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j-jinxee · 6 months
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JOSH THOUGHTS -☆
NSFW under the cut! [warnings - general sex thoughts]
Thinking about Josh, how he can't keep his hands to himself. How fucking good it'd feel with just his hands, all over you. The way he touches you like no other, how he holds you all night, whether that be through unconsciousness or through an orgasm. He's so good at getting you to focus on nothing but him, your senses immediately crowded by every aspect of him. His hands lace every inch of your body while you desperately plead for him to stop teasing and just fuck you already.
And when he finally does, holy fuck he's so pretty. No matter much he makes you blush, how much you wanna look away, you just can't. You're completely infatuated with him as he hits all the perfect spots, so deep inside you. You see his pupils blow wider with each thrust, completely hypnotised by the feeling. Your hands find their way to his toned back, leaving rough red marks as your nails drag down his skin. The sight of his arms and shoulders flexing as he keeps himself hovering over you, it only gets you closer and closer. He's slow — and deep, only ever fucking you hard and fast if you ask him to. He prefers the intimacy of slowly working you to the edge while you're fixated on his eyes and the uneven rhythm of his breathing.
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I like this style of just like yapping instead of like full one shots yk lmao I'm just lazy 🫶🏻🫶🏻 anyway new TØP song soon woohoooo
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when-worlds-end · 7 days
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INTRODUCTION
PARDON MY DELAY Written by Nessrin
Conception ~ September 4th, 2024 4:55AM Published ~ · · · Finished ~ · · ·
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MEET THE CHARACTERS
CLANCY She's red, but I want to paint her yellow.
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THE TORCHBEARER You're delaying the inevitable.
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NAVI Heavy is the sunset that holds the sun.
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PLAYLIST
0:00 Navigating | Twenty One Pilots | "Pardon my delay, I'm navigating..." 3:44 Overcompensate | Twenty One Pilots | "Don't hesitate to maybe overcompensate..." 7:42 Vignette | Twenty One Pilots | "Clinging to promises..." 11:05 Oldies Station | Twenty One Pilots | "Make an oath, then make mistakes..." 14:54 My Blood | Twenty One Pilots | "Stay with me, no, you don't need to run..." 18:45 Chlorine | Twenty One Pilots | "When I leave don't save my seat..." 24:10 Jumpsuit | Twenty One Pilots | "Jumpsuit, jumpsuit, cover me..."
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AUTHOR'S NOTES Due to the lore of Trench and Dema being kept secret, I am operating under the belief that after the original Clancy commits vialism, Tyler takes on the mantle of Clancy to continue his legacy.
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DISCLAIMER I do not own any rights to Twenty One Pilots, their lyrics are not mine, their composition is not mine, their timeline is not mine, nor do I know them personally. Everything that happens in this story is a work of pure fiction and written explicitly for entertainment. If the members or their families ever state that they do not want fanfiction written about them/their loved ones, in whatever capacity that may relate to my story, I will take it down and respect all boundaries set.
I only own the storyline and any characters I personally created (EX : Navi)
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najaemsread · 2 years
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" between the lines "
SYNOPSIS. yn plays a role written by her greatest what if, wonwoo. PAIRING. author!wonwoo x actress!reader GENRE/S. filo (written in filipino + english) smau, fluff, angst, humor mejj
accounts, part one | nation's love triangle (and jh)
next ➤ accounts, part two between the lines ➤ masterlist
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yn, stage name : tala. started her acting career shortly after high school. first nag-appear sa mga commercials and as extras sa mga films before eventually getting casted sa isang breakthrough supporting role in a melodrama. a household name, pero is now mostly known for her love team with joshua hong
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joshua. pbb teens winner, na-in love kasi general public sa kanya... can you blame them? his win kickstarted his acting career. started with supporting roles in tv shows but got his first major break in his first film -- a romcom with tala.
# talashua, basically this universe's jadine, kathniel, lizquen all rolled into one. all their films are blockbuster hits. masyado rin silang magaling sa fan service kaya maraming delulu na naniniwalang sila talaga
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jun. started acting as a kid ('lam niyo yung mga commercial ng nido, lucky me, etc ? suki siya dun). pero nowadays known by netizens as 'pambansang bestfriend' kasi typecasted na siya as a second lead sa mga shows / movies. has been in multiple projects with talashua na siya ang second lead kaya the three of them became known as 'the nation's love triangle'. not an issue with him though, siya yung pasimuno nung term. junhui fun fact ! yung assistant niya yung pinagawa niya ng twitter niya. nung tinanong siya kung anong gusto niyang bio, yan yung sinagot niya
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jeonghan. manager ni yn for the past four years. tala is the first artist he managed kaya parang baby niya and hirap siyang pakawalan. medyo kalog and mahilig makipagbarda sa mga haters. takes his job seriously , pero minsan tali ng studio kamay niya kaya nagbibigay ng romcom kay tala kahit alam niyang ayaw niya. naging ka-close si shua at jun dahil laging nagkikita sa taping.
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rrickgrrimes8 · 4 years
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Josh when...
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Josh when Tyler embarrasses both of you...
"So, (y/n), life on tour, what's that like?"
"Oh well so far it's been amazing. I mean I got to spend some more time with Tyler and Jenna and obviously with my hubby." You said slapping Josh's knee playfully.
"What about you, Josh? What's it's like having (y/n) on tour with you for the first time since you became a married couple?"
"It's great. Really. It's amazing. I know we both were a little scared about basically living in a tour bus for months on end sharing one small bed but we adjusted and we haven't killed each other yet." The interview chuckled at his comment along with (y/n) and himself.
"And you, Tyler? How are you feeling with this?"
"Um well I tolerate (y/n). She's okay I suppose it's just one little thing that they do that just gets in my nerves."
"Oh really what would that be?"
"At night they're just so loud. I don't know what they are doing in their bunk but I really want the moaning to stop. Like man I'm trying to sleep"
"Oh my god." (Y/n) mumbled under her breath before both you and Josh's faces started to turn bright red.
"Just out of interest what are you guys doing so late? At first I thought you might be playing some sort of a game but now it kinda sounds like your wrestling."
"Wrestling? How so?" The interviewer encouraged him clearly finding your embarrassment hilarious.
"Umm I'm not sure recently it's become rougher and louder. Sometimes I can almost hear slapping happening and I'm like Josh you can't slap woman. But sometimes it sounds like she likes it. (Y/n) always shouts about 'how good he is' and 'how much she likes it' but I don't understand what's going on that she likes so much. If I did I would ask Josh to do it to me."
Both the interviewer and Tyler start to laugh while (y/n) shrinks in her chair and Josh looks around blushing. (gif)
"Tyler ,man, Stop."
"What? Why?"
"Dude just stop." Josh laughed pulling (y/n) towards him and kissing her.
"They do that at night too before and after they do the other thing."
"Tyler stop!" They scream in unison.
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Chapter Fifteen
Tear In My Heart | Series Masterlist
Warnings: All the fluff in the world.
Word Count: 2610
Authors’ Note: We hope you enjoy this chapter! :) (picture credit to Google.)
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January 2018 - The Hiatus
It was a cold winter morning and Josh had woken you up early to take you and your new dog, Jim, on a surprise trip. This was entirely new to you, since in the few months that the two of you had been dating, you hadn't had a public outing once. Not that either of you were ashamed of what you were doing, but for the sake of keeping your private lives just that... private. Not even Tyler and Jenna knew yet, as you and Josh just secretly enjoyed your time together. After making sure that you were in comfortable and warm clothing, per Josh's request, all three of you piled up into his car and made your way to your destination. After various times of being asked by you to tell where you were going, Josh still didn't budge... so you decided to keep yourself busy by turning in your seat to face a very happy Jim. His face was right near yours and ready to cover it in kisses, which you narrowly avoided while laughing.
A half hour had passed and you finally made it to the surprise location: Hocking Hills State Park. Josh looked over to you with a big grin and turned off the car once he parked, taking off his seatbelt.
"I thought that it would be a fun idea to go on a hike together."
You quirked an eyebrow. "In the freezing cold?"
"That's the best time to go! You won't ever get sweaty," he said matter-of-factly. 
You had to admit... he had a point.
"Ok, ok, wise guy. Lead the way." A smirk appeared on your own lips.
With a laugh, he got out of the car and looked around with a slightly nervous expression. He really didn't want to be seen or noticed yet, so he decided to move quickly with getting Jim out of the car and grabbing your water bottles. You followed suit and instantly understood that he wanted to hurry the process up, so you zipped up your jacket fully and made it to his side to start your trek with Jim leading the way.
The trail was absolutely beautiful, even more so now that there was snow that dusted the ground the higher up you went. Sure, it was freezing, but the view made it all worth it. Watching as Jim made sure to sniff every inch of trail that he passed with a happy wagging tail, you giggled a bit as Josh turned his head back to look at you while holding onto his leash. A smile appeared on his face and then he hung back a bit so that he could wrap his free arm around your shoulders to bring you in close.
"You know, I was thinking... we've been together for a few months now. Maybe it's about time that we told Tyler and Jenna the news. I mean, they were the ones that were rooting for us to get together, you know?" Josh looked down to you to see what you thought of the idea.
