#IM SCARED I DNT LIKE THIS

[thefrsers]

BOBBY STAY WITH ME😩😭

[kenmaiii]

after two years i finally draw the favorite

[maplesyrupsainz]

who wanna be mutuals and bffs 👯‍♀️

[hiraethforthingsihavenot]

im scared im gonna go deeper than i intend sometime and teh only time ive done that before i got stitches. if i dont get stitches what do i do how do i care for it i wanna be preprepared yk. advice welcome for how to care advice discouraged for how to get there

[shartfinz]

I've never posted June on this account btw...

[nogchompa]

Feeling a little troubled ...... last night (a few hrs ago ig) my nana (whom i moved in wit bc the tenant she was renting the upstairs 2 died n i needed 2 get out of a shitty roommate situation so the stars aligned etc) mentioned in passing that she was in my apt while i was gone, she mentioned she was looking 4 something bt then changed it 2 checking 2 see if i caught the bus.....i told her basicly i loved her n ment no offense bt my privacy is rly important 2 me n so could she pls not go into my pad when im not there bc it gives me anxiety (which she has also so i was tryna rel8 a lil bit) n she just kinda shut down n started feeling bad abt herself n getting upset tht i thought she wld go thru my stuff . Idk i jus had 2 put this down sumwhere n i havent gotten a new journle yet sigh

[dromaeo-sauridae]

:p

[baccan0pe]

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[pro-crastinate17]

ooooooh dear fucking lord theres Shit Going Down and its fucking panicking me!!! the paranoia is Approaching and Its Gonna Go Down /vneg

[prettyboykatsuki]

i think alpha bachira’s gonna make me cry in a cathartic way tbh some of ur other writing’s already made me emotional / pos. so pls dnt be worried bc we are patiently waiting to eat it up

thank you twin im so nervous about it. im praying it stays under 20k but i literally can't stop yapping. the fic right now is 10.2k of just plot. which makes no sense at all!! like their reconcile are when they're like 21 and they're currently age 17 which is sooooooooooo outrageous....i have so many scenes left before we even graze the porn im so scared fkdsjkdfdsk

[thefrsers]

Is there anything you’d like for your anniversary? Besides dinner?

[xplrvibes]

ive decided i will commentate this one but it likely won’t be as long as the others bc like i dnt feel good. anyway…

im starting this commentary 4.5 minutes in so here is where we start.

this is the snc era where i loved both their fashion styles so much 🙌🏼

Ooh they meet steve and dylan here. i rly like them 🥰 you can tell dylans a cop bc of the way he stands back and watches everyone lol

this house is stunning

I thought colby had a little yellow rubber ducky on his belt and i didnt even question it… my brain is not braining (update it was his phone)

steves hot. there’s no denying it. that man is a man.

I got distracted looking at steve and now colbys in a casket what on earth ☠️

I dont get the fear of bats… why are they so scared of bats? I love bats… 🦇

I just realised they never said “whats up guys its snc” sad sad

i was gonna say snc need to start using pelican cases foe their gear but actually i hate moving pelican cases so props to them for risking thousands of dollars of gear on a camera bag 🙏🏼 bc honestly same. i carry my personal kit in a $5 backpack 🤷🏻‍♀️

i blissfully almost forgot the other one was in this video for a while bc he wasn’t making much of a presence. shattered.

i know theyre tripping out but thats an awesome pic of josh tbh

the ghost wants to talk to them in heaven? that’s fk up

“are they trapped somewhere?” “yeah… help” 😳

“borden… awful” they said it not me

dude i wanna be a petty bitch and not believe seth rn but he genuinely looks freaked out.

josh is really really good at estes. like damn…

“im coming” relatable when colby’s in the room

this is getting insane wtf

steve could tell me santa claus was real and id believe him 🥺

steve saying this is their first time experiencing such a drastic change in activity at this house (and theuve been here over 50 times)… again, further proof of snc being in the psychic realm bc this stuff always happens to them. always. and its bc colbys the psychic and sams the guide. fk

lmao steve and dylan being like nah dudes we dipping we got work in the morning lmao

k done - aussie anon

Oh, if you like Steve and Dylan and you haven't already done so, check out the prison video they did with them and Nate, Our Horrifying Night in Haunted Prison (as seen below, cause there's two prison episodes right near each other in the lineup):

This one is good for some "Colby just casually does psychic things" moments, too.

But yea, I enjoy Steve and Dylan quite a bit.

