So it’s September 8th, which means I’ve officially had this account for three years today! Which means. Oh no. Oh god
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❤️ the time around my birthday where I get introspective, sad, melancholic, freaked out, angry, depressed and have generally violent, and suicidal, thoughts. So Fun! So Celebratory!
doesn't help that my birthday with my family is never actually about me because it's really about my mom and how she gave birth to me, like at least I get gifts I guess. at this point it's hard wanting to celebrate it. as the years go by, I do less and less or things with less focus on the "birthday" part.
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thinking about how immigrants have to find families. there’s no alternative when your relatives are in another country. aunties that cook delicious meals and treat you as their own. uncles who acknowledge your presence in their house as if you’ve always lived there. friends that feel like siblings and dogs that recognize your scent. holding hands in an uncaring land, building hearth from strangers’ warmth. by extension, the faces of family at home (what is home?) grow blurrier each day, and you can barely speak their language.
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Happy birthday. I hope it was a great day.
Cute pic btw
🧁 ⋆˙⊹🤍 。˙⊹ !
Kind friend . . this was so thoughtful! ♡
You didn’t have to say this :’)
Thank you so much! ♡ ♡
Cus it was a great birthday, and nice birthday greetings like this made it an even *better* one !!
I actually went out with my friends & loved ones, and then I had a fairy princess party !!!
So it was a magical day :D
(My favorite parts were the dress I changed into for my birthday dinner & my pink cake! If you could have seen it . . it looked like a fairytale cake !!)
What about you ?? Did your day end up being a great one, too ?? ♡
I don’t think a day has to be a birthday to be special after all! Magical things can happen on *any* day !!
If it wasn’t though — then I truly hope you have one soon! ♡
Sending pink cupcakes, princess hugs, and lotsss of love! Take care, and all the best to you, my friend ~ !!
🤍 ⋆ ˙⊹ ˚ 🎀 XO
⊹ ˚ ✧ 🧁 ♡
🧁 ♡ . ⋆ 🧸˚ ✧
XO ✧ ⊹ 🎀 ⋆ 。˙⊹ 🤍
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this week has been full of epic lows for me. i’ve been trying so hard to cheer myself up, but no matter what, i just can’t seem to get through one single day without bursting into tears. i want to be with my parents.
i’m tired of crying.
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Yokai crossover event has me exploding things with my mind btw. With excitement. I got the Whisper Go today and I’m gonna. Burst into confettis. THE QUEST CUTSCENE ALSO? WITH THE FUCKIGN BOX? AND THE CAPSULE????????
Besties I am unwell with my joy. I gotta find my ds or s/t. Fleshy souls…
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i miss when some days were special and felt special. i miss when the people around me cared about making those days special. i dont want to give up on the special days, i want them to be special again. i want people to care about making them special.
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It’s gonna be a long two months cus miss depression is already tearing her head and madam anxiety is greeting her at the door that is my brain
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