Slowly nodding, you looked back up to him with a small smile. "I think you're right. It's felt sort of wrong keeping it from them. I think we should tell them tonight, since they're coming over for dinner."
"That sounds like a good idea."
He leaned down and kissed you softly, giving you a slight squeeze before being pulled away by Jim, who had managed to find a really good scent further down.
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After a full day and a fill of fresh air and walking, you decided to head back down to the car. The only problem was there were more people than there had been earlier. Josh gave you a look of sudden fear and you instantly decided then and there to take his hand and just run as fast as you could with him - the both of you laughing the whole way while Jim ran alongside you with ease. Getting everything situated in the car, you both made the drive back home and made sure that you got changed into some nicer clothes for later that night while Josh cleaned around the house a bit for you.
"Hey, before we get started... do you mind making us a fire? I kind of want to settle in first before we start cooking dinner."
Josh looked up from playing with Jim on the floor and nodded his head happily.
"That sounds like a good idea."
He got up and made his way over to start throwing some logs into the fireplace, crumbling some pieces of newspaper as kindling. As he did that, you decided to go and grab one of the bigger, thicker blankets so that the both of you could sit and cuddle beneath it. Once the fire was going, you sat down on the floor in front of it to warm yourself up, suddenly feeling Josh sit right beside you and as close to your side as possible. You looked in his direction and then slowly opened your arm to hold up the blanket for him to get under, which he instantly took the opportunity to do. You both remained wrapped up and in each other's arms, seeking warmth from the fire, as Jim laid beside you to fall asleep. It was a picture perfect moment with your boys and you wouldn't have traded it for anything in the world. You internally thanked the universe for sending you Joshua Dun and getting him to stay, even when you were painfully unaware that he had stayed because he loved you.
Looking up at the clock to see that it was almost 5:00pm, you decided that it was time to finally start getting ready for having Tyler and Jenna over. Giving Josh a kiss on the lips, you smiled widely and got up from you spot as he groaned in protest.
"Do we have to do this tonight? I just want to relax with you..."
"Come on, Josh! We promised them. We haven't had time for all four of us together in a long time, so go get changed and I'll start prepping dinner."
He pouted a bit as he got up with the blanket still around him and shuffled his way down the hall to get ready, causing you to laugh. He may have acted like a child most times, but you still loved him regardless.
While Josh got changed into something a bit more appropriate for your dinner, you started to collect all the ingredients you would need for dinner. Jim laid down in his usual spot just outside the kitchen where he could keep a close eye on everything that was happening, including looking out for any scraps that may have fallen from the counter. Unable to resist his puppy dog eyes, you grabbed some cheese from the fridge and tossed it his way.
“How does this look?” Josh asked as he walked out of the hallway.
He had opted for a gray sweater over a pair of dark jeans. The sleeves were pushed up to his elbows, revealing his toned forearms and the lower half of his tattoo sleeve. Aside from his hair that was still pressed to his head after wearing a hat all morning, he looked perfect.
“Come here,” you said, waving him over.
Josh leaned his hip against the counter and furrowed his eyebrows at you. You wordlessly reached up and began to run your hands through his hair, adding some volume back to his curls. It didn’t take long for him to start laughing.
“What was that for?” he asked.
“You could tell you had been wearing a hat all morning.”
“Are you sure you didn’t just want an excuse to run your hands through my hair?”
“Ok, maybe that too,” you smiled before giving him a quick kiss.
Josh wrapped an arm around your waist and turned to face the counter where all of your ingredients were laid out. “Where should we start?” he asked.
“Well, they’re going to be here in like fifteen minutes, so I think we should get the bread going. If you want to do that, I can start boiling water for the noodles.”
“On it.”
The kitchen became a whirlwind of activity as you and Josh started to get things ready for dinner. It didn’t help that Josh insisted on a kiss every time you two happened to pass each other, which was often. You weren’t complaining, though.
The two of you had just settled on the couch with Jim when there was a knock on the door. You collectively sighed and turned to look at one another, still breathing a little heavily from all your work in the kitchen.
“Do you think they’ll mind waiting out there for thirty more seconds?” Josh laughed.
“Come on, it’s cold out there,” you said, pushing yourself away from the couch. “And if Tyler hasn’t burst into the house by now, I don’t think he’s going to.”
“Shocking,” Josh laughed as he followed after you.
You opened the front door, revealing a pink-cheeked Tyler and Jenna. They both smiled as soon as they saw you, instantly wrapping their arms around you in a hug. Despite the fact that it had only been a few days since you had last seen them, you had still missed them dearly.
“It smells amazing in here,” Jenna said as she pulled off her coat.
“Thank you! Josh and I have been hard at work.”
Once everyone’s coats and shoes were off, you ushered them into the kitchen to get drinks and then made yourselves comfortable on the couch. Almost immediately, Tyler launched into some story that he had to tell about a recent outing. In no time, the four of you were laughing and swapping your own stories. 
“Oh, that’s the bread,” you said, hearing the timer go off in the kitchen. “Josh, do you mind coming with me to help?”
“Sure thing,” he answered, setting his drink down on the coffee table.
The two of you walked into the kitchen, followed closely by Jim who was always eager to see what you and Josh were up to. Josh took the bread out of the oven while you finished a few other last minute preparations. 
“Are you feeling ok?” Josh asked quietly as he sliced up the bread.
“Yeah, I’m just nervous, I guess.”
“About what? Telling them about us?”
“Yeah, I just have no idea how they’re going to react.”
Josh stopped what he was doing and rested his hands on your hips, turning you towards him. Your eyes locked to his and some of the tension in your shoulders instantly released. You had known him for six years and still didn’t understand how one look from him could make you feel so safe.
“It’s going to be perfectly fine, they’re going to be over the moon with excitement. And if tonight doesn’t feel like the right night to say anything, then we don’t have to.”
“Thank you, Josh.”
You rested a hand on the side of his face and pulled him into a kiss. His arms started to wind tighter around you, but dropped away in a fraction of a second. Just as you were about to ask if he was ok, you heard it.
“No way.”
“Oh, you have got to be kidding,” you muttered.
“Jenna!” Tyler called. “Come here! You’re not going to believe this!”
“I guess we don’t have a choice anymore,” Josh laughed, putting an arm back around your waist.
Jenna walked into the room, still carrying her wine glass in one hand. She looked at you and Josh, obviously not noticing the arm he had around your waist, and then turned to Tyler.
“What’s going on?”
Tyler crossed his arms and nodded to you and Josh, a very pleased smirk plastered across his face, “Do you want to tell her?”
“Tell me what?”
You sighed. “Josh and I are dating.”
“What?” she gasped, eyes going wide. For a split second, you thought she might drop her glass straight onto the floor.
“We were planning to tell you over dinner, but Tyler caught us kissing and, well, it was pretty obvious at that point.”
“In my defense, Jenna asked me to come in here and see if you needed any help.”
“Oh yeah, because you’ve never interrupted Josh and I before,” you scoffed.
“Never!”
“What about when we were on the bridge in Austin? Or when I helped him dye his hair? Or when we almost kissed? Or literally just now?”
“Hey, I-”
Jenna put a hand on her husband’s shoulder, instantly quieting him. He pouted for a little while, but eventually gave up and accepted his defeat.
“How long has this been going on?” she asked.
“Since August.”
“August?” Tyler and Jenna asked in unison.
“We wanted to keep it on the downlow for awhile. You know, just enjoy our time together,” Josh explained. “Plus, since we have to lay low because of the hiatus anyway, it didn’t seem like a big deal.”
“I can’t believe you managed to go that long without telling me,” Jenna smiled at you.
“I almost slipped up so many times.”
“I’m just glad to see you two are finally together,” Tyler chimed in. “I’ve been waiting for this moment since 2011.”
“We had some obstacles to overcome before we got to this point,” you said. “But we got here.”
Josh grinned and gave you another quick kiss.
“Ok, as much as I love this mushy stuff,” he said. “We should eat before it gets cold.”
“Good call.”
The four of you dished up your food and got comfortable at the dining table. Jenna and Tyler continued to pester you with questions about your relationship, though neither you or Josh really minded. It was nice to finally feel like it was out in the open, even if they were the only other two that knew.
The rest of the night flew by after dinner. Between card games and laughing at old stories from the early days of tour, you hadn’t even realized how late it had gotten until Tyler pulled out his phone and announced to Jenna that they should get home. After a few more minutes to wrap up your conversation, the four of you said your goodbyes with promises to have another night like this soon.
Josh draped his arms over you as soon as the door was closed, burying his face in your neck and leaning some of his body weight into you.
“Tonight was nice,” he whispered. “We should host more often.”
“You’re only saying that because we haven’t had to clean up all the dishes yet.”
“We can do that in the morning.”
“Is it time for bed?”
“I think so.”
Jim followed the two of you upstairs and waited patiently as you went through your nightly routines and got into pajamas. You were wrapped around Josh almost as soon as he was in bed, letting your head now rest in the crook of his neck. Jim also decided to join in on the cuddling, making sure to wedge himself wherever he could while still being next to both of you.
“I’m going to miss days like these when we go on tour again,” you said quietly.
“Me too, but there will be plenty of other adventures to go on when that does happen.”
