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#Jackson wang ff
kgyeomiex · 2 years
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Three Empty Words (M)
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“It’s so hard to pretend to be friends with someone special, when every time you look at that person, all you see is everything want to have.”
Summary: Have a best friend who sticks with you through thick and thin is impossible to find. The moment you met Jackson, you know he was going to be your best friend for life. Jackson always knew how to make sure you were happy and healthy and always seemed to turn a negative situation into a positive one. However, you would be lying to yourself if you were to say you didn’t have any type of feelings for Jackson… But Jackson is just your best friend… You knew best to push those feelings away and just move on.
Previous Parts:
Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // 
Part 7~ 
More Parts:
Part 8
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After having time to yourself, you realized that the way you felt about Jackson was not just missing as a best friend... Now that you are thinking about it you had way more feelings towards Jackson than you ever expected.
You claimed that Jackson was nothing but a best friend but deep down inside you saw him as a man... And as hard as it might be to admit it but you think you might be in love with Jackson... It took you a while to figure this out but... Now that you think about it, everything just makes sense.
Why did it take so long for you to notice?
You had to lose Jackson in order to figure out that you’ve been in love with Jackson this whole time... It’s crazy but true.
What do you even do now? You’re still in a relationship with Yoongi and well it seems like he’s happy in his relationship.
You seem to have bad timing with everything and probably one of the worst lucks. It is what it is.
This might be a very stupid decision you were planning to make but you made up your mind.
You’re planning to stay with Yoongi until he gives you other motives that he’s not being loyal...
You looked at the time and even though it was too early to go to sleep, you decided you should just sleep and call it a day. You were in one of those moods that you didn’t want to be around anyone.
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Jackson’s Point of View
I tried my hardest to ignore the fact that I was worried about Y/N. If I am being honest after seeing the whole incident back in the theater and speaking to her, I couldn’t help but think of her.
If I am being honest I have no idea why we stopped talking in the first place. I mean I understand that we kind of just drifted apart the moment she began to get closer to Yoongi. But we never talked about it...
Are we supposed to end our friendship that way?
Irene and I walked out of the theater and she looked at me.
“Are you alright?” I realized that I've been busy thinking about this whole situation about Y/N and I. I’ve been awfully quiet to Irene.
“Yeah. I’m just letting the movie sink in with me,” I said smiling and she giggled.
“What did you think?”
“It wasn’t bad, but we could have done something way more fun than this,” I said, wiggling my eyebrows.
“Like?”
“Let’s find out and see,” I grabbed her hand and we walked off.
As much as I wish I could go back to being best friends with Y/N I don’t think it would be possible. The only way I can ever have her as a best friend again is once I know I don’t feel anything for her.
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Your Point of View
It was midnight and you were trying your hardest to fall asleep. You already had a shitty day if we are being honest. Right now you had no one you could just call to talk about how you’re feeling and that’s sad...
You didn’t have your best friend... NOT EVEN your own boyfriend.
Yoongi apparently is with his “cousin.” This whole cousin situation isn’t sitting right with you... You knew damn well he is probably cheating but instead of cutting him off, there is a side of you that wasn’t to give him the benefit of the doubt.
If you lose him then you won’t have anyone...
Sure you have friends but they were friends that you only spoke to when you all were at parties not on a personal level.
You grabbed your phone and was planning to maybe call Yoongi but as you were about to click his name something made you stop.
Forget it...
You don’t know if it was the fact that you were in your feelings you ended up clicking on Jackson’s name instead.
Without realizing it you were suddenly calling him... You began to panic and was planning to hang up but the phone began to ring... Shit...
You brought the phone to your ear and suddenly the phone stopped ringing. You were hoping to hear his answer machine instead of having him pick it up. What the hell are you supposed to tell him when he answers... Obviously, he’s going to ask why the hell are you calling him...
So many thoughts were occurring in your head and before you knew it you heard his voice.
Y/N?
To be honest you were even surprised to see that Jackson still had your phone number. To be honest you thought he probably deleted it the moment you two seemed to drift apart...
Can we talk?
Although you probably aren't thinking clearly, you were tired of feeling upset and having unanswered questions. After seeing him at the theater you knew the only way you could really accept that Jackson doesn’t want you in his life is from hearing it come out of his mouth.
Um... can we meet around 8?
You heard a female laugh in the back and you remembered he was probably still with his girlfriend.
Sure...
The two of you hung up and you sighed...
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It was 8... You didn’t even have to say where to meet because you two had a special “Talking” spot.
You walked over to the bench that was near the docs in front of the ocean. You sat down and tried to collect your thoughts before you saw Jackson.
One side of you was hoping that the two of you could go back to being best friends and go back to spending time like you used to... But you knew that seemed rather impossible when you realized you have feelings for the boy.
Regardless of your feelings, you weren’t planning to bring it up, especially since you are with Yoongi and Jackson is with Irene. You have no choice but to suck up the situation and just hope you can at least have your best friend back.
The longer you felt the time the more anxious you suddenly felt. You couldn’t help but start picking at your nails.
“Y/N,” you looked up and saw Jackson there before you.
