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sceletaflores · 11 months

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going to watch fnaf tonight for the third time can’t wait to edge every time mike comes on screen.

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corrodedparadox · 5 months

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Getting back into the swing of things, here’s a wip I’ve been sitting on

#wip #my art #who would’ve guessed that being hospitalized and taken off meds till my procedure would make you so lethargic #sorry if this posts twice I’m in the dead zone that is my work bathroom

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cvsette · 2 years

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Being the non-tumblr famous gf of a tumblr-famous girlie is so funny…it’s like being the secret gf of an actor in the 60s. just out on the street (on my dash) doing my shopping (reblogging posts to my little group of followers) and my friend (a mutual) grabs my arm and points at The TV and Radio Store window (reblogs a post) and there’s my gf(‘s icon and username) and she’s starring in a commercial for Ray’s Ultra-Modern All-Synthetic Kitchenette and Dining Ashtray Installation Services (responding to an ask funnily) on all the 8-inch screens and my friend says “how amusing she is!” while I blush and tug at my jacket with a little smile (reblog the post with tags that allude to us hanging out - what, it’s relevant) and say isn’t she just? well we should really be on our way without moving one inch; not even one.

#txt #personal #I’m off my meds and high. sorry

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hismercytomyjustice · 1 month

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I feel like I should issue a blanket apology for anyone unfortunate enough to have to deal with me over the next few days (and the past few) because I’m out of Adderall and the ADHD is running fucking wild.

Please keep my piano teacher and therapist in your thoughts and prayers during this difficult (for them, HAHAHA) time, as they also have ADHD and two people alone in the same room with ADHD is a dangerous combo.

…as evidenced by my chitchatting with my piano teacher for almost half an hour after my lesson yesterday…

IN MY DEFENSE, he started it! I just…did not finish it… BUT I DID WARN HIM!

I think most of his students are literal kids, so he gets to hardcore geek out with me about music (though most of the time he leaves me in the dust). He plays trombone and trumpet and piano and is super into jazz and I’m super into classical, so we get lost on a lot of tangents.

I did manage to rein in the impulse to go hardcore into true crime territory tho. I feel like I should get a non-participation trophy for that lol! BUT, AGAIN, HE STARTED IT. How is your response to me telling you some of my favorite local restaurants to bring up a murder at a local restaurant??? *checks notes* Ohhh, the ADHD strikes again…

SIR. I cohosted a true crime podcast for two fucking years because I could not shut the fuck up about the subject!

Bad news tho, my therapist is super into true crime. And we are also TERRIBLE about tangents. Especially when it comes to talking about the research and stuff behind OCD and ADHD and all.

Christ, it’s been a hot minute since I’ve been off Adderall this long and I forgot how all over the fucking place my brain can be. Just playing hopscotch in my noggin I guess. Or the floor is lava. Maybe both at the same time!

BUT. It has also been an impromptu experiment of sorts because FUN, *checks notes* CORRECTION NOT FUN, FACT! ADHD meds can exacerbate OCD symptoms! Because WHY WOULDN’T THEY?! Can’t make my life too easy, now can we!

God knew I would be too powerful if I were mentally stable… ╭( ･ㅂ･)و

SO, YEAH. SORRY. CAN’T FOCUS FOR SHIT RIGHT NOW. And am unfortunately making it EVERYONE’S FUCKING PROBLEM.

#hismercy’s musings #~ooh I’m mentally ill~#actually adhd #actually ocd #I’M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING #y’all haven’t seen me off my meds for so long before #you’ve only seen ADHD lite #and now we all must suffer together #…it is only slightly my fault for forgetting to request my refill in time…#I miss walking into rooms and immediately knowing wtf I came in there for…

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foxlungz · 5 months

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We need to talk more about people who believe that antidepressants magically fix everything and that because someone takes them that they are all better now. Sadly it doesn’t work that way and most of the time it just helps the black cloud of depression that envelops your brain a tad smaller and helps you get through stuff a bit easier. Just because someone’s on meds for their mental health doesn’t mean they still don’t struggle. So having the mindset that people with mental health issues need to take antidepressants to “fix” all of their problems is such a harmful mindset to have. Also want to mention that sometimes these meds can actually have the opposite effect and make someone feel so much worse if it isn’t the right one for them. So to treat it in such a way just angers me.

