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peterpatterr · 1 year

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Now that i’m in college I can say with complete confidence that the most unrealistic part of AFTG is that Neil somehow managed to pass all of his classes while also dealing with Exy AND the Yakuza.

#IM barely passing my classes #and my dad is not a serial killer #that i know of #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #andrew minyard #andreil #all for the gay #the foxhole court

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lannisterdaddyissues · 2 months

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god why am i so fucking stupid. having adhd is truly a curse and i hate bearing it

#not to vent on main but. fml actually!#in my health assessment lab we had this case study assignment to do and i freaking. misunderstood all of it so bad #idk why but for some reason i thought we were supposed to make up a patient ourselves for it #…we were not #no :) we were not :) there’s a freaking. TEMPLATE for the exact patient we were supposed to do it on in the module #that i opened once and then forgot about because adhd just works like that #and now im literally . kmsing because we fucking . we fucking presented these orally in class #and i was only half paying attention bc i was (incorrectly) documenting my (made-up) patient information on the record #and i thought it was weird that like 2 or 3 people seemed to have VERY similar patients but did not question it further #…which is to say. i may be stupid.#and now i feel like dying because im gonna have to email my professor and TELL HER how stupid i am #and hope that she takes enough pity on me and my cursed brain to let me do it over properly #because my lab grade is now barely a 77 and i need a 75 to pass. and our final assessment is tomorrow.#i genuinely cannot live like this anymore im serious #i need a fucking brain transplant #anyway tl;dr guys please pray for me please please please im actually disintegrating rn #to delete later

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brainrot-stitch · 2 months

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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax

#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason #i was failing allll my classes tho #except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs #idk how i passed.....#im just godly #but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet #ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow #SIGH #the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS #PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT #😭😭😭😭😭#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation #to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it #like i just stopped #honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general 😭💀and they literally pulled me away and were like “r u ok....”#i dont remember where i was going with this #im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back #i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh #vent post #I GUESS #mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLE😭😭😭😭😭#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......

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lesbianjonimitchell · 10 months

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im scared im gonna fail my exam on tuesday... ive never been scared of failing before lol. idk man ive just. barely been to class. and i have slacked so much which is honestly very much unlike me... please send thots and prayers

#i think i will pass but im not completely certain! which is a very weird position to be in! but the combination of barely attending class +#the lack of info online + you know. current events in the world feeling more important. i may not make it!#plus of course ive slacked more than probably ever. my anxiety meds may be too efficient. however i still have a feeling #that ill have a panic attack at the exam lol :-D

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bunnihearted · 5 months

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#ugh im so anxious and like i think i have more pains bc of it #i overslept bc ever since i got a new phone my alarm is so quiet i never wake up?? this is the third time this happens for this class #but i cant miss more bc if i have more than three weeks absence they'll fail me :< so i hurried and walked to school #i wish i had a bus pass T-T since they introduced civilian clothed controllants i havent dared taking the bus at all i dont wanna get a fine #so yes anyway. on top of that im pretty sure my sister stole my keys. bc they were in my jacket pocket yesterday and today they werent there #and she left somewhere earlier this morning. so now im anxious abt not knowing where they are + will i get inside?? my mom wakes up late af #ummm what else???? idk im just so stressed. i got to class and have been here for 40min now and the teacher left for lunch #i'll leave now bc i cant focus enough to sit here more. my tooth aches too :((#i just wanna cry tbh #the entire way here i was like i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die #i feel so awful.. and stupd and worthless. why am i incapable of getting a job? or even studying at university? im so bad at everything #im like an anxious wreck who can barely function. everything hurts both physically and emotionally #i dont even wanna walk home im just sitting in my empty classroom bc i dont wanna kove #move*#what's wrong with me? how did i turn into this? i miss school. like i miss being able to actually do my work and talk to the teachers etc #im only a shell of what i used to be. and im scared i'll never be anything other than this :((((#well i gotta move ig bc the sooner i do the sooner i can get home and lie in my bed & cry over how useless i am :3

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hella1975 · 7 months

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what does it mean to average 2:1 or 2:2? I don’t think we do that in America

okay so the uni grading system here is done based on percentages. the pass mark is 40%, which americans ALWAYS hit me with 'only 40???? easy!!!' so id like to clarify the content/exams are very difficult and the marking is very mean and generally it's really frustrating when people respond this way, like why tf would we have such a low pass grade otherwise it's a dumb assumption to make but anyway. you do about 6 modules a semester (on average, some courses have more/less), and each module will give you a final grade, and then the average of all your modules from both semesters will give you your final year grade. they're all marked by the same system, which is:

grade of less than 40% = fail

grade of 40%-50% = third class honours (called a third)

grade of 50%-60% = lower second class honours (a 2:2, literally said aloud as 'i got a two-two in my exam')

grade of 60%-70% = upper second class honours (a 2:1, said as 'i got a two-one'). this is what im PRAYING for.

grade of 70%+ = first class honours (just called a first). this is the highest you can get, so even if you get 90% you'll have the same grade as someone who got 72%. this is also what i mean by the exam system being really tough here, bc most people are just grateful to get a first.

