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lelio · 4 months

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Less than 24 hours until they hit the Pentagon

#interview with the vampire #lestat de lioncourt #sam reid #armand #assad zaman #iwtv #lesmand #armandstat #Lestat's face!!#ARMAND'S FACE!!!#this is crazy #they're crazy #one last post #I'm gonna log off now

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neathbound-fiends · 1 month

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sorry for quiet lol. dealing with a lot

#logging back in briefly just to say I'm not ignoring anyone #healing seems like it's going not good at this point and a lot of emotional stuff going on #I don't regret top surgery but it's been rough healing the last like week and a half and idk if I'm gonna have to go to urgent care #so idk what medical bills might look like for that if I do and I am already still paying off the actual surgery #on top of trying to look for a car bc mine shit the bed and I'm borrowing my sister's old one for now but this isn't a permanent solution #so mental and emotionally and now also physically I've just been like. idk. having a rough go of it for the last few weeks #I'm trying my best. I wish my best was better

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mrdyketator · 4 months

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hooray being on the internet makes me feel like shit again

#p #it's not even the content I consume that makes me feel like shit; it's the lack of dopamine from actual human interactions #it's an endless cycle; I log off discord and tumblr bc those are the only sites I use #then I get an actual physical itch inside my stomach to check my socials #and then I cave in do it and I feel great for a while #and then I stay online for days until I feel sad and weird #I need new friends fr #im tired of my current ones #two guys who are well. teenage guys and act exactly how u would expect #a female friend I was kinda sort of in love with for a significant amount of time and now I'm just mad at bc she doesn't seem to value me #and talia. who is fucking awesome but lives across the world #anyways I'm just gonna let my blog run on queue rn for a while

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angelicartemis · 1 year

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SMALL HELLO PAINT POST RAGHHH!!!

I was drawing a little on @artastic-friend's DJMM/MM Hello Paint board last night, now I'm gonna throw my drawings up. :D

FIRST OF ALL HOWEVER, I painfully DREW @ntls-24722's OC COMET BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON HE HAD A GRIP ON ME IN THAT VERY MOMENT.

March was there to witness me draw this nearly the entire time. 💀 I wanna say this took around 1 hour or so? Maybe a little more because I could not stop looking over it. 😭 As you can see by my tiny doodle alone, my hand was going through it. 💀💀💀 BUT I DID THIS FOR THE BIG MAN BECAUSE HE PRETTY!! ✨✨✨ I definitely wanna try to draw Comet more, but god damn, he is a piece of WORK. /lh

Anyway here are the rest of the doodles! :D This time they're just of DJ. Not a lot of drawings, but that's because I literally draw at a snail's pace. 🗿

Little March cameo

Anyway yea that's it *crawls in a hole and dies*

#djmm #fnaf djmm #dj music man #hello paint #ntls-24722 #artastic-friend #akikothefuzzball #never gonna be over that Comet drawing dude #I love that I managed to draw it- BUT AT WHAT COST 💀#oh right the cost of my hand nearly falling off :D #it's fine now don't worry 💀#BUT YEA RARRAGARAGARSDJBZH COMET GO BRRR #I think March had mentioned to me that they found it funny that NTLS had logged off the board literally as I started to draw Comet 💀#IT WAS FINE EITHER WAY LMAO #especially since I have a problem with my drawings being recognized by others as I'm drawing them #like if I feel eyes on me while I'm drawing then it gets harder to draw 💀💀💀#but ragargrss anyway #IDK IF YOU'VE SEEN IT YET BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE THE COMET DRAWING MAN 😭‼️✨

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theha1r · 2 months

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it's literally 2 am & no one's around but i plan to write tonight. life's just been busy lately & also struggling with the weird feelings i talked about in my previous posts/posts last night (all deleted bc i don't like keeping negativity on my blog, i save the nice words), but i really do want to get some done tonight & i'll probably be up for quite a while. steve is staying my current most consistent muse & i wanna get shit going, i know things have been piling up. sooo yeah <3

#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#(literally steve is just - he found his place & he's not leaving it -)#(even when i tried writing on the halloween blog the other night - WITHOUT writing on here at all - it felt off - so i didn't really post #anything -. still keeping that blog as semi active but yeah)#(i'm thinking abt two of my girlies tonight - logged into the one's old - keep considering a dual muse blog for them - but then steve remin #s me i probably realistically cannot manage that right now with his loud ass so :shrugs:)#(anyways i'm here & gonna do shit if anyone is actually reading this & reading these tags hi hello i love you <3)

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lucyvaleheart · 6 months

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#supposed to log good things #most of day was negative feelings and sadness #then. i remember feeling good #and then. tthe good went away #rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing #the feelings of undesirability #the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me #that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting #do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful #pictures get a lot of praise #sometimes #less so lately #maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off #maybe seeing how broken i am #such a shambling wailing mess of a girl #....has made people realize how ugly i am #i don't know. its hard to care most nights #I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings #i don't usually #I used to #now i just feel..... dead inside #like a walking corpse #some part of me wants to make that reality #sigh.#anyway.#im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far #it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol #.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so #....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week

