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#I truly think I got possessed or somethingšŸ’€
krak3ndeeznuts Ā· 7 months
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Ladies and genitals, him
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thatsexcpisces Ā· 1 year
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Astrology observations pt.9 šŸŒŒšŸ’™šŸŒ€šŸ¦‹
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Disclaimer: again, these are just my experiences and personal observations on things Iā€™ve encountered, Iā€™m not a professional astrologer or saying that these are always correct.
Virgo risings have such a naturally beautiful ā€œclean girlā€ look or are a perfect example of the ā€œclean girlā€ aesthetic
Gemini and Pisces mercuries have a true talent when it comes to lying. Theyā€™re amazing of thinking quick on their feet or making up lies to get out of something because their excuses are so damn CREATIVE
Iā€™ve noticed that almost every Pisces moon has puppy dog eyes. (Especially the men) Itā€™s so easy for me to spot Pisces moons or other water moons because they just have these adorable doe eyes or their eyes look like those of lost puppies idk how to explain itšŸ’€ this is specifically something I see the most in cancer and Pisces moons, Scorpio moonā€™s eyes are also ā€œpuppy dogā€ but more intense.
Ex.) Michael Jackson, kanye west, and Ben stiller all have their moon in Pisces and they just have THAT look. Yk what I mean?? šŸ’€
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Capricorn Venus/Venus in 10h house people tend to kiss up to those who are popular or have some sort of prominent status because they want to be around people they think will make them look good
People with the same element of their rising sign tend to become friends or attract each other.
ā€¢ For example, earth risings May tend to attract friends or become friends that have earth rising top. (Cap, Virgo, Taurus rising.) Iā€™m a Libra rising and my closest friends have usually been other Libra risings and Aquarius risings.
People with Virgo in the big 3 are goody two- shoes
Most Libra moons Iā€™ve met have luxurious or comfortable home lives like they may have a good relationship with their family and are the type to have an aesthetic home routine (ex. My friend has a Libra moon and her family always bakes together or they sit and watch a movie together at their mountain house and drink hot chocolate & shit like that lmao)
Pluto in 2h people truly are obsessed with their money and possessions. As someone with this placement myself, I can say that the most Pluto 2h thing I did was hide even the smallest amounts of money in the most secretive places so they wouldnā€™t be stolen, not sleep unless I found that necklace or top that I realized went missing, and literally got in the faces of people who owed me money until I got that shit backšŸ˜­
why do so many sun in Scorpio men get rejected so much by girlsšŸ˜­ this is just something I noticed but most of them tend to feel unlucky in love either cause theyā€™re very active pursuers when theyā€™re interested in someone and sometimes come off a bit too strong and then they end up feeling insecure abt themselves after getting shut down by their love Interests. Theyā€™re so hot tho
Venus-Neptune aspect people: howā€™s it going idealizing and fantasizing about your crush that are really not as amazing as youā€™re making them seem?
Scorpio Venus peopleā€™s flirting style is staring at you intensely but not approaching you or saying anything
Leo risings and moons would rather swallow a jean jacket and DIE then to have people see them at their worst or see that stuff theyā€™ve been bragging about and ā€œgood stuffā€ happening in their life that they talk about to people to impress them and be popular, is not actually true or happened lol. Theyā€™re always keep that perfect image of themselves to others
Capricorn risings have this face where it looks like they literally couldnā€™t care less about you or anything youā€™re saying. Or they just look bored of being in your presence and wanna leave
Donā€™t piss of a Gemini moon. They take revenge through their biggest strength: gossiping and then spreading that shit. Theyā€™ll have the whole building hate you a day later over some rumor they made up of you and managed to convince others is true
If you have Venus in your 12th house youā€™re gonna go through many karmic relationships in your life time
Libra risings can be the darkest or shittiest people on the inside but that Venus-ruled aura or just their looks or the way they carry themselves will literally make people delusional into thinking theyā€™re an angel on earth
Pisces in big 3 culture is being told ā€œwhy is your head always in the clouds? ā€ or ā€œare you even listening to what Iā€™m saying?ā€ Constantly because those daydreams will literally get the best of them
Aquarius And Capricorn men when they were younger give me the vibes of those nerds in school who literally donā€™t care what anyone thinks and wonā€™t have an issue calmly roasting or talking back to a bully but would never be able to physically fight them instead they just use sarcastic and monotone sentences to win. šŸ’€
Fixed sign moons especially Scorpio moons attract so many people who are possessive and obsess over them
If a Sagittarius moon feels betrayed by you or is angry with you to the point that you did something they canā€™t ever forgive, they wonā€™t bother getting revenge or being upset and shady with you. They will simply just erase your existence from their life and forget about you. They can still act nice and behave normally with you but thatā€™s only because they master indifference and the concept of acting like you just came and left, which will hurt you the most.
I swear Mercury in the 5h or 8h people house think about sex on a daily basis omg
Aquarius and Sagittarius Venuses always attract each other somehow. Theyā€™re a good pairing
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moneymartin Ā· 6 months
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jealous possessive Lottie hcs?:3
šŸ¦Œ- jealous!lottie hcs
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used nat as the punching bag here but this includes every other yj or wtv. this is so lowk kinda long sry i got lured in real deep. also probably makes no sense lol!
honestly i donā€™t think sheā€™s a very jealous girlā€¦ sheā€™s moreso the type to just cling to you a lot cause sheā€™s scared šŸ˜­
but ohhhh my lord when she sees you with someone from her team itā€™s all over
she starts off easy probably asking simple questions like ā€œoh, what were you and nat talking about yesterday at lunch?ā€
she doesnā€™t wanna seem too obvious but you can tell thereā€™s something wrong
when you and that specific teammate hang out a lot more lottie tends to take much more notice. sheā€™s noting down the times you come back to her place after that hangout and shit
the times are extremely repetitive and you come home around the same time which makes her believe youā€™re hooking up with themā€¦ā€¦.
that makes lottie become a lot more mean because she truly does not have the heart to end things with you. she can only be mean. also i genuinely canā€™t see her breaking things off i know sheā€™d be a mess šŸ˜£
when you ask her questions itā€™s kind of like the typical jealousy filled answer.
