#IDK i’m on the floor about it

[lavampira]

rotating so many thoughts about the alia-minfilia-thancred-ryne dynamic during shadowbringers at terminal velocity

[wistfullywaiting2]

The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.

The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.

He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.

Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.

If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars

If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.

In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.

In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.

And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.

Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.

Also little footnote here that I think the scenes with Lucy and Akutagawa in specific are probably references to the moon over the mountain but I digress

[otaku553]

More reluctant king sabo au! I realized recently that this au is an excellent excuse for drawing sabo in pretty outfits that he would be absolutely miserable in :)

[skyward-floored]

Genuinely curious if the child timeline is the only zelda timeline with guns

Edit: meant the adult timeline XD the one with wind waker

[luxites]

OOHHH Pantone I hate you so much for locking colors behind a paywall and having the physical book be $200

[fellhellion]

what I say: dad Miguel is a sweet concept and I don’t think he’d inherently suck at it, if not best pursued (or desired tbh lmfao) straight out of the gates at 27

what I mean: my god can you imagine how it felt to think all anger and retaliation as patrimony, a rot simmering in your blood that you would do best to never inflict on another human being? then to hold a daughter in your hands; and she is so small, so vulnerable, so beautiful you cannot help but wonder how she is of you at all. she sleeps against your heart and does not fear there some innate rot within, she smiles when she sees you. You think of your mother, and wonder how a parent could raise a hand to a child.

[reamed]

ya know what I’m deciding not to give a shit if my job doesn’t like me missing work bcuz I’m in agonizing pain

[flowercrowngods]

hhh not the urge to write an eddie pov companion piece (and continuation) to the yearning hours hidden track

[mellaithwen]

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[alangdorf]

& btw I’ve lost about a week of my life to thinking about this egg. Hi

[thresholdbb]

Voyager Year 2 from Janeway’s perspective:

Meet Amelia Earhart without losing any crew

Almost lose Chakotay to Nog but save him

Almost lose the Doctor to Broccoli but save him

Help your manic pixie dream ocampa through puberty cause Voyager’s too sexy

Almost lose Harry Kim to a time stream but he saves himself with Tom

Lose your mind by touching a special distortion ring, everyone’s saved by doing nothing

Send two bickering crew men to a planet to adopt a lizard baby

Get so stressed out you get sent to the Holodeck for some “me time” only to think you’ve lost your whole dang mind

Almost lose Chakotay again, this time with racist vibes

Almost lose everyone to the second Caretaker

Chakotay runs off after Seska and the Kazon, have to save him

Get adopted by a delusional father only for him to die in your arms

Almost lose B’Elanna to a robot race

Try to make friends only for it to blow up in your face

Become a mutant and have 3 salamander babies with your helm officer only for Chakotay and Tuvok to abandon them

A crewman gets murdered, then you almost lose Tuvok to mind melding with the murderer

Order everyone to escape pods cause your chief engineer hijacked a sentient bomb

Put Q on trial only for him to off himself

Your EMH develops more feelings, your helmsman is acting up

Neelix stumbles on your plot with Tuvok and Paris, Chakotay gets jealous

Your ship gets duplicated and you face off with yourself about who gets to blow their Voyager up first

Almost lose Tuvok to some old kids

Almost lose Harry until you literally vanquish fear

Almost lose Tuvok and Neelix to Tuvix and a terrible moral quandary but ultimately — kill Tuvix

Get stranded on planet with Chakotay because you both got bitten with an unresolved sexual tension virus, but the crew disobeys orders and saves you anyway

Try to save Chakotay’s baby only to lose the ship and get the whole crew stranded on a planet

[femmeidiot]

maybe I need to take the good feelings and leave the bad ones behind

[skyward-floored]

actually I really hate being considered a big blog. if I said I only have 10 followers would anyone believe me

[arcsin27]

Sorry it’s so wordy, just explaining how clingy (affectionate) he was! He was the best, I loved him a lot!

My cats came up in a discord and I edited these pics of me with the one that I bonded with like crazy

He did this all the time, I even have more pics that are just lower quality. Eventually he even began sleeping on my bed every night, and then upgraded from that to nuzzling under the covers to sleep next to me every night! (Wasn’t gonna add a pic because I was embarrassed of my sheets color but then I realized I don’t care)

Bonus: while writing the tags I remembered that along with constant snuggling he also just loved following me around, nuzzling my legs, meowing at me, and just sitting near me. Here’s a pic of him trying to curl up next to a keyboard I was gaming on (note it’s not a laptop so it wasn’t like he was looking for warmth from the computer)

[milflewis]

You’re the comedy mutual, stupid

So Sorry that i sometimes find it hard to perceive myself correctly and what i bring to table (dash) as a friend (mutual) jesus

[saturnsuv]

so at what point does the relationship anxiety go away