“You’re not planning something, are you?”
“Just having a nice time on tour with my girl.”
“And Jim!”
“Yeah,” Josh laughed. “And Jim.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” He pressed a quick kiss to your head. “Goodnight.”
“Goodnight.”
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malfoys-demigod · 5 years
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This is Josh’s reaction when you surprise him by flying in, to watch him on tour.
Like Tyler could open the door of their dressing room and say, “Hey dude, guess who’s here!” And you come in the room with a big smile.
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staystreetly · 6 years
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Destined - Tyler Joseph
Word Count: 625
Warnings: fluff(?) kind of intimate
Author’s note: I, in fact, am actually still alive. I know, it has been soo long but.. i kind of forgot about this account. So, without much talking; Here is my second Tyler Joseph Imagine! Have fun reading <3
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The calming sounds of the waves around us distracted me from my fast beating heart. It was beating so loud, I was afraid even Tyler could hear it. He was silently rowing the boat we were sitting in, while analyzing everything, looking at everything, but me. The stars were especially bright that day, they reflected in his beautiful, brown eyes. He let out a deep breath before putting the paddles down. Somehow, he finally got the courage to look into my eyes. “You are so beautiful, you make all the stars up in the sky jealous.” Tyler pointed up to the stars. I giggled. “Is that an actual pick-up line?” I immediately regretted asking that, since he got closer to me, staring into my eyes. Tyler started to check me out carefully, from bottom to top; I felt exposed and blushed. I felt naked. It felt like, he could see right through everything I had. Through my clothes, through my skin, through my bones; As he could see my soul. When our eyes finally met again, he smirked playfully. “No pick-up line, just facts.” It seemed like the shy Tyler, who couldn’t even look at me five minutes ago, disappeared. We didn’t talk. Not at all. We just stared at each other. It was awkward, but fuck yea, I still enjoyed every second of it. “So, aren’t you going to talk?” I leaned my head on my hand. I had no idea why Tyler invited me here, I had no idea what he wanted to do, what he wanted to say. Deep down, I wanted him to confess his love to me, but that would never happen. We were friends for so many years, I knew Tyler. I knew his type in girls, I knew his preferences but I also knew that he wasn’t looking for a relationship. Being with him was so exhausting, it was the best time of my life, but deep down it hurt so much. Knowing that you were just a friend to him, it stung. “You and I.” Tyler leaned forward and broke our little silence. I felt my heart drop. It stopped beating for a second, but then, it beat harder than before. “You and I.” He leaned more forward, which seemed kind of impossible, since he was already so close to me. His scent filled my lungs as my hands nervously grabbed my shirt. His scent, oh, his beautiful scent. It was impossible to describe it in words. Expensive cologne mixed with him. Only him. Bitter, yet so sweet. Light, yet so dark. Cold but yet, so hot. “You and I, we are destined.” , he gently pushed my chin a little bit up, so I could look at him, “We are destined to be together.” I could feel his breath on my skin. I slightly touched his knee, to make sure that it wasn’t a dream. Eyes locked on mine, he brushed his lips against mine. My heart was nearly exploding, after a long time I got to know what “having butterflies in your stomach” actually meant. I wasn’t ashamed to admit that my whole existence depended on this man, the man, I loved. Sending a bolt of electricity through my body, he finally pressed his lips against mine. I kissed him back, the desire quickly escalating. I bit his lower lip as his hands slid behind my neck. Running my hand through his soft hair, I pulled my body closer, my tongue now battling against his. Our tongues meeting each other made the whole kiss more passionate than it already was. I was ready to give up everything I had, if I had the possibility of staying in that exact moment forever. “I love you.”
“I love you too, Tyler.”
So the stars witnessed us, being destined to be together.
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saltynemo · 6 years
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Cause and Effect
I’m alive bitches
(this was requested)
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Sorry i’ve been ghosting, stressful life these days. Im 14, I have no sense of responsibility running a fanfic page.
 Tyler and Y/n get in a fight and he decides to end the marriage. The effect wasn't so great and led Y/n into a dark hole.
Warnings: Angst, Cussing, Fighting/Arguing (if you’re sensitive to this stuff like me, I advise you don’t read), 
Word Count: 976
S/N=Ship Name
     “You never spend time with me, Tyler! The only thing I see you do is sleep, leave the house, or watch TV!” I speak firmly, animating my hands in a chopping motion. I was upset. Upset that Tyler never talked to me as much as he used to. Upset that he always leaves the house. Upset I never see him. I was starting to believe he loved his career more than he loved me.
     “What are you talking about, Y/n? We always spend time together. Like the night before last. We watched a movie!” He replies, tossing his jacket on the couch, walking towards the kitchen.
     “You fell asleep in the middle of the movie. Plus, the only reason we watched it was because I complained to you about how you don’t spend time with me!” I shout, crossing my arms.
     “Y/n, I’ve been busy lately. This goddamn album is almost done and I just need to relax when I get home.”
     “Relax with me!” I cry. “Cuddle up next to me and tell me you love me while you snooze on my shoulder!” 
     “I need to sleep alone. I’m not always in the mood to cuddle, ya’ know?” He sighs.
     “Just because you have a mental illness doesn't mean you cant show me some love!” I shout, my words cutting the air. I instantly regretted it when it left my mouth.
     “Do not bring Blurryface into this!” He barks, pointing at me sharply. I sigh, rubbing the sides of my head.
     “I’m sorry.” I put my hands down. “I shouldn't have said that.”
     “Look, Y/n..” He exhales. “Our marriage isn't working out. You’re unhappy and I’m unhappy.” My heart drops, feeling as if it has stopped. It felt like the world and the universe just split. Is he really doing this to me? “I think we should split up...”
     It has been 24 hours since he broke up with me. He decided to sleep in the guest bedroom while I took the master bedroom. I tried to talk him into letting me sleep in the guest bedroom, but he made up his mind. I haven't thought of a way to tell the Clique about us, but I knew it would be horrible if they found out a different way.
     I posted on Instagram a picture of a black screen with the caption explaining the current situation. I basically said we were both unhappy and decided to end the marriage, concluding the statement with saying it was both our fault and I still care for him. Seconds I hit the Share button, my Instagram was full of shocked fans commenting and hearts. I wonder how this will turn out...
     The first couple of hours were comments of Stunned fans and devastated S/N accounts. For the next couple of days, death threats and harsh comments or DMs were the only things I saw. “You’ll pay for hurting Tyler” and “You deserve death” were the most common words I saw. It’s only been 3 days and I already fell into a depression. I’ve always been a happy person, but the disconnection between me and Tyler, including the Clique’s negativity, made me shiver from sobbing non-stop.
     All I felt was regret and sadness. Tyler found me an apartment and decided to rent me a room until I was in good enough health to get a job and pay for it by myself. I didn't think I would get into good shape anytime soon.
     I noticed I haven't eaten in days, my organs possibly failing from the lack of nutrition. I persuade myself to get up from my bed and go out. I slap on a hoodie and sweatpants, not caring for the hot and humid weather that awaited for me outside. I slip on socks, my vans following the process. Grabbing a 20 on my counter, I walk out the door, heading towards the Grocery Store.
     It barely took me 10 minutes to fill a bag with Ice Cream and head out the door. I was looking forward to binging and crying for the next couple of hours. As I make my way down the street, I hear gasps behind me. I glance over my shoulder, seeing a group of what seemed like young adults. One of them wore a Twenty One Pilots shirt, making me nearly jump. I walk faster, hoping they would get the idea that I wasn't in the mood to answer questions.
     “Hey!” One of them shouts, jogging up to me. “Y/n!” She shouts again, tapping my shoulder when she caught up to me. I turn around, faking a smile.
     “Hi.” I study her face, her stone cold expression making it obvious she wasn't happy with me.
     “Why did you break up with Tyler?” She asks, attitude dripping from her mouth. “Why would you break his heart like that.” 
     “You got this all wro-”
     “No, we understand the situation.” Another girl asks, the whole group caught up with me and plastered with scornful faces.
     “You broke up with Tyler and broke his heart. The ‘we still care about each other’ bullshit didn't fool us!” She barks, crossing her arms.
     “You’re a horrible person.” A third girl chimes in.
     “Now listen, believe what you want to believe, but me and Tyler are on good terms. I have no clue where-” I begin, the girl’s voices cutting me off. I was in no shape to argue what’s true and untrue with them. I may be older than them, but I felt powerless. 
     Filled to the brim with rage and fear, I walk away, the group hot in my tracks. They yell swears at me, telling me I cant face the truth. I continue to walk, blocking out the noise until I couldn't hear anything. It was all a blur. The first moment, I was walking away from them; the next moment, I was in a hospital bed, surrounded by nurses.
(bad ending, but It took me basically 35 minutes to write so :[)
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heytheregreeneyes · 6 years
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Passed Out (pt. 2)
Tyler's POV:
What broke me from my thoughts was her eyelids fluttering. She was waking up.
Your POV:
You felt your eyes open slowly; they had basically been sealed shut when you... wait... what happened? Where were you? Before you did anything, you blindly assessed your surroundings; you could still hear the crowd cheering and screaming, but it was more distant, and they were chanting "come back out!" And "Tyler!" etc. Your hands moved slightly to feel what surface you were lying on. It was slippery and warm, but you guessed that was from your sweat.
