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midnightsilver · 2 days
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This SamRuby painting of mine was inspired by ‘The Nightmare’ by Henry Fuseli (shown below)
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@pregstiel wrote an awesome story inspired by my art that uses Sam’s nightmares to explore the tangled mess of emotions that Sam is feeling as Ruby leads him down a slippery slope 😄. You can find the story summary info here
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For @marril96 😄 hope you like them 💛
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duckprintspress · 10 months
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We have 9 days to go, and Aim For The Heart: Queer Fanworks Inspired by Alexandre Dumas’s “The Three Musketeers” is 94% funded, and things are lookin’ great…and we still have 11 creators to meet!
Today, we introduce two more: MidnightSilver and Rhosyn Goodfellow. Take a peek at the teasers…
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Affaire D’amour by MidnightSilver
About the Artist: I’m MidnightSilver (They/Them). I’m a freelance artist who specialises in fandom art, most often inspired by Supernatural the TV show, and I can usually be found illustrating stories for independent authors—my favourites are those that combine adventure/magic/horror with a boatload of feels! As a bi, non-binary, mixed-race person, I don’t believe in restrictive boundaries, and I love tales that highlight diversity and freedom of expression while at the same time incorporating the fantastical and magical elements that I fell in love with when reading stories as a child. It’s my aim to take all the many wondrous worlds and people with whom we visit when lost in book pages at 2 o’clock in the morning and to share them with you in visual form. It’s a project I never tire of pursuing.
Links: Archive of Our Own | deviantArt
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Pierced Hearts by Rhosyn Goodfellow
About the Author: Rhosyn Goodfellow is an author of queer romance and speculative fiction living with her spouse and two dogs in the Pacific Northwest, where she is sad to report that she has not yet mysteriously disappeared or encountered any cryptids. Her hobbies include spoiling the aforementioned dogs, drinking inadvisable amounts of coffee, and running unreasonably long distances very slowly. She’s secretly just a collection of loosely-related stories dressed up in a meat suit.
Links: Personal Website | Instagram | Mastodon | Tumblr | Twitter
Story Teaser:
“The plan is simple,” Porthos tells d’Artagnan the next day. “We spar. You lose. Badly.”
“I don’t see how letting you win a few sparring matches will help.”
Porthos smirks. “Who said anything about letting me win? But you’re missing the truly brilliant part of the plan,” he continues. “If you’re injured, you can ask Athos to help patch you up.”
“Athos has patched me up more times than I care to count,” d’Artagnan points out. “How will this time be any different?”
“This time, you’ll be paying attention. You want to know if Athos returns your affections, and the fastest way to ascertain someone’s true affections is to ask for help tending your injuries. It works especially well with leg injuries,” he adds with a waggle of his eyebrows, “because you can ask them for help taking your breeches off.”
D’Artagnan frowns. “But I don’t have a—” He breaks off with a curse as Porthos drives a knee into his thigh, just below the hip. “Ow! Was that necessary?”
“Quit whining. It’s only a bruise. You’ll need several more if you want this to be convincing.”
Tags: age difference, alcohol use (casual), first kiss, friends to lovers, getting together, love declaration, m/m, meddling friends, pov third person limited, present tense, story diverges from the original work’s canon
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wincestreversebang · 2 years
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Title: strip me down, paint me gold Artist: Midnightsilver Author: Maven Morozov Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: Boyking!Sam, Consort!Dean, Trans!Dean, Soulless!Sam, but not in the season 6 way...more like in a evil!boyking!sam way, Rape/Non-con Elements, Dubious Consent, Top Sam/Bottom Dean, Shibari, Bondage, Throne Sex, Exhibitionism, Objectification, Slut Shaming, Humiliation kink, Pain Kink, Anal Fisting, some body horror Summary: Sam sells his soul to Lilith to save Dean from the pit. Now, as the boy king, he reigns soulless, and his body has a singular desire: his brother.
