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#LIKE ??.!.!..&.&::£: I CANT BELIEVE HE VOICED THIS GUY??? no wonder cuz i really thought i was kinda familiar with it
raamitsu · 1 year
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also THIS GUY….. another ryuichi nakamura’s masterpiece 😆
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kamil-a · 1 year
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 oh god i almost have to leave for another 2 days lemme post fast
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lmao demanding your demon friend to give you funky zoom backgrounds. also the way he makes fun of blood’s voice is so good. i wonder if its mandatory roleholder socializing or he was like “hey knock us out” for funsies, it’s a raised possibility that it’s a rule-tea party but not confirmed iirc? 
(reminder 2 self i need to rewatch the elliot vs julius bit to remember exactly whats going on with his worm gas (long distance chloroform) lmao.)
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huh....
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the angst of wanting to give ur online friends food and presents in real life :(( but also like u ARE very much the guy insisting greater wonderland is a dream, you cant get mad she doesnt differentiate your special dreamtime as something else. and it kinda plays into a greater theme of him wanting to have his cake (falling in love with alice for the person she is bc of the experiences she has been through and her humanity and care for individuals) and eat it too (have her lock away her experiences/memories and become no longer human). im really interested to see how it ends up. 
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he wants to hear her say it verbally.... even when he can hear whats in her heart...
oh he also says he cant access stuff not consciously thought of at any given moment/cant just root around through all deep feelings which I Do Not Quite Believe. i think it might be kind of true and kind of not but i dont have time to really get into it. just gonna quote snoot about it for now
yes yes, lie of omission due to the machinations and such
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he was all mopey because ohhh she doesnt need me anymore cuz she’s used to living here now :(( ncnffvvjmvmgjk can we transition from therapist to [pleading emojis] besties, pweaaase,
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she asks him if he can sort of drain her vial so she has more time before going home and he COMPLETELY derails it for fursona and nap time, which, BIG ????, like im sure he’s cheering that she wants to stay and he is the reason, but also i wonder why he derailed it / if he’s Up To Something. of course maybe he’s just up to the evil plan of wanting cuddles.  which he achieved. 
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FURSONAAAA <3333 (don’t have caps but he explained tapirs have dream eater symbolism!! i also looked up many silly dream animal facts.)
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this is so sad ... bugboys are drawing mammal fursonas cuz they’re self conscious <//3
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aaaaaaaaaaa.........
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waifu-13 · 3 years
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And what the hell are we.
an- guess whos emotional over a guy again? me i am. guess whos using kakashi to write out her feelings? me againnn 
tw- mentions of drinking, 
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"Stop. You only like me when your drunk." The words like venom come out of their mouth but their eyes tell a different story as pain lingers in them, leaving Kakashi stunned.. only when he's drunk? they really thinks that? Is he that different.
" what do you mean?" The gray haired sensei ask. they said it, they needed to explain it.
"it's self explanatory. You only care and make promises while drunk, you don't even bat an eye at me while sober Kakashi" only while drunk? He can't get that sentence out of his mind. Did he pain them that much? they always joined him when he drank, sometimes he'd forget but c'mon..it's not that bad right?
" what do you still not understand?, Why can't you like me while sober to?" their voice holding anger, their eyes still telling the tail of hurt. their heart loved him so much but their relationship is unspoken for.
"darling.." his voice trails off unable to know what to say. If drunk words are sober thoughts then why is it only when drunk can they mean the world to him but sober he doesn't remember promising it to them.
"darling what? Answer me damnit" he's just as confused as they are, the emotions running while in both their minds for different reasons.
In theirs, they just wants to know what's so wrong with them his mind has to be foggy in order to love them fully , and why for the love of God he can't stay true to his word when sober.
In his, he's just wondering how different he acts when drunk, he was sober in this moment but his mind reminds fogged not knowing exactly what to say or do.
"i-i.. I'm sorry darling" the only weak words he can say, he meant every bit of it.
"sure you are.." is what they says but deep down they believes him. Kakashi pulls them in for a hug and they doesn't fight it cuz all they needs is to be in his arms.
"I love you, you know that right?" He says leaving a light kiss on their forehead,
" mhm.." lanced with some doubts in it... maybe he meant it this time. but i love you cant fix everything, it cant mend holes left from broken promises and it cant wipe the tears from your eyes.  
“what are we?” the uncertainty  in your voice when you ask makes it more clear to Kakashi that his drunk state does say more then sober him 
“we are..hm..here make it easy. I'm yours and your mine but not dating” he kisses your head again. 
“now lets rest okay?” you nod, defended by how he answers almost everything so perfectly.. 
laying with him feels nice, but your thoughts of the fight can ruin things. but what the hell are we? 
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keepcalm-and-beyou · 4 years
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Her
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Summary: Running into Pete at a Party was expected with the mutual friends you have. When a simple so called secret is heard how will the night turn out between you two. 
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Colson’s place was decently packed with people you know having a good time drinking, smoking, and doing some illegal things to. which uh i didn’t mind that’s for sure. I’v seen faces of friends and people i know, people i don’t fucking know and someone i didn’t know was going to be here. man Colson is an dick he should of told me she would be here. him of all bros knew her being here would be something i’d like to know. I have no clue if she even saw me or cares that i’m here when she is here to, why would she care really not like i’m her ex boyfriend. nope not hers, just her best friends.. and that how i first met her through Ariana. she was one of Ariana’s friends i got along with really well, someone i really liked maybe a little to much. but i was with Ariana and i wasn’t the type to act on the confusing infatuation i seemed to have in my head with her. like fuck come on who wouldn’t of been attracted to her, she was gorgeous, her curves were sexy as hell not the body type i tended to be seen with skinny no ass chicks. she was also smart and funny her laugh was intoxicating and i loved making her laughs with the comedy i attempted. her bright big smile could make any one smile to and her eyes always held a kindness in them to most but they could also hold fire to go with her sassy wits when needed that she used to stick up for her beliefs and the people she cared about. she is a mix of many things and all those things just made me like her more. 
“your a dick” i whisper yell into Colson’s ear where he is standing by a wall drink in hand laughing with a few people by his side. know i wasn’t meaning it to be rude it was like half you are a dick and half joking bro. 
“what did i do man” Colson chuckled looking at my annoyed facial expression. 
“could of warned a bro” is all i said while nodding over to the direction Y/N was standing. seeing her smiling while shes surrounded by people. Colson followed my gaze and nod direction. 
“Oh.. my bad” he chuckled again. 
“uh oh yah your bad dude” i reply sounding annoyed.
“i don’t see the issue man your single now who cares if you wanna get with Y/N” he says slightly louder then i liked. 
“uh still not a good idea the whole best friend thing” i shook my head while speaking
“no it wouldn’t of been a good idea to do anything with her while dating Ariana but now you can and not feel bad about it” Colson tried to reason. and then turned his attention back to people he was near clearly making his words the end of that convo.
 I thought his words over battling with my self to even talk to Y/N or act like she wasn’t here, wasn’t here looking amazing and full of life as she always was. standing against the wall in the common area looking over to her, watching as she embraced a girl friend of hers, them smiling laughing and talking into each others ears. they pulled away slightly from each others faces as it seemed their short conversation was over and i caught her eyes on my slumped figure for probably all of two seconds. and even in that short time i felt panic in my self. was she talking about me? did she magically hear what me and Colson were talking about? oh fuck.. nah its probably nothing. i’m just to stoned i’m being paranoid. 
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I decided on smoking more weed and a few shots to distract my self. keeping a good distance between me and her and trying real fucking hard to stop glancing her way. Thank fuck for the liquor i been drinking making me enjoy my self and focusing as much as i can on the music and friends around me. a few of us dancing as a Kid Cudi song came on. that’s awesome love this dude. my dancing slowly came to a stop as i stupidly looked her way again but seeing eyes on me as well and a small smile on her lips. there was a split second i felt i was gonna faint at the sight her. her looking at me looking at her looking at me. air escaped my lungs and i coughed awkwardly looking away from her beautiful figure. i seriously wish i could stop looking at her. anytime i see her looking at me i freak the fuck out like why.. why you looking at me for? did i have something on my fucking face? like no oh okay then why??? 
Few more shots later and i’m sitting with Colson on a couch zoning in and out on the conversations around me. then i hear her laugh. if i can hear it she must be close, and i mean to fucking close. i look up to see her standing across from the couch only like three meter sticks away where a big chair is and shes laughing with a douche bag looking guy who’s sitting in the chair. my face crunched up and great now i get to see and hear her and some dude probably flirt. who the hell wouldn’t flirt with her right. 
After witnessing enough giggles from her lips and his hand on her body i had to leave before my bitterness came out full force at that dude. so here i am finding more liquor in the kitchen to drink. i wondered if i was being an idiot. maybe it was simple just talk to her i was freely able to i had no girl holding me back. but i keep thinking would i be an ass to go after her sense i dated her friend.. its not like i’d be the first guy the world has seen with an ex’s friend. 
“You gonna share that bottle or have it all to your self” that voice.. that giggle.. fuck me.. i turned to her my eyes bugged out my head a little surprised shes here talking to me. 
“Uh..Hi” really thats all i can come up with! uh hi yeah sure that doesnt sound like an idiot idk what does. 
“Hi” she giggled. and then silence.. great i made this awkward. of course i did yep that’s me everyone Pete Davidson the awkward dude that makes other awkward with my awkwardness powers. Mr superAwkward! my superhero name. 
“Well you seem awkward” she blurts out like no big deal. her and her bluntness. 
“uh yeah you uh can just call me uh Mr superawkward here to make every situation as awkward as can be. that’s me!” i stupidly use my awkwardness as comedy with her cuz the fuck else should i be saying right now i don’t know shit. 
“awe i miss your humour” she laughed. awe she laughed! yesss i made her laugh!
“I miss you too!” wait that sounded weird to say.. shit hold up let me remove my foot from mouth. why she looking at me like that. one raised eyebrow hand on hip and smirking. 
“oh yeah i bet” her smirk turned into a smile. i cant tell if she is joking or being sarcastic or what that meant. all i could do is take a swig of the bottle of liquor i was still holding and swallow hard in my still awkwardness. 
“there was this little bird that told me you liked me” she says no big deal all nonchalantly stepping closer to me. if i thought my big ass eyes were bugging out before then i was a dumb ass cuz now i look like Jim Carey in the mask. 
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“There’s a bird here?” faking seriousness in my sweaty panic. 
“oh yeah flying around hearing things they couldn't help but chirp away telling me” Y/N smiles while talking. that’s good right that smile that’s a good one. she took another step to me, she was close as fuck few inches between us. i licked my bottom lip nervously starring down at her. “so did the little bird lie or is there truth that was told?”.
“uh that bird might have good hearing and no reason to lie most likely” I shake off some nerves by taking another swig of the liquor in my hand. the second it leaves my lips Y/N is taking it into her hand bringing it up to her sweet looking lips taking a delicate sip as she brought the bottle down to her side she slowly moved closer to me, it took me a moment to realise when her lips were on mine. Once i knew what was going on i was more than willingly to apply to what she wanted and i have wanted sense what seems like forever. 
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“Glad to know Mr superawkward liked me back” she whispered so sweetly on my lips. I cant believe she liked me all this time to. thank god for being single now and following my desire. Her. 
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mego42 · 4 years
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best of brio hitlist: 1x06
Alrighty here I am back on my bullshit with 1x06 aka A View from the Top. The top of what you may ask? I really can’t remember, s1 has basically all blurred together into a sea of excellent eyeliner and Rio in a hoodie. Guys, did you know at one point Mick had a jacket that fit? I nearly fell off of my couch. What do you think happened to it? 
Let me open this with a serious question: who in the writers room was traumatized by a doctor bc this show has a consistently unkind view of people with medical degrees 
Like obvs yes the lady doc in s3 was lying for justice and puppies and to save Rio from making rash decisions in a fit of dramatics (lol good luck lady that is a fruitless endeavor) or whatever but still, yikes
Anyway lmao @ Beth being like your budget is $1 do what you can to save my trash husband from his trash cancer
Where did that energy go it was so great
Petition for the Hills to do one musical number every other episode 
I’d say every episode but you know they’re just gonna take it from Rio’s screen time 
Such a sartorial mixed bag this scene, on the one hand you have Beth’s hat (awful, work awfully, in total competition with the scarf, not a good look) but on the other you have Annie’s jacket (adorable, I want to bury my face in her hood and never come out)
I CANNOT BELIEVE WE GOT HOODIE RIO 3 EPS IN A ROW
AND NOW WITH A BEANIE??????