You managed to peel your eyes open and you attempted to sit up and look around, but your head swam and you plopped right back down onto the damp mat that you apparently had been laying on for about 10 minutes now. You huffed in your defeat. You stared at a very high ceiling with bars crisscrossing all above, and lights hanging from some. You turned your head and saw a few bottles of water sitting on a table about 4-5 feet from your elevated mat, along with a walkie talkie, a backstage pass, and a piece of paper that you couldn't read from where you were.
You were bummed that you had passed out, and you had no idea how much of the concert you'd actually missed. You were eager to get back on your feet and maybe get back to the outskirts of the pit so you could listen to the Trees speech and gather as much confetti as you possibly could in your shirt. You assumed that one of the people from security had taken you out and taken you to paramedics outside the stadium. But that wouldn't explain how loud the crowd was and the beams high above your head.
You heard someone take a deep breath and then a strangely familiar voice following it. "H-how do you feel?"
You couldn't place his voice, and you knew it was too soon to try to get up and find out,  so you just laid there and closed your eyes "I'm not exactly sure yet," you said with a raspy voice. You laughed meekly at yourself; you sounded terrible. You mentally kicked yourself for not drinking more water. If you had, you probably would still be out there, enjoying the Trees finale.
You heard a light chuckle, and then shortly after, you felt a hand- no. The back of a hand- on your forehead. You unconsciously leaned into his touch. You wondered who it was, since you had recognized his voice a few moments before.
Your eyes were still closed at this point, so you tried to make this fun for yourself. You wanted to keep your eyes closed and try to guess who it is.
The hand moved to your cheek and you shivered. You couldn't take the mystery any longer, so you opened your eyes again and almost passed out again at what you saw.
You looked straight up into the warm dark brown eyes of your biggest influence and probably your favorite person in the world. You looked into the eyes of one of the most intelligent people you knew of, and certainly one of the most talented. The eyes of a man who had changed your life and so many others'.
What made your stomach flip was that Tyler was looking right back down into your eyes with the same look of awe and wonderment as was in yours. He looked at you as if you were the world famous musician who had won a Grammy. He looked at you as if you were the one who had saved hundreds of lives with his words alone. As if you were the one to be awed at.
You felt your cheeks flush when he noticed your shocked expression and gave a knowing smile in return. His smile faded though, and you saw his eyes travel up and down your face. You then noticed that he was leaning on his right arm, which was just to the left of your waist, so he was hovering over you. He quickly realized, though, that he was getting a little bit too intimate, especially since this was the first time you'd met. He stood straight up again and slowly took a small step back. He scratched the back of his neck, which was turning a deep shade of pink along with his face, while looking anywhere except for your eyes.
When he heard the volume of the audience growing, he turned his head to his right and looked back to the direction of the crowd, realizing that he had something kind of important to get back to; the concert that he'd abandoned. He turned back to you with a worried look on his face and took the small step he took back, back towards you again.
"Uh, so, do you know how you feel yet?" He asked worriedly. He finally met your eyes with his own, apparently having forgotten about the awkward moment before.
You smiled. "I think I'm doing pretty good, considering." You said, still laying down, with a light chuckle.
Just to impress him, you gathered all of your strength (which you were slowly gaining back) to sit up and swing one leg over the side of the table and the other bent beneath you, so that you were sitting up and facing him. Your vision blurred a bit during the process, making his face blurry, but you were surprised at yourself. You swayed unsteadily.
At first he looked concerned with your obvious weakness, but then he smiled his cute smile with crooked teeth that gave you butterflies. His smile was contagious, and you felt your own goofy grin spread across your face in happiness. "That's good. I'm glad you're doing better."
You just looked at each other for a moment that felt like forever, before he seemed to again realize that he'd abandoned a concert when his eyes widened and he turned his head slightly towards the stage again.
"Um, I uh, kinda have to go finish my concert," he said, pointing his thumb behind him, with a laugh in his voice. "But, I-I think they'll let you watch the rest from here. Uh, hold on for a sec." And he jogged in some direction that you assumed would bring him to the head of security or some other authority that had power over him.
You listened to the crowd as you waited. You heard many fans screaming at the top of their lungs awkward things, such as "I want to marry you, Tyler!", "Josh is my daddy!" and more. You found yourself giggling at some of the ridiculous things people were screaming to the boys in hopes of being noticed, and they weren't even around to hear it. But, then again, you'd probably be screaming the same things to them if you thought you would be noticed by your two biggest idols, maybe if even for a second, and even now, you were still star struck at the fact that Tyler Joseph noticed you, let alone had an entire conversation with you.
Before you knew it, Tyler came jogging back in with a backstage pass in hand, and a grin spread across his face. You were still relaying and comprehending what had happened within the past 15-20 minutes. You were half expecting to wake up and it be a dream, and in reality, you had never actually went to a twenty one pilots concert.
He huffed as he slowed to a stop in front of you. He panted for a second or two before speaking to you. He exhaled heavily.
"Okay. So I had to beg the guy before he finally handed these babies over to me." He said, holding up his fist which held the straps to the backstage passes. You felt your own face light up, his following when he saw the reaction you gave promptly after his small gift to you, as if his presence alone wasn't enough. You bounced lightly on your mat which was starting to dry after sweating.
He motioned you to him without urgency, so you took in a deep, deep breath, and you used your arms to push you up off the mat. It was the hardest thing you thought you'd ever done. You still hadn't eaten or drank anything since you passed out, so your body was only a little less weak, if not as weak, as it was before you passed out in the pit.
He gave you a little round of applause to your mini accomplishment that you'd made. You grinned and gave a silly curtsy. He laughed and you laughed with him. When the short moment or two of laughter faded, you looked up into his warm, dark brown eyes and saw the same look of joy that you felt in your own.
He maintained eye contact as he took a large but hesitant step towards you. Up close, you realized how short you were, especially compared to him. His eyes were wide and his face was serious. He reached his hands out to yours without looking away, and he clutched your hands tightly.
He then raised his left hand hand to your cheek and rubbed his thumb on your cheekbone back and forth. Electricity followed his thumb beneath the surface of your skin.
Then, it all happened at once. His other hand followed, but it didn't merely stroke your cheek. He gripped the sides of your face lightly, and he pulled his face to yours. His lips, that sang every line that ever convinced you to keep fighting, collided with your own. His hands, that played the melodies to the songs that you held so close to your heart, entwined into your hair and onto the nape of your neck. And yours traveled from his hair to his cheeks to his neck and back. The power and heat of the kiss grew, and you began to get butterflies.
You weren't kissing back because he was a celebrity, or even because he was your idol. In the 10-20 minutes that you'd known him personally, you'd developed genuine feelings for him. And you felt like he had feelings for you too.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, the kiss gradually became more gentle, and he broke it when he rested his forehead on yours, his hands still cradling your face. You both breathed heavily for a few seconds before he pulled away.
When you looked up at his face, he was blushing; like a lot. He also had a dimpled smile spread across his face. He laughed as he once again, gestured towards the stage, where he still had to continue a previous commitment. You laughed.
"Oh yeah," he said. He bent over to pick up the backstage passes that he dropped when he kissed you, and approached you. He handed you the pass on the end of a cloth strap, and you slipped it over your head and around your neck so you didn't lose it. You smiled at him and gave him a thumbs up.
He grinned at you, and gave you a quick peck on the cheek. "I'll see you after the show," he said, and ran towards the direction of the stage. You knew he made an appearance on the stage when the various audience noises went from confused murmuring to fan girl screams.
When he spoke into the microphone, you could hear the smile in his voice that he had when he ran off. This alone made you smile, and your hand came up to your face where he kissed you, not even 3 minutes before.
It turns out that passing out was the best thing that could've ever happened to you.
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dreamsofpilots · 7 years
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Miss you...
Josh Dun x Reader fic, fluff
AN: Wow, so I got a little carried away with this one. I’m sorry it’s so long, but it’s fluff and was fun to write. Enjoy.
Warnings: Mild panic, some strong language, breakup.
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Received 9:55 AM
Seriously stop with this shit, or my GF is going to step in and trust me you don’t want that
My eyes were locked on my phone. I can’t believe I messaged him again. Why couldn’t I just let it go like a normal person? You break up, you move on, done, that’s it. But not me. Even though I knew I didn’t want him back or that I legitimately hated him, I still messaged him last night, only to get this reply when I woke up. Why am I like this?
With my hands shaking I went to my recent calls on my phone and pressed Josh’s name, he picked up on the second ring.
“Hey! I was just thinking about you, how’s it going?” His voice was always so cheerful, like every day was the best day ever. Normally that brought a smile to my face, but not this time.
“Josh..” was all I could get out. His tone immediately changed.
“Hey, Y/N what’s wrong? What happened, are you alright?” I wavered a moment, not sure that I could tell him. He’d be disappointed in me again.
“Talk to me hon’…” he urged.
