#NONETHELESS i did have alot of fun doing this

[teskarot]

Tagged by @nisetsundere thanks buddy and sorry for the wait!

game #1: using your spotify top 100, shuffle 10 songs and tag 10 ppl below

Fear, and Loathing in Las Vegas - The Sun Also Rises

Oozora Subaru - どぅーまいべすと！

Reol - ウテナ

Aya Ueto - Personal

Yuya Matsushita - See You

m-flo Loves Monday満ちる* – A.D.D.P.

Submatik - Endeavour

Richard Caddock & Hyper Potions - Distance

LUVRAW & BTB - Anatato

Nano - Omoide Kakera

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game #2: choose an artist you like and use the name of their songs to answer this as close to the truth as possible!

Name of the artist: Nano

What is your gender: Born to be (ehh its the best i got. Male. As if that wasn't obvious lol)

Describe yourself: No pain no game

How do you feel: All Eyes on Me (been enjoying monster hunter too much)

If you could go anywhere, where would you be: Nevereverland

Describe your best friend: Glow (nothing beats their reactions and experiences when i got them into monster hunter)

If your life was a tv show, what would it be called: Jump Start (to generalize, i can definitely say alot of experiences I've had with life and doors i have opened have occurred because i had been very optimistic.)

What is life to you: Savior of Song (life is all about music to me i guess lol)

Relationship status: Empty Shell (not really, being single has pretty much been a blast)

What do you fear: Neophobia

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game #3: share your top 5 current songs

Reol: 404 not found

Sonic Frontiers: Breaking Through it all (FUCK! Nothing gets the adrenaline pumping more than listening to this when joining lvl 180+ afflicted hunts in monster hunter!)

Vanguard - Femme Fatale

Back On ft. Mimi - One Step

She - Orbit

Unfortunately i won't be tagging anyone simply because...GODDAMN THIS TOOK TOO FUCKING LONG FOR ME TO DO XD

[sunshineram]

just so yall know how bad the recent fixation is, i didnt want to have to play the game multiple times just to see my favorite guy(and his friends) so ive instead just grabbed all of his dialogue(shoutout assetstudio ✌️). bad part is its really hard to read(cause you arent exactly supposed to like this lol) so im making it easier for me to read it :) (not horrible but also confusing at points, small text doesnt help lol)

this is what it looks like when im done :)

[lokissweater]

hey! i really love your fics and i have a special request 4 my 19th birthday ( aug 16 ) . can you do inexperienced yuuta x inexperienced reader or frat boy/play boy yuuta x shy nerdy reader? I really luv u and it would mean alot 2 me if you did this,feel free to say no or ignore this if you want! no pressure!

OH MY GOODNESSS i could never ignore this! i can ABSOLUTELY cook this one up for you and i hope i met your expectations!! i wanted to release this right on your birthday, so here is my gift to you! <3 ILY you’re so sweet thank you for sending in a request!

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finally.

{frat boy/playboy yuta okkotsu x nerdy f!reader}

summary: yuta okkotsu is a typical popular frat boy player who’s never been told no, but at one of his regular parties where he spots your pretty little self in the kitchen, and you turn him down? his entire existence resets as he then cannot stop thinking about you and tries his absolute hardest to change the impression you have on him.

warnings: college au, afab!reader, fluufff, mentions of alcohol and drinking, yuta LOVES you, he’s a little weenie at first, character development yuta, no smut in this one!, cursing, party fight, protective yuta, yuta fights someone lol, slight sexual themes but really nothing.

word count: 5k

authors note: OH HOW I LOVE THIS ONEEE!! i hope i’m feeding you guys well this week with these fics hehe!! IM WRITING A FREAKY ONE FOR THIS NEXT SO STAY TUNED!! love you love you <3

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yuta okkotsu was the biggest player and frat boy to ever plague your college campus— having parties literally every other night and trashing the absolute fuck out of his frat house after every single one, living in the privileges of popularity as he was without a doubt the hottest man there.

he absolutely relished in his reputation, loved the attention, loved the stares he got, and had a body count that absolutely shot through the roof in numbers.

and yuta was quite literally a typical frat boy. he was loud and obnoxious, the most stubborn hot headed man to ever exist on the face of the planet, passed the time playing beer pong for fun and drinking, and had girls practically at his feet, him never having to work for anything to get in his bed and fuck.

until he met you.

you had timidly walked into one of his frat parties one night, shy, cutely nerdy, a little scared and absolutely drop dead gorgeous, your energy an entirely different one from his own as he watched you a little too much throughout the night, rehearsing his perfected plan of getting girls into bed with him as he finally spotted you alone in the kitchen after a while, approaching you.

yuta flashed you an attractive polished smile as he leaned up against the kitchen counter, practically cornering you in as you eyed him alarmingly.