Art: Ao3 Story: Ao3
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Title: The Righteous Side Of Hell Author: SamandDean76 (@samanddean76) Artist: MidnightSilver (@midnightsilver) Rating: Mature Warnings: n/a Tags: Alternate Universe - Angels, Boy King Of Hell Sam Winchester, Fallen Angel Dean Winchester, Soulmates, Sam Will Stop At Nothing To Save Dean Word count: 7,264 Featured characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Gabriel, Lucifer, Michael, Raphael, Naomi Featured relationships: Sam Winchester/Dean Winchester
Summary: Sam and Dean had carried out every order that heaven had ever given them. Until they no longer could. Dean was corrupted and forced to fight Sam, but in the aftermath of the battle, it appeared as though all was lost. But Sam swore that he wouldn't stop, not until Dean was back by his side. With the help of another, Sam does what he must to find Dean, and to punish all those who dared to keep them apart.
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wincestbigbang · 1 year
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Title: The Red Taste of You On My Tongue Author: runedgirl Artist: midnightsilvers Rating: NC17 Warning: Show level violence, Dub con, Addiction Summary: Sam is determined to cure Dean of being a demon, but Dean has his own ideas of how to turn the tables on his brother. Art: Ao3 Story: Live Journal | Ao3
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marril96 · 7 months
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Delena + rainbow For the wonderful @midnightsilver
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Want to look at pretty things?
Check out these super-talented artists and their amazing artwork!
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The only way it would link to the blogs is if I entered no more than five at a time.😤🙄
Anyway, go enjoy some fan art!😍😍😍
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snffbeebee · 4 months
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Alright Y'all, one of my good friends/Supernatural lover has brought this song to my attention, so I HAD to bring it to yours!!!! If you haven't listened to it.....DO IT NOW AND SHARE THE SHIT OUTTA THIS POST!!!!!
My main reason for this post is to get Mr.Winchester himself Jensen Ackles to HEAR THIS!! This lady has given one of our favorite Characters a theme song, and I think She and IT deserves all the recognition!!
Oh, and it may have got my brain going again for the next chapters of Blood Red and Second Glance! So if you haven't caught up on them, ya might wanna start now!!!! And to end this beautiful post, some random Jensen/Dean gifs and photos.
YOU'RE WELCOME. ❤️
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The Angels and Demons - @ezilyamuzed @daughterofthenight117 @redlipstickandthewinchesters @chocolateheart @hazel-eye-coffee-shop-girl-blog@ain-t-bovvered @ladysparkles78 @waywardbaby @nanie5 @ladywinchesterslibrary @candy-coated-misery0731 @stoneyggirl2 @deans-spinster-witch @globetrotter28 @leigh70 @deans-baby-momma @akshi8278 @hobby27 @jaylarkson @ladywinchester1967 @sonotalice @krazykelly @drakelover78 @19agbrown @pisces-cutie @aloneanddesperate-blog @midnightsilver @dean-winchesters-bacon @waywardnerd67 @bobasheebaby
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spnproshipbang · 3 months
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SPN Pro-Ship Bang 2023 Masterlist
It's been a wild few months—thanks to all our contributors, and even more to all our readers! If you missed any, here's the masterlist for this year's submissions.
1. Jump then fall (you all over me)
Author: @restingdeanface Artist: @ncdover1285
Read on Ao3
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2. Searching for the Hand That I Can Hold
Author: @eninkahootz Artist: @midnightsilver
While Dean is trapped in Purgatory, Sam searches for him so intently that he hardly sleeps. When he does sleep, Lucifer haunts his dreams. Thanks to a witch named Rowena and a rogue reaper named Ajay, Sam is reunited with Dean in Purgatory but ends up with no way to get them home. He learns that Dean, Cas, and a vampire named Benny have a plan to get out via a distant portal. As the four of them journey through the woods to get to the portal, Sam hides the fact that he never stopped having psychic powers. Although they must regularly battle monsters and sustain injuries, the group enjoys the simple pleasures of living amidst nature. Sam and Dean grow closer as the months pass. Cas and Benny show signs of mutual attraction, and Sam wishes Dean would open up to the possibility of their relationship becoming romantic as well. Will Sam and Dean ever become a couple? Will Sam ever come to terms with his psychic powers? Will the four of them ever make it home?