you ask her for the homework answers and sheā€™ll say ā€œgo ask nat.ā€ and you canā€™t really get them out of her cause sheā€™s so mad. youā€™d literally ask her ā€œwhatā€™s for dinnerā€ and sheā€™d respond with something completely unrelated like ā€œmaybe nat can make you dinner??ā€ OMFG WHAT A BJTCH
before one of the hangouts you have with that person lottie pulls you to the side for a few minutes before you leave
sheā€™s on your lap and biting your neck to mark you up >__< leaving hickeys on your jaw and neck and on your collarbone. WHEW
the person youā€™re always with notices them and asks you whats wrong but you just say itā€™s a bunch of bites šŸ’€šŸ’€
after that lottie tends to mark you up a lot more. especially in bed. scratching your back and arms as hard as she can. not to the point where it bleeds i think just to the point where theyā€™re extremely noticeable
when you come home and she sees a ā€˜new hickeyā€™ she is DONE! itā€™s not even new though itā€™s literally herā€™s she jus doesnā€™t remember it -_-
but sheā€™s too fed up and takes you up to the bedroom to strip everything off of you
she takes her anger out on you during the sexā€¦
like sheā€™ll probably drive into you with her strap soo hard. itā€™s smth you arenā€™t very used to yet but she could care less
also tries to choke you too but you do that little tapping thing on her hand so she can stop. she feels bad but keeps going anyways cause shes so fucking jealous
during it sheā€™ll grunt things out like ā€œcan they fuck you like i can??!ā€ and it gets you real confused šŸ˜­ ā€œbet they canā€™t be this deep in you, huh? is that right?!ā€
afterwards youā€™d confront her about it though. asking her what she meant by that and then she says ā€œwell, youā€™ve been hanging out with (whoever) wayy too much, and i- i got jealous andā€¦ā€
she babbles on a bunch and starts crying even though youā€™re the one who practically got ripped in half!!!
you manage to comfort her though saying things like ā€œyā€™know iā€™m just hanging out with them because theyā€™re my friend. iā€™m not that type of person, lott.ā€ while you wipe away her tears šŸ˜žšŸ’”
anyways she somehow starts to fall asleep before you do while she traces the scratches on your back
in the morning she kisses all of the purple and reddish hickeys on your skin to apologize for being jealous and way too rough the night before. she also kisses the scratches and helps you treat them with some creams ā˜¹ļø
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memphisflash Ā· 7 months
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Pairing: Evelyn Harper (OC) x Elvis Presley
Word count: 2,5K
Chapter summary: Betrayal seems to always sneak its way into Elvis and Evelyn's lives, only this time it's coming from Elvis' side of trusted ones. Evelyn makes a drastic decision.
Chapter warnings: the plot twists keep on twisting šŸ’€, strong language, the usual vampire shenanigans.
A/N: Well, would ya look at that - another villain rears his head. Can't trust anyone. šŸ˜
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EVELYN'S POV
Another week had past and I hadnā€™t seen the outside world since I arrived at the International Hotel.
The only fresh air I got was out on the terrace of the penthouse and often times it was at ungodly hours of the night, because I learned that Elvis liked sleeping during the day and being awake throughout the night.
He was a nocturnal creature after all, so this did not surprise me. He wore a daylight ring that prevented him from burning in the sun but he told me that after he was turned, he didnā€™t like the heat and sun as much as he used to anymore.
When the topic of his transition came up, I could sense he didnā€™t want to talk about it and I didnā€™t push him on it.
If he wanted to tell me about it, he would.
Perhaps he already did and I would remember it when I got my memories back.
When me and Elvis werenā€™t sleeping together and tearing each othersā€™ clothes off, we talked.
Sometimes about random, trivial things but most of the time, it was about our life together and where weā€™d go from here.
The situation was strange ā€“ despite the flashbacks Iā€™d have when we had sex or he fed from me, I still couldnā€™t fully remember everything. But I was comfortable around Elvis and after spending two weeks cooped up inside of his penthouse with him by my side, I found myself not wanting to leave anymore.
I loved hearing him tell stories, have him hold my hand, hold me when I broke down in the middle of a conversation. He never judged me for the mess I currently felt I was.
Around him, I could truly be myself even though I had no idea who that was anymore.
Evelyn Harper ā€“ vampire hunter. Daughter. Wife.
I had no idea what title to live up to, and it was frustrating.
Elvis eased me into the idea of having a witch undoing the compulsion and although he couldnā€™t give me all the details on it because he had never experienced it before, I agreed to it.
I wanted all of this to end, I wanted my life back.
I wanted myself back.
ā€œSheā€™ll be here at midnight,ā€ Red informed us after he got off the phone with his witch friend and wandered into the living area of the penthouse we were all in.
Knowing from the photographs that Iā€™d seen, me and the guys in Elvisā€™ entourage used to be friendly in the past and I didnā€™t want to seem as if I was hiding away from them, or keeping Elvis from them.
None of them seemed to feel that way, but I did feel awkward around a few of them. I had no idea if it had been like that in the past, but it probably had something to do with what happened to Richard.
Something I apologized about to Elvis, but he wouldnā€™t hear of it.
I liked Red, and Sonny too. Charlie was a fun guy, an alcoholic definitely but when youā€™re a vampire people tend to look past that. Jerry was the youngest vampire in the bunch and he kept his distance from me, most likely still dealing with his newfound cravings.
He was smart not to try anything though, because I donā€™t think Elvis would take it lightly if any of his guys tried to sink their teeth into me ā€“ his wife.
He was protective, borderline possessive.
Wanting me to always sit next to him in every room, giving his entourage a warning glare when they looked my way a little too long for his liking.
I was pretty sure none of the guys meant anything by it, but I liked having a man act like that for me.
It was attractive.
Marty was another guy that worked for Elvis and he was nice too. Then there was Lamar, the least stereotypical vampire that ever walked the planet, I figured.
He was a big sturdy guy and always seemed to be in a good mood, not caring that he was often on the receiving end of Elvis' jokes.
Everyone was nice and civil, except for one.
Joe Esposito.
I figured it was because of what happened with Eli, but the vampire couldnā€™t stand to be near me. He never gave me as much as a ā€œhelloā€ when I came into a room and quite honestly, I didnā€™t care for him much either.
I didnā€™t trust him, but since he was still around, I figured Elvis liked him. So, I kept my personal opinion to myself.
ā€œWill it hurt?ā€ I asked Red, hoping he had answers for me that Elvis didnā€™t.
The ginger haired vampire gave me a sympathetic smile, scratching the back of his neck.
ā€œI wouldnā€™t know, Evelyn,ā€ he drawled in a Southern accent that sometimes seemed even stronger than that of Elvis. ā€œI never had to go through someā€™in like that, but Gigi is good at what she does, I can tell ya that much.ā€
I sighed softly and nodded, leaning back in the couch. Elvis who was next to me wrapped his arm around my shoulders and engulfed me in his warmth, kissing my temple.
ā€œIā€™m gonna be with you the whole time, baby. Ainā€™t gonna let anyone hurt ya.ā€ He whispered in my ear and Iā€™d learned to ignore the fact that despite his whispering, the guys could still hear everything.
I smiled at him and nodded, thanking him by kissing his cheek. I could feel Joeā€™s eyes on me, burning a hole through me, but when I looked back at him, he quickly avoided eye contact.
The little Italian fucker was starting to get on my nerves, so I slowly got up and excused myself to get ready for whatever Gigi the witch had in store with me.
In reality, I just needed a breather.