Shit, he is actually here... Now that the two of you have no choice but to address the situation. You two looked at each other but you quickly looked away.
“Um.... sit,” you said sitting on one edge of the bench and he sat on the other.
“It’s been a while,” Jackson blurted out and you nodded your head...
“Yeah... How have you been?” You weren’t sure how you were planning to approach the situation. You could feel how awkward the tension was between the two of you. This has never happened between the two of you before so it was weird...
Moments like this make you wish you could go back in time and change everything... but unfortunately you can’t do such a thing.
“I’ve been great.... and you?” Jackson asks, catching you slightly off guard.
To be honest you were surprised to even have Jackson ask how you are... To be honest you always thought that after Jackson cut you off, he stopped caring.
“I’ve been fine,” you couldn’t tell Jackson you were doing great because that was a lie...
Then pure silence...
Okay now is your chance to talk now... You wanted to understand what went wrong. You focused all your attention on Jackson and took a deep breath before you dared to ask him.
“I asked you to come here today because... there is something I’ve been wanting to ask you...” Jackson just stood quiet and looked at you.
You didn’t know what to ask him exactly. Do you hate me? Why do you want nothing to do with me? What did I do wrong? Where did everything go wrong? There were so many ways to ask the question...
“Are you mad at me?” You asked him and waited for him to respond.
You were hoping for Jackson to say more but all that comes out of his mouth is “no.”
How are you supposed to feel now? You still haven’t gotten the answer that you are looking for.
One side of you was planning to just let everything go and move on with your life but the other side wasn’t going to allow that. If Jackson isn’t planning to tell you what happened between the both of you, then now it’s your chance to tell him how you felt and let him be.
“Jackson I am about to sound ridiculous and right about now I don’t seem to care. I don’t understand what the hell happened. You and I were in such a good place. You were my best friend, you were someone I could rely on and someone I could always count on and then suddenly you disappeared. The moment Yoongi came into my life you suddenly got up and left. Why? Did I give you the right to walk into my life for you to leave whenever you feel like it? I am a person who happens to have feelings too. I think it’s only right that you tell me why you suddenly cut me out of your life. Jackson... I thought you and I were much closer than that but I guessed wrong...”
You stopped talking and felt tears stream down your cheeks, but you quickly wiped them out.
You were hoping to make Jackson speak this way but again he was just quiet.
Now you felt even more stupid...
“I see,” these were the only words Jackson managed to speak out... DID HE JUST SAY HE SEES?!
You wanted to get up and scream at him but what was the point?
You spoke your mind out and tried to talk to him but it seems like Jackson doesn’t seem to even care about how you’re feeling and whether to fix the friendship or not. Did your friendship with him mean nothing?
There was so much you wanted to say but you avoided it.
“Well now that I know where you stand... And I got that out of my chest. I guess it doesn’t matter anymore. Our friendship was pointless... Unfortunately, I guess I invested In this friendship a lot more than you have so I just hope you take care of yourself and... Yeah,”
You didn’t know what else to say. You wanted to scream at Jackson and just yell at him for being such a shitty person. How can you invest so much time in a person and then they suddenly want to cut you off just because they can? Absolutely no explanation, they just cut you off and now you have to wonder what you did wrong.
You began to walk away until you hear Jackson say your name.
“Y/N,”
You looked at him and you suddenly developed a little hope that he was about to explain himself to you... But boy did you speak way too soon.
“I cared a lot more than you think,”
Jackson just says those exact words, and turns. around and walks with his hands in his pockets.
He cared... Past tense...
This was it... Jackson was now just another stranger in your life with a lot of memories...
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“Hey babe, sorry I didn’t come sooner. I was caught up at my mother’s house,” Yoongi says as he pulls you into a hug and as you smell him, he has a woman's perfume scent to him.
Did Yoongi just say, mother? Didn’t he say he was going to spend time with his cousin? Maybe he made a mistake and meant to say cousin’s house...
“Oh how is your mother?” you continued to engage in the conversation waiting to see if maybe he would have corrected himself from his mistake.
“Good. It was nice to catch up on some mother and son bond,” Yoongi doesn’t even bother trying to correct himself.
Just from hearing this the first thought that appeared in your head was that Yoongi was lying to you... The only reason why a guy would lie to you about his whereabouts is more likely because they could have been with another woman...
You had this gut feeling that Yoongi could be cheating... But you wanted proof. You were the type to make assumptions but what if you were wrong and there was a perfectly good excuse for why he lied. . . It’s very unlikely but you just had hope that he wasn’t cheating.
You felt Yoongi looking at you. As you looked at him you were wondering if he noticed how puffy your eyes were from crying. . . But nope.
“I missed you,” he says as he continues to have his arms wrapped around you.
“Me too,”
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Jackson’s Point of View
I would be lying if I were to say that I was no longer conflicted about my situation with Y/N. I thought by talking to her we would have closure but now I am questioning whether what I did was even the right decision.
Am I being selfish for just suddenly cutting her off without an explanation?
Yes, she’s with Yoongi. . . But if I would have come clean right then and there and told her how I felt. . . Could that have changed anything?
