#I'm starting to hate this program...

[lara-prism-light]

Update on my problem with Medibang. It got worse. I turned on my computer earlier today and it was back to normal, I even managed to save up to this point.

But just when I was going to make my character's shoe, the pen didn't want to work properly in the program. All the tools worked except the brush.

Every time I tried to draw something simple it didn't do anything.

I've already tried to check the tablet's compatibility, deleted some nonsense that my sister downloaded to make space and closed and reopened the program again and again.

Nothing worked and now this crap won't save again. Not only that, but since I got to my mom's house, my PC has been having these weird bugs, apps no longer appear on the taskbar but their spaces are just blank, The icons for some apps and files no longer appear, and now I can't go to the Windows Start tab to restart the computer, having to restart it using the physical button on the PC.

At this point, I'm not sure if I'll be able to continue using this program when every time I use it, it gives me problems.

The thing is, I don't have the money to buy a program like Clip Studio which is just perfect from what I see, and Procreate is also paid.

So I'm running out of options for this and I'm afraid I don't know when I'll be able to go back to drawing normally if this problem continues to plague me.

I'm sorry to bother you all, I just wanted to update you guys on this.

I've tried searching for answers to my problem online but I haven't found any answers. So I have no idea what to do and it genuinely makes me very stressed.

At this point I'm just going to take a break from drawing because it's just stressing me out.

[martyryo]

HIII MARMAR I have a drawing req...

Tyler smoking a cigar instead of a cigarette, because what if he got a little fancy with it :]

Hey vro...this is embarrassingly late but...hehe...

Ugghge really sorry but the file of this drawing crashed so fucking much while drawing so yeah 😭

Hope you like it, sorry again for taking like 5 months to reply😿😿

[call-me-copycat]

Thinking of selling little things for a little extra money since my job doesn't pay well >⁠.⁠< Just pins, keychains, and little print outs. Maybe stickers if I have the time. I'd do art commissions if I knew how they worked and had the bravery (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

I already have pins, just trying to work myself up to actually selling them online. I dunno, I opened a Ko-Fi account over a year ago and never had the guts to share it. I just like staying anonymous and am always a little paranoid (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) Unfortunately I need money to save up for a car/school in general

I'll work it out (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

My pins! It's official art ^⁠_⁠^ I've no idea what to sell them for though (·︿· `) 25mm, very small

(I took the Aizawa and Mic for my work apron lol)

[mymarifae]

me after not submitting a single response to other students' answers in these weekly discussion forums which will result in a 0 for participation but i don't even care. i'm just not gonna do it

[luna-loveboop]

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?? Hope you’re doing well!

It’s been awhile since I’ve been active on tumblr so I wanted to check on my mut ☺️

IM GOOD!! Kind of. I melt into a puddle that splashes over sharing when asked how I am but

I'm working with teenagers!! And holy shit.

I got (accidentally) slammed in the face with a football in the gym... what the poor bleachers they were aiming at did to earn their ire I don't know. Pretty sure I might have something like a concussion from that? Also my glasses broke. Fun times. Anyways.

Before the school session starts I'm working much longer hours so 'how I'm doing' basically boils down to earning the trust and respect of kids at the age where they do Not Trust and Respect. It's going well so far tho! It's been a week and they've gotten much more chill with me :)))

But it is starting to seem like getting slammed in the face with a football unexpectedly in the first week was a very accurate introduction to working with teenagers.

And how are you doing? Glad to have you back! Friend :)

[solivagantingrebel]

hey guys who wants another round of tmi

[chericherilvr]

capitalism really popped off with DAWs (digal audio workstations)

[daz4i]

yknow i noticed the small steps method doesn't help me and only stresses me out more. and like i just get stuck on the first step anyway and never move on to the next one, i'll probably even go back to the start eventually really. i'm apparently an all or nothing guy i can't think of an action as multiple actions bc it stresses me out i just need to either do it or not. the problem is i usually end up not

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Got hired at a different program as a whole ass instructor so my professor can suck my dick 😌

[bubaboos]

men sp🫡

[thefinalaeon]

Had my last session with the therapist I've been with since about February.

I know people have their own lives, but kind of tired of transitioning through so much turnover in my therapy 😮‍💨

[namielles]

been trying to mod fallout new vegas for the first time and it went perfectly on my desktop but the real goal is getting this damn thing to work on steam deck

[thepandalion]

just had to pause mid reading a fic because a character assumed another character's age (as in, assuming they're a kid. which I mean. canonically 14 at the time I guess?) and like. as a person who has that happen to me. I would not allow that to continue to be a conversation

[technoxenoholic]

if adjustable, lightweight wheelchairs were also $15 at the drug store (y'know, like adjustable, lightweight canes are) i would have gotten one years ago.

unfortunately, for a lot of disabled people, no matter HOW hard we prioritize our needs over other people's feelings... we can only seriously consider the aids we actually have access to, rather than what would actually be the best fit in a world where we had support and/or money.

if youre considering using a mobility aid, youre probably thinking about getting a cane. even if it seems like youre issues arent bad enough, you should probably still consider other mobility aids. please look into the pros and cons of several different mobility aids, especially in conjunction with your specific disability/diagnosis/needs.

i got a cane at first because i thought my issues were "mild" and therefore i needed a "mild" mobility aid. but canes are moreso for stability than support. i damaged my wrist and worsened my scoliosis by deciding to use a cane without an educated opinion.

i now use forearm crutches primarily, a rollator for longer outings, and a wheelchair for worse days and longer events. dont make the same mistake as 16-year-old me. dont choose your mobility aid based on palatability, consider your needs and address your internalized ableism if need be.

[sillimancer]

my data analytics course has got me feeling pretty dang smart

or I guess more pleased with myself at how much of this stuff I already know