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introspectivememories · 8 months

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my timbern hot take is that i thank god everyday that we got riley rossmo's art for those first few issues instead of serg acuña's because i know some of you bitches would've been extremely weird about timbern if we had gotten acuña's manga-esque style from the beginning

#some of you people would've been soooo weird about them #ooooh i just /know/ the discourse would've been so fucking crazy #and there would've been way too much discussion over who tops #and cause they drew tim taller in acuña's style #you woulda had people swearing up and down that it's tim #this post feels like swinging a bat at a hornet's nest #the amt of tiny waist/waif-like bear we would've gotten???#oh my god i'm like thanking every god i know that i ended up in this universe #who do you think would've gotten daddy-dom-ified?#i wanna say tim just bc he's a superhero and bear's a civvie but... maybe bear?#tim goes out and saves the city each night and then goes home and immediately becomes more pathetic than a wet dog for bear #i will be logging off after this /j #gonna post this and then immediately scrub the memory of this post out of my mind #also i think bear's pov issue was the perfect place for acuña's art #sorry but bear deserves to be drawn like that all the time #acuña idc if you work on the next shitty batfam story #i will always defend you #some dude 20yrs from now talking about acuña's work: didn't he do like *insert absolutely horrendous comic run here*#me frothing at the mouth: yeah but he did tdr7 so really i think it cancels out #dc #bernard dowd #tim drake #timber #timbern #also if we're being honest there is a reason that timbern got semi popular over jayjon #and that's bc timbern are 2 ***** men and jay is east asian and people will ship anything if they're *****#and bc ppl are still really hung up on d*m*j*n for some reason???? as if they aren't still friends???#and if you really want a mlm ship for damian‚ colin wilkes is right there!!!!#nika is right there!!! stop playin in my face!!!!#and!! i would argue that jayjon is written better than timbern

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miralparis · 2 months

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lmaooooooo

#so microsoft outage means our remote system for work is bugging out #and we were told by our bosses 10 MINUTES before logging in and told you have to use vacation time or come in and work a full 7 hour day #like fuck you for telling me 10 min before the day starts and it takes me an hour to get into work #and some people's computers could be restarted in office and all would work but ohhhHHHHHhH not mine of course #so the ppl that were in office anyway are mostly loafing anyway and luckily getting paid without using benefit time #but fuck meeee #god i'm bitter #like i need to leave this job but my husband is looking at jobs elsewhere and we're moving whereever he gets one #bc i need some time to reconsider what damn job i even want #so i don't want to look where we live now bc we're just gonna be leaving #but mannnn oh mannnnn this place pisses me off #ok rant over if i'm going to have to take a vacation day for unfun reasons i'm going to make it fun and play the hell out of inquisition #katie.txt #and i get 1 wfh day per week and ofc it was today this shit fucked up!!!

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medicinemane · 2 days

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TUMBLR DO NOT FUCKING LOG ME OUT WHILE I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING A POST

IF I'M FUCKING WRITING SOMETHING, THEN I'M CLEARLY STILL FUCKING HERE AND USING YOU

THIS IS THE SECOND TIME IT'S HAPPENED AND YOU PISS ME OFF A FUCK OF A LOT WITH IT

#my actual anger level right now... low #the amount of rage I'd want to have if there was something productive I could do with it; immeasurable #like I'm probably just gonna go to sleep in a bit; I'm not as upset as I felt like conveying here #but if tumblr as an allegorical concept was physically in front of me; I'd like to think I could muster the rage to rip it's head off #teach it to NOT FUCKING LOG ME OUT WHILE I'M MAKING A POST

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tardis--dreams · 1 month

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I actually realized i hate work. Won't be putting any effort into this anymore ♡

#sure whatever #it's funny because when i applied there i really really wanted this job #and it had nothing to do with that one person i got a little overly attached to #and when i started working there it was fine but i think really the only reason i liked it was because of that colleague #and now he's gone there's only annoying things left #also maybe i got too cuddled by him because he's always had my back until now #but i have to try to get things from the design team now and they just straight up ignore me lmao #like. my colleague asked me last week if i could ask them to edit some images which i did and they ignored me for 2 days #then HE sent them a follow up message and surprise surprise the images were there within 30 minutes #now again. he asked me to request some images and then built them into the journal #i request them. i hear nothing back. i send a follow up saying it's kinda important. i get nothing #oh well sorry man. guess you'll have to do that yourself after all (:#(i think it's really nice he's trying to give me so much more responsibility and all but if he's not there to back me up #it's literally not working because Everyone Is Ignoring Me :)))#also two weeks from now I'll be alone in our office because my other colleague who's in the same office as us #has announced she's gonna go share the office with someone else because she's gonna be alone otherwise #lol thanks #also some other shit someone posted in the group chat today which really pissed me off #AND the fact i got ignored AGAIN when i asked for work :) like bitches. i literally just watched netflix on my private laptop #while wiggling the mouse on my work laptop until i got off lmao #i won't go to the office tomorrow either #i was gonna go but i can't do shit there if i get ignored again #at least at home i can do whatever i want when they decide i should just get money for wasting my time ♡#i might actually just not work tomorrow #I'll probably log in just to see if there's any updates on the images situation but if not I'll fuck right off #fun times #(also maybe just maybe I'm generally a little negative these days. that may play into it. I'm sensing that sweet summertime blues ♡#((who cares if it's because of my father's death or because of my colleague's going away or because of general existential despair due to #university.... i'm just annoyed) )#void screams

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bigcats-birds-and-books · 5 months

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Books of 2024: KILLING FLOOR by Lee Child.

