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lady-tortilla-chip · 1 year

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#ya know your mental and emotional issues are still s h i t when someone being mad at you still scares you #not because of abuse or anything I just kinda have a terrible relationship to myself and it manifests in regularly being concerned that—#I’ll inevitably be hated #it’s why I struggle very very hard to maintain irl relationships #cuz WHY would someone stick around for me?#aaaaah hate this feeling #partly why I’d like to make bad financial decisions is this tbh #so obvs im not getting a tattoo #I don’t want it to be associated with this feeling #of like stealing back control somehow #y’all feel free to ignore me #im just having a TIME

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cuephrase · 6 months

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#polls #my polls #i rely on context clues primarily #but sometimes i want to see if my guess was correct #and other times it gets used again later and i’m like ???#and then sometimes i don’t want to disengage with what i’m reading long enough to google #but i hate not knowing so inevitably if i don’t figure it out i’ll pause and search

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deus-ex-mona · 2 years

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daily nagisa till he gets a new mv: day 1

#i’ve prolly posted this pic like 10 times over the past 2 days but iiiiiiiii donttttttt caaaaaareeeeeeeeeeeeee #i love themmmmmmmmmmmm and i’ll be obnoxious about them till the album drops (probably)#i wanna see how many days can pass for this thing before the totally inevitable sukiuso mv #mv on monday plslspspspspspsplspspsspps (very delusional)#this is just my latest effort to manifest sukiuso mv o k — i just want more nagisa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the dude from gamushara #i swear my nagisa tag has never been so full of life before this week… can’t say i hate it tbhhhhh

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midshipmank · 3 months

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i am trying to be so good about not starting new books or knitting projects until i’m done with what i’m currently in the middle of…but i’m getting so close to starting something new, i can feel it

#less than 20pgs from the end of a book i’m basically hate reading at this point #one sleeve & a collar away from finishing my current sweater project #that being said i have 1 book & 1 knitting project that are Exempt because they’re such massive undertakings that #there’s no way i’ll finish them before i inevitably start something else

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gravehags · 3 months

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it’s probably not good that instead of being excited about this little party i’m going to tomorrow i’m filled with intense dread lmao

#i think a lot of it has to do with how i’ll inevitably have to explain how i still haven’t finished my capstone #and i know the ppl i’ll be with won’t give a shit #but EYE give a shit and i hate talking about it #ugh

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invisiblecities1972 · 4 months

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i want a hip tattoo so bad that would be so cute

#i still remember getting my first tattoo last yr on june 1st 💓 my beloved crying minotaur #my problem is that i’m one of those people who can only get sentimental/meaningful tattoos #bc if i get something just for aesthetic reasons i’d inevitably change my mind later on and end up hating it #so now i need to think of something that’s been special and meaningful to me for a long time but idk what there is.. i’ll think on it

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bighandsforabigheart · 4 months

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I said ill do 50 pushups every time I forget Illya’s scar so that’ll be what I’m doing tomorrow😔

#I was doing so well #this is why I hate procreate I get distracted #also am scared that I’ll forget Erik’s numbers #it’s inevitable #me

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ilovebeingaturtle · 2 years

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the boy lost :(

Lost is an understatement. My boy was run over by a steamroller ❤️

#AHSJAHA genuinely though I saw this coming I’m just overjoyed we managed to fight to get him so far /at all/#like he didn’t go out in the first round!! that’s a feat I’m proud of him #it was a bit disheartening waking up and seeing he was IMMEDIATELY like. 80% behind at 400 votes #and like that’s why I didn’t finish the propaganda art I was going to post for this pfft #Apparently they’re going to do a rematch without Rise though!! So I’ll post art for that! 87!Raph can redeem himself I just know it AHA #no hate towards Rise or the folks running this again though AHSJ it was inevitable! this whole thing is meant to be fun !#I might even still try draw something with Rise!April and 87!Raph when I get the time today

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claudiaeparvier · 6 months

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my insecurity is immeasurable and my day is ruined

#the topic of bathing suits came up in my bestie gc #they want to go shopping together and i could feel my heart shrink up and die in my chest the whole time they talked about it #i hate bathing suit shopping #i don’t want to go bathing suit shopping #but it is inevitable bc we’re going to the beach #guess i’ll go play in traffic

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mortiflyer · 6 months

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Griefposting don’t talk to me

#he hasn’t lost yet but I abandoned my watch party because I don’t like drawing out the inevitable #I hate that Italian boy #I never knew his name #redeem yourself in Miami or perish (I’ll kiss you gently on your forehead because I love you so much and you deserve every title ever)#jannik sinner #tennis

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cookii-moon · 7 months

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I remember the time I would watch Day of the departed like 20+ times constantly, except after like 5 or 10 rewatches I started skipping all the scenes without Cole in them because the entire villain fight scenes were super filler and I wanted my ghost Cole content, so I’d just rewatch EXCLUSIVELY the Cole portions over and over

The only reason for it was that there was no other ghost Cole content, I hadn’t realized tumblr and AO3 existed yet, and I had gotten bored of rewatching possession and skybound 20 times each

to clarify, there’s still no ghost Cole content. I’m just lucky not to be hyper fixated on ghost Cole right now.