I say it again, s1 is god tier
HI MICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I did not realize that Rio licking his lips is in reaction to Beth talking about how much money the girls have been turning around for him
He is so horny for money
They were made for each other tbh
Shout out to Ruby’s hysterically unsurprised face when Beth swerves and asks for more money instead of quitting that is the face of someone who has been on this ride for Way Too Long
Ruby: in hindsight we should’ve never let Beth talk I see that now
GO BIG OR GO HOME RIGHT what a nerd I love her
Ruby: I am actually going to commit murder here and now
“Brought that mama van with you?” Why is this so hot I don’t understand nothing about it should be sexual least of all minivans
The way Beth straightens up and gives that perky little I did good!!!!!! nod is so fucking cute I want to punch myself in the face
YOU CANT JUST SERVE A BITCH A MINI MUFFIN AND ASK HER TO JOIN YOU IN A LIFE OF CRIME
A CLASSIC!!!!!!!!!!
Cut to Ruby serving a bitch a mini muffin, I really do love this show
HI TYLER!!!!!!!!!
Okay now there’s like, a preteen girl Boland child??!!! Where are these children coming from?????? Where do they go????????
I’m going to say something potentially controversial: I’m deeply unmoved by and largely uninterested in the whole thing with Annie and Boomer’s racist grandma 
Tyler: you can just call corporate right???? It’s not like this is a poorly thought through farce of a pyramid scheme with holes big enough to drive a bus through right?????????
It has been driving me bonkers since the first time I watched this ep trying to figure out who Christine Hendricks looks like in the brunette wig someone please put me out of my misery and tell me
Hey!!! Did you know I fucking hate Dean??????? 
I have mixed feelings on the sit down/that’s exactly what happened thing like on the one hand I love watching Beth effortlessly play Dean, but on the other the knowledge that the breathy baby doll voice she uses does it for him makes my skin crawl
I violently do not like when the Hills have conflict so I am electing to ignore it entirely
I missed everything that happened during the Boomer scene(s) because I was looking at Schitt’s Creek gifsets and I stand by my choices
I find the girls sitting on the swings weirdly endearing and I also really adore the framing of that shot
Seriously do not understand why they did away with everyone dragging Dean it was such a great feature
‘CUZ YOU DELIVERED
GOD!!!!! I LOVE!!!!!!! THE SMILES!!!!!!!!!!!
Rio: (✿◕ ﺮ ◕)
Beth: (◠‿◠✿)
Mick, Ruby and Annie: right???? in front?????? of our salad????????
My ultimate gg kink is, to no one’s surprise least of all my own, Beth surprising and impressing Rio and Rio instantly getting a boner over it
I would like to formally request they bring back this dynamic in some way shape or form specifically as a present to me bc I deserve it
In Beth and Ruby’s defense, the flip my game speech makes minimal sense, there were several poorly supported leaps
Shout out to Annie’s blazer and side boob, it is my all time fav Annie look
hey look my icon
Stan smelling the cash and goofing around with Ruby: 😍
Knowing Ruby’s still lying and it’s all gonna fall apart: 😥
I don’t think I properly realized until right now, as I’m nearly blinded by my tears of mirth over Dean saying “he’s never going to mess with you again, not on my watch” how much I love the dress Beth is wearing
This has been a very fashionable ep for the Marks sisters, Beth’s hat aside
The it was a choice speech would slap so much harder if Beth finished it off by stabbing Dean in the eye with a pair of scissors instead of dumping a bunch of money all over him
Takeaway from this episode: honestly it’s no wonder Beth is so bad at being a crime lord she had a horrible teacher that speech was truly insensible 
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dailydianakko · 5 years
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Undying Au-Fuck
help.
I woke up the next day in my coffin. I walked out of it and put on some black eyeliner, black eyesharrow, blood-bed lipstick and a black really low-cut leather dress that was all ripped and in stripes so you could see my belly. I was wearing a skull belly ring with black and red diamonds inside it. (Da night before Diana and I rent back to the skull (geddit skull koz im goffik n I like deth). Holbrooke chased Pool away. We flew there on our brooms. Mine was black and the broom-stuff was blood-red. There was lace all over it. Diana had a black MCR boom. We went back to our rooms and we had you-know-what to a Linkin Park song.) Well anyway I went down to the Grate Hall. There all da walls were painted black and da tables were black too. But you fould see that there was pink pant underneath the black pant. And there were pastors of poser bands everywhere, like Ashlee Simpson and the Backstreet Boys. “WTF!” I shouted going to sit next to Lotte Gothic Night’fall 666 and Barbara. L’Ote Gothic Nightfall 666 was wearing a black leather mini with a Good Chraloote t-shirt, black fishnets and black pointy boots. Barbara was wearing a long gothic blak dress with blood red writing that was all lacy and came up to your thighs and black boots and fishnets. Vampire, Dracula and Diana came. We started to talk about who was sexier, Mikey or Gerard Way or Billie Joe Armstrong. The girls joined in cause they were bi. “Those guys are so fucking hot.” Andrew was saying as suddenly a gothic old woman with a black beard and everything came. She was the same one who had chassed away Paul yesterday. She had normal tan skin but she was wearing white foundation and she had died her hare black. “……………….HOOLBROOKE?1!” we all gasped. “WTF?” I shouted angrily. “I thought she was just wearing that to scare Paul!” “Hello everyone.” she said happily. “As u can see I gave the room a makeover. Whjat do u fink about it?” Everyone from the poser table in Gryiffindoor started to cheer. Well we goths just looked at each other all disfusted and shook our heads. We couldn’t believe what a poser he was!1. “BTW you can call me Miranda.” SHE CALLED AS WE LEFT to our classes. “What a fucking poser!” Duana shouted angrily as we we to Transfomation. We were holding hands. Vampire looked really jealous. I could see her crying blood in a gothic way (geddit, way lik Gerard) but I didn’t say anything. “I bet she’s havin a mid-life crisis!” Su’cY shouted. I was so fucking angry. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX666XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX All day we sat angerly finking about Helbrooke. We were so fucking pissed off. Well, I had one thing to look forward too- da MCR concert. It had been postphoned, so we could all go. Anyway, I went to the common room sadly to cut classes. Diana was being all secretive. I asked what it was and she got all mad me and started crying all hot and angsty (rnt sensitve lesbian gurlz r so hot). “No one fucking understands me!1” she shouted angrily as her green and blonde hare went in her big blue eyes like Billie Joe in Boulevard of Borken Dreamz. Shee was wearing black baggy paints, a black MCR t-shirt and a black die. (geddit insted of tie koz im goffik) I was wearing a blak leather low cut top with chains all over it all over it a blak leather mini, black high held boots and a cross belly fing. My hair was al up in a messy relly high bun like Amy Lee in Gong Under. (email me if u wana see da pik) “Accuse me? What about me!” I growled. “Buy-but-but-” she grunted. “You fucking bastard!” I moaned. “No! Wait! It’s not what it fucking looks like!” she shouted. But it was to late. I knew what I herd. I ran to the bathroom angrily, cring. Diana banged on the door. I whipped and whepped as my blody eyeliner streammed down my cheeks and made cool tears down my feces like Benji in the video for Girls and Bois (VALK that is soo our video!). I TOOOK OUT A CIGARETE END STARTED TO smoke pot. Suddenly Avery came. she had appearated. “You gave me a fucking shock!” I shouted angrily dropping my pot. “Wtf do you fink you’re doing in da red team’s room?” Only it wasn’t just Avery. Someone else was with her too! For a second I wanted it 2 b Andrew or maybe Diana but it was HObrooke. “Hey I need to ask you a question.” she said, pulling out her black wanabe-goffik purse. “What are u wearing to the concert?” “U no who MCR r!” I gasped. “No I just saw there was a concert dat a lot of gothz and punx were going 2.” She said. “Anyway Diana has a surprise for u.” XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX666XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX All day I wondered what the surprise was. Meanwhile, I pot on a blak ledder mini, a blak corset with urple lace stuff all over it, an black gothic compact boots. MCR were gong 2 do the concert again, since POOL had taken over the last one. I slit my wrists while I moshed 2 MCR in my bedroom all night, feeling excited. Suddenly someone knocked on the door while I was trying on sum black clothes and moshing to Fang u 4 da Venom. I gut all mad and turned it of, but sacredly I hopped inside dat it was Diana so we could do it again. “Wut de fucking hell r u doing!” I shouted angrily. It was Picies! “R u gonna cum rape me or what.” I yelled. I was allowed to say dat because Holbrooke had told us all 2 be careful around het and Nelson since she was a pedo. “No, actshelly (geddit, hell) kan I plz burrow sum condemns.”s he growld angrily. “Yah, so u can fuk ur six-yr-old gurlfriend, huh?” I shouted sarkastikally. “Fuker.” She said, gong away. Well anyway, I put on some black eyesharow, black eyeliner, and some black lipstick and white foundation. Then I went. Den I gasped…………………………………………………………….Pieces and Nelson were in da middle of da empty hall, doin it, and Finnelan was watching!1 “Oh my god you ludacris idiot!” they both shooted angrily when they saw me. Finnelan ran away crying. Dey got up, though. Normally I wood have ben turned on (I luv cing the sheep of wuter) but both of them were fuking preps. “WTF is that why u wanted condoms?” I asked sadistically. (c I speld dat) “Only you wouldn’t give them to me!” Pisces shouted angrily. “Well you shoulda told me.” I replayed. “You dimwit!.” Nelson began 2 shoot angrily. And then………I took out my black camera and took a pic of them. U could see that they were naked and everything. “Well xcuse me!” they both shouted angrily. “What was dat al about?” “It wuz to blackmail u.” I snarked. “So now next time you see me doing it with my girlfriend you cant fuking rat me out or I’ll show dis to holbeook. So fuck off, u bastards!” I started to run. They chased me but I threw my wound at them and dey tripped over it. Well anyway, I went outside and there was Paul, looking extremely fucking hot. “WTF where’d Diana?” I asked him. “Oh she’s bein a fucking bastard. She told me she wouldn’t cum.” Vampire said shaking her hed. “U wanna cum with me? 2 the concert?” Then….. she showed me his flying car. I gasped. It was a black car. She said her rummate constanze had given it 2 her. The license plate on the front sed MCR666 on it. The one on da back said ‘AAKEW’ on it. ……….I gasped. We flew to the concert hall. MCR were there, playing. Vampire and I began 2 make out, moshing to the muzik. I gapsed, looking at da band. I almost had an orgasim. Gerard was so fucking hot! He begin 2 sing ‘Helena’ and his sexah beautiful voice began 2 fill the hall. ……….And den, I heard some crrying. I turned and saw Diana, cryin in a corner. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX666XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Later we all went in the skull. Diana was crying in da common room. “Duana are u okay?” I asked in a gothic voice. “No I’m not u fuking bitch!”s he shouted angrily. She stated to run out of the place in a suicidal way. I stated to cry cuz I was afraid she would commit suicide. “Its ok Akki.” said Vampire comfortly. “Ill make her feel better.” “U mean you’ll go fuck her wont you!” I shouted angrily. Then I ran 2 get Diana. Vampire came too. “Diana please come!” she began to cry. Tears of blood came down her pail face. I wuz so turned on cuz I love sensitive lesbun gurlz. (if ur a homophone den fuk of!) And then………………………….. we herd sum footsteps! Vampire got out her blak invincibility coke. We both gut under it. We saw the janitor Meenotar there, shouting angrily with a flashlight in his hand. “WHOSE THERE!” he shouted angrily. We saw a rat come. It went unda da invisibility cloke and started to meow loudly. “IS ANY1 THERE!” yelled Mr. Menotaur. “No fuck u you preppy little poser sun of a fukcing bich!” Vampire said under her breast in a disgusted way. “EXCUS ME! EXCUS ME WHO SED DAT!” yelled Mr. Norris. Den he heard the rat meow. “RAT is der any1 unda da cloak!” he asked. The Rat nodded. And then……………………….Vampir frenched me! She did it jus as…………………….. Mr. Mentouar was taking of da cloak!1 “WHAT DA-” he yelled but it was 2 late cuz now we were ruining away frum him. And den we saw Duana crying n bustin in2 tearz and slitting her rists outside of da school. “Diana!” I cried. “R u okay?” “I guess though.” Diana weeped. We went back to our coffins frenching each other. Diana and I decided to watch Lake Placid (c isnt da deprezzin) on the gothic red bed together. As I wuz about 2 put in the video, my eyes rolled up and suddenly I had a vision of something that was happening now. There was a knok on the door and Fafnir and da Mystery of Magic walked into the school!1 XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX666XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX All day everyone talked about the Misery of Magic. Well anyway, I woke up the next day. I was in my coffin so I opened the door. I was wearing blak lacey leather pajamas. Then I gasped. Standing in front of me where………………. B;loody Lotta Nighdfall 666, Vampire, Diabolo, Diana, Dracula and Barbara! I opened my crimson eyes. Barbara was wearing a tight black leather top with pictures of bloody roses all over it. Under that she wart a black poofy skirt wit lace on it and black gothic boots that was attached to the top. Vampire was wearing a baggy Simple Plan t-shirt and baggy black pants and Vans. Diana was wearing a black MCR t-shirt and blak jeans and a leather jacket. She looked just likee Gerard Way, and almost as fucking sexy. Vampire looked like Joel Madden. B’loody Lotte Nightf’all 666 was wearing a tight black poofy gothic dress that she had ripped so it showed of all her clearage with a white apron that said ‘bich’ and other swear words and MCR lyrics on it kind of like one dress I had seen Amy Lee wear once. Darkness (who is Avery) was there too. She was weaving a ripped gothic black dress with ripped stuff all over it and a lace-up top thing and black pointy boots. So were Hannah and Wangari. It turns out that Darkness, Diabolo, Hannahs and Wangaru’s dad was a vampire. He committed suicide by slitting his wrists with a razor. He had raped them and stuff before too. They all got so depressed that they became goffik and converted to Stanism. “OMFG” I yielded as I jumped up. “Why the fuck are u all here?” “Akki something is really fucked up.” Duana said. “OK but I need to put my fucking clothes on first.” I shouted angrily. “It’s all right. We have to go now and you look kawaii anyway. Your so fucking beautiful.” Diana said in a sexy voice. “Oh all right.” I said smiling. “But you have to tell me why your being all erective.” “I will I will.” she said. So I just put on some black eyeliner, black lipstick and red eyeshadow and white foundation. Then I came. We all went outside the Lucbh room and looked in from a widow. A fucking prep called Chole from Purple Teeam was standing next to us. She was wearing a pink mini and a Hilary Duff t-shirt so we put up our middle fingers at her. Inside the Great Hall we could see Holbreooke. FAFNIE was there shouting at Hobroooke. Finnelam was there too. “THIS CANNOT BE!” she shouted angrily. “THE SCHOOL MUST BE CLOSED!” “PAUL IS PLANNING TO KILL THE STUDENTS!” yelled Fafrnir. “YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE THE PRINCIPAL ANY LONGER!” yelled Finnelan. “YOU ARE TOO OLD AND YOUR ALZHEIMERS IS DANGEROUS! YOU MUST RETRY OR PAUL WILL KILL YOUR STUDENTS!” “Very well.” Holbrooke said angrily. “Butt we cannot do this. We can’t close the school. There is only one person who is capable of killing Paul and she is in the school. And her name is…………………………………………………………………..Akko Dark’ness Dementia Raven Way.” Diana, Hannah, Barbara, Darkness, S’ucky, Vampire and B’loody Lotte Nightfall 666 looked at each other………I gasped.
