I love this moment. it means so much to me. Beatrice has only had the one drink, so she’s not drunk, but already all that nervous energy has just vanished entirely. she’s allowing herself to be giggly and silly in Ava’s presence, because Ava makes her feel safe, because Ava’s so good at making people feel comfortable in new situations. this is why Beatrice fell for Ava, because Ava can make her smile like this.
I've been thinking about S/h and suicide again. You can ask artsy,I was on a call with them a while back contemplating poisoning myself. And earlier today I wrapped hair ties around my wrist and repeatedly tugged them back as far as I could and let go. It's a way of me self harming without leaving scars.
I'm sorry guys.
When I don't feel like absolute shit I'll probably come back. Or not. I don't know.
I think the very serious matter of Wednesday having freckles should be discussed amongst ourselves as civilized as possible. Be warned, though, because I will not be civilized.
okay but "do you know i could break beneath the weight of the goodness, love, i still carry for you? that i'd walk so far just to take this injury of finally knowing you?" is so painfully canon remus when he beleives sirius was the traitor