“hey,” he sipped at his beer. “what’s your name?”

you awkwardly shifted, wondering where the hell your best friend was as the biggest player you’ve ever heard of was talking to you.

“y-y/n…” you stammered, your gaze barely looking at him but giving a small smile through your nervousness nonetheless.

“pretty name for a pretty girl,” he hummed. “you’ve never come to my parties before, have you?”

you shook your head no, your doe eyes finally peering up at him.

“welcome then!” he chirped smoothly and leaned closer to you, his breath faintly smelling of alcohol. “you here by yourself?”

“no i’m with a friend, actually.” you laughed awkwardly, your cheeks red with embarrassment but smiling politely through your discomfort, not wanting to offend him in any way.

yuta nodded, his eyes scanning the crowd. “did you lose them?”

“i— i guess so—”

“you can stick with me then.” he shrugged, a sly smile on his face as he sweet talked you, it slightly faltering when he noticed how uncomfortable you looked, but carrying on anyways. “you wanna head upstairs? maybe we can—”

“no thank you.”

he paused.

no?

“no?”

he was yuta okkotsu. no girl has ever told him no before.

you shook your head at him and gave him a sugary smile, your tone kind and polite as you started to walk away from him. “i’m sorry, i think i see my friend over there though! thank you for keeping me company, i hope it wasn’t too much trouble!”

he watched you walk away then in your tiny little skirt, and he felt stupidly offended. absolutely stupidly offended as he slightly scoffed and shook his head, taking a swig of his beer, his body and mind literally glitching with the foreign feeling of rejection.

yuta tossed his empty beer bottle lazily in a black garbage bag and stuffed his hands into his pockets, his long legs already pulling him over to the beer pong table in the living room, opting to forgetting the entire encounter he had with you altogether and shaking it off.

except he couldn’t. he couldn’t shake it off.

his brain was buzzing and utterly reeling over the thought of your timid nature and soft spoken words and pretty pretty face from that point forward, thoughts that aggravated him to no end that bubbled up every time he ate, slept, was in class, and did basically anything.

he didn’t know why it was happening. he didn’t know why you took over his every fucking thought as he only interacted with you for like five minutes. but your aura was different. so poised, so shy and gentle, and it was like a red string was physically pulling him towards you everywhere you went.

yuta saw you around campus a lot more after that, you sticking out like a sore thumb and blinding his vision whenever you walked past him, your smile sweet and respectful towards him that lasted only a millisecond as you walked down further, his eyes watching you over his shoulder, soft.

you conversations with him were nothing but polite and casual as he tried to talk to you again and again, your body language guarded and careful, but your voice like silky honey, speaking to him with more kindness than he deserved.

yuta never seemed to be able to get past the invisible wall you built in front of him.

“a girl like her isn’t gonna go for a guy like you, yuta.” one of his frat brothers muttered to him, having been fed up with yuta’s moping and grumbling around the house ever since he saw you.

“and why not.” he gruffed, his arms tightly crossed over his chest as he leaned back on the couch.

“because she’s nothing like us.” he emphasized. “she’s a nerd, respects herself, is way too good for you, and would never let herself waste time with a guy of your reputation.”

his frat brother patted him heavily on the shoulder. “just go back to the ones you usually go for. they’re easy.”

yuta only rolled his eyes and stood, but he really couldn’t deny what he had said. you were too good for him, way too good for him, his life completely mismatched from yours— paths never meant to cross as he solemnly watched you from afar, wanting you to smile at him the way you smiled at others, wanting you to talk about your precious nerdy interests and your studies with him like you do with your friends, and wanting you to just simply look at him longer than the usual casual hello you gave him.

but you never did.

in an attempt to try and talk to you again without seeming like an absolute fucking stupid creep like last time (something he quickly realized), he started throwing parties at his frat literally every single night in hopes of you showing up, scanning the crowd and sulking in a corner when he couldn’t find you, the bags under his eyes growing darker and darker with every time you didnt make an appearance.

he tried to go back to his old ways and hook up with the girls he usually did, tried to bury you in the back of his mind and go back to before, but he just couldn’t, his mind foggy and preoccupied with thoughts of you that invaded his every neuron, making him kiss his hook ups back lazily or straight up just cancel on them— stopping all together in the end.

it had been months, and yuta sat bored out of his mind on the living room couch during another one of his parties, not a single drop of alcohol in his system as music pumped and drummed through the frat that made his headache ten times worse.

these everyday parties were pointless.

he sat up and trudged to the kitchen, pushing past his friends for a beer until he froze.

there you stood, finally, leaning against the kitchen counter all by yourself, just like how you were when he first saw you.

his eyes flew open and he quickly smoothed over his white t-shirt with his hands, heart hammering against his chest so hard that it traveled down to his ribcage as he approached you, internally freaking the fuck out.

