#It's never a dud
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hiii :D so i recently read some of your fanfics after finishing the show and i REALLY like how you write them- so my question is what resources did you use to write DID/ being Jewish correctly? I'm planning on writing myself and i want to get everything about them done good since i myself dont have those two things. Also as a added bonus what comics do you recommend me reading for good characterization for Jake since ive heard that they fucked up writing him in some of the comics.
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This is embarrassing. I write by the skin of my teeth. Open doc, just start typing. I also write from a lot of deep personal experience and emotion (and trauma). There's two in particular that come from real life experience for me. I'll let you guess which two. You'll be surprised.
What research did I do? Well... I spent a solid year working very....VERY hard and can now say I am Jewish! So the research was pretty intense there. I'm sorry I can't point to any particular spots for that. In terms of understanding Marc's Jewish trauma, the best I can point to is Zelenetz's issues that explore Marc's past with his father. Absolutely amazing and a great view on generational trauma. I also recommend looking into how generational trauma works. It's a fantastic understanding on where he's coming from.
For research into DID? So, I used to want to be a psychologist when I was growing up. I was obsessed with trying to understand mental illnesses that were being depicted in movies and books and understanding how they worked and how they differed from what was being shown. I latched onto Moon Knight for a lot of reasons, but he was also the first mentally ill person openly depicted in comics that I had ever seen. And they didn't make it look glamorous and didn't do the evil alter route. So naturally I fell down the rabbit hole.
What also helped? I met some amazing people that have DID and listened to them.
Don't make it look flashy or extra. It's often a slow thing and the people that care about them the most and know them quickly learn how to tell them apart. I know a husband and wife pair that can walk into a room and instantly know who is sitting there before the other even says anything.
Just remember that it's a real thing that happens and it isn't a romantic or glamorous thing. It's a thing that comes about because of significant real life trauma that leaves a terrible scar. Sometimes you get some amazing beautiful people out of it that unfortunately suffer terribly at times. But it isn't all suffering. There's good days, there's bad days.
Just know that you aren't going to always get it right. Not everyone with DID has the same experience and some of them are going to say you got it 100% and others will say you know shit and move on.
There are a lot of people with DID in the Moon Knight fandom. Some of them are willing to talk about some things and answer questions. A lot of them aren't. Respect that. It's their life, not a show.
ALRIGHT. Now the comics. Read OG Doug Moench. His run has the most and best Jake Lockley in it. He's loving, he's a people person, and he has strong feelings. After that, you can get into Lemire. he's in it, but not as much. You actually get a lot of Steven in that one, which is SUPER rare. And honestly, the Steven in that run is probably the closest and main reason for the Steven in the MCU show.
Then you can skip a LOT of comics because Jake is trashed after that.
Jump back in at McKay. His Jake Lockley is the fun Uncle that sneaks you a twenty when your parents aren't looking with instructions to 'have fun kid' and then ruffling your hair. There is not a lot of Jake there, sadly, but there's enough to make me smile.
Sorry I couldn't give you a more definitive answer with things to go look into.
Best I can tell you is just write from a good place. Don't write for shock value and don't over do it. Write what you know and don't try to fill in the blanks with something that you spent two seconds googling.
#Ask me about Moon Knight#Writing Moon Knight is like picking up an emotional grenade and hoping it's a dud#It's never a dud#Marc is always a dumpster fire#Steven is always the smart one that's full of sass#Jake is the one that cares too much#But always remember that all three of them are deep down just idiots
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How is space? Are you mad at me for helping him? It was 100% his idea and peer pressure and stuff I SWEAR.
(ooc I personally hc that she helped him and low-key felt guilty for a minute cuz she was sorta motherly and paid a decent amount of attention to her. I believe she hardly got parental validation as a child simply because she was royalty, those types of parents typically aren't involved. I also think the phrase "I'm not mad, just disappointed" really gets to her. I enjoy giving the younger mechanized mechs old teenage angst to highlight the fact they didn't really "grow up" persay)
(so sorry I'm yapping I really felt like explaining before sending the ask)
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Oh, didnt expect that....space is alright. Its abit cold but then, so was Terra in the winter so i am kinda used to it. Its also...beautiful. Seeing all of the stars glittering and the nebulaes...its quite a sight-yet i wouldve prefered to be here voluntarily. Well, ill be back eventually .
Ah, i'm not mad. Maybe at Jonny a bit, but...of course your brother could persuade you to help him...and, to be honest, i am quite amused at this.
..hows aurora with all of that?