“Josh, I,” I drew in a shaky breath. “I messaged him again…”
He sighed heavily, “Y/N why would you do that? You know he doesn’t really care about you, and he’s only going to hurt you. Besides, doesn’t he have a girlfriend now?” He asked, his tone clearly agitated. I knew this would upset him. Josh always looked out for me and never had a good feeling about my ex when we had started dating, but I had ignored him. I regretted that now.
“Yes, he does, and I don’t know Josh! I was just feeling lonely last night I guess and…” I trailed off.
There was a long pause on the other end of the line. Then, finally, “You know you can call me whenever you feel like that, right? Like, I’ll always be here for you.”
My heart felt like a weight in my chest, I had hurt my best friend. “Yes, I know that Josh. It’s just, I guess I wanted something else. Like you’re my best friend and what I wanted was something, well, different, I guess.”
Josh was silent again on the other end. I could hear a commotion in the background, probably the crew setting up for another show. “Y/N-”
My phone chimed, another incoming message. “Hang on a sec,” I pressed the home button and then to my messages. My ex had sent me another text.
Received 9:58 AM
And don’t get me started on why she’s a HUGE upgrade from you. I know exactly where to hit you to beak you. Sit the fuck down before shit gets real for you
I stared at my screen, my hands shaking. Why would he say something like that? He knew exactly how to break me? What kind of person would say that? And to someone they used to love?
I could hear Josh calling my name, so I put the phone back up to my ear.
“What did he say now?” he pressed. When I relayed the message to him, he blew up. I had to pull the phone away slightly so his shouting wouldn’t hurt my ear. 
“Who the heck does he think he is?! You listen to me, you are a goddess. Do you hear me? He was lucky that he even got the time with you that he did. You’re funny, smart, talented, and drop dead gorgeous. There is no way his troll of a girlfriend is an upgrade from you. He makes me so mad! I could cuss right now!”
I suppressed a small smile at his last comment. It would take a lot for Josh to cuss. He would feel like he was letting down his mom if he ever did, so he avoided it as much as possible. Tyler too.
“Look, we’re about to do sound check and Tyler is waiting for me, so I will call you after. But this is what I want you to do, first, block his number. I mean it. Block him from everything, facebook, snapchat, all of it. Throw out all the crap he gave you. I don’t want you to have any of it laying around anymore. You’ll feel better when you do, trust me. Then, go take a bath or something, make yourself your favorite drink, and just relax. I’ll call you soon okay?” 
“Okay, Josh. Thank you. I miss you”
I could almost hear Josh’s smile. “I miss you too. Now go, I’ll call you soon.”
I did what I was told and blocked my ex from all social media, even email. Then I gathered all the mementos, the hoodie, the cute mug, the necklace, everything I could find that reminded me of him, and I scooped them up in my arms and marched outside.
Luckily for me, my dad was already outside starting a fire. Since it was now fall, we had a fire almost every night, dad was getting a head start and burning some garbage.
“Hey dad,” I acknowledge him as I stomped by with my arms full. His puzzled eyes followed me, “Hey pumpkin.”
I dumped all the garbage right into the fire unceremoniously, and watched the flames overtake everything. My dad stood beside me and patted my back with what I assumed was understanding. After a few more minutes of watching the fire, I took a deep breath, and let everything go.
I stayed in the bath for quite a while, afterwards. I let the negativity wash away from my body, and watched as my fingers pruned up. When I felt more refreshed, I finally stepped out and wrapped myself in the fluffy white towel my mom and left for me, fresh from the dryer. I guess dad had told her what had happened. 
My phone was ringing when I entered my room, Guns for Hands blaring as my ringtone. I rushed over to pick it up from where it sat on my bed. “Josh?” I asked breathlessly.
“Yeah, it’s me. Listen, I want to see you, you know, to make sure you’re okay. I don’t feel comfortable leaving you alone right now.”
Confusion tugged at my brow, “But how? You’re on tour and I have work. Josh, honestly, don’t worry about it, I’m okay.” 
Josh was silent again, I could tell he was trying to think it through, but he really didn’t need to worry. His advice had already helped me quite a bit. “Are you sure? Because we have a day off tomorrow. I could-”
“Josh.”
“Yeah?”
“Breathe. I’m okay. I don’t want you to stress about me. You have the show to focus on, and Tyler needs your head to be in it, not on me. I promise I’m okay.”
He sighed heavily, “Are you sure?” 
I couldn’t help but giggle, he was being so sweet. “Yes, I’m sure. Besides, there’s only like a month left of the tour anyway. We can hang out when you get back, just like we used to before- well, before he came along.” 
“I’d like that.” I could almost hear his smile through the phone again. “Okay, if you’re sure you’re alright, I’ll call you tomorrow. But you can text me if you need anything, okay?” 
The rest of the day was pretty uneventful after I hung up with Josh. I spent some time with my parents, cooked dinner, watched netfilx, and I was fine. 
I was fine…
But then it was 3 AM, and I still hadn’t slept. My mind wouldn’t shut off. No matter what I did, I couldn’t stop thinking about what a fool I was. I had wasted so much time on this guy and had nothing to show for it, nothing besides a broken heart, anyway. 
As these thoughts flooded my mind, my breaths became shallow and rapid, and my skin clammed up. I couldn’t get enough air and I felt sick to my stomach. It was when the tears came that I decided I needed to talk to Josh. 
Instead of answering right away like he normally did, I got his voicemail. It was pretty late so he could be sleeping, but I didn’t think it was likely. Josh was normally on a high after a show, and stayed up late exploring or hanging out with his friends. Him not answering at this time wasn’t really like him.
I started to worry, what if something happened to him? My mind filled with images of him being hurt and my panic only grew. I couldn’t handle this,  there was just too much stress today, I needed to calm down. I just didn’t think that I could without Josh. 
Josh was always there for me. He made me laugh, he protected me when I got picked on, he always surprised me with little gifts or my favorite foods. It never bothered him when I called late at night when my troubles got to me. He would talk me in his soothing voice and I would be able to relax right away. 
Ever since we became friends we were almost inseparable. I always wanted to hear about his day and he always wanted to know about mine. We supported each other. I was so proud of the success that he was able to achieve, but I missed him all the time. He was my best friend, the only person I could always count on, and I-
Oh. 
Oh. 
How could I have been so stupid? This whole time I was wasting my affection on someone who didn’t deserve it when Josh was-
I hurriedly called his number again, desperately wishing that he would pick up. 
“Come on, come on, come on.” I pleaded, listening to the ringing continue. 
“Y/N! Sorry I missed your call, I’m actually-”
“Josh, wait. I need to tell you something.”
He chuckled, “Well that sounds ominous.” A pause, then this time with more concern, “Wait, what did he say now? I thought you blocked him” 
“No. I mean, yes, I did. No, this is about something else.” 
“Y/N you’re scaring me. Are you alright? Did you have another panic attack?” 
I was starting to get frustrated. “Josh, just listen for a moment!” 
“Okay…” he sounded hurt. I guess my tone was too harsh, but now that I realized, I needed to get it out. 
“Josh, I-” But what if he didn’t reciprocate? He’s such a nice guy, there’s a high chance that he never thought of me that way. I wasn’t that special, I was probably only a friend to him in his eyes. Could I risk destroying what we have?
A rustling on his end pulled me from my thoughts. What was he doing? A sudden tapping sound on my bedroom window nearly made me jump from my skin. I turned to look at it with a gasp, dropping my phone from my clammy hand. 
Josh was there, at my window. But how? He was supposed to be a few states away, the show would have ended only four hours ago. How did he?
I leapt from my bed, rushing to the window to let the yellow haired boy in. As soon as his feet were planted on my floor, he crushed me to his chest in a hug. The smell of his cologne, sweat, and something like the smell of an airplane washed over me. My heart skipped and danced in my chest at his proximity, and I wasn’t sure If I was warm because of his body heat, or just how he suddenly made me feel, being so close. 
“I’m sorry, I just didn’t feel right about the situation. When we hung up I booked a flight and left right after the show. I figured we could spend the day together tomorrow, and forget about that dipcrap.” He lifted his cheek from where it was resting on top of my head to look down at me. “Is that okay?”
I felt as if I could melt, or fly, or cry, sing, dance, laugh. There were too many emotions swirling around in my stomach, and my mind felt as if I were in a fog. I couldn’t believe he was here. That he would rush here just to make sure that I was okay. That had to mean something right? Would just a friend do something like that?
“Yeah, that’s absolutely okay, thank you. I can’t believe you’re here.” 
Josh smiled, causing his eyes to squint and his perfect teeth to flash. My stomach did a somersault. “What did you want to tell me?” he asked. 
I pulled him over to my bed so that he could sit, and I began pacing in front of him, not sure how to put what I’d realized into words. 
“Y/N?” I stopped pacing and locked eyes with Josh. I was surprised to see him blushing and fidgeting where he sat. When I didn’t say anything, he continued. “Before you say anything, there’s been something I’ve wanted to tell you too. I’ve felt it for a long time, but then you were with him, and I wanted to give you time to heal, but then I guess I just chickened out really and, well, I just-” 
“Josh.”
His eyes locked onto mine again, and I could see it. I saw our shared feelings reflected back at each other. I had been blind to it, and he had probably gone through so much pain because of it. I didn’t want to hurt him anymore. 
So I kissed him. 