“hey y/n,” he greeted quietly and calm, trying his absolute hardest to convey sincerity towards you. “how are you doing?”

your eyes snapped to his and you leaned back a bit, but smiled. “hi yuta! i’m doing okay. how are you?”

he could practically see the wall you had in front of him, your posture timid and cautious, and his eyes only grew more insecure.

“i’m good! do you— do you want a drink? or something? i could—”

“oh it’s okay yuta! i’m fine,” you answered shyly, a grin on your breathtaking face.

yuta gnawed on his thumb, looking around the kitchen for something, anything that could fix the image you had on him.

the fridge.

“do you um—” he walked over to the fridge, almost stumbling over his own shoes as he opened it. “do you want maybe apple juice? or— or i have chocolate milk? or sunny d i drink like an entire dozen a day but—”

you giggled.

his head snapped over to you and watched your pearly smile, shining just for him for a moment, his shoulders slowly relaxing.

yuta sheepishly scratched the back of his neck and laughed along with you.

“sunny d would be great!”

he stared blankly, and then quickly nodded. “o—okay! yes sunny d—”

he ransacked through his fridge, knocking over several cans of energy drinks and beers before he finally found the sunny d’s in the back, tearing one out from the pack and closing the fridge.

“here you go.”

your cheeks glowed pink as you shyly took the small bottle from his hands, a cute wobbly smile on your face that made yuta’s chest clench.

precious.

he wiped his sweaty hands on his jeans.

“i wanted to apologize—” he strained out. “for the way i spoke to you when we first met.”

you stared at him.

“it was never my intention to make you uncomfortable, and i acted like a complete dingbat with the things i said, so i just—” he scuffed his shoe against the kitchen floor. “i’m really sorry.”

you were quiet, big doe eyes blinking up at him in shock— until your frame gently deflated, eyes softening for him.

“you don’t have to apologize yuta honestly.” your soft voice soothed him, a sound he craved to hear everyday since the moment he met you. “i don’t think any less of you if that’s what you’re worried about.”

“you don’t?”

you shook your head cutely, beaming. “i don’t.”

he felt like he could breathe again.

your invisible wall slowly and gradually crumbled away the more you got to know yuta after that. he was still a little flirt, but only a little flirt with you, and he still did his frat boy job duties everyday, but he toned down the parties massively and stopped playing beer pong and drinking just for fun.

it would be a lie if you said you weren’t hesitant about yuta to begin with. you knew of his reputation and the risks you ran with befriending him the way you were— you well aware that he was trying to win you over, but you saw something different in him that he didn’t show to anyone else, and you trusted him, the goodness of your heart always giving people the benefit of the doubt.

he was trying his absolute hardest for you and changing his bad traits, wanting to become a person that deserved to be with you as he listened to you ramble on and on about your classes and your studies all of the time, him smiling adoringly at you because he genuinely loved so much hearing you talk to him and listen to anything you had to say— and yuta was falling practically head over heels over the way you gushed about your little nerdy interests, your eyes shimmering every time.

“and what’s this one called?” he asked softly.

you glanced over. “that’s the corpse flower! they only bloom for two to three days every two to three years.”

“only for two to three days?!” he whispered harshly, the ambiance in the botanical garden quiet and serene as you both observed the different kinds of breeds, flowers being your specialty of knowledge.

and he wanted to know all about it, even though he had a pamphlet in his hand that told him everything.

he wanted to hear it from you.

“and this one?”

he pointed to a vibrant scarlet red flower.

“that’s the cardinal flower. they attract little bees and hummingbirds!”

your words were gentle and polite, your eyes sparkling at all of the different flowers in front of you.

“oo! and this one—” you stopped suddenly, slowly retracting your hand and looking at him bashfully, your cheeks redder than ever.

yuta’s eyebrows furrowed. “what? why’d you stop?” he looked to where you had been staring. “what about this one?”

“sorry!” you sputtered. “i felt like i was getting carried away and talking way too much…”

you laughed it off, but yuta only shook his head.

“no you weren’t. you weren’t at all.”

you peered up at him shyly.

“you can talk about anything you want with me wherever we are, y/n. i like it when you explain to me these things, or anything you know really.” he ruffled your hair. “i like listening to you.”

your cheeks adorned a pinky shade as you took in what he said, and you smiled so so big then, nodding.

“so what’s this one?” he pressed again, lightly.

the bed contained a mix of white and purple flowers, small and dainty as they swayed to and fro a bit with every breeze.

“those are pansies,” you leaned over the railing. “i like these especially because it looks like they have another pair attached to them on the other side.”

“like a little buddy,” yuta commented.

you laughed softly, “yeah! like a little buddy.”

he pointed to a specific pansy that had one white flower and one purple flower on the opposite side.

“that’s you and me.”

“is it?” you grinned. “who’s who?”

