#Life got in the way >:I
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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[The Strongest "Hear Me Out"]
+ bonus Yuuji POV:
Apparently this boy ain't traumatized enough!!!🗣️🗣️
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#my art#fan art#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#gojo#satoru#sukugo#true form#og#itadori yuuji#yuuji itadori#a scenario of what if Gojo got to see Sukuna's true form by the end of their fight cause' why not#apologies if it looks wonky i haven't been able to draw properly in quite some time#this may or may not be my last drawing of the year as i'll be busy giving exams during new years ;_; life isn't fair.#my art's going thru a metamorphosis phase so i'm still unsure bout alotta stuff but if there's one thing i like#its the way i shaded satoru's nose~#and yes He's not listening to Sukuna giving him sophisticated death threats
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flow away
#i finally got a chance to see this in cinemas a couple of weeks#and oh god. oh fuck. i need to sit down#it's ruined me in the best way possible#genuinely life changing cinema#i have so many thoughts about it but most of all it makes me want to commit myself to creativity and art making forever <3#flow#flow 2024#flow movie#secretary bird#flow fanart#straume#flow cat#gints zilbalodis#myart
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Concept: Peter actually got bitten by a totally normal spider. It's just a coincidence that his mutant powers were awakened around the same time
#peter: 'i got bitten by a radioactive spider'#the xmen: '.....what the FUCK are you talking about'#my posts#marvel#spiderman#xmen#he gets targeted by sentinels and is just ?? very confused ???#i also cant stop thinking about how everyone else not in the know definitely thinks spiderman is a mutant too#it really explains why he gets so much hate#its not just because ppl hate vigilantes- its anti mutant sentiment#ALSO they make a big deal of him not letting anyone know hes got powers bc theyll figure out his identity#when really theyd first just assume he was a mutant#which could ruin his life in a very different way
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more pearl I forgot to post a while ago
#I wanted to render it more but life got in the way#I'll still post it anyway it's still good :p#pearlescentmoon#pearlescentmoon fanart#postmaster pearl#hermitcraft season 10#hermitcraft#hermits#my art
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love will truly live
#where are my book of life truthers. where are u. thats my book 7 ending. ik ill be happy no matter how it ends but that feels right imo#big scary dragon enemy of mankind etc etc and silver just wants to save him. to wipe away the loneliness and fear#to extend kindness when the world wants him taken down (and not without cause. um. the world IS at stake)#like i think the horn disfigurement would be cool in a despairing kind of way but i want silver to break history's loop. to connect#i literally want a fucking 'the power of love' ending ITS CHEESY BUT THATS MY IDEAL OKAY. IM THE CHEESEMAN#im actually the drama girl so the horn axeing is more my typical brand but ugh. this. i ammmm sorry toro i am sorry going in a playlist#twstファンアート#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#malleus draconia#suntails#i wake up at 6am now Naturally bc of work and snoozed till 7 and the new ssr was the first thing i saw and i got nauseous#silver fans always win. write this down im so serious. we literally have never lost Ever. this. might be my fav art in the game#def passes silver's lab card for best silver card art direction but genuinely overall it fucks so severely
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I hope they got that microwave in the break room
Bonus version with different outfit colours:
#wild life smp#inthelittlewood#skizzleman#mumbo jumbo#Mumbo's mug says 1 GOON and Skizz's says 2 GOON (Mumbo has the higher kill count) and Martyn's says IT No.3 (in ref to the end of his video#they all got lightning streaks in their hair cause bride of frankenstein getting resurrected with lightning and bc it looks cool#Mumbo and Skizz are so greyscale then theres Martyn whose just g r e e n#so i tried them all in greyscale but then invert it cause they came back wrong- but I think it looks better with the og colours. I'll find#way to draw the inverted monochrome designs to work just you wait#I love ghost ghoul goons so much. Skizz and Martyn both go 'YOU GOT IT BOSS' in silly voices while Mumbo silently starts stabbing#tw blood#my art
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Snake Year
#jjba#jolyne cujoh#stone ocean#jojo’s bizarre adventure#deliart#i feel like ive done a lot of green lately so i tried for blue/red/yellow but as always got sidetracked lmaooo#i dooo wanna post some of the alternative color palettes i had for this but it would require a lot of cleanup.. hm#also fighting for my life drawing a snake. thankfully ive already gone down the different boa morphs rabbit hole before for a commission#it was fun i learned a lot so im happy i found a use for that again :)#i wanna add prints for this but i think tumblr makes rb links nonfunctioning. just redirects you to the dashboard...#i wanna find some other site for uploading prints either way. idk where tho bc the most cited ones are all for original works#and i doubt claiming my art is transformative or whatever works. tbh i should try posting my original stuff here#considering the amount of 'i dont go here' tags i get i feel like there could be some enjoyment there?#many thoughts
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in case you wanna know how bad things are on twitter rn.