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Full Endgame spoilers/review:
(TL;DR: It was really fucking good. Theres some bad obviously but overall worth it. Even after reading the spoilers and feeling like I may not like it as much as I thought I would... I actually liked it more.)
- - So as I said I loved the movie I had some gripes but overall I thought it was one hell of a fun, entertaining movie. I'll go by each characters story in my review saving Cap and Tony for last.
Natasha- Honestly? Though I think the MCU dropped the ball on the 0G6 being a believable family... I think Nats role in this movie was sweet. I really like the scene where Tony Nat and Bruce were laying down talking about Strange and the stones. It was really cute but it really made me wish we got to see this earlier. Joss dropped the ball hard in AoU. Ive said it one and I'll say it again. AoU should have been the movie where the Avengers were a solid unit throughout the movie.Nats death was... heroic but honestly her and Clint beating the shit out of each other because neither could stand the thought of the other being sacrificed was kinda funny and cute which is jarring to the story. It kinda sucks that she was fridged before the final battle though.
Clint- What are the fucking odds that every one of his family was dusted? But w/e. Clint having a wild sword battle in Japan... it was ridiculous and weird and IDK what they were thinking with that scene but it was played really dramatically but I laughed? Cuz it was so over the top and silly... even though he just slit that guys throat and Nats like :c Clint~ honey no its fine... and they hold hands over the guys warm corpse. LMFAO WHAT!? Im at least happy his kids got him back if nothing else.
Bruce- ... Bruce with Hulks big green body? NICE. Thats gonna have some interesting fanart I can already tell and I lift my glass to you. I once tried to draw a little comic where Bruce and Hulk separated but also had swapped bodies.... so Bruce had Hulks body but I never did finish it I wonder if I still have it saved somewhere. Anyways. Honestly? I found Bruce in this movie to be equal parts funny and annoying? Like it was a bit jarring sometimes that he was so lighthearted despite everything.
Thor- When I read the spoilers I thought I was gonna really dislike Thor but watching it I understood where Thor was coming from and I couldnt really blame him for spiraling and its not like anyone close to him seemed to even check up on him despite clearly knowing where he was. Im really sad that it took all those years and only until he was needed for someone to try and talk Thor through what he was going through. Im not annoyed with Thor. Im annoyed with the rest of them (minus Tony and I guess Clint? Considering.). Bruce was his friend in Ragnarok, Nat keeps talking about them being family, and Steve is their leader where the hell were they? Unless im missing something... I guess Valkyrie too but shes been picking up his slack as a leader and was holding the Asgardians together so I can cut her some slack. ANYWAYS. Thor was kinda funny in the movie but it was kind of hard to enjoy his goofiness. It kind felt like Tony in IM2. Speaking of Im glad Tony seemed really tolerant of Thors drunk behavior... I was sure he would throw a lot of shots like Rocket did. I wish they had a moment to talk about Thor self medicating with booze... Tonys been there. I get why they couldnt really but.. His scene with Frigga was really nice. Frigga is a bad bitch raised by witches and shit.... she knows all~ A wise woman that Frigga.
Scott- HOLY SHIT Did I love Scott in this movie. He was soo funny and cute... and bullied a lot. You know I have a thing for easily bulliable character. And Scott just got spanked left and right. His helpless goofiness reminded me of Harry from KKBB a little. He bounced off everyone well and it makes me kinda wish he was one of the OG6 instead of Clint. He was more of the heart that kept the Avengers together than anyone. Also him and Tony talking about Caps ass? HILARIOUS. Bisexual icons honestly. 'That suit did nothing for your ass.' 'No one asked you to look!' 'I think you look great Cap as far as Im concerned thats Americas ass!' and then later Caps all 'That IS Americas ass.' Unbelievable. But his best scene is still him reuniting with Cassie. She was so big! Im so happy she got her dad back... but Bruces failed time travel machine scene.... that was a close second. 'Somebody peed my pants... idk if it was baby me or old me........ or me me.' Also the 'whats up regular sized man' scene is longer and more hilarious than the preview showed. FUCK YOUR TACO SCOTT. At least Bruce is nice to him. I ship GreenAnt a little. Rocket petting Scott and mockingly calling him a puppy. SAME.
Rhodey- JESUS RHODEY. Speaking of hilarious idiots. Im glad he got a bigger roll in this movie but he didnt hug Tony when he got back so whats the point? BUT W/E... He was hilarious and amazing. It was nice to see him step up as one of the sorta leaders after the snappening. But he was also A HUGE FUCKING DORK THE ENTIRE WAY THROUGH. Thinking that a secret cavern with a spooky name would be boobytrapped like in Indiana Jones and trying to convince Nebula to be careful. Naming a bunch of shitty time travel movies to prove a point about time travel (with Scotts help) and going back in time to kill baby Thanos...and Bruce was like 'yeah... no...' and him fucking TRASHING the magic of the iconic opening scene of the first GotG where Quill is dancing.... 'so hes an idiot?' RHODEY PLEEEEAAASSSEEEE have mercy. Him and Nebula are a trip. Also I made a note to mention Don Cheadles BEAUTIFUL soft voice. So here it is. I love Don Cheadles beautiful soft voice. He had too few scenes with Tony but their first scene when Tony starts freaking out and hes trying to get Tony to calm down was pretty good... and god that ending.... ;-; How come Rhodey got NO lines while Tony was dying? But also in the same position I dont think Id have any words either. I too would just cry. And did... for Tony. But yeah besides his lack of scenes with Tony I really loved Rhodeys scenes. I usually do. Hes adorable.
Nebula: Sweetie... You are just amazing. Shes legit one of the best most solid characters in the movie. The opening scenes between her and Tony? FUCKING adorable. Im sad we dont see more of them after the time skip. I also wish we got a longer scene of Neb and Rocket talking when she gets to earth... I guess just seeing them sit together sadly was enough to portray the emotions but.... I MEAN. More Nebula wouldnt hurt anyone. Having to see two tortured versions of Nebula was upsetting. Future Nebula who lost so much and past Nebula still under Thanos' thumb. 'You can change!' 'He wont let me' OOF. Im sad that past Nebula was killed... but appreciate that even in that moment past Gamora was upset to see her be killed. Im glad with Present Neb, Gamora was so easily heel-face turned. She loves her sister. Also their moment after past Gamora beats up present Quill was hilarious 'Really? This is the guy?' 'The choices were him or a tree.' WHAT ABOUT DRAX, NEBULA?! I know I said I may not watch any MCU movies after this but I might tune in for GotG3 for Nebula (and Thor).
Steve: I actually ENJOYED Steve in this movie for the most part. For the first time in any movie... even by himself I kind of enjoyed Steve. Especially the scene when hes fighting himself and his past self says 'I can do this all day' and hes like 'Tst... yeah I know... okay' Like he was sick of his own damn bullshit. And frankly? Same. Also him whispering 'Hail hydra' to get the scepter? Hilarious. I cant help but see it as a knock at that shitty Hydra Cap comic that everyone hated. But despite me enjoying Steve for most of the film... the MCUs inability to write a good romance and pretending like Steve and Peggys relationship was a peak or something completely undoes it all. It would still NOT BE GREAT regardless but the fact the RUSSOS are the ones who brought Sharon into TWS in the first place makes it SO MUCH WORSE that Steve dipped out. Steve should have moved on... even if it wasnt with Sharon. They could have at least MENTIONED HER but they knew they couldnt because then it would be too highlighted that Steve is a fucking FUCK BOY who used the niece of the woman he loved as a surrogate and that him going back to the past means hes gonna be meeting little Sharon at some point. Also? Really? Steve you have this whole new family you supposedly love and can live your life with but you rather go back in the past because the first woman who was nice to you was there? Move on. Its so fucking weird that hes so obsessed with her. You have your childhood friend and the rest of your new friends... and supposedly a girlfriend. IDK how anyone could be happy with that ending for him. But I guess its in character... remember the note he sent Tony 'I've been on my own since I was 18.' What about Bucky? He was there with you and you had family in the Avengers supposedly. Natasha seemed to think so. YOURE SUCH A FUCKIN SCUMBAG STEVE. Jesus.