He jumped in surprise at first, then relaxed into the kiss, bringing his hand up to cup my cheek. He tasted like coffee and mint. Feeling brazen, I crawled into his lap to deepen the kiss. I just needed to be closer. I pushed his hat off his head to thread my fingers though his silky hair. This is what a kiss was supposed to feel like, like fire and passion, and comfort all rolled into one. It never felt like this with my ex. I trusted Josh in a way that I’ve never trusted anyone else. 
Josh’s tongue flicked against my bottom lip, pleading with me. I complied and a little moan escaped him. I echoed with my own, my cheeks flushing and dizziness overtaking me. When we finally broke away for air, I rested my forehead against his. 
“That’s all I wanted to tell you,” I said after a few gulps of air. 
Josh laughed, his voice thick from what just happened, his warm breath mingling with mine in between our shared space. “Funny, I’ve been wanting to say the same thing. It’s like you took the words right from my mouth.”
That brought a laugh out of me. “I’m sorry it took me so long to realize, but I’m willing to see where this goes if you are.”
Josh gave me a sweet peck on the nose, “I would be delighted.” 
After a few more stolen kisses and warm embraces, it was time to kick Josh out. He couldn’t stay here with my parents so close by, but now that we knew how the other felt, we had all the time in the world to enjoy it. 
As Josh started to climb from my window, he paused to look up at me with those beautiful eyes. “Can I take you on a date tomorrow?” 
I pecked him on the lips and smiled, “I would be honored.” 
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when-worlds-end · 7 days
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INTRODUCTION
BUT I AM PETRIFIED Written by Nessrin
Conception ~ August 29th, 2024 10:38AM Published ~ · · · Finished ~ · · ·
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MEET THE CHARACTERS
Tyler (Ty) Joseph I care way more than I should about what you think of me.
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Joshua (Josh) Dun Bro, she's tearing you apart... and maybe in a good way.
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Alexis (Alex) Silvera You are that boy's faith, why won't you let yourself see it??
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PLAYLIST
0:00 Car Radio | Twenty One Pilots | "Sometimes quiet is violence..." 4:50 Stressed Out | Twenty One Pilots | "My name's blurry face and I care what you think..." 8:14 Tear In My Heart | Twenty One Pilots | "She's a tear in my heart, I'm alive..." 11:24 Holding On To You | Twenty One Pilots | "Entertain my faith..." 15:49 Trees | Twenty One Pilots | "I want to know you, I want to see, I want to say... hello..." 20:08 The Judge | Twenty One Pilots | "You're the judge, on no, set me free..." 25:07 Heavydirtysoul | Twenty One Pilots | "Can you save my heavy dirty soul?" 29:03 Doubt | Twenty One Pilots | "I'm no good without you..." 32:16 Vignette | Twenty One Pilots | "Where do I go from here?" 36:00 Fake You Out | Twenty One Pilots | "You say I'm not alone, but I am petrified..."
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AUTHOR'S NOTES Due to me wanting certain things to happen in this story, the TOP timeline has been altered/accelerated as well as moved forwards towards the current day. To clarify, I have shifted around the years so that things will happen a lot earlier than they did in real life (EX : Tyler and Josh will meet in high school rather than meeting when they're in their early 20s).
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DISCLAIMER I do not own any rights to Twenty One Pilots, their lyrics are not mine, their composition is not mine, their timeline is not mine, nor do I know them personally. Everything that happens in this story is a work of pure fiction and written explicitly for entertainment. If the members or their families ever state that they do not want fanfiction written about them/their loved ones, in whatever capacity that may relate to my story, I will take it down and respect all boundaries set.
I only own the storyline and any characters I personally created (EX : Alexis).
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callyourselfdun · 7 years
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Brush Your Teeth Before You Kiss Me
 “Have you ever kissed anyone before brushing your teeth in the morning?” he asks, you reply with a single “nope!” popping the ‘p’.
Pairings: Joshua Dun x Reader Category: Fluff Warnings: None! Word Count:1.3k
You wake up with no blanket, no space on the bed and light snores leaving Josh’s lips which isn’t shocking or new to you at all. This is how you wake up every Sunday morning and you would never complain. Your turn your whole body over to see Josh sprawled out on the mattress diagonally with the blanket all tucked in under his body; mouth open, drool everywhere, pink fluffy hair spiking in every direction and cute little snores leaving his soft lips. You can’t help but coo slightly at the adorable sight.
You shuffle on the bed over to him and curl up to his body, putting your head on his bare chest and tangling your legs together. You silently admire his face; no matter how much you’ve looked at him and seen his face, you could never grow bored of any of his beautiful features. Your favourite aspect was currently unavailable as his eyes were closed, but you knew that he was calm while resting and you weren’t willing to disturb that, you’d save that moment for another time. You move onto admiring his defined chest, shoulders and neck, his upper neck and jawline being covered in delicate hickeys after last night’s lustful events. You lightly trace little circles and hearts on his chest as you get lost in his shoulders. His tattoo that holds the most beautiful meaning behind it is a piece of artwork that you could look at for hours but each and every freckle on his other shoulder that spreads across onto his back just is loved as equally.
Josh slowly stirs awake, groaning as he stretches even further across the bed before pulling you in closer and hugging you tightly. He finally opens his eyes smiling groggily as he looks down at you still admiring his body. “Well good morning kitten, how long have you been up?” he inquires. “A little over half an hour, and good morning to you too” you admit, smiling cheekily while staring into his eyes. You nuzzle into his chest further, no longer having to be as gentle because he’s no longer asleep.
You both look around the messy but sunlit room before Josh gently lifts your face to meet his; bumping noses slightly, just before your lips touch you quickly duck away scrambling out of the bed into the bathroom and grabbing both of your toothbrushes, successfully putting toothpaste on the two of them without dropping either. Just as you start the tap to wet the toothbrushes you hear Josh talking to himself in the bedroom before calling out to you.
“Babe? Are you okay? Is something wrong?” He asks in a concerned voice putting his underwear on and beginning to get out of bed. “It’s fine, just stay there for a second” you answer simply, turning the faucet off and sticking your toothbrush in your mouth before walking in the room, leaning against the doorframe in nothing but his shirt and your underwear. He looks you up and down for a second, but lingers on your thighs whilst smiling. You blush, very aware that there are hickeys and bruises all over the pale complexion before taking your toothbrush out of your mouth and clearing your throat. He gives you eye contact again but you’re met with a puzzled look on his face and a quiet “What?” escaping his lips. You lift the hand with his toothbrush in its grasp and start walking over to the bed with the goal of giving it to him, but he successfully ruins your plans by standing up explaining that ‘he has to spit out the toothpaste anyway so he might as well get up.’
You both stand at the bathroom mirror brushing your teeth quietly, pulling faces at each other through your reflections occasionally. Josh being the impatient boy he was started mumbling something to you incoherently through the suds of his toothpaste only to spit them out in the sink and wash his mouth out thoroughly. You gave him a mortified look as you continued brushing your teeth, he hadn’t even been brushing for a minute yet and he thinks he’s already done! You spit the remains of your toothpaste out after another minute or so and he then decides to kindly repeat what he tried to say earlier.
“Why did I have to brush my teeth?” he asks in a confused tone causing you to gasp in shock whilst lightly slapping him in the middle of his chest. “There was absolutely no way I was kissing you with morning breath silly!” you exclaim, stunned by the fact that he was willing to kiss you with his horrible morning breath. Josh makes an ‘oh’ sound of realisation but then decides that he feels the need to challenge your opinions. “What’s so bad about kissing in the morning when I brushed my teeth before going to sleep last night?” You have horror written all over your facial expressions, why was he even considering that kissing with morning breath was okay! You couldn’t even believe that you were about to have a full on debate on wether kissing with morning breath was okay when it obviously wasn’t.
“You probably taste funny and your breath stinks!” you state. “Dogbreath!” you added, turning to point at him before giggling and hiding your now red face in your hands as Josh pretends he’s crying and really hurt by your words. “It’s not even that bad. Have you ever kissed anyone before brushing your teeth in the morning?” he questions. This takes you by surprise as you realise that you really have never kissed anyone before brushing your teeth, so you really have no idea if it’s that bad. With fake confidence, you reply with a single “nope!” popping the ‘p’.
Now its Josh’s turn to give you a look of shock, he couldn’t believe he was having this debate when you’ve never even tried the side you’re disagreeing with. “Really? So you’ve never even ever just woken up and kissed your loved one? That’s always the first thing I want to do in the morning!” he exclaims still in pure shock. You chuckle as you shake your head, leaning against the bathroom countertop. “Of course I have! It still is the first thing I want to do in the morning! Lets think about it in a different way, how about I don’t like my own morning breath and I don’t want you kissing me with it.” You counter, certain you’ve won this little ‘argument’.
