#I want my children to feel worthy of good things! I want to teach them that they are worthy

[hitomisuzuya]

childe fluff hcs but also nsfw hcs too like OH MY GOD i am literally in love with childe

Childe Fluff and Smut Headcanons. Childe x fem!reader. Smut. Fluff. Fingersucking. Breeding kink.

I am very in love with Childe as well 😌

Fluff

Childe loves cuddling you from behind, your your back flush with his chest. He loves holding you against him and resting his chin on top of your head.

He loves spending rainy and snowy days inside with you. To pass the time, he may teach you Snezhnaya children's games that he played with Tuecer and his siblings. I see board games being a big thing with him too.

Loves to give you flowers. Childe puts a lot of thought in picking out flowers for a bouquet or even randomly picking flowers outside to give to you. Every flower has a meaning, and it's important for him to give flowers with the most meaning of love and expression of his feelings towards you.

Will 100% write love letters and poetry to you. Like with giving you flowers, Childe puts a lot of thought into the words he chooses. Nothing he could ever write would ever be truly worthy of you, however. But he sure would try.

Loves to spend his money on you and spoil you. Nothing is too expensive for you. If you look at something window shopping, whether it be jewelry or a stuffed animal, Childe is already walking to buy it for you.

Adores the hell out of domestic life. There is nothing like little moments were you feel like his wife. Like, if you are cooking for him, he'll put his arms around you from behind, telling you the food smells as good as you look. Will call you his sweet little wife.

He'll suggest dessert afterwards. You.

Smut

Childe fucks like he fights, aggressive and passionate. He always takes great care to mark your body up with bruises and bitemarks. Your body is always a canvas for him.

He enjoys seeing the way your cheeks flush when he cooes a pet name in Russian to you, especially when your eyes roll back in your head while he buries his cock deep inside of you.

Enjoys giving oral, especially when you sit on his face. He loves looping his arms around your thighs, holding your drooling cunt on his face while you grind down on his tongue. He lets out the huskiest groan in bliss as he laps his tongue on your cunt. The mere taste of you sends him feral.

Childe absolutely loves being deepthroated, especially when you hum and moan on his cock while you suck. It makes his legs shake, letting out shaky sighs and moans while his hand strokes through your hair.

Whimpers when he is about to cum. Your pussy is squeezing around his cock just right while he pounds into you, blissfully milking his cock for everything he has to offer. Always knows he fucked you thoroughly when his cum leaks from your cunt.

Childe will talk dirty to you in Russian. The more turned on he is, the dirtier his words are. He will taunt and tease you in Russian as well.

He has a collosal breeding kink. The thought of filling you full enough to knock you up sends him feral. He wants a family with you. Cums just from hearing you babble about how you want to give him children with his beautiful blue eyes and red hair while you squirt on his cock, begging him to cum inside of you over and over.

Childe's fingers are a long and beautiful. He loves pushing his gloved fingers into your mouth to watch you drool on them while you suck. He'll taunt you while he pumps his fingers in and out of your mouth, "You are absolutely drooling on my fingers. You want to make them nice and wet before I stretch your pretty hole apart with them, hm?"

Will make you hold the lips of your pussy apart so you can both watch his fingers pumping in and out of you. It's very erotic for him to see you sucking on his fingers after you cum hard on them.

[phoenixkaptain]

I love Stardew Valley and I love the community and I love how we all bond over pixelated chickens like we’re seventy-year-old women bonding over grandchildren- - -

But I get so annoyed with the character hate, like!!! All the characters are great!! All the romance-able characters are great!! I keep getting recommended videos about the bad parts of characters and I just want to scream!!

Penny: lovely. Charming. Kids are a big part of dating her because she teaches kids, of course she’s going to react a bit badly if you hate children. She is trying to teach kids so that they don’t have to have the same life she and her mother do, why do you hate this woman who is just anxious?

Shane: lovely. Charming. Perfect. “He still drinks after we get married, which ruins the whole story” NO. No. Shane is an alcoholic, and a severe one. If he quit cold-turkey, he would fucking die. “Harvey pumped his stomach” HE WOULD DIE. And I don’t care that my husband is messy, he has his own room and I don’t have to go over there!!

Maru: lovely. Charming. She hates working. She loves working on machines. She thinks about machines to build for you to make life easier. She’s adorable. She has a complicated relationship with her brother and I want to help them fix it goddangit because I love fictional siblings.

Elliott: lovely. Charming. An artist. He only leaves his home for like four hours a day. I can really relate to the desire to shave off all of one’s own hair. I feel that in my bones. Also, is friends with Willy and I fucking love Willy so A++

Leah: “she’s a lesbian” She’s fucking bi stop erasing bi rep in Bi Rep the Video Game

Sam: he’s a musician and a skater. This is what the perfect man looks like.

Emily: just the most charming. She has a complicated relationship with her sister because she takes care of her. She works at a saloon, how can someone not love a literal saloon worker? She’s crazy, she’s wild, she’s a flower child, I’m in love with her

Harvey: glasses. Doctor man. Occasionally puts on headphones to not so subtly hint that he doesn’t want to talk to you. This is what the perfect man looks lik-

Abigail: I don’t see a lot of people complain about Abigal, but I’ve seen a few and it just feels like- you guys love Sebastian so much but don’t like Abigail? What type of double standard is this?

Alex: everyone always says not to date him if your playing a female farmer, but honestly, his dialogue only cuts out parts if you play male. Like, he still says he felt different about you from day one even if you’re playing as a girl. The character affected the most by your gender choice in regards to dating Alex is George, and if you’ve already befriended George, he’ll apologize for being mean about your sexuality when he never even said anything mean about your sexuality, which is kind of funny

I never see people complain about Haley or Sebastian, which is fair, because Haley has a cute character arc and Sebastian loves frogs (this is what the perfect man lo-) My only problem is that people praise these two but rag on everyone else when I feel like all the characters are balanced pretty evenly in terms of good-bad traits.

Which trait is which is dependent on the person playing the game anyway, so when someone like me plays, I can’t help but find the characters perfect because I’m very forgiving when it comes to fictional characters’ undesirable traits. I mean, my favourite trait of all is stupidity, pure and unbridled, I’m talking facepalm-inducing, groan-worthy, the type of character people complain about the most; the type of stupid that makes people stop enjoying things. How can I dislike these characters who are cute and a bit awkward and so ready to bed the first hot farmer they come across even when that farmer sifts through their trash and passes out three steps away from their own house and drinks mayonnaise and would eat hay given half the chance. Like come on. They’re all moron-sexual. I can relate to that.

In conclusion: your favourite bachelor and/or bachelorette is as wonderful as you think they are and screw the people who try to tell you otherwise. The characters are great because they appeal to different people. Enjoy the game and enjoy the dating and I swear to God if I see another person say that certain farm layouts are bad because they don’t make enough money- the game doesn’t have a time limit! You can make as much money as you want! You could sell one sap everyday and nothing else and you would still be able to make it to however much money you desire to have. There’s not really a fast way to make ten billion gold, that doesn’t mean that the farm layouts you don’t like are bad and yes I’m ranting just because I love the slopes of the mining farm its layout is chamrjng and picturesque and provides a unique challenge to decorating and placing buildings and it’s actually the BEST farm layout because I just decided so and-!

Stardew Valley is a great game, 10/10 would recommend, and the new update is already great because I found carrot seeds and I like carrots :)

[theyhavetakenovermylife]

just a thought, I feel like the song "surface pressure" is a perfect fit for Romeo

Just as Leo at some point felt the weight of everyone on his shoulders and felt useless if he were to fail, Romeo now feels the same burden of being the oldest of all his brothers and cousins even if his parents assure him that is not the case.

For sure he does! He is his father’s son, and that can be curse and a blessing.

Romeo is a skilled fighter, no doubt about it, but I could easily see him getting so caught up in being the perfect kid, that he at one point might accidentally alienate himself from the others.

We have to remember that Romeo’s pressure doesn’t just come from being the oldest - and the oldest som of the leader at that - but also that his birth was this thing that shouldn’t really have happened, but it did, making everybody realize, that it could in fact be possible for them to have children as well. Romeo’s conception was the start of the domino effect, that led to his cousins and siblings (also in real life. He was the first of the children I came up with. With the rest I always had in mind that Romeo was there, so they wouldn’t have to care too much about being the oldest).

