hate a normal ass character.
Oh god… Crosshair… :(
THATS IT?!
NO MORE??!
No. No I need more.
I need to know if they get him. I need him safe…
Overall thoughts: (assorted weeping)
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kit-the-dreamer · 2 years
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Have you got any headcanons for N.A.O.M.I, from SABA? 💜
Headcanons you say...
Mmmm... To be honest, I haven't thought about any before ^^". More than headcanons I tend to invent stuff out of nowhere, but maybe I'll try creating some ideas just for u 🙃.
I apologize in advance if get off the rails tho ;-;
So, let me see... I like to think that Scarlet and N.A.O.M.I. had met before the SABA game events and their relationship could've probably ended in some sort of frienship. This idea is mainly based on the fact of the existence of the Plasma Pumps. Let me explain:
First, let's start with the facts. During one cutscene of SABA, Scarlet says the following:
"(...) the Interstellar Junction, where no sack person has gone before...
No, wait, actually I think I have gone there before."
With this on mind, we can assume that Scarlet is (most likely) the first sackling that has ever steped on there. This means that N.A.O.M.I. has NEVER met a sackling before (although I beleive it's true that she KNOWS about them, since "Massive Inteligence" is part of her name, so she should have lots (if not all) of Craftworld's information storaged in her mind). So, why would she create a powerup for sacklings if none of them ever come to visit? Well, this creation's existence would be justified if it was made especifically FOR Scarlet (however, any sackling is capable of equiping it).
Let me explain myself:
Scarlet could've probably still be Knitted Knight in training by that time, but due to her adventurous spirit she went a step forward and traveled to the place ''where no sack person has gone before'' to prove her abilities. There, she was definitely given a warm welcome by N.A.O.M.I., who could've been kinda excited to finally have some company.
I think that Scarlet stayed in the Interstellar Junction for more than just a few days, where she would've probably been talking about her adventures and how no one is going to beleive she made it there, and N.A.O.M.I., she would've listened to it all gladly, since knowing lots information and data doesn't compare to the telling of a good story, a personal experience, an adventure. And so they bonded.
They found out that, in a way or another, they weren't very different from each other (not in personality though). N.A.O.M.I. learnt that Scarlet is a liiittle more adventurous and risk-taking than the avarage sackling, who prefer staying in the calm town of Loom instead of risking their lives going who knows where, so it was revealed that Scarlet thought her life was being kinda monotonous. That would explain better what she was doing in the Interstellar Junction.
And for N.A.O.M.I. this was quite the information. True, she knew LOTS of things, but that doesn't mean knowing a specific individual, and in fact, this has become quite a problem as time passed. When you (think) you know kinda everything, your daily life is as monotonous as can be: there's literally nothing new to 'learn' in any day. But now, this monotony was broken, not only by a sackling visitor (smth stragely enough) but also by a true adventurer and 'storyteller', someone who could make her feel like traveling through the entire Craftwold because, as ironic as it sounds, I beleive she hasn't been able of doing it (travel) by herself, since the Interstellar Junction needs her constant supervision.
In return, she decided to give Scarlet a gift, the Plasma Pumps, since she noticed the sackling was thirsty for some good challenging scenarios. (And probably to keep her entertained while she was busy doing stuff). She created them for Scarlet because she was a friend, a very good one, (you don't create such stuff for a 'nobody' after all) who showed her a little bit more about the world and life.
I wonder though why I have the feeling that Scarlet kinda avoids her through the development of the game (S:ABA). Probably a misunderstanding happened? They had to divide paths? I'm not sure, but I just have this feeling. I don't have any evidence for this last idea though (or some other previous ones ;-;), but sounds interesting enough :^
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missusplum · 2 years
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Couldn't agree more with your latest post. I enjoyed the Armony scenes in ep 5 but agree that it was rushed and could use more development. It seems odd that Thony & Arman have never had a single convo about their relationship and/or his marriage (except indirectly in Mexico). I guess it's romantic that T was willing to risk going to jail (even tho she has a medically fragile kid who just lost his father) to save Arman who is in crises but what are his intentions? He treats Thony differently when Nadia is around and seems jealous of N's involvement with Robert. I like nuanced characters but this just seems clunky. As you noted, I feel like the writers have stalled things (and written inconsistently) in an effort to delay Armony. I hope that things start to progress (even if not overtly romantic) soon - perhaps ep 5 was a turning point. So much potential! Tx.
thanks for your thoughts anon :)
so personally, i don’t really mind that they haven’t really addressed the nature of their relationship. i think it’s almost human nature to avoid full on defining something that holds a lot of meaning but it’s unclear to what extent. there’s almost something exciting about having this unspoken undefined bond, because it means the boundaries can be limitless. i think the show has done a good job of having other characters question arman and thony about their relationship and neither of them really being able to answer clearly because it’s confusing to them too
what i feel like has been missing is just them talking about where they are in their lives. i care less about the romantic nature of it vs like, seeing them confide in each other and support each other just as people who care about one another. or if they’re purposefully not opening up to one another, explain why?? we got a super condensed conversation at the end of ep5 but overall it’s just felt like missed opportunity after missed opportunity to give us more, to really flesh out the characters. to your point, fingers crossed that ep5 was a turning point and we start to see a little more in future scenes?
yeah i can’t say i’m like suuuper thrilled that the show went in the triangle/quadrangle route, especially with the current way it’s been written. i feel like the show is trying to ignore/justify the armony infidelity by downplaying what happened between them and creating some other outside force (kamdar) to possibly destroy arman’s marriage to nadia. setting the armony of it all aside, instead of having that marriage dissolve from its own problems, they’re just made to seem like victims of kamdar’s manipulations; the agency to make their own (bad) choices has been taken away. i’ve read lots of good meta pieces about their failing marriage but ateotd they’re just (really smart!) interpretations because the show itself hasn’t given us enough to know for sure either way, imo
i feel the need to write this at the end of every post lol but i want to make it clear that i still very much enjoy this show! there have been scenes i’ve loved and some writing choices that i think have been smart. i just can’t help but be left with the feeling of wanting more. hopefully there’s still half a season to flip all of this on its head 🙃
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