Read on Ao3
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3. i'm so sorry (that you have to have a body)
Author: @archangelsammy Artist: @brothersinablackcar
Lucifer is still in Sam's head. Sam would say something about that, except he kind of likes being possessed.
Read on Ao3
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4. Diplomatic Measures
Author: @ladylilithprime Artist: @hawkland
Sam Winchester was taking a Saturday breather to read just for the enjoyment of it when a pair of no longer dead Angels come calling with an offer he absolutely could refuse but doesn't want to.
Read on Ao3
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5. Pen Pals
Author: @zrterria Artist: @oopsimfade
Gabriel was just doing his job punishing the wicked when he found a letter from a sad child. Thinking on it, he decided to write back. Things change when there is a kind ear to listen and an archangel willing to step in at a moments notice.
Read on Ao3
6. Wherever I Am...There You Are
Author: @ncdover1285 Artist: @alexiescherryslurpy
Dean uses a spell to travel to the past, and the future, and back. It gets a little confusing, but whenever he lands, Crowley is there to help him anyway he can… until he isn't.
Read on Ao3
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7. A Tale of Two Brothers
Author: @sam-and-dean-codependency Artist: amberdreams
On November 2nd, 1983, the Winchester home was enveloped in flame, and parents John and Mary were found dead in the morning. Their sons, Sam and Dean, were nowhere to be found. While the town of Lawrence, Kansas, eventually forgot about the family, Sam and Dean were being held by Heaven and Hell to fulfill their great destinies in God's Plan. Dean held by Heaven with Castiel as his trainer and Sam held by Hell with Crowley as his caregiver. When the two brothers meet ahead of schedule, no one could've predicted what happened next.
Read on Ao3
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8. Found a Place in Independence
Author: @sweet-sammy-kisses Artist: @pasta-n00dles
Independence is a place where the outcasts can come and find a place where they belong. No questions asked, if you had no place to belong well then Independence was the place for you.
The Winchester’s had searched for a place like that where they could be happy and let the ghosts of their past be just that in the past.
Read on Ao3
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9. Always The Wolf You Know
Author: @babyboykingsammy Artist: @blindswandive
The Winchester Boys have never had any easy life, their upbringing being supervised by a man hell-bent on vengeance for his murdered wife, and have largely been left to their own devices. If Dean's behavior, as the only Alpha his Omega brother, Sam, has had to turn to for love and affection, has become something with sharp teeth and long claws, well... It mattered not to him. Sam had always been his to love, cherish, and protect, and Dean would do anything within his power to ensure that he was the only one that Sam looked at as if he hung the moon.
There was no other bonds, familial or otherwise, that mattered as much to the two young Winchester boys as the relationships they had with each other.
If Dean had to fight to keep all of Sam's affection to himself he would do it. Even if it meant going after the one Alpha that they should have looked up to, their father, John Winchester.
There would never be a price Dean would not be willing to pay to keep his darling Sammy forever by his side.
Never.
Read on Ao3
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10. Beauty and the Beast of Below
Author: @ladyknightskye Artist: @spn-fanfic-reblog-writes
Fending off an unwanted advance leaves Dean Winchester in a bind - literally. He wakes up about to be auctioned off in one of the slave markets of the Below, the seedy underbelly of the City of Enoch. However, all of this is further complicated by the fact that Dean is the Michael Sword - the only person in the entire city whose internal hardware is immune to being hijacked.
Or so he thought. Enter Lucifer - the first Michael Sword. Lucifer buys Dean under the pretense of using him as a sex slave. In reality, Lucifer knows how dangerous Dean can be, and wants to use him to help take over the Below.
As Dean and Lucifer get closer, they begin to realize that Dean’s abduction was not an accident at all.