Tony: First of all Id just LOVED his scenes with Nebula as I said. He sat there patiently teaching how to play paper football and held her win. It was REALLY cute. When he passed out she picked him up off the floor and sat him down on the chair and pat him. REAL CUTE. He nicknamed her 'The Blue Meanie' its cute and he tried to give her the last of their food but she insisted he eat it. Bobbos eyes never looked more gorgeous than in that scene where Carol finds them honestly. Tonys I told you so was really really sad. It had a lot of feeling like that scene in AoU when he laughs hysterically and starts ranting? Rhodey tried to calm him down but he just ripped into Cap. Also he yanked off his arc reactor and I FULLY JUMPED IN PANIC because I forgot it wasnt in him. I fully flinched. But he pulled his heart out and gave it to Steve and then passed out. Tony and Peppers daughter is ADORABLE. And her interactions with Tony are so sweet. Domestic Tony is lovely. I love that when Steve and the gang roll up on him Morgan runs out during their discussion and is like 'Mom told me to come and save you....' and hes like 'Well Ive been saved!' REAL CUTE. Also he swore and his daughter copied him and hes like NOOOOO!!!!!!! LMAO. LANGUAGE Tony. Tony is motivated to fix things seeing that pic of him and Peter. Hes such a softie. IM REALLY REALLY SAD that we finally see Pepper kinda GET Tonys need to be Iron Man and is like 'But could you rest?'. The one time she encourages him to go back to be Iron Man and he fucking DIES. Im so sad for Pepper. But that scene between them where shes like 'We'll be ok.... you can rest now.' FUCK. Im crying again. That scene between him and Steve- 'Someone shoula warned you~' 'You did...' 'Oh did I? Thank god Im here' has the same energy as 'Who taught you how to dance?' 'You did.' 'Well Ive done a marvelous job!' It was pretty great. Tonys nicknames for Scott are 'Pissant' and 'Thumbelina.' Im not OVERLY fond of his scenes with Howard. But honestly? My brother is the same way with our dad... he just chooses to forget the bad stuff and focus on the few good times. I cant do that but if it made Tony happier then VERY WELL. I wish Tony coulda talked to Jarvis too tho... just a word... anything? Best Tony scene is Peter babbling about how he musta passed out because Tony was gone and and and and Tony just hugs him so tightly and Peters hugs back and is like :D 'this is nice'! Though that STARK contrast of them after Tony uses the gauntlet... and Peter is like 'Mr Stark... we won... we did it... no Mr Stark...' Big Simba and Mufasa feels (and kind of Hughes and Elicia tbh). Not cool Disney. I was already crying. Rhodey was the first to reach Tony and Tony couldnt say ANYTHING to anyone and Rhodey just pets his cheek... Tony was just looking around as his family just has to watch helplessly as hes dying and Pepper tells him its ok. His funeral was really nice. He recorded a message for everyone kind of like his message for Pepper on the ship. Everyone was there... I think even Harley (Im really sad we didnt see them get reunited even once). The scene with Happy and Morgan was really sweet. 'I'll buy all the cheeseburgers you want....' It was cool to because... ya know.... Jon Favreau. He got a really beautiful end. I wish he could just retire and live with Pep and Morgan... but if he had to die... that was a really lovely sendoff. SO ALL IN ALL. Awesome movie. I didnt get to see past elderly Steve passing the shield off to Sam... I'll have to rewatch it again when theres a better version. Especially for that fucking STUNNING end battle. Even with the shitty cam I watched it looked AMAZING and I cant wait for it in HD.
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death-himself · 5 years
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enjoy my theories and me connecting dots that weren’t meant to be connected and also random notes
this is from my third time watching the new episode, including every single tiny detail i noticed because when it comes to theorizing i either dont do anything or go all out
also know that I am terrible at reading facial expressions so most of those parts are likely wrong
(under the cut because on google docs it said it was 7 pages long and i am afraid)
virgil looks automatically anxious and frustrated
logan stutters a lot after roman makes the "take off your glasses" joke and i cant tell if hes confused or if hes actually offended by that
what they all say the first time they yell at logan: virgil: "shut up before i shut you up" thomas: "WOAH WOAH WOAH WOAH WOAH" patton: "hey now heeeyy nowww" slowly turning into song
thomas calls virgil "the purp man"
references to Sword and the stone? may refer to something?
second time they yell at logan: virgil: "i'm gonna prohibit your BREATHING if you keep this up" (damn virge calm down) thomas: "please stop please i really dont want to think about it" patton doesnt speak (im pretty sure)
virgil glances at thomas a lot
is it just me or around the time virgil says "we're going to talk about something else now" he starts to sound a lot like deceit? Especially with that "sure"
roman gets easily distracted
"of course you're not a chick. You're a metaphysical human being. A chick is a really ??? girl"
why does remus appear behind the TV?
patton notices remus when saying "evil" virgil notices remus when saying "show up" and his tempest tongue comes in
when roman get knocked out the first time virgil looks at thomas like hes frustrated or annoyed maybe he looks at thomas like that because he thought it was thomas that was to blame for him showing up? since he was the one to have those intrusive thoughts?
also why does remus smack roman with a morning star?
all dark sides wear eye shadow confirmed
also this disproves the theory that all dark sides have a more animalistic features, therefore proving the headcanon that deceit just puts on makeup to look like he has scales on his face because hes dramatic
virgil looks kind of scared right before the song starts
during the song: logan looks done with everything thomas looks scared virgil looks furious and maybe defensive (that snarl tho) patton looks confused
why is patton of all sides to be the one to puke out remus (that's probably not the weirdest line i've written)
Remus considers any creativity that isn't dirty or horrific (aka his stuff) to be dull or boring
I think the A-Z part of the song is a reference to this one song video about the ABCs of ways to die but i have no clue
Even early on in the song when logan says "It's fine" it shows that hes trying to sort this out and get to the problem, but Remus prevents him from continuing, then allows Pat and Virge to say their thoughts
ROMAN CALLS REMUS "BRO" 8 MINUTES IN
"recently a snake offered me a morsel from the tree of knowledge" reference to deceit but also adam and eve
one of deceit's hands is holding a gavel reference to SvS
also deceit wears a coat just sayin
"No longer will you deceive yourself about the ugliness within you" this means that deceit really doesn't want thomas to lie to himself
why is deceit always the one with multiple arms when half his face is a snake? snakes dont have arms
Is remus holding up the mirror to thomas a reference to remus and roman basically being mirror images of each other?
Remus is SO PALE compared to thomas WHICH IS WEIRD CUZ THOMAS IS ALREADY REALLY PALE
I think remus is actually a lot smarter than he seems he knows how to manipulate thomas into believing hes a bad person by using religious topics and language, something that's been with thomas his whole life
also while remus is singing about hell he turns from normal to fully colored green, similar to all the other sides
Virgil looks so disturbed and frustrated after the song
"I'm really stupid right now" MOOD
when remus agrees with thomas that roman's his creativity he's just like "yeah...." SIBLING RELATIONSHIPS TO A T
Virgil and Remus argue like they know each other super well
Patton's so pure he doesn't even like to say "B-hole" precious dad
Remus uses words that have been said before to back himself up "Why do you want to stifle your own creativity, thomas?" 12 Days of Christmas: "We shouldn't stifle Roman's creative whimsy!" also all the other times roman's admitted to feeling ignored
Virgil's so uncomfortable he might have been afraid that remus would outright say that hes a dark side (bc honestly remus seems like the kind of guy to do that)
Why does remus like Jeffery Dommer so much?
also when remus turned his head to the side at about 10:30 the music matches and sounds like hes cracking his neck
Remus gets confused for a moment when Logan takes his "lot of good that did him!" seriously this seems to be a recurring theme throughout all the dark sides: them being confused by logan taking things literally You think I'm joking? I'm not Virgil early on gets frustrated that logan seems to "only take what he says literally" and I'm pretty sure I remember some time where deceit has to stop to process the fact that logan took one of his metaphors seriously
LOGAN IS A PSYCHOLOGY NERD AND WOULD LIKELY BE A PRETTY DECENT THERAPIST. YOU CAN NOT CHANGE MY MIND
Patton looks so scared when logan asks him to do the experiment. Hes like "what? what do you need me for? what's going on?"
virgil looks so tired and annoyed when he says "good save"
LOGAN GIVING OUT VALIDATION TO PATTON AND THEN LATER TO VIRGIL IS ADORABLE
wait does virgil blow at his bangs whenever he's really annoyed or anxious? because he did that in moving on part 2 while he was dealing with his panic attack in pattons room and then in this episode where he is clearly anxious throughout the whole thing
"No mommy I dont want the mashed potatoes" ROMAN HAS A MOM WHICH MEANS THAT REMUS HAS A MOM BUT WHO TF IS THEIR MOM
when thomas calls remus scary and he responds with that it sounds like a virgil problem Virgil glares at him so clearly defensive and angry remus just smiles like "yeah, i know whats going on"
virgil's the only one who doesnt suspect logan to be deceit when remus claims it
you know when everyone was creating theories about who romans counterpart would be and everyone was expecting them to be extremely elegant and suave? yeah, why the fuck did we think that? If the dark sides are like mirror images of the light sides, then of course remus would be this chaotic demon with literally no elegance whatsoever roman's the elegant, romantic, graceful prince, so of course whatever remus is would be his opposite
Cane and Abel - another biblical reference
also after remus says that virgil looks like hes confused or maybe just deep in thought about something
self-immolate means to set fire to yourself i had to look it up too remus literally wants thomas to strip, set himself on fire and play shake it off
despite all the biblical references reeling thomas in, remus is sooo bad at getting his point across "and then the baby...dies" "AND NO ONE SURVIVES"
a demented version of that "hallelujah" thing plays while hes talking about the baby bird and the airplane
"I am YOUR creativity" at that it flashes to Virgil, who looks like hes thinking about it. probably a sort of build-up to show how long virgil thinks about it before admitting that remus had a point
virgil looks so nervous when remus says that hes never been one to soften the truth
"why would you aspire to be so...boring?" (i feel like the word aspire there is important for some reason)
patton tries so hard to believe that thomas is a good person to the point where he ignores logic
THAT TURN TO LOGAN REMUS DOES IS SO FRICKIN TERRIFYING
it seems like both remus and deceit seem to understand that logan is the most dangerous for them remus threatens logan to try and get him to stop talking deceit chucks logan to the very back of the courtroom in SvS
"TURN INTO A GHOST" "TURN INTO THE HULK"
"I merely gave him a baby...AND A LARGE SHARP KNIFE" ME
"one of you is enough!" I wonder how that line affected Virgil? since it's possible that at this time he was already doubting whether or not hes really grown
PATTON LITERALLY DOESN'T KNOW WHAT REPRESSION IS
that voice-crack when virgil says "But what if he's lying?" That might show how he feels about lying and deceit a bit more. he might be terrified at the thought of being lied to
paranoid is definitely a really bad word to virgil and the others know it. virgil and patton turn to look at logan the moment he says it, and logan freezes for a moment to change it into something better
when both virge and remus say "but what about jeffery dommer" virgil just looks so scared, his eyes darting around as if his mind is racing, probably worried that he really hasnt grown
they keep referring back to "that can't be where the bar is"
Logan says "figuratively" to stop Remus
"I LOVE BEING GIVEN TWO D's AT ONCE"
Virgil looks so afraid that he's still the bad guy in this its so sad
both patton and virgil laugh at poop jokes they are 29— they are very mature adults
"I would never hide anything from you" *glances at virgil* I feel like that might have been the moment virgil realized he couldn't just hide him being a dark side much longer
THEY DON'T EVEN LOOKED SCARED WHEN REMUS SCREAMED THEY JUST LOOKED ANNOYED
as the vid goes on remus tries more and more to be noticed
why did logan ask virgil how thomas was feeling instead of patton? was it because he knew thomas was really anxious or because he felt like patton would claim that he was feeling fine?
while everyone's calming down during logan's lecture, virgil just seems to grow more and more anxious, since he knows that he'll probably have to tell thomas that hes a dark side
thomas and virgil STILL dont want to go to a therapist
virgil just looks so guilty when thomas decides to lie down on the couch
"It was just like old times" when remus says that patton and logan just look so mad that he would say that
after that logan glances up at virgil to see how he feels aww
VIRGIL'S SMILE WHEN ROMAN GETS BACK UP IS SO UNSURE YET SO HOPEFUL AT THE SAME TIME
everyone just looks so proud of logan awww
virgil sounds so lost when hes about to reveal himself
he never calls them "the dark sides", just "the others"
virgil looks on the verge of tears when he says "because i was one of them". it shows how much this affects him, and how terrified he is to tell thomas. this is even more terrifying to him than telling them his name, which was shown to be an important thing to him
and afterwards thomas just goes silent, and looks so lost and confused, maybe even betrayed. he clearly needed a moment to think before saying anything
then virgil shrugs and leaves, his eyes red and full of tears, probably too scared to stay any longer
once he leaves thomas just stares at the ground processing the information
i’m bad at theorizing and my thoughts are a mess rn so all of this is probably complete shit
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pinkykitten · 6 years
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Prom
FFXV
Warning: i did not re-read this
Requested: By anonymous Hiiiiii!!! I was wondering, seeing as it’s prom season, could I get some prom headcannons for the chocobros???
Authors Note: i never went to prom, ive never been, ive never even seen videos of it so this may suck, just like my life so. im not sure i did this prom thing right but i promise u this is super cute and fluffy. also i used young gladdy and young ignis for this so pls dont be mad. i just thought because they r too old for prom so i chose the brotherhood young ones. another thing is i am so so sorry this took so long i know u guys dont deserve this and i just feel so bad that i make u guys wait so much. just know u guys r the best and i apologize for all this. just know i am trying really hard to do ur guys requests. so again i am sorry, let me know what u think and i hope u like this. 
