Couldn't sleep so decided to listen to Looking For Alaska at 2 in the morning. I knew nothing about this book going in I generally thought it was going to be about the state and I could use it to help me sleep. It is now 8 in the morning, I have not slept, it is 6 days after, and I'm sobbing. I really wish I had known what I was getting into.
Sidenote: I went to bed last night with the plan to get up early and study. That had not happened.
30 notes i'll finish chapter 2 of my Falsettos x Looking For Alaska au (gonna do this anyway i just need motivation)
50 notes i'll post a cover of Epic I (singing AND guitar)
100 notes i'll post a cover of I Love You, I Swear (singing)
200 notes i'll finish transcribing the Spies Are Forever script
300 notes i'll finish transcribing the Nerdy Prudes Must Die script
400 notes i'll finish my In Trousers fic
500 notes i'll finish all of my Falsettos x Looking For Alaska au
700 notes i'll start transcribing another musical script (probably Trail to Oregon or Adamandi)
1000 notes i'll ask my parents for a binder
2000 notes i'll post cosplay photos
3000 notes i'll eat three meals a day for two weeks
4000 notes i'll do that but for a whole month
5000 notes i'll bring up BPD with my therapist again
10000 notes i'll bring up NPD with my therapist
this probably won't get more than that (if even)
deadline is october 1st
tagging @loganschwarzy @isopodonanescalator @jump-into-a-pit-of-chickens @chompisgay4mrbeast if y'all want to go nuts you can
edit: this is very overwhelming i didn't think it would get notes this fast on the one hand GREAT narc supply on the other hand. i can't do all this so fast. working on stuff rn though
second edit: genuinely considering cancelling this post cause this is all WAY TOO OVERWHELMING. i'll still do everything that we reached but i don't think i want this to go any further
Okay but have you ever tried being a girl with self destructive tendencies and no real sense of self in the month of November??? Any top tips for not actively ruining my life, myself and all the people around me in irreparable ways would be greatly appreciated!!! Asking for a friend tho