#I'M DELETING THIS LATER

[blairx-bitch]

whats with every artist in the bg3 fandom making mermaid au stuff rn? I love you please make more FEED ME FEED ME FEED ME ‼️‼️‼️ GRRRRR

Edit: I forgot about mermay 💀 still!! I love you talented ppl 🖤

[julietasgf]

from this week at uni

[somerandomdog511]

Lesbian Confessions

Me watching the original it girl video: oh it's nice

Me watching the it girl remix video: HOLY SHART WHO ARE YOU!!!

Confession time: Ve'ondre is so beautiful and so are our other trans women. Can I find a woman like them? I mean it'd be nice to be with someone who gets what you went through. Not saying regular woman can't sympathize but my relationships would be so much better if someone understood me so much more.

Anyways, round of applause for our beautiful woman,the baddest of bitches.

Should I delete this later?

[maranull]

Welina voice: hey moron I see you're proving yourself, take my hand I'll take you to roundtable [teleports you directly in front of a snowfield rune bear]

HDJASGFHJDSAFGSD

NO NO NO! BAD! DELETE!

I TAKE ALL MY SHITPOSTING BACK! EVIL!

[wordsbyrian]

Not to be dramatic but I've had the urge to run my head through a wall since I opened my eyes this morning

[schreckensbleiches-nervenbuendel]

my bf is on vacation with the boys. And my bpd is a little bitch. I can't handle being completely alone in my apartment. But this is a fun little challenge for me.

I'm keeping myself busy with chores. I've started three new projects. I'm constantly listening to music and skipping the sad songs.

I'm doing everything I can to not fall into the deep hole of existential dread and suffering, even tho I can feel the madness creeping up on me 🤪 but not today, SATAN!

[belteppismo]

Today is my parents' 25th wedding anniversary and I've found the cutest pics

[hello-mrpresident]

//This is to be deleted because it's drama//

there will be something added to my blog's rules in regard to this.

I'm just going to address a few things. If I am uncomfortable with something and I DM you setting a boundary. And it wasn't your intention to say or do that.

Just say that. Please and thank you. I will apologize for my assumptions, but If I am uncomfortable that's all I am coming to you about. I am not accusing you of being racist.

It's also not in bad faith to Dm you and tell you how I felt.

JFC.

So if you take it to tumblr and make a post I dunno dude, that seems more in bad faith.

Also no I don't think anyone's racist. If I bring up race on something that made me uncomfortable the initial thing might not have been racist at all, it could have just made me uncomfortable and my race being a factor in it.

Note: I will say I could have handled my initial dm better, but I don't like how it was taken to tumblr and then just how it was overall handled in dms?

They have also been blocked and I am moving on. If they want to resolve this misunderstanding in the future they are welcome to dm my main blog and sort it out.

[naiadsouls]

I get turned on when men do what I tell them

[fantomechat]

someone needs to take away my computer

Im so tired I should have been in bed hours ago I cant do this anymore

[zarla-s]

Valve went through and banned a whole bunch of bots yesterday and when I last checked a couple hours ago, the Casual servers are still 99% actual people! If you want to try out TF2 DO IT NOW while you have the chance! Believe me when I say that having matches this clear of bots is RARE. They'll be back in force inevitably in probably a couple days so the window of opportunity here is small. Take the chance to play a normal round of TF2 Casual while you can!

[bixels]

Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.

Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).

Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.

Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.

Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).

AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.

But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s

At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.

[epickiya722]

Yeah, as fun as a horror fic is with BNHA characters, I don't think I will write another one for a loooooong time or just never.

I have done it before at least... twice (I think) and I barely got any feedback on those fics. As much as I love "Tragedy Wives", I constantly think I should delete it. It's hard to keep motivation for a fic when it seems nobody is interested in reading it.

Then again, I shouldn't be surprised. The fic's main characters and ship isn't popular. Of course, it's not gonna get attention like that. 😆

I don't know... maybe I'll delete it and rewrite it.

Though, I am thankful for the feedback I did get. It's what kept me from not deleting the fic from before.

I just... every time I feel like writing and posting a fic that has a similar, but not so similar concept as a previous one and look back at the lack of feedback of that one, I just get sad and think "maybe I shouldn't try it again, obviously it's not my strong suit".

[koboldfactory]

uncertain death

[blumineck]

What's the difference between a rogue and bard? Presentation!

If you like this sort of stuff, please go check out the full video on my YouTube! It took me forever to make and I nearly cried about 4 times during the editing/posting process!

And as always, huge thanks to my Patrons for making this stuff possible!