Noctis
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you are so scared in the beginning to go to this prom with noctis
 like excessive sweating
its not pretty
but napkins help 😜
you wear this dress:
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noctis went dress shopping with you and told you he wanted his “princess” to pick whatever you wanted
this dress spoke to you
noctis was a bit iffy when you asked him to this prom
determination, and pestering made him change his mind
when he sees you for the first time
BASHFUL BOIIIIIIII
he is a loss for words
blushing like a tomato
“noct are you okay”
its just you’re so beautiful!
takes you in a nice, black limo
you both cuddle in the vehicle
you thank him for coming and he just nods
he whispers in your ear how gorgeous you are, how much of a goddess you look, and just really how much he loves you
lets just say...you almost cry!
HE IS JUST SO GOD DANG SWEET AND ADORABLE
he even gives you little, special kisses all over your face
but he is still bashful
when you get to the high school everyone is staring at you two
obviously cause noctis is high and mighty
i mean he is a prince
you get self conscious, but noctis holds your hand for reassurance
you both drink some juice at the juice bar
eat some cake which had many flavors so you had (your fav flavor cake)
and noctis had chocolate
these girls came by and tried to flirt and take noctis away
they were gorgeous 
 but noctis did not care
“i am going to be spending an amazing time with my girlfriend who is the most beautiful person in this room”
THEM TEARS THO
towards the end of the prom they place a couples dance song
you are scared to ask noctis since he doesn't really like attention on himself
instead though noctis brings you to the dance floor with a light smile
you guys dance to Like I'm Gonna Lose You · Meghan Trainor · John Legend
its slow and just perfect
you both just melt into each other
enjoying the love
the whole dance floor become empty with just you two swaying to the beat
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“i love you noctis”
“i will always love you y/n”
Prompto
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oh my god 
the moment you mentioned it prompto was already shouting a yes
i think he was more excited than you
you and him went dress shopping and he of course took many many many many many many many many many
did i say many
pictures of you
until you found the right gown, in which you didn’t let him see
texts you the day before the prom asking if he should wear a specific type of suit
of course it is bright neon yellow, and it has a chococbo on it
“no prompt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
when he arrives at your house on prom day he opens up to see you all elegantly
you wear this dress:
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“promt are you crying?!?”
yep ya boi is shedding tear at how gorgeous you are
“holy crap if you’re this beautiful in prom whats it gonna be like on our wedding day”
you laugh at his comment and wipe his tears, kissing him on the cheek
“okay so before you kill me y/n. I was gonna get a chocobo to carry us to the prom, but I didn’t end up doing that so instead I rented us a car.”
its a vintage car
you think it fits prompto a lot
of course in the car prompto sings to you and is really all jumpy
when you both arrive you notice some kids making fun of prompto, calling him fat still after he lost the weight (which u didn’t mind at all you loved him equally both ways)
you stomp to them and start giving them a peice of your mind
prompto has to take you away from them 
kissing you and thanking you for sticking up for him
you both see cupcakes and just dart to them 
getting frosting all over your face, prompto has a frosting mustache
“excuse me good madam but you are looking ravishing in that spectacular dress” promto says in a old man British accent voice
you smash a cupcake in his face, you and him both laughing your butts off
after you both get cleaned up you hear a slow couples dance song
you and prompto squeal in excitement and make a run to the dance floor
you guys dance to Tori Kelly - I Was Made For Loving You ft. Ed Sheeran
the lyrics make prompto cry a little and kiss you lovingly
you and prompto dance slowly and just in love
prompto twirls you like a princess
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you feel safe and just made for this young man who you call yours 
Young! Gladiolus 
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you thought gladiolus would say no because he is always so busy
you’re very much surprised to hear him agree and want to go
“i’m gonna be wearing something sexy, i’m such a tease”
yes thank you gladdy
you try your hardest to pick something out that will make you feel beautiful and like a princess on the special day of the prom
of course you would never forget gladdy’s little sister who wanted to come to the dress shopping
iris giving her very strong opinions
JUST LIKE HER BIG BRO!!!!!!
she saw a specific dress and nodded explaining why it was the one
you were hesitant but iris reassured you it was perfect
the more you looked at it the more you fell in love
you wear this dress:
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the special day you are a nervous wreck
you are clumsier than ever
“whoops sorry didn’t meant to knock that over”
you hear your doorbell and run to get it 
you trip over your own feet as you open the door
YAY LANDING ON GLADIOLUS
his big, strong, muscular arms catch you 
“hey, baby are you o-”
when he sees you all perfect his eyes go big
you stand to your full height and give a bashful smile
“do you like it gladdy”
he is a loss for words
puts on his bravo attitude again but with a kind smile he tells you how beautiful you are
thank u iris!!!!!!!!!
you end up being driven in his car the whole way he keeps telling you how gorgeous you are
when you guys go to the high school gladiolus grabs your hand
placing your tiny hand in his huge, rough one
he brings it to his lips and kisses it
“ready to have fun baby”
you smile and nod
you both go to the drinks and gladiolus brings out his alcohol
“GLADDY!!!!”
he explains he wants a lil kick
puts a bit in his juice and asks if you want
you shrug and say yes
its not a lot just very little
after that you tell gladioulus that iris helped you pick out the dress
this makes gladioulus more happy and he kisses your forehead
you both dance to the music like a couple of crazy people
shaking, twisting, just acting like two dorks
suddenly the slow couples song plays and you sit down knowing gladioulus hates those
“hello, what are we doing? y/n we should dance out there!”
you disagree and he picks you up bridal style with ease
he places you in the middle and wraps his arms around you to dance to the music
you guys dance to Bazzi - Beautiful feat. Camila 
gladioulus tells you that what this song says he feels that way about you
he gives you kisses in the middle and sings the song to you quietly 
just between the two of you
since gladiolus is so tall you take your shoes off and place your feet delicately on his
your head pressed against his chest
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hearing his heart beat quicken at the contact you guys make
he chuckles and places a kiss on the top of your head
Young! Ignis
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ignis was the quiet one and he attracted you the way he cared so much for the young prince
you shyly asked him and at first he kept saying excuses that is until he saw how sad you were
he brought your face to look at him and with a smile said yes
you were a simple gal and ignis was simple as well
you didn’t want nothing to extreme all you wanted was to feel pretty
you went by yourself to dress shopping
noctis was there trying on suits 
he noticed you were alone and without your consent told you he was going to help you
WE’RE YOU IN THAT NEED OF HELP
noctis picked out a plain, simple dress
you had to say yes it was just perfection
you wear this dress: 
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it was light and feathery and it fit your body perfectly
ignis came and the minute he opened the door he was in love
you were not dressed up too much it was like you descended from the heavens
thats what he felt y’all!!!
“uhm, y/n, you look, you look, uhm, exquisite and just gorgeous”
ignis is never this bashful
ignis gently touches your hand and wraps it in his 
leads you to the car he drives the young prince in
“noctis told me you were going to look beautiful and he was very right indeed”
GREAT NOW YOU’RE BASHFUL
when you get in the car the backseat has a huge cake 
“did you make this ignis”
ignis made a cake for prom
wow...just wow
when you arrive ignis opens the car door for you like a gentleman
you help him with carrying the cake
after a few dances and drinks you pester ignis to let you try his cake
he is very nervous
he is legit SHAKING when cutting your peice
you tasted it and smile in satisfaction
with a mouth full of cake you say how good it is
ignis chuckles and kisses your mouth eating some of the cake
now your eyes are wide
“now it taste even better, sweeter i believe” 
SOMEONE CALL 911 OR 119 WHICHEVER IT IS WHERE U LIVE AT CUZ U’S DEADDDDDDDDD r.i.p
a couples song comes on and you barely sway to the music
ignis is shy when it comes to dancing but he notices how much you want to do it with him and he just cant refuse
he tells you how much he wants to dance with you and you both go to the dance floor
IS THIS A DREAM
you guys dance to Ed Sheeran - Thinking Out Loud 
ignis makes you feel loved and beautiful
he also dances so good
you praise him in dancing and he blushes
his hands grasp yours while dancing showing that he is here for you
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“thank you ignis for this amazing night”
“of course, anything for you, my love”
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15001700tt · 6 years
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Mix And Match
Jongin X Song Yong Sang (Alex)
werewolf! Prince! Kai x Human! Princess Yong Sang (You)
Part 1    Part 2   Part 3  Part 4   Part 5  Part 6
PART 1
The Pack and Humans have had a peace treaty that kept them hostile towards each other, to further this peace holding the Humans and The Pack decided to take step forward and meet up and hold a peace gathering between the two families.
The day came and Both Kings sat down at the dinner table in the werewolf territory for safety measures. They begin to discuss the measures they need to achieve to uphold the peace even longer as the war continues on. This started when a werewolf mated with a human, it started an uproar and New Age. People were furious but after a while they got over it, the New age started when two different beings mated, it messed with traditional values and biology. They created a new race, before the New Age a werewolf had never imprinted on a human before. The commotion caused the Royal families to take some precaution towards the new findings. Both kingdoms were not heartless, this was something that wasn’t taken light heartedly but also not sadistic, both races decided to not separate the mates from each other so they made a peace treaty that will last a long time.
A new threat rose when the Kims were in power of the Pack and the Songs were in power for the human race. The vampires, weren’t the most vicious out there in this world of supernaturals, because the Fae were the worst, but the races dealt with them long time ago and they don’t bother the species anymore. The Coven wasn’t the friendliest either, but they mostly minded their business.
But now they are out for blood for some reason that occured a long time ago. So to keep the peace with at least someone, the Kings of the Humans and the Pack met to discuss a marriage between their kids. The human Princess, Song Yong Sang and the Pack’s Prince, Kim Jong In. granted it is not the best position that she’s ever been in, but it wasnt the worst. Being a warrior princess and a stubborn daughter wasnt an easy thing that her parents agreed on. But they still love her which is why she’s still here today, she really wanted to fight them on this meeting but she couldn't really do anything about except whine about it. Which she did to her younger cousins Hyun Jin and Ji Mi, step sisters but inseparable since a young age.
“I just dont get why I have to go” she whined, to them the night before as they came to visit and ask her if she’s getting married.
“Its your chance to meet him and decide from there, you’re jumping to conclusions right now, he could be a very kind person, you know” Hyun Jin tried to reason with her.
“But I dont wanna meet him, I am fine being single” she huffed
“You’re being immature, have you ever thought that maybe your parents arent going to marry you off in a jiffy, they’ll probably agree to let him court you first” Ji Mi rolled her eyes at her tactics.
“I am sorry, who’s older here? Cuz its seems to not be the oldest” Hyun Jin teased. Yong Sang rolled my eyes smiling at her.
“Give him a chance you might actually like him, i mean have you ever seen his face? Its angelic, I am sure he’s very kind” Hyun Jin added after a moment with a sigh, again my eyes were completing a circle but this time Ji Mi joined me.
“Is that all you care about?” she grunted kicking her softly. She grinned at us before continuing, “Dont be like that! You know he’s very hot, especially his Nobles? I cant even believe that such fine human beings could exist” she sighed dreamily and very dramatically.
“That’s because they arent, they’re werewolves” Ji Mi deadpanned
“So this is what you guys do on your spare time when I am not around” she mused at them, Hyun Jin and Ji Mi’s cheeks flared red.
“No” Ji Mi denied
“Liar! You admitted that Kyungsoo is hot yesterday!” Hyun Jin accused. The princess burst in laughter when Ji Mi covered her face in embarrassment.
“You guys are tempting me to take you with me tomorrow just to see you guys get all squirmy and shy” she joked. They shook their heads ferociously at her, she smirked.
The next day was spent getting ready for the dinner, she wore a beautiful blue dress with a white shawl, she loves this dress, she sighs in annoyance, ‘such a waste on something so...annoying.’
Her parents complimented her and told her how the night was going to go.
“So once we get there we’re going to have small talk first then once we move to dinner and after we eat, you and him will leave so we can talk about the proposal” the King listed off, while her mother added after him.
“Please be on your best behavior, and try to get along with him because if this ends well you’ll be courted by him for at least two months” her eyes narrowed at the thought but she tried to think positively and instead put a smile on her face. He might be nice.
she kept on repeating that in her head all the way to his front gates. This was her first time seeing their home and it was magnificent. The green was everywhere it reached the lowest ground to the tallest towers. The towers were a royal blue that was appealing to the eyes, it was her favorite color, hence her dress. She mentally groaned, great he’s gonna think she did this on purpose.
