#I’m gonna hate this in the morning ☺️

[lucvly]

headcannons of chris kissing you 😿

KISSING HIM HEADCANNONS! ( chris sturniolo. )

warnings › kissing, making out, suggestive and a little smut if you squint!

author’s note › i’m DROOLING and SALIVATING over this man y’all please. this is so short?

⊹ let me start off by saying chris loves kissing you. doesn’t even care where fr, acts like he hasn’t been kissed ever i swear.

⊹ kissing him always turns out sloppy idgaf. chaotic, a lot of tongue, his hands on your waist, pulling you closer !!!

⊹ hand placement. he knows what he’s doing– he always rests his hands on your waist or on your ass LMFAOOA.

⊹ softer kisses with him are adorable. as much as he hates to admit it, he loves it when you’re cuddling with him and you start playing with his hair, occasionally kissing the top of his head. he’s melting. he deadass does not care about anything else as long as you’re playing with his hair and giving him kisses.

⊹ absolutely loves cheek kisses. especially if there’s a height difference and you have to lean upwards to reach him, or even better if he has to be the one leaning up.

⊹ he doesn’t really resonate with the whole “only being affectionate in private” type of thing so he genuinely doesn’t mind just swooping you into a soft kiss at any moment, even if you’re in front of your friends or his brothers. so there’s absolutely no issues regarding public displays of affection.

⊹ as much as he loves reassuring you verbally, he feels like kisses are a much better way of showing you his affection. sweet and gentle kisses are only one of many ways he tries to convey his affection.

⊹ definitely uses your sweet spot against you, not in a bad way, but more so as a weakness. say you’re in public with your friends, having a conversation about something unimportant– suddenly his lips are on that particular spot on your neck he knows all too well.

⊹ y’all can argue with me all you want but chris would definitely have a playlist for makeout sessions, he’d absolutely disguise it as something else, naming it something discreet like “🤓” and it ends up being the hottest and heaviest playlist he only plays whenever you’re in his room.

⊹ he kisses your hands, i don’t care. princess treatment is all he’s giving you, at first he started doing it jokingly, taking your hand gently and leaning down to kiss it– but after a while, it slowly started becoming more casual. it’s so cutesy bye.

⊹ when you’re completely in private, his kisses get slower and a bit more sensual, almost always guiding you to sit on his lap, despite your tongues fighting for dominance.

⊹ don’t even slightly tug on his hair unless you want him to go absolutely feral. he’s a sucker for hair pulling. mhm. moans and whines are always filling the room if you even accidentally pull on his hair.

⊹ he’s so serious about small gestures that involve kissing; good morning kisses, goodbye kisses, kissing when he gets home, goodnight kisses, etc.

( once you accidentally left the house without kissing him goodbye and he thought you were mad at him— he ended up calling you and you had to drive back just to give him a quick kiss. )

⊹ he’s ticklish idc ☺️☺️. you’ll be in the middle of a makeout session and suddenly he’s giggling because you kissed a specific spot on his shoulder nd you’re like ????.

⊹ he’d be the type of boyfriend who kisses you even if you’re sick. you warn him about how he’s gonna get sick too if he keeps trying to kiss you. (“i don’t care,”) so you hesitantly give in. the next day, nick’s calling you asking why chris is uncontrollably sneezing.

[sadhours]

gosh ok bestie I wonder when ur gonna hate me for always being here but I can’t help it.

imagine dom billy wakes up horny, and fucks you from behind as he’s spooning you-drilling his cock in and out chasing high. It’s so rough and you love it- you can’t help but moan so loudly to which billy grabs onto you and tells you to shut up because they’re not alone in the house. He’s just using you at this point for his relief. At one point you start crying because it feels so good and he’s all in your ear like -‘fuck. you’re crying?’ And somehow manages to go even faster moaning in your ear. Inspired by this below ☺️

I’m a lil embarrassed I didn’t even realize I had written that until like just now 👀 I was like ugh I love that who wrote that let’s credit them and then I reread it a couple times and I was like oh shit that was me 🙄

Anyways I love you! Here’s this :)

It’s the smell of your hair and skin that triggers it. His nose is shoved into the mess of as he spoons you from behind. Billy woke up maybe ten minutes ago, but he wasn’t really awake. He was drifting in and out, nuzzling against the crook of your neck when he inhales deeply. The sleepy scent of you is one of his favorites, right up there with the salty air at the beach. Usually, it’s a comforting smell as it tries to lure him back to sleep. But this morning, it makes his dick twitch and he actually feels a little feral, going in for another breath of it.

He gropes your hip while he rolls his against your ass. The sensation stirs you, a sweet hum coming from your throat as you turn to look up at him.

“Morning,” you purr, voice a tad scratchy with sleep and Billy thinks you sound so sexy.

“Mhm,” he kisses your jaw and grinds against you again, “Need you.”

His words go straight to your cunt, thighs tingling as you grow wet. It’s what’s so lovely about him; the way he makes you feel so desired. Never in your life have you felt so god damn good about yourself. Not until you met Billy.

“Take me, then,” you plead softly.

You ain’t gotta tell him twice. He moves his hand between your bodies, pushing his briefs to his ankles and kicking them off. Next, his hands pull your flimsy tank top over your breasts and he gives them a squeeze for good measure. Can’t help himself, really. Finds himself grabbing you whenever he gets the urge. He loves the way you act embarrassed about it in public but your body always melts into it, enjoying it just as much as he does. Billy makes quick work of your panties and then grabs your thigh, angling your leg up so you’re open for him.

He smoothes his hand over your ass before rubbing his fingers against your leaking hole. A devious chuckle bordering on a moan leaves his lips as he soaks his fingers in your slick.

“Such an eager slut for me,” he purrs.

Before you can reply, he’s shoving his cock inside your pussy. A low groan escapes him and you let out a little squeal. Billy pounds into you relentlessly, rough and quick thrusts that force your eyes wide before they’re rolling back in your head. It’s an otherworldly bliss. You swear his cock was made just specifically for you; it reaches exactly how deep you need and the slight curve of it angles his tip perfectly against your g-spot. In fact, Billy’s the only person who’s ever made you climax from penetration alone. You seriously didn’t even know it was possible.

His fingernails dig into the skin of your hip as he jackrabbits into you. Your body jerks back and forth with his movements and the bed springs squeak rhythmically. He’s so rough, his face scrunches up in pleasure as he grunts with it. Billy’s pretty damn pornographic and it only makes your cunt that much more soaked, you can hear the squelch of it but it’s more arousing than disgusting. Just evidence of how carnally you want him. Billy’s hips snap against you even harder and you can’t help the loud moan erupting from you.

He grabs hold of your face and looks down at you, “Shut the fuck up. You wanna wake everyone up with that little whore mouth of yours?”

You almost want to say yes, it feels so fucking good you don’t care who hears and a part of you wants everyone to know what he can do to you. But, more than anything to want to please this man, want to be the best good girl for him so you bite your lip and try to keep it down. It’s a struggle though, the drag of his thick length against your clenching walls is excruciatingly delicious. Billy fucks you dumb, drool pooling at the corner of your lips as you meet his gaze with big, shiny eyes.

The position is a little strenuous, you’re almost on your stomach but your neck is craned up to look at him. But you don’t dare complain, can’t fathom him stopping for even a second to throw into whatever position he wants. The sound of skin slapping together is loud, he’s really fucking into you at breakneck speed. Billy’s essentially using you for his release at this point, pushing you hard into the mattress but you wouldn’t have it any other way. You’re more than happy to be his little fuck toy, a vessel for his pleasure. It’s so demanding yet satisfying that tears begin leaking from your eyes.