Romeo is very much under a lot of pressure, and that is partly why he has so much tension with Marcello at times. Romeo gets a lot of praise from their father - praise which Marcello really wants as well - but I could also imagine that Romeo might be defensive of this praise. If he isn’t told he is the best, then who is he? Is he a failure? Is he not as good as he thought, nor “worthy” of being the oldest.

It’s a stark contrast to how Joan is with her siblings. She can be tough at times, but that is also because her father is tough as nails. She is skilled, but she doesn’t have the same pressure, nor does she feel a need for the same praise. Often times she will stay back and watch what her siblings does, but on the occasions that she steps in and takes leadership of them, she does it for a short time. She doesn’t feel the need to be a boss at all time, though she may come across as bossy at times.

While Romeo trains, Joan might use training as a way to teach her siblings a thing or two. Both Minerva and Ragnar struggles a bit with fear and self esteem, so she takes the time with them. In these times failure is okay, and at times even needed.

Romeo in the other hand doesn’t train his siblings in the same way, mainly because he doesn’t. Could it be because he views his father as the best teacher? Maybe. Is it because he fears that failing his brothers’ training could cost not just his own status as the oldest golden, but could led to them getting seriously hurt? Could be.

We are just now seeing Romeo’s first growing obsession outside of training and his role as the oldest - that unnamed girl broke his kneecap in. And already now we’re seeing to different reasons from Romeo. First time he met her, he was calmer. It was his first patrol. He didn’t know what to expect. Even while he was in pain and shock, he told what had happened and what he saw. Second time however, Romeo has a much stronger reaction to her. Anger, annoyance and a strong need for some form of revenge, leading him to swearing that one day he will get a hold of her and make her pay. A little bit of a strong reaction from Romeo’s side, even for Marcello’s standards.

One would think that hot tempered and easily emotionally bruised Marcello might have such a reaction to that girl, but he doesn’t. He gets mad when he realizes it’s the girl that caused his brother pain, but other than that, he just feels conflicted. He doesn’t like the way Romeo reacts to her, and he doesn’t like the way he himself feels about her. And for the first time, we see Romeo and Marcello almost switch places. While Marcello retreats and stays quiet, which is rare for situations like that, Romeo is openly angry. It was more than just his knee that got damaged that night.

Did I just do a character analysis of my own oc?…

[theonekrafter]

Love the new chapter! I really love all the dynamics, especially Jiraiya walking in and accidentally ruining his own dynamic with them. I really get the feeling that it never occurred to him that his students could *not* trust him. Like, I don't think it even occurred to him that his students wouldn't already respect him and be vying for his attention like he did in his old team. You mentioned him seeing Seiko as like Orochimaru due to the genius thing, and im just. So curious. Was he doing the immature equivalent thing of trying to one up a kid as an f u to his childhood rival? Does he want Seiko to like/respect him to feel vindicated? That's going to end interestingly. I wonder what it looks like from the outside, that his team watch their backs around him and eye him like he'll do something, and he thinks it's normal. Do they they think it's funny that a Sanin can't get a bunch of kids to like him? Are they concerned that there is no teacher student bonds forming like is traditional and expected? What does it mean in konoha society for a genin student to fundamentally not trust their teacher? For the entire team to stand with them and close ranks with their Sensei on the outside? Idk I feel like people are going to form Opinions about it

LONG WINDED RESPONSE! warning you all now! will contain spoilers related to my characterization of jiraiya!

I really get the feeling that it never occurred to him that his students could not trust him.

jiraiya doesn't really understand what position these kids are coming from, nor does he understand on any deeper level What It Means to be a jonin teacher. or a teacher worthy of trust in general. this isn't me bashing him, i think that while he CAN be a fun and engaging teacher, he doesn't really respect the impact he has on these kids' lives.

with his sensei he already respected him simply because he was the hokage. and, on top of that, hiruzen was an agreeable affable person. he commanded respect easily and his students trusted him not to lead them astray (at least while they were genin). jiraiya has taken this dynamic for granted and believes that to be the default. it is not.

as for the ame orphans, he was ALL THEY HAD. his mercy in choosing to teach them ingratiated them significantly more to him from the get go. this isn't the case for his genin team. his genin team just got some random guy who everyone says is strong, and now they're having to feel him out for if he's a good person and good teacher.

Was he doing the immature equivalent thing of trying to one up a kid as an f u to his childhood rival? Does he want Seiko to like/respect him to feel vindicated? That's going to end interestingly.

for jiraiya, i think what he did was totally normal and fine. yeah she's just a pipsqueak genin, but she's advanced for her age. she can handle a little spar.

in my head, jonin and chunin do use spars as a private space to check on each other, to check each other's loyalties too. shinobi are always more honest with a weapon in hand, the saying goes. so jiraiya just sees this as a opprotunity to privately ask if seiko knows what he and the hokage thinks she knows.

spoiler:

the hokage did not ask jiraiya to figure it out in the way jiraiya did. the hokage just mentioned that he suspected she knew, and that he wanted to know if she did or not. that sort of thing is important to accommodate for considering no one else in kushina's age group is aware of what she is. ill go over this in a later chapter, but there's your answer to if the hokage is trying to scare poor seiko half to death.

What does it mean in konoha society for a genin student to fundamentally not trust their teacher? For the entire team to stand with them and close ranks with their Sensei on the outside? Idk I feel like people are going to form Opinions about it

:)

ty for your ask!!

i love getting asks its like i got a little letter from a friend who lives far away and who's asking after me and my children's health. very very fun. lmk if you have any other ideas or thoughts about the kids! or of the side characters like the ino-shika-cho trio. im excited to write more of them.

[gradualmadness]

I feel König is very mischaracterized and I want to have a say on that. Shoutout to my boy Herrera, he got my back 💪 💯 (Thxs for being my reader) if this does well I'll wrote more also heads-up I have NSFW ones so read to where you're comfortable with. Enjoy!!!

König Headcannons SFW

Has constant back pain due to his height and trying to make himself as invisible as possible, which for a man his height isn't easy. He sometimes catches himself slouching due to years of doing so in his childhood due to him being bullied.

Will completely and unashamedly stare at people. He's not sure how to start conversations and honestly just doesn't care much about them. So he just stares. He learns a lot about people because of this.

Just because he has social anxiety doesn't mean he stutters or he's some child. He just rather not interact with people. However, he's a Colonel for a reason. He's never afraid to give orders, and when he has something to say, he will say it. But small talk? Forget about it. He'd rather shoot himself in the head

Hates when people undermine him due to his anxiety. He's a human battering ram and a Colonel and rightfully so demands respect.

Want him to notice you? You gotta make the first move. He'll never make it. He'll just end up staring at you like a stalker. Talk to him. It'll be awkward at first, but once you get him to open up? He'll never shut the hell up.

Loud talker. Like really loud. He doesn't notice, though. If someone points it out, he'll get embarrassed and revert back to his shell you worked so hard to get him out of.

Loves to talk about anything snipers. Need advice which sniper is best for the mission? He'll gladly give you an hour-long lecture that you'll be forced to listen to. Need gear? He'll teach you how to make some for the meanwhile. Help in hand to hand combat? Say no more. Next thing you know, you'll be pinned under him as he tries to teach you, not realizing how he's basically taking your breath.

He loves the adrenaline he gets from exerting fear into the enemy. It's like a drug for him that he loves to chase. Seeing their small bodies, compared to him anyways, the way their eyes dilate with fear, the way their hands shake oh so slightly around their weapon. However, this is a double-edged sword. He never wants women nor children to fear. He was once a kid scared, and he never wants to be the reason someone wakes with nightmares.

Speaking of nightmares, he still has them. More than he likes to admit, but that's his cross to bear. He knows he's a killer, a murderer, even if a deep, uncorrupt part of him kills to admit it.

Tree climber (no I don't really have an explanation for this. Just look at him)

Great hider. When wanting to proof yourself sniper worthy, you need to know how to make yourself small or invisible. However a 6 foot something man cannot make himself small but he can hide. He knows how to contort his body to hide best. Uses the darkest part of his uniform to hide in the shadows. When you see a pair of eyes staring down at you, pray he has mercy on your soul.