I had so many questions but they were all unanswered.
I felt my phone vibrating and I pulled it out from my pocket and see Irene’s name appear. After the night I had I didn’t want to talk to anyone but I knew I couldn’t ignore Irene.
I picked up the phone and answered the call.
“Hey, beautiful,”
“I was starting to wonder where you were,” Irene says and I suddenly felt guilty.
Why am I still feeling kind of upset? I just ended things with Y/N. I should be happy right now, especially with the fact that I have someone like Irene in my life. Why do I feel like something is missing?
“Sorry, I met up with a friend of mine to return his things. It was short notice but he’s leaving town soon so it was the only time I got to see him,” I didn’t mean to necessarily lie to her like this, but it was pointless to explain anything to her.
I wouldn’t want Irene to feel worried about someone who is no longer in my life. . . Right?
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Your Point of View
After getting the verification that Jackson wanted nothing to do with you, it helped you conclude that you had no choice but to accept that you no longer had a best friend.
To avoid feeling upset about the situation, you decided to keep yourself busy.
Yoongi had work to do, which didn’t bother you. If anything it allowed you to run a few errands and try to work on a few things.
Before running errands you wanted to clean your room, rearrange a few furniture around, and hide any pictures you had out with Jackson.
You weren’t planning to throw the pictures away, if anything you were just planning to put them away, away from where you won’t see them.
There was a wall you had in your room that was filled with a bunch of random pictures whether it was mixed with you with friends or you with family. You had all kinds of pictures with different people all around, but most of the pictures you had were with Jackson.
You two were always together and almost inseparable but look how that changed.
Any picture that had Jackson included, you removed from the wall.
If Jackson wants to throw this friendship away without telling you why then you have to accept the fact and move on.
Your phone suddenly rings. You looked down and saw that an old friend of yours was suddenly calling you.
You picked up the phone and brought it to your ear.
“Nani?”
It’s been so long since you’ve spoken to her. The last thing you heard from her was the fact that she left to go to school internationally. . . And that was about 2 years ago.
“Y/N! Oh, I am so glad you haven’t changed your number, or I would have been mad,” you smiled. Seems like she hasn’t changed.
“Wow, it’s been so long. How have you been?”
“Girl I have so much to tell you about, which is why we need to hang out!”
You stopped what you were doing and was confused.
“Wait. . . You’re in Korea?” You asked her.
“Of course! Let’s go to our usual. BRING JACKSON!” When she said Jackson’s name you went from almost forgetting what happened to suddenly remembering all over again.
“He won’t be coming,”
“What wh- you know what bring your cute butt over here and we will catch up. I’m sure you have a lot to tell me too,”
You both exchanged byes and you began to get ready...
Although you knew the topic of Jackson was going to be brought up sooner or later, you were still excited to see her. You were hoping that when you meet up with her she can make you feel better... Because for some reason you suddenly felt like no one wanted anything to do with you...
To be continued 
*Tbh I wouldn’t be surprised if people forgot about this story because it’s been A WHILE I KNOW IM SORRY*
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almost-thoughts · 1 year
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apparently, jackson wang can tell the brand of a beer just by smelling it and now i understand why he's the host of every party in fanfics
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igot7bbs · 2 years
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My Happy Ending?? P.1
Word count: 1770
About: Y/N is a 24 year old girl living in the states! She has never really been fond of the concept of love, thinking it doesn't exist because of one bad breakup. Her bestfriend Mark left for South Korea to pursue his dream of becoming a Singer/Rapper!It’s finally time for her to see him perform live with his group! What she doesn't know is that she may find true love with one of the guys...
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Authors POV  - Y/N and Mark on the phone
Mark: I've been walking around for 30minutes and I can't find you!!" His voice sounded frustrated.
Y/N: I haven't moved at all. I already told you, I'm wearing a burgandy tracksuit and my suitcase is black!!
A few seconds later
Mark: Ok I think I see you!!
Y/N: I MISSED YOU BESTIE!" You ran up to him and gave him a huge hug.
Mark: It's only been 5 months plus we facetime like every other day." He was chuckling while hugging you back.
Y/N: I know but I still missed you!
You made your way to his car from the luggage pick up section at the airport. The last time you guys saw each other was five months ago when Mark went back to Oregon to spend the holidays with family. You guys had been friends since middle school and you told each other everything. To you it was a big deal being able to see him again because he was like a big brother to you, and you a little sister to him.
Mark: I'm surprised you have so much energy right now, I thought that after a 13hour flight you'd knock out or be half dead." He said giggling to himself
Y/N: Yeah I'm as surprised as you are, but I mean it's my first time in Korea!!! You're the one who usually always goes back home. I'm happy I came over for a change." You couldn't contain the happiness you felt.
Mark: Well I'm happy you're finally here. I'm excited for you to meet the gang"
On the way to your Airbnb you guys talked about the show tomorrow. You shed a few tears here and there because you were so proud of how far he had come! Your best friend had become the amazing artist he dreamed of being, and you were ready to be the loudest fan at the venue tomorrow. After finally arriving at the Airbnb, Mark helped get your things down and you both walked inside.