“Fuck,” he groans lowly, still holding onto your jaw, “you’re crying.”

It excites him, spurs him even further and he lowers his face down to yours. His thrusts accelerate, force even harder as he drills into your aching cunt. You can’t hold it in any longer, you let out a sob while he moans into your ear.

“Billy! Billy, Billy!” you cry out, whining and moaning. You’re clenching around his cock, it’s too much but too amazing to stop. You need this like you need air.

“Such a good girl,” he praises, moving his hand to grab at your tits. “Feels so good your crying, huh baby?”

“So fucking good,” you whine out, “Billy… gonna cum.”

He groans lowly, “Cum for me, baby. Be a good girl. Give me what I want.”

You spasm around his cock, urged by his words, by the permission. It rips another sob from you, then a slew of loud moans, surely waking your roommates.

“Fuck, fuck,” he whimpers, pushing you fully into your stomach while he thrusts in and out you faster, the slick from your orgasm making it easier. He cums inside you with a guttural moan, collapsing his weight on to your back while he pants in your ear. You can’t imagine a better way to wake up.

[catindabag]

TBOSAS on Crack short take (59)

*When Sejanus met Coryo*

Ma: I can’t believe that my dearest son is now a handsome little lad.

Sejanus: Ma, I’m 8.

Ma: Still, you’re almost as tall as me and your father.🥰

Strabo: That’s a lie. I’m taller than most people. I’m even taller than President Ravinstill and Monster Cardew.

Ma: Whatever you say, my love.

Sejanus: Ma, just this once, please don’t embarrass me in front of the other kids today.😞

Ma: Ok, dear, I promise. But make sure to share those sugar free gumdrops I bought for you and your new friends-

Sejanus: Yes, Ma, I will.

Ma: That’s my boy! Now, run along and have a great time at the playground, Seji Pie.☺️

Sejanus: Thanks Ma!

Ma: And be careful!

Sejanus: I’ll try! Bye-

Strabo: Son.

Sejanus: Yes?

Strabo: Do you know why I moved our family to live in this terrifying city as soon as the war ended?

Sejanus: Because you’re a scheming old man who wants to rule Panem forever?

Strabo: Yes.😈

Sejanus: Typical Pa-

Strabo: But that’s just the half of it.

Sejanus: Then what’s the other half?

Strabo: *points at an 8 year old Coryo Snow* My son, you see that little white haired boy sitting alone on that bench over there?

Sejanus: You mean that malnourish looking gorgeous boy with the most beautiful pale blue eyes that sparkles like a rare pair of Paraiba Tourmalines whenever he looks at the morning sky?

Strabo: Yes, him.

Sejanus: Why?

Strabo: That boy right there will be your future spouse, my son!

Sejanus: My future spouse?!😍

Strabo: Exactly!

Sejanus: But I don’t even know his name! He might even hate me!😭

Strabo: Well, that’s alright, son, because he’s going to be your future fiancé and marry into our family whether he likes it or not!

Sejanus: How do you even know him?

Strabo: His drop dead gorgeous father and I were very close friends.

Sejanus: How close?

Strabo: Extremely close.😏

Sejanus: So you guys were besties?!

Strabo: More than that.

Sejanus: So you were roommates?!

Strabo: Sure! My beloved Crassus and I were the best roommates!😉

Sejanus: But what if he doesn’t like me?

Strabo: Don’t worry about that. Little Snow will eventually melt and love you forever.

Sejanus: Really?🥹

Strabo: Really. You two are destined to be together, my son.

Sejanus: Destined?

Strabo: Written in the stars, fated by life, carved in the ground by love itself and whatever young couples tend to say nowadays.

Sejanus: So he’s mine?

Strabo: Yes, he’s yours.

Sejanus: Mine!😍

Strabo: That’s right! Now go feed him before someone else does!

Sejanus: Ok! *quickly runs to a sad and lonely Coryo*

Coryo: *is secretly starving* Ugh. I think I’m gonna cry. I’m so hungry right now-

Sejanus: Come home with me!

Coryo: Huh? Who are you?

Sejanus: The man who’s gonna marry you!

Coryo: Marry who?

Sejanus: I’m your husband!

Coryo: Husband?! I’m too young to have a husband-

Sejanus: Do you want a gumdrop, my love?😍

Coryo: Um- Sure? I’ll have one-

Sejanus: Take all of them, my love!

Coryo: Why are you calling me that?

Sejanus: Calling you what, my love?

Coryo: That.

Sejanus: I don’t get it! But here! Have my gumdrops and marry me!

Coryo: Thank you, friend.

Sejanus: Boyfriend.

Coryo: Friend.

Sejanus: Husband!

Coryo: I don’t even know your name!

Sejanus: I’m Sejanus Plinth, the love of your life, the boy of your dreams, and the man who’s gonna marry you!

Coryo: I- I’m Coriolanus Xanthos Snow.

Sejanus: What a beautiful name you have, my love!

Coryo: Thank you?

Sejanus: Tell me, my Snow Angel, which one sounds better? Snow-Plinth or Plinth-Snow?

Coryo: I don’t really understand what you’re saying-

Sejanus: So is that a yes?!

Coryo: A yes to what?

Sejanus: That you’ll come home and marry me!

Coryo: I’m too young to marry you!

Sejanus: Pretty please?🥺

Coryo: No.

Strabo: *is hiding behind the bushes* Marry him, little Snow! Marry my one and only idiot son!

Coryo: *points at Strabo* Who the heck are you?!

Strabo: Your father-in-law.

Coryo: *turns to Sejanus* Why is your crazy old man hiding behind those bushes?

Sejanus: It’s a District 2 thing.

Coryo: Right. So I’m just gonna go home now-

Sejanus: To my place!😘

Coryo: No.

Strabo: My beloved Crassus will be extremely happy if you marry my son, little Snow!

Coryo: *sighs* Tigris was right. I should’ve stayed home today-

Sejanus: I’m rich by the way.

Coryo: So when’s our first date?

[pupkashi]

Happy 800 pupkashi!!!🥳 I’m gonna bring out a 🎊 and request a gojo x reader with prompt 36 please☺️ maybe like an anniversary date thing but its up to you!💙

thank u so so much anon !! <33 i hope you enjoy this! I’ve never rlly been on a scenic drive so i did. my best 😭 let me know what u think :3 <3 i actually really loved how it turned out :D

join the celebration!

there’s a smile on your face as you finish filling the two bottles up with water, putting them alongside the other drinks in the basket and closing it up.

“ready ‘toru?” you call out, listening for your lovers footsteps, looking up find him stumbling out of your shared room with chargers in his hands.

“now i am” he smiles, shoving the cords messily in his pockets before grabbing the basket from your hands, “let’s go!” he beams, already heading out the door you’re holding open, grabbing the car keys and helping him as he struggled to open the back car doors.

“where would i be without you?” he sighs, kissing your cheek as he closes the car door, opening the passenger one for you to sit in.

“definitely starving” you quip, satoru only pouts at you, shutting the door and making his way to the drivers seat.

“so where exactly is this picnic?” you ask, watching as he types in something in the maps app, satoru is moving the phone away from your view before you can sneak a glance at where the two of you were headed.

“cmon sweets, you didn’t think I’d make our second anniversary date just any picnic did ya?” he smiles, his shades are on the tip of his nose and he has a cocky smile on his face.