Read on Ao3
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11. Living His Grey Flannel Life
Author: @samanddean76 Artist: @girlsvmonsters
Jimmy Novak is a 21-year-old twink working his corner in Papillion when he is attacked by a long-term client. As he struggles to escape, he is rescued by a big, strong, and mysterious stranger named Sam Winchester. When Jimmy wakes the next morning, he flees the safety of the strange motel room as his life has taught him that he can never expect good things to come his way. And he can’t help but to be suspicious when a few days later, Sam pulls up to Jimmy’s corner and buys some of his time. But as Sam keeps coming back, night after night, Jimmy wants to simply surrender to the irresistible pull he feels towards his savior. The problem with that scenario? Jimmy is losing chunks of time, waking up in strange clothes, remembering chilling images as he apparently helped Sam bring justice to those who had viciously hurt him in the past. Jimmy is beginning to do things that he had never done before. And then Jimmy comes back to himself and finds that Sam has been badly injured. Will the arrival of Bobby and Rufus save the day or only deepen his confusion? And when will the little voice in the back of his head ever stop trying to convince him to just put all of his faith into Sam?
Read on Ao3
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12. on a stormy sea of moving emotion
Author: @izzyaro Artist: @alexiescherryslurpy
Dean is sick of angels. From orchestrating the Apocalypse to shattering Sam’s Wall, all they’ve done is cause trouble.
Balthazar is no exception to that rule, but there might just be more to him than that.
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13. A Stairway to Heaven
Author: @atwojay Artist: @hawklander
Dean never understood why his best friend (and crush) just up and left after graduation, and he'd probably ask him what the hell all that was about now that he sees him again after ten years of no contact... if Dean wasn't too busy being shot and bleeding out on the floor of the Crashdown Cafe. Good thing Cas has some kinda superpowers, or this reunion might have ended before it even got started.
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14. What Happens In Vegas
Authors: @lord-angelfish, @callalilycas Artist: smallscalemajestic
wherein the boys first go on a hunt, dean wants to go to vegas, and they proceed to get absolutely wasted (ft. sam's admittedly very clever spellwork getting cas drunk). oh, and they get married. but not legally.
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15. Put My Feet on the Ground
Author: @hello-starling Artist: @thegoodthebadandtheart
In the wake of the defeat of Chuck, Sam takes a chance with Dean that puts them both on a different path. While navigating a sexual relationship after years of trauma, they build a new life together.
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16. It's Rest I Want
Author: @klove0511 Artist: @imnot-evenhere
After John's betrayal results in Sam's death, Dean follows in the Winchester family tradition and swears vengeance on his father. The question is: is Sam really gone?
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17. The Devil's Triangle
Author: @quicksilver-castiel Artist: @keziahrainalso
After everything, when all is said and done, God beaten and all that good stuff, Dean figured that life would go on as he knew it, just with a few fewer ends of the world.
As it turns out, he instead gets a bunch of changes, including Sam moving out of and Lucifer and Nick moving into the bunker. That last one is temporary, of course, lasting only until they can trust that the archangel and her vessel aren't going to cause one of the aforementioned ends of the world again.
At least Dean hopes that it's temporary - that is, until he doesn't anymore.
Read on Ao3
18. Until the End of it All
Author: TheLemonrevenge Artist: Outofnowhere82
Season 3 canon divergence. Dean does not go to Hell thanks to something Sam has done. Of course nothing is free and the costs change them both.
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19. heaven, hell, and the human heart
Author: @saltbind Artist: @pentacentric
Sam isn’t about to let Dean suffer for his sake. It’s not like there isn’t historical precedent for travelling through Hell as a human - if he even still counts as that. With Ruby as a seemingly reluctant ally, and a cadre of rogue angels watching him carefully, he’s going to take a leaf out of Dante’s book. And possibly upend Hell’s carefully wrought hierarchy in the process.
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20. A Study in Winchester Transgenderism
Author: @boywifesammy Artist: @outofnowhere82
Dean shows up at Sam's Stanford apartment expecting to find his little sister, and instead finds a 6'4 dude with his sister's face and a voice an octave too deep. It takes a while for Dean to wrap his head around Sam being trans. It takes him even longer to understand why he struggles to look his little brother in the eye, and why he can't stop staring at his bare chest.