I stepped out on the terrace that was attached to Elvisā€™ bedroom and silently closed the sliding door behind me. I inhaled the dry Vegas air and walked closer to the railing to look at the desert city that spread out before me, neon lights twinkling vividly.
My mind wandered.
I thought about my Ruby and Eli, who had left the hotel I learned from the guys about a week ago.
They didnā€™t leave a message for me and I didnā€™t know how to feel about that.
I didnā€™t know how to feel about them anymore.
They were my friends and they betrayed me.
I had so much to think over and process, and so little time it seemed. I would see them again, that I was sure of, but I didnā€™t know if forgiveness was in the cards of my future with them.
It wasnā€™t something small they had lied about. It was something that changed the course of my whole life.
And my fatherā€¦ the worst one of them all.
I didnā€™t know who Christian Harper was anymore, and I doubted I ever did.
And then there was my motherā€¦
My beautiful mother ā€“ my guardian angel.
I was sure she was looking down on me right now and smiling proudly at me for taking the reigns of my life back.
My mother passed away when I was sixteen. I can still remember everything about her, from the sound of her laugh to the smell of her perfume.
Iā€™d never actually seen her deceased body due to the closed casket, because she had been brutally murdered by vampires and the sight hadn't been pretty.
Thatā€™s what my father told me.
A weird sensation settled in the pit of my stomach.
Telling a lie seemed second nature to Christian Harper, what ifā€¦
No, no, no.
No.
Now I was just thinking crazy.
I pushed the thought out of my mind as quick as it came and ran my hands through my hair, shaking it off. I didnā€™t want to make myself completely paranoid.
Trying to focus my thoughts elsewhere, I was interrupted by the sliding doors opening and closing. Then footsteps that walked closer toward me. Turning around, I expected Elvis to face me with that warm smile of his, but instead I was faced with one Iā€™d wanted to get away from in the first place.
ā€œJoe.ā€ I greeted him, the tone of my voice cold.
Heā€™d never been nice to me, so why should I?
ā€œEvelyn.ā€ He said in the same harsh tone, standing next to me to look at the view of Sin City.
The tension between us was uncomfortable and I wanted to turn around and go back inside, but I didnā€™t want to seem weak.
I didnā€™t want him to think Iā€™d hide behind Elvis every time someone was an asshole to me.
ā€œHow are your memories coming along?ā€ He asked with a small taunt to his voice as he lit a cigarette. I rolled my eyes as I kept looking at the view, shuffling away from him a little to create more distance between the two of us.
ā€œWhat do you want, Joe?ā€ I blurted out, not even answering his useless question. ā€œIf youā€™re here for friendly conversation, Iā€™m not interested.ā€
He scoffed, and I knew an insult was burning on his tongue but he swallowed it. ā€œIā€™m surprised Elvis kept you around this long. I sure miss the other girls that came in and out of this bedroom when you were off living the life youā€™re supposed to be living.ā€
I could hear laughter coming from inside. Elvis had been in a good mood all night because he knew tonight I would get all of my memories back and we would get our lives back, and I didnā€™t want to bring him down.
Joe was trying to hurt me with his words and he succeeded but I was a pro at sliding on a mask. I turned to him and flashed him a sarcastic smile.
ā€œWell, Iā€™m his wife, Joseph. And what are you.. exactly, if not a damn weak little fledgling that kisses up to the bossā€™ ass because he canā€™t survive a day without his protection?ā€
I could see his jaw ticking and he flicked his cigarette over the railing, his eyes darkening.
ā€œDo you know who youā€™re talking to?ā€
I raised an eyebrow and couldnā€™t stop myself from letting out a laugh. Iā€™ve been threatened by stronger and bigger vampires. ā€œI do. Iā€™m talking to a traitor,ā€ I lowered my voice a little, though kept a safe distance. ā€œDoes he know what you do in your spare time? I mean, Elvis is no saint but Iā€™m sure he wonā€™t take it lightly when he knows one of his men sucks the life out of his fans.ā€
I was bluffing. I had no idea if he had been behind the murders of the girls Iā€™d seen photos of in Elvisā€™ folder, but when Joeā€™s eyes widened a little and his eyebrow twitched, I knew I had him.
He stepped forward so quick that I didnā€™t have time to get away. I gasped for air as he grabbed onto my throat, not even bothering to open the sliding door as he threw me through the window which shattered immediately at the impact.
As I landed onto the floor in the bedroom, I didnā€™t even get the chance to breathe as Joe used his vampire speed to grab me by the throat once more and dragged me to stand up straight.
He was smaller, but he was still a supernatural being and I was not.
He had my arms bent uncomfortably behind my back as he stood behind me, his fingertips gripping onto my jaw firmly. I didnā€™t stand a chance.
Elvis and the others were in the room instantly and I could see the shock in Elvisā€™ eyes, but he recuperated immediately, his gaze on Joe darkening.
ā€œIf ya wanna keep your heart, I suggest you let go of her, Joe. Now.ā€ Elvis growled as he took a step closer to us, but was careful not to make any sudden moves as Joe tightened his grip on me.
I was desperately gasping for air, clawing at the vampireā€™s arms but he didnā€™t let go.
ā€œGoddamit, EP! How can you live like this? With.. with.. with a fuckinā€™ hunter, of all things!ā€ Joe yelled, his voice booming through the room. ā€œShe ruins you, man. Makes you fucking weak. Youā€™re a vampire, boss, about time you start acting like one.ā€
Elvisā€™ full vampiric features were out, and so were that of all the other guys. It was an eerie sight, yet it brought me comfort knowing that they were all standing up for me.
Well, as much comfort as one could feel in a situation like this.
Joeā€™s grip was getting tighter and tighter, and I could hardly breathe anymore. His fingertips were pressing against my jaw so hard that he could break my neck with the faintest flick of his wrist.
This was it. This was how itā€™d end ā€“ I was going to die, without fully living my life.
Without getting the life I deserved with my husband.
And then it dawned on me.
Every time Elvis would feed on me, heā€™d give me a little of his blood afterward because heā€™d been right ā€“ I hated the bite marks that were left behind.
The last time he fed was around four hours agoā€¦ meaning his blood was still in my system.
I looked at Elvis and our eyes met. I couldnā€™t move my head to nod nor could I talk, but our connection was strong. So strong that all it took was one look and he knew exactly what I was thinking.
I could see him give me a concerned look and I widened my eyes as I groaned and wiggled in Joeā€™s arms, and he knew then that he couldnā€™t talk me out of this. I breathed through my nose as much as I could as Joe kept rambling on and on about how Elvis was a shame to the vampire race and that he wasnā€™t following his natural instincts.
ā€œFine!ā€ Elvis roared, taking a step closer to me and Joe. ā€œYou want me to act like a vampire? Iā€™ll act like one.ā€
I gasped for air as Elvis grabbed my arm and roughly pulled me out of Joeā€™s grip. The smaller vampire let go of me immediately, still feeling a sense of submission toward his boss despite betraying him, and I looked up at my husband as he cupped my face.