Funny, her heart was beating at a crazy speed. She tried to calm it down by taking slow breaths but it didn't help. They reached the front door and were greeted by the King and Queen themselves.They gave off an aura of power and knowledge, it was intimidating. They greeted her parents before turning to the young girl with twinkling kind eyes, they didn't seem that scary anymore.
“Oh my! you are so beautiful” the Queen complimented her causing her to shuffle her feet before forcing herself to stop because ‘princesses dont shuffle their feet when nervous’ her annoying Lady in Waiting’s voice rang in her head, she bowed in respect and thanked her.
“Thank you, your highness”
“Oh no, no formalities please! Were going ot be family just Mrs. Kim is fine.” she waved off her formal greeting.
“Yes i agree with my dear wife Mr. Kim is fine” the king added as i bowed respectively to him too. We made our way inside as the king quickly added, “i apologize for my son’s absence, he got caught up with a meeting concerning our positions in the battle, i am sure he’ll be here within a few moments.” i shook my head and smiled at his apology, at least i dont have to deal with him for now.
Like my father had prepared me, they had a small talk before we moved on to dinner, their son still not showing up. I honestly think this meeting might go faster if he never shows up because then i wont really have talk to him.
Unfortunately my prayers werent answered because midway in dinner the doors opened and came in a strutting tall figure that had an apologetic smile on his face. I Know its him because Hyun Jin shoved a picture in my face last night. My heart decided that beating at an abnormal speed is what it should do when we made eye contact, then tingles spread through my body. It seems that all conversation stopped when he stepped in the room, as we continued to make eye contact my parents cleared their throats, snapping my attention towards them. Noticing how the Prince’s parents were smiling with mirth swimming in their eyes. His eyes turning a quick red before disappearing as if it never happened, i elected to ignore it.
“I apologize sincerely for my absence, i had to deal with a few minor issues regarding the war” he stated with a sweet smile on his face that won my parents over, making them shake their heads in dismissal of his rude action. I mentally rolled my eyes, they probably think hes going to be a great husband. I was fooled except he hasnt done anything bad except be late so i cant really make him a villain, yet.
“Come, come! This is princess Yong Sang from the Song family” the Queen introduced us. I bowed while he took my hand, igniting tingles in my arm and kissed it lightly. My heart fluttered as i scowled at it in my head. I am supposed to not like him. What is this? Is he playing mind tricks on me? As he straightened up again he smiled a very attractive smile at me that made me shoot him a small one back. I swear what my cousins said last night is messing with my brain because now i am considering giving him a chance.
Dinner wasnt uneventual, unlike many others i have been through, he was seated right across from me and he kept on shooting me heart stopping smiles. My heart couldn't take it and i was very relieved when they announced dinner was over but the dread settled when i heard the Queen suggest for the Prince to show me around the castle while they talked. I was not surprised when he agreed and offered his arm for me to take. Making the same feeling tingle up my arm again. I swear i am not going to survive tonight if e keeps doing this to me. As the door shut closed behind us, he turned to me and asked,
“What would you like to see first?”
“What would you suggest?��� i asked back curiously, i am going to try to push back all the negative and tingling thoughts and try to enjoy my time here, because at least my parents picked it a beautiful man for me to marry.
“In my opinion the weaponry and the library are the best.” he said after a long pause.
“I would like to see the weaponry then” i confirmed, causing his eyes to widen in shock. I guess i understood his surprise i was in a very restricting dress and i didn't appear to have that kind of likes. I nodded in confirmation when he raised an eyebrow.
“Please, lead the way” i said with a small smile. This boy doesnt even know what hes about to get into.
“Alright, my lady. Would you like to hear about war stories then?” he joked.
“Yes please that would be wonderful”i wanted to add ‘i am curious at what is your choice of weapon’ but i am going to ask later.
So as we walked, he told me stories of the wars he participated in, when we arrived, i was shaking my head laughing.
“Really? How did you think telling a warlord to “shut the fuck up” wouldn’t have consequences?”
” If it makes it any better, I meant it.” he refuted my remark. As we went in, i was already comfortable around. The thought scared me because i just met him, but it feels like ive known him for years. As we walked around i noticed that there was a part of the room he avoids. As i looked closer i understood why, it was silver, i remember that his kind cannot stand silver. It physically burns them.
“I wonder why the Pack’s weaponry has a section with silver laced weapons?” i said outloud pointedly looked at the Prince. He chuckled and turned around.
“Because sometimes even your own kind cant turn against you.”
“Well then how did you use them?” i questioned.
“When we needed those weapons we had a seer enchant them.” he explained vaguely.for now i am going accept this answer.
“So which weapon do you prefer best?” he asked, beating me in asking the question ive been itching to ask.
“I prefer small daggers” i answered, “what aboout you?”
“I am good with swords” i nodded. I have to admit he proved me wrong, i thought he was going to be unpleasant.
“Library next?” i asked. He neared me and nodded his head before tilting his head in a cute puppy kinda way.
“I would like to show you something. But you have to hold onto me” he proposed. I was curious so i gave him an okay sign and held onto his arm. He wrapped his hand on mine and smiled at me mischievously before the world was whirling around me and landed in the ground.
My head was spinning still not understanding what he just did before my eyes sharply looked into his.
“You teleport” he shook his head with a grin on his face. I was still not stable and i was swayed a little too far before he caught me.
“Are you alright?” he questioned, the mirth quickly disappearing from his eyes and worry replacing it.
“I am alright, just still dizzy from that” i gave him a small smile in reassurance. After i steadied myself we made our way inside the awaiting open doors of the huge library. I looked at the books around and quickly turned.
“Ou do know that my parents are here so we could get married, right?”, i totally forgot that werewolves have mates until i remembered when i looked at one of the book’s title.
“Yes i did, originally i had a problem with it” he paused before looking at my eyes deeply, making my stomach churn. “But then i saw how beautiful you are” he added with a slight smirk.
“Oh my god stop, this is serious what about your mate?” i rolled my eyes smiling before turning serious.
“I dont think she’ll mind.” he shrugged. My head didn't comprehend what he just said.
“Excuse me?”  he repeated the sentence again, and i looked at him like he was crazy, which honestly i think he is. He doesnt look like he’s kidding.
“Explain” i deadpanned.
“Shes kinda standing in front of me right now.” he stated with a big smile on his face, it seems my brain is slow today because it took me a full minute to realize hes talking about me.
“I need to sit down” i backed up into a chair, and plopped down.
After a few minutes i spoke again, “so i am your mate, and this is going to work out” i stated, confusing him.
“Look, i wasnt keen on the idea of marrying you, because i was okay being single, and now this whole thing with the mates, i mean ok, so this worked out for both our favors, because you didnt turn out be a complete asshole and i dont actually mind you but like please dont expect me to fall in love with you like...today” i ranted, as he listened, i could tell he wanted to object over a few things that i said but then he just accepted that i am not budging.
“Of course, i didn't expect you to.” i felt like he was going to say more but then the butler interrupted saying that they needed us back.
“I guess i’ll see you later” i said to him as he walked me back to my parents.
“Yeah, i look forward to it.” he smiled at me. And my heart felt like it could burst but i held my breath until we were out of sight. I took a deep breath, this wasnt what i had in mind.
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leamen · 3 years
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Reassurance
my friend met a friendly homeless guy the other night who showed him a community shelter and the idiot gives him acid as thanks even though the homeless guy was already clearly on other drugs and at the shelter the homeless guy blacked out and they kicked my friend out well they told him to come back a few hours later but my friend just ran away scared today a group of homeless guys went up to him at the park and said "well look who decided to show his face" he ran away he's been hearing things all day and a couple hours ago he told me he was hearing people talking about him as the killer bc he thinks he killed the homeless guy i really don't know if he's delusional or if something really really bad happened but he can't spend another night on the streets it's cold in montreal now i booked him a hotel room in the city and told him to rest up and we'll figure something out tomorrow and this fucking guy sends me a dick pic as a joke saying it was a selfie i'm sure he's just exhausted and delirious but i'm kind of upset he better be embarrased and apologize tomorrow morning i spent 300 dollars on his hotel bc he's in downtown i was so worried
lol he seems a funny guy the best he can do rn is get some good rest n food n water in him. hopefully getting his basic needs fulfilled will get the voices away how’d u two meet
we haven't met yet but i've known him on discord for a couple years he moved to montreal from alberta on my insistence he was depressed and his life was going nowhere and i felt the same living in new york until i moved to toronto i really opened up there and i thought him moving to montreal would be the same for him
did it end up worse?
but he ran out from his job last month yea couldn't pay rent and now he's homeless
wdym he ran out
he had a panic attack and stopped showing up
what was his job
at a restaurant i feel like an idiot when i moved to toronto i had at least a couple friends there and my mom knew people there i lived on couches my first month there and my friends helped me a lot but this guy went in totally alone i really should have known i feel really bad that's why i'm moving to montreal next month to help get him out of the mess i sent him in he thinks i'm being a good friend right now but fuck i'm really an idiot
so ur just gonna throw away everything u have in toronto?
i already did over a year ago when i lost my job in toronto and had to come back to new york at the start of the pandemic i lost all my friends way of life a lot of things important to me
cuz of the pandemic?
the pandemic
ah
i met a girl i loved very much and i watched our relationship crumble and turn bitter over the course of a year we should have broke up when i left i thought going back to school would help fill me with purpose but i just crumbled in school too and now i'm taking another gap year im just fucking everything up
no ur not. ur putting in as much effort as u can in one shitty situation after another whatever the outcome is, ur heart is in the right place eventually things will straighten out. there’s no changing the past, but u seem to have a lot of options ahead of u. u just gotta play ur hands right i’m glad u found sweetness when u did. it changed my life n i hope it’ll change urs
i dont know where my heart is i haven't been myself in over a year
from what i can tell ur an amazing person
u kno when someone u know is just out of it one day and not being themselves it's been like that for a really long time for me
i definitely know what ur talking ab the haze
i don't know who i am anymore i'm not good with words right now but i don't want to be who i used to be that version of me is too far away but i don't know who to become i can't describe it properly right now im just blabbering at this point im glad my friend didn't get mugged or arrested or worse i had a discord b4 but i tried to disconnect myself from anything to face my fear and to be totally alone but im back so i failed
u didn’t fail
the ppl in sweetness are nice
i tried that too n when i returned i was ashamed then i realized i had to accept those ppl into my life. i had to let them let me connect ya know ya know i haven’t known who i am for a long time as well. what helps me is getting into art, in whatever medium it may be. i personally chose conversation as my art form, hence the dream conversations in my story. just having a conversation whether it be with real ppl or made up ones that i write up helped me think ab myself i’m terrible at introspection and my own identity so i literally just ask ppl to describe me or what what they think of me lol ppl r always ready connect
i used to be the opposite i don't know myself anymore and im not really paying attention but i used to be so aware of my own state and attuned to subtleties i used to be really upbeat and happy go lucky but it's been so long since i've felt naturally like that i'm not sure if it's true for me to say that's the real me anymore maybe who i am now is the real me
i learned a long time ago that there’s no such thing as a “real me” the you before was the real u n the you now is also the real you. you are always you, it’s just that ppl change
what about personas and masks
ur going through a rough arc rn, but that doesn’t mean that it’s u forever
to me the true self is the one with nothing to hide you wrote about it in your story how you change a bit of yourself to everyone a different you tailored to different people but the most unchanged version of you i thought that was true self it's hard because i'm in a rough arc now but it's not the first time ive beat depression before and won but it feels like cancer it feels like remission is way harder to beat and it hurts the most to see your progress crumble and you go back to right where you started
definitely, but the fact that ur talking to me rn means that u haven’t been beaten yet letting it out to someone definitely helps a ton
[a different you tailored to different people] i believe those r all just different parts of one you
i wonder
because ppl can’t be one thing all the time. ppl r too complex for that it’s the ability to adapt and change that makes us human. knowing that things will always end up changing for u can be scary but it can also be comforting there’s always room for a new or a more
thanks for reminding me i already know this deep down inside but it's very deep down and i don't feel it there's a lot down there i'm not ready to face yet
as long as u know it’s down there n as long as you’ll get to it eventually, it’s ok to take ur time
i cant be taking my time not when i have so much time to make up for agh
just make sure ur not pushing urself too hard
sorry i think im just being difficult thank u i at least needed someone to talk to about what happened tn
no definitely not i very much enjoyed this conversation feel free to talk to me any time !
u as well
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dirtmound · 6 years
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Everything hurts actually
I have to stop taking T for a month to pause changes because it was noticeable enough for my mom to put 2 and 2 together and we dont want my dad knowing yet because his thinking is “If i cant drive i cant be a boy” and i cant drive so if he found out he’d, idk, flip, and we’re going to be together a LOT in june so i have to put it on hold so my voice doesnt get any deeper and shots would be iconvenient in that time frame anyway
I want to cry because I kept/keep thinking that everything will be better in August when i move to Colorado but i’m actually kind of terrified to move to a new place all alone, and if i have a roommate he’ll be a guy and i dont know how to explain that to my out of the loop family and everything is actually so fucking complicated
Some things will be better but some things wont
And then I’ll come home for the breaks and I’ll be ~different~ and make my parents cry or some shit like that and i’ll just feel awful and want to leave again
I dont want to have to live through the years of pain im going to cause my family i dont want to do it i dont want to have to explain myself or exist in front of them or to them
I dont want to lose them I dont want to stop taking T i dont want to be a woman I dont want to be anything all i know is I hate my birth name and I wish i had a deeper voice and 2 + 2 = Transgender but is it worth it it doesnt feel worth it but living wrongly living as a girl isnt worth it either none of it is worth it
As time goes by everything becomes more and more real – my family is coming into town for a week or so on Saturday and theyre going to notice my deeper voice and what will we do? “This is just my voice”? “Ive had a sore throat for like a month its crazy”? Maybe they wont ask. But then what. What about christmas. What about next summer. When I’m so obviously more masculine. Theyre going to wonder. Then what? then what?