#ooc: ah dw; i LOVE hesring explainantions for reasons!!! it gives a better idea and yes yiurs makes so luch sense! i hc that carmilla was#abit mad at jonny bzt mire amused at that attmept and slightly annoyed. and i think she dud say that ohrase “i'm not mad just disappiinted”#once and then saw nastyas reaction to it. since then never again. also she cant stay mad at her children#ooc: now i apologize for the yap. HC THAT NAS WENT OUT INTO SPACE TO LIKE FOLLOW HER MOTHER AND BECAUSE OF CARMILLAS DESCRIÜTIONS YK
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I’m irrationally upset about John Gallagher Jr being dead set on never returning to Broadway after Swept Away closes
#i’ll never see him in a show live and that breaks my heart#i like him so much and i want him to have a thriving cool career he loves and deserves#(i wish he’d choose better movies to be in though. he’s been in some duds)#john gallagher jr#swept away
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Whenever they talk about early Bruce’s training this is what I imagine
#batman#batfam#bruce wayne#bruce wayne headcanon#well i am not not saying that khabib is batman#I’m just saying you have never seen them in the same room#if you saw the first one no you didnt#but no one saw it#it was a dud#that’s why I’m reposting#duh
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Jill's dream in Saw 3D is the most objectively stupid Saw trap ever, and that's why John didn't bring her in as an actual apprentice
#she's pitching ONLY duds#need a scene of her pitching her “ideas” and John slowly realizing like oh yeah she should never be involved directly in any of this#but she really thinks she's cooking#saw tag
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it’s like he’s dodging bullets in the matrix
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seewe could talk about how all of alice's neglectful actions with klee are both horrible all while having clear loving intentions buut nobody ever is ready to see morally grey and fucked characters. Apparently
#in a big scary world of mischaracterization. all i have are my mutuals#wewe could talk about how alice leaving klee with the KOF was clearly because the KOF would provide her stability and peace#that alice could never give her#but nooooooooo#its always either “alice is a horrible mother who doesnt deserve klee” or “alice is the best mother ever”#MMMYBROTHER IN CHRIST DUD YOU NOT LEARN WHAT MORAL AND ETHICAL AMBIGUITY WAS IN 7TH GRADE ENGLISH#DID YOU NOT LEARN HOW MOTIVES DO NOT ALWAYS PERFECTLY ALIGN WITH ACTION AND OUTCOME.#AWUUWHGHHHHHHHHHH#ALICE & KLEE#ALICE
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Sebastián Yatra - Dos Oruguitas (From "Encanto")
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All the videos I've watched lately about how Disney is losing its touch never mention Encanto. Just rewatched for the first time since it first came out. This part is just... devastating. Heartbreaking.
#Encanto#Disney#somehow they never mention Luca either#of course they're doing plenty of duds these days and what the hell are they doing with those parks?#but they can make a movie when they want to#a fantasy movie about things that are so real#Youtube
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i'd say a majority of those who grew up in a secular home / self-id as non-religious grew up culturally christian. especially in the U.S.
but i'm gonna be so fucking fr. culturally protestant v. culturally catholic is not even a joke. i KNEW christianity was fake the moment my bible thumper classmates would say being baptized is catholic and not christian like HOLD ON. that's like. the og CHRISTianity. not only that but if u believe in jesus (christ) -> you are christian. (jehovah. lds. etc.) LIKE IT DOESNT MATTER. omg?
#anyway we need to pack up the ENTIRE thing#either make up your own god in YOUR HEAD like some of us#or idk practice folk orthodoxy/catholicism like a normal person displaced by forced xtianity/colonialsm#AND NOT closed practices U WHITE LITTLE IDIOT. idek why i need to say that but i know i do bc someone is gonna be like#'ohhhh so anyway i loveeee santería or some other such nonsense'#and if ur not christian (culturally or otherwise) id say good luck? i know u have ur own shit to unpack and process#i think the best we could all do is honor our own culture and our human need#to self- regulate/soothe by praying and superstition. and cope#that we'll never be perfect people. and that the cards handed to us were all painted over and printed with duds so we could never win.#so that we could always remained (self) contained and easily malleable.