“you’re the white one and i’m the purple one,” yuta absentmindedly turned and grabbed your hands gently, playing with your fingertips— and you let him. “because you’re pretty and really fucking smart and way too nice to me, and i’m a douchebag and sometimes i’m a mean and scary old fart.”

you giggled loudly at his joke, shaking your head. “nuh uh. i don’t agree.”

“you don’t?” he quirked an eyebrow, a silly smile on his face.

you shook your head again. “you’re genuine yuta. really genuine. and you’re funny, you never make me feel embarrassed for the things that i love, and you make others happy!… sometimes.”

yuta laughed, “sometimes?” he softly placed your hands back at your sides. “yeah, you’re not wrong.”

“but you make me happy, always.” you finished off.

his eyes lit up like a firework. “really? so does this mean you’ll finally say yes to going out with me and give me a little kiss?”

you snickered and covered your mouth, your cheeks flushed. “nuh uh.”

“aww mannn,” yuta groaned and leaned against the railing, but turned his head to the side after a few seconds and looked at you, giving a tender smile.

your eyes continued to sparkle over the flower beds in front of you, but yuta’s eyes only sparkled at the one flower in front of him.

that’s where he started calling you flower.

“that’s okay!” he leaned back up. “i’ll keep trying.”

and boy did he try. each and every single day yuta tried as he brought you little treats from the campus cafe, or helped carry your textbooks to wherever you went, brought you neatly packaged flowers or sometimes would even pull his car over when he saw pretty ones on the side of the road, getting off and running to pluck them, handing them to you through the window with a goofy grin.

everything was bliss between you two, and your world only got brighter as you hung out with him.

but for yuta, his world got a little complicated.

his former hookups only grew sour once they found out about you, the girl yuta seemed to spend every waking hour with, completely blind sighted to the fact as they thought he would’ve dumped you months ago already.

and his frat brothers were just bothered. yuta wasn’t managing the frat like he used to before, like he was supposed to as their leader, neglecting the collective reputation they all had with him not sweet talking the entire female student body, or their parties not running every single night anymore— and even when they did run, yuta wasn’t ever even there to begin with, he was with you, something they quickly realized.

“you have to cut it out man,” one of them said. “this frat is turning into a shit hole because you keep spending your time with that girl—“ he stopped. “who the fuck even is she? i mean if it was layla fine everybody knows layla but—”

“who she is is none of your fucking business?” yuta snapped. “and just because i’m not sending girls for you to jerk your dick with doesn’t mean this frat is turning into a ‘shit hole.’”

some of the boys snickered.

“you wanna run the maintenance on the house? you wanna call up the fucking board and ask for the ten thousand fucking permits we have to have for our parties every year? you think you can run that?”

“no—”

“then be my fucking guest.”

“okay fine, i’m sorry man.” he sighed. “we haven’t had a party in a week though, we have to throw one tomorrow and you have to be there. then ill call it even.”

yuta snorted. call it even? whatever.

he begrudgingly agreed, not wanting to be there whatsoever but softening up to the fact that maybe he was neglecting his frat a little too much.

so when he called you up that day for your nightly phone calls, yuta asked for your attendance.

“i know— i know parties aren’t really your thing…” he pursed his lips, staring up at the ceiling as he had you on speaker. “but i’d feel a lot better if you were there… and you won’t be alone! you’ll be with me the whole time so—”

yuta sighed. “…i have been neglecting the frat a little bit, and they’re pissed at me.”

you gasped softly, “they are?”

“yeah but i don’t give a fuck.”

you both giggled.

“but i do want to make them somewhat happy so that’s why i gotta throw this party… can you come? it’s okay if not flower don’t worry—”

“of course i can go yuta!” you spoke cutely over the speaker. “as long as you give me a sunny d i’ll be okay.”

he laughed.

“i feel like…” you struggled. “them being mad and what’s happening with your frat is partially my fault yuta… i’m sorry.”

your voice was so worrisome, you feeling tremendous guilt on the other line as you bit your lip.

“what?” his eyes narrowed. “no flower, absolutely not. why would you think that?”

“because i keep asking you to hang out with me,” you spoke softly. “and i feel like im hogging you from your frat boy duties.”

yuta chuckled and shook his head. “i would ten times rather spend time with you than hang out with these fucking dummies.” he sat up on his bed. “i love it when you ask for me flower. keep doing it please. whatever that’s happening with my frat strictly has to do with me okay? not you.”

you grinned on the other end, your heart giddy. “okay.”

so the night of the party, you showed up to his frat looking absolutely gorgeous in your tight little dress, his hands instantly clamming up and his throat closing at the scent of your strawberry perfume and lovely face alone.

yuta tried so hard to keep his eyes respectful and not drift down to your ass or the way your perfect tits squeezed out from the top, almost physically slapping himself when he accidentally touched you way lower than he should have when guiding you through the crowd.

everywhere he went people were greeting him or passing him shots, him quickly acknowledging everybody and downing whatever they gave him as you shyly and timidly stuck to his body (which he loved).

yuta taught you how to play beer pong that night and cheered like an absolute fucking idiot whenever you would make it in, drinking the cups for you instead as he knew you weren’t the biggest fan of alcohol, which made you a little weak in the knees that he catered to you so much.

the party was actually way more fun than the both of you expected, especially for yuta, because he proudly had you on his arm as you walked throughout the house, you trying your absolute hardest to ignore the stares you got from different girls and not uttering a single word about it to yuta, not wanting to burden him and take his focus away from rejuvenating the frat and his brothers.

all was bliss, until it wasn’t.

