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#Me be like becoming so good in drawing in this style that i will be able to draw fricking cartoon soon XD
springlock-suits · 6 months
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Au where Mike fucking died in that hallway and they made him possess the empty dog animatronic
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theswedishpajas · 2 months
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The man truly can’t take a genuine compliment 🙄
#my art stuff#digital art#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#this is part of a series I like to call “I’m never settling on a singular detailed artstyle”#I have no consistency in drawing realistic people/characters other than my shapy cartoon style#but I truly don’t get enough opportunity to properly shade anything with art in that style-!!! it always looks weird to me-!!!!!#I think some rude lil worm in my brain is wriggling around telling me it’s a futile attempt at still doing realism#cus I’m one of those “gifted” artists that grew up promising his parents he’ll end up among the big names or whatever#constantly training to become better at art but with realism oil paintings as the goal#you know how it is 😔#I wanna shade my lil funky designs but they never feel good enough to really put energy into or whatever so I compromise with stuff -#- like this where I try to draw characters more accurately while still stylizing them and shading them however I feel like it#which is great and all but I should really learn to give my more relaxed and less perfectionist art a chance#I deserve to enjoy the process and the result without working myself dead#it’s so much easier and rewarding to copy cartoon styles - stylizing realism makes me too anxious of doing it “wrong”#at least cartoon styles give me a goal to reach or a reference to strive towards#man I really should just cut myself some slack altogether#either way - this man is a flustered mess and he’s embarrassed about being called adorable in public or something#being teased in an affectionate way about his sweeter side and stuff#don’t ask why he’s shirtless - anatomy is just a lot more fun for me to draw sometimes#tasteful nudity and all that is extremely gorgeous to me#i need to practice anatomy more cus I just kinda did some shit and went with it this time with a BIT of consideration for muscle structure
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raininyourblackeyes · 11 months
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My cousin, a published writer, a well-known poet in my country and a literature professor, for whom I've always been no.1 support ever since her first attempts at writing in high school, told me that I must stop writing as a hobby because that's her thing and since I'm writing fantasy mostly my writing could never have any important artistic value anyways.
#what happened was that i was feeling really down these past few days#like mental health dead in mariana trench#and i went to visit her because she lives like 10 minutes away and has a cat i can play with#but yesterday morning a friend of mine made a fanart (i guess i can call it that) of a fanfic i am writing for the five of them#she sent it to me and said she's also working on an actual painting on a camvas of her fave scene from my original story#and i was so surprised and exicted#that's actually a too mild description#and when i was visitting my cousin i showed her the pic of the drawing on my phone and explained it to her and she just said ....ehh..#and started texting someone#i was sitting there feeling stupid and thinking wow you could have at least praised my friend's art sytle or something#and when i was getting ready to leave she asked me if i was aware my writing has no artistic merit and fantasy is trivial literature#so i should just stop wasting time on that and focus on developing my art style more for her future poetry collections#i do the art for her book covers#and added how we already have an established writer in the family so i should focus on my role - becoming a good pharmacist#and she knows how much i hate that i'm studying pharmacy like it's the no.1 cause of me hating the direction in which my life is going#finished it off by saying she feels like what she's doing in going to be really great and important on a large scale one day#and how she wants me to continue being her shadow that follows and supports her#i left went home and started at a wall for hours#i just feel so dumb for getting excited over a silly drawing of something not more than 5 people will ever read#i genuinely hate the idea of people reading anything i write so most likely writing will just remain a hobby for me#and now i feel like the most stupid person on earth and am this close to deleting all my word documents from both my laptops
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masteraqua · 3 months
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this feels like such a trivial thing to complain about bc i love shiro amano and his art and the fresh perspective he brings to the series
but i miss when he allowed his personal style to shine through more in his manga adaptations. his more recent work often just feels like rote redraws of the games
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planetamarte · 7 months
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oh god. art block but only about drawing human people
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youjustwaitsunshine · 2 years
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getting better at being kind to myself every day