#personal#delete later#i feel kinda sick rn#i got unshadowbanned a few days ago from twitter which means my posts are finally visible again#so i thought “hey at least i can dump old art there that my followers missed” so i made a post trying out a way to avoid grok#which is twitter's a*i thing that can generate/edit art and images#didn't work. art blew up. i got brigaded#y'all can criticize me for even trying to go back to twitter but truthfully i missed the art/fandom community there and being#an artist and creator for it. but this isn't worth it so i'm calling quits for good#i can't be a part of a site where this is the accepted culture. even casually#seeing my work and characters like this is nauseating#and for what. just assholes proving that they have the ability to be assholes#this is toddler “mommy told me i can't smash this window but i'm gonna do it just to prove i can get my way” behavior#i'm so tired#i'm not censoring usernames fuck these people for life#i will be fine in a few hours but for now i'm feeling like shit
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always have many thoughts about pre-gorillaz stuart, the most average british lad there is. (2D with eyes jumpscare)
#gorillaz#gorillaz art#2d gorillaz#stuart pot#fanart#he is just a GUY!#he was just a 19 year old being thrusted into the fame life#he had the most normal average life ever like this guy was Not prepared for any of this#+ the identity crisis of being stuart vs being 2d#i think it makes so much sense looking at his character of the perspective that he's stuck at 19 mentally because that's when stuart 'died'#like he does just act like a teenage brit boy#and the whole 2d got everything he wanted without really trying vs murdoc who had to claw his way up the ranks to get anything#anyway now im rambling hehe just love talking about this era
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Lifespans.
(ID under cut)
[Image ID: A three-way venn diagram floating against a starfield. The circles are coloured; one yellow, one light blue, one a darker shade of blue. The yellow is the smallest, the two blue ones over double its size, with the darker blue the biggest. The yellow is half covered by the two blue circles, while it takes up a small amount of the two blues. The centre overlap between all three is labelled "the precious few years we three were together".
There is very little overlap between the yellow and the darker blue without the lighter blue.
The work is signed 'aerialworms'./End ID]
#star trek#mcspirk#star trek fanart#star trek the original series#leonard mccoy#james t kirk#spock#i drew this after that short film came out last year#I don't usually acknowledge ge nerations for my own sanity but it got me thinking about how jim only knew spock for 25 years before he die#bones for 35ish#less than half his life. and then they just had to live on without him#spirk#mckirk#spones#bones and spock knew each other for far longer together than they were with jim#but they came together because of him#their relationship after he disappeared must have been in some way changed by his absence#and i really can't get over the fact that bones lived for so long as well. like he got to over double jim's age when he disappeared#they all probably thought they'd be together forever#and then.#and don't get me started on bones dying and spock immediately leaving for romulus#by my calculations (yes i did a shitton of maths for this and then took artistic liberty with the diagram anyway)#(yes i was also using rough guesstimate and headcanon for dates and ages bc canon is so conflicting)#they were all three together for 25 years. it was 28 years from jim taking command to him entering the nexus#minus three for the pre-Motion Picture divorce years. 25 years they actually got to be together as a triumvirate. not fucking fair.#also please note jim was 60 when he entered the nexus. bones lived to be 141 and spock got to 161. they were all together for 25 years.#i put the k/s overlap as only a few years because i haven't watched snw and figured there were probably only a few years cumulative where#they were together without bones being around too#mckirk overlap is roughly 11 years bc of personal headcanon that they were friends before the 5ym AHH BASTARD TUMBLR DELETED MY TAGS#Please see my reblog if you want the rest of these tags!!!