“i didn’t know what to think when you told me to pack for a picnic first thing in the morning” you shot back, pushing his glasses up a bit higher before he presses a soft kiss to your cheek, his hand on the back of your seat as he begins to reverse out of the driveway.

it’s hours into your roadtrip karaoke when satoru turns down the music, handing you his phone and asking you to press play on the playlist with the single tree emoji.

it’s only after you do, that music you both shared with each other over the last two years starts playing, making you smile.

“i sent you this song after one of our dates!” you smile, looking at your boyfriend, he’s smiling as he nods, eyes focused on the road as he replies.

“i remember you saw me trying to Shazam it and you started laughing at me” there was a slight pout on his lips as he recalled the interaction, you could only laugh as you remembered the look of pure guilt when you caught him.

you’re about to say something else when the thought immediately fizzles away, your eyes transfixed on the passing nature around you.

“oh my god” you mumble, your eyes practically sparking as you look out the window, adjusting yourself so you could get a better view of it all.

satoru is sneaking glances at you, his hands itching to snap a picture of how absolutely stunning you look. there’s trees whooshing past you, the sun shining brightly through the window, your eyes wide as you drink in the nature surrounding the car.

“remember a couple months ago when you told me you wanted to roadtrip?” he asks, your gaze shifts to the snowy haired man driving, humming for him to continue.

“on our first date you’d told me you’d always wanted to drive on the scenic route through Hokkaido but you hated driving,” he’s smiling at the memory and you chuckle, face flushing as you recall it.

the two of you sitting across from each other at an ice cream parlor.

“what’s one place you’ve always wanted to visit?” he asked you, placing the cherry into his mouth and looking back up at you. there’s a pensive look on your face before you reply.

“I’ve always wanted to do that scenic drive through Hokkaido” you smile, “all the pictures make it look so beautiful, I’m sure it’s unreal in person” satoru is smiling at you, an eyebrow quirked up.

“that’s not too terribly far, how come you haven’t been?” your face flushes at his words, chuckling a bit.

“i fucking hate driving.”

you can feel your heart beating in your chest, all you want is to reach over the center console are pour all your love onto the man next to you.

“i cant believe you remember that” your voice is a bit breathless, eyes flicking between the beautiful scenery and your even prettier boyfriend.

“course i do, why wouldn’t i?” satoru replies easily, as if remembering your every word was second nature to him. as if loving you came as natural to him as the trees surrounding you did.

the two of you reminisce for a while longer, the expanse of the road ahead of you making you both ‘oooo’ and ‘ahhh’ endlessly.

by the time you reach the small park satoru had found im the sun was almost setting, golden rays painting the both of you as you finish up the meals he’d helped you pack that morning.

you’re both laughing as you peel an orange, handing it to satoru before grabbing one for yourself.

later he offers you the last chocolate covered strawberry, smiling when you tease him, telling him it was the best strawberry in the whole world.

the two of you are quiet as you both sit on the large blanket, satoru’s head resting in your lap as you run your fingers through his hair.

the sun in just barely peeking over the mountain in view, reds, oranges and pinks painting the sky.

“i love you” your voice is gentle, almost like you’re afraid of the words breaking when they land on satoru’s ears. his head turns to look at you, his cheeks dusted pink as he smiles.

“i love you” he replies, equally as gentle, getting up and pulling you into his side, pressing a kiss to the top of your head before he speaks up again, “happy anniversary, sweetheart.”

“happy anniversary angel boy.”

[nattinatalia]

Jack Harlow x Reader x Daughter Instagram AU

A/N : Mía is 18 here 💗☺️ appearances by my babies @hoodharlow and @heavyhitterheaux 🫶🏻😘

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alizemiaharlow When the gringa from sixth grade who hated you and apparently your dads music, walks into his event and asks for a picture and autograph. Should I drag her???

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ezharlow 🙄

alizemiaharlow You’re just mad because you wanted to get with her.

ezharlow And have mom and dad disown me? Na I’m good of that.

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blancahood Sobrina pórtate bien…..

ezharlow Tia B, you’re telling Mia to behave? You???? The one who chooses violence first and asks questions later????

blancahood I was being sarcastic tonto

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blancahood We rented out the zoo, so he wasn’t in actual danger. He was bound to be found.

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alizemiaharlow Happy birthday to 2 of my favorite men in this entire universe. All the airplanes, photo shoots, concerts, and crazy schedules was worth it, I’m happy and blessed I was able to witness your art at such a young age. At 18 I’m still learning and understanding through you two. Forever blessed with the best father and godfather. Little Mia Bug is crying and is very proud of your legacy. I love you daddy and nino, for life 🤞🏼💗

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yourusername Bug, you already made him cry this morning, he’s about to cry in the middle of the party.

reeburrow His ass stays crying 😭

blancahood Es un chillon

yourusername LEAVE MY MAN ALONE.

jackharlow Princess 🥺

jackharlow Your mama is right, I’m about to cry again. You kids have been making me cry since the moment you were born. I love you so much daughter of mine. Thank you for being the best.

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urbanwyatt OK I’M CRYING!!!!! I love you. My partner in crime for life.

cassiewyatt 🥺🥺 Happy birthday to the bestest uncle and dad a girl could ever ask for.

ezharlow Damn they’re old

urbanwyatt I hate you

ezharlow We’ve established that you are a terrible liar.

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alizemiaharlow Twins 👯‍♀️

allabouttheharlows I remember this used to be their thing 😭 she’d be watching the show and they’d do this to each other.

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cassiewyatt THEY LIKE ME BETTER

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druski Ez you’re my favorite

reeburrow Even when he caked you all those years ago?

druski I TAKE IT BACK

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alizemiaharlow When they start asking you about your parents instead of your actual work 🙄 I get it, my parents are the shit, but let’s discuss my projects yeah??? K thanks.

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blancahood panchito is still around, should we let him loose on these losers?

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yourusername I love you 😘💕

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Living ( A live sequel)

a/n: omgggg I know it been forever since this story but im back with the sequel!!!! there is gonna be a few chapters before were back on track but that just means you guys will see me on your timelines everyday ☺️

“Hi I’m Maia Quinn, and I'm the Season 23 winner of The Voice!"

Mid July

“Hello Team Niall.” Niall introduced as they all waved and greeted him back. “Well, I've got a bit of news for you. Because of my concert schedule, I actually won't be in town for knockout rehearsals.” Everyone was shocked… and rightfully so. “Because I won't be there, I've chosen another coach to come in and mentor you guys for rehearsal.” Everyone started to freak out wondering who on earth it might be. 

“And they have been in your place before so I think they’ve got exactly what you need.”

The scene changed to the all too familiar practice room with an empty directors chairs. The sounds of steps progressively got louder until the special person appeared. 

“I'M BACK!” 

But let's not get ahead of ourselves. Let's rewind a bit.

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A day or two after The Voice Finale

“Hi I’m Maia Quinn, and I'm the Season 23 winner of The Voice, and we're hanging out with Rob on Front Row Live.”

“Go with me.” Niall moaned into your mouth as you straddled him. “Where?” you question kissing down his neck. “Boston. I know it's last minute and we’d leave in the morning-” you shut him up with a kiss and a roll of your hips, his hands tightening against your thighs. “Just wake me up an hour before we leave.”

Sitting at the desk of you and Niall’s shared hotel room the morning of May 26th  you had early interviews to get through before you were meant to go to the festival. You looked over the camera to see Niall already looking at you.

