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manitapaleta · 1 year

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Hey what’s up, I’m still crying over this

#dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads #dndads s2 #dndaddies s2 #Ron stampler #scary marlowe #my art #screaming into the never ending void #if we fr never see Terry jr again I’m going to set a car on fire #I think that’s unlikely since we constantly see characters come back from the dead/communicate from beyond the grave BUT YOU NEVER KNOW #IM GOING TO PRAY EVERYDAY

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kakooshi · 3 months

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My Hero Academia is ending in 5 chapters so that there will be a sequel where Bakudeku are married and they start a hero agency with Shouto as their sexy secretary. And they all fall in love while trying to navigate post-war society and make it a better one for both heroes and villains. It's true, HORI TOLD ME.

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ginnsbaker · 4 months

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My missionary parents just came to my room to tell me that while they are away on a mission trip, my girlfriend can't sleep over at our house while im house-sitting it... The house that I bought with my own money....for them.

That's Christianity for you folks.

#Rambling about my life #Yeah i grew up in church #And the indoctrination of the bible is really something #I believe in God and a personal relationship with him #But no one's going to tell me im going to hell for simply loving another human being #Dad said he's not angry with my partner and i said then why do you and mom treat her like she's cancer???#Told me they are praying for me everyday to go back to them #Im never going back to church #Not even if this relationship falls apart #No not even then

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exoscreamsoda · 2 months

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its missing kaisoo hours..

kaisoo please come home... the kids miss you 😔

#fighting my mental breakdowns over kais enlistment everyday #also im scared of what will happen when hes done rn because of the direction sm and exo are going #will kai join inb100 or companysoosoo ???#i want to believe he would join kyungsoos company because im kaisoo brained but in reality i think he would stay at sm with suho and sehun #shockingly chanyeol hasnt left yet which i find interesting considering the company treated him just as bad as chen with the “scandals”#and hes besties with kyungsoo and baekhyun so you would think he would join......#are they all waiting for sekai to finish enlistment before doing a big thing??#it worries me alot and i try not to think about how much theyve suffered in their career #seeing suho cry and say pray for exo was really worrying...#i went from crying over kaisoo to crying over exo #i will just go back to distracting myself with shameless and iwtv #kaisoo #exo

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4uru · 19 days

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I'm pretty sure me being a child of divorce also has smth to do with me being an atheist.

Even though I wasn't raised to be that religious (I was reading the Qur'an atp but I saw it as a thing to be studied and they didn't tell me the meaning, i could just recite it) But idk having your view of love, respect, trust, relationships and the world on the day you turn 8 does smth to a bitch.

#like i couldnt believe in a god who allowed all that to happen #my whole view of love and relationship were from my parents bc they had a love marraige and all that. so got fucked up bc of that too #i got desensitized to the “god has a plan” and all that jazz when my mother was crying in the balcony at our new tiny apartment #we didnt have a dime to our name and my grandfather had to pay for us #while my dad was living in our old home with his now wife #i never really thought about god as child. bc my dad said god is not a singural being #he told me it was the essence of life and everything that lives is god #so i saw no point in worship or prayers #as i kid i believed that god exists in evrything that lives.#now i dont #its honestly as simple as that i think #i did try to be religious around 2020 when my mother forced me to pray everyday all 5 times #and i did for some time #i tried to belive and earnestly pray #and then i started to pretend to pray. and my prayers werent really serious #i realised i truly dont believe in a god #but my upbringing still has an effect #i am afraid of the dark still and sinning ig #then sometimes i think i maybe do believe there is a god and im just angry at them #i think i told myself that god doesnt like me from so early on that now i dont care if he exists or not #bc in my mind if he exists then im going to hell (a fact i made my peace with 5 years ago) and if he doesnt then i cease to exist (nice)

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bibleofficial · 26 days

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guess who had fucking pesto w their most DARLING NUT THAT THEYRE FUCKING ALLERGIC TO

#stream #‘i was like what the fuck is in this ?’ ‘this is the only thing in this ? it’s supposed to be normal pesto basil ?’ NOPE #ITS FUCKING CASHEWS AND PESTO #IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF #literally i was hitting my #just used the fucking epipen if i vomit i vomit but i would rather not #inhaler like is this why my throat is closing up ??? like NO ???? bc then i was sweating like ok … i see what’s happening #maybe i’ll just take like a few benadryl i’ll see if im allowed to do that #I FOUND 3 BLESS #so i’ve taken 3 benadryl + the epipen i should probably just take another allegra bc im only taking 120mg here #i’m determined to not vomit #it’s so fucking annoying #I HATE MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEE #I WAS JUST TRYING TO BE HEALTHY FOR ONCE #I HATE EVERYONE WHO EATS CASHEWS WHY DO YALL PUT IT IN FUCKING EVERYTHING WHO ASKED FOR THIS #everyday i pray we get cricket protein like pls anyone just put crickets into thinks im BEGGING #unrelated but #i’m #strongly considering getting several boxes of crickets from the pet store then just releasing them here on my accom bc i hate them #so much #like i’m fully not even going to tell them abt the mouse that fucking broke into my cupboard like i saw it today she has shit EVERYWHERE &#am sayin good for her bc yall know damn well that i did not fucking vacuum those lentils or nothing up she deserves a snack bc i even saw #her lil tail on the side of my window earlier like she’s so damn cute i know ur there sweetheart ❤️❤️❤️❤️#i hope she never dies

