are there any people who got into supernatural in the year 2023. if yes, how are you doing
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i would like to court you
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Okay, I made a post about this vaguely a while back, and no one interacted with it or said that they wanted to hear more, but I wanna talk about it. When I was a kid, Dexter’s Lab and Johnny Test, and to a lesser extent Gravity Falls, scarred me for years.
tw for body horror, clowns, warts, and identity/existential crisis
Johnny Test
In Johnny Test, there is an episode where Johnny gets a wart. The wart comes to life and is evil, lies to and manipulates him, and is all around a terrible guy. This wasn’t too bad, mostly just gross, and to this day I’m unsure why it bothered me to the extent that it did. I watched the episode alone, eating a microwave burrito- a favorite food of mine, at the time.
On top of getting an irrational fear and disgust towards warts, to the extent that I panicked when one developed on my foot or when I discovered that my cousin had some, I couldn’t eat microwave burrito’s anymore. The thought scared me, and when I walked down the freezer isle at the store with my parents I felt anxious at the idea that they might be nearby. Seeing the boxes of them made me feel sick.
To me, it felt like eating another microwave burrito would invite something bad into my life. I didn’t eat another one for years.
Dexter’s Lab
In Dexter’s Lab, there’s an episode that I only remember one thing about. There was a clown, and if it bit you, then you became a clown as well. Their bodies twisted into clown form, and they would laugh. That’s all I remember, but as a kid, I was already terrified of clowns. The idea I could become one was horrifying. Even worse, was the idea that the clown might try to make me one of them.
For weeks, months, afterwards, I could hardly touch the floor some days. I knew I couldn’t see any clowns, I knew that reasonably there weren’t any clowns, but in my mind they were just out of sight. Usually, that meant they were hiding underneath my chair. If my legs hung down in front of the gap between the chair and the floor, I reasoned, the clowns could lunge out and bite me.
Jumping off of my seats only helped somewhat. The picture of clown dentures laid out on the floor like bear traps was so vivid to me that it felt like they were there. The same went for stray teeth littered on the ground. I couldn’t see anything like that, but the idea was there, and that was enough to leave me stranded on couches for hours.
Gravity Falls
There is a gravity Falls short in which Dipper investigates a man who only ever faces one direction. I was older when I saw this. The man turned out to be a robot that only had one side, being piloted by tiny beings. Again, this wasn’t really a problem, it wasn’t bad, just strange.
But, I had envisioned tiny pilots for myself in the past. They weren’t on my side- though I don’t remember what they wanted. Times when I couldn’t help but repeat a motion over and over, or when I moved one finger and then just had to move every other individual finger in turn I accounted to the tiny pilots. It changed, some days, whether those feelings were being prompted by them or if I was fighting back against them.
So, seeing this being on the tv, who moved in uncanny ways and has his own pilots was... bad, for me. I found myself sitting, feeling unable to move- especially unable to turn my head. The longer I couldn’t get myself to move the more afraid I was that I wasn’t real, or that that side of my face was gone, or that I had lost the ability to move that way. I knew that I was okay, but on those days I had to keep my head on a swivel, just in case.
And those were some of my childhood fears! :)
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Just my opinion.. (or ig it's a rant?? idk man)
minors dni!!!
Y'all i don't get the hype w food kinks ☹️
I'm sorry but?? Like ok? Yummy ig.. But now you're like 7 times sticker than you should be and you got chocolate in your ass.
NOT TO MENTION how annoying getting sticky shit outta your hair can be?? I once went to a party where someone accidently got honey in my hair, I was scrubbing that shit for days 😭
Also can I just say how fucking nasty it might be when you lick shit off a body?? Yummy whipped cream but now with a mix of dead skin cells and sweat!!
AND AGAIN WHAT IF THAT SHIT SLIPS IN U?? Idk abt you all but i don't want fucking syrup or smth as lube. Or like, the chance of a UTI
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I have no drafts and an Aventurine is taking over my feed and idk who he is. Is he like,,, Tartaglia but in h/sr?
Oh, and I miss Satoru Gojo.
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