#I’m getting into personal issues again

[always-a-slut-4-ghouls]

love how hua cheng is just like "I support xie lian rights and xie lian wrongs, except he can never do anything wrong ever even when he kills a bunch of people. Go off king" and Xie Lian is like “This is my beautiful husband, he has committed war crimes, but haven’t we all?”

And their relationship is somehow healthier than anything I've ever been in.

[araybiaa]

personally, i would prefer that collins’ storyline averted away from pregnancy (at the moment!) with everything that happened with her in s1 and before with the abortion and the miscarriages, i feel like it’s taken a huge toll on her (which she confessed to robby in the ambulance bay.) and i think that exploring her character outside of wanting to be a mother in s2 is what’s best. i want to see how she adjusts to being an attending, the guilt she probably feels about not being there for pittfest and how she overworks herself to try to absolve for her absence, how her relationship with langdon changes bc i can see her being on his side / a little more empathetic than robby was and that possibly causing conflict between them bc it’s like “how do you see his side and not mine.” especially since their relationship is closer and she knows him.

(also because selfishly if/when she tries again i want it to be with robby and that can’t happen right now until he’s gotten help. and neither one of them are in a position to be in a relationship again at the moment. if she wanted to do it on her own again like maybe adoption this time since we’ve heard her exasperate about the hassle of ivf my sentiments would be exactly the same. but that’s a different conversation.)

so s2 is of collins adjusting to her new role, catching up with everything that she missed while she was getting her much needed and deserved rest at home, while robby goes to therapy and works on himself. at the end of season 2 they can reconcile and begin their relationship again THEN in s3 they can start trying for a kid together again. and we continue to see the progression of their relationship over the seasons and how their family builds.

and while i don’t want an immediate pregnancy storyline again, i do hope they explore a little more of collins’ and robby’s feelings about her abortion and miscarriages. because to me that’s not just a one conversation topic. and i hope that it’s brought up in his therapy sessions if we get to see them bc collins is such an important part of his character. i wanna hear him express his regret about not being emotionally available to her in their relationship like he should’ve been and how he wishes he could’ve done more to show her that he was all the way in like she was. i want to see both of them develop then come together.

[cursedwithcaution]

being told by the dentist that i have “severe tongue tie” after 26 years with an obvious speech impediment that i was literally in speech therapy for and after seeing dentists and orthodontists my entire adolescence and after struggling to speak and be understood in every conversation every day of my life is wild like this has affected every aspect of my life and it could’ve and should’ve been fixed when i was a baby. all this it’s also likely had an impact on my posture, breathing, sleep. it’s probably part of the reason my teeth grew in so incorrectly that i needed to have 12 of them pulled and then had to have braces for 3 years. i have been infantilized and mocked and disregarded because of the way that i speak my entire life. i just accepted the fact that i’d never be able to speak without constant mental and physical effort and that effort isn’t even enough to be consistently understood. it made working customer service even more hellish than it had to be. it’s made me hate listening to myself talk because i can hear how hard i’m trying. and i just had to be used to it. i just had to deal with it and try harder and spell out my name so people could understand and practice talking with a pen in my mouth to overcompensate.

i have said so many times that i feel like my tongue is too big for my mouth and i had no idea that was both literally true and something that could be treated. it’s literally called “tongue tie” and i heard those words and suddenly 26 years of active struggle made a lot more sense. and i’m so angry. i’m so fucking mad because it didn’t have to be like this. like i can’t stop thinking about all the times i have stayed out of conversations, all the times i’ve had to repeat myself over and over, all the times people mocked the way i said my Rs and Ls. something so “small” has affected every area of my life and i thought it was MY fault for not working hard enough to grow out of it. and as glad as i want to be about the fact that i’ll be able to get it treated now, i am so so sad and angry for my past self who had no idea why they couldn’t talk like everyone else, why they couldn’t grow out of speech problems, why they couldn’t say their own name.

i think it’s part of why i’ve had to rely so heavily on the written word to communicate my thoughts and feelings. once i wrote a poem that ended with the words “this is the only way i know how to speak” and i meant it literally.

part of me wants to think this isn’t that big of a deal and that it wouldn’t have made that much of a difference in how i was treated (especially by my peers). but like. it is. it’s massive. it’s not everything, but it’s been part of everything. and i had just accepted that it always would be. it won’t be as easy to change it now than it would’ve been if it had been taken care of when i was a child. if one thing had been different, would everything be different today? i don’t know. i’ll never know.

[buddiesmutslut]

Buck didn’t maim Eddie, Eddie is not a terror to the women of LA & Hen and Chim were 1000% just fucking with Buck in 2x01 when they were talking about Eddie & how beautiful he was bc Buck was being obnoxious & they wanted to knock him down a peg or two.

[thepenguisalive7]

loss

[bythehearts]

not to bring tiktok drama on tumblr but like every time a ‘scandal’ comes out with one of these ‘production companies’ that make fan films i always hope we’re finally gonna discuss how they professionalize something that should be an hobbyist endeavor… and yet every single time i’m disappointed.

[cashew-milkk]

i can’t believe she said with her whole chest “i have already made a plan for each and every one of you” and saw nothing wrong with that. planned my future for me?? what made you think you have that right. literally who do you think you are. all you did was give birth to me. you never raised me. ever. now you think you have any say in how i live and decide to live my life? fuck you

and her telling me that i’ll never be rich and i’ll never be able to support myself and i’ll never amount to anything in life. i’ll prove you wrong. i’ll live the life i want to without your help, and without your support. i’ll be someone without you.

it’s not like you ever supported me in anything. i always did everything on my own. you don’t get to decide to be in my life now. i don’t need you anymore. you weren’t there when i wanted a mother, you don’t get to be one now. in your own fucked up way anyway. i don’t need you and i never will.

[lesbiansanemi]

Currently trying not to vomit over the fact that I essentially just lost almost a thousand dollars brb

[fruitiez]

i’m planning on buying some more übermensch albums (blue, pink, and red) but i’m having trouble deciding between the orange and yellow

🧡 i really like the orange booklet. the white suit with the orange/pink hair is my favorite. god he just looks so pretty in it. but i’m not in love with the photocards.

💛 i like the yellow photocards a lot more. i absolutely love the look with the grey suit and glasses. but i’m not in love with the booklet. the blue bathrobe in the power shoot wasn’t my favorite. i wish it was his power mv outfit instead😭

spoilers for what the photocards actually look like if that helps ⬇️

[33max]

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[colourfulmes]

Currently fixating,,,, on Genshin impact OC,,,

Hes literally my everything rn 😭😭 I haven’t stopped drawing him for several days

I gotta make a proper toy house page for him just so I can have my info and images actually in one place

Nameless network if you’re reading this I blame you 🫵

[dreamwinged]

to be so honest im starting to think i really need to see a professional for my social anxiety

[transgenderbuffoonery]

using tumblr dot com as my therapist again tonight

[age-of-moonknight]

House of M: Avengers (Vol. 1/2007), #5.

Writer: Christos N. Gage; Penciler: Mike Perkins; Inker: Andrew Hennessy; Colorist: Raul Trevino; Letterer: Rus Wooton

[historyartthings]

Has this been done as a poll yet?? Apologies if it has! It’s a very morbid one but it’s always been an incredibly divisive question and I’m curious.

Admittedly these are very simplistic answers. The reason being, whilst I acknowledge there’s more room for dimension of feeling there, I wanted to get to the basics of it if you like? Boiled down, when those charges against Anne were drawn up, did Henry honestly think they were true?

[idolsgf]

love the entire family congratulating my sister on her move but only my aunt reaching out to me about our move