“Maia congratulations. What a night you had a few nights ago.” Rob praised and you smiled adjusting your airpod. “I am super excited for you and your career and your future. Especially because you're starting so young. You have enough time to kind of like, continue to evolve, and understand your voice; learn a lot more about yourself throughout this process. Talk to me about this process of your experience here on the voice and how you've evolved as a vocalist and a performer.” The interview was more than you could ever imagine. 

“Now your relationship with Niall this season has had fans going crazy. From the after performance hugs to the duet, and the after party, what can you tell us about that?”

You saw Nialls face peak over the laptop screen and stayed neutral. “Niall has been the most supportive and very encouraging. He has become one of my best friends through this whole journey. I lost a lot of my confidence during the pandemic unfortunately. It made me think that I would never be able to do things that I certainly could do and Niall- all these years later- has been there to remind me that I probably can do them, and then make me do it. So our friendship and relationship has been so important to me. He is my best friend across the charts and he’d hate me for saying this, but I wouldn't be here without him.” 

“Last question before we go. Is there anything we can look forward to seeing soon? Maybe another EP?”

You smiled glad you were able to share some information on what was coming next. “All I'll say now is, look for me on stage back home.” you winked dramatically knowing those who would get it would get it.”

“That's amazing, I'll definitely keep my eyes peeled. It was so great having you on. I hope to see you in person soon.”

“Bye!” 

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User10 i'm actually really happy she won

User2 wait…Slane is in Ireland…..

User6 I just learned she had an EP…. what?!?!?!?

Being at Boston Calling with him

“Boston, Massachusetts, how you doing?” he asked the crowd after he finished ‘Heaven’. The loud response made him smile excitedly. “Holy shit! This is crazy.” you face palmed knowing he was going to slip up sooner or later. “Thank you all so much for coming out to see me. I really appreciate it.” they cheered again as he sipped his water. You watched as he looked at the amount of people and a smile formed on your face.

 “This is uhm- this is actually my first ever Festival.” he let out a breath at the realisation. “I've definitely been drunk at a few.” you laughed at him with the rest of the crowd. “But I've never played at any and for that reason I'm absolutely shitting myself.” he said looking at you knowing you would calm him, and him seeing you laugh did just the trick. 

“But thank you for being here. I know some of you guys have been queuing for years.” he looked around at the signs “My girlfriend showed me this earlier ‘i travelled four thousand miles to be here from Brazil’ your eyes went wide at the declaration and the deafening screams were present. He subtly looked in your direction and saw your reaction, his worry diminished as he saw you smiling making him smile. “Makes you feel bad from coming just down the road doesn't it? ‘I came from round New York’.” he mocked, “awe who cares.” he laughed with them and you hid a big smile behind your hands. 

~~~~

You walked the same route you came flashing your pass when you reached the gate and made your way in to see Niall. When you saw him you squealed and ran over to him. He turned when he heard you and caught you in his arms as you wrapped your legs around his waist and he spun you both around hands on the swell of your bum.

“I'm so proud of you!” you screamed and he laughed before he was kissing you passionately. It was quick as many more pecks through giggles followed. “I can not explain to you how happy i am.” he whispered in shock as you were sitting in the trailer behind the stage and he was getting changed. “You should be so happy, my love. That was incredible, and I am so so proud of you.” he smiled at you before grabbing your hand and kissing the ring on it. “You make me so happy, baby girl.” you melted at his words and stood up to kiss him softly. “And you make me the happiest girl, Ni.”

You surprising Niall at his Zane Lowe interview and him outing you 

You knew Niall was disappointed when you told him you wouldn't be able to make it to his Zane Lowe interview today. He was really excited for this one and wanted you to be there. It was only a few days later that you flew from Boston down to LA for the interview. You were working on last minute stuff for the announcement today and you were nowhere close to done when he was getting ready to leave.

“I'm sorry love.” you kissed his pout away as you both stood by the door of his  LA house. “I know, it’s okay. I know why you can’t make it, and for that I am so very proud.” he melted his lips against yours as your hands went to the curls on the back of his neck and he wrapped his went straight to your bum.

~~~

Niall was watching Zane play his songs and the guitar with a big smile a few hours after he left. “There are some pretty songs on this record bro.” Zane complimented as he switched playing from ‘The Show’ to ‘You could start a cult’. You who had just made it into the studio to surprise Niall were standing behind the glass watching him, waiting for him to notice. 

“Thank you very much.'' He cut through Zanes music. “This one kills me.” Zane admitted as Niall caught on to what he was playing. “Yeah.” he cheered Zane on softly, finally noticing you. You saw his smile widened and you waved softly. “You Could Start A Cult.” he named distractedly, still looking at you as if he looked away you would disappear. 

~~~

“Kingdoms fighting over you,” Niall continued. “I think that like they’re the ones- that could have very easily been, ‘ i like waking up beside you and you're my favourite person.” he joked easily. “But ‘you could start a war’.” you shook your head at his lyrical genius. “Do you ever crack yourself up with it?”

‘Yeah it was something silly at first but now everyone's obsessed with it. It started with me and my girlfriend now, when we met we would watch crime shows together over facetime,” he exposed and you chuckled at his laugh.

‘You say girlfriend now, sorry if i'm over stepping but..” zane trailed off

“No,” he shrugged off looking at you, who nodded, “she was not my girlfriend at the time, she is now, is what that meant.”

“So did she not know the song was for her?”

“She didn't know any song was for her- or about her I should say. The road from when we met to now has been a very dark windy tunnel, but we made it to the other end.”

“That's beautiful Niall, truly.” You smiled at him agreeing with Zane.

“This was the last song on the record that we wrote.” Niall confessed, and you wondered why. “Why, what was missing?” and without hesitation he pointed to you, “her.” Zane looked to where he was pointing and you waved happily at him. He waved back to you just as happy before turning to Niall with a face of shock. “No?” he gasped and Niall laughed, throwing his head back. “Yeah, I know. Way out of my league.” he watched you shake your head with an eye roll and he couldn't stop the smile from gracing his face.

“I could’ve gone and did what I did with the rest of the record and put BV’s all over it and strings and that was my plan - and John just said to me- because we we were not talking at the time…” he pointed between you and him, “...this is your message to,” he paused, ‘“ her’ keep it that way. Just you and your guitar and your feelings.”

And while there's much much more… you’ll see that soon

~~~~~~~~~~

taglist: comment if you want to be added!!

@youcan-nolonger-run @ravenclawdirectioner@luxiorchive @maeflowers653  @purple9950 @forkmeniall @nathalielovesonedirection @hopsydaisy @shortie-niya 

[gardens-of-may]

ENTRY THREE - chap. 50 to end

spoilers ahead

i don’t remember what happened 

yay

i know what happened tho

i’m not going to tell you 😋

suck it ha!

wakey wakey 

katharine hmm

A SCAVENGER HUNT?

WHAT

THEY KNOW EACH OTHER???

YES PEOPLE WHI ARE RACIST GO FUCK YOURSELF

AND MAKE JT HURT

WHAT

WXCUSE ME

WHAT THE HELL

saturday mornings

not a scavenger hunt then?

SYOP WITH GEB POV SWICTHSZ

i js realized both of the boys are dealing with their fathers

skye might be a pretty name but the human is actually vile

hmm

MY GID SAVANNAH

if gray hurts himself I WILL SUE

HAHAHA HIS HELLO THING IS THE CUTEST EVWR

IM GONNA CRY

CRY INTO MY BOWL OF INSATNT RAMBEN

ehehehe thomas thomas?