Mark: Ok quick run through on names, cause we all know you suck at them.
Y/N: Alright I've been practicing, here we go...                                                  JB, Father of the group, soft and sweet but gets upset if disrespected. Also has killer dance moves and his soft delicious voice can make you melt.         Jackson, Goofball but also a protective big brother. Does his own thing but will be forever loyal.                                                                                          Jinyoung, His thing is being a bit of a jerk. He has an amazing booty if I do say so my self. Is the mother and actor of the group so don't cross him.                                                                                                           Youngjae, Our sunshine. Is like a baby but then again he isn't. His voice and laugh will make you dive into a distant world of joy and harmony.                                                                                                 BamBam, Immature child. Always hyper and outgoing. Basically a crackhead that will love you forever but will never say it to your face.                                                                                                     Yugyeom, Our little dance prodigy. Tall, handsome, but a little shy. Is a cute sensitive teddy bear.    
Mark: Wow.......... perfect!! Look, I'm just going let you know now so you don't come for me later. I'm not letting you leave Korea single Y/N. I'd rather say it to your face than you yelling at me in front of everyone. As your best friend it is my duty.
You were looking at Mark with an annoyed look.
Mark: I know I know it's too soon and you just got here, BUT you're not getting any younger so don't fight me on this please! Now get a good nights rest because we have a long day tomorrow.
He gave you a quick kiss on the forehead, shut the door behind him, and drove off as fast as possible. Of course he was trying to avoid the scolding you would give him for trying to set you up with someone yet again. It's wouldn't be a normal trip without having Mark meddle in you love life. I mean he was your best friend after all and he just wanted what was best for you. after rolling your eyes and just shrugging it off, you got ready for bed and drifted off to sleep....
Next Day
The day went by quicker than expected. You spent your first full day exploring a bit of Seoul and just breathing in the new atmosphere before returning to the ABnB and getting ready for the concert. For some reason you found yourself getting nervous. It was going to be the first time you saw Mark perform in Korea. Different emotions and thoughts were going through your brain.
"What the hell? Why am I feeling like this? Is it because I'm going to watch him perform or because of what he said? There's no way I could end up with any of the guys! I haven't even met them yet! Who would I even end up with? I mean I'm pretty sure they would all look good in a tux while hugging me, then running off into the sunset while holding my hand...What am I saying? Marks cray, ain't no way I'm ending up with one of his friends!"
You made your way to the venue and of course you were front and center. Mark had offered for you to stay back stage but you wanted the full experience. The concert was finally over and you couldn't even speak from all the chanting, singing, and screaming. You were definitely the loudest person there but you couldn't give 2 fs about what people would think. You were there for your bestie and you were damn proud of him. Tears were forming in you eyes and for a moment everything around felt as if it was moving in slow motion. Your friend was living part of his happy ending....... but where was yours? Seeing him smile up there because of the goal he had reached overjoyed you but you couldn't help but ask, what about yours? Why did it feel like you were there but left out. The guys were having a blast on stage as if there was no pian or heartache in their lives. You wanted that feeling. You wanted that happiness, and it was time to let go. After snapping back into reality, you realized his manager had escorted you to Marks dressing room.
Mark: How was the show?... " He asked in a shy manner trying to act cute.
Y/N: Mmm I've seen better.."
Mark changed his expression. He looked surprised while holding his chest.
Y/N: I'm kidding! That was absolutely amazing!!" You gave him a hug and wouldn't let go because you didn't want him to see the tears that were slowly forming in your eyes. "I'm so proud of you Marki" After staying in the position for a moment you sucked up the tears, and giggled as you let him go. Let's be honest though, Mark knew all to well that you were tearing up.
Mark: I'm hoping those are tears of Joy Y/A." He wiped your cheek. "You have no idea how happy it makes me that you're here. Now come on the boys have been on me all day because I haven't introduced you yet.
Grabbing your wrist he rushed you into a room that was waaaay to crowded. You couldn't understand much but you could tell a lot of people were already wasted. While navigating through the crowd you somehow got separated from Mark. Of course, you panicked and just stood there.
?: I found you!
The lighting was terrible so you couldn't make out the strangers face. He just held your hand and dragged you through the crowd. Wanting to get out of the swarm of people you just followed. You slowly started to make out Marks face about 10ft away.
Mark: Thanks Bam. How'd you find her so quick?
Bambam: She's tall and foreign..
Mark: Makes sense.
Y/N: So you're Bambam? I'm Y/N nice to meet you.
Bambam: I'm Bambam. It's good to finally meet you.
Bambam kept cracking jokes while Make rounded up the team. The music wasn't very loud, nor did the room feel like a club. Everyone was just there to talk and hang out. After the team was together Mark introduced you.
Mark: Guys for those of you who haven't met my bestfriend from back home, this Y/N!" He had a huge smile on his face. What a dork you thought.
They all rushed over and started greeting you, almost as if they knew you. Everyone that came by seemed familiar but you knew there was one missing. A few minutes had passed as you started to get to know the boys, Mark nudged your side...
