hm. im not very big on new years resolutions, they're too much pressure. but... perhaps i can handle new years Desires
this year i want to complete a lil comic, fan-based or otherwise. i'd like to also complete some sort of storyboard/animatic thing. i want to develop a coloring style that i can be proud of. i want to get to a point with my dragons where they can have a coherent story & world to live in. i want to think of so many fun, trivial facts about my characters. i want to post more about them. i want to write and post an original thing, be it 1k words or 10k. i want to finish the rough draft of a book i outlined. i want to be kinder to myself. i want to create more gift art for others. i want to put more effort & care & love into my art. i want to force myself into the world and figure out how to live. i want to make an irl friend. try a new craft - scrapbooking, maybe, or making an enamel pin. i want to finish that last commission and make a new sheet for more. i want to be freer with myself. i want to finish at least three fics. i want to go whale watching again. i want to improve my art, especially in the matter of drawing people. i want to bake something tasty and share it with the neighbors. i want to be content with existing. i want to have more good things in life to list on bad days. i want to build a birdhouse.
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i kinda feel bad that chapter 2 of forget me nots is taking such a long time and art in general. but working a full time job versus just doing art all day to make ends meat is kinda draining. i am finding myself more tired and also just cranky all the time now. going outside my house is becoming more and more of a chore. i just want to go back to where i was just working on forget me nots all the time.
i guess i am just saying please bear with me while art is just being drip fed to all of y'all.
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Discord's back it seems. Saw people on the reddit thread I found about this that was from like 20 minutes ago saying that they had moderate success resetting their router
No, I refuse. Discord broke it, discord can fix it, I'm not putting in that much effort when I still had my phone and didn't have anything important to do
And I won, I didn't have to do shit and it got fixed eventually
So like... good work, but I'm still gonna complain. The correct amount of outages is zero when you're a big company. Full stop (though while I'm very much applying this to stuff like ISPs, I'm sure many of us would say that by that standard their ISP isn't acceptable... and it's not)
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tw mentions of blood + needles
i have to get blood taken today and i am 😣😣😣 ughhh i hate hate hate needles so much and i know i’m going to cry because i always cry whenever i have blood taken and i’m just :((( not at all looking forward to it
so to calm myself down i’m trying to think about like,,, bmb dabi taking me and how sweet he’d be; a little teasing, but it would be in that soft, gentle, syrupy voice, telling me i’m gonna be fine and to just relax, he’ll be with me the whole time, and it’ll be over soon, he promises. or even Daddy tomura taking me, babying me with hand holding and tender lil kisses, promising me something yummy or comforting after if i can be a big, brave girl :(
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