#Ihatefood

[marshmellowtwigxxx]

Doing thiss (love madoka sm) 🎀

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[phatgurl]

I hate that he makes sure I eat

[jamiebaillie]

I don't know any more my weight was 217.3 lbs Now today it's gone up 217.8 lbs how can it go up I ate less calories than I burned yesterday and my weight goes up . I ate 1261 calories yesterday and I walked over 17 km ( over 10 miles) I burned 1437.3 Kcal and my weight goes up. I was nearly in tears this morning. My weight goes up instead of down. I can't control my weight I work hard at trying to keep my weight down and it goes the other way. I can't control my weight. I need a dietician or something maybe I have to cut out more calories maybe cut it down 1000 Kcal a day. So I burn more calories than I ate and that isn't even considering my Basal metabolic rate either. With that I should be in a huge calorie deficit. I hate my body! I work my ass off to keep my weight down and instead it goes up. I can't control my weight. #fat #chunky #chunkymonkey #fatass #ihatemybody #ugly #walking #walks #ihatemyliferightnow #mybodysucks #weight #calories #iamfat #food #ihatefood #crying #bmr #bmi #needhelp #needhelplosingweight #mybodyisscrewedup #longwalks #fml #dontknowwhattodo #bodymassindex #body (at Edmonton, Alberta) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoNKyF6rg5y/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[cryingmyselftobethin]

hello bitches

this is my new account where I will post about my calorie intake, thinspo, meanspo and just my loving ed thoughts.

I definitely want to be skinny af at the end of the year. Don’t hate me but my current weight is at 80kilograms. I AM SO FAT I KNOW. I am 177cm tall and I’m 22. Help me achieve my skinny goal. I made myself fat so I can make myself skinny hehehehe

#ed #thoughts #newblog #@na #bed #skinny #ihatefood

[anxrexa]

7.5.2020

Today I was at work, which was fine, but they offered me cookies and I ate like 5😂🤦‍♀️But I started a 16hour fast, hopefully i will do great. Tomorrow I'm going to start a food journal and start tracking my weight more. I'm excited😀♥️

also my english is very bad, its not my national languange😂😂🤦‍♀️

weight:62,9kg

[skinnybloggerr-blog]

hi just started this acct to keep track of my weight loss

support me

[dainty-sweaters]

I binged and feel like shit. why do I even do it when I know I feel like isolating and hurting myself after. 

[the-fatt]

OK

So I think today I am going to eat three meals but only because I want to eat. I know I shouldn’t but I’ve been so hungry lately. Is it just me or do you guys just get those days where you just want to eat healthy like proper amounts of calories but only healthy foods? Well if not I do so yeah that's my little speech for today hahahaha...

[belowaveragewtf]

Lost Myself

I gotta get my shit together. Go back to the gym. I was so good at my calorie count and exercise. I hate how I am

SW: 173lbs

GW1: 160lbs by April

GW2:150lbs by June

GW3: 140lbs by August

I know I can do it last year I dropped 50lbs!

[zerxesfights-blog]

Lunch from today, scary but at least colorful.

[marshmellowtwigxxx]

My view on a “healthy diet” is so incredibly warped.

Sometimes I think only eating carrots and cucumbers is healthy.

Sometimes I think only eating high protein meals is healthy.

Sometimes I think eating a big sandwich is healthy.

Sometimes I think skipping breakfast is healthy.

And other times I think eating a cookie is healthy.

Even if I tried to eat normally ( aka not fasting or b/p ) I literally wouldn’t be able to determine what I should and shouldn’t eat. I literally can’t win.

[anabanana-110]

The food monster

I feel like I wasn’t strong enough, like i failed myself, like i was so close to my goal and fell down a flight of stairs. My body is my prison i feel sick to my stomach every time i glance at a mirror, every time i see a photo I’m at pure disgust. I’m crying out for help and it feels like I’m drowning, every time i open up to scream more water comes in and feels my lungs i hate this. I hate the prison I’ve became, I’ve never felt so disgusted with myself. I want to go to sleep and not wake up i need help, i want help I’m alone no one understands how scary food is, no one in my life will ever get the constant fear I’m in, I’ve never felt this much fear in my life its a monster i cannot rid myself of. 

[aspire2cry]

dont!

They made me make a smoothie so I did. But did i drink it?? fuck no! I have to stop eating.

[mysticmoonskin]

Do you ever try to give the people close to you subtle(but not actually subtle) hints? Like saying you’re so weak cause you haven’t had food all day? Or like, actually telling them you’re puking your guts out every day? And you “don’t know why”? And they just don’t get it. They just can’t figure out that you need help. And that hurts. That stings. A lot.

[not-ur-waifuu-blog]

Hoy desepcione a Ana pero Mia me ayudo a estar donde debo.

[mygirlbosspussy]

wakes up at 3am: “OH MY GOD WHY DID I EAT THIS!?”