Mark: This is Jackson or goofball as you stated before.
You turned and saw a tall guy standing maybe 2 feet away. You stood there silent in shock. What the hell... THIS BOOOIIII IS FIINNNEEE. Your knees almost gave as you stared into his beautiful eyes and saw your future together. Running toward the sunset while holding hands. Then buying your dream home together and putting babies in it and maybe getting a dog named Claudio....... Are you kidding?? Snap out of it!!
**Jackson: **Hi nice to meet you I'm Jackson, or Seuna, or Wild and Sexy. Which ever you like is fine! Its whatever" Why did he seem nervous? Uhhhhhh He smelled so good!! Did he actually or were you hallucinating? They had just finished a concert. Did he actually smell like sweat but since he's gorgina you just smelled Bleu de Chanel?? WHAT WAS HAPPENING TO YOU?? You couldn't function properly. You were confused but you liked it. You kept thinking "Let go Y/N"
Mark nudged you again and laughed a bit. You tried playing it cool and not show your excitement but..... you couldn't. You tried so hard to talk some sense into yourself. "Come on Y/N this is way too soon and way weird. You literally just got here and you just met the dude. You can't do this!! You promised yourself you wouldn't let another F***boy come into your life and ruin it!!! COME TO YOUR SENSES!! ERROR!!! EMERGENCY!!! COME BACK TO REALITY!!" You finally let it hit. Jackson was not going to happen. Nor was any other dude. Depression came and settled into your broken little heart. Now what? This trip was not going to end how you wanted and you knew it. Forget about that happy ending girl. It ain't for you.........
A/N_: Hi everyone. _So I'm writing this story for fun also I'm editing and changing a few things here and there! It's a take on a story I wrote on the app WIT! It's also called My Happy Ending, I just changed it up... quite a bit actually! I hope you like it! Well spanks for readin
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lillotus17 · 2 years
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KPOP FF things that just make sense :
- party host JACKSON WANG
- NCT FRAT BOI LINE/FRAT HOUSE
- gay bestie JANG WONYOUNG
- other love interest/main love interest’s competition CHOI YEONJUN (reader is always meeting him at a party and they always end up on the dance floor with him?? Like bro?)(#yeonjundeservesbetter😩✊)
- class mate bestie that gives life advice CHOI SOOBIN (edited : literally all of leader line in the kpop industry giving life advice🥹 we love u moms and dads🫶🏻)
- ex/old fwb JUNG JAEHYUN
- AUSSIE LINERS as moots/friends of friends
- “NAURRRR!”
- tea squad : KIM SUNOO, LEE DAEHWI, and/or BOO SEUNGKWAN
Edited :
- that one guy who always has a guitar MARK LEE (always jamming at parties like bro?)
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lidanarmi · 2 years
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WHY IS JACKSON WANG IN THE KINNPORSCE FF😭😭😭😭
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alaezasmystery235 · 2 years
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Hello love! How are you?😚here for the moodboard game🌼
Big 3: ♈ sun, ♓ moon and ♐ rising.
Fav colours: GREY, black, brown, white and blue.
I'd ship you with Jackson Wang (Got7)as bffs based on your vibes🌝 & Mark(NCT) as well.
Moodboard based on my outer personality like what others perceive of me when they first/daily see me? (Jst to mention I'm very much a Pluto, sun n Jupiter dominant)🙂💀 idk how students are perceiving me these days as I always hv my rbf mode on n I don't interact with any of them in my course class. I low-key feel like that one cold, rude, arrogant transferred student in ffs who's actually a nerd🤡🥂
Thankyou so much love, take care💗
Hiii love ❤
Ohh I like Mark!! And about Jackson I just feel more for him igyk 👀😳😘
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Hope you like it
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jackwild22 · 10 months
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ugh-yoongi · 1 year
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thanks for spreading information! always willing to learn and unlearn and place my time and support wisely!
a bit confused about who collabs with who and is it soundtrack for ff, but having no desire to support that type of person, no matter is he collabing with one of my fav artists/bias/jesus christ himself.
✌🏻
i'm assuming the f&f track will just be a mish-mash for the eventual soundtrack (kpop artists seem to be more in demand for these types of things, i.e. aespa and the tetris movie) (jackson wang being on the minions soundtrack is still the funniest one of all time), but yeah no clue who got it started and how they came up with that roster of artists for the song itself.
i have seen from other posts that the other artists on the song aren't great either so very disappointing all around!
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bubble-tae-kpop · 4 years
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Soulmate Pt:1 (Meeting Jackson)
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You were at your house watching TV, when you heard the doorbell. You stood up and walked to the door and opened it, revealing your younger brother Yugyeom.
“Hi Gyeomie.” You greeted him, smiling at him.
“Hello Noona.” He said, smiling back at you.
“What are you doing here?” You asked, walking into the living room with Yugyeom following behind you.
“I wanted to come and see if you want to meet the member.” He told me. My eyes widened and a smile found its way to your lips.
“Of course I want to meet them Gyeomie!” You exclaimed, wrapping your arms around him. He chuckled and hugged you back.
