#I'm not doing it

[pinktom]

About

@k3uuu and I received a few requests to make a fagette server. We loved the idea, but wanted to make it a little broader - thus, The Chamber of Twinkness. 🐍 💖

This is a 18+ server that celebrates getting vile & nasty for the one and only babygirl, Tom "Daddy Issues" Riddle. This is where us lowly twink!Tom / feminine!Tom / cokewhore!Tom enthusiasts can congregate and go off.

It's not an inclusive space; it's niche. But for the people it's for, it's REALLY for.

Sooooo uHHHHH F#%K the haterz !!! Let's party b1tches!!!

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Invite Link

https://discord.gg/H62VMD4P

[estro-gem]

Work in progress (Part 'eh?')

He has a very punchable face.

[nature-wants-you-dead]

Cave diving is definitely a good source of potential whump and something you couldn't pay me a million dollars to do.

[mpreg-ask-blog]

This is a joke

while the idea of Angel delivering clones of himself would be funny (possible idea?), for this blog he hopefully won't be having his clone…

Welp, he still needs a baby daddy

-Creator

[ilovebuckers5]

why can't i breathe next to grass without dying

[sevencardigans]

Getting tagged in this by the wonderful Silja @wunderlichkind is literally the highlight of my evening. 🫶🌞

An estimate of how many physical books i own: so these are solely the books I collected over the last 5 years, since that’s all I own at this point: exactly 194 (including the 6 books that I ordered yesterday) so not that many

Favourite author: incredibly difficult answer, so I’m going to give two academic and two not so academic answers. I enjoy a fun and easy TJR read, although there are definitely a lot of things I don’t agree with when it comes to her writing + I’m a Sally Rooney girl through and through. A serious academic answer would be Virginia Woolf and Shirley Jackson. 

A popular book I've never read and never intend to read: anything Colleen Hoover. Need I say more?

A popular book I thought was just meh: totally copying Silja here, but I also did.not.get why people went crazy over Where The Crawdads Sing. I also didn’t vibe with The Song of Achilles as much as I hoped I would. It was alright, but I didn’t feel it – Circe is Madeline Millers superior novel.  

Longest book I own: Just from looking at my bookshelf right now, it’s To Paradise by Hanya Yanaghara (which is also why I still haven’t managed to read it)

Longest series I own all the books to: I’m usually not a book series reader, which is also why I own only half of the Harry Potter books in English (not counting my moms full English collection). I also have the unfinished V.E. Schwab Shades of Magic series if that counts. 😅

Prettiest book I own: I’m literally so guilty of only buying books with pretty book covers. I’d say I'm most proud of my Penguin Orange Book editions of We Have Always Lived In This Castle and Ceremony, though. I mean, just look at those gold details! (not pictured: the deckled edges)

A book or series I wish more people knew about: one of my favorite books of all time, and a book I read every year at least once, is I’m Thinking Of Ending Things. It’s a psychological “thriller” novella. It’s incredibly subtle and uses its vagueness to evoke uncanniness in its truest form. There IS a Netflix movie about this book, so I guess it has become more popular. Other than that, All My Mothers is another unknown favorite of mine. It’s a study on mother-daughter relationships, family dynamic, illness, family trauma, and chosen families. It’s beautiful, heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time (also, beautiful book cover if you ask me). 

Book I’m reading now: I’ve sadly been in a bit of a reading slump, mainly because I have too many options and somehow still can’t seem to find the book with the right content and pace for this very moment. But I technically am reading Memphis and listening to The Hunger right now.  

Book that’s been on my TBR list for a while but I still haven’t gotten around to it: literally half of my bookshelf? I can’t wait to read The Mercies (I want to wait for winter) though.  

Do you have any books in a language other than English: I got a bunch of German books since that’s my first language, but I despise reading German books because it takes me forever to get through them. My favorite non-English book is the latest Asterix comic in German, signed by the German translator who I worked with for a reading/Q&A that I helped host. 

Paperback, hardcover or ebook?: Paperback all day long. I have a bunch of hardcovers, but I have to have A LOT of faith in a book/author if I buy the hardcover ones. I also love audible! 

[im-tempted]

What the fuck do you do when your boss asks you to cover a shift in the next hour

You say no

And he just responds 'oh'

[wtf-a-psychoanalysis]

Tw: Vent, Suicidal ideation, trauma, body horror, abuse, eating disorders reference to medias, god complex?

I'm not doing anything, i don't have it in me. And I'm afraid y'all reporting me to get help will make it worse, you can talk to me tho

For fucks sake i realized why i like the TMNT and Usagi Yojimbo and Good omens tho i might just misunderstanding everything

The teenage mutant ninja turtles have been through a lot of traumatic shit, getting their organs rapidly rearranged, killing adversaries, targeted and unaccepted yet they still got back up with the support of each other like. Yeah any Splinter taught them to be fighting machines but he taught them hope too and at least some confidence in themselves. Contribute to a team, have a family and fight to defend it

I want to kill myself because I didn't remember that i have to cook my dad food, get the dogs food ready, do something "productive" that my dad clearly sees.