#ninjago #ninjago cole #cole ninjago #lego ninjago #day of the departed #cookie’s thoughts #I don’t know if I’ll ever finish the fic I started because I kind of hate it now but maybe that’s just me #(When I say I hate it I mean I don’t like my writing lol)#Also yes I probably will inevitably be thrown back into a ghost Cole hyperfixation #It’s probably gonna happen at some point I just don’t know when

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hella1975 · 1 year

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‘im on my way do you want anything from greggs?’ kiss me with tongue

#YES I FUCKING DO LETS GOOOOO #going to the dnd movie with my dnd group if I’d said that string of words to myself a few months ago I would have hate-crimed me #it was supposed to be a big day out where we all met up around now to go to the cinema and then after do a one-shot session #so I’d literally be with them from like. 1-10 #but I cancelled on them for the one-shot bc i am due the FUCK on like in the trenches with it #i legally should not be allowed around people when I’m like this for the greater good #and normally I’d be like ‘suck it up!’ and force myself through the day and the inevitable shitshow of being overwhelmed and overstimulated #and generally just very upset #but i was like you know what no. I’ll go cinema and cancel the one-shot and knowing I don’t have such a full on day #will enable me to enjoy the shorter day significantly more #and low and behold I went from not wanting to get out of bed to buzzing and smiley #literally like a switch being flipped #weird that! almost like accommodating for yourself when you’re not feeling too hot is actually a good thing and not a weakness!#might even allow myself to take painkillers. who is she a misty memory #hella goes to uni

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sob-dylan · 10 months

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i’ve had this cold i’m currently yoked with for about a week and now it’s developed into an ear infection and possibly even tonsillitis 😖 i’m sitting in urgent care to hopefully score some antibiotics, so i’ll figure it out soon enough.

the worst part is that it’s the penultimate week of the semester, and i’ve been able to get so little work done cause i’ve had to stay home for the past 6 days 😵‍💫 🔫

#thankful it’s also my penultimate semester of grad school #so it’ll be the last winter where i’m fighting off an inevitable sickness while suffering through finals season #and hopefully i’ll get sick less frequently not having to be in school ever again #uggggghhhhh i hate being sick!!!!!!!!!!!#personal

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yuribalisms · 2 years

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I hate my gender I hate it I hate my gender this is fucking stupid I hate it I hate it I hate it could I be literally anything fucking else I’m so goddamn sick of this

#I’m like 99.9999999% sure I am genderfluid #which is all great and fine when I go like literal months #being perfectly happy and content being feminine and being called a girl and enjoying she/her pronouns #until all of a sudden I’m just vibing on the couch last night and the dysphoria just fucking SLAMMED into me #and it was so Fucking Stupid too I just saw a buff shirtless male video game character and my brain was like #‘kinda bullshit you don’t look like that huh’#and now I hate everything and I get my five millionth ‘am I trans man’ crisis #except at this point I KNOW I’m not cuz this is the pattern #I’ll be uncomfortable for several months like two ppl I know will use he/him pronouns for me and I’ll enjoy it #and then eventually I’ll decide THAT now makes me uncomfortable and I’ll go back to either hyperfem or androgyny #whichever is scratching the itch at the time #and I’m so…. so fucking sick of this pattern #cuz say I DID do anything to transition then whenever I inevitably wanted to look like a woman it’d be the same thing just reveresed #AAAAHGGGHHHHHHHH #I want it to stop I want stable feelings about gender one way or the other this is so fucking stupid and unfair #I hate it I hate it I hate it #this is the worst way to experience gender ever I literally can do NOTHING about it #and these intense switches are just gonna keep happening #like idk at least I’m self aware enough I’ve figured out the pattern but honestly I think that kinda makes it worse in a way #androgyny is my go to and has definitely never made me feel Bad #but life certainly is fucking easier when I’m happy with and leaning into being more fem aligned than masc aligned #bye I’m gonna go die in a hole now #kaz rambles

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stillthesunkenstars · 2 years

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saying it here too I WILL outlast every brax fan and continue to draw him until I kill myself

#it’s like that post he needs me.. nobody else even LIKES the guy #if I get sick of him then I will hate him and draw him even more dead. if I like him I’ll also draw him dead #mine #and when I kill myself inevitably I will be like omg… it’s just like brax fr #and complete my one final act of kinnage

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slutabed · 1 year

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had a really great first date with a really great guy which means tomorrow is our second date: yay!!!!

it’s a dinner date: noooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

#doesn’t matter how much I ~recover~ or which side of the spectrum my ED is on #I just fucking hate eating in front of anyone I’m trying to impress lmao #fuckin hate dinner dates but that’s dating innit #also like. if we continue spending time together I’ll inevitably have to eat in front of him anyway I know #I just hate it so much I wish I could like let everyone know with 3-6 months advance warning that I’m weird about food

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