“Lets go then Noona.” He said, grabbing your hands and dragged you out of the house. You closed the front door and locked it. You both made your way to the car that Yugyeom came here in and climbed inside then buckled up. “They’re super excited to meet you Noona.” He told you.
“I’m so nervous to meet them, I feel like I’m going to make a bad impression.” You told him, fiddling with your fingers.
“Don’t worry Noona, I’ve told them about you and they already love you.” He told you, smiling.
You smiled back at him and the car soon stopped in front of a building, which you’re assuming is his dorm. You both got out of the car and walked into the building and went to an elevator. He pushed the button that his room was on and the elevator started moving. It soon came to a stop and you got out then walked down a hallway until you arrived in front of a door. Yugyeom opened the door and walked inside with you following him.
“Hyungs, she’s here!” Yugyeom yelled out. Next thing you knew, you heard someone running into the room. It was a man that had dark brown hair, a black t-shirt and black jeans. You had to admit that he is handsome.
“You’re the famous Y/N that Brownie has been talking about?” He asked you, smiling. You were so nervous no words will come out of my mouth so you just nodded my head. The man then smiled wider and pulled you into his embrace. “I’m Jackson Wang, nice to meet you pretty lady.” He said, pulling away.
“N-Nice to meet you too.” You stuttered. They others soon came into the room and started introducing themselves.
“I’m BamBam.” The tall man said.
“Hello, I’m Jinyoung.” The man with his hair swept to the side said.
“I-I’m M-Mark.” The man stuttered.
“Hi I’m Youngjae.” The man with blue hair said, smiling.
“Hello, I’m Jaebum but you can call me JB.” The man with a white t-shirt said.
“N-Nice to m-meet you all.” You said, looking down and fiddling with your fingers.
“Lets watch a movie!” Jackson yelled, running to the living room. You and the other members started laughing at his behavior then joined him in the living room. Everyone decided what movie to watch and started the movie.
2 hours later
The movie was soon over and you looked at the time and decided it was time for you to head home. You stood up and walked to the door with your brother following behind you.
“I wish you could stay with us.” Yugyeom said, pouting.
“I’ll come visit you probably tomorrow.” You told him.
“Okay, well please get home safely Noona.” He said, hugging you. You hugged him back and pulled away after a minute. “Bye everyone.” You said, before walking out and closing the door behind you.
You then left the building and called a taxi to take you home. Once a taxi pulled up in front of you, you got in and told the driver where you live and he started driving.
15 minutes later
You arrived home and you paid the driver and walked to your house and walked inside, closing the door and locking it. You went to your room and did your night routine. You plugged your phone up and turned off the lights then laid down in bed. You closed your eyes and drifted off to sleep.
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Warning: Fighting/arguing, Break up, sickness
“Well I am sorry that I have obligations!” Your boyfriend, Jackson, spewed at you. You were currently in your apartment, having yet another argument because he had to miss your date due to his work. You had always supported him, and knew going into the relationship that it would be hard but it has gotten worse as Got7 and his solo career have both taken off.
“I know that! But we haven’t gone out properly in over six months!” You yell back. “I don’t expect to be your number one priority, but I certainly don’t expect to be at the bottom of your list. If you think I’d ever be okay with that you clearly have misunderstood me from the start.” You cross your arms.
Jackson huffs and runs his hand through his hair. “What do you expect me to do Y/N? Start blowing off meetings? Practices?” He takes a deep breath and pauses for a moment. “You aren’t at the bottom of my list, you know that...but I can’t just clear my schedule for a date. And it’s not like we don’t see each other. I pretty much live here with you.” He adds.
“It feels like I never see you. You leave before I go to work and then don’t come back until late at night. You don’t even respond to my texts anymore, and if you do it’s a one word response.” At this point tears are falling from your eyes. “The only quality time we have is when you wake me up because you are horny. I feel like that’s the only reason you keep me around.”
Jackson’s heart breaks hearing you say that. He loves you, he truly does, but he is just always so busy. “Y/N… I-”
“No! Save it. I am done.” You bawl. “I am done trying to make this work… I love you Jackson, with all of my heart… and I still want you in my life but I just… I can’t do this anymore.” You explain in broken sobs.
Jackson, who is now also crying, walks up to you and pulls you into a hug. “I am sorry… I never meant to cause you such pain… if… if this is what you want, then okay. If this is going to make you happy then okay.” He gives you a broken smile. He gives you one last kiss on your cheek before he grabs his jacket and leaves.
As soon as he is gone, you collapse onto the floor and cry your lungs out. Your chest is tight and you don’t move… eventually passing out where you lay.
You awoke the next morning feeling exhausted, dried tears caked onto your cheeks making the skin feel tight and your eyes crusted. It took all of your energy to move into your bathroom. To say you were a mess would be an understatement. Your skin lacked any sign of color, your hair was a mess and unusually lifeless, and you couldn’t stop the pain in your chest. It was making you physically nauseous.