EW EW EW EW EW EWWWWW EUGH EW EW EW

EAHEHEJ SEE JDWB CSS EJR

WHAT THE FUCJ IS THAT BITVH SOING HERE

IM GOING TO FUCKING MILL HER

IT ACTUALLY THAT BITCH ISNT A PERSON

bitch…

YOU WILL BE FUCKING DEAD

AUGHHHH

THIS IS LIKE THE SECOND TIME GRAY HAS HAD A GUN PULLED ON HIM BECAUSE OF YOU

KYS

i bet IT sounds like a wet dog

but an ugly dog not a cute dog 

what the hell

LET ME JS EAT MY BROWNIES IN PEACE FOR GODS SAKE

no we no we NO. WE. 

AUGHHHH

bitch ☺️

KILL YOURSELT

she talks like she’s so wise and blah blah and respected but no

everyone HATES HER GUTS

DONT CALL HIM TAHT YOU ADRESS HIM AS FUCKING MR. HAWTHORNE OR SMTH STFU

you’re alone?

KILL YOURSELF THEN YOULL BE IN HELL WITH ALL THE OTHER DEMKNS

one

I DONT CARE NO ONE CARES

why I HATT YWOU

FUCK YOU

KILL YOURSELF

throw her in the pool 

DROWN HER

it’s a promise I WILL ENTER THIS FUCKING BOOK AND PUT YOU SIX FEET UNDER

WHAT HAPPENED

oh hi nash ☺️

AND XANDER AHENDKKW

anyway WHY IS GIGI UNCONSCIOUS???

oh

oh gigi 

awww ticklish gray 

i love her SO MUCH

FOUR CUPS OF COFFEE

MY GOD GIGI

omg it’s like me after the sols times one hundred 

I HATE POV SWITCHING 

I DONT CAREEEEE ABOUT JAMESON

well

anywayyyy

😕😕😕

please don’t get distracted, we know your girlfriend is hot but don’t

we’ll celebrate 

we know

le oop 

A HINT???

NOT A POV SWITCH

fhehsha HIS SISTERS 🥰🥰

NOT A FLASHBACK

eugh 

THROWING UP 🤮 

it’s her

em*ly 🤢🤢

ughhhhh

IM GONNA SCREAM WHERE IS MY AVERY

😳😳😳

NO???

EXCUSE ME

i don’t really think you do love them 

ARGH

WHACKING RN

oh. poor gray. 

LYRA 😍😍

she’s alive bro

OH MY GOD 

i’m back bitches

EWWWW

I CANNIT WITH BLOODY DIRT FINGERS

ARGHHH

bribing

my favorite 

GIGI 😭

no it’s alright girl i’d do the same 

oh. 

I LOVE ACACIA OMG

SHES WIDNERFUL

POOKIE

I FORGIT ABKR THE BUTCH

awww 🥰 

cookies 🍪 

😐😐😐

I CANNOT WITH THESE POV SWITCHES

UGH MORW BLOUD

AVERY WHAT THE FUCK

so no one won the game

JAHAHAH

oh ☹️

he’s really lonely 

IS IT THAT BITCH

EUGHHB EVEN WORDE ITS UGLY GUY

is he dead?

WHAT THE FUCK

HUH

EUGH

UGLY GUY WHAT

GIGI WHAT

btw maisie peters IS gigi

eve is a bitch who should be six feet under 

huh 

awww 🥰 

no now i’m crying 

ohhhhh shittyttttt

oh. 

AAYLDUXC

my heart HAS BEEN RIPPED OUT 

tears on my pillow 

THATS TERRIBLE MINDSET 

THAT FUCKING RXCUSE OF A GRANDFATHER MESSED THEM SO BAD

is zella alice?

she’s right. rich white boys het farrr in life 

oh

BRUH

LYRA 😍😍😍

BITCH WHAT DO YOU MEAN 

YOU PULLED A GUN ON HIM AND YOU EXPECT TO BE BESTIES

WHATTTTT

bitch jamie can’t even come

he needs to laugh

stop 💀

omg that would be fucking terrifying 

gigi and gray’s relationship means so much to me 

well i already knew that so hahaha

BITCHBBBHBBV

I HAVE NEVER HAGED SOMEONE MORE THAN THIS FUCKING BITCHASS IF A GIRL

why would you end a book like that?

now i am going to go chug some coffee and we are jumping straight into the grandest game 

the end. 

[unusual-raccoon]

ship game! i’m gonna give you aegond and rhaenicent 💌

Hi, pretty girl, I was going to answer this last night but got sleepy. So, good morning (again) ☺️.

Alright, Rhaenicent:

Hard pass from me. First and foremost, I’m too much of a Daemyra. Second, the shows were on an active quest to squeeze as much homoeroticism into their relationship than the book ever did. They even aged Alicent down. I didn’t fall prey to the propaganda however. I really just HATE Alicent’s character, which I’m sure some people will pick to shreds, but I don’t enjoy her in the slightest. That take has nothing to do with Olivia or Emily btw (they’re wonderful and gorgeous), I just didn’t like the character in the books or in the show. Alicent is very holier than thou and I don’t ship her with anyone (stares at my age old Aligon draft 👁️👁️). I wasn’t particularly moved by their relationship and frankly, didn’t enjoy it.

Numero two, Aegond:

Welp. This is a yes from me. Mostly because of @angelicpraxis’ fic No Garden (go read it, it’s life changing). They’re very Dead Dove and I love that for them. They’re neat. I think they would inflict horrors™️ on one another. I think there’s just something to unpack with Aegon essentially forcing Aemond to lose his virginity in a brothel, trying to warp Aemond in his image. It’s twisted. Also, pointing at book!Aemond (*gags*) if not gay for brother, why not king???why prince regent???

Anyway, thank you for the ask, my love❣️

[mystic-ana99]

My first fast!!!

I’m currently on vacay and trying to fast without anyone noticing while on VACATION is the hardest thing ever. But luckily we were on the bus for most of yesterday so I was able to just put the food in my bag.

So july 4th, 9 am to about july 5th, 11 am, I fasted and didn’t eat a single thing.

On the morning of July 4th, my mom gave me breakfast and as much as I hated it, I didn’t eat much the day before so I gave in and ate 3 slices of white bread which is about 200 calories (I’m so disgusted) and about 2 1/2 eggs worth of scrabbled eggs which is about 400 calories (I wanted to kill my self after the eating euphoria wore off) and I guess I was so disappointed and horrified that I didn’t eat for the whole day. My parents gave me food and I pretended to eat it and threw it away afterwards or I just put in my bag. But then we got to the airport and my dad dragged me to baskin robins and bought me ice cream cause he know it’s my favorite (yay 🙃😞).

And then we went on the airplane and they gave us food but I tried to only eat a little. Then after we got to the hotel we ate out and god all this food in my stomach is making me feel really really bad. Cause I know no matter what food is a choice. There’s always an excuse I can make to not eat whether I like it or not. I feel so disgusting. Cause I have to have ate at least 800 cals worth of food today and I haven’t even had dinner. I usually skip dinner but idk if I can since we’re at a hotel.

So yea I fasted for about 24 but I’m so disappointed cause I wanted to do more. As soon as I get home from vacation tmr I’m gonna check my weight and hopefully I lost weight because I feel really fat but usually most times it’s all in my head. And I’m going to fast the next day since we get back home around 5 pm tmr and try to burn 500 calories on the treadmill meal each day if I can.