“But I just said I don’t mind it!” He laughs out running his hands through his hair, laughing even harder when he sees your shocked expression as no words are leaving your mouth. You start going on a tangent as you walk back into your bedroom and sit on the bed, Josh following close behind. “You don’t understand Josh! There’s still all this bacteria and, and there’s plaq-“
Josh kissing you shuts you up. He’s soft but passionate and his gentle lips moving against yours causes you to let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding. As he continues kissing you he realises you’ve calmed down and smiles against your lips and proceeds to lay you down and climb on top of you. The kiss isn’t heated at all; it’s just filled with desperation, as Josh has wanted to kiss you all morning. You eventually break apart when you realise you really needed to pee. You pat his chest lightly, getting him off you “Josh, I really need to pee can you plea- thank you” Just as you’re about to stand up Josh leans over and whispers in your ear, following with a light nibble on your cheek.
“I don’t mind if we brush our teeth first or not. As long as it’s you I get to kiss every morning.”
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Cuddling On Tour (Josh Dun x Reader)
Psst… josh dun cuddling in a bunk with you plez
get ready for some fluff, motherfuckers
"Y/N?" Josh called, as he walked into the tour bus. You usually came back before he did. "You in here?"
You poke your head out of Josh's bunk. "In here babe." You said, and when he looked over at you his eyes lit up.
Josh walked over to you and pecked your lips. "Can we cuddle Y/N?" He asked softly. You nodded moving over so he could climb up.
"Are you happy with tonight's show?" You asked him as his arms snaked around your waist.
"Yeah. Tonight was sick." He replied. "Did you enjoy watching your incredible boyfriend tonight?"
You laughed. "Highlight of my day, Josh. It always is."
"You know I love you so freaking much, right?" He asked, nuzzling his head into your neck.
"I love you too, Josh." You said, while rubbing your hand over his tattooed arm. He yawned. "You're tired, love. Get some sleep." You whispered, and not long after you could hear the soft snores coming from your boyfriend.
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Chapter Nine
Tear In My Heart | Series Masterlist
Warnings: Mention of Beau, extreme cuteness ahead
Word Count: 2719
Authors’ Note: We hope you enjoy this chapter! (picture credit)
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December 2016 - Before Leg Three of the Emotional Roadshow
Parking your car in the driveway of Josh's home, you got out and instantly got hit by the freezing winds that had formed. December was always miserable in Ohio and you wanted nothing more than to curl up in front of a fire with a big blanket wrapped over you, but you had promised the boys and Jenna that you would be present tonight in order to help decorate the interior of Josh's house. He, thankfully, had done the exterior not too long ago and it looked beautiful. The bright lights shone down on your face as you hurried over to his front porch and knocked on the door.
Bouncing a little bit to stay warm and wrapping your arms around yourself, you waited only a few moments before the door was opened up to reveal a familiar smile in front of you.
"Hurry inside! You'll get sick!" Josh exclaimed and ushered you in, closing the door behind you, as you were greeted by Tyler and Jenna happily.
You smiled widely and waved, looking over to see how adorable the both of them looked in their matching ugly sweaters. It wasn't even Christmas yet, but they showed their spirit as often as they could that month. Suddenly, a pair of warm and strong arms wrapped around you from behind and they belonged to the one person that you wanted to be hugged by. You smiled and looked over your shoulder, realizing instantly how close he actually was to you and blushing almost instantly.
"Thank you for coming! We have the tree and it just needs to be decorated," he exclaimed, trying to brush off what he had just done as if it were no big deal. He let you go and then scurried over to said tree, reaching into a big box he had to pull out some ornaments. You slowly took off your coat to let it hang on the back of the nearest couch and saw Tyler and Jenna smirking in your direction, which caused you to roll your eyes. Making your way over in their direction, you stood beside Jenna and nudged her a bit before the both of you started giggling and helping to put some ornaments on the tree with little help from Tyler. He was too busy trying to get the Christmas music on to liven the mood more than it was. 
After a bit of time, Jenna gasped and caused everyone to look in her direction as if they were worried something was wrong with her. She quickly waved her hand to shoo away any worries.
"I forgot about the goodies! Y/N, come and help me!" she yelled and grabbed your arm, dragging you into the kitchen while you nearly tripped over things on the floor; causing Josh and Tyler to laugh.
After Jenna let go of your arm, she hurried over to the fridge and got out her necessary ingredients to start making the cookie dough mix. She looked over to you with a smile and pointed to the cabinets.
"Can you get me a few mixing bowls?"
"Of course!" you replied. It was obvious that she had brought everything over, because there was no way that Josh just had the correct things lying around his home.
Getting what she needed, you placed the bowls down on the counter beside her, receiving a thanks on her end.  The both of you got to work on the cookies, wanting to make them extra tasty for the boys, and got into a small conversation about the upcoming holidays. When you got to thinking, what you were doing... it was almost as if you and Josh were in a relationship already. You were baking for him - and Tyler a little -, spending time in his home, and helping him decorate.
Isn't that mostly what girlfriends do?
“What has you so happy?” Jenna asked upon noticing the smile on your face.
You glanced over to where the boys were standing near the tree, engrossed in their own activity. Tyler was standing on one arm of Josh’s couch, leaning over to put an ornament towards the top of the tree. Josh was beneath him with his arms out, just in case he fell. Tyler never fell though, you had learned that a long time ago.
“I’m just thinking,” you said, measuring out the ingredients that Jenna had put in front of you.
“About?”
“What life would be like if… you know. Him and I were to-”
“Say no more,” Jenna grinned as she added an egg to the cookie dough. “I understand you loud and clear.”
“Yeah,” you sighed.
“I take it things with Beau aren’t going well?”
You rolled your eyes, “Not at all. I’ve tried to end things at least five times since your wedding, but he just won’t listen. He always derails the conversation or pretends that he never heard me in the first place. I’m starting to think that I’m stuck in a relationship that I’ll never get out of.”
“You know, there’s always legal options… if it comes to that. The three of us are going to have your back.”
“I know, it’s just,” you sighed, “I don’t want to jeopardize the boys by bringing some giant legal matter onto their radar. Their career is really starting to pick up and I would hate to bring an end to that just because I can’t handle my stupid boyfriend.”
Jenna set down the spoon that she was stirring with and turned to face you, a serious expression now covering her face.
“Listen, I know that those two - idiotic as they may be - would much rather have you safe and happy, even if it meant a hit to their career. You’ve experienced firsthand what their fanbase is like, Y/N, they’re not going to ditch them anytime soon. And you and I both know that Josh would love to see you get rid of this guy.”
“He’s been wanting to see Beau gone since I met him four years ago.”
Four years ago. Had it really been that long since Josh came into your life?
“Just another reason to kick him to the curb.”
“I guess.”
Your conversation was interrupted by the boys wandering into the kitchen, carefully eyeing the bowl of cookie dough in front of Jenna. Josh hung around the far side of the counter, but Tyler was bold enough to come striding over and stick his finger straight into the bowl, earning him a swat from Jenna.
“You didn’t wash your hands!” she groaned. 
“My hands are spotless,” he said, making a show of licking the cookie dough off his finger.
Jenna only shook her head and went back to adding chocolate chips to the bowl. Tyler sauntered over behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and resting his head on her shoulder. When she was distracted by him, he reached forward and swiped another glob of dough onto his fingers.
“Tyler!” she giggled. “Stop that!”
You couldn’t help but smile when Tyler pressed a kiss to her cheek. Over a year of marriage and they were still acting like the same lovesick children they were when they met. It gave you hope that one day, that might be you too.
Now that Jenna and Tyler were distracted by one another, Josh came wandering over and leaned against the counter next to you. He crossed his arms in front of him, making them even harder to ignore than usual.
“It seems like decorating the tree went well,” you smiled, meeting his eyes to avoid your own from wandering somewhere else.
“I would say so, aside from when Tyler nearly fell straight on top of me.”
“Hey, at least nothing ended up broken.”
“Yet.”
Josh laughed and shook his head. You stared for a moment, letting yourself take in the crinkles around his eyes and the few strands of pink hair that were framing his face. He noticed you staring and raised his eyebrows, making you turn away.
“Want to try some cookie dough?” you mumbled, already reaching for two spoons that were sitting out on the corner.
You scooped up two sizable globs of cookie dough with the spoons, handing one to Josh.
“Cheers?” he asked.
“Cheers.”
You clinked your spoons together and took a bite of cookie dough. It was easily the best recipe you had ever tried, thanks to Jenna. She wasn’t kidding when she said baking was one of her talents.
“This is amazing,” Josh nodded. “Great job, Y/N.”
“Yeah, I really helped,” you snorted.
Josh laughed and bumped you with his elbow. You simply ducked out of his way, stumbling a little in the process.
You giggled, “Guess I’ve had a little too much eggnog.”
“Ok! Ok. Boys out of the kitchen,” Jenna said. You turned to see that she had broken out of Tyler’s grasp and was now standing in front of the oven, waving her arms at all of you. “You interrupted our moment earlier.”
“Your moment?” Tyler asked.
“Yes. Our moment. Now get out of here so we can continue it.”
Tyler made a show of leaving the kitchen, making sure to drag his feet and sigh dramatically now and again. Josh followed behind him and gave him reassuring pats on the back, still holding his cookie dough in his free hand.
Leaning against the counter, you watched the boys leave - your sole focus being on Josh. Shaking your head to rattle yourself out of a small daydream you were having, you suddenly came to the realization that eyes were burning into you. Your head slowly turned to the side to face Jenna, who was staring in your direction with a giant smirk.