You spent the next 20 minutes hovered over the toilet, the very little contents in your stomach now in the porcelain bowl. Once your stomach was at ease, you decided a shower would do you good. You started the shower, testing the temperature, and then stripped down. You entered the shower and began washing, but your mind couldn’t help but wander to memories of you and Jackson showering together. Messing around and laughing, blowing bubbles with the soaps, as well as other things. Your eyes began to tear up again. You were going to miss those times, but you knew deep down that for right now… it was best for both of you.
Once you were clean, you went to your living room and sat on the couch. You checked your phone for the first time and noticed you had a handful of texts. Some from Jackson, some from the other members, and some from your friends. You decided to check the ones from your friends first.
From: Y/B/F
Y/N, are you okay? I got some texts from Jackson asking to check in on you. Did something happen?
From:Y/B/F
Hello?
From: Y/B/F
Why aren’t you answering?
You sigh and text back, knowing of you don’t she’ll go out of her way to come see you.
To: Y/B/F
Hey… I am okay technically speaking. I’m not injured but… I broke up with Jackson last night.
You sent the text, and you were about the check the others when Y/B/F calls. You answer.
“What happened?” She asked.
“We got into another argument because he cancelled on yet another date… I just… I knew he would be busy, but we haven’t spent proper time with each other in months. It was tearing me apart to feel like I was being pushed aside. I know it’s selfish of me to think that way because he is doing really well and I am proud of him! I always have been and always will be but…” You trail off.
“I get it… are you holding up okay? Do you want me to come over? You were with hm for… years. This has to be hard on you.” She asks, her voice soft and comforting.
“I’d rather just be alone for awhile…”
“Alright… if you need anything, give me a call okay?”
“Mhmm. I will.”
“Okay. I’ll let you go. I love you.” She says.
“I love you too.” You say, hanging up. You open up the messaged from the other members of Got7, deciding to save Jackson’s messages for last.
From: Jinyoung
Hey, Y/N. Jackson told us what happened. Are you okay?
From: Yugyeom
If you need anything, let me or one of the others know… you are always family no matter what <3
From: JB
Why aren’t you answering anyone? Are you okay?
From: Mark
Y/N! Please answer… no one has heard from you. We are all worried.
From: Youngjae
Y/N… please take care of yourself, okay? We will all be sad if something happens to you.
From: Bambam.
Noona, we love you and understand if you want to be alone but please just let us know you are okay. We know you are awake by now…
You smile softly. These men have become your family, and you are glad they are all so worried about you. You feel a bit bad for causing such fear, but before you respond to anyone you wanted to read Jackson’s messages knowing he is probably still with them since they have rehearsals.
From: Jackson
Good morning… I hope you are doing okay and that me messaging you doesn’t upset you. Waking up and not having you next to me made my heart hurt… I know I haven’t been putting in as much effort as I should have and I apologize. I know that doesn’t fix anything, but I love you and want to do better by you. I hope, despite everything, you will still be in my life… as a friend or as a partner.
From: Jackson
I hope you are feeling okay. I told the members what happened, I hope they don’t bother you too much. Let me know if they do.
From: Jackson
I get it if you don’t want to talk to me… but please respond to the other’s. We are all worried. I contacted Y/B/F… I hope you at least respond to her.
You took a deep breath and called Jackson.
“Y/N!” He answered almost instantly. “Thank god… we were all so worried.” he said. “Are you okay?” He asked.
“Yeah, I’m alright. I feel a bit ill but I’m sure it’ll pass with time. Sorry for worrying everyone…” You apologize.
“Yah! Are you resting?” Jackson asked.
“Mhmm…”
“Okay good… that’s a bit weird though. You never really get sick… if it’s not better in a few days go to the doctor okay?” He more so ordered than asked. It made your heart flutter a bit,reminding you of the bittersweet pain that resigns in your chest.
“I will… I just wanted to call and check in with you all. Please tell the others that I am okay but am going to take a few days for myself and to not worry. I’ll let you all get back to practice.”
Jackson is quiet for awhile. You hear him sigh.
“Alright… once you feel better I would like to talk. To actually talk about everything… no anger and no fighting but just… talking. Okay?”
“I…” You pause for a second, knowing you owe it both to him and yourself. You need that closure. “Okay.”
“Feel better soon.” He says before hanging up.
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“I Got You”: BTS 8th Member Series “Untamed” Fake Texts: Jackson Wang: Mae Jae #jaekson
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My Happy Ending?? P.2
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We were on our way back to the ABnB when Mark looked at me and smirked.
Mark: Alright girl I see you, I see you. You ain't fooling nobody.
Y/N: I don't know what you are talking about." I crossed my arms and looked away.
Mark: Come on Bubs I saw those googly eyes plus I know you better than anyone.
Y/N: Ugh fine. Yes I thought he was cute. There are you happy?
Mark: Now was that so hard to admit.
Y/N: Yes, it was actually.
I knew he could tell I was still hurting from the past. I could feel him stare, he just sighed.
Y/N: What?
Mark: You really need to move on.
Y/N: I have!!
Mark: Then act like it. You're clearly not over the past Bubs.
Y/N: I am ok? I'm just not as expressive as you.