Only this time it wasnā€™t the way heā€™d usually do when he would kiss me.
He held onto my jaw and leaned in closer, his eyes boring into mine.
He didnā€™t want to do this, but part of me did.
Thenā€¦ I could remember everything.
And I could be with him without any worries of our relationship being ā€œtabooā€ or ā€œnot naturalā€.
Iā€™d be stronger, both physically and mentally. No one but me would be able to dictate my life anymore, or steal my memories away.
ā€œItā€™s okay,ā€ I whispered with a crack in my voice as I held onto his arms, nodding my head a little. He squeezed his eyes shut and let out a low growl, pressing his forehead against mine.
ā€œI got you. I always got you.ā€
He pressed his lips against mine and we shared a short feverish kiss before he broke my neck and let my body go limp in his arms.
And then my whole world faded to black.
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harapeveco Ā· 8 months
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im not on twitter that much so idk whats going on in the utaite community šŸ’€
Oof well bestie things are going downhill there thatā€™s for sureā€¦.hereā€™s a summary of it if you wanna know
At the beginning of the year Eve went pretty much MIA and everyone was stressed bc they thought something happened to him (reminder around this time a strong earthquake hit Japan and people started thinking the worst) but turns out he was just chilling and most likely turned off his socials. Like two weeks later or so while he was home he tripped and broke his toe
S*raru went to a school reunion and got drunk as fuck, on his way back he entered a train bathroom and started streaming on twitcast. People got pretty angry at him for causing a disturbance in the train
A gossip magazine leaked Mafuā€™s marriage with bitch I mean vtuber Rushia and wellā€¦stuff happenedā€¦I donā€™t wanna dig too much into this bc itā€™s truly upsetting but the gist of it is that she was abusive and manipulative (and that is putting it lightly)
Nanamori from Strawberry Prince came back from the break he took after it was discovered he cheated on his wife. Japanese fans welcomed him with open arms but int fans are pretty pissed about it. This happened exactly a day or two after the whole mafu thing was exposed which I think it was a bit tone deaf
Luz got arrested for drug possession in Shinjuku. I think the company he works for tried to cover it up by his request and it was said that his other lives would be cancelled bc he was feeling mentally and physically unwell but turns out he was in custody that whole time. Royal Scandal (a collab group heā€™s part of I think) pretty much kicked him out of the group
And thats basically itā€¦..itā€™s too much for just one month huhā€¦letā€™s just hope the next news is not another utaite being charged for murder or something šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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yanderes-galore Ā· 1 year
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spare Atlas (Bioshock.) content? I'm totally cool with just a concept of base headcannons, I'm beginning to get into the series and uhhhh braincells go awoooga at Atlas. (i can thankfully blame you for getting me into a lot of media haha.)
Surprisingly never gave him a proper concept šŸ’€ Here you go! I'm happy I got you into new media :)
Been awhile since I played Bioshock so I hope I didn't get him too OOC.
He's a handsome man, can't blame you for going awooga at him LOL.
Yandere! Atlas Concept
Pairing: Romantic
Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Swearing, Deception, Manipulation, Obsession, Mentioned intimacy, Thoughts of murder/Murder mention, Possessive behavior, Biting/Marking mention, Threats, PDA, Kidnapping, Dubious relationship.
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His personality is inconsistent between Bioshock and BaS.
He's supposed to be charismatic as he is a rebellion leader.
But he is also cold and cruel like his original identity.
Due to this I would probably write my Atlas trying to always hold a facade.
Yet as the obsession with his darling grows, the mask slips.
Atlas is the friendly persona created by Fontaine to get Andrew Ryan off his back and create trust among his followers.
He brought people together with his charming charisma and inspiring speeches.
He easily comes off as your pal... someone you can trust.
When in reality he's still twisted like Fontaine, willing to use people to get power.
Atlas would be Seemingly caring, Manipulative, Obsessive, Possessive, Controlling, Ruthless/Merciless, Deceptive, and a bit Sadistic.
His whole thing is lying.
His true nature is a megalomaniac who's greedy and selfish.
But as Atlas he can easily obtain his darling with just a few remarks.
Atlas could've met you as Fontaine or sometime during his campaign as Atlas.
As Fontaine, getting you to like him was harder.
He's an asshole... a bit of a creep back then too.
As this new persona, Atlas can flirt with his darling and maybe even get a reaction from you.
When you meet Atlas, interested in his cause or not, for some reason he gravitates to you.
Cigar in hand the leader grins towards you.
Like you're something special.
You feel special when he looks at you.
You have no idea he's planned everything when it comes to winning you over.
The moment he pulls you aside and speaks to you in a sultry tone... you're hooked.
Atlas talks to his darling in a caring demeanor.
He drinks up everything about you and listens to you speak.
You're the one person he can truly be invested in.
Atlas would do things such as take his darling out for dinner and compliment them.
He portrays himself as the dream man.
The moment he has his first intimate moment with you, he's caught you hook, line, and sinker.
Once Atlas knows he's an important part of his darling's life he starts to manipulate you more.
Atlas doesn't need to worry about jealousy if he has you wrapped around his finger so tightly.
If he sees you getting too friendly with someone else then he'll pull you over to him.
An arm around the waist with a kiss certainly gets the message across.
Atlas would tell you that he's the only one who cares for you this much.
He wants to break you down just enough to make you stuck to him like glue.
He's cruel like that... selfish to the core.
Even when Atlas is away from you, thoughts of you cling to his mind like rot.
He's obsessive and can't stay away from you for long.
He also seems to be the kind of guy that uses physical affection and PDA to send a message to those around him.
You're his and he won't mind killing anyone who thinks otherwise.
Atlas may even be a fan of biting your neck when kissing you to leave a mark.
He's selfish which is why he's so possessive.
He's always been a greedy man and you happen to be valuable to him.
Even more so if you've eluded him for so long when he was Fontaine.
If all that wasn't a red flag, what he does to others must be.
He'll kill others if he hates them around you.
Doesn't matter who they are either.
They'll be threatened as their first warning.
Some don't even get a warning, just a bullet lodged in their brain.
He finds it funny at times that someone could be so bold.
He may even ask for their torture first.
Atlas would "kidnap" but to keep up his facade he disguises it as something else.
Maybe he keeps things subtle?
After an intimate night he locks the door to your room, leaving a recording to tell you he's heading out for a bit and will be back later.
He wants you to stay in the room.
He does this so often but you love and trust him... so you stay.
Soon his facade will slip and you will see it.
You're going to know how much of a monster he is and try to flee from him.
But by that point it's too late... he's already trapped you in his twisted embrace.
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Hiiiiiiiii ^___^ Since ur a tyler has autism truther,.do u have any hcs surrounding that idea? If not u can ignore this šŸ’€ but god I just want to talk to someone about it..