And its all too much. Its too scary its too fast and Im not confident in a single person in my family to get it, except maybe a cousin or two, but i NEVER see them even though they are, objectively, the coolest people in my family. Cuz they live in Georgia. My parents say they love me and that they’ll always be on my side but I just dont believe them. I just dont think its true. A lot of times I think life would actually be easier if I’d been disowned or something.
And not to mention how I do on some level consider myself being unable to live as a girl a personal failing. On a very obvious level i think of myself as kind of a freak and deep down a lot of a freak, and not in a good way. I was too weak, too scared, too hurt, too whatever, to march on as a woman, and for that i am a complete and utter failure – and what I want to turn myself into, it makes me a freak. Don’t I realize I can do everything i want in life as a woman? Dont I realize I can dress talk act and be how I please, as a woman? I can be exactly as I am, as a woman. And yet. And yet.
And yet when i make steps to masculinize myself I feel so good but I want to kill myself because everything is too real and too fast and it would be easier, preferable to die than live through either paths of pain
I like to tell myself its fine and i told my mom its fine but it isnt and i dont know how to handle any of this
And I truly dont know where to turn. Nobody in my life faces this. Strangers on the internet are inadequete and require too much exposition on my behalf. I really want to go to therapy but I cant get there, because i cant drive, because im a failure in that, too.
One way im a failure that ive been fixing is my room. Im cleaning it. Ive made a lot of progress and I’ll be finished on Saturday. I wont feel better; im proud of myself for the progress ive made but I dont feel any less like a failure. Like its inherent in me. The thought is permanently pressed into my head that I’m irredeemable, even when i fix the exact problems my parents have identified as why they only talk to me when theyre drunk
Everything is just too difficult
I dont know what to do i dont know who to talk to. All i want to do is curl up and cry or shoot myself or both and I cant do any of it
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pinkrocketimagines · 7 years
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Carousel: Part 4 (COLE X READER)
Carousel – 4
SUMMARY: It’s the last day of shooting. You’re very excited to see Cole, especially after what happened the other night. However, he starts acting differently towards you. When you find out the reason why, your heart breaks.
A/N: Thank you so much for all the love! I hope you enjoy reading this ‘cuz I really enjoyed writing this one! Here’s a cup of tea and my favourite butter cookies ^_^
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Today is the last day of shooting. You had mixed emotions when you woke up this morning-  clearly very excited to see Cole after what happened the other night, but also doleful at the thought of not seeing him everyday.
Even with so much on your plate, you still can’t believe Cole kissed you. Cole Sprouse kissed you. It’s so surreal- you’ve had the world’s biggest crush on this guy for the longest time and last night, he kissed you!
It’s too good to be true, to be honest. You’re the happiest you’ve ever been and all the credit goes to Cole. 
The cheeky dork from Suite life of Zach and Cody to the cheeky handsome lad from Riverdale.
You’ve only worked with him for over a month but it’s crazy to think how, in such a small amount of time, he managed to make you like him more and more everyday with his sense of humour and clever pick-up lines. From the way he irritated you to the way he was most courteous around you- aw, you loved him all the same!
Wait. Did you just say love?
You enter the set right on time. Mark was pleased to see you, as always.
“(Y/N)!”, you heard someone call. “(y/n), over here!”.
You turned to find Camila, Lili and Casey huddled up in the Hair and make up room.
“What’s up?”, you walk towards them.
“So,” Casey begins,” Since today is our last day of shooting, we all thought it would be a great idea to hang out at Camila’s house afterwards.”
“You know, some cheesy Riverdale get-together” Camila explains.
That would mean extra time with Cole!
“Sure, that sounds lovely!” you reply happily.
“YAY!”, they all cheer and hug you.
“Aw, I’m gonna miss you guys so much!” you exclaim.
“Save the tears for later, babe.” Camila retorts.
-
You’ve already been in set for two hours but there’s  still no sight of Cole.
You wanted to call him and ask him where he was but the Beyonce inside of you told  you not to.
 “So, you in tonight?,” KJ walks over to you.
“Yeap,” you nod,”Are you done for the day?”
“Nah. I’ve got two scenes left.” He answers.
“Oh, right. We’ve got a scene later.”
“What’s up? Why do you look so blue?,” KJ questions, clearly reading the disappointment in your face.
“I’m not bl-“
“COLE!” KJ calls out, looking at the other side.
Alas! There he was. Your handsome Cole.
Something was odd about him today though. Usually he would give the warmest smile and run up to you and KJ, but today he just waved and left- ignoring your gaze.
“That’s odd,” KJ commented, “Maybe he’s just tired.”
-
“Great job, (y/n). That was a great scene,” Mark applauded, “You too, KJ”.
“Thanks, Mark.” You and KJ reply in unison.
“(Y/N), I have to talk to you,” said Mark.
“I’ll see you later, (y/n)”, KJ made his way to the changing room.
“(y/n),” Mark began,” You’ve done really well this season. You’ve won all of our hearts with your talent and I’m pretty sure the fans are gonna love you as well”.
Your heart felt warm on hearing his kind words, “Aw, Thank you so much. It’s been great working with you too, Sir. An absolute pleasure!”
“If we were to call you back for season 3, you would be available right?” he questioned, making your eyes widen.
“Absolutely! I would love to.” You happily reply.
“Perfect, I’ll see you before we all pack up” Mark leaves.
Season 3? Wow. Mark wants you back for season 3. Another roller coaster with Cole. The only thing that mattered to you was Cole. You wanted to see him, talk to him, play with him, have him irritate you- do all the things you id when you first met.
You still haven’t seen him since the awkward wave earlier today. It felt odd but KJ assured he may have been just tired.
Suddenly, you spot him heading towards the Men’s room.
“Cole!” you call him. He turns around to meet your eyes.
His eyes didn’t glisten like it did the other night. Instead, he just ignored your voice and looked away. He headed straight to the Men’s room, leaving you hanging.
What was that?
Your heart tried to convince you that maybe he just didn’t hear you but your mind knows that he did see you- he just ignored you and left.
Why was he acting like that? It can’t be total coincidence that he acted strangely earlier today too. Something was up.
-
“Hey, Cole and Lili are doing an interview in the other room. Wanna watch them?” KJ asks.
“Sure,” you think it may be a good idea to observe Cole for a while,”I guess”.
You and KJ head towards the interview room. It’s partitioned by a glazed wall so KJ and you just watch them from outside.
Cole looked heavenly as always. You wanted to be mad at him for ignoring you but c’mon, I mean, look at that face! Who can stay mad at that?
“So, Cole Sprouse and Lili Reinhart,” the interviewer began,”Any gist you can give us for the second season of Riverdale?”
“Well, there are a lot of new characters and interesting plot!” Lili answered.
“We’re not giving anything away. You have to watch find out”, Cole wittily replied.
Damn him. And his cheeky smile.
“I know we haven’t got a lot of time since you kids have to get back to work, so let me just ask you the question the whole Riverdale fandom is dying to find out. Are you guys seeing anyone?”
You could feel your heart squeeze. What was he going to reply? Is he gonna say he’s single? Or is he going to tell them about you?
“Well…,” Lili laughed nervously.
“We are, actually.” Cole replied boldly. “I’m seeing someone”
“And who might that lucky person be?” the interviewer asked.
You could feel an entire zoo in your stomach waiting for Cole’s response.
“Lili” he answered.
Your heart sank.
“Lili and I are dating.”
“Wonderful! I can’t believe….” The interviewer’s voice faded as you walked yourself out of the room.
What did you just hear? Cole is dating Lili? Since when?
You could feel your heart pumping, or was it breaking? You grabbed a bottle of water and sat yourself down.
No, this cant be., your heart argued. He kissed me last night.
He said he will miss seeing me.
How can he do this to me?
Or is he just saying it for the ratings?
What if he’s just saying it to increase the bughead shippers?
Yeah, that must be it. Cole would never hurt you like that . The cheeky hearthrob who took you to the most beautiful bridge one cold night, would never hurt you like that.
You convinced yourself that Cole simply said it for the sake of saying it. The theory calmed your heart for a little while-
You heard the door open and Lili, Cole and KJ walked out. You immediately got up from your seat.
“(y/n)!!”, KJ walked towards you, “Where were you?”
You gave him a small smile, before looking at Cole and saying,”Can I talk to you for a while?”
“I have scene with Lil-“ he was cut off by Lili,”Oh that can wait. See you guys later!” Lili and KJ exited the room.
“Yeah, what did you want to talk about?” he harshly asked. He sounded cold. His face bore an expression you couldn’t read.
“Are you really dating Lili?” you asked in a sloppy tone,clenching your fist, hoping he’d say no.
“Yeah.” He bluntly replies.
You eyes widen. Your heart sinks
“Since when?”
“Does it matter?” he rolls his eyes and scoffs.
You could feel warm tears collect in your eyes as you gather the strength to reply to him. “Well, yeah.” Your voice cracked,”You kissed me last night.”
When he saw you cry, his face dropped but not long before it went back to its cold self. “So? People kiss all the time, (y/n). It’s not a big deal.”
You cannot believe what you just heard. How could he do this to you? How could he kiss you knowing how much you liked him, knowing it would break you once you learnt that he was actually dating Lili?
How could he be so cruel?
You covered your face and ran away from the scene. Without a thought in the world, you immediately got into your car and sped home.
-
Everyone had finished packing up and were gathered in the centre stage.
“Where’s (y/n)?” Mark questioned,”Cole?”
“How would I know where (y/n) is?” Cole replied harshly, although, his face read concern and he had been looking around the room searching for a certain face since the last 5 minutes.
“I called her a dozen times, she isn’t answering.” KJ said.
“Maybe she left.”
“Alright, nevermind then” Mark concluded, “Anyways…”
-
10:56pm
You’re standing outside Camila’s house. You spent the last hour at Barney’s Bar insead of heading home. You don’t know what brought you here. You’re not sober enough to think twice about your decision. YOLO- you knock on her door.
“(Y/N)!” Camila exclaims in surprise. She takes you in by the hand and announces, “EVERYONE! (Y/N) is here !”
“Whoa, (y/n),” KJ retorts, “Did you already get wasted on your own before coming here?” he comes closer to sniff you.
From the corner of your eye, you could already make out that Cole was standing there with a bottle of beer in his hand. You can’t even bring yourself to look at him. 
I hate him.
“Maybe.” You whisper close into KJ’s ears.
“We were just playing truth and dare,” Cam intervenes, “Let’s continue”
So now, you’re all gathered in a circle, with Cole sitting right across you. He and Lili sitting aside each other. Ugh.
Camila spins the bottle. “Aw,” Camila cheekily grins. The bottle pointed at you.
“So, (y/n). Truth or dare?”
“Dare” you boldly reply, earning yourself a lot of “oooh” from the squad.
“I dare you to kiss KJ”, Camila excitedly blurts. As she said it, you accidently meet Cole’s gaze. His eyes widen at Camila’s bold dare.