NSFW Headcannons

Doesn't do one night stands due to the whole "having to talk to people" aspect. No, he much rather masturbate though he doesn't do it often eithier. (Life as Colonel is tiring.) He doesn't have one specific thing he jerks off to. He just chases the feeling of his hand.

Speaking of his hands, they're rough. Years of fighting left them calloused. And they feel good on him. He thrust himself into his hand wildly, only seeking release. He's wild like an animal in heat, not caring for how much his bed may squeak.

He's loud. Really loud. He shoves his fist into his mouth to quiet himself down. Has on multiple occasions used his mask as a gag to quiet himself down. Groans and moans. When he's close, his groans turn into pants and whimpers.

Definitely has cried when climaxing before. This man is stressed and needs the release. So one day he decided to edge himself and by the time he climaxed, he was sobbing into his pillow, mouth full of his mask, rutting into the bed like a bitch in heat. If anyone heard anything, no they didn't.

Sometimes the adrenaline from war gets him hard. It's a common occurrence between soldiers so people never say anything but it's hard to ignore due to his size translating down there.

He's def thought about bottoming...more than he probably should. He wants to not be in charge sometimes. The pressure of being Colonel and leading men can be too much and to keep up that facade in bed? While exciting, he wants to let his guard down and have someone take care of HIM for once. Will never admit it outloud, though. So yeah he's a switch but bottoming excites him more than he likes to admit.

He's a sniper to the core. His hands are stable and he has trained his eyes to stay open for a long time. However, that all goes out the window when he's having some private time. When he's about to come, his hands shake slightly and he fidgets all over the bed. He almost always tears up and may shed a tear or two when climaxing due to how tightly he closes his eyes.

Oral fixation. Anxiety is a bitch and can cause bad habits like lip biting. Loves to chew or suck on things. It helps him focus as well. This also goes in the bedroom. He'll suck on the inside part of his mouth to keep quiet or when he's feeling overstimulated. If he's using his mask as a gag, he'll suckle on it, not on purpose mind you, but it's what his body does naturally. Sometimes sucks on his fingers when jerking off (he always feels ashamed after but it brings him a sort of hazy feeling of comfort)

[saras-devotionals]

Quiet Time 2/23

What am I feeling today?

I got to sleep in again today which I think was much needed. I feel as though I’ve got a calm day ahead of me and I feel quite peaceful. I am in some pain that started earlier in the morning but I assume it’ll go away soon. All in all, feeling pretty good.☺️

Luke 3 NIV

(v. 3-6) “[John the Baptist] went into all the country around the Jordan, preaching a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. As it is written in the book of the words of Isaiah the prophet: “A voice of one calling in the wilderness, ‘Prepare the way for the Lord, make straight paths for him. Every valley shall be filled in, every mountain and hill made low. The crooked roads shall become straight, the rough ways smooth. And all people will see God’s salvation.’ ””

I do wonder about those that John baptized because they were baptized before knowing/believing in Jesus because it was before his time of teaching. Is that why others later in the Bible had to be baptized again (for real)? Was what John was doing valid or not? I mean at the very least we do know that he was fulfilling his purpose in preparing the way for Jesus.

(v. 8-9) “Produce fruit in keeping with repentance. And do not begin to say to yourselves, ‘We have Abraham as our father.’ For I tell you that out of these stones God can raise up children for Abraham. The ax is already at the root of the trees, and every tree that does not produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire.””

Reminds me of John 15 where Jesus talks about the vine and the branches:

John 15: 1-8

““I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful. You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. Remain in me, as I also remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If you do not remain in me, you are like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.”

This was a gut punch for me before I became a disciple because I feared being one of those branches that was cut off and thrown away to be burned. But I’ve come to remain in Jesus and the word of God and I can see the blessings that He’s brought into my life as a result.

(v. 16) “John answered them all, “I baptize you with water. But one who is more powerful than I will come, the straps of whose sandals I am not worthy to untie. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.”

Just wanted to make the note that through baptism we receive the Holy Spirit and I think that’s a wonderful and comforting thing!

(v. 21-22) “When all the people were being baptized, Jesus was baptized too. And as he was praying, heaven was opened and the Holy Spirit descended on him in bodily form like a dove. And a voice came from heaven: “You are my Son, whom I love; with you I am well pleased.””

One, taking as a sign to pray before baptism (or during) because it says Jesus was praying and the Holy Spirit descended. Two, confirmation of Jesus being the son of God.

(v. 31, 33-34, 36, 38)

“… the son of Nathan, the son of David, …the son of Judah, the son of Jacob, the son of Isaac, the son of Abraham, … the son of Shem, the son of Noah, … the son of Seth, the son of Adam, the son of God.”

I wanted to take a look at the genealogy and take note of those that I found interesting. One, I had thought David’s only son was Solomon but I see a continued line through Nathan. Also, Jesus is from the line/tribe of Judah (a part of me knew this, but another part had also assumed Joseph for some time). Additionally, he comes from Noah but specifically his son Shem. And lastly, I didn’t realize that Adam had other sons besides Cain and Abel, so to see Seth was a shock to me.

[jean-dieu]

For Raphaël ❤️ Eros 5, Storge 1, Agape 4, Philautia 1

10 years later, I answer these oops. Sorry Dujour and thank you for your patience!!!

EROS 5 - How closely is their opinion of their own beauty (or lack thereof) linked to their confidence? Do they see themselves as more or less worthy of love or sex based on how attractive they feel?

You really had to choose that question for my poor boy did you? Joke apart, Raphaël's opinion on his own beauty is of course link to his infernal traits. That's almost the only thing he can see anyway. It's not even that he sees himself as "ugly" but more cursed. He does think he's less worthy of love and ABSOLUTELY not worthy of sex based on that. His self-consciousness tends to rotate, as he will sometimes be very self-conscious about his fur, then his sharp teeth, then his hooves. Still, Raphaël always strive to maintain a good hygiene and he takes care of himself. Not always perfectly as he still sometimes struggle to maintain properly his hooves and fur but he's always very neat and tidy. When his perception of his heritage gets a bit better and he's able to have more neutral thoughts about it, he feels alright with how he looks like. It's hard to feel self conscious about having too severe features or a butt chin when you're already making big efforts to look past your horns.

STORGE 1 - Did your OC’s parents love them unconditionally? If so then has this helped them feel confident as an adult? If not then how has this affected them? What were the conditions their family attached to their relationship?

They loved Raphaël dearly, unconditionally, as much as their biological children for sure, and this love has always been the backbone of his motivations. When the world was unkind to him, he always knew he would be safe at home among them.

During the crusade, he often writes to them, and he's always delighted to hear how things are in Kenabres for them. He's forever grateful for them, way too much, to the point where even his parents keep telling him they don't except anything back from him.

AGAPE 4 - Does your OC have a religious faith which emphasises the importance of a love for all people? If so then do they try to follow these teachings authentically? Or do they just pay lip-service to them? If not then do they follow a more martial or mercantile faith? Or none at all?

Yes and oooh, he tries his best. You can easily catch him whispering "Sarenrae give me strength" whenever he's talking with someone he wants to punch in the face. He's authentic in his faith for sure, it's not just a mask of virtue he puts on. He believes in his religion wholeheartedly and sincerly. He just doesn't believe in Sarenrae the same way as Tristian for example. Not everyone deserve redemption. Redemption is sought and earned. He will gladly help anyone seeking such a change, but it must come from the heart.

PHILAUTIA 1 - Does your OC have a healthy sense of their own worth and value? Or do they see themselves as failing to live up to their original potential? Perhaps they are convinced of their own sinful or inadequate nature?

This question screams Raphaël so much it's funny.

NO, NO, NO. He doesn't have a healthy sense of his own worth and value. He's cursed, sinful, a mistake, an abomination, and I could go on listing synonyms. He's convinced of his evil nature, but despite it all, he still "fights" it as much as he can. Any of his flaws, he'll attribute them to his infernal lineage, not even questions if hey, maybe some people are just angry by nature and that's about it.