I wonā€™t write a LOT about it right now but all Iā€™ll say is if the narrator had a difficult time finding out he had itā€¦.itā€™s worse for Tyler. Well maybe. Either he got diagnosed as a kid (along with other stuff) or heā€™s just living up till the age he is now, not knowing or thinking he can even have it.. which Iā€™m sure is not good that he doesnā€™t know why he is the way he is sometimes. I dunno <_>
hiii!! iā€™m sorry it has taken me so long to get to this, but i have been pondering this ask for a few days lmao. tbh i donā€™t have a lot of hcs surrounding tyler having autism (but i would love to hear yours!!). i also have been doing a bit of research to try and find the right terms to vocalise the ones i do have, but if i get things wrong let me know!! (tw: mention of sh)
the couple that i have is personally i donā€™t think tyler knows that he has it, i also donā€™t think he knows much about autism and therefore hasnā€™t identified any traits he has etc. he just knows that he struggles internally sometimes and he doesnā€™t know why.
tyler doesnā€™t have many sensory issues i wouldnā€™t think (looking at the state of the paper street house and the different clothing materials that he always wears). and the ones he does have manifest in hyposensitivity in touch, for example he can feel really under-stimulated in lighter situations this can be him needing to seek different textures and things but this could also be another reason he starts fights and maybe puts cigarettes out on himself.
hyposensitivity also manifests in taste for him, such as seeking out spicy foods and strong flavours. say if he was ordering pizza, i think he would get a concoction of every ingredient on the menu on one pizza (the narrator would be truly horrified at this btw).
i feel like tyler would become really hyperfixated on certain topics and go on rants. like in the film when he is ranting about capitalism and consumerism. he would want to soak up all knowlage about topics that interest him, when he was a a teenager or even as he got older he would spend hours at the library or reading books he picked up at the thrift store, just researching one topic.
also i headcannon that tyler has a random comfort item (i know this is really ooc because of his whole material possessions beliefs but hear me out) something like a really ratty old blanket. and eventually the narrator is like ā€œum tyler can you throw that thing away, itā€™s gross, weā€™ll find you a new oneā€ and tyler is just like ā€œiā€™d like to keep it šŸ˜ā€¦.it still worksā€
buts thatā€™s all i can really think of rn :)) as i said if you have any hcā€™s please share them because i am very curious and would love to talk about it!!!
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TNG UPDATE TIME! last night we did "devil's due" and "clues."
ok so for context we had been using letswatchstartrek DOT COM to try and tell ahead of time whether or not the episode would be fucking garbage. this was a flawed approach because almost every one of their opinions were wrong, like, some bad eps were rated more highly than they should have been, but for the most part you could trust if they labaled an episode a dud it was a dud. i remember a string of like 3-4 duds in late s4 but i can't go back and look because the site SHUT DOWN and it's not on the wayback machine. anyway all this to say i think we hit the duds
devil's due: i don't understand why they keep putting the devil is star trek. we did that once in the animated series and now we can't do it anymore. i actually can't remember when the second time was but it's driving me bonkers
that said i wish the devil could always be a super hot lady in all media appearances
THAT SAID it is truly incredible how quickly they can put a super hot lady on tng and have you hate her within the span of five business minutes
also, furthermore, as catherine said many times: kirk simply would have fucked her. kirk would have fucked her, and it would have either been fun or it would have been another close encounter of the space babes which would have been fun in an entirely different manner, but kirk would have fucked her and it would have been way more interesting than a fucking COURTROOM DRAMA
i also dont know why we keep putting courtroom dramas in star trek. i can only recall two instances where they were good (tos court martial and tng measure of a man).
clues: this got off to a bad start (holodeck šŸ’€) but i was quite invested by the end. we love a good amnesia plot and it was JUST creepy enough to keep me hooked
(SUPER RUDE btw to give us guinan but ONLY for the holodeck scene...what the fucj)
anyway i knew data knew a full day had gone by cuz i had read the summary but i thought like something had GOT him i didnt know he was LYING ON PURPOSE so i spent the entire episode fretting about data doing nefarious deeds because he would NEVER do that but if he did do that he would deserve to
deanna screaming at her own face in the mirror was extremely fun as well. also whatever was going on with her and worf there for a second. he is so tall and she is so tiny and i think they and riker should f[i am sniped immediately]
also i'm so glad she got possessed and not pregnant. every time she was on screen catherine and i just repeatedly went "please don't get pregnant please don't get pregnant please please please" so i thjink that counts as tng giving us ptsd
i don't think i would enjoy rewatching this one since i already got the answer but it was entertaining enough to keep me from being bored the first time around. hopefully only 1-2 more duds left to go this season...
TONIGHT: "first contact" and "galaxy's child" which are promising titles. fingers crossed!!!
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I truly think people who are super mad at Sand are hardcore Sandray shippers with a clear bias for Ray. In their mind Sand is Rayā€™s love interest only and they get mad at even a hint that Sand could feel (or have felt) something similar to what he feels for Ray for another person.
I think they are reacting so strongly because in their minds they have realized that Ray is not that special, that Sand has always been this forgiving to people he cares about so for them this takes the shine off Sandray.
I donā€™t agree with this of course, but it seems people in fandom have this tendency to want their ship to be the first everything for each other and itā€™s just not realistic (itā€™s why they have such a visceral reaction to knowing Sandā€™s dream of going to festivals once included Boeing)
They are just mad Sand is even daring to talk to Boeing because in their minds, Sand belongs to Ray romantically and thatā€™s it.
i literally do not know when you sent this cause it did not show up in my notes but yeah you're totally right. which is like. deeply annoying for a number of reasons but especially when ray has actually treated sand like a possession in the past so why do the fans have to act like he is as well šŸ’€ i also just think part of it is that while sand has done shitty things, up until this point, most of them haven't had a direct impact on ray's happiness. yes, him manipulating ray hurt him, but what ray did in response ended up overshadowing that and honestly i don't think a whole lot of people even picked up on the nuance of that situation. and then there's the taking his dad's money thing, but we know sand gave it back. this thing with boeing is finally the thing that makes people see that sand's not an angel sent from heaven just to make ray happy, that he's a full person with weaknesses and issues of his own. which is extremely annoying that THIS is what got them to realize it but whatever
and like, i can understand people viewing it from ray's perspective and being protective of ray. i've defended ray so many damn times throughout this show and i do understand his perspective on the situation. it's just that sand has his reasons to be acting like that! and it's not because he's still in love with boeing, but even if he DID have any lingering feelings for boeing, that's completely understandable?? they were together for three years according to the novel and broke up a year ago. that doesn't make his love for ray any less real or valid - ray is still special to him because of what he does for sand now, him not being sand's first love or the first person he dreamed of traveling with doesn't change that
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What is each Belcher's + Teddy's episode where they are so annoying, so obtuse, so wack that it seriously makes you want to shake them + the writers?
ooh this is a tough one.. especially because itā€™s hard to think of one for bob since heā€™s often the one getting the shorthand of the stick in most episodes, but iā€™ll try!