#vent #sorry for the rant but Im just over people thinking that just bc I’m on meds that I’m magically all better now #also I remember the first meds I was on made me feel even worse and I literally had to stop taking them without my doctors consent bc #I was in such a dark place and the withdrawals of getting off them fucking sucked too #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #rant post #depression rant

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alangdorf · 5 months

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Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol

#len’en #yabusame houlen #suzumi kuzu #tsubakura enraku #haiji senri #art #digital #there was one more but I’m not confident it’s like. funny? and I have stuff I’d eant to change abt it #and these four have pretty good comedic timing as a set so I’ll just leave well enough alone #also had plans for a Kuroji and uhhh Xeno a but those haven’t panned out #you’ll have to excuse me I’ve been going off the rails and also have not fixed the meds situation (I’m completely out atm)#started like four fics; yes they are all suzutsuba and there is. so much sex (not described/on screen but STILL)#didn’t manage to stay away from Hamal Cine Bad End either jfhshsjfb #too nervous abt talking yo pol rn to leave comments but zaranthropy if you’re reading this I owe you my life #also I think I said I was inspired on something by dissociation constant and then when chapter 2 came out I relized it was something I had #completely misinterpreted but I’m too embarrassed to actually go and check lol……#*talking to ppl sorry I had to turn off my autocorrect cause it was being compeltely unreasonable #OH YEAH also this Haiji design was a little bit inspired by a redesign of them from uhhhhhhh who was it. idk most of their blog is gone but #I’ll go check my likes #anyway I like how they tuned out also that joke came to me several days after valentine’s and gave me the idea for this whole thing #edit: can’t find the post anymore for some reason but I think yhe name was like chiosu or something?#did somebody go delete their blog while I wasn’t looking

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rodolfoparras · 1 year

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If I could only think about price every second life would be perfect

#sorry angels I’m v off with the energy these days still getting adjusted to my meds 🫶🏻#anyway I need price #not writing

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bugboybutter · 5 days

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hearing people hate on men so aggressively to be progressive and then call me an exception to that in the same breath.. like i knew you saw me as a woman but i’d rather you just come right out and say that instead of slandering all men to do it.

#maybe unpack why you think every man is inherently violent and bad and why you think transmascs are immune to that and get back to me #i understand that a lot of people have trauma associated with men. brother i do too. i understand. and i joke about hating men sometimes too #but you’re not helping anyone when you paint men as these terrible vile creatures that are born woman-hating and predatory as if that isn’t #projected onto them by the patriarchy #aaghhhhhhhh (ripping my hair out)#if any irls see this isn’t directed at you i prommy 🙏 this is about someone who doesn’t follow me on here #anyway sorry this isn’t coherent i’m just frustrated and sad and off my meds

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sceletaflores · 11 months

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scariest thing about this movie was how soaked my seat was by the end of it.

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rosicheeks · 23 days

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how is the sale going?

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#awful #genuinely don’t know if it was even worth it #I guess we shall see once my dad counts up what we made in total #but it can’t be that much tbh #I blame the fact that it was Labor Day weekend and the last weekend for my state fair #so feel like people are busy and not gonna go to a stupid garage sale 🤦🏽‍♀️#I didn’t know it was the last weekend of the state fair otherwise I would have been like ‘ehhh let’s do next weekends’#whatever whatever #i didn’t get any sleep last night #I accidentally snapped on my family a few times #I was not doing ok this morning #like at all #doing a little better now?#just kinda upset the sale was such a bust #I knew it wasn’t going to be huge but was hoping maybe one or two mom or grandmas would come through and buy a bunch of baby clothes/toys #but nah #most people came through and was like ‘sorry we don’t have any kids or grandkids’ and then they would leave #bah humbug #I’m exhausted #now I have to clean downstairs even though I’ve been nonstop going for the past few days #I just want to lay down and pass out 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️#doesn’t help that I hate weekends #don’t remember the last ‘good’ weekend I had #my meds don’t seem to be doing shit #and I feel like a jumbled jambled mess #hopefully the day will turn around a little bit #need to get energy to shower and wash the grossness of the last week off tbh #thanks for asking though #how’s your weekend going? 🫶#ask