Failing to live up to his potential is something good in his mind because his original potential = becoming a lawful evil being bound to Hells. That's it. That's what destiny has in store for him. It's the reason why he impose such severe rules and principles on himself to distance himself as much as possible from his inevitable fate. That's why he strives so hard to be a parangon of goodness, even if he becomes a martyr while doing so (more like ESPECIALLY if he becomes a martyr because the martyr complex is strong in this one).

He'll eventually realize he's always been incredibely unfair and hard with himself, and he learns to temperate his behaviour. Falling in love with Sosiel has helped a lot for example, as he realizes he's indeed capable of loving someone beside his family, and that his love is as pure as anyone else.

Raphaël will always have to deal with insecurities and rampant fear of succumbing to his blood, but it does get better. He does find a sense of self worth and self love and he learns to accept that while he may be different from humans, that doesn't mean he's some mindless beast ready to strike at any given moment. It's all about balance, and he'll manage to find his inner peace at one point.

[wheezerblue]

(TLKOE) Thrull Headcanons!!!! (when you rizz him up; for my fellow self-shippers)

He's one selfless motherfucker! He'd take a bullet for you twelve-times over; if it meant his beloved could live eternally. He doesn't give a shit about the consequences; if it means anyone he deems worthy is safe. May the gods help us all; if anyone in any dimension tried to harm you.

2. He's a big boy; capable of handling you as if you were a feather, and he knows it!

Thrull stands at a daunting 11.5 feet; in height. Assuming you're within the range of 5'3 - 5'9; he's a little over twice your height. He takes full advantage of this; he often picks you up and puts you over his shoulder, if he's feeling fussy. However; he does know humans are fragile (in comparison to his species), and takes great care not to harm you. If he does; he seeks medical care, and is extremely apologetic.

3. The way his species courts their partners is... gruesome; to say the least.

The process starts out genuinely wholesome! They get to know their potential suitor/suitress, and start some friendly banter! They make suggestive statements in a humorous manner; unless that makes their love-interest uncomfortable. Sexual Intercourse is majorly frowned upon; unless a pair has been together for 5+ Tyrannian years (50+ earth-years), or optimally, married. However; this is where things get bloody. If more than one person is interested in an individual; they usually fight to the death. The winner desecrates the corpse of their foe; until they find a pretty enough piece to bring to their love-interest. They see this as a display of strength and undying love; however, a human who is mentally stable would think they're a fucking maniac.

Thrull would wonder what he did wrong, and after a LONG silence treatment; you would explain that slaughtering someone is NOT the way to your heart.

4. TLKOE: The Monster Dimension (otherwise known as Tyrannus)

He brought you to his homeworld; he knew Earth (or in TLKOE; it's ruins) didn't deserve someone as magnificent as you. After (safely; optimally with your permission) bringing you to Tyrannus; his homeworld, he'd allow you to get used to it for a year. At minimum, as he knows moving dimensions is stressful. He'd assist you in learning magic, and Tyrannian means of combat. I'd imagine they'd communicate in what humans call 'Old Norse'; he'd teach you the language, so you don't need to depend on him as much, as he doesn't want you to feel helpless. He knows you were strong on earth; he wants you to be strong here, as well.

5. At-Home (Family-life Part A)

When he's not out; doing his job (Monster-Hunting), he's honestly the best partner anyone could ask for! When you two are sleeping; he instinctively brings you to his chest, and curls up. Definitely the big spoon. Being the little spoon would be uncomfortable; for the both of you. Due to his extensive knowledge on many languages; he'd likely whisper sweet nothings when you both rest; in your language, and his. Very physically affectionate. It takes longer for heat to get to the skin for his species; due to major veins & stuff being deeper under the skin and muscle. So; he fucking loves a good cuddle session; especially during colder times! Please tell him in advance, when you have to leave the house; because if you don't, he will follow your scent like a fucking animal 🧑‍🦯

6. Opinion on Children (Family-life Part B)

Whether they're biological, or even adopted, he likes the thought of raising children with you. When he was 28 (in Tyrannian years; 280 Earth-years); he once had a family, and his previous wife + and 4 out of his 5 kids were brutally murdered. His only surviving child is Skaelka (look at their personalities; them fuckers are related somehow). He desperately wants a family again; he fights back tears with all his might, when someone mentions his deceased family. However; you happened to be his dead wife reincarnated.

(if you're able to/want to) When you get knocked up, and he finds out; he's fucking estatic! However; the *ahem* 'genetic material' is potent enough to put twins in there; at least. So, you're in for one hell of a ride!!

[uenodivision]

Shisuta's Thoughts on Ginza Division

Masa Judice

Shisuta looks at the picture of the Catholic priest for a long while, before sighing sorrowfully.

"I only know vaguely about the interaction between my mother and the man known as "Father Masa". Apparently, my mother did not believe that he had Japan's best interest in mind when he ran for the position of Archbishop of Japan. She didn't exactly expound on it, but... after hearing some of his messages and the way he spoke to his congregation, I had a feeling that she was right. Preaching the Word is supposed to be about love and compassion, teaching the Lord's children to turn from their wicked ways. It is not to be used to scare or intimidate them. That is not what the Lord wants, at least that is what I believe."

"In any case, mother convinced the clergy to elect him. She has never steered them wrong before, so he was not made the new Archbishop. Ever since then, he has made it his mission to exact revenge on my family and I. ...I'm sorry to say, but that alone proves that he was not worthy of the role of Archbishop. If he allows something as small as revenge to control him, then he still has a long way to go. Hopefully, he realizes that before it is too late."

Eiji Noguchi

"I do not know much of this man, but Aranai-chan tells me that he is responsible for making... PROFILE, was it? I apologize, I am not at all adept with technology or the Internet. I've never really used it much, even when I was young. I couldn't tell you anything about it, which is why I allow Aranai to deal with such things. I think she made me a page on this man's website, but as stated, I wouldn't know where to begin with using it."

"Besides that, from what I've read up, he seems to truly love technology. He seems to believe that the world is advancing into a technological age. ...I can't say for certain whether that is true or not. If it is, I only that people remember: technology is not God. Though it may make our lives easier, it shouldn't become our whole lives."

Oki Teagan

"I'm afraid I know little about this man, other than he seems to have a very poor disposition. He reminds me of Samatoki-san; both of them really need to work on controlling their emotions, not letting their emotions control them. Aranai-chan tells me he used to be part of a rap group but after it dissolved, he disappeared for two years. I hope nothing bad has happened to him during that time. And if something did, I hope he is strong enough to quell whatever it is."

Last Judgment

"...I'll be honest, this team... they scare me. Even the team name, Last Judgment, does not help me feel at ease. Not because I don't think they are strong or that we will lose against them. But... they scare me because nothing good can come from interacting with them. The world Noguchi-san seeks to create is not one that I think will bring peace. And Teagan-san, as stated, I know not what has transpired these past two years he has vanished, but I know that something has happened to him to change him."

"...And as for Masa-san... though I would not wish ill will on anyone, his desire for power and his vision of this world, will not benefit anyone, save himself. His followers and the people he surrounds himself with, he is leading them all down a dark path that has no future, save one of damnation. I don't know what has happened in his life to make him like this, but I sincerely pray that the Lord quells whatever demons or monsters are plaguing him and extinguishes them before it is too late."

"...It's for that reason I have asked Aranai-chan, when we face this team, if she'd allow me to deal with Masa-san. I know it is a little unorthodox, but... I feel that this is a test the Lord has placed before me. To save one of his children from himself. And if that is so, then it is a test I will gladly take. And I hope and pray the Lord gives me the strength to succeed."

[mtnkat3]

Don't be long winded!

Well... didn't work that way!

Wrote in diary because. Well.

M.11.14.2022 3.06pm.

Ok.

Today's counseling was ... me & this place. How I interact with others.

And how to fix me.

Boundaries. Self respect. Value. Worthiness.

I am Valuable.

I am worthy of life, & of love.

I am deserving of life, & of love.

Teaching me that I need to reset my own personal boundaries. But also my boundaries for others & how I wish to be treated. What's been taught & learned needs to be reevaluated.

Does God want me to be constantly hurt because I let others devalue me? No.