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#working hard on accepting that i can just say when i dont know something#like my instant reaction when someone asks me 'do you know []' is always to say yes even if i have no idea#because i dont want to look stupid and like i dont know stuff#but people don't think that! i dont think someone is stupid for not knowing something that i do! so why would they!#actively working on being more vulnerable. asking for help. asking for clarification. admitting i don't know that show.#sounds a bit stupid but admitting to myself that im like that because im afraid to get hurt/made fun off and trying to change it#is actually a good step for me i think#ive already become comfortable with sharing what i love and know about and it has made me a happier person#and hasn't made people like me less. on the contrary probably. it makes it so much easier to engage in actual conversation#so now it's time for me to work on the opposite. saying that i dont know something at all not even a little. it's a bit daunting ngl.#it's easier to do it on the internet but looking at someone and admitting you have no idea? terrifying#anyways this was brought to you by a coworker of mine not knowing how to open the garage and calling herself stupid +#and another coworker telling her that she doesn't want her saying that and that not knowing something doesn't make her stupid#that coworker almost became a teacher and you can totally tell. shes very based. actually most if not all of my coworkers are.#anyways. pettersson and findus for your consideration. maybe sometime i will draw seb in that style because i grew uo with those books
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mikoriin · 7 months
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sometimes its hard to think my art will really reach enough people to fulfill my dream
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notveryshrugemoji · 2 years
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Your kind words about pencil crayons did not go unnoticed. Correcting my earlier post they’re actually Prismacolor, not Prismacolour. Anyway I got the Under the Sea pack (obviously) lol
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#i think all of the things that *stick* with me are things I don’t reeeeeally talk about on here#sometimes I have some deep introspective thought about it while I’m#high and then I move on lol#like y’all I lost 60 pounds last year and hardly mentioned it here????#i know I talked about it but not REALLY about everything#it’s like they’re habit so I don’t think to post here? ya know? anyway I’ll never show you any art because that makes me feel itchy#I’ve been actually learning! im focusing on faces right now and I really want to learn how to draw#i don’t mean realism I just mean I want to find some sort of style I enjoy doing#if you guys have any resources you want to share it would be awesome even book recs would be greatly appreciated#anyway art is fun and I think you should do it sometime#it feels good and it forces me to be more observant & becoming more reflexive now when I’m out in the wild#i take more pictures now!!! maybe I’ll share sometime#and I’m talking like any of this is good or even considered art lmaoooo it’s not#but I’m having a lot of fun!!!#i like pencil crayons and water colour and definitely black scratchy pens#i use a lot of washi tape and I’ve got like 3 books on the go#one is for *serious attempts lol* one is for *fuckin around* and one is for *actual art lesson practice*#I’m just watching YouTube and vibing mostly#the cool thing about learning from people on the internet is just how encouraging they are to keep working at it#anyway if every post tonight isn’t some indication that the bong rips I took tonight almost took me out l m f a o like bitch SHUT UP now#go do some art and SHUT UP hahahahaha#okay okay okay love u thanks for listening#this is truly my most cherished place on the internet#I’m glad we didn’t turn into Reddit weirdos lol#i kind of did but tumblr is home lol okay GOODNIGHy
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honestlyitsjustsam · 2 years
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I had a lucid dream a few days ago where my friend and I were in this very abstract, gray place that looked like the backgrounds artists who can't draw backgrounds draw and she told me that I should practice lucid dreaming because it'd provide me with more distraction and entertainment and you know what? Dream version of bestie is right that was so out of character she wouldn't encourage my fucked up escapist ways like that
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be-good-to-bugs · 1 year
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having ocs is great until you have to organize them
#the bin#for a long time whenever i would draw i would just draw a body and then add stuff to it#and like never ever redraw ocs#so yiu would think they were throwaway designs but no. i get attached to almost every character i ever make unless they are like super#boring human losers#but now i actually wanna do stuff with the characters and its a pain cause i gotta go through and take pictures and document#most if them dont have nanes either :/#so ive got over 200 character designs i need to go through scattered about. im probably gonna marge some if them and firget others#n a lot i think will just become fodder. just like a species or group since i did a lot where id draw diffrent ppl wearing the same clothes#some i think ill maybe archive also. ones that i still like as their own thing but arent my style anymore#tbh it makes me kinda sad how i have many hundreds of drawings ive made the past several years but i never posted them#just kinda sad to me.#anyway. this is such a pain in the ass and im not enjoying it. i enjoy organizing stuff bc tism but not when i have to decide subjective#stuff on what to do. i feel like this will be a long project but at the end id like to make some collage style pictures of them and post it#cause i think its a shame i have so many ocs that i never posted. i never even posted strawberry mold! who i drew right after roach#i think this will be helpful also in just having some stuff existing already that i can use for ibuprexulmethane#some of this stuff will only be good npc stuff for yume juso.#ill probably actually make a little game with rooms dedicated to each of them as a little test for making games#i think thatd be fun and cool to have. and i can add to it whenever i make new ones#tbh i think id enjoy sharing that too#nobody cares abt this lol. but i dont have anywhere else to talk abt it so :/
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thedevotionaltour · 3 months
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anyone else ever remember how they are gonna end up in some dead end soul sucking job instead of the actual career they wanna pursue because they are far too unskilled for it. just me. awesome.