#so last year i got averages of just over 60 in a lot of my modules but also some that i BARELY scraped a pass #bc id resat them and when you resit an exam (bc you failed the first time. lol. lmao) then even if you get 100% on the resit #they will cap you at 40%. so naturally it shafts your average #but i STILL SOMEHOW MANAGED TO AVERAGE WITH A 2:1 LAST YEAR WHICH IS WHY IN THAT POST I MADE BACK THEN I WAS FREAKINGGG OUT #bc that's genuinely such a good grade like that's an UPPER SECOND CLASS HONOURS and i never considered i could do that #bc of how much this degree has pumelled me into the mud. so yeah now that i know it's actually potentially feasible #im really really hoping to keep it up and end with a 2:1 #bc traditionally (and im not saying this is a correct way to think. you're not gonna see me of all people yapping about good grades #have you SEEN the state of my academics) a first or a 2:1 are considered the best outcomes with a degree #while a 2:2 is shrug not bad not great and anything lower is considered 'embarrassing'#and i literally MADE PEACE with the fact id be getting a piss poor grade out of econ so to find out all my hard work and struggling #MIGHT ACTUALLY PAY OFF ON PAPER??? WHEN IT LITERALLY NEVER HAS BEFORE???? POPPING MY PUSSY #ask #hella goes to uni

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mirmidones · 14 days

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3.40 i woke up bc i was cold and needed to pee and now i can't fall back asleep i keep thinking of the people i accidentally ghosted. is it ghosted if there was no intent to ghost? i feel so bad and it's not even like i don't think about them i often do think "i should really reply to them... once this is over ill properly sit down and write them... " and then i don't bc something else happens and im dealing with that and the longer i leave it unanswered the more difficult it becomes because i feel so guilty and therefore want to do things properly not half assed but bc i feel so guilty a part of me also tends to avoid it even more. if i do this to you just know i'm really sorry and ill get back to you i swear

#i have this friend i didn't reply to him for 6 months and then i did with lots of apologies he replied no worries haha AND I WENT AND DIDN'T #REPLY TO THAT FOR ANOTHER 6 MONTHS and the thing is when i had texted him in january i was falling ill and then i was ill for more than a #week so i wasn't really in a condition to reply. and since bc of the illness i had missed some crucial classes and was in the middle of #exam session and i was really struggling so then too i delayed texting him. and then the second semester started and it was such a shitshow #and then i fell ill again and i thought to write him hey i was first ill then send i didn't reply to you and im ill now and im replying to #you 🫠. but then i didn't again #anyways last week i finally texted him like ''hey. how are you ? im really bad at keeping in touch im sorry. can i offer you lunch or dinne #one of these days to apologize and so that we can catch up a little?'' and he hasn't replied yet which is like obviously fine. id get it if #he didn't reply for 6 months or a year i'd pretty much deserves it id say. i'm just worried that he'll never reply bc i have fucked it up #entirely. the truth is all my lifd ive been used to seeing many people i care deeply about like once or twice a year without barely any #contact in between and when we're together again it's like time hasn't passed at all. we just pick up from where we left #the same goes with long distance friendships. to me #anyone ANYONE can tell you how little i reply. :(. still. i know it's not good. @ friend i hope you'll find it in you to forgive me and let #me treat you to lunch #god. side note there is something in this house that is triggering my allergy so bad whether its dust or cat blanket im having the worst #time #good night ill try to sleep again now #it took me one hour to write this post yes

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uygfiug · 21 days

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turns out my asshole principal who is currently in the process of leaving was even worse than i thought