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eccleraprisma · 2 months

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as many varieties of experiencing the divine as there are and that i can appreciate one of them that as trans person makes me stumble is the divine feminine/masculine dichotomy. there are so many conceptions of divinity like the trinity and and pantheons and monotheism and saints and spirits and i try to appreciate them all. but to deify gender essentialist ideas, put everything into masculine or femininity categories, imply that feminism should be about fulfilling strict but "natural" gender roles, purity culture, traditionalism and essentialism is wild to me. the people who love this also hate trans people. im not surprised considering everything else (the tradwife tradcath and divine feminine worshipper venn diagram) but god is it mind boggling

#i think the whole divine feminine is a gateway to the trad wife movement honestly #if you love gender that much you would think they appreciate the everyday lives of trans people considering how we play with it #but apparently we are blasphemy to them in some way? its interesting #it reminds me too much of compartmentalism. my theology is one that wants to be liberatory and expansive not whatever is going on over ther #also why melt down every deity just to their gender and mix them together? they have other attributes besides being feminine or masculine #what gets me is that you wanna understand the vastness of divinity. so we're gonna use a 2 category system and smash everything in there?#people invented that! its fake! its faker than most things!#im a divinefeminine/divinemasculine hater at heart #religion #spirituality #trans spirituality #trans theology #cant find it in me to love every religious concept sorry i prayed for tranquility and now im content with being a hater and a lover

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ame-to-ame · 3 months

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there are things that you don't do for a year or more and pick up just right where you left off and these days i fear loving you might be one of them

#double meaning on that but. yeah.#it's like. i haven't touched the imaging software i use for an entire year. soldering iron in decades. pick it right back up. to my surpris #muscle memory is crazy #i don't draw for months and pick up right where i was with a few sketches bc the work you put in stays even when you don't actively practic #when it's something you've practiced weekly and daily it sticks with you and ig that's good #but then it's like. the horrors. that haunt you. yk? what if a part of me will always save a soft spot for my ex. what then.#what if I'm fine now and I'm doing okay and i don't miss it and I think i'm okay moving forward and i see her and suddenly I'm on the floor #what if some part of me that was in love never really went away what if i haven't managed to kill all of it yet #bc i genuinely would not know what to do. i. i don't want to admit it but one of my worst fears is liking someone who doesn't like you back #and what's even more horrifying is if it's obvious. if everyone can tell. and usually I'm good at hiding it! (not really) but it's just. id #it's shame in liking someone who you tell yourself you don't want to like and you know you shouldn't. and not having control over it.#hoping praying that either she does something that turns the little switch in my head that sends her into the unforgivable category #or that i become straight. or that i become straight. mhm. yep. or ig the other option is i get a crush on someone new but like. mm.#i kinda have gotten w every person I've had a crush on since hs and i kinda don't think im ready for another rs so soon.#the baggage i just got is. hm. idk i kinda don't wanna unpack it. it's something that can easily be done if i had the missing pieces but.#i don't think I'm ever gonna get them. so. instead I'm gonna take. maybe another 3 months or 5 months or a year or a few. to just. slowly.#idek. it's just triggering old things. bringing me back to when i was 14. i never really got closure from that either. it took me 3 years.#I'm sure this time it'll go away faster but idk experiencing it a second time has a different feel to it. idk. it's weird.#it's like. idk. it's like you're watching it happen and you're not even there anymore. idk. i really don't know.#oh. I've been dissociating.#idk maybe it's for the best i really don't know i really don't know and everyone says i have to do what's best for myself but idk what is #my life is on track things are moving forward I'm doing better and healing but i can't escape the feeling of dread #something is going to catch up with me sooner or later and idk what it is idk at what intensity and idk if i will be ready for it #but anyway. when you love someone intentionally every day for a while. when does it go away? will it go away?#or will i have to live haunted by ppl who are alive but changed. so practically dead w/o the opportunity to mourn. for the rest of my life?#like i don't think i get it. loving this person was like. cooking and eating. intentional. ingrained into everyday life. effortful.#what if my mind does forget but my body still remembers. what then. what if it's like searching for sth you don't remember having anymore #ig I'm just trying to figure out how much to forget these days. how much won't hurt if it all comes back to haunt me #delete later

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bbqhooligan · 4 months

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I also listened to that eminem song and god. Why can't these bitches leave megan alone

she feel like Mariah Carey. got these guys obsessed. no but really shes just everyones target as the "upcoming" name (still? i guess) and a woman and black. just that makes her a magnet for aggression people believe they can get away with kicking a black woman while shes down, cuz thats how it works in society, which is why we even had hiss. and eminems now after clout, hes lookin around like "whats popular to hate fellow kids?" loser...

anyway what gets me megans really addicted to doing her own thing and bwing in her own world if they just let her be, yknow? shell wear anime cosplays and have fun she literally doesnt bother anyone

#mypost #megan thee stallion #eminem #askbox #im not even a huge megan listener. but everyone trying to drag her over the coals at all times like let my girl Go #most celebrities have haters on twitter. megan has haters in the entire industry #everyday i wake up and pray that ''kendrick is fond of megan'' genius note is true and we will get a collab

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gidle · 2 years

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