#sometimes i get a twinge of hope bc my classmates will say nice things and then i remember the reality that exists and is real.#where i just suck. i lack so much technical skill. i feel like i have to reteach myself how to draw constantly. my style is not distinct.#it looks like the quality of a middle schooler's sketchbook where it's a drawing they're proud of but in comparison to anything else#it is just garbage. utter garbage.#i have been in such a horrific slump of feeling about what i make. and i tell my therapist about it. and he never ever actually reassures m#doesnt tell me to maybe ask if im being unfair in my standards. or says i should have some more compassion towards myself.#or finds it an issue in regards to my generally low self esteem. im so fucking tired of being told well. you can always go back to school#to pursue something else after wasting all your fucking time on this stupid fucking degree that will get you nowhere!#i feel hopeless! so utterly fucking hopeless! it doesnt matter when my peers with more skill than me say they like my work bc im positive#they are just being nice. i cant imagine you look at your work and then mine and still find it good and having worth. i cant.#i cant make anything good. im so tired of not being able to make anything good. im tired of not being able to have the motivation to do wor#in my own time to help improve my work because im too fucking tired because im too fucking depressed to do anything. im a failure.#im literally watching myself become a failure in real time and i cant stand it some days. genuinely what a waste.#i dont know what gave me the right to think i could possibly succeed at this. i feel like an idiot for wasting so much time and money.#im not saying this to seek pity or comfort either. im just talking about how i feel. because it just sucks. it just sucks#it sucks to know you will never make it. because even on the days you think maybe you can. it just comes crashing down again to remembering#oh. i wont. because i have none of what it takes for it at all.#man. what even ever at this point. who cares. i'll get over it. it just sucks.#vent.txt
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abra-ka-dammit · 6 months
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i forgor how to draw so ive turned to (the modern incarnation of) my original art tutor for guidance once again: BL manga
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definitely on purpose and not as consequence of the fact that i just keep reading yaoi instead of being productive
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stopiteatpopcorn · 1 year
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YO IF I TOLD YOU GUYS THESE WERE BOTH MY OWN ART
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okwonyo · 17 days
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look good for you ✴︎⠀ ( 엔하이픈 제이크 ) inspo / tutor au potential future relationship fluff 0.4k + cw. not proof-read | library
thinking about tutor!sunghoon, who would stare at you during most of the studying session; arms crossed and leaned on the table in front of him, a beyond serious expression on his face as if you were a subject he was supposed to study and explain to you.
you would try to focus on the paper in front of you, putting all the strength in yourself to finish that history mock exam, ignoring sunghoon’s gaze burning through you— and melting in your heart like sweet honey— for the life of you. he would look bothered by something; almost annoyed, wether is it because of your simple presence or the fact that you are obviously ignoring his stare, is up for you to decide.
“hey,” he would say, leaning more towards you, who would look at to his direction in a millisecond, “aren’t you noticing anything?” confused frown drawing on your face, you would go back to scanning your responses again, convinced that there is nothing wrong; you spent hours studying for this, despising when he scolds you. the simple call of your name would make you snap your head back to him, heart beating faster than it should at the attractive way the syllables of your name falls out of his pretty lips, “focus on me”
your gaze would be stuck looking deep inside of his, and he wouldn’t be any help either, staring right back and making you feel dizzy at the same time; “w-what?” you would chuckle nervously, trying to distract him from your face visibly burning. “are you not noticing anything, pretty?” he would grin at your shyness, which becomes more obvious after the use of the nickname he is used to call you.
his glasses— thin, transparent frames— married perfectly with his hair, black as the night under the library’s light and freshly cut. you noticed this change of style the second you saw him talking with his friend a few minutes after you entered the cafeteria; making butterflies appear in your stomach and cutting off your appetite right away. “your hair .. a-and, um, the glasses. is that so?” feigning ignorance as much as you can. he would hum softly, “do you like it?” his fangs would show off from how big he would smile when you nod, “i’m glad,” he would lean back on his chair, “i wanted to look good for you”
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Sexiest Podcast Character — Unscripted Bracket — Round 4
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Propaganda
Glenn Close (Dungeons & Daddies):
#Propaganda for Glenn Close: one of the other PCs mentions multiple times how hot he is #Actually several characters point it out but especially Henry #Also the only person in a podcast that has to put a disclaimer about not being a BDSM podcast to have had sex during the course of the show
We didn’t do hot Glenn summer for him to LOSE. Spoilers for his story but MORE PROPAGANDA FOR YOU:
Young hot rocker dilf
Loyal to his dead wife <3
Does in fact smoke weed
BARD!! HES A BARD. HE WAS LEAD GUITAR IN HIS BAND (that he was kicked out of)
His band was a Christmas cover band btw.