I have no desire to feed myself, if feel no joy and in preparing and consuming if i can't even make something i want to eat, it's so stupid, i can't even make a sandwich for myself at home i can cook meat and eat raw tomatoes i guess l.

I wish I could be disciplined enough in anycraft to make myself survive or link me together in a group that accepts me and loves me and understand that i need them to be patient for me.

I might just starve myself, to please my father expectations of my weight loss and get out sooner. Idk

I hate being tied down by my things but they bring me joy.

I wish to be like Usagi, wandering after losing everything due to loyalty, focus, a duty that is greater than himself to the point living and helping others is just something you can do, or even not having a purpose to do so because failed you have nothing else.

A not only that but using life long discipline to get you through it.

While he's hardened and jaded by the world he still is kind and wise and has a lot to offer. I feel like a stillborn who calcified before leaving out to the world, attached to weigh down.

If i just up and leave, i would surely die, as i have been told. I think and i think and i think, i can't even cut myself because it would show. I am so soft and have already lost faith. Maybe there's a folk story out there about a beast locked up in a guilded cage while also unprepared for the world. A life people envy yet some how has been convinced that it shouldn't live, be angry, get sad or whatever because people have it worse.

I don't have a car to live in, people to move out with only because i feel like a burden, i want to walk And walk and walk but i have no skills to survive, a fleeting will to live and a fear my father will find me.

Why can't I get transformed in to something new or lose everything to have an excuse to leave or have skills or disciplines i can use for survival.

The only skill i have is to not go through with active self harm or suicide, to do nothing but hide away in my own body.

I can't gain skills because I'm too impatient and i want to be perfect so i will never look back to know how bad i was. If i do things wrong, i will get hurt.

I can't do anything without risk and i always do things wrong so why is it so hard to go through with things bad or good. If I'm able to go through with teaching myself discipline then what's stopping me from killing myself. Or the other way around.

I want to know what to do understand what people want, be selfish at times but in a healthy way. Be who I want to be or to be turned into it.

Sometimes i want to be such a vicious beast so no one can hurt me and so they can leave me alone. Other times I want pity from others so they can help me survive, why can't I be kind and helpful and just not die so i continue to live being nice and helpful.

Wander or settle somewhere else to take me away from here, maybe being untrue to myself.

The thing that accurately describes me is Aziraphael from good omens like I'm exactly like him, i collect books, i have friends who tell me that I'm being controlled, i feel like i can't fight it, just i need a catalyst to defend what i love and enjoy.

I wish I can kill myself to achieve such dreams but I know i doesn't work that way.

I keep living, i keep living, if my purpose is to suffer when finding something to enjoy in life, Gods probably made me immortal as life is needed.

I want to be a heirloom passed down and pretty given everything or a good man with a wife and family.

Or to wander for eternity to adapt so i can become a legend a myth, to keep experiencing. I want to live forever so i can out live my stressors, my abuser, my pain. Not needing to eat that much. Cursed to wander yet not losing my beauty, while i do have to earn respect from time to time, internal biology wouldn't be an issue. Tho with a hammer space i can have my cake and eat it too.

I guess i just want like any other person but why can't I be enough, will those wants go away when i feel fulfilled. I feel like i shouldn't feel like death or homelessness is gonna make my life feel better.

I want to be enough, experience and love myself.

If not I'll just try to be God and control things at earth level

[oatmealcrisp-freak]

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[snoopy-dyke]

you either die a "stereotypes are harmful to everyone and set unrealistic expectations for individuals and relationships" or live long enough to watch yourself become a U-Haul lesbian

[iridescentoracle]

anyway mcr will really have you doing things like looking up plane tickets to LA four days out

[whenhewaswickeds]

glendale tickets are so cheap................

[2idiots]

You would literally have to drag me kicking and screaming to wave anything other than a potato at a n.flying concert

[guildwarsgirl]

Hey I hate to marsh your mellow, but I’m pretty sure showing a VA fanfic is like. Not good? For the same legal reasons as why writers can’t read fanfic of their works. It’s a potential huge legal mess, even if all parties say they won’t make a stink about it. If you send Rama’s VA a fanfic and, let’s say, by chance there’s any future dialogue he needs to do that’s similar in vibe to what you’ve written, even IF it’s a coincidence, that can cause some really bad legal shit, because there’s very little way to prove that him doing a reading of a line in a certain way isn’t influenced by your fanfic.

Well, shit. If that's the issue, then I'm not doing it.

[mayhemchicken-artblog]

in the hour or so it took me to draw this op turned reblogs off

EDIT: reblogs are STAYING OFF. op was right and correct and i have never regretted making a post as much as this one. if you want to reblog my art you can reblog something else from my blog. or commission me, lord knows i deserve financial compensation for the nightmare this post has put me through

[monsoon-of-art]