I’ll update on here and once again like and follow if you want to see my progress too ☺️

[is-it-sander-oclock-yet]

5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. learn to know your mutuals and followers.♡

Thank you for asking 🫶 this is gonna be very random…

1. it’s finally getting more sunny and I love it

2. my 2 children don’t hate each other

3. there is currently NO evil deadline in the nearest future

4. lately I find my husband extra pretty, he’s the prettiest and I’m thankful for him and for thinking that way

5. im gonna have breakfast in a few minutes

Now that I’ve done this, it totally lightened up my morning even more ☺️ thank you so much!

[lymtw]

🎺🎺🎺mal the second has come🎺🎺

I saw you talking about winter and I couldn’t hold myself back HII

I’m actually so excited for this fall/winter because I hate the heat sososo much and this summer was good for me until august started. stupid month. no amount of words can describe how much august is a cursed month for me and how much I hate it😭

my country’s been at war for a while so there’s a lot of tension in the country BUT FOR SOME REASONS, IN MY HEAD, fall OR winter coming will solve all my problems TT

wearing warm clothes, drinking hot chocolate, christmas and halloween vibes😫 and as gloomy as they are, cold college mornings 🙏

that was so random but yeha have a good day <3

Omg it's Mal 🫡 ✨Hiiiiii Mal hiiiii ☺️✨

Feel free to chime in whenever you want! I could talk about winter all day every day. I'm with you on hating hot weather. Ughhhhh I get so frustrated and I have to work extra hard to stay calm and composed around people who don't deserve my wrath 😭

I really hope you're okay. Please take care of yourself. I'm so happy to hear that you have such a positive and optimistic mindset about the upcoming seasons 🥹💙 I hope the transition from Summer to Fall is good to you 🫶🏼 I know lots of people get sick with the change from hot temperatures to colder ones, but I hope that part skips you entirely and that you only get the best of these upcoming seasons 😚

Ugh you're making me miss Halloween and Christmas and they still haven't happened yet. I'm gonna wear all my sweaters and take so many walks when it's cold and windy and when it starts raining 🥰 *WHIPLASH* UghHGHH I'm already dreading Summer 2025 😭 I'm MISERABLE just thinking about it 😭 Mosquitos... flies... sweat... humidity... SUN???? RAAAAAHHHH I DON'T WANT TO 😭😭😭 I'm really throwing a tantrum over this 😔

I'm done 🥲 Please pop in more often, Mal! We love having you here. Have so many amazing days! 💙

[mandylove1000]

“Hey my darling Mandy! I see both you and Taylor are enjoying yourselves, hopefully. I’m just checking in right now with you. Y’all got so many kids right now and I heard one reached out to you too 😂 #Momma Mandy or even better Mama Cruise 🫶🤣 is gonna be a fun one. Henry has gone on a morning walk with Kal and I am too lazy to go with him, so I stayed in bed. It’s too early to exercise in my opinion. So I’m all alone at the moment and checking social media. How are you doing?” - Minnie ✨

Hi Minnie! I’m doin ok I’ve got a bad headache today so that’s gonna be fun 😩😭. I agree it’s to early to work out (it’s 10am as I respond,I also just hate working out) I think today is gonna be a stay in bed kind of day. Might play some games on my switch and try to get rid of this headache. How have you been. How’s Henry feeling about stepping away from the Witcher? I am still so shocked he’s not coming back. I’m sure Liam will do wonderful though. Tell carrot cake man I said hi and that I 100% changed his name to carrot cake man in my phone ☺️

[cottoncandyjester]

Angst idea: Theo’s wife catches him harming April and knocks him out with a frying pan. When he wakes up, he feels intense pain in his crotch ☺️

Anon, you deserve a kiss for such a fun ask✨

Also I feel like theo’s darling and tiago’s darling will be best friends cause their kids are in love with each other 👀

Warning this contains: mutilation, implication of sexual assault, torture, brainwashing(?)

Your morning was always the same, you woke up early, make breakfast, watch April leave for school then see theo off to work giving him a kiss as he walks out the door but this morning was different.

You woke up early like usual but theo wasn’t in bed, it struck you as odd but you figured he had went to work early so you went to the kitchen to get April’s breakfast ready.

A violent shuffling upstairs made you tense up, your body went stiff as you listened only to hear hard creaking. You grabbed a cast iron skillet before walking up the stairs your breathing getting heavier as you heard a muffled voice.

The noise came from April’s room, when you opened the door you felt a sickness in your stomach at the sight of theo ontop of April, hands around her throat watching her face turn blue.

Panic flooded you and you swung the pan before even processing it. Seeing how scared and broken she looked made your heart hurt, this was your baby.

“M-mom. I-I..h-he..c-came in and t-told me that he’ll fix me..” she stammered out before breaking down sobbing hugging you close with a shuddering whine.

“How about you spend a few days with poppy? Wouldn’t that be nice? I’ll see you soon” You cooed out, the mention of her closest friend and crush made her nod. You packed a quick bag for her before guiding her towards the door “I want you to text me when you get there okay? Are you sure you can get there on your own?” You asked worriedly as she hopped on her skateboard adjusting the duffle bag strap.

“Yeah mama, I can do it..” she whispered out her voice cracking “Will dad be mad when I get back..?” She whimpered out causing you to kiss her cheek “no no, you didn’t do anything wrong.” You said softly before wiping her tears “you’re going to fog up your glasses” you teased with a smile making her laugh hoarsely “yeah, I always do” she said as she took her glasses off and wiped them in her shirt before placing them back on.

“I’m gonna go now mama, I’ll text you” she said before pushing herself forward on her skateboard. You watched her skate down the road til she disappeared, you now had another problem to deal with.

You dragged theo to the bedroom you two shared before tying him down on the bed, rage seeping through you as you thought about what he did to April. This wasn’t the first time he touched her like that but it was the first that you caught, you knew her fear of men stemmed from him and you hated him for that.

Seeing him weak and defenseless stirred a sadistic feeling inside of you. You wanted him to feel pain, to suffer. When theo woke up you had a bloody knife in your hands with a soft humming, he felt a searing pain in his groin only to look down in horror to see the tip of his penis was cut off while the rest laid in a cockcage. His screaming was muffled due to the cloth tied around his mouth.

Your phone chimed and you picked it up only to smile at the photo April sent her of her and poppy smiling and hugging each other close. You put your phone down and glared at your husband, his screaming having died down in replace of whimpers and crying.

“Be glad I didn’t cut the whole thing off”

The years of abuse swelled in your mind, you had him at your mercy and was determined to whip him into submission before your child returned home.

You moved the cloth from his mouth now gliding the blade along his cheek “things are going to chance here, okay theo?” You spike in a false sweet tone which made theo nod, the fear in his eyes making you almost giddy.

When April returned home she was not expecting theo to drop to his knees sobbing about how sorry he was, hugging her close as he cried into her shirt. April has never heard her father apologize about anything he did, she glanced at you before looking back at her father in confusion.

“I-I know you’ll never forgive me! I’ll spend my life making it up to you! I’m so sorry! You are the most brightest child ever and I-” theo went back to crying and whimpering.

Things changed after that, theo was far more sensitive and submissive. April wasn’t sure if it was a good thing or not but it made him way more open minded, she felt like a pretty normal family though if she knew the work you had out in to get him like that she wouldn’t think that.

[luvrl0sers]

Hello! I absolutely love the aesthetic(??) of your page🥺🌠💜 it's so cute!

I hope I'm doing this correctly, so may I request a tarot reading with BTS?