“is this her? the girl you’re always talking to?” one of his frat brothers stumbled through the crowd, the one that argued with him the day before, drunk off of his freaking mind as his eyes raked over your body like nothing.

yuta instantly picked up on that and stiffened, “yeah.”

he tried his best to swallow his annoyance and be civil as he gently placed a hand on your back and softly ushered you forward, you shy and clinging onto his shirt. “this is y/n.”

“h—hi.”

“i see why you abandoned us for a nerd man!” he slurred. “she’s fucking hot. never seen tits look so good—”

your breath hitched.

“the fuck you just say?” yuta tugged you behind him. “the hell is wrong with you man? don’t talk about her like that.”

you noticed several eyes looking over.

“what!” he hiccuped dumbly. “they do! why are you getting pissed—”

“i don’t give a shit!” yuta snapped. “don’t talk about her like that!”

he scoffed, swaying a little. “what, like you actually care about her anyways—”

“are you fucking serious?” yuta stepped forward and you tugged him back, your eyes frantic as they scanned over the crowd forming and back to him.

“no yuta, he’s drunk it’s okay—”

“she’s just another one for your body count, once you fuck her you’re gonna leave—”

yuta slipped from your grasp and lunged at him, tackling him and towering over him on the ground as he fisted his shirt and jerked him up, yuta landing punch after punch to his face as the crowd yelled, cheered and recorded around you.

“yuta please!” you tried to get his attention, your chest heaving in a panic as you watched the other guy land a hit on yuta, not wanting him to get hurt over you at all whatsoever.

yuta dodged another coming hit and beat the shit out of him, grueling him down to a mere pulp as everything around him went completely white and fuzzy, his body stinging with absolute rage.

he was furious.

finally, several other frat brothers broke through the crowd and pulled yuta off of him.

“that’s enough that’s enough!”

“guys stop!”

quickly, you grabbed yuta’s hand once they put him aside and tugged him away from the crowd, speed walking to the front door.

“you’re out of the fucking frat you piece of shit!” yuta practically roared behind him as you pulled him. “you’re out!”

your trembling fingers hurriedly turned the knob and opened the door, dragging him out down the steps to the porch and across the grass, not saying a single word to him yet as he kept breathing out desperate apologies to you with every step.

once you both were a safe distance away from the house and just a tiny bit down the street, you let go of his hand and turned to him.

“—fuck im sorry i’m sorry im so sorry—” yuta shoved the base of his palms into his eyes as he threw his head back, “i just fucked everything up between us i—”

yuta knew you would never want to be with a guy like him, especially one that couldn’t keep his shit together and resorted to violence the way he did minutes ago, right in front of you. a guy like that didn’t deserve you. you deserved way way fucking more. and as he tore his palms away from his face, eyes looking up at the night sky, he knew he completely messed up his chances with you for good.

his head snapped down to look at you, his eyebrows pinched and eyes contorted in absolute guilt and agony as he placed his bloody knuckled hands on your little cheeks.

“i’m so fucking sorry he said those things to you like that that was not okay flower,” he emphasized. “and i’m so sorry i beat him when you told me not to i— i just couldn’t stand there when he was talking to you like that man—”

he dropped his hands and cursed, his arms going up as he covered his eyes again.

“yuta it’s okay—”

“no,” he shook his head and looked at you. “no it’s not okay. you deserve way more than this and no matter how fucking hard i try to do better, the life i built before you just doesn’t let me.”

his eyes got so sad, saying words he didn’t want to say, but knew he had to. “you shouldn’t be around a guy like me flower, you really shouldn’t. fuck— i don’t want you around a guy like me. you’re too precious for that. i’m gonna end up screwing you over like i always do—”

“yuta stop.” you raised your voice a little, your tone one he’d never ever heard come out of your mouth, firm and serious in contrast to the sweetness you always gave him.

he shut right up.

“come sit down with me on the curb,” you pulled his arm. “please.”

he followed you and sat down next to you on the side walk with his head down, you taking in how yuta only had one little cut next to his eyebrow, pride funnily bubbling up in your chest as you realized how good he actually fought.

he did that. for you. he made a scene out of himself and protected your name.. for you. although you hated that he got into a fight, you knew he was trying so so hard for you, going above and beyond for a year now trying to fix himself to be a better man deserving of you, and you were immensely touched, no one having put even close to that amount of effort like he was in your life.