And I also must learn to remember this for myself.

"Do unto others as you would have others do to you."

I don't want to be mean nor unkind to other people. To hurt them, their souls. The very thought is abhorrent to me!

And don't get me started on my thoughts about people who hurt babies, children, & God help me.. the kinds that kidnap & do horrible things like rape & human trafficking.

IT IS APPALLING!

For me, those people... eye for an eye.

The warrior queen in me just.. gets a strong urge to ...cleanse.

[I am a rape survivor. ~I~ had to think about that choice. And thank You Jesus, I did not have a child. And that He cleared my health too! You answered my prayers! But nor do I agree with abortion. That's God's domain, not mine. Certainly not the government.]

So treat them the way I want to be treated!

And reestablishing my boundaries in kind.

I am a good woman, but I am working to be better. And to keep doing my best! Strive every day!

I have done things wrong here. I admit that.

And that I am here like I strive for real life. Kind & value other people. Their time, & souls. But I will say that I am honest & deplore false behavior. I want the truth. Period.

I know a lot, if not most, people that use social media do so for a variety of reasons. But a lot of Tumblr & how it was started, as well as such other sites do so for escapism, & sadly wrong doing.

I don't agree with that.

Therefore I do not condone it.

My wee lil corner isn't about "sex, boobs, butts & hookups."

Those who want that need to go elsewhere.

And most have! I still get some of the bots.. following, I've had 2 or 3 in asks. I've been propositioned by supposed women. Ain't goin there. The only things I block are those. And the few actual real ones that I have blocked, had derogatory views that I want no part of.

I am here to heal.

I actually had a lightbulb moment💡 on that recently. I didn't just come to Tumblr to heal, like I thought. But God opened my eyes that I have been looking for the one I fell for years ago in this place.

I no longer know who that is.

That is where I messed up & made a fool of myself. But I can't do that anymore.

I feel in my soul he is here but I don't know who nor where. So I've given it to God. Because I hurt myself. And I feel I have hurt him too. Heck, maybe why I don't know!

I only hope thet those I have hurt, & maybe my soul's mate is among them, that someday I am forgiven.

Not that I expect anything to happen.

Expectations. No.

I just want the one I love.. to be happy & feel loved.

With. Or without. Me.

Because we humans scar each other with expectations. With the things we fantasize about, hope for & dream about.

For me, I expect nothing.

I thank God for every breath I breathe. That I wake up & make it thru another day.

I don't expect to be forgiven for me.

I pray the souls I unintentionally hurt can forgive because God heals the souls within. And then can be happy.

The only expectations I'll allow myself are to do better of myself.

Treat people better.

Give them the boundaries on how to treat me right.

And if that means they walk away from me then...

Let Them.

That post is very much on my mind.

[It & several others are in my note app & pinned to my status bar. That's how much I agree with... "Let them."]

And when I begin the work on my massive tattoo design... it will be a part of it. [I've been researching uv & 3d for.. ~10 years. My design is very personal.]

Heck, I think it's time to revisit my note pad & vacation plans!

Looking at all the towns along the coast I grew up with & wanna visit & reflect. And see how humanity has swarmed. Grimace. Think that's what stops me. Ruining my childhood memories. From NC to FL. From DC to the space coast. To across.. I so wanna go back to Busch Gardens! But I think the Florida is different than Williamsburg one. I loved the international aspects & learning new things. Loved the German stuff! So neat!

I need a flippin break! Huh. Maybe I should just find an island spa retreat somewhere & escape humanity for a month & hold off on my reminiscing tour again.

I'm just.. worn.

My tree is so bending in the middle that it's splintering. I don't like that. It's time to work on my healing.

My assigned tasks this week are read both of my books. Not to take notes. But read & absorb. Then go back later & do the note taking.

I do hope, & pray, that my soul's mate, my Bears ..Angels.. do in fact read my raw feelings here. And someday can forgive me. And if I am to be Blessed.. want.. me. For me.

For me, that's not something I am willing to give up hope on. Ever.

That's not what God instructs me to do. Not what He is wanting me to learn. He wants me to come to Him. First. And be Blessed with my soul's mates love. Because that is a precious & priceless Gift.

Not something I'd ever take for granted.

So... whomever.. wherever.. you .. are... please... hear my soul.. I am sorry. For all I have done wrong. My God heal that soul. And may He have Mercy & Grace upon mine.

As He Teaches, Guides, Molds, Loves, Protects, shows me His Wisdom, Guidance, Strength & Perseverance to get my life back on its proper track.

I love.

I believe.

I will endure, work & await. On my cliffside. ~True love never dies & true love always waits.~

So Thy Will Be Lord.

Your humbled bowed hurting confused listening closely quietly & carefully

Your complex quirky warrior queen daughter.

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺🐾🐯✝️

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M.11.14.2022 4.33pm. Corrections. 4.52pm.

[jdgo51]

DAILY DEVOTIONAL FOR JANUARY 4, 2024

The Power of Love

By Doug Wingert (Arizona, USA)

READ TITUS 3:4-8

"How priceless is your unfailing love, O God! People take refuge in the shadow of your wings."

PSALM 36:7 (NIV)

"When our family relocated to the desert southwest, about the only relief from the relentless heat of the summer months was a trip to the public swimming pool. My parents enrolled my brothers and me in swimming lessons. I can still recall the fear during some of those first lessons, especially when we were taken into the deep end of the pool. But our instructors were kind, and we trusted them to keep us safe.

Many years later, my wife and I had three small children of our own, and we needed to teach them to swim so that they could be safe in and near the water. My wife, being a certified water safety instructor, taught them. I recall some thrashing, splashing, and even some crying, but our children knew their teacher was always there to support them and keep them safe from danger, and that she would not let them go. Eventually my children swam very well, competed on swim teams, and were rewarded with ribbons and trophies.

Now, in my later years, I sometimes reflect on how those swim lessons are similar to my relationship with God who is my teacher and is worthy of all my trust. Yet there are times when I thrash about and feel consumed by fear. But then I remember that God is love and will not let me go." In the arms of God we never have to stress or feel out of control. Its natural to be fearful of certain things, but God will take care of it when you ask. Find safety in many things and live free.

TODAY'S PRAYER

"Dear God, thank you for your everlasting love that surpasses our understanding. Help us to remain devoted to you. In Jesus’ name we pray." Amen.

Titus 3:4-8

"'4 But “when God our savior’s kindness and love appeared, 5 he saved us because of his mercy, not because of righteous things we had done. He did it through the washing of new birth and the renewing by the Holy Spirit, 6 which God poured out upon us generously through Jesus Christ our savior. 7 So, since we have been made righteous by his grace, we can inherit the hope for eternal life.” 8 This saying is reliable. And I want you to insist on these things, so that those who have come to believe in God might give careful attention to doing good. These things are good and useful for everyone."' We are righteous by God's Grace. We now move forward holding eternal life as our future. These are the things we can live for throughout our lives. Be in a blessed zone and living freely. Joe

[strawberrypucklecopeandseethe]

So huuuuge tw for ableism and emotional abuse. Also mention of alleged attempted murder

I’m going to give my actually autistic and ND fellows some advice.

We’re often told and even *trained* to believe everything is our fault and others feelings are too. This is not surprisingly bad and is bad for anyone’s mental health.

This leads to a really toxic mindset pushed on people which might be rooted in good intentions, but is really great for manipulative, downright nasty people. The idea that if you keep trying with someone and make a genuine effort to do your best and please them, you’ll soon enough prove you’re worthy to be treated like anyone else! If someone is rejecting you, it’s you and you alone.

This bothers decent human beings(I lost friends due to this mindset). But it makes you very appealing to manipulative, abusive types.

Then there’s the idea parents of autistic people know best and have it so hard. Some parents are truly ignorant and swept up a culture of hate. This doesn’t mean you’re responsible for those feelings either.

Their children are broken and defective and difficult. If you can type and express yourself you NEVER had or have these challenges like being nonspeaking/semispeaking, toileting, sensory challenges and help with daily life then you’ll never understand. As if high support needs and suffering means someone’s life isn’t a life.

Then there are people who are swept up in the power they get from others. Some more ignorant parents will cry about lack of services and many have the right to, but this still doesn’t make dehumanization right.