And omg, honestly, I'm just glad they finally got a regualr suitcase a couple of years ago, at least for the airport part of the travel. Prior to that, everything went into backpacks and duffel bags. 💀

But they must insure their shit (or they're just that rich lol), cause when all their crap including their new camera and light got stolen that time they were able to replace it like a week later, so I guess they figured as long as they protect the SD cards they can figure the rest out. 🤷‍♀️

And yea, this happens a lot cause of the energy these two are creating with their very presence, but what the hell do we know 🤣

[transexualpirate]

serious post ew look away but i need to vent for a second

it's infuriating how fast i can go from feeling amazing to feeling like actual garbage. just this week i was happy that things are looking up for me and mulder and my little petsitting business was taking off and i was doing good at college only for things to go bad again because it always feels like im not allowed to enjoy feeling happy for too long

i know i sound super dramatic right now but i can't help it thats my natural reaction to things. im dramatic. its who i am.

my roommate is moving out possibly this week and im glad because we haven't been getting along well recently but also the bills are piling up and i was already on the edge of it as it was but i could still maintain things. but i just learned that my landlord wants to raise rent 10% unexpectedly and i know it isn't a lot and i can probably still pay it but it's still scary. it'll be my first time living 100% on my own and i have a cat to care for (thank goodness because if i had to live actually alone i dnt know what id do lol but with a cat relying on me i know im safe) and it's just. i dont know. it kind of feels like a lot. i dont know if im ready for this if ill do well if ill be okay and i hate that so much. everything is so expensive and im looking for a job but it's so so hard to find one i can do while still having time to spare for college and im scared that my grades will drop because this semester has been really hard and I'm really insecure about my own intellectual abilities. and keeping an entire apartment clean by myself. can i even do that. i struggle with keeping my room liveable sometimes what if i fuck up and the house gets super dirty and it's embarrassing and i can never bring anyone over in fear of them finding out what a fucking mess i am. not that my friends come over a lot obviously. i dont know if my friends like me very much. one of them drifted away from me after i fucked up twice once by sleeping with one of her friends and making things super awkward because he fell for me but i dont like him that way and twice because my roommate and i aren't that good right now and my roommate is also a close friend of hers. and i have other friends but i always feel like i cant keep long lasting meaningful friendships if we see each other often because i fucking suck. i think im just a little bit of a mess right now and it's. exhausting. im scared. im scared and money is running thin and i can always ask my parents for more but im scared of doing that too because my mom always makes it seem like i own her something when she gives me money. which i guess i do so it makes sense. but im tired of owning things to people and i was trying to go by without depending on her so much but i guess im not ready for that. im almost 19 and i feel 13 when things started crashing around me for the first time and it's a little more than a month to my birthday which is often a shit time because of bad things that happened there and i dont know dude i dont fucking know i think im just overwhelmed i wish i could go to therapy again but i don't have the money or the time really. at least i have mulder. ill always have my cat. i love him so much. at least i have him. i have to hope things will get better. i have to hope and work for things to get better and i know this because i worked before and it worked. but god im tired and i just wish i could go to sleep and not wake up to bad news for once. i wish i could go to sleep. fucking hell

[michaelplastic]

still so gagged for opening for this band...... dnt even rly listen to them but i like it wel enough and biggest shows we done were all local like cant even imagine the crowd...... and the venue is like a real stage which i have played before but for like 20 ppl and its professional and im soooo scared and exciteddddd eeeeeee

[fates-theysband]

Amityville horror, dead of night, and cat people for ur current favorite s/I!

thank you!!! im gonna go with my lbp s/i because i think if i say one more word about my dnt or bitb s/is unprompted you guys will beat me with hammers. also i could stand to flesh them out.

The Amityville Horror (1979): Give a basic run-down of your s/i. What should we know about them right away?

so my s/i is known as the dream reaper (they have a real name but idk if i really want to give them one that's just a terrible pun on my real name); they're a psychopomp mostly for forgotten ideas and disposed-of creations but also, occasionally (very occasionally; death is clearly a known concept in lbp lore but it seems rare anyone actually for-real dies) for deceased denizens of the imagisphere. they're the creator curator of Necropolis, a graveyard inspired by like. late 2000s-early 2010s perky goth/creepy cute aesthetic. is it on craftworld or bunkum? yes but actually no ❤ (generally the only way to get to necropolis is if they take you)

Dead of Night (1945): Is there anything your s/i is afraid of? Is your s/i usually brave or a coward?

they are not scared of many things. they regularly immerse themself in the macabre and the bizarre, they have the negativitron entombed in their graveyard and speak of it as a pitiful creature that could only be what it was, they're capital-D Death for god's sake.

and they are absolutely fucking terrified of pinky buflooms. they hope she lives forever so they never have to take her because they're pretty certain she'd make good on all those threats she's made over the course of her life.

Cat People (1942): What’s something about your s/i that someone wouldn’t expect from them?

they enjoy tending flowers! since most of what's entombed in their cemetery is made of creative energy that creative energy will, over time, blossom into a flower and release more creative energy into the world, and their favorite part of their job is tending to those flowers and helping them bloom!

[pusakalye]

my law school update is im getting by im reading cases and trying to fix my relationship w myself n my siblings.

my apartment has a bit of a roach problem bc i left 4 a a month or two and apparently I LEFT THE WINDOW SLIGHTLY OPEN and it was rainy season so isusjdkfosos i already scheduled a fumigation but its gnna be nxt week pa so just not at all a slay bc its my sister who has 2 deal w it

im moving to my law school residence next week ish? its all online til midterms so i think i'll slay. my family law prof is apparently a legend but strict n my brother said he almost failed but pass so he thinks i'll pass but he keeps forgetting im not like him

im really scared. but i think im only scared bc i know after 4 yrs i take the bar and i feel like if i dnt pass it in my first take . i should just die but well i still have 4ish yrs left!