“you don’t get to decide what i deserve yuta.”

his eyes shot in your direction “but as a friend i’m telling you—”

you huffed as you grabbed his cheeks and kissed him.

you kissed him.

yuta’s eyes were blown astronomically wide as you did, his heart no longer beating as he could’ve sworn he was dead right now, not believing that you were actually kissing him.

him.

you pulled apart from his lips with a smack, your hands still on his red cheeks. “a guy who’s willing to literally change himself without me having to ask, trying to be better for me everyday without fault for literally a year, doing everything he can to make me happy? definitely deserves me yuta. you deserve me.”

you pecked his forehead softly and pulled back again, his body going numb when you did. “so what if you beat the shit out of him? i would do it too if someone was talking to you like that i don’t care. i’d lose but i’d do it,” you giggled. “i didn’t like the fight because i don’t want you getting hurt, ever, period. but you literally scrapped him up like it was nothing, so i don’t have anything to worry about.”

he shook his head and playfully rolled his eyes. “no flower that’s the thing you’re too sweet to me, i don’t want you justifying—”

“yuta be quiet!” you whispered harshly, giving him a silly grin. “you talk too much.”

you reached up and very very gently pecked the little cut on the side of his eyebrow, feeling a cool calming waterfall wash over his body at the feeling of your soft lips finally on him, something he’s wished upon every star for.

“you’re so good to me yuta, truly you are. and i’m sorry it’s taken me so long to say this because i’m always nervous but—” you smiled endearingly. “i do want to go out with you, and i do want to give you little kisses. all of the time.”

yuta slowly let his forehead fall against yours, feeling like he was in a dream as the only emotion he felt at the moment was bliss. pure honeyed bliss as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you to his chest, his face burying in your silky hair.

his hard work had finally paid off, and he had every fucking intention of keeping up that work until the day he dies, wanting you, his shy and timid precious little flower forever in his life— you changing him for the better so much that he finally feels like he’s properly healthy, in more ways than one.

“we’re going out tomorrow,” he mumbled into your hair. “bright and early. i’m gonna take you to get breakfast, and then we’re gonna go to that aquarium you’ve been wanting to go to for weeks now, and then i’m gonna buy you a souvenir, and then i’m gonna take you to get your nails done—”

“yu!” you pulled back and giggled happily. “you don’t have to buy me anything my goodness. just you is enough.”

he bit his lip, smiling like a fucking idiot.

“really?”

“really.”

“well too fucking bad i’m gonna do it anyways.”

he pulled you back in as you laughed and buried his face back into your hair, not wanting to break away at all, feeling like the richest douchebag in the world as he finally had you as his.

you scooted your face up then and nudged him, him pulling a part in response as you proceeded to plant another sugary kiss to his lips, yours lingering as they melted into a perfect mold against his mouth, yuta’s heart absolutely soaring, your red invisible strings close together at last.

he finally had you.

finally.

and he was never letting you go.

[poppy-metal]

i need art to drop a bomb on reader for sperm donor!au and cut tashi the fuck off. she can’t just check out of the relationship when it’s convenient for her😭 we don’t have the same luxury. she can be happy with patrick— but not at the cost of us or our baby. i’m all for leaving her toxic ass. perhaps even for our baby daddy!

(but this is 100% my vengeful, petty side coming out)

unfortunately, i think reader is so in love with tashi she really would forgive her if tashi wanted to work things out - her self worth has been SHOT since annabellas birth - she just wants to be a good mom, so badly she genuinely believes its her fault for slacking on being a good wife - part of what made her and tashi work was how much of a devoted acolyte you were - at tashi's beck and call. now if she wants to go on a date you have to bring the baby, she can't bring you to events because anna will get fussy, you dont go on morning runs with her anymore because your body aches too much lately. its kind of insane really, you'd think she'd realize all this change would happen - but even tashi doesn't know everything. she just wanted to make you happy. she didn't know it'd mean so much would change.

in my head in this au tashi is her full selfish self that the film was too afraid to let her fully be - she likes being the center of someone's world. she liked the fact that she married you, picked you, but had art and patrick still in her orbit. she liked that she barely had to push art at all before he agreed to give you a baby. she never cheated on you before - but it was a kind of emotional betrayal nonetheless. when annabella was born and your devotion shifted - and arts did too, he didn't look at her with that awestruck loopy boy in love gaze anymore. he was always wanting to be around you and the baby. patrick was the only one left fully obsessed with her and only her. falling into bed with him was easy.