Mark: Come on Y/N like I said, I know you. Why are you trying to put up a barrier? If you like him just let it be and let things happen. The past has already happened and you can't change it. So just let loose while you're here and have some fun, yeah?
The ride back to the ABnB was quiet. I just looked out the window and processed what Mark had said. Ugh why was this so frustrating? Everything goes well until I go overboard with my thoughts. Mark was right, why am I being such a grump about things? Letting loose wouldn't hurt anyone, right?..
** 1 Year Earlier**
After spraying some perfume on my wrist I turned and looked at my self in the mirror. Wow, How did I always manage to blow myself away? Girl I looked amazing! I was wearing a cute black dress. Nothing too formal but also not too casual. It was just right.  After grabbing my coat and heading to the living room I received a text from Christian.
Cutie💕: I'm here
We pulled up to a fast food joint. I didn't mind but It was our 2 year anniversary. Was it wrong of me to expect something a little fancier? He got out of the car and just walked in. Ummmmm the door wasn't going to open itself!! What was up with him today? He barely even spoke in the car. Nothing, not even a compliment. I made my way into the restaurant and sat down. After ordering he came over and sat across from me.
Y/N: Are you feeling ok?
Christian: Yeah I'm fine..
Y/N: Soooo do you remember what day it is today?" I tried to lighten the mood. I thought this simple question would maybe cheer him up?
Christian: Sunday?
Y/N: It's our anniversary Christian.
Christian: I thought we were passed the remembering anniversaries stage. Is that why you got all dressed up?
I just stayed quiet and of course, I was disappointed. He had been acting distant lately but I didn't think much of it. Maybe work was stressing him out. Or he just had some personal things to figure out? I didn't want to think much of it since we've been together for a while now but, was it wrong of me to want an explanation? Our number was called and Christian got up to get the food and drinks leaving his cell phone behind.
There was no way this could be happening? Are you kidding?? ON OUR 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY?? In a matter of minutes my world came tumbling down as they say. Christians phone kept going off and I couldn't help but check. Why did I have to check?? WHY?
Emily:
I miss you
Are you coming over tonight? You left your coat. Was that on purpose?
I'll be waiting tonight ❤️
My heart sunk. I've seen it happen in the movies but why was it happening to me? I should've seen the obvious signs! I quickly put his phone back as he turned from the soda machine and started walking back.
Y/N: Are you cheating on me?.." My voice was clear but you could hear the pain in every word.
Christian: What are you talking about?
Y/N: Who's Emily??
He just stayed quiet and he looked down at his meal. Probably embarrassed that I had found out.
Y/N: WHO'S EMILY!
Christian: Lower your voice!
Y/N: NO TELL ME WHO SHE IS??!!" The sadness that was heard from my voice had soon turned into anger. My eyes were fixed on his while tears threatened to flow.
Christian: YES I'm cheating on you OK!! Get over it Y/N, it was bound to happen.
I didn't know what to say. I felt helpless and stupid! I stood up grabbed my drink, chucked it at him, and walked off. Christian just stood there with smirk on his face wiping off the spilled drink.
Christian: LIKE I SAID BEFORE, GET OVER IT!!
I couldn't even cry. Anger just over came me. What was I supposed to do? I tried reaching Mark several times but he wouldn't answer or respond to any of my texts. Thank God I was wearing sneakers!! My feet would've blistered so bad if I would've gone with the heels I was thinking of going for. For some reason part of me wanted Christian to fight for me. To come driving next to me in his car and persuade me to take him back like in a scene from Legally Blonde! The other half of me wanted to key his car and slash his tires MAYBE EVEN BURN IT!! But in reality my heart just wanted him to fight for me! Where was all the love he said he had for me? Was there something wrong with me?...
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Mark: Alright Bubs I think that's enough crying for today. Why don't you tell me how you feel instead of keeping it all bottled up?
Once in the ABnB Mark came in to make sure I'd be fine. We sat on the couch and then the pain from the last year came up to the surface. Mark was holding me while rubbing my back trying to calm me down.
Y/N: Why? There's no point Mark" My face was buried in his lap. I was defiantly being a lot more dramatic than I should've but I felt lighter as I cried.
Mark: Maybe you'll feel better if you talk about it.
I decided he was right, like always. He never knew the full scoop because he was always so busy I didn't want to bother. He knew Christian had cheated but not the entire story. I just didn't want to open up.
Mark: Look I just want you to heal and move on. You know I'm here for you." He had such a sweet smile. I couldn't let him down again by not opening up. He's always been so patient with me. I owed it to him.
We ended up talking all night. Mark was following each and every word I said. These moments were the best, until I fell asleep! I woke up the next morning and he was gone. Ugh I had a huge headache from all the crying. The first thing I did was look for my phone. I had a message from an unknown number?....
Marks messages with Jackson
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mikmikisnotcrack · 4 years
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Bambam and Youngjae are so slept on in the fanfiction realm 😭 justice for Bambam and Youngjae omg Bambam stans are so parched and Youngjae stans are living off of crumbs
(if y'all have any good suggestions mayhaps we can put together a list so Bambam n Youngjae stans are fed 👀)
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