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nojaloart · 7 months

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i’m sure this is a very normal problem and also probably entirely my fault but why is it so difficult to get meds. why is transferring prescriptions between the same company so difficult why do you not have a universal file accessible through the system why do you have to call the other branch?????

#gale screams into the void #sorry. i’m three days off my meds abt to have a meltdown in the costco

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weewooooweew · 10 days

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#Sorry chat I’ve been off my meds for a week #Also I’m a failure and should just like #Off myself #My bad #im sorry dad

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mars-ipan · 22 days

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steroids have decided the two emotions for tonight are Gamer Rage and Deep Yearning Sadness

#marzi speaks #marzivents #i think i’ve sort of hit an energy limit tonight and it’s frustrating me. if i had to guess #probs mourning some of the energy and capability i used to have that i have to build back now #which is. manifesting at being angry that i’m rusty at splatoon lmao #sighhhh. i’m handling the concept of being disabled relatively well i think but shit is still hard abt it #i feel like talking to my brother’s friend abt it exhausted me a little. bc he said a lot of the little annoying things #the kind you can brush off as meaning well but that still add up #shit like ‘when i heard what happened i felt so sorry for you’#and comparing it to an acute injury he had. and saying he was relieved he didn’t have to medically withdraw #(having to medically withdraw from the semester has been the toughest part of this for me. i miss college so bad)#plus he like. did not seem to Get that i am Freshly Disabled!! i can’t walk out in the texas heat for very long #i have energy limits. i’m following a meds schedule (which is admittedly getting easier)#i dunno i’m just tired of it tonight i think. it’s frustrating #this got a bit more vent-y than i intended but ah well we’re here. i’ll give it the vent tag so ppl can block it if needed #i’m really lucky to know so many people that understand. because if every interaction with other people was like today’s i think i’d lose it

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ambagelbraindump · 5 months

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misc abigail thoughts but I’m getting increasingly irate about how often people treat me like I’m stupid for reasons I can’t quite parse. Is it because I’m girl-shaped? Is it because I have constant resting anxiety face whenever I’m even remotely nervous? Is it because my hands shake. is it because it takes me longer than everyone else to process new information. Is it the boobs. Do I just give off This Person is a Dumbass vibes. What do I need to do to stop being treated like Some Stupid GirlTM 24/7

#sorry this turned into a rant I’m just #frustrated and tired #people are well meaning but it pisses me off #when someone tells me I HAVE to do something in a certain way #in such a way that comes across as ‘I know what’s best for you better than you do’#for example gf insisting that I look for a real estate lawyer #Would it be a good idea? probably #but I really really do not have the bandwidth for that #this is more than not liking it when someone tells me what to do #this is treating me like a child who doesn’t know anything #I know my own experience better than you do #you don’t live in abigail’s head #I think I maybe need to figure out how to break up #she also suggested I need to get different boots #and also learn to drive #and has also insinuated several times that I should make sure my adhd meds are working #I’m tired and I want a hug

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666bedbugs · 1 year

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is the tummy pic I uploaded over an hour ago not showing up or do y’all just not like it I’m genuinely confused because it has 0 notes besides my self-reblogs and that never happens😭

#I’m so sorry #this is not helping my brain rn #I’m like oh so not only am I unwillingly off my meds and have -$3 to my name but I’m ugly too #that’s so sexy of me #mine

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mxmagestyk · 3 months

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I’ve fallen down a rabbit hole (and I can’t get up)

#zelda breath of the wild #zelda botw #zelda memes #I’m currently off my adhd meds #I’m not sorry

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