she feels alot of guilt. just because she's selfish doesn't mean she's evil - she still loves you. thats why its an affair and she's keeping it from you. she doesn't want to leave. you still love her, she knows you do. she doesn't know how it will end - if she'll have her fun and end it with patrick when shes ready to settle more, or if she'll always keep him around to fill a bed with her when you're not around. she doesn't know and she doesn't want to dwell on it.

patrick is simple because hes really just fully in love with tashi - always has been always will be. doesn't care how shitty of a person it makes him to sleep with her behind your back, doesn't matter that he likes you as a person, if tashi calls, he's there, period.

and if art tells you - isn't he just doing that for himself too? thats why he's hesitant to let you know. he doesn't want to come across like he's happy it happened - he doesn't want to be in annabellas and your life that way. he wants you to fall in love with him like hes fallen in love with you. he wants you to want him to be your partner. not just choose him because everyone else betrayed you.

[ghosty-writes-23]

Personal Headcanons. - Leon S Kennedy Part. 2

!WARNINGS!: Slightly NSFW

Ghosty's Notes: Hello, here is the winner from the poll last week, I tired to do something a little different and hopefully none of the headcanons sound similar, I have tried to make these as gender neutral as possible so hopefully everybody can enjoy these, I also wanted to thank you for the love and support for the first part, I didn't think it would get as much love and attention as it did but I am truly grateful nonetheless.

!These headcanon's are just my opinion and are just for fun and to not be taken seriously!

Thank you for all the support, it means alot❤️

-Ghosty❤️

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SFW

Will teach you self defense when he isn't on missions.

Awkward comfort king.

Cheesy pickups when you first meet.

Your one of the few people he can be himself around.

Gets slightly more clingy after missions, especially after ones that are more mentally taxing.

Melts when he sees you wearing his clothing.

the prefect man to meet your parents, he maybe a little awkward at first but they will love him by the end of the night.

Craves more of a simple easy domestic relationship, rather then a hot steamy one night stand.

Doesn't get jealous easily, he is confident in your relationship, even tho sometimes he does wonder why you picked him in the first place.

has won you a teddy bear on a carnival date, that you named Leon because the stuffed bear kind of resembled your boyfriend, with soft fluffy blonde fur and cute puppy dog eyes.

NSFW - Dom Edition.

Pleasure Dom.

!CONSENT KING!, Always asking if your alright with something, or always asking for your consent because your safety and pleasure is his number one priority.

Your his perfect little doll.

Will choke you with either his hands (With his gloves on) or bicep if asked beg nicely.

Uses your body as a stress releaser.

Leaves bruises in places that can be seen, to show people your taken.

Loves taking pictures when your a mess, even keeps a polaroid in his wallet for when he goes on missions.

Younger Leon isn't that much into degrading, but as he gets older and more confident in your relationship, god help you with the flithy things this man will say to you or call you.

Loves touching, teasing you or even fucking you in risky places, in public, In bar/club bathrooms, your parents place, his office at the RPD.

Isn't done with you until either your a mess, drool everywhere, your brain like a marshmallow on the thoughts of him in your head, maybe even crying if he is feeling extra mean, or he says so, because your will be good for your boyfriend Leon won't you?

NSFW - Sub Edition.

Will be a perfect dumb loyal little puppy for his Mistress/Master.

Loves it when you use him for your own pleasure, Mark him up, Bite him, Scratch him, Bruise him, Tug on his hair, Mess him up, Just use him.

Can cum untouched if you just praise him, calling him your best baby boy, your favourite puppy.

Always wanting to be pretty for you, with cute collars and leashes, new toys and even some lingerie sets.

Loves sending you videos or pictures of him touching himself, or shaking his hips while he bounces on the new toy you recently brought him just moaning/whining your name while your at work, being the needy pathetic puppy he is, always wanting your attention. "Please Master/Mistress pay attention to me."

If you leave marks on him, he will show them proudly especially at work.

loves being loud, letting everybody know how good his Mistress/Master is making him feel, this has lead to you either gagging him, or placing your hand over his mouth.

Will try to use his adorable baby blue puppy dog eyes to get out of punishments, when he knows he is in the wrong.

whines and cries when he gets overstimulated, his voice cracks but he will still look at you with heart eyes nonetheless.

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[kunimilktea]

This picture of kori in the last post is sending me

She looks so silly dkkskskdkd.

Speaking of kori (also hey I had an mc called cori that's cool!) when do her and cove get together? Is it in the step 2 epilogue with the confession or during the charity confession?

