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thekittyokat · 5 months
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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rainbowpufflez · 2 months
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Happy yaoi day fellas, @johnbleepingzoidberg and I became yaoi irl
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bugtransport · 2 months
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shoutout to all the older men who are still grunting and moaning on it at the gym. 65+ and the weight room sounds like a yaoi cd
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ebbpettier · 2 months
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like 80% of my carry-on art never gets posted because it's nicofio porn or OCs and when its OCs its usually this guy
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overwhelmed-frog · 4 months
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just remembered what I think is probably my favorite dnd moment I’ve had to date. in my curse of strahd campaign, we had just left ravenloft after having dinner with strahd, and escher followed us out into the woods. as we were talking to him, falkon showed up. immediately I sense a ~vibe~, so I asked to do an insight check. I rolled really poorly and as my dm started to tell me I wasn’t sure what was going on I was like “wait okay the reason I asked is because I’m trying to figure out if they’re in love with each other. do I get advantage because I’m gay?” fully expecting her to say no. but to my dismay she said yes, so I rolled again. and got a nat 20. they were indeed gay. gaydar so powerful god granted me advantage and a crit success
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lawva-girl · 3 months
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erm chat what is the appropriate reaction when you find out everyone you work with talked shit about you to your manager....
beware the essay in tags
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bunn-iiii · 9 months
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you want to beat someone up, I want to be beat up, let's make it a date huh? coffee too afterwards? and kisses maybe?
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bingobongobonko · 4 months
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reminder to self i need to stop going to white spaces and merely mentioning certain things like. reads wrist, where i have scribbled notes upon notes. Race
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nitroish · 2 years
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sorry if this is in bad taste but the wording of your last post makes it seem like someone thought u and quirkle were both link irl and were upset at the idea of two real life people dating which is hysterical to me
anon you quite literally hit the nail on the head. they saw me go by legend, saw me call quirks my partner, and called our Real Life Relationship ( that is ENTIRELY Platonic by the way !!!! ) linkcest. it blew my fucking mind.
its hysterical tho ur right. moving from the fact quirks and i arent even Dating nor are we romantic and therefor cant be considered linkcest by default, can you imagine their reaction to my two partners that i Do kiss gayly? my boyfriend and my partner that i Do kiss ??? woof . they called the wrong relationship i have linkcest if they want to be loud and weird about me being Gay and kissing someone behind a dennys
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cityandking · 1 year
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sorry sorry just. the romance of having the person you love right there in arm's reach. and yet never being with them. the exquisite agony. the devotion. the loneliness. I'm gonna eat a chair
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rawro · 4 months
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in dnd we had either a very good or very sad thing about to happen and we would find out at sundown so we got a little get together going to either party until our pants fell off or drink the pain away and my character volunteered to get the alcohol and there were 6 of us including him a tiny kobold and a couple that don't drink or don't drink much and so naturally my character buys 13 bottles of fine wine
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child-ofdust · 4 months
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this is so embarrassing for once i might like actually have to make a No sharing or i'll die rule
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chloecorvid · 1 year
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Oh, to spend 3 days on a comic about a sad part of your DND character’s backstory… but you’re unable to share it with anyone other than the DM and your not-in-the-game friends…
I’ll probably post it here but it’s… very gorey. So i gotta figure out these new posting filters first haha
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loveroped · 2 years
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Frantically searching for my babygirls so have this angst in the meanwhile Character: Scar, grian heavily mentioned hurt no comfort Sometimes he'd look at Scar.
It didn't happen often, Yeah he'd obviously look for him, look in his direction or look at whatever he was in. But it wasn't often that he'd look at Scar.
Scar wasn't used to people looking at him. No one ever did. They looked past him oftenly. They'd look at what he stood for, they'd look at the concept of him, the concept of his existence. They never looked at him. He wasn't significant enough for that.
He didn't even know the difference between that at being looked at for so long. It was all he knew, all he was told.
Until he looked at Scar.
He looked at Scar like he was a person, something that existed, acknowledgeable. It was sickening, addicting almost. He had wanted to grasp it, keep it to himself and never let go. Desperate.
It seemed stupid almost.
Every time he did it it hurt more than it before. It burned underneath Scar's skin, it ached.
Scar could never read his expression, it was confusing. He'd never know what happened on the other side that made him be remeberable. Scar wasn't sure he wanted to know. He just wanted to bathe in his own existence, acknowledging it was real.
He never stopped.
He never stopped looking at Scar. Looking into Scar. Scar would freeze each time. His heart would pound through his body, in fear or in expectation he did not know. He just silently hoped that this nauseating cognizance would continue existing. He might drown in his own ambiance if it doesn't.
Maybe Scar was selfish.
For holding something so close to him when he couldn't even fuel it.
He had something Scar wanted oh so dearly.
Maybe Scar had something he wanted too.
Sometimes he'd look at Scar. Look at Scar and know he existed. And Sometimes Scar would hold his heart close. Knowing he won't give it back. His might give his own--his own existence-- with it.
Maybe Scar was selfish. But Grian just kept looking at him. And it hurt
@stiffyck tagging you in this
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I have two asks that are sitting in my ask box that I'm not going to answer because I want to keep them there
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But get yourself someone who does this
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grumpyghostdoodles · 1 year
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I read The Sun and the Stars in a single afternoon,my only regret is that now there are no more pages left. Extremely happy with how everything turned out, and to see Will and Nico's relationship, 10/10
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