Songs:

IU- "Lullaby"

Taeyeon- "A Poem Titled You"

Chai- "Oh My Angel"

Kim Feel- "Love 1"

Dindin- " I shouldn't love you"

Thank you so much!💜☺️💜

❧ 𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖙 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖓𝖔. 29

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐢𝐬…

𝖘𝖊𝖔𝖐𝖏𝖎𝖓✨

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝…

“Can I stay like this for a second?”

“Close your eyes. Last

I’ll get you some sleep”

“My lullaby

Baby Sweet Goodnight

You won’t have a scary dream

Your long, never-ending day

You’re not gonna let her go anymore”

“I’m holding him still

It’s a dream that’s coming to an end

Relax. I’ll sing you the last song”

“I can’t fall asleep.

until the tired breathing died down

I’ll keep your noisy night”

“I’ll be nearby

Baby Sweet Goodnight

I’ll always be there for you”

❧𝐢𝐮 - 𝐥𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐲

“Looking at you

Since when did I start feeling this was fate

Like a star shining in the night sky

Be by my side for a long time”

“When a sad night comes,

I’ll protect you

Can you hear my voice?

Don’t forget”

“Even when days of flowers

blooming and falling come

Remember this one thing

My heart for you”

❧𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐨𝐧 - 𝐚 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮

“It's alright

It's alright

Somebody's next to me”

“Even when I cried, when I was alone,

You have always been with me”

“You are my angel

Oh... You are my angel

Always... You're here

Oh... You are my angel

You are by my side

Always... Always stay here forever...”

“It's alright

Although darkness envelops my body

It's alright

Because You and I are together”

“Even if the world says no to you, I will fly with you anywhere...

We will rewrite our fate together...”

❧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐢 - 𝐨𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥

“How can I explain the promise

of just the two of us 

The secrets of just the two of us 

Mornings and nights just for the two of us

 The many shapes of love can’t be explained by anything”

“I still worry about you every day

I hope to find a good love 

I want to hold you in my arms again

Even though I know it’s a nonsensical dream,

I pray to dream that dream every night

I still don’t know how to love”

❧𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 - 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝟏

“I want to greet you with a smile,

I don’t want to let you go,

erase this ending, 

my heart is calling you again”

“My heart is cold,

it's getting farther away 

I hate our parting”

❧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧 - 𝐢 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮

thank you for waiting so patiently baby!🥹

im so sorry for the long wait i hope you like it💗🫰🏻

[dc41896]

Doesn’t Matter

Pairing: senator!Chris EvansxBlack Reader

Summary🪄: Another year in office, another invitation to a party among his political counterparts. And another evening of dread for you

⚠️: A bit of sad times and feeling out of place, fluff other than that💕!

A/N: I’ve seen AU fics about senator Chris and I loved the idea so I decided to write my own addition that I hope you guys like☺️!

“Don’t you look beautiful,” your husband’s sultry voice states before you feel soft lips on your cheek and a low, content hum emanates from his chest taking in your floral perfume. “Then again, what else is new?”

Turning around to find him halfway through buttoning his recently ironed white shirt, you gently push his hands away continuing where he left off.

“Such the charmer you are.”

“Well I have been told it’s one of my best qualities,” he smirks with a wink. “Alright which tie? Printed or solid?”

“Hmm...solid.”

“And it won’t be too boring?,” he asks as you take the tie from his hand securing it around his neck.

“I hate to break it to you honey, but pretty much every man there will probably have on the same thing. You definitely won’t look boring though.”

“Looks like I’m not the only charmer here,” he peers down at you and your soft smile just as you finish your work on his tie. You’re slightly caught off guard when his large hands on your hips swiftly turn you to look in the floor length mirror attached to the wall, his head falling to rest in the crook of your neck. For a few moments, you both just stand there taking in your reflections. You feeling weak in the knees (as per usual) at his classic black suit. And him, loving the way the blush colored gown made you look ethereal from the silk like material that flowed down your body to the floor below. It’s off the shoulder peasant sleeves and sweetheart neckline giving perfect, unlimited access to your collarbones also a favorite feature.

Although a lovely moment, he can’t ignore your overall glum mood you’ve tried to hide behind smiles and small conversation since this morning. Your typical reaction the day of banquet’s like this.

“Hey, I know these things aren’t exciting, but we’re not gonna stay long,” he whispers slowly swaying you back and forth.

“Really?”

“Mhmm, especially with you looking like that,” you giggle feeling his lips peck your neck. “I’ll say quick hellos around the room just to show face, then we’re gone.”

“Stay as long as you need. I know there’s probably plenty of important conversations to be had,” you state with a sigh turning to face those addicting blue eyes.

You’d think outside the Capital, and appropriate stages, debates on bills would cease. This lesson you learned the hard way by your third banquet.

“Not more important than being home with you.”

Capturing your lips with his, you both wished your night only consisted of this and cuddles rather than being squished in a room full of those who seemed to only love the sound of their own voice.

“Excuse me,” a deep voice in all black interrupts from the bedroom door making the two of you quickly separate. “The car’s parked out front. Are you ready Senator?”

“Um yes, thank you Max.”

With a nod, he leaves both of you to make your final touches (including wiping the lipstick from your husband’s mouth) and collect your things before reluctantly sliding in the backseat of the black SUV.

Maybe if you were lucky enough, you could just hide in the car until everything was over.

———

Stood by the bar with drink in hand, you look out among the chattering crowd of suits and dresses donning a polite smile to those who were nice enough to say hello as they passed. You managed to find your husband in the same place you left him, still nodding in feigned interest at Senator Johnson’s “latest” fishing epic. How the man could keep adding new details to a five year old story making it even more dramatic than the last telling you’d never know. Among those with some years in office, it was viewed as an initiation of sorts the first time you were told about the three, now six, foot bass caught on his private pond. It was typically told within your first year in office and was followed by an invitation to join him someday.

Fair warning: your day would only consist of debates, more bragging of the fishes he’s caught since the age of three, and finally not catching anything before he’d shrug with a “Guess they’re not biting today.”

In perfect timing, a waiter passes offering another champagne flute filled with the gold, bubbly liquid distracting the elder senator long enough for Chris to meet your eyes and wink before subtly using his head to motion to the door on his left. You thought it was a side exit at first, until a server removing a broom and dust pan proved it was in fact just a closet.

Eyebrows slightly raised, you quickly mouth “no” giggling to yourself.

“Kidding,” he mouths back giving you another wink as he sips from his champagne right as his buddy returns to their conversation pulling another passing congressman in to join.

“The E5 is clearly the better choice here. It covers more ground for the education reform that citizens are desperately wanting,” a woman in her fitted, floor length red dress and black heels explains a barstool down from you.

“Are you kidding?! It has so many holes in it, the E5 needs reforming itself.”

“What holes?! It pretty much covers every request! Teachers being paid more, equal funding for all schools-,”

“And yet at who’s price? The same ‘citizens’ you claim to be meeting the demands of,” the bald, blue suited man retorts before turning to you. “Help me out here, the E5 is definitely not the clear cut reform it’s claiming to be right?”

This was another reason you didn’t like coming to these things. Being dragged into heated discussions about topics you weren’t that familiar with and most times, knew nothing at all about. That’s why you tried to stay close to Chris so he could take over the conversation, or make up some excuse why you had to leave and weren’t able to talk.

“Um I’m honestly not sure,” you nervously smile setting your drink down, “but I know A1 is great with steak.”

Clearly the two weren’t impressed with your joke only peering at you with fake smiles and cutting your little chuckles short.

“Get it? Because you said E5 and A1-,”

“I’m sorry, who are you?,” the man asks swiping a beer bottle from the plate that passed him.