Once someone starts using insults against you that are related to your diagnosis, keep in mind. You’re not *really* autistic but they’ll use it against you anyways. They believe due to social hierarchy they are right and whatever they say is right. Like claiming you didn’t read something right. They’re superior to you no matter what. You can’t prove yourself, it would break their power.

These people will attack autistic people who suggest nonverbal people can communicate in other ways. If you ask enough questions, you might find said people trying to fuck with you, gaslight you and will hate you no matter what. Yet they demand you act nice. These parents are not interested in their child’s humanity. Pseudoscience groups are great for people like this, allowing them to use concepts like anti vaccination and brain damage to look like they care while claiming these children are completely utterly broken.

Now i’m going into attempted murder allegations

It’s not the first time. I want to give one example and why this kind of behavior shouldn’t be shoved off as a stressed out parent or SHOCKER something the autistic person did right away.

I’ve met a few people like this. I just encountered one today and am glad to know now it’s not my fault nor responsibility. Said person started saying I was “not following well” and telling me to “prove” they were upset about accessibility recommendations. After providing receipts of our conversations, they still claimed I was imagining things.

A 14 year old autistic girl that my mom’s colleague was involved in teaching had a family who could use some support. We met her and the mom, everything seemed ok at the time. Her sister had higher support needs, her dad had a job that left the mom by herself for half a month. She has similar interests to me and wanted to learn to cook, which both of us were looking forward to doing.

We’d come over three times a week, have the kiddo come over my mom’s home or go out somewhere. But it turned out we were supposed to go to her home while she played computer games to supervise. Her mom didn’t even want me to join her in multiplayer games. No learning to cook either, it would encourage her to make a mess. Not even at my mom’s home or offers of helping to clean up. Kiddo’s mom fired my mom.

Mom’s colleague got a call from kiddo’s mom saying she needed an emergency mental health break. She could have 72 hours to go out and cool off. She wanted three weeks. My mom’s colleague asked what was wrong that she needed that much time. Apparently she wanted to go on an international trip. Mom’s colleague was angry and said this service was for the safety of parents and disabled children. Then there was a speech about how hard she had it.

It also turned out kiddo’s mom sorta lied about being involved with teaching kiddo better coping skills. Which explains why it wasn’t working well, kiddo would just be told to go upstairs and play on the computer.

I got a very sad email. She was sad and was gonna miss me and why did her mom hate her? I couldn’t talk to her anymore by association because my mom had the nerve to believe in her.

Then we got a call from mom’s colleague. Kiddo was having a psychotic break. Kiddo’s mom tried to play dumb and claim it was autism. Hospital staff did tests

Her medication levels showed she had been given 4 times the safe dose of her daily meds for some time. Kiddo’s mom insisted she tried to off herself. Then there was evidence it was the kiddo’s mom. Dad came home as soon as he could and he was horrified. Last thing I know was that there was a court case, but dad was divorcing kiddo’s mom and trying to take away kiddo’s mom’s custody regardless. She did admit to it with “I get tired of her, she has too much energy and wanted to do things.”

I don’t know if the allegations were proved in court, but regardless both kids weren’t safe. Due to kiddo being a minor, she has the right legally and morally to privacy. I hope she’s ok where ever she is and her higher support needs sister too.

Neither of them deserved that. Beware of people who attack people perceived as “high functioning” for being able to type.

[saturniandaughter89]

I am The Last Christian in the Universe, I guesss

A VIEW ON THE BIBLE AND MOTHERHOOD IN SERBIA

5 min read

In Shitbia we say - children before us

Translated to - nurture children to become our caregivers when we get old. Invest in them as assets, achievements, possesions, a link in the chain, mindless and faceless zombies of society.

The bleeeek sheeps are dumb idiots worthy of constant emotional, mental and physical abuse, no matter how hard they try to fit in.

The biggest insult for them is me as a successful, self sufficient, genderless in mind, woman in bed, independent, and strong Satanist that is not a prey , but a predator.

You want to mess with my mind? As you do to me, I'll do to you. You want me to say thank you to something I didn't asked for? No problem, take my money in return.

WHY THE LABEL SATANIST?

Yeah, why Satanist? I was born and raised in a family of priests in the Serbian Ortodox Christian Church. My child is baptized, I go to church from time to time, to Liturgy, and talk to our local priest. I confessed a couple of times too. I know the New Testament very well,and some of the Old Testament.

The subtle art of not giving a fuck book.. Damn, that IS healing.

THESE ARE MY CONCLUSIONS ABOUT JESUS AND CHRISTIANITY

Number 1 Jews are NOT God's selected people. So all in the Old Testament is meant for brainwashing the jews and other nations after the expansion of the Christianity and Judaism.

Number 2. The only Christian is the Jesus Christ himself. We are all animals with no higher moral besides our own minds.

Number 3 That book is great for some things as fighting with narcissism (pride) but turning the other cheek when insulted and forgiving your enemy JUST NO

Number 4 Great for guilt shaming. The best one there is. What is wrong in earning as much money as you can? Money = independence, a kardinal sin in Shitbia haha

Number 5 Adultery is wrong through, unfair, but open marriage is great!

Number 6 Pride! Love yourselves? Yes! Not the authorities of any kind If it doesn't benefit you. Freedom, pride, revenge, independence, compassion when you feel like it. I volunteer at 7 Cups since 2016. I love it.

Number whatever Helping people is the core teaching of Jesus, in the end. It is said that only those who feed, clothe, help and nurture other people will stand on the right side of the God. So churches are good only for psychodrama and relaxing. When you don't talk much to people when you dont feel like it ☺️

[piouscatholic]

Margaret Mary Alacoque

Prayers

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[Hail, Heart of Jesus]

Hail, Heart of Jesus, save me!

Hail, Heart of my Creator, perfect me!

Hail, Heart of my Saviour, deliver me!

Hail, Heart of my Judge, grant me pardon!

Hail, Heart of my Father, govern me!

Hail, Heart of my Spouse, grant me love!

Hail, Heart of my Master, teach me!

Hail, Heart of my King, be my crown!

Hail, Heart of my Benefactor, enrich me!

Hail, Heart of my Shepherd, guard me!

Hail, Heart of my Friend, comfort me!

Hail, Heart of my Brother, stay with me!

Hail, Heart of the Child Jesus, draw me to Thyself!

Hail, Heart of Jesus dying on the Cross, redeem me!

Hail, Heart of Jesus in all Thy states, give Thyself to me!

Hail, Heart of incomparable goodness, have mercy on me!

Hail, Heart of splendour, shine within me!

Hail, most loving Heart, inflame me!

Hail, most merciful Heart, work within me!

Hail, most humble Heart, dwell within me!

Hail, most patient Heart, support me!

Hail, most faithful Heart, be my reward!

Hail, most admirable and most worthy Heart, bless me.

[God The Father]

Eternal Father, I offer unto Thee the infinite satisfaction which Jesus rendered to Thy justice on behalf of sinners upon the tree of the Cross;

and I pray that Thou wouldst make the merits of His Precious Blood available to all guilty souls to whom sin has brought death;

may they rise again to the life of grace and glorify Thee for ever.

Eternal Father, I offer Thee the fervent devotion of the Sacred Heart of Jesus in satisfaction for the lukewarmness and cowardice of Thy chosen people, imploring Thee by the burning love which made Him suffer death,

that it may please Thee to rekindle their hearts now so lukewarm in Thy service, and to set them on fire with Thy love, that they may love Thee for ever.

Eternal Father, I offer Thee the submission of Jesus to Thy will, and I ask of Thee, through His merits,

the fullness of all grace and the accomplishment of all Thy holy will.

Blessed be God!

Amen.

[The Blessed Virgin Mary]

O most holy, most amiable and most glorious Virgin, Mother of God, Mistress and Advocate to whom we are all vowed and consecrated, making it our glory to belong to thee as children, servants and slaves for time and eternity, behold! with common accord, we throw ourselves at thy feet to renew our vows of fidelity and servitude to thee and to pray thee that as we belong entirely to thee, thou wouldst offer, dedicate, consecrate and immolate to the Sacred Heart of our adorable Jesus, ourselves and all that we are, all that we shall do and suffer, without reserving anything for ourselves.