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21. In True Love's Shadow
Author: @avalonsilver Artist: @oopsimfade
A Fantasy Royalty! AU weaving through Adam Milligan’s family history on his Mother's side. From his great grandparents accepting the Archangel Michael's help down to Adam's mother working at the palace, catching King John Winchester's eye and then Adam's life as a prince — involving him being at odds with his eldest half-brother Dean and falling in love with someone unexpected. Adam is the youngest Prince of the most powerful kingdom in all the realms, Exalos. The Mainland continent of Wislira depends on Exalos's strength through the certainty of male heirs. Prince Adam is the illegitimate third son of King John. Adam's maternal grandfather, Noah Milligan, is wildly famous on Exalos. Many would be just fine with his grandson becoming King. At twenty, Prince Adam is faced with being the next King of Exalos. Although he may die before he is ever crowned King. The Archangel Michael is at the center of a secret that leaves Adam facing Death's door. Adam needs to make a life-changing decision.
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22. Naamah's Secret
Author: @samisadeangirl Artist: @ladylilithprime
Prince Samuel de la Courcel, middle child of the king and queen of Terre d'Ange, goes to the Court of Night-Blooming Flowers to pay for the services of one of their adepts, Dean Champbelle nó Eglantine, after hearing him sing and spends a steamy night together; however, Sam neglects to tell Dean that they’re half-brothers--that the king had had an illicit affair with Dean’s mother before marrying the queen—because he’d become enamored with Dean's beauty and music. As the two continue their passionate relationship and fall in love, how long can Sam keep their familial connection a secret from Dean before the truth comes out, leaving him to determine how to atone for his deception?
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23. The Immortal Game
Author: @missroserose Artist: @ncdover1285
September, 2005. Jessica Moore is focused on acing her final year at Stanford, passing her medical school entrance exams, and figuring out her boyfriend Sam—all of which leaves very little time for sorting through her strained family relationships, or wondering about her missing cousin, or remembering the charming green-eyed drifter she slept with some months back. But when she gets a strange call from her best friend Brady, kidnapped by a cult while home for the summer, she and Sam set out to find him—and along the way, she discovers her part in a sprawling chess match that not only involves Sam’s family secrets, but her own as well.
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24. (Not) Wanted: Alpha for Heats
Author: @outofnowhere82 Artist: @blindswandive
Sam has been suffering his heat for over a week. He needs an alpha but isn't interested in using a stranger for his heats any longer. Dean makes him an offer.
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midnightsilver · 2 months
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Refraction
Process:
Drawn in Procreate, actual time: 1 hr 15 mins
I had a lot of fun with this little doodle. I was playing with 2 new techniques. The first was using a Gaussian blur to make the rainbow effect from solid colours. I just filled blocks with solid colours, blurred the layer with a Gaussian blur and then used the smudge tool to refine the spread. Next I was playing with using a clipping layer. I added a clipped layer on top of the rainbow and inverted it to show a solid black background. Then I used the eraser tool as a pencil to sketch in young Sammy’s outlines. After that I used a combination of a blender brush and a soft eraser to shade in the skin highlights. It was so much fun the way the rainbow showed through from below. I think this would be a really cool technique use to make a double exposure style of artwork. Definitely an idea for another time 😄
Okey dokey, that’s all from me for now, hope you enjoyed. Stay awesome my friends 🤗
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deanwbigbang · 6 months
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If We Live Through This
Author: Amypond45 Artist: MidnightSilver Pairing: Dean/Sam Rating: Mature Word Count: 13.6K Warnings/Tags: sibling incest, post-Cage, Season 6 AU
Summary: Dean feels like a failure when he can’t get Sam out of the Cage. When Sam just shows up one day, with no memory of how he got out, Dean is beyond grateful but wracked with guilt too. Sam doesn’t want to hunt anymore, so he and Dean settle down in a cabin in the woods, maybe near a lake. But Sam has nightmares of the Cage, and Dean’s guilt makes him desperate to atone for his failure to get Sam out by giving Sam everything and anything he needs, even if it means crossing that line Dean swore he’d never cross.