"Girl, you have it bad." She wiggled her eyebrows, causing you to laugh.
"Jenna, stop!" you responded with a light push to her arm.
The both of you turned back to your previous task of now placing the cookie dough onto the tinfoil covered trays and putting them inside the oven once it was preheated. Now that the both of you had a little time to spare, you would be able to get in that famous girl talk that the both of you were known for. Josh and Tyler knew full well that if they ever interrupted your girl talk time, there would be hell to pay... mostly from Jenna. She was sweet as pie, but she had her moments where she invoked wrath.
"So, are you going to tell me your true feelings now about the Little Drummer Boy in there?" That sentence alone made you roll your eyes harder than you ever had before, as the reference was ridiculous, but you couldn't help but smirk.
"I honestly wish I knew what they were. I mean... I know that I like him. A lot. But, there's just so much going on with Beau and he won't take a hint that I want to break up with him. I really want Josh to be happy and he deserves it, but am I really making him happy here? Stringing him along while I'm dating someone?" you spoke softly, so that the boys wouldn't be able to eavesdrop. Jenna just sighed and took your hands in her own.
"Y/N... what you have right now? It's not a relationship. You both are just existing in the same space. There's no love there. You have a guy in the next room over that would give you the world. He's waited this long for you. He's not going to leave now," Jenna spoke in a similar soft tone.
Tears started to sting at your eyes as they brimmed up, threatening to spill over and down your cheeks. Sniffling slightly, you squeezed her hands and nodded slowly to her, knowing full well that she had never been more right. You pulled one another in for a huge hug and stayed there for a few moments before pulling away as she checked your makeup for smears. Once you were both good, you giggled a bit together and linked arms, heading back into the living room to see the tree all finished. Josh was just putting the finishing touch on the tree: the star. You and Jenna sat on the couch to watch in awe, her sitting beside Tyler and leaving an open space beside you. The four of you gasped as the light of the star turned on after Josh had plugged it in and you all clapped happily at the sight. Josh came out from behind the tree with a goofy grin and bowed before he made his way over and sat beside you on the couch... a little closer than you thought he would. 
Swallowing hard, you could tell that something was different about his demeanor. Something was off. Was he nervous? Tyler and Jenna hadn't seemed to notice as they chatted with one another while looking on his cellphone at something funny. Josh’s leg bounced in its spot and his hand tapped on his upper thigh as if beating an imaginary drum, causing you to quirk an eyebrow in his direction.
"You okay there, Dun?" you asked softly, seemingly concerned for him.
"Y-Yeah... I, um, was hoping that we could talk, maybe?" He wouldn't look at you.
"Of course."
With that, Josh quickly got up and motioned for you to follow him, and you did so, heading around to the back part of the house in the hallway. He obviously wanted to get out of earshot of the grinning couple that had remained on the couch behind you. Now standing awkwardly with him, you could tell that he was having a hard time with whatever he was about to say and it made your heart start pounding in your chest. 
"So..." he started and you let out a breath of air to silently thank him for breaking the tension. "...Tyler and I have the Grammys coming up and we've been nominated for an award. I was wondering if maybe you'd want to come with me - us. Come with us." He stumbled through his words and it caused a big smile to play on your lips.
"I would love to, Josh." Finally, he looked up to you with a smile that matched the size of your own, suddenly seeming much more confident.
"Great! We'll talk more about it later and I'll give you the details," he said happily and you nodded to him, starting to walk with him back into the living room.
The both of you stopped dead in your tracks when you saw Jenna and Tyler standing there with smug looks on their faces. Josh seemed just as confused as you did. Before you were about to say something to question it, Tyler just pointed up above you to show a newly placed mistletoe decoration. You and Josh stared at it for a few moments, before both of your faces flushed bright red.
"You have to do it. It's tradition," Tyler grinned and nudged Jenna, who was giggling a bit. 
Josh looked over to you with a look of fear, not sure what he should actually do in this situation. You decided to take the initiative with what little courage you had and leaned forward, placing a soft kiss on his cheek, before hurrying to your spot on the couch. Josh stood there for a few moments, dazed, and had a very brief look of love that crossed his face. He tried to hide it, but the grin that was permanently on his lips betrayed him.
You were too nervous to meet his eyes when he took a seat next to you on the couch once again, instead opting to rope Jenna into a conversation so you had an excuse to keep your attention elsewhere. Even as the two of you sat discussing the latest episode of your favorite TV show, your mind wouldn’t stop its endless loop of the kiss you had just given Josh. It had been brief, but the feeling of his cheek against your lips was enough to have your hands shaking. Thankfully, your oversized sweater - and Jenna eventually dragging you back to the kitchen - proved to be enough to hide it.
You just hoped that Josh was willing to wait a little longer.
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70 with josh 💕 thx
(Sry this is bad lol) 70. “What are you afraid of?”
You nervously run your hands over your dress for the millionth time, as you look at yourself in the full length mirror in Jenna’s and Tyler’s hotel room. You hardly recognized yourself. The floor length gown accented curves you didn’t even know you had, and the makeup made your eyes pop. You felt beautiful, but that doesn’t stop the anxiety that was building up in your stomach and escaping from your shaking hands.
“Can I see now?” Jenna calls from the bathroom. You had sent her in there while you put on your dress. You needed to be the first one to see yourself.
“Uh, sure!” You reply, and she opens the door, revealing her dress. It was bright yellow, like the colour of Josh’s hair, and you instantly felt self conscious. She was gorgeous.
“Y/N!” She gasps, cover her mouth in awe. You stay still as she walks around you, taking in the entirety of the dress. You had to admit, it was a beautiful dress. A deep navy colour, with thick shoulder straps, and completely backless. But it was something that you would never be caught dead in on any other occasion.
“Josh isn’t going to know what hit him,” She tells you once she’s done her inspection. “You’re beautiful.”
“Thanks Jenna, but have you seen yourself? I don’t even compete. Your dress is…” You couldn’t even find the words. She was going to outshine everyone.
“Oh hush,” She links her arm in yours, and you both take one last look at yourselves in the mirror. “We both look amazing. And both our boys are going to be in shock,” She states. “Now, speaking of them. I have a feeling they’ll be here any minute.”
You’re heart is racing, and your nerves are getting the best of you. It was the Grammys. Josh had asked you to be his date months ago, and of course you said yes. But you had never gone to an event like this before, and you were terrified. You were a jeans and t-shirt type of girl, and it wasn’t like you had never worn a dress before or gotten dressed up, but it was more the magnitude of the event that was causing your anxiety. Josh was used to the attention that followed him around, but you were still getting used to it.
There’s a knock on the door followed by Tyler’s voice. Jenna gives you an excited smile and turns to open the door. You’re frozen in spot as Tyler showers Jenna with compliments and kisses. Then Josh enters, and for some reason you’re worried he won’t like your dress or your hair, and you start tearing yourself apart in your head. He gives Jenna a smile and a few compliments before looking to you.
You immediately think something is wrong, because he’s not smiling anymore and he’s frozen in place. Your anxiety shoots from your stomach into your chest and you’re ready to cry. “You don’t like it.” You’re not asking.
“Are you kidding?” He half laughs, bringing a hand up to his mouth. “Y/N…” he takes slow steps towards you, his eyes trailing up and down your body. “Baby, you are breath taking,” He almost whispers. He closes the distance between you both, pulling you tight to his arms and showering your face with kisses. “I have the most beautiful date,” He tells you in a low voice. And now you want to cry because Josh was the most amazing human and always knew how to make you feel better.
“Alright, let’s get this show on the road!” Tyler says, rubbing his hands together before reaching for Jenna’s. Josh gives you one more kiss, then leads you out to the elevator.
Panic sets in once the elevator is moving. Josh had helped you forget your fear but now it was back. And when the elevator door opens and you can already see the cameras flashing, you’re frozen in fear. Everyone is looking at you, confused expressions on their face, but you can’t even tell them why. After a few seconds, Josh signals them to go ahead and when the elevator doors close he presses the emergency stop button.
“What’s going on?” He’s searching your face, trying to find the source of your anxiety.
You’re trying so hard not to cry, only because your makeup was done so beautifully. You can’t help but let a few tears fall as your boyfriend soothes you. “I’m scared,” You whisper, looking up to meet his warm brown eyes.
“What are you afraid of?” It’s a genuine questions. He’s running his hands up and down your arms lightly, leaving goosebumps wherever he touches.
You shrug. “Messing up,” You answer. “This is so overwhelming, and I just feel like- like I’m not prepared. That people are going to question why you brought me.”
“Let them question, who care what they think? I brought you because you’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, and I wanted to share this moment with you.” He cups your face in his hands. “You don’t have to be afraid of anything, my love. I won’t leave your side.” He softly places a kiss on your lips, being mindful of your lipstick and makeup.
“Josh,” you almost sob as a few more tears escape your eyes. He only smiles and wipes them away with his thumbs before taking your hand in his and disabling the emergency stop.
Josh doesn’t let you go the entire night, whether it was holding your hand or having an arm wrapped around your waist. And you decided - as they walked on stage in their underwear to accept their first grammy - that you would endure this over and over if it meant you got to watch Josh’s dreams come true, for the rest of your life.
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