You turn away from him. “Sure,” you smirk at Cam and pull KJ towards you.
You were just about to crush your lips onto his, when-
You felt an arm grab you from behind pull you out of the enclosure.
Before you could make sense of what was happening, Cole had already brought you out on the front porch.
“What the hell, Cole?”, you angrily push him away.
“’What the hell, Cole?’ What the hell do you think you were doing in there? What the hell do you think you’re doing here, showing up this late? You could’ve gotten yourself into an accident, you know? You could’ve-“
“SO WHAT, COLE?”,you question him angrily,” Why do you care?”
“Because I, I-“ he looks away, refusing to meet your gaze.
“Nevermind.”, you could already feel tears form in your eyes. You wipe it away quickly. You couldn’t even look at him anymore- Looking at him hurt.
“Nevermind. It’s all just a game to you, anyway. Just because you knew I had the world’s biggest crush on you, you thought it would be okay to play with my heart. Well guess what, Cole? I’m over it. “ you see how his face changed. He looked…hurt?
“I’m over it. I’m over you. Good on you, though. Even though we weren’t really together, you managed to break my heart anyway. You really hurt me. I bet you must be ecstatic right now.”, you try to sound stern but the tears rolling down your cheek get the best of you.
“Everything okay in here?” KJ makes his entrance to the porch.
You rub your eyes, “Yeah. Eveything is fine.”, you give him an assuring smile,”I wanna go home.”
“I’ll drop you.” Cole says in a low tone.
“I can do it too” KJ offers, “if you want..”
“Thanks, KJ.” You walk towards his car.
You pause.
You turn around and walk towards Cole for one last time, “(y/n), I-“
You cut him off, “I forgive you. I know you’re not sorry but I forgive you.” You sniff and smile through your tears. “Also,” you move closer to him, “People kiss all the time. It’s not a big deal.”
“(y/n), I-“
You leave before he says anything. You leave him hanging. Tears continue to fall from your eyes as you get into KJ’s car and out of Cole’s sight, knowing that your heart will not follow.
They say love is a carousel, you go round and around and around until you finally come to a stop. It’s the endless push and pull of emotions. You think you know what’s right. You even think you know what’s best.
But do we ever really know?
I don’t think so.
-
It has been two weeks since the incident. You’re completely heartbroken over what Cole did to you but “never again will I allow someone to make me feel this way” you promised yourself.
Pictures of Cole and Lili continue to circulate all over the internet, which was part of the reason why you deactivated all your social media accounts.
Since that night at Camila’s house, and three days after- Cole called you over 30 times and left you a dozen messages. You didn’t answer any.
He knows how much I like him. He knows. He’s just trying to lure me into his webbed lies again, you convinced yourself.
What could he possibly have to say after what he said in set on the last day of shooting?
You’ve changed your number since.
You’re also,now, staying with your parents since lonely nights in LA haunt you with the memories of a certain black haired raven eyed boy with the most beautiful smile.
“Honey, there’s a mail for you,” your mom hands you a letter.
it read -
“To
(y/n),
You are cordially invited to attend the grand trailer premiere of Riverdale Season Two at Hollywood Open House on the 12th of July 2017 at 11am.”
Shit.
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I love you!, do you too?
Hi crush... Do you know me?... Do you see me? What do you see in me?... Do you.. Even notice me one bit?...
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1ST YEAR HS
Welp didn't think you'd be my type but im just a 7th grader... Not really expecting much. It all started with the stare, i know,i know! Lemme tell yah the story of my first longest time of having a crush cuz' i've had a crush in elementary school but it was changing almost every week... Yep *MARUPOK AKO HAHAH* lets get back to the story *ehem* I only had crushes since 3rd grade and it just stopped there cuz' my classmates were all the same fo the whole 6 years so i dont feel anything about them...
Lets just go to the main point shall we?
Yes we shall! Alrighty! Mate!
Ok ok
*Ehem ehem!*
7th grader
1st day
It was the month of i dont remember cause i didnt care, and so i was waitting for someone outside. I was thinking of something and it was a very very deep thinking that i didnt even notice that.... I... Was.... Staring at some random boy and when he acctually made eye contact with me suddenly *me to earth!* boom!* and so i also made eye contact with him and ofcourse i didnt care at first (means there's second) so i didnt really pay attention to it (my virgin eyes!)*LOL* anyways i whispered to myself -what in the acctual packing shitty world was i doing?!- but i did cover my mouth bcuz' he might think i was saying something to him. So then my friend finally came out to end that awkward moment of my life and i just cant believe myself.
2nd day
It was recess and we needed to line up before going to our rooms when suddenly i accedentally stared at him again!! I was so mad at myself cuz' who knows what he might think! Like he think that i like him and if your wondering what i was tginking it was "who was that cute guy i was staring at yesterday?" ("shuddup me! I dont know why im even doing this) alright so umm he was than again staring at me and thats when my heart skipped a beat and started jumpping outta my chest while i was saying ro myself in a low voice "oh goodness me w-whats wrong with my heart! Im having a heart attack like thats what i thought ... I knew why my heart was beating that fast but i ignored it bcuz' i wanted to just forget about everything
3rd day is short
Every thing i look at my right side he was all i see... Know wut i mean? Umm like every time i look at my right it him who i always see first even tho i didnt know him i knew i have a crush on him. Oh! oh! oh! And also we accedentally looked at each other at the same time which made everything even more awkward and we also both looked away from each other whith a smile i mean i was the only one smilling while he hae a poker face...
That is all if you finished reading then what about liking it too? Did yah even understand everything?
I know u didnt
So
Yeha!
HELP ME HELP MYSELF
Im sorry even tho i dont know why
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10o character devolpment stuffs
Part 1: The Basics
(WITH MY OC ENDY WHO IS IN MY ICON)
1. What is your full name?
Edward Moreno Fisbach 2.Where and when were you born?
The end, Mincraftia on August 20th 3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
Well i originaly thought my dad was Erebus Fisbach but i found out my father is really Erebus's brother Morpheus Fisbach.
My mom is Nyx Fisbach 4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
Biologicaly wise i have my brother Nether and my sis....oh...right shes....more actualy my cousin now....uh...nonno i have my sister portia! im not letting some dumb thing get in my way of calling my sister my sister =3=
then considerd theres my big sibs, dank~! owo their so cool ;;w;;
5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
um i basicly live with my boyfreind meme! its a nice medium sized house~! with a nice front yard too~!
and as for meme hes just...so wonderful. he helps me so much even when he has problems of his own....hes as sweet as the cookies he loves to eat~! 6. What is your occupation?
ummm general dragon king of the end 7. Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.
ugh do i have to? huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhh ok okok
im 6ft 2 with messy black hair and tan skin. i have amethyst color eyes and black birthmarks on my skin. i have 2 purple dragons horns, wings and a tail. i usualy have black clawed hands but sometimes those are hard to work with bleh. um im an enderdragon. um i really just kinda wear anything and my weights kinda in the....200 300 range? im pretty chubby nowadays especialy with lkhslkdhf yeah 8. To which social class do you belong?
i guess.....im rich? i think? i dunno dude im a freakin dragon 9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
mmmmmmmmmm...i care too much pfft. and uh well physical weakness right now is im pregnant pfft 10. Are you right- or left-handed?
left handed 11. What does your voice sound like?
uhhhh kinda between tenor and base i guess i dunno 12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
oh dear and i love you 13. What do you have in your pockets?
ummmm my 3ds....my wallet...uhhh....mmm my truck keys. OO! A COOKIE! 14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
umm i have a habit of saying umm alot obviously and i stutter when im nervous and ill also play with my tail when im nervous.
i also sometimes need to chew on a block of wood
Part 2: Growing Up
15. How would you describe your childhood in general?
shitty
16. What is your earliest memory?
seeing my moms eyes
17. How much schooling have you had?
LMAO 18. Did you enjoy school?
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHHA 19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
my mom and my "dad" or shitface mcgee as everyone calls him
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.
my mom 21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
nether and i....we kinda had a rocky relationship... 22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
free
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities?
i liked looking for gems. when i could sneak away it was so fun~! 24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
reckless. courageous. caring. 25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
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26. When and with whom was your first kiss?
................................................... 27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
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28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
dude i was just born this way
Part 3: Past Influences
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
finaly kicking erebus ass 30. Who has had the most influence on you?
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31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
beating erebus
32. What is your greatest regret?
.............(tears up) 33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
(sobbing) 34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
(more crying) 35. When was the time you were the most frightened?
.....................st op...... 36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
(sniffles) um......i ripped my pants once. 37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
(crys more) 38. What is your best memory?
(still crying) 39. What is your worst memory?
(full on bawling)
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions-----AFTER 40 MINUTES---
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
(wipes face) uhhh i try to be optimistic.... 41. What is your greatest fear?
being alone. 42. What are your religious views?
nothing really. 43. What are your political views?
umm dont really care all i know is that trump guy is bad news and i wanna eat him. 44. What are your views on sex?
(face turns bright purple) uHHHH I-ITS O-OK I G-GUESS LKHLKDHG 45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont like it unless someoen deserves it 46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
.......kill a child..... 47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
y-yeah! actualy i do. 48. What do you believe makes a successful life?
ummmmm i dont know haha 49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
.................... 50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
what no that stuffs stupid.
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
kill a child. becuase ive already done enough damage.
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
meme and everyone else i love. if i had to give my life up for them id do it.
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
i try to be nice to everyone. 54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
uhhh thats meme. well and my kids of course! 55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
uh thats a tie between my mom and my big sibs and my other dad sky! my mom well pfttt is my mom and dad well hes just so smart. but my big sibs. well their just so great! their so supportive and theyve been through so much! their so caring their just always there. their just (tears up)...god their so cool.
56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
oh! ah my freinds are nonny, brynjar, miss loca, uhh dylan...jack....and alot of others! 57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
ah meme. hehe. hes so sweet and supportive and even if hes done something bad he tries his best to make up for it and he tries to learn from his mistake. hes so great. (smiles happily and closes eyes) hes my rainbow watermelon. and ill do anything to help him and keep him safe.
also his chub and eyes are just the best and they make me squeal becuase holy shit
58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
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59. What do you look for in a potential lover?
i dont wanna answer this.
60. How close are you to your family?
pretty close! 61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
yeah i have 5 kids! one on the way! (rests hand on stomach) about 2 and a half months along. 2 of them are all grown up. aaron and asher. um...then theres kira and nile...their.....currently missing......but um then theres haku! hes techincaly 5. he um was born unsualy so really hes actualy only like 6 months old its a really long story. and then there kiddo number 6... their names going to be dakota. i cant wait to meet them
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
mom or my big sibs. or nether. or meme. really anyone i care about. my other dad sky, definietly. hes so spportive!
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
nether meme and my big sibs honestly. lord have mercy on anyone who goes up against those 3 64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
alot of people i guess.
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA erebus my uncle 66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
avoid
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
im a king i have to 68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
not exactly cuz my anxiety acts up but i have to do it anyway 69. Do you care what others think of you?
yes and no its complicated
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
POKEMON B O I 71. What is your most treasured possession?
a purple seashell and a plushie off myself that meme made me 72. What is your favorite color?
B O I 73. What is your favorite food?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm bacon
74. What, if anything, do you like to read?
ye! i like to read all sorts of things 75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
POK E M O N 76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?
i did smoke but i had to quit . and why did i do it? it helped with my anixiety 77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
watchin gyoutube 78. What makes you laugh?
funny cat videos 79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
mm racist and homophobic transphobics assholes 80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
pokemon how man times do i have to say it? that or anime 81. How do you deal with streSS?
i dont pfft 82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
No idea. 83. What are your pet peeves?
i dont know???
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
mm wake up eat watch meme play games nap wake up eat snuggle with meme play video games the sleep and disrupted i dont care
85. What is your greatest strength as a person?
hardheadnes i guess 86. What is your greatest weakness?
alot of things 87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
everything 88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
dont know
89. Are you generally organized or messy?
messy im a damn dragon cmon.
90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
good
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taking care of kids, giving snuggles and cooking.
bad
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you dont need to know pffttt
91. Do you like yourself?
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHHHHHAHAHHAHHAHHAHHAHAH no 92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons…)
wut
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
i dont know.
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
proably living with meme and our child 95. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
drowning.
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
ummmm the first thing i'd do is hard to explain but the second is say all my good byes. and uhh....i dont wanna say the last one.
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
that i was nice
98. What three words best describe your personality?
loving
depressed
paranoid
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
...................... 100. If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character
endy plz calm it ok dude
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