Bob:
i think for bob.. itā€™s at least in season 8, ā€œSomething Old, Something New, Something Bob caters for Youā€.
i wouldnā€™t say heā€™s that annoying in it, but itā€™s the fact he pinned all his security of his job onto this one couple who liked his burgers enough to ask him to cater for their wedding, that it just felt kind of.. sad. i feel like it also just keeps repeating the fact that bob feels heā€™s unsuccessful and bob ignoring that heā€™s kind of his own problem in the matter. like heā€™s so obsessed with his work being a fail and itā€™s understandable he wants to do things his way, but heā€™s just so bad at advertising his brand. and the way he put this couple up on a pedestal in this ep also felt kind of ooc to me? and the fact that linda was the realist in this one is also surprising, but i suppose at the same time itā€™s what makes their dynamic interesting.
Linda:
season 2, ā€œDr. Yapā€.
thereā€™s probably other ones but theyā€™re to me forgettable in comparison to how linda behaved in this episode šŸ’€. love linda but girlie did NOT have to slap bob after making him make moves on her sister the whole episode. so unnecessary. itā€™s at least forgivable that this was in an earlier season where the show was still trying to find itā€™s style but oh my GOD linda was so disrespectful to bobā€™s boundaries in this ep it drove me insane!
Tina:
season 4, ā€œMazel-Tinaā€. or just any episode where tina is unnecessary aggressive or rude lmao.
i get that tammy is terrible to tina, but i just šŸ˜­. tina really begged bob to cater at tammyā€™s party just to legally crash it and get with boys; AND THEN proceeds to overrule tammyā€™s bat mitzvah after tammy went missing and it was so disrespectful!! the best thing about that episode was louise messing with janet lmao.
Gene:
itā€™s hard to pick with gene because thereā€™s a lot of episodes where heā€™s annoying and wack and obtuse but itā€™s easy to ignore since itā€™s part of his character but
season 11, ā€œMommy Boyā€ was definitely hard to watch šŸ’€.
he was just, yeah.
Louise:
surprisingly enough iā€™ve never been truly mad at louise in an episode? i mean itā€™s hard to remember because there was a point where i just hated louise in general and everything she did (yeah, i know šŸ˜­) but after i got over that i realized louise was kind of just being a kid in most episodes she was in and it felt less serious after that lmao.
i think season 5, ā€œNice-Capadesā€ is kinda..? or no actually, maybe season 1, ā€œSpaghetti Western and Meatballsā€?
gah itā€™s so hard because iā€™m only upset at louise when sheā€™s mean to her family but sheā€™s also like mean and sarcastic in general so itā€™s also not like that hard-hitting whenever she acts annoying in a sense because itā€™s also just never that intense? or maybe iā€™m being too forgiving because i just see her as a kid doing kid stuff. but in spaghetti western and meatballs i guess i just found it annoying how she was so. possessive of gene and bobā€™s individual company, and then called her sister boring? ah but thatā€™s kind of tame though.. i canā€™t really count recent season episodes because she got tame real fast after season seven. and even in the midst of bobā€™s burgers she wasnā€™t that bad. maybe iā€™m just not remembering episodes that great?
edit: OH OH WAIT! season 4, ā€œAmbergrisā€!
okay she wasnā€™t that annoying in this ep but she was DEFINITELY wack as heck over a giant sea booger. tbh i actually loved her in this episode but oh my god she was so wild about that money i almost wanted to shake her just because it was making her lose it.
Teddy:
i guess season 8, ā€œThe Secret Ceramics Room of Secretsā€.
probably not his most wack or annoying actually, but i just found it really irritable that he tried to fuse his side business with bobā€™s actual restaurant while bob was trying to get costumers. it just felt invasive i guess, though teddy is that way in general.
but i guess a more wack and obtuse episode of teddy would be ā€œThanks-Hoardingā€. he wasnā€™t even that annoying in this ep, actually i felt bad for him and the way the belchers treated his stuff, but holy shit was him keeping all that crap insane. and the way he treated his stuff, though kind of relatable actually, was also unhealthy and made me want to yell at him to get some help or like, talk to a therapist tbh?
but yeah, thatā€™s all i coukd think of. hopefully it wasnā€™t too disappointing to read šŸ˜…. iā€™m sure there are better picks that i havenā€™t thought of, but thanks for asking nonetheless!
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You definitely reminded me of some key points in season 3 that I definitely didnā€™t consider.
The chĆ¢teau being burned down by topper seal the deal of him becoming an enemy. It would be EXTREMELY hard to see topper having a redemption story after that with some corny BS line like ā€œ hey John b no hard feelings with the chĆ¢teau, right?ā€šŸ’€šŸ’€šŸ’€
But just a warning šŸ‘€ if you hear Sarahā€™s voice starting off a epsiode with a reflective monologue of confusion and indecisiveness, then You know whatā€™s coming šŸ˜‚ letā€™s see if the pates intentionally screw us over with her character growth.
I agree with Jarah B being the stable couple as the other couples are still fresh and have some more exploring to do with their dynamic. I would love to see a bond created between JJ and Mike maybe closer to the end of season 4 to show Mike he can be the guy for kie and mike should give him a chance just like he was given one before he got accepted into the kooks.. weā€™ll seeeeee
NOWWWW
MR COUNTRY CLUB HIMSELF
Mark my words if Rafe does not become a Pogue by the end of season 4 he will die sacrificing his life for them with his final words laying in Sarahā€™s arms saying
ā€œ I finally did something rightā€
( if I am completely wrong just forget I ever existed šŸ¤£šŸ¤£)
LETS BE HONEST Ward created a monster with rafe. But rafe mistakes EAT HIM UP ALIVE which is why he is heavy on drugs. I still remember him crying because Barry didnā€™t have any coke for him one day and he freaked out. Rafe is a lunatic but not a serial killer. Which is why he went back to save Ward after putting a hit man on him. Rafe wants real acceptance! His problem is he always tries to fix his mistakes last minute.
Rafe isnā€™t a kook because of the luxury lifestyle. Heā€™s a kook because of power and validation. Unlike topper who is a silver spoon fed kid with no siblings. Just a spoiled single child.
If the JJ and rafe fight happens. I think itā€™s early in the season. I donā€™t think theyā€™ll make it a big ordeal. I feel like the Pogue gang will have bigger fish to fry by the end of the season if theyā€™re on a new treasure hunt.
OK, please rip my response to shreds with your thoughts, Iā€™m all ears.