We wish to have no other liberty except that of loving Him, no other glory except that of belonging to Him as slaves and victims of His pure love, no other will or power but that of pleasing Him and contenting Him in everything, even at the price of our lives.

And since thou hast all power over the amiable Heart of thy Divine Son, grant, O most charitable Mother, that He may receive and accept this consecration which we make today in thy presence, and through thy mediation, with the protestations of our fidelity, relying on His grace and thy help, which we beg thee not to refuse us.

O, our sweet Hope, make us feel thy power over the amiable Heart of Jesus and use thy influence on our behalf to lodge us there always.

Pray Him to exercise His sovereign empire over our souls, making His love reign in our hearts, in order that He may consume us and transform us entirely into Himself May He be our Father, our Spouse, our Protection, our Treasure, our Delight, our Love and our All in all things; may He destroy and annihilate in us all that is of ourselves and put in place of it all that is of Himself, in order that we may be able to be pleasing to Him.

May He be the support of our powerlessness,

the strength of our weakness,

the joy of all our sadness.

O Sacred Hearts of Jesus and Mary, repair all our failings, supply for all that is wanting to us, burn our hearts in your holy ardors; consume all our coldness and cowardice in loving and serving you, since we wish to make all our holiness and happiness consist in living and dying in the state of slaves of the adorable Heart of Jesus, and servants of His holy Mother. Amen.

[The Sacred Heart of Jesus]

Place me, O my sweet Savior, in Thy Sacred Side, and in Thy adorable Heart which is a burning Furnace of pure love, and I shall be in safety.

I hope, O my Jesus, My Sovereign Good, that Thou wilt bring me in thither, since I love Thee, not for the recompenses which Thou dost promise to those who love Thee, but purely for the love of Thyself.

I love Thee above all things lovable, above everything good, above everything beautiful, above every pleasure, and in fine, above myself and everything that is outside of Thee, and I protest in the presence of Heaven and earth that I wish to live and die in Thy holy love, purely and simply, and that even if to love Thee in this manner, I must suffer persecution and torments and even endure death, I am quite content, and will say with St. Paul:

“No creature shall ever be able to separate me from the love of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, whom I love and wish to love eternally.”

O most amiable Heart, Thou art my strength, my support, my recompense, my safety, my refuge, my love and my all.

O most holy Heart of Jesus, Heart most august, Master of all hearts, I love Thee, I adore Thee, I praise Thee; I thank Thee, I wish to be all Thine.

O Heart of love, dwell with me and in me; govern me, save me, change me entirely into Thee.

O most excellent and most Sacred Heart, the eternal enjoyment of which will be, without surfeit, the Source of enjoyment and the Recompense of the blessed, how desirable, how lovable Thou art!

O Divine Heart, come to me or draw me to Thee.

O Heart most sublime, the Delight of Divinity!

I salute Thee from exile where I am;

I invoke Thee in my sorrow; I call on Thee as the remedy for my frailty.

Oh! most merciful Heart, compassionate and generous Heart of my Father and my Savior, do not refuse Thy help to my unworthy heart, destroy in me the reign of sin and establish in me that of virtue in order that Thy image may be completely perfected in me and that it may one day be an ornament in Thy Heavenly palace.

Amen.

[In Resignation to Suffering]

My Saviour, I cheerfully accept all the painful dispositions, in which it is Thy pleasure to place me.

My wish is in all things to conform myself to Thy holy will.

Whenever I kiss Thy cross, it is to show that I submit perfectly to mine.

Amen.

[For Mercy]

Behold, O compassionate Father, this prodigal who has sinned against Thee by dissipating the treasures with which Thou hast enriched him.

I throw myself at Thy Feet and cry for mercy.

Do not reject me and do not forget Thy mercies.

Exercise them over my poor soul, although it is unworthy of them.

Do not permit that it be lost before Thine eyes since Thy Sacred Heart has given birth to it with so much pain.

Do not refuse me the title of child of Thy Heart, for I desire to die unto myself and unto sin, in order to live henceforth only by the life of submission and obedience.

In this spirit I wish to do all my actions, uniting my obedience with that which Thou dost render to the priest, whether he be good or bad, without showing the pain it costs Thee to enter into the hearts of sinners.

In like manner, I will repress my repugnances so that they will have no other effect on me but to make me sacrifice them to Thee, saying:

Jesus was silent;

Jesus was obedient even unto death;

I wish to obey until I breathe my last sigh. Amen.

[All Powerful Physician]

O Jesus, my love, in memory of the Sacrifice of Thyself which Thou didst offer on the Cross and which Thou dost still offer in the Blessed Sacrament, I beg of Thee to accept that which I make of my whole being, immolated and sacrificed to Thy adorable designs and wishes.

Receive me in the spirit of penance and sacrifice.

O Heavenly Physician of my soul, Sovereign Remedy for my evils,

I present myself to Thee as a sick person without hope in any other but in the charitable Heart of my Savior, who alone knows my maladies and can cure me of them.

I hope for this favour from Thy bounty since in this amiable Sacrament Thou hast made Thyself my medicine, my healing balm.

My cowardice and my coldness in Thy love have been the cause of all my infirmities; but Thou canst, if Thou wilt, cure me, for I am ready to suffer anything in order to be cured.

Cut, burn, amputate; provided that I love Thee and be saved, I will submit to everything.

On my part, I am ready to apply the iron and fire of entire mortification and crucifixion of myself to cure the wounds which pride and self-love have caused to my soul.

Apply Thyself then to my poor languishing heart as a balm of love.

O my charitable Physician, have pity on my weakness and deliver me from it for the glory of Thy name. Amen.

(By St Margaret Mary Alacoque)

… St Margaret Mary Alacoque, Pray for Us …

https://www.daily-prayers.org/angels-and-saints/prayers-of-saint-margaret-mary-alacoque/

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Over Coming the Flow of Evil Words

Verse of the day

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+Proverbs 15:28  The heart of the godly thinks carefully before speaking; the mouth of the wicked overflows with evil words.

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Topic: Over Coming the Flow of Evil Words

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** SAY THIS BEFORE YOU READ; HERE’S SOME CHRISTIAN AFFIRMATION **

I AM ALLOWING THE HOLY SPIRIT TO FILTER ME

I AM GIVING CONTROL TO GOD

I AM CONFIDENT WITH GOD

I AM WORTHY

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Thoughts

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We must be careful what we say, how we respond to others, not just Christians but honestly all of us should; it should be an unspoken rule about how we address others; what you think is okay to say might not be okay for others, but what we tend to forget we all are different we can spend a whole lifetime building a friendship with someone. It would take us less than 5 minutes to destroy what was built over words passed between two people.

Today's verse says the godly thinks carefully before speaking; how often do you think about what you say before you say it? How often do you consider someone else’s feelings? Some of us have this it must be said motility but everything that we THINK should be said shouldn’t; I have had TONS, TONS of times I wanted to say whatever my thoughts were thinking, and the Holy Spirit had to say no, don’t, but we all have had those moments, but we can’t follow through with those words.

It also says that the wicked let their words overflow; we shouldn’t be like the wicked and allow our words to flow; we must have self-control and not say whatever we feel; a lot of times, we allow our emotions to conduct what we say and do, and we shouldn’t. Yes, God gave us those emotions but not for them to lead us on what to do. We should always allow the Holy Spirit to filter out what needs to be said or done and let him say what is good or bad because we are of the flesh; if we go by our standards, we will always be wrong if we aren’t entirely devoted to God.

“James 3:6 And among all the parts of the body, the tongue is a flame of fire. It is a whole world of wickedness, corrupting your entire body. It can set your whole life on fire, for it is set on fire by hell itself.”

In the book of James, it tells us the tongue is a flame of fire! And that it can corrupt your whole body if we allow it, and it can set our life on fire, it can destroy anything if we don’t get our words and thoughts under control; it’s just like children we must teach them what to do and what to say what is proper what isn’t, but if we just let them do and say what they want they will be out of control!