This isn't a genre I typically read; HOWEVER!: my dream agent was on an episode of the Writing Excuses podcast about beginnings, and they said this one is Very Good, so I borrowed my dad's paperback copy to give it a whirl.

I'm low-key hoping this will help me sort out some Genre Issues™ I suspect I'm having with a writing project, too, which is a nice added bonus! Excited to see how this goes.

#books #books of 2024 #killing floor #lee child #jack reacher #i think i used to read more stuff Like This in high school??#because it's my dad's big genre and he'd let me borrow books lmao #but i think i drifted away from it because i found out there was other weirder shit going on in different genre corners #and i love weird funny fucked up shit #no shade on the thriller genre it's just not something i've read much of lately!#this will be Good For Me haha #and yeah okay dongwon and MRK talking about it made me more likely to pick it up than my dad at this stage of my life #but he still had a copy so now i have a copy (borrowed) :)#don't get me started on the 'does this mean we can reopen book borrowing' convo he wants to have tho #like no sir you wrecked my paperback LOCKE LAMORA and i'm still salty about it #because you didn't care about it #and you think storing books in our dank-ass basement is taking care of them and it's NOT #we have different standards of care and you don't meet mine #and you eat in bed all the time and i don't want your greasy ass hands on my books >:(#so i don't FEEL like it's hypocrisy not to want to share #but did i look at HPB and B&N for copies of this because of that?? yes yes i did.#i did not find a used copy i was willing to pay $4 for #and i sure as hell wasn't gonna pay $10 for it new so.....#borrowed here #library was my next stop but. he found it.#ANYWAY #i'm gonna log off and go read past the first page i think #(oh sidenote the Genre Issues are:#aw #lucius

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grimweathers · 10 months

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realizing my social anxiety did in fact save me from some embarrassment though, which is. definitely a good thing to have reinforced in my brain. /s

more evidence that my brain will simply file into the "my social anxiety is completely rational and justified, actually" folder

#my attempts to not ruminate on this are not working can u tell #i recently almost dmed them to just chat a couple times and i decided not to at the last second bc i got shy #and i think i would have died of embarrassment if i HAD messaged them and then realized after the fact that they had already unfollowed me #river talks #ok i'm gonna log off now and distract myself

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mrpristineblade · 6 months

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alrighty, my brain demands rest, so back to the shadows I go

#But real talk; idk why I constantly need to come up with reasons for not checking the stp tags 24/7 #Like #I'm allowed to take a bit off #It's not my job or something #But seeing what you guys create IS fun and I don't wanna miss any of it #But. healthy boundaries. gonna log off now. love ya'll. ❤️

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rathockey · 1 year

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it has literally never been more obvious that tumblr is trying to emulate twitter than when i logged on to desktop today and it looks like. well. twitter.

THIS IS BAD

(for those who don't have it, this is what it looks like. yeah. its just twitter - ignore the five thousand chat bubbles i have)

i actually just pulled up twitter to compare them and its quite literally the exact same

tumblr is still not listening, they are literally making this shit a twitter clone.

#i was actually logging on to say something controversial and giving tumblr the benefit of the doubt but #now i'm not gonna bc im so pissed off about this #i hope xkit fixes this soon bc like. its bad guys #(if you're curious what i was GONNA say it was that maybe they were trying to display likes to help with the like/reblog ratio - so creator #would get more views through likes - NOT THAT I LIKED IT but that could be a sympathetic interpretation of why #HOWEVER with this its clear theyre just trying to become twitter)#atlas.txt

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pantherpilz · 9 months

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it's so strange to no longer feel a real connection to one of the oldest fandoms I've been in. I tried to get back into it, but the spark just didn't return.

#I will enjoy the games in my own time #but disconnected myself #from the fandom now #it's been on my mind for some time #and originally I was gonna keep my old blog around to use it as fandom blog only #but every time I logged in it felt like a chore #after nine years I just moved on #I downloaded a back-up of the blog cause nine years man #took a long break inbetween anyway #my blog only ran on queue for a long time before this decision #so I finally closed that chapter of my life #I'm having fun on this new blog here and idk feels like a weight has been lifted off #which sounds dramatic cause I mean it's a blog #but making a clean cut was harder than I thought

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pierswife · 10 months

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Uh oh gamers we miiiiiight be getting a little sick

#just gotta hold out until friday #major stuff for work is done for this week now I just need to power through the rest of my group's lab report when I get home cause #no one has worked on it besides me lmao so I'm just gonna fuckin write it at this point idc anymore #it's like halfway done tbh so *shrug*#and then I can collapse on Saturday after I get my oil change for my car :D #and drop girl child off at her friend's I promised her that I would #data log: personal

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