Look at what this stupid little boat show has done to us šŸ„²
oooooh okay this is such an interesting topic, Rafe is such an interesting character to begin with, so i think his storyline in s4 is the one i'm most curious about. especially since we got nothing from him in the s3 finale for whatever dumb reason.
this is a very complex conversation to have, but to start, i don't think i want a redemption for Rafe! and i think they kind of closed the door on him sacrificing himself for the pogues or Sarah in particular by having Ward do it in season 3. i truly don't know how far they're gonna go with him seeking revenge on the pogues for Ward's death, or what they plan on doing with his character after this season, but whatever it is, i just don't see him turning a new leaf by the end of it. the ending for Rafe i'd most like to see is him going to jail and losing all of his assets and possessions, including Tannyhill, so Pope can snatch it up and make it a museum that tells the true story of Denmark Tanny. but i'm getting ahead of myself, let's talk about the really juicy stuff
do Rafe's actions eat him up anymore? i definitely agree that in the first 2 seasons, he was an absolute wreck trying to hold himself together with coke and by desperately seeking Ward's validation to keep himself occupied. but what about in season 3? he has that scene with Kie in episode 2 where he tries to paint himself as the victim for killing Peterkin, and i think that his denial truly runs that deep at this point. through spinning the story in his own mind, he's convinced himself that he did the right thing so he doesn't have to feel all the complicated emotions that we saw him feeling at the end of season 1 and even into season 2 in the aftermath of the murder. but in terms of Sarah, he does actually get emotional when he explains that he knows it was wrong, which is incredibly interesting to me. he clearly hasn't done the same mental gymnastics in trying to defend himself for that, so i could definitely see him genuinely feeling remorseful, which opens up that same incredibly complex dynamic that he and Sarah have had for a while now. there's a part of him that will always resent her for being Ward's favorite for so long, but now we can see that there is real guilt about trying to kill her. i think that scene really captures the pure instability of Rafe's mental state that still exists in some capacity, mainly in terms of Sarah, which we unfortunately don't see a ton of moving forward in the season since he barely has any scenes with the pogues. in general, he actually seems pretty confident and secure, maybe the best we've ever seen him, in terms of his mental and emotional state. so is the guilt really bothering him that much? the coke doesn't seem to be a coping mechanism for him like it had been before, like he was constantly using for the majority of season 2. but we just didn't see him struggling with his past actions in season 3, it was much more about his present and especially his future.
but for season 4, i'm definitely expecting a return to the more unstable side of Rafe as he plots revenge. who will he target in particular? who does he think is most responsible? will he choose to leave the other pogues out of the crossfire? if he gets the chance to kill Sarah again, would he take it? if he really was remorseful at the beginning of season 3, has that been overtaken by rage by the beginning of season 4? the year and a half time jump makes this much trickier cause maybe he's been trying to keep his mind off of it and do his own thing and resist the urge to get revenge but when he hears about the pogues getting recognition for their findings, it sends him off the deep end again? or has he been stewing the entire time? has the time given his rage the chance to simmer down a bit or has it only boiled over into something worse? now that he has the blessing of his father, which is the only thing he's ever really wanted, what are his motivations? how will he shift his way of thinking now that there's no more Ward to aspire to or to spite, and how will his mental state fare now that he believes that the pogues have taken away any opportunity he might've had to mend his relationship with his father?
there's truly so many things to consider and countless different avenues that his path could take, and i really do not know what is most likely at this point!! Drew hasn't even gotten to set yet so there's absolutely no bts to speculate about either. personally, i love Rafe as a character and i don't wanna see him killed off, and like i said before, although he expresses remorse in 3x02, i'm not sure if it's gonna be enough moving forward. i've always been interested in his character and have never shied away from the fact that Ward absolutely aided in fucking him up for life, BUT i just don't know if Rafe himself thinks he needs redeeming. and i especially don't know if he'll be thinking in that way in the aftermath of Ward's death.
but really, who knows???? i'm voting squarely against a redemption or any kind of sacrifice, but god, i am so so so intrigued to see where the pates take him.
this was really fun to think about and i could probably ramble on for way way way longer, but this is long enough already!!! thanks for sparking up the discussion! ā˜ŗļø
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[ Ā  šŸ¤ Ā  Ā  ] how does your muse approach intimacy? are they hesitant, or do they like it? what types of intimacy do they like and dislike? (ex. physical intimacy, sexual intimacy, emotional intimacy, etc.)
theyā€™re hesitant, to say the least. at first, anyway. copia was actually victim to people intentionally withholding intimacy from him, or otherwise using it to manipulate him. his first experience with sensual/romantic intimacy (kissing, maybe some heavy petting) stemmed from a vulnerability to be accepted & the fear of not being worthy of affection in that way. it turned out the sister had been coerced and had approached him because she was dared to. he was teased & bullied and such, not to mention imperatorā€™s emotional manipulation. i imagine him accepting intimacy is hard in a sense, because heā€™s worried it will blow up in his face. i think ultimately though heā€™s avoided it. i may even go so far as to say his sexual experience for example is pretty scarce... but iā€™m still mulling over this, at present. of course it would be verse dependent, also.. but his hesitance will not change unless heā€™s comfortable. if he trusts you enough to let you in, heā€™s going to let you give this intimacy to him because it feels like relief to finally feel safety in it. safetyā€™s ability to live in intimacy is something he needs to discover more. i think he would be the type to wanna let go of the control. he likes sexual intimacy sure, but his favourites are the physical/emotional. he likes to feel enveloped, and cared for. he wants to feel how he never did growing up i guess.
[ Ā  šŸ’€ Ā  Ā  ] has your muse gone through anything traumatic? if so, how has this trauma affected them?
whoa boy. uh, yes i think we went over some above. he went through enormous amounts of teasing, bullying... isolation, socially for the most part. like, his only friend was terzo.. & even then he felt like an outsider. he felt abandoned by his parents, he felt ashamed because he knew who his mother was yet was never acknowledged until she had something to gain from his being her son. verbal abuse/insults, emotional manipulation. one time as a teenager there was an incident where someone killed one of his ā€˜petā€™ rats. i think generally he was just made to feel like he wasnā€™t worth protection, nor love even? & while he dreamed of it, he always wondered if that was for him. but he always worked very hard, and he achieved. got his title, his higher-up position. but he still wasnā€™t respected, especially by nihil. who he doesnā€™t KNOW but suspects is his dad. the trauma made him the socially awkward, hesitant & panic stricken man he was/still is. he definitely wasnā€™t socialized or acclimated to the real world. he very rarely as a boy/teen was outside of the property & because of that it took him a long time to adjust to certain things. i think he ran errands as a cardinal, but even then it was tense. i think most of his confidence in his early days on stage was emulating terzo & just... instincts. just letting the music and the crowd take over his body & possess him until he got the hang of it. but it makes him hesitant to seek out intimacy, it makes him distrustful of people being nice/friendly/otherwise wanting to help him... self esteem issues, and panic attacks/anxiety. fear of further abandonment, the inability to see himself as different than the man everyone mistreated. idk, heā€™s very unintentionally charming and wise and like, funny.. but he never truly realized that until the masses made him believe it. before he was made to think he was off-putting or weird, if you catch my drift? not to mention the fact that he was manipulated into agreeing to the killing of his only friend, & his (maybe) brothers.
