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rosicheeks · 6 months

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#it’s so hard to get up today #I started my laundry at least #but now what #should get food but no motivation #I want to paint but I can’t here #I should organize and put back all the shit I brought to murphys #but it just makes me sad #why organize all this shit when I know I won’t be able to use it anytime soon #could go out and smoke but man it’s exhausting always looking over my shoulder to see if someone called the cops on me #FOR JUST CHILLING IN MY CAR #I want a safe space where I can do what I want #I miss my old townhouse more than words can express #should get up #but I’m at the point where I’m like what’s the point?#my friend is most likely coming over after they get off of work to help me get up #but until then #how much do you wanna bet that I’m gonna just fall asleep for a few hours #sigh #shut up rosie

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crismakesstuff · 6 months

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cast out of paradise

#please see my vision here #PLEASE #sorry for injecting my catholic trauma into the silly superhero show guys I can’t help it #the fallen angel #invincible #invincible show #invincible fanart #omni man #omniman #nolan grayson #mark grayson #debbie grayson #crismakesstuff #the original painting ‘the fallen angel’ is just SO HIM #the grief the despair and anger about his own choices #ITS NOLAN!#ok but if you guys let me ramble if I had to assign biblical roles to the graysons #i can see nolan as god himself (or lucifer but more so god tbh) debbie is mother mary and mark is jesus #the whole ‘lamb of god’ motif just fits mark wayyyy too well #also I saw someone make art of debbie and mark as ‘la pietà’ and I’ve been a changed person since #AGAIN SORRY FOR THROWING CATHOLIC IMAGERY AT THE SUPERHERO SHOW #this is how my brain wants to cope w it ig ;-;#catholic imagery

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bibleofficial · 7 days

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god bless sleeping 12hrs nightly

#stream #i hate it so much #like get up & do what ? CLEAN ? AGAIN ? be a PERSON ? AGAIN ?#i was so annoyed yesterday ppl were pissing me off so much then i called my mother & it was lovely & i told her how i scammed a vacuum from #amazon last semester by reporting it stolen bc dpd refused to deliver it TO ME & sent it to a language centre so then i reported it as a #dispute on my credit card got my money back then picked up the vacuum ALSKALSKLKSLAKSLA she said ‘u are ur fathers child’ & honestly ? real #cheap as FUCK like i GET IT FROM SOMEWHERE #but she��s also HER fathers child so i don’t wanna hear it 🙄#by that it’s ‘u gotta make it really reasonable if u want anything w my money’#i’m literally going to try to scam an electric drill or just use & return to make a fucking big room divider to THE HEIGHT I NEED bc it need #to be literally like 150cm even to go w the height of the tv bc that’s mounted & it came w the place so i can’t move it & also it doesn’t #even work ALSKALSKALKSLKSLA HATE KY LANDLORD !!!!! i mean love em they don’t do anything it’s full shithead hours 24/7 here & i love that #but GIRL ….#DID YALL RLY HVE TO PAINT OVER THE BITCHES HAIR ?#WOULD A BROOM HAVE KILLED YALL ? anyway ALSO IT DOESNT EVEN HAVE A CABLE #& U HAVE TO HAVE A TV LICENSE HERE FOR THE FUCKING TV 😭😭😭😭#like ALSKALKSLAKSLSLKSLAK literally … decoration #that’s ugly as fuck and annoying as shit like why is it THERRREEEEEEEE #i’m having my mother bring an amazon fire stick when i meet in north carolina like next week so i can maybe hopefully use it somehow like #just as a SPEAKER EVEN #that would be GREAT bc i’m not paying for cable i don’t even watch netflix as is #like let me get this podcast on the tele ‼️‼️‼️#determined to get dishes done today #running low on weed BUT that 1 drug dealer w cancer & w/o a bladder im talking to he’s so fucking hot hopefully he actually has a connect #for me to get smack ALSKALKSLKSLKSLKSLKALAK

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teeth-draws · 1 year

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Hhhhighschool au bus ride with trouble from @shepherds-of-haven ;;;; haha