Literally the fandom had hot Glenn summer which consisted of drawing him being incredibly hot and sexy
Anti government (ofc)
Kind of cringefail (Disney adult) (was on dilfs of disneyland)
Young and sexy not your style? Then how about HIM AFTER YEARS LOCKED IN A TIME PRISON WITH A DAMN HANNIBAL MASK ??
Lost an eye and wears a fucking eyepatch
One incredibly buff arm
Has a pet rat named after his son <3
Immeasurable amounts of trauma in this man- becomes progressively more unhinged
OH OLD HUMAN BARD ISNT CUTTING IT? FINE
HE BECOMES A FUCKING DEMON
A COOL HOT ONE-EYED DEMON WHO WANTS TO KILL HIS DAD (also sexy)
HE CANONICALLY ENDS CHRISTIAN HELL VIA CHRISTMAS
IS ALSO WAY OVERLEVELED
Becomes a demon hunter for the rest of his existence
Also nonwhite !!! We are done with cringefail whiteboys !!!!!!!!!
I can’t put into words ok just know he is the best plz love him.
Listen, I don't know this other character but I've seem some good arguments for her However Consider Glenn Close winning through no effort of his own in a bullshit way despite being a dick is the most in character thing ever. He leveled up three times and got a crab mech, we GOT to give him this win, it's fitting
I don’t regulate if minors follow me or not bc I’m a pretty chill space but I hope the world is aware that’s the only reason I haven’t been downright nasty about Glenn close. I’m down bad. I’m NOT in the boat of ‘Glenn isn’t sexy but I want him to win bc it’s my fandom’. I would estimate I have 200+ drawings of Glenn on my phone that AREN’T safe for work. Way more that are. Where did they come from? That’s MY business. But I tell you this fact to assure you- Glenn IS sexy. I’m not voting to represent my fandom I’m voting out of TRUTH AND LOVE. IF YOU DON’T GET IT YOU DON’T GET IT!!! I just think my level of feral over this man is more powerful than y’all realize. If you don’t get his sex appeal that’s okay, but don’t doubt that this is my truth.
Okay but Glenn made a minivan cum by talking to her so
HE HAS A BOOK THAT HE MARKS X’S AND CHECKS FOR EVERY DAY TO SEE IF THAT DAY WAS A SUCCESS OR NOT. TO SEE IF HE DID GOOD THAT DAY. ITS ALMOST ENTIRELY X’S. HE WAS CUCKED OUT OF A SON. AND A DEAD WIFE. HE DIDN’T EVEN GET TO KILL HIS DAD IN REVENGE. There’s absolutely nothing going for him except his sex appeal in his life. Nobody he loved remembers him. He lost his eye. All he has is a pet rat and friends who admit they don’t really like him that much. He was kicked out of his own band. The band was named after him. He was kicked out of the Glenn Close trio. All he could do was deez nuts the big bad and be sexy. If nothing else, then pity him. Look in his eyes. Look at his heart and soul. Do you think pickman needs this to feel good about herself? Can she not accept a loss for the sake of a pathetic father? Can she shake hands with the minivan fucker and his human gun and just take the L on this one? He did not do the BDSM episode for this I’ll tell you what. Do this for my his sake. Do it for Nick Jr, who needs the prize money to pay for his rat snacks. Do it for his son. For Morgan. Ganbatte.
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Mod Note: While I will still take "bad dads are sexy" propaganda and "bad dads aren't sexy" anti-propaganda, I kindly request no more discussion on whether or not he was a bad father. This is a sexypoll, not a parentingpoll. If you see a post you strongly disagree with, you can just not reblog it.
Mod Note 2: This tournament is about fictional podcast characters. Please do not vote for the real actress Glenn Close.
Lup (The Adventure Zone: Balance):
Is somehow the hot twin between her and Taako
Lup Bluejeans (née... Taaco? Tacco? Taco? Tako? who tf knows this is why I'm going with her husband's last name. doylistly she gets her last name from her brother whose last name is given as "Taako again but spelled differently"): Hot, funny, smart and undead. Is there anything else you could want in a woman?? Well, in case there is: she's also canonically trans
LUP IS THE HOTTEST. VOTE LUP.
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