#he opened up too many places at our school leaving the last year (which i am in) with no classroom #so now were a 'floating class' which basically means that we use the classrooms that arent in use at a specific time #so were in a different room every single hour #which is horrid bc we barely have any hallways so you have to take ridiculous detours #such as going from the 3rd floor down to -1 to take another stairway back up to the other side of the 3rd floor #my favourite teacher overworks herself picking up after his mistakes #she creates all the schedules too & that principal sent the necessary information 2 days before they needed to be done #so now we all have shit schedules that will be changed soon #this is also the guy who introduced a bunch of toilet restrictions #such as only being allowed to use the downstairs ones #and only being allowed to use 2 out of the 4 cubicles for almost a year?#the teachers would keep track of who used the toilet & check to make sure no one left them behind too messy #he also introduced hall passes #so basically if you need to pee really bad you have to ask first #then you wait for a teacher to fill in a red card #then you go ask some people to use the toilet & show them your hall pass #then they go open up the toilets downstairs #instead of just letting us use the ones next to every classroom #he also made it a rule that although youre allowed to have your phone you cant have headphones or earbuds in during breaks #i could keep going on #mine #im so so glad hes leaving

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cantsaythetword · 9 months

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fuuuuuck ive dug myself such a massive hole and there's no climbing out now

#he speaks #love lying to my parents about how my uni career is going #cause i know they would cut me off from EVERYTHING i care about if they find out im failing anything #so just softening the blow by being like hey im barely passing #(which was still a DIFFICULT convo)#and saying oh im struggling heaps keeping up with readings and assignment deadlines so im just doing the bare minimum cause im exhausted #cause adhd #and them wanting to be super helpful and being like oh give me a list of your assignments and their due dates and your readings #and ill read the stuff and look at your assignments #cause you said you were doing summer semester to catch up on your classes from the trip #but in reality youre not you just said that so your parents would let you go #but now youre gonna have to do assignments over the summer break (aka for the next 4 weeks) and then be stressed about getting set up #and now youre so far in that you have an elaborate plan that you've “talked to the academic advisors” about your struggles and your adhd do #and both said you should go part time #so that it looks like youre graduating “on time”#but in reality youre just catching up on the courses you failed #and still struggling and hating full time #i stg if there were ANY other way to get the qualifications i need for this job #i would have left uni after first semester #i actually fuckin hate it #sorry for the rant lmao #kinda a vent post

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depresseddepot · 2 months

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I'm trying to find ways to slowly ease my way into taking walks (debilitating social anxiety) so I was going to download pokemon go again but my phone is too old :(

#im actually very upset abt this lol #all of the other tricks ive found rely on having a dog to walk #and like i would love to get my own dog but i absolutely cannot afford one lmao #so i guess i just. still can't go on walks #nobody seems to understand just how impossible it is for me to walk down the street when im not trying to get somewhere #like just going for a walk for fun/to look at nature feels like im being killed #people are LOOKING at me and when someone even so much as glances at me while im walking i instantly feel like I'm doing something wrong #or like they're going to misunderstand my sort of odd behaviors #i can't walk slow because they'll think im a stalker. i can't walk fast because ill get out of breath and they'll think im disgusting #i can't keep a normal pace because im too nervous and i just spend the whole time tense and hate myself even more when i get home #like. what the hell am i supposed to do lol #getting a dog is the only way i think i could stop myself from spiraling like that bc of COURSE im walking slow and leisurely.#im walking my dog. my dog wants to smell and has to poop or whatever #im no longer a freaky fat stalker im just some guy walking my dog #this became more of a vent than i was expecting lmao but if anyone has any actual tangible tips for how to go on walks i would appreciate it #when i had to walk 2 miles to class i used to take a small part of an edible right before i got on the bus lmao and that worked WONDERS #but i don't want to have to do that just to walk around my own neighborhood when i eventually move out #i just want to be normal lmao i want to go out and find bugs and look at leaves #i guess i could walk in the woods but what if i get lost #i want to be able to look at stuff. i want to be able to stop and look at a plant while some person passes by me #without feeling like im going to blow up or like they're going to hit me or like IM going to hit THEM #im used to anxiety but i always feel so erratic in public places. when everyone wore masks i was a little better #i still mask most of the time but it doesn't help anymore bc now im like one of the only people that does it #so now instead of blending in AND having my face covered i just stand out more #my face is still covered so it still helps but its like barely a net positive lmao #i want to be able to look around without worrying that someone is looking at me from their window and thinks im a stalker #truly how the hell am i supposed to do that without a dog lol

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watery-melon-baller · 3 months

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its so fun :)) and awesome :)) that i cannot fucking make my brain focus on my homework :))) holy shit im gonna kill someone :)) why can't my brain just work for five fucking minutes :)) this is easy homework too I just can't concentrate on it at all :)) and it's due tomorrow morning :)))