#shepherds of haven #trouble alder #halle beren #if you were wondering why red and the others had such different styles it’s bc this is the missing link #thought I’d try and paint aka no lines! and a background! wild!#anyway in a hs au where their respective single parents are alive #trouble is supported and thriving as the king of social butterflies #she is less feral but also less confident and she pines for him night and day #she is positive he can’t be that thick and he just wants to be friends - every time she tries to ask him out he invites a group #hang in there girl #this will all come to a head where she swears off her feelings for him and finally starts dating the guy from her smart girl class #and trouble who has always kinda liked that tall redhead or whatever suddenly wants to crack his head in the door #-what’s he got that I don’t got?- but all the girls just laugh at him so he sulks #what do you mean you’re going to the library with him what about our Tuesday night taco tradition??? bruh #the vibe as always is energetic extrovert x introverted baddie #teenage trouble punches walls and that’s a shame but also can’t be untrue #here ig he’s like 17 and she’s 18?? they both live in the poorer district of the city and she uses his mum’s laundromat #it’s a fixture in the community and part of the reason he’s so nosy and earnestly involved with everyone #her ears are pierced so much to mimic THE halek prince of whom she has a picture of in her locker #she is overthinking which music to play on their shared earphones even though he’s off with the fairies #this is why AirPods suck like the intimacy of earphones is unparalleled it’s all about the lean #anyway no doubt years of on and off infatuation vs his obliviousness culminates in dating someone else and avoidance #until either his dad shows up out of nowhere and he bangs on her door in the rain OR like her dad does something extra depresso #and she goes to him straight away #then there is a dramatic confession at the school festival or something #or his mum whacks him over the head ig and makes him walk her home when it’s still awkward between them and he can’t stand the weird mood #also they were going to be wearing their school bags but I got tired lmao so they’re on the ground while they commute it’s fine #he ate her up though tbh lmao #as usual the tags are nonsensical there is so much moisturiser in my eyes I’ve been writing reports for hours and have met so many weirdos #her phone is the shiny drampa that rotted my brain enough for me to create her in it’s image when I was shiny hunting

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pallanophblargh · 2 years

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At least now I have some idea of how I want a final painting to go? Not sure if I will have the will to do an additional color study with compositional adjustments, but this still turned out better than I initially expected.

Autumnal equinox pallanoph coloration is more or less fantastical, but who knows?

Caran d’Ache colored pencils in a sketchbook that didn’t sign up for this torture.

#pallanophs #sketchbook #color study #colored pencils #fantasy art #creature design #personal work #autumnal equinox #fall foliage #fall colors #illustration #the asters won’t be nearly as dorky in the painting but hahaha I can’t draw that small #some contrast and saturation issues here and there too #want the composition expanded on the bottom as well

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girlfriendsofthegalaxy · 2 months

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if i could be a real cunt for a moment about instagram interior designers: i do not understand “dopamine decor”. putting things you like in your house without regard for the public’s opinion??? that’s what you’re supposed to do anyway??? it’s your house not the public’s house???

#evil lair llc #also god gives his most gorgeous wormy chestnut pieces to his most fucked up flippers but that’s neither here nor there #looking at flippers is bad for my blood pressure but that’s what insta thinks i want. no. show me not that #i do think flippers are an important part of keeping shit out of the landfill and i don’t think they’re actually making their prices most #of the time. but by god are most of them very bad at actually fixing up pieces and making them functional again #and like you can un-paint a piece. clearly. it happens a lot of the time. it’s just very hard to watch someone blow through veneer that #can’t be legally harvested any more #although i did watch a professional restorer steam out some dents in the exact same zebrawood desk i own and now i feel way more confident #about doing that myself #the trouble with me is that my whole house is based on things that were available at the time i was looking for a couch or a coffee table #or a kitchen set #like i would have never envisioned my couch or my coffee table or my kitchen set if you had asked me what i wanted before hand #but i DID know that i really wanted them when i saw them.#none of these tags are related im just tired and rambling

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anotherdescentintomadness · 1 year

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Happy Debut Anniversary,

Wang YiBo!