Fic Links: LJ / AO3 | Art Link
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eninkahootz · 4 months
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Wincest for SPN Pro-Ship Bang 2023
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Title: Searching for the Hand That I Can Hold Fic Link: AO3 Art Link: AO3 Rating: Explicit Ships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Benny Lafitte (background) Word Count: 27,776 Warnings: Smut, Brother/Brother Incest, Nightmares, Canon-Typical Violence, Injuries Additional Tags: POV Sam Winchester, Alternate Season 8, Purgatory, Post Episode 7.23 Survival of the Fittest, AU where Sam does look for Dean in Purgatory, Fix-It, Focused on Sam/Dean with Cas/Benny as a side ship, Smut is all Sam/Dean, Slow Burn, Romance, Pining Sam Winchester, Sex Dreams, Magic, Psychic Sam Winchester, Hurt/Comfort, References to past Dean/Cas/Benny, Jealous Sam Winchester, Cuddling, First Time, Masturbation, Frottage, Blow Jobs, Hand Jobs, Anal Fingering, Barebacking, Anal Sex, Top/Bottom Versatile Dean Winchester, Top/Bottom Versatile Sam Winchester Author's Note: Created for @spnproshipbang with embedded art by the talented @midnightsilver. Please also go directly to their art post linked above and give it some love.
Summary: While Dean is trapped in Purgatory, Sam searches for him so intently that he hardly sleeps. When he does sleep, Lucifer haunts his dreams. Thanks to a witch named Rowena and a rogue reaper named Ajay, Sam is reunited with Dean in Purgatory but ends up with no way to get them home. He learns that Dean, Cas, and a vampire named Benny have a plan to get out via a distant portal. As the four of them journey through the woods to get to the portal, Sam hides the fact that he never stopped having psychic powers. Although they must regularly battle monsters and sustain injuries, the group enjoys the simple pleasures of living amidst nature. Sam and Dean grow closer as the months pass. Cas and Benny show signs of mutual attraction, and Sam wishes Dean would open up to the possibility of their relationship becoming romantic as well. Will Sam and Dean ever become a couple? Will Sam ever come to terms with his psychic powers? Will the four of them ever make it home?
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wincestreversebang · 2 years
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Title: Take This, It's Dangerous to Go Alone Artist: MidnightSilver Author: Dimeliora Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: Magic, Nightmares, Sex Summary: What if there was a better weapon for Dean to use against Abbadon than the First Blade? What if there was a weapon so powerful it could carry him through the rest of his life and into the afterlife as the forever victor? And what if the directions to said weapon were buried in the archives of the Bunker where Dean is supposed to be cleaning up?
Art: Ao3 Story: Ao3
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Title: Red Motel Reprised Author: VagueSurprise (@pregstiel) Artist: MidnightSilver (@midnightsilver) Rating: Mature Warnings: n/a Tags: Manipulation, POV Sam Winchester, Demon Blood, Dreams and Nightmares Word count: 5,367 Featured characters: Sam Winchester, Ruby Featured relationships: Ruby/Sam Winchester
Summary: "Jess was on the ceiling, a gash opening in her stomach, and she was going to die, Sam knew she was going to die, and the fire was going to come and everything was going to be over and he was never going to have a house in the suburbs and a kid who didn’t know how to shoot a gun and a job that he only sometimes hated, and most importantly Jess was going to be gone, and he was never going to meet anyone like her ever again, and Sam could feel that frantic part of his mind again, could feel it howling in desperation like an animal as he pulled something up from somewhere deep inside, buried and dormant, wrenched it up violently and pushed with a strength he didn’t know he’d ever possessed before.
It felt like using a new limb. It felt like setting his veins on fire. It felt like vomiting the bloody organ of his heart out from between clenched teeth.
And suddenly it was over."
A series of nightmares. Sam's demon blood summer.
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wincestbigbang · 2 years
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Title: The Taste of Endogenous Morphine Author: Jenchantress_stories Artist: MidnightSilver Other Pairing: Dean / OFC (in a flashback) Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: Underage Masturbation, Self-harm, blood and injury, first time, anal sex, top Dean / bottom Sam Summary: Set between 15x19 and 15x20.
Since their adolescent days, Sam and Dean desired each other in ways they shouldn’t. About 20 years later, the two of them finally found peace and freedom. They easily settle into an apple-pie life. At least, that is what it seems, but Sam can’t shake off his doubts. Is this the reality? Or maybe too good to be true?
Pain used to be a good coping mechanism until it got out of control. After a near-fatal incident, Dean suggests that something else might do the trick…
Story: Ao3 Artwork: Ao3
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