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i wish i could just do nothing for a few days straight. maybe even just sleep for a few days straight. sooo excited for constant misery over the next 20 days
ranting in the tags. i would just scroll past if i were you
#i love college.my favorite part is sitting alone on my couch for 4 months straight and getting so freaked out over grades i spend#5 hours straight trying to avoid the urge to bite into my arm so hard i bruise or bash my head into a wall#meanwhile i keep thinking my life is over. i don't have any evidence. for the first time in my life the future isn't predetermined by#other people and now that i don't know what comes next i just constantly get freaked out. it makes me want to claw through my skin#i know something is wrong with me. it's been 5 years. i know it isn't just going to go away; especially given current circumstances#and how it's only been getting worse over time#but i continue to just sit on my couch and do nothing about it. and since i'm not doing anything about it i just feel like i don't have the#right to complain about it even though shit fucking sucks. months of my life at a time just blur together#god. i was genuinely happy last month when i ripped a bunch of booster packs with my mates that i only see over the summer (minus my bestie#and it made me realize just how much everything's blurred together. i hadn't really felt anything lasting + significantly positive#for months before that. that's not normal#god. i've been wanting to go to bed for the last two hours but i just keep sitting here going “um! you need to study. and wash dishes. and”#so i just. don't. which is already bad but i also need to get up early so i can study for my test tomorrow.#god. fucking dreading my lab tomorrow. went to it last week but dipped at the last minute without getting my work checked off#and without submitting it because i got so angry and freaked out and telling myself “man you can just leave” calmed me down instantly#and then at that point i had like nothing done and i didn't want to admit that so i just. left#if i get asked about it i'll just say it was something personal and i panicked. shrug#a part of me is beyond tempted to skip the lab again but i'm not confident in my assignment grades in that class to do so#even though i'll end up with a 5 point bonus on the final grade from taking a survey. but i'll probably go just cause#it's the second to last lab#man i have three whole ass projects due in that class in 10 days. unless my mental state suddenly improves (it won't) i'm gonna end up doin#those the last possible three days#speaking of assignments. we had to do a group project in my bio lab yeah? the methods my group went with sucked and honestly these#people were a little bit frustrating (i get it. gen ed lab at 7:30am. i'm only in it cause i panicked when a different class registration#fell through) since it always felt like they were more interested in getting done than having like. slightly decent work but whatever#but these people? these people asked me to write the conclusion for our presentation. i ask “yeah sure yeah. what did we conclude”#“eh. you can write whatever” ???????????????? HUH???? MATE THAT IS HALF OF THE WORK???????????????????#the shitty sensors and our shitty methods gave us shitty data and YOU PEOPLE CAN'T EVEN SUGGEST WHAT THE CONCLUSION IS????????? fuck me dud#i was already in a poor mood (normal mental illness plus i had found out my uncle died like three days before#like i had talked to him just last month. never had someone i know die before. sucks) but that shit pissed me off
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I could tell some horror stories re: lrb, but mostly I want you all to know that if you can reliably wash your hands after using a toilet at work you should be thankful. Did you know this was a blessing you should be thankful for. Do you work and learn in a location where a sink is necessarily co-located with the toilet. Be thankful.
#del gets personal#phrases sich as 'poseidon's kiss' and 'the butthole blast' have been used to describe using portapotties#and i have used so many portapotties. dud to being in construction#they are so cheap to make us use and the guys in the office trailers never have to use them ao they dont care
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Any attempt to present one of the relationship's between Conficcare, Tesoro, Muro & Elena as more or less complex and important ultimately falls flat, but outside those cour four the full mesh of deep relationship's turns into a partial one, with some characters not really having much to say about each other.
Which is how Tesoro exists in Ramettas mind primarily as her brothers boyfriend, or as she would put it, sidehoe. I love her so much. This guy that's shaped so much of her brother and Muros lives to her is just the other man to Conficcare & Muros platonic 'keeping it together for the kids' mess of a relationship.
#gold & silver#Rametta I love you so much. Funniest of them all#Also I will never escape comp sci why dud I explain it as full vs partial mesh. Surely there's another way I could have explained that
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couldnt cop any x at this club EVERYONE was looking all night!! just rounds and rounds of people going "do you know whos selling mdma" and no one seemed to be and by the time i found one guy he was all out. eventually it got to be too late so if i dropped id be wired well into noon so decided itll be another time and heading home now 🌜
#97#substance use#its 4:50am for context.. figured id take the first bus home#wouldve stayed longer if i was on anything but like.#by 4am dancing all night w only 2 pints of beer.. im tired!!#whatever. putting on my goth playlist.#apparently someone was selling some duds that did nothing also#and its like.. when youre at the point where if you do find something it may be some Unknown Substance#youre better off just not taking anything#drag queen offered ketamine but ive never tried it and i dont think the club is the best setting for a 1st time
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the should get an award for enduring the psychological horror that is my physics class
#dud gave us a pop quiz with 2 questions#one of which we have NEVER gone over how to do#and then he graded mine wrong and i had to ask him to fix it <3#went from a 50% to 70% because i argued with him why using 9.81 is the same as using 9.8 for the constant of gravity#sighhhhhhhhh#bee.txt#college bee
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ponzu might be going into heat so the Summer of Sauce might be cancelled 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#ponzu#1 year#23 months#text#it’s 8.5 months since her first heat#and she’s been a dud in classes all week#today was super bad#she’s never been so disengaged
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SQUALL AND LAGUNA NEVER EVEN HAD THE TALK
#they never talked about their relationship :(#i mean they dud but squall still said 'when this is over' and it very much wasn't#and now they never will talk about it#i will mever be over this#:(#y talks#dffoo#ff#ffviii
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