Tag me if you use this, but I prefer reblogs. Let’s all celebrate nine years of Wang YiBo! 🌈💚🥳

Get prints here

#wang yibo #happy debut anniversary #wang yibo fanart #just a little painting to celebrate the noodle #I can’t believe he’s been noodling professionally for nine whole years #I love this noodle so goddamn much #he’s so inspiring #honestly so grateful that I discovered the existence of Wang YiBo #he’s so pure and at the same time so incredibly naughty #The Gluten-Free Noodle #(for those of you who are new Wang YiBo more than once wore a pair of jeans that said on them “MY COCK IS GLUTEN FREE)#so when Wang YiBo is being naughty in bts or particularly cheeky my girlfriend and my kids and I call him Gluten-Free #I showed my 21yo kid a photo of WYB prominently wearing a fuzzy pink belt with mini-handcuffs dangling from it #and my kid stares at the screen and then whispers “Gluten-Free is that you?#he can’t be as openly gluten-free as he used to but his unashamed gluten-free-ness is only one thing I love about him #he’s so creative and clever and kind and skilled at 2 million things #I’m forever in awe #and I’m forever grateful that I get to share the planet with him #here’s to nine more years that are sure to amaze us #or if you want to retire and go stealth and disappear completely that’s fine too #as long as you’re happy Noodle #as long as you’re happy

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anyonewestofbree · 1 year

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The girls sharing some of old man Matthew’s 18th birthday party treats!

#people were upset with no audio on the painted dog vid #but I promise they were silent in that one #I kept audio here bc of their little eating sounds #which evidently some people find charming #my misophonia is like NOT A FAN lmao #I know they can’t help it but it makes me absolutely ill lmao #but for those of you that want it!#red river hog #video #work tag

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twinkskeletons · 9 months

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this is meant to be insulting but this is literally me

#loove the paint sample section if u can’t appreciate the beauty in coloured squares arranged by shade don’t even talk to me #txt #anyways here’s what i wanted to post. wojak rothko fan spoke to me

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seagull-scribbles · 2 years

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Safe from the world, though the world will try…

So breath, breath with me~

#sth #bunnie rabbot #antoine d’coolette #Archie sonic #hospital tw #buntoine #I do think Antoine would have woke up and been mostly okay #but I think it would have been a slow process over about two weeks #so this is meant to be after that and it’s like the first time he’d show any signs of being completely conscious and aware and Bunnie would #just be so overwhelmed and start sobbing and he still can’t talk but he could jester for a hug #I’m sure he’d really want a cuddle even if he’s in pain and struggling to move #and then here is this #I told you I was touch starved #so excited to end this week with my friends I have missed them #also I was going to paint his nails cause I’m sure they where painted the day he was blown up by metal but hospitals remove nail polish #and from doing this I also learned that bunnies don’t have paw pads just extra fluffy feet #which is a shame cause I drew her bean pads so well but I liked the contract of her not having them and Antoine having rough callused ones #I tried to keep this as close to canon as possible but I am so convinced he’d have lost some fingers so I put his right hand in a cast #but besides that #also Bunnie came out thinner than I wanted she deserves some chunk as a treat I think #I’ll have to work on that for sure #WAIT ANTOINE HAIRS I DELIBERATELY GAVE HIM THAT IT HAVE GROWN A BIT AND THATS DRAMATIC BUT ALSO INLIKE GIVING HIM HAIR SORRY #and the song is intertwined by dodie #listened to it on loop while I did this over the past month

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spacespore · 3 months

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I really want to do some paintings right now !!!

#I’m staying with my grandparents right now which is nice but I’m bored out of my mind #I want to paint so bad !!!!#I’m not actually too bored cause I used to live with my grandparents for a long time so I have lots of friends here who live nearby #but I do not have paints here… sad….#and I’m not sure when I ger to go back home so who knows when I can do my painting #idk I brought my book I guess I will read -_- or do some drawings in my sketchbook which is actually so nice but then it’s like ok. well I #can’t color it :(

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rosicheeks · 10 months

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i am a little worried about you Princess. are you ok?

#I’m doing….. okay??????#I love my new job so that’s great #I get to be with puppies all day #have to do a lot of cleaning but they are worth it 🫶#but my depression and anxiety have been baaaaaaad lately #I have a few ideas why my depression has been rough lately #but that doesn’t make it any easier #I want to work and be with dogs all day every day but I can’t work thaaaat much (only part time)#also it doesn’t pay amazingly unfortunately so I’ll probably have to find another job on top of it #especially with my 26th birthday coming A LOT faster than I’d like #I’ve had to do a lot of cleaning and packing which is completely fair since my parents want to have people over for the holidays #totally totally fair #but it’s also sad cause I have to box up a lot of my stuff/hobbies #like I boxed up practically all of my painting stuff since idk when I’ll be able to do that again #my room is jam packed with shit so I’ve only been home to sleep #spend the rest of the time in the car but it’s not really mine so I can’t smoke in here so half of the time I fall asleep #idk idk idk I just feel like I’m complaining all the damn time so I’m trying to shut up and keep it to myself a bit #it’s just the same thing over and over again and nothing is gonna change unless I move #and that’s incredibly unrealistic right now #also I’m worried about my dad more and more each day so that doesn’t help #I want to do something with him or for him but our relationship hasn’t been the best and idk how to fix it #and I’m terrified something is going to happen and I won’t be able to #oooofda that was a lot #and that was only a little bit of what’s going on #but at least I have a job now so that’s cool haha #sometime I’ll have to show you guys some puppy pics I have so many now haha #thanks for checking in lovely #I hope you’ve been doing ok 🫶#ask