When we ALLOW THE HOLY SPIRIT TO BE ACTIVE in our lives, he will start to show us what we can’t say and what we shouldn’t do; it’s easy just doing what we like; it’s easy just allowing ourselves go, but true discipleship starts when we ask the Holy Spirit to discipline us and help us have self-control. When I was in the world, I did whatever I felt and said whatever I wanted because I didn’t care about having self-control, but now that I walk in the light, I want to try my best always to please God, our lives should always be for the pleasure of God, not for our chaos.

Verse 7 People can tame all kinds of animals, birds, reptiles, and fish, 8 but no one can tame the tongue. It is restless and evil, full of deadly poison”

It tells us here we CANT TAME IT; we won’t be able to; only God can; only when we submit our members to God can we tame everything else in this world, animals, birds, dogs, and fish. I remember when I first got my dog, I took her to these obedient classes, and she went for eight weeks, and they taught her how to sit and roll over and wait; she learned it in 8 weeks, but it takes us as humans a lifetime sometime to learn the simplest things and one of those things is submission to God and his will, why does it take us that long because we have our agenda and we refuse to listen to God!

Verse 9-10 Sometimes it praises our Lord and Father, and sometimes it curses those who have been made in the image of God. 10 And so blessing and cursing come pouring out of the same mouth. Surely, my brothers and sisters, this is not right! “

This is a great example of how we allow our mouths to do one thing and the next minute do something different. This isn’t right to cuss with this same tongue and then honor God; we have to start asking God to cleanse our hands, to cleanse our life, and allow our bodies to be a living sacrifice for him !! We can’t say we are his when we can’t sacrifice even the most minor things for him!

** Today, if you’re struggling not to say what you feel, ask God to help you! Ask God to help you gain self-control and to be what he needs you to be; a lot of times, we spend our prayer time asking and asking when we need to spend this time giving our members to him so that he may clean! Ask God what you are doing with your mouth that he doesn’t like, and he will cleanse you!

©Seer~ Prophetess Lee

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Prayer

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Heavenly Father, we thank you for another day we have never seen; we thank you for being what we need; Father, we ask you to help us control our worlds, help us to control our tongues; only you can do this; we can’t, we don’t. Lord, help us through every conversation, every rant, calm us down so that we may walk in the light. Father God, we ask you right now to come and cleanse us, come in and change everything that’s not of you; Father, we want to be able to praise you with a clean tongue, not a tongue that was used to harm, not a tongue that was used to destroy someone’s confidence, lord help us to give you everything and every part of ourselves in Jesus Name Amen

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Reference

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+Ecclesiastes 5:2 Be not rash with your mouth, nor let your heart be hasty to utter a word before God, for God is in heaven, and you are on earth. Therefore let your words be few

+Proverbs 29:11 A fool gives full vent to his spirit, but a wise man quietly holds it back

+Matthew 12:34 You brood of vipers! How can you speak good when you are evil? For out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks.

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Further Reading

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1 Kings 14:1-15:24

Acts 10:1-23

Psalm 133:1-21

Proverbs 17:7-8

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What About Job?

In the case of Job, we see a unique situation. As we know, Satan came before God and asked permission to afflict Job. Job faced more devastation than anyone I’ve ever heard of. He was a righteous man, yet all the devastation of the curses came on his entire family, as well as his own body. Job’s friends believed the curses were brought on by Job’s sin. His wife wanted him to curse God and die (Job 2:9). God was silent for a long time. When God finally did respond to Job’s questioning of why all the awful things had happened, God answered Job with His own amazing set of questions, which highlight the fact that God’s ways are not our ways. He is high above us, and He is good, just, and right. The great news in Job’s case is that everything was restored to Job, and then some. The only thing that wasn’t restored was the children he had lost. He was given new children, but any parent knows you can’t replace a child. As believers, we do know he saw all his children again.

Fear is powerful. Job 3:25 has led some to believe fear is what opened the door of opportunity for Satan to attack Job: “For the thing I greatly feared has come upon me, And what I dreaded has happened to me.” This highlights the fact that Job had great fear and dread. Was this Job’s sin? God didn’t highlight it when He had a chance. Fear is a worthy subject in the study of healing, but we cannot make any firm conclusions from the book of Job regarding the effects of his fear on his condition, especially because his was a unique situation. What is clear is that fear is powerful, and often what we fear comes upon us as a result of our fear. It has massive effects upon our bodies. It keeps us from so much.

Fear, which is a sin, is the opposite of faith. Fear works powerfully against us, but the Lord gives us the resources to be rid of fear and its effects. First John 4:18 tells us: “There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.”

It is critical that I take a moment to clarify something here which needs to be said. Although the overwhelming majority of Scripture links sickness, disease, and infirmity with our sin, this is not always the case. In the case of Job, the Lord was more upset with Job’s friends, who continued to insinuate that some sin of Job’s was the root of His problems, than He was with Job. We know that in the case of Job, Satan came before God and asked for permission to test Job. What many teach is that God allows these things into our lives to teach us and to strengthen us. They say we need to be thankful for our illnesses and accept them from God. However, so far in our reading about healing in the Old Testament, we have not found that to be true, nor will we find it in scriptures to come.

The difficulty with that line of reasoning comes with those who, like the blind man in John 9, did not sin, nor did their parents sin, and yet they have the effects of the curse operating in their lives. Jesus still healed the blind man, just as God restored Job. What do we do with the myriad of people around the world who are injured or have some other debilitating condition they were born with? There are some famous people whom God has used powerfully as a result of an accident and overcoming their physical adversity. Does Scripture suggest that they are less spiritual because they have not been healed? No! Nor does it teach us to accept our infirmity as a gift from God. My heart breaks for all those who have come to accept infirmities that God wants to heal. Many people take all kinds of medicine and pay tens of thousands of dollars to doctors but will not seek their healing from God. I’m shocked how often people insinuate that giving someone hope is cruel. The reason they feel that way is that they believe it is false hope. Many have been taught that God has brought illness into their lives for His purpose and that He is using it to teach them something. God can use anything and continually teaches us through everything. What I believe God is trying to teach us is that if we deal with the root causes of our illness we will be well. Yes, that builds character, but God didn’t give us the sickness in order to build character. In many instances it is our lack of character that opened the doorway to the sickness, and only God’s work in us will bring wholeness and close the doorway to the enemy. For Job and for some today this is not the case. Job appears to represent a special circumstance through which God is teaching us as much about His sovereignty and His trust in Job, as He is about healing—regardless of whether or not his troubles were caused by something he did or didn’t do.

Sickness, pain, and all the other curses were not part of God’s original design. They all came as a result of the Fall. Christ, as we will see in the New Testament, has done everything necessary to destroy the curses. Sometimes the answers are not easy and not readily discernable. Why do some suffer, and why are they not all healed? One reason is that those who are praying for them have not learned how to use God’s keys as found in Scripture that bring healing. Another is that they have not learned how to pray effective healing prayers. That may sound accusatory, but it is not. I cannot rebuild a carburetor, because no one has ever taught me. I’m sure I could learn how if I wanted to. Don’t come to me if you need your carburetor repaired. Does that mean I’m not really saved or not as spiritual as someone else? No. Just because I’m born again and know how to pray doesn’t mean I know how to repair a carburetor. Just because someone is saved and can pray doesn’t mean they are effective or knowledgeable when it comes to praying for the sick. We can all learn and become more effective with our prayers. It takes humility to admit, “I don’t know how to pray for sick people effectively. But let’s learn how!”

Sometimes God doesn’t heal, and no one can tell you all the reasons why. God answers Job’s questions with more questions than Job asked. Find your answers in the Bible or trust the Lord that He is faithful and the answers will come when you see Him face to face. I encourage people to not give up on their miracle. Don’t just accept your condition. If you’ve been prayed for by ten people don’t stop! The eleventh person might have the key to unlock your healing.

Also, don’t just chase everything out there. Many people have unknowingly tried occult medical treatments, not knowing that they were of occultist origin. The occult opens the door to Satan. Much of holistic and homeopathic medicine has occultist origins. Instead, seek healing from the Lord, His Word, and people who have experience in biblical healing. If you cannot find the healing method in Scripture then be very cautious. Many have unknowingly opened the doorway to evil, even in Christian circles, by getting involved in healing methods that were actually occult-based.