[ Ā šŸ§± Ā  ] how would you describe your musesā€™ morality? what are their core values?
uhh well heā€™s a devout clergyman, and has been raised and indoctrinated into this religion since he was a little boy (whenever imperator came back presumably, though i hc she left nihil long enough to have copia and brought him home). he was raised by sisters of sin, so heā€™s definitely in touch with his sensitivity. very much a man raised by women, in every sense. & while heā€™s soft towards those of that nature heā€™s got a sort of reserved (nervous if not standoffish) demeanour with others. most of the people around him were tormentors of his young adulthood and heā€™s bitter & nervous around them to be sure. however, he doesnā€™t ever fight back or hurl insults bc his brain could never get to it quick enough. so he has a normal sense of right & wrong like the average person, but ofc skewed to align with his beliefs. but what sticks out in his mind as heroic (what he dreamed could have been the case for him more),Ā are those who stand up for the little guy.. or the people who help people who need it. i think he shares the churchā€™s values closely but at the same time heā€™s always gonna stand up for the fair treatment of others. especially the broken misfit toys of the earth. he wants to protect now that heā€™s able to, just as he wants to be protected. thatā€™s why he gets on so much with the ghouls, and heā€™s thoughtful of them. he wants to protect them as theyā€™re sworn to protect him in turn. he just has a thing for human decency that swells when he sees / meets / interacts with fans and new friends. heā€™s not above going to certain measures to protect who he loves, but he clearly feels guilt over the emeritus brothers in my head. but at the same time he feels guilty for it subsiding, and the war between finally accepting that heā€™s worthy of love for who he is & between hating himself for what heā€™s done is raging.Ā 
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1111jenx Ā· 3 years
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y'all say about 'when signs developed', when am i going to be developed? šŸ˜­hiw does it get developed? im lacking on everything. please tell how does it? šŸ˜­šŸ„ŗ
Haha hey there beautiful!
I got a lot of these questions these days and it seems like you really need it so here it goes;)
For me, when I say that a placement is developed, it means that all the best quality of that placement has been reflected through actions by the person. These qualities not only shine but the person also learn to block out and control their tendencies to use the darker sides of these qualities to hurt themselves or others.
Let's use myself as an example haha:
I have Leo Rising at 28Ā° degree.
-> At my best, I'm loving, confident, outspoken and action-oriented. I'm optimistic and I tend to seek to cheer up others and brighten up my surroundings. These are namely some of Leo Risings best qualities.
However, at my absolute worst, I approach life with an egotistical mindset where I'm the centre of attention and I can easily dismiss others if the event may wound my image or pride. At my worst, I'm cold, aggressive, would not listen to any reasoning and simply an absolute messšŸ’€šŸ’€
I think reading about your astro placement is a great way to boost and develop your qualities tbh. Actually, these qualities are something that anyone can learn and work on themselves if they ever wanted to. Yet with certain placements, it may be easier for you to tap into the light since you already naturally possess these abilities.
Think of Gemini Sun for example. People make fun of them a lot for their flighty and non-committal nature but is that really the case?:)At their best, Gemini Suns are smart, logical and curious, they're the greatest students of life and they always strive to learn more about the world. Gemini Suns can also become extremely ambitious especially when it comes to obtaining more knowledge and their people abilities once sharpened and enabled are insane. They can befriend anyone and everyone.
So it is really hard for me to tell you how to develop your placements, I truly think with time and great effort, anything can be achieved and learned. To say that one will never go back to their underdeveloped self is subjective. People will always have bad days and moments where they refuse to be better and be the bigger person, where they would rather give into the darkness and their negative sides. Why? Cause its easier. Its easier to be not good sometimes and I understand that. But I always believe that we should live life with no regrets and that we should go through life with our own set of morals.
Underdeveloped placements are nothing but a more simplistic versions of that placement on bad days. Scorpio Venus is controlling and toxic but they're also extremely devoting and caring. Leo Moon is attention-seeking and power hungry but they're also generous and understanding. Nothing and no one is perfect or will ever come close to perfections but at the end it is experiences and acceptance that guide us to our higher self.
I'm sorry for the lengthy answer ahaha I can never shut up, but I hope I did give you something to think and to sleep on:)
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love,
saint jenxšŸŖ
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saintobio Ā· 3 years
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wait omgg i submitted by mistake without finishing what i saidšŸ˜­šŸ˜­ im so sorry saint
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HALLELUJAH!! GOD IS ALWAYS GOOD!! i literally had to stand up and jump from excitement when i read this. thank you God for not allowing this bitch to give birth to a child bc imagine having sera as a mother?? i would kill myself as soon as i had knowledge of what was going on.
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PLEASE TOJI PINCH MY NIPPLES JUST LIKE THAT AND SPREAD THAT WARMTH ALL OVER MY BODYšŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜© im so sorry yall im so touch deprived when it comes to this man. i know he was speaking about his dead wife who he still loves but itā€™s okay heā€™ll come to love me as wellšŸ„°
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i know his fucking hypocrite ass isnt talking. i just have to mention again how i love it when a man gets a little jealous and possessive but when you are a cheater it makes me wanna hate you. like the fucking audacity to think you can even think about getting jealous. THE AUDACITY BRO.
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how i wish i could do this to sera. if you are gonna be a fucking whore, a hateful person and poor at that, at least respect your mom and your family you stupid raggedy bitch.
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sera right now:
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like no shit you stupid clown ass whorešŸ’€šŸ’€ okay that sheā€™s poor, desperate and shit but she canā€™t even use common sense?? like i truly have no words. i hate stupid people and i think this is why. stupidity always leaves me speechless and with a bad taste in my mouth bc how can someone be so stupid?? sera should truly khs at this point and please leave a will for her family. or she diana shoes so that they can sell it and live from that until her siblings get some jobs and shit. i truly feel so bad for her family being stuck with someone like that.
i hit the 10 image limit again but when i tell you i kept re reading the last part when y/n asked for a divorce and then that moment with sera when it was revealed that was a dress that she rejected and was meant for heršŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜© queen shit omg. also sera and the stepmom remind me so much of trashta on her weddingšŸ’€šŸ’€ looking like clowns bc they wanna show off so much. but honestly speaking im very scared about whatā€™s gonna happen with satoru.. his dad could truly end up killing him now and abuse is never excused. just like when sera was abusing satoru as well. this man has got such bad luck. always making the wrong choices and when he does do something right its too latešŸ¤¦šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø. i do have a question tho, does the stepmom and naoya know about the pregnancy scare??
SJSNDNS the gifs šŸ˜­ ty for sending this through. it was entertaining to read !!
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