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gwyoi · 9 months

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I keep seeing art discourse on twitter about modern art and I’m just like all the arguments are in bad faith tbh. I like modern art but yk. I COULD definitely make some of those pieces. It’s much more about the messaging and what it evokes in the audience rather than the technical skill involved (sometimes) but they are still good and important art. and also a lot of art IS just rich people money laundering. I think some people have animosity to modern art because of that and that we live in a society that discourages creativity (for the poor). I think a lot less people would feel slighted when they look at modern art if we encouraged them to create. and if we didn’t live in such inequality. bc as much as I love some pieces I also think to myself “wow this guy got paid 3 million dollars for a painting I could have made. I wish I could have made it too”

#like all of the talking points can be simultaneously be true here.#gwon #I feel this way about the big paint splatter art because I really want to make it but I quite literally don’t have the space or #the money to be buying paint like that. I think they are amazing and yet I feel resentful a bit #because I know I can’t even dream about creating it myself. if that makes sense.

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cherryview · 9 months

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#i want to write this here… i am not a religious person… but after i had just moved and when i was depressed…which I was often then #less so these days…#i drove myself to get ice cream and i prayed along the way that i had made the right decision #to move out and start a new life and find this job #and i cried for a long while which i also seemed to do a lot then #and while i was driving back home i prayed… and i think i pray just in case someone is listening … just so they can’t say i never tried #at least someone might be listening to me #i asked god if they could show me a deer… which is a really stupid sign to ask for because i had never seen a deer close up #and i knew in my mind that i didn’t mean some vague outline of a deer on the horizon or some painting of a deer #and i don’t know why i asked for a deer at all #but i did and i had just gotten my license two months prior for this job… and i was driving on a street that was without anyone else…#which was really unusual for this tourist town in the summer but i was crying and driving and praying and it was dusk #and a deer wandered into the road…. just feet within me… and i wasn’t scared… i slowed down and I’m not sure how much time passed #but i cried and looked and wondered if i was so mentally ill i was hallucinating before the deer hobbled off to the field #and even if it’s stupid and highly conincidental… it made me feel better… and i think god is more of a whisper of hope that things will #change… and as the winter grows long… i am hungry for another sign that i am okay #i miss how simple life could be and I miss you

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streatfeild · 2 years

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pcr test came back positive as well. i‘m ALREADY going nuts in here ahhhhhhhhh

#i‘m too tired to think #netflix bores me #and my back is killing me #also my wrist again for some reason??? i thought we were done with that‚ mate :(#at least the cold symptoms aren’t as terrible as last time. i can still smoke so thank fuck for that #oh AND i‘m gonna try oil painting for the first time???#the canvases i ordered are supposed to get here today!#i‘m scared lol #also i looked at cars again today (as i do when i‘m bored)#and i found a yellow audi oldtimer for 8500€ that i can’t get out of my head now #i want her #shut up kit

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cryptid-on-a-string · 2 years

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Ok even if I’m a trans man, I feel some amount of comfort in knowing that my body looks exactly like those women depicted in renaissance sculptures and paintings. Like every time I feel ugly I’m like “well that one statue is of Aphrodite and I literally look so much like her. I’m not completely a lost cause I guess.”

and also in that era, being chubby was a sign of wealth and prosperity, so basically if I was alive in the 1400s I would have gotten so many bitches <3

#It’s hoenstly kind of uncanny how much I’m built like a renaissance painting woman #(Still a man tho the dysphoria can’t get me here)#I saw an article titled “Why Are All Women In Classical Paintings Always Chubby?” or something #and then I felt really bad about myself again >:(#I was on such a good streak of not hating my body so fucking much but then I had to see that fuckin article title #Vent #I hate my body I wish I could never eat food ever again I want to choke on a can of paint and die

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