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the evening void ⭐ these four sillies will forever hold my heart :)
#this was originally my pitch for morningstar but for Many Such Reasons (my life falling apart last summer) i didnt get to finish this#and i guess now im thankful because I'm a lot better painter! but also holy fuck this took 18 hours#ive drawn them in duos before but rarely together. this was hard but fun :^)#pearlescentmoon fanart#zombiecleo fanart#geminitay fanart#ldshadowlady fanart#traffic series#life series#lifesmp#mcyt#mcyt fanart#thellos art corner#i got like 80% of the way through before realizing i screwed up cleos skin. OH WELL they're handsome so it's fine
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lets all be fuchsia and not tell jane
#homestuck#meenah peixes#jane crocker#feferi peixes#i got really into thinking about life powers for a second there#like meenah quite literally robbing nanna of a regular life#to then -> jane being forced to carry out the condesce's bidding. uhmmmm#whatever omg im explaining this so bad but specifically the way meenah and jane are tied to each other has been giving me brainworms#like idk the life powers are just sooooo interesting to me with how they specifically tie into power and prosperity#whatever who gaf. meenah is giving jane horns too
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been thinking about double life again lately so here is my ideal lineup if they ever do a second one:
scott & joel
would be horrible (incredible)
pleas eplease please please please i need to see them self destruct
gem & jim(my)
sometimes when the others say one of their names i think they're saying the other and then i have to go back to recontextualise the entire conversation for myself
i just think theyre a sweet duo and would be cute soulmates
jimmy final two (real) (not fake)
skizz & lizz(ie)
i like when their names rhyme
though after that guess the build it's questionable whether skizz knows how to rhyme
before wild life i'd just say some of the silliest on the server maximising their joint silliness, but
lizzie wants him dead now. it would be such a shame if he was the one person she wasn't allowed to
impulse & etho
yeah how do you like that bdoubleo100
this time impulse wins i swear it'll for real be this time
grian & bigb
they'd both be sooooo happy
bigb would treat him right
#grumboOUT #scarianOUT #bigrianIN
tango & bdubs
toxic AF
they lowkey are even now after wild life but i dont think thatll stop them from divorcing on live tv
cleo & pearl
most terrifying duo for everyone but gem
they've resolved their past trauma and now they can live happily with pearl's DOTS (Dog Of The Series)
unless,
mumbo & scar
completing the buttercups soulmate circuit as is Right and Just
unstoppable force (mumbo "kills a lot but only when he can die even more" jumbo) vs immovable object (scar's persistent survivability when in grave danger)
ren & martyn
god. i mean. you know i had to do it to them
this time they can die in each others arms
holding each other until their bodies give out
whispering reassurances until they can't speak any longer
#sorry i got a bit ahead of myself with that last one there#also i genuinely think this might be the only way to get scott and joel on a team together#i am so willing for them to prove me wrong#double life#trafficblr#life series#smallishbeans#scott smajor#geminitay#jimmy solidarity#skizzleman#ldshadowlady#impulsesv#ethoslab#grian#bigbst4tz#tangotek#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#pearlescentmoon#mumbo jumbo#goodtimeswithscar#rendog#martyn inthelittlewood#traffic smp
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last one i promise(<—lie)
#let’s as a society think more about why adrien wanted to go to school#and what. perhaps. he thought school was#i think the way chloe describes it she really is just a beautiful rich girl with too much time on her hands#and no one at school is treating her accordingly.#abby got so mad at me today because she thinks it’s too cringe that i keep taking about adrien liking ohshc#which is like. how are you gonna know me my whole life and then be disappointed when i’m cringe.#i’ve never hidden who i am. it’s cringe all the way down#anyway#ml#my art#miraculous ladybug#adrien agreste#chloe bourgeois#ohshc#wait i am gonna tag this thirteen actually. just go with me#thirteen
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happy solvermas
#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas#quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on#v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene#implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship#and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever#im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it#but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months#i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now#been a long time since i've felt that#turns out the “stop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jist” approach wo#ks#something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas#it is taking. All of my restraint right now#to not be So Mean to all of you#You Don't Even Know#I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#murder drones cyn#i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts#oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way#the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are
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