“Y/N Evans.”

“Senator Evans’ wife. No wonder we don’t hear much of you at these parties.”

A dry laugh is forced through your windpipe even though all you wanted to do was find Chris and leave. But you couldn’t let her see how her words sparked that hidden insecurity within you and definitely wouldn’t give this unknown woman the satisfaction of knowing exactly how to get under your skin.

“Senator. Congresswoman,” Chris cheerfully interrupts wrapping a protective arm around your waist to bring you closer into his side. “I hope you don’t mind me pulling my wife away for a moment.”

“Of course not. I was actually just saying how we don’t see much of her at these events.”

“Well, she does own a successful business that has much more exciting ventures and interactions than boring events like this. Honestly if I could, I’d skip these and go with her,” he chuckles kissing your temple.

“Oh how nice! A little shocking though to find a Senator’s wife not as politically engaged as him.”

“She does enough. Plus I’m the one working in politics not her.” From the way his jaw clenched you could tell he was growing frustrated and annoyed the more she talked.

“True, but being such the promoter for civic engagement don’t you think-,”

“Listen as much as I’d love to go on and on about something that’s really none of your business, being the protective husband I am I want to get my beautiful wife home before it gets too late. Especially with people like your husband around who just can’t seem to keep his hands to himself,” Chris states with a sickeningly sweet smile as if he were simply talking to people walking up to him on the street. This has champagne bubbles stinging your nose from the snort that escaped you not prepared for him to state something only those who knew whispered about.

“You both have a good night.”

———

The ride home was filled with silence as her words made you retreat to that unwanted part of your mind where you questioned what was once assured. Chris tried talking with you, and regaining your focus with his sweet kisses to your cheeks and loving touches, but it’d only work for a few seconds before you were gone again. You trudged upstairs to the closet with your husband close behind starting to loosen his tie as soon as he entered the dimly lit home. He kept peeking over his shoulder from his respective side of the walk in at how you carefully removed your heels putting them back in their correct spot and hung your dress with the other elegant gowns hating how upset you were.

“Baby don’t let what she said get to you, alright? I’m sure it’s probably too late for that from how quiet you’ve been, but she’s just a pompous, miserable person who judges others to feel good about herself.”

“….d-do you wish I was more into this life?,” you quietly ask pulling one of his faded college shirts over your head.

“What? Like into politics?”

“Yeah. Like a Condoleezza Rice or Michelle Obama. A classy intellectual and less like basic me who doesn’t know what an E5 is.”

Gently taking your hands, he guides your arms around his tattooed middle resting your head between his pecs as a hand soothingly rubs up and down your back while the other securely holds you to him as if afraid you’d somehow fly away.

“You remember when we first moved in together? That terrible one bedroom that we both probably should’ve gotten tetanus shots from living in?”

“How could I forget? I still have that smell coming from the balcony closet in my nose,” your muffled answer in his bare chest making him chuckle.

“And what was the first house rule we made that night we moved in?”

“Not to go out on the balcony.”

“…okay the second rule that’s now our first rule,” he laughs kissing the top of your head.

“Don’t bring work home.”

“And we said that because when we walk through those doors, we just want to focus on each other. That’s why we don’t have a lot of talks about whatever new bill they’re discussing,” he states tilting your chin to meet his eyes. “Not that we don’t talk about politics at all though. You are intellectual and always voice your opinions so eloquently, I feel like you should be the one at the Capital.”

Your small smile has his heart warming, happy to see you returning to your usual cheery nature.

“So to answer your question, no I don’t wish you were more into ‘this life’, I think you’re in it enough. You know anytime you want to talk about something we can for as long as you want. Or if you don’t that’s fine with me too, I just want you to be happy.” His soft lips press against your forehead and nose before finally landing on your lips repeatedly until your infectious giggles filled his ears making his own come about.

“I want you to be happy too.”

“I am, sunshine.” His cute nickname for you never failed in brightening your mood. Even when you were upset with him, he knew that boyish smile paired with the second name easily had him near freedom.

Darn your weakness for nicknames and the man in front of you.

“I’ll be happier though,” he begins, squatting down with a short grunt to swing your legs over his forearm carrying you bridal style over the closet threshold, “when we can go to bed.”

“Aww did all the mingling and insulting husbands tire you out?,” you jokingly pout. The cold, granite countertop against the back of your legs and thinly covered bottom has you slightly shivering while Chris kindly grabs your makeup wipes and gently removes the eyeshadow and liner from your eyes.

“Yea I’m definitely gonna get dirty looks for that.”

“Well maybe if her husband wasn’t so grabby and she wasn’t so rude, she wouldn’t be in this situation.”

“That is very true,” he deeply laughs using another wipe to make sure majority of your face was clear of any product. “I’d do it again though if she thinks she can mess with my wife like that.”

The feel of your lips on his bearded cheek has a blush tinting his cheeks as he lifts you again carrying you towards the elegant king bed with matching white sheets and duvet.

“Thank you.”

“Anytime sunshine.”

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Hello Saturn! I hope you’re doing well & you get to relax and enjoy the rest of your day 💖

Selfship thoughts you say? I have a few for each character, but I’ll just send in one for now because it may get too long 😅

Ok so first up is Shouto ❤️

When I first met Shouto, I didn’t like him at all, I thought he was an elitist prick that thought he was above everyone. Also he always had this uninterested look on his face whenever I would say something and that used to piss me off so I just ended up ignoring him and kept our interactions to work related things, little did I know that he kept record of those moments in his brain and vowed to change my perception of him and yeah it definitely worked. He ended sweeping me off my feet ☺️💕

Shouto knows how much I love The Golden Girls and whenever I’m really sad and don’t want to interact with anyone, he puts on the show for me and orders me my favorite food and dessert and he sits with me to eat and watch the show. He’s somewhat of an expert on the characters because I watch it over & over again and laugh the same way at each joke. Sho agrees that I have traits from each of the characters, but thinks that I’m definitely more of a Dorothy (which is true btw) and he thinks it’s funny.

Whenever we’re watching golden girls or any other show/movie, Sho likes to wrap my favorite purple fuzzy blankie around me and cuddle me 🥹 He says he does that because he likes to know that I feel safe & loved and that I don’t have to worry about anything. He’s always gonna be by my side and he’ll be here for me whenever I need him. When I’m happy, he’s happy. I always ask him what does he need because Sho is such a giver and he always responds “just your smile and love” and I just 😭😭

Not just with Sho but with my other 2D loves, we love doing our skincare together. I had to be the one to teach them about skincare because they didn’t think about it that much, but it ended up bonding us closer together. It’s a must in our daily routines, but we sometimes get into disagreements because they always end up finishing my serums & moisturizers. If they finish it, I make them buy it back 😂

I’m kinda in a mushy mood, but this is just one of my selfship headcanons for Sho ❤️

Kat, hey, hi, hello! 😘

I love that you start out hating him and he went out of his way to prove to you that he wasn't as bad as you thought and the fact that you're both so doting and love with each other! We love it. 🥰

Also - the whole asking him what he needs and him just replying: 'Just your smile and love'... I'm sobbing. I can just imagine how easy he finds it to pay attention to all your favourite things too? Like he just picks things up until one day he's quoting your favourite scenes at you and he doesn't even know how he remembered the lines? But it’s just bc he’s so in tune with you that he just absorbs all this information like it’s second nature.

Ah! But, morning routines too... I've got a full montage scene in my head and it's glorious. 😭