Also unrelated to Kori but what do you mind going more into depth on your thoughts for both Derek and Baxter dlcs? I love discussions around their dlcs I wish people would genuinely talk more about itz going into depth into the themes of the dlcs and how they affect Derek and Baxter as characters, but then again I'm someone who loves analyzing the media they consume so djdkdkjd. General discussions about these things drive me crazy (I think is worth mentioning that I'm autistic so djdkdk)

Your art is also very lovely I loved watching your doodles, you're one of the artists I always look forward to to get a notification from 🫶

THATS ALOT OF QUESTIONS YOU GOT THERE BUDDY,,,,

Im kidding tho it's appreciated nonetheless ^_^

SO FIRST OF ALL THANKS FOR LIKING MY ART 🥹🥹🥹 i try my best to make time for drawing my silly our life doodles despite being busy in college and i appreciate anyone who rlly enjoys my dumb doodles of my ol mc shenanigans

Answering the confession question, they confess at the end of step 3 cause i thought the slowburn was fun 😇

I actually drew their first kiss right here

Now with the derek and baxter dlc question,,,

So fun fact! With how i played the the dlcs over all me and my friend Lo (@/oiulse) would choose which boy to play the dlc and stream it on call, so Lo picked Baxter and i took Derek, it was really funny cause casual constantly played in our heads during the Baxter dlc (bless lo btw for gifting me both dlcs labyu oomf 🫰)

With how i feel with BOTH dlcs

For my boy Derek Suarez

When i played the first moment from dereks dlc my voice started like acting up from how long THAT specific moment was, maybe its just me but the first moment in particular felt really long, I get it though its the first time ur meeting the suarez family and in no way did i NOT enjoy it, but there were indeed moments where im like DAMN ITS STILL NOT OVER cause of how tired my voice was getting LMFAO, all the other moments were rlly fun my favorite one from the dlc was where u hang out with liz on daddy day and there was an option to gift a card to cliff 🥹, his step 4 was also a bunch of fun i loved the family bonding get to do with the suarez brothers (u can just tell that i love family aus) and getting to hang out with derek made me love him more as a chr, HIS STEP 4 VOICE IS STILL A JUMPSCARE TO ME FROM HOW DRASTICALLY DIFFERENT IT IS (no hate to the va btw) STILL VERY FUNNY THOUGH HAHAHA, i made it so that Derek, kori and cove get to be neighbors before the both of them get married so now they hang out LOTS

With THE Baxter FUCKING Alexander Ward

I heard from another friend that the baxter's dlc was gonna be angsty and i was like oh hell fuckin yeah i love angst! AND THERE CERTAINLY WAS ANGST ILL TELL U THAT MUCH, since i was watching lo play through the Baxter dlc i will admit there were a few times where i spaced out cause ANOTHER fun fact, we played the dlcs like really late on my timezone so i was either drawing while Lo was playing or i was in the brink of conking the fuck out, i was able to know what was going on overall i think the ONLY moment i like fully spaced out on was when the mc and baxter were like out drinking or smth and there was this entire thing with the bartender and the singer, that specific scene in particular i was fully focusing on smth else and it wasnt till later that when i played the baxter dlc for myself that i knew what was finally going on, since me and lo have our castaways au to think abt while playing these dlcs we were building aus upon aus of what lo's mc would do when meeting with baxter again after 5 years its fun lo has never been the same since and neither have i, the angst was good soup and i can see why baxter's dlc was more expensive than derek's LMFAO

But ironically enough the dlc that made me cry was DEREKS DLC,,, that moment on the step 4 epilogue with the brothers having a heart to heart is going to be MY ROMAN EMPIRE, I FUCKING LOVE FAMILIES BRO GAUGHHHH

Anyways sorry that was unnecessarily long i could have organized my thoughts more but i dont have the patience for that so i hope u dont mind that all my thoughts and feelings were all over the place hahaha

In conclusion the dlcs was a nice content buffet 👍

[headcanon-territory]

Lupin III movies/media and their respective side character/npc girl rating - excuse for rambling -⭐️

~order of when I watched it~

• The First : 10/10

>Sexy people movie

>still one of my biggest favorites

>This movie is strong with its characterization and interactions

>Everybody in this movie you guys have my phone number

>look I get it we have Sweet boy Lupin but girl you did not need to feel the need to save the nazi

>I kinda just skipped the scenes that are not involving lupgang I'm sorry Latitia

>why why are we now feeling bad for her nazi grandpa why why are we here

>the rating is perfect for the animation sorry guys

NPC girl: 7/10 - Latitia is fun when she's interacting with Lupgang she works well with them despite being so normal,, unless if it's her solo scenes especially with her grandfather

• Castle Of Cagliostro: 10/10

>peak lupin

>second movie so immediatly went from sexy people doing crimes to Hayao Miyazaki telling you to sit down and rethink life

>is there anything else to say cause many of video essays represents what j think of this movie

>STOP MILKING THIS MOVIE

>I got weirdly hyped when I realize that ending was the scene that Marisa stole that precious thing referenced

>I need more zenigata and lupin moments with how this movie does it

NPC girl: 9/10 - Clarisse is the prototype sure but the tone of this movie helps her stand in and not awkward with the cast most of the time

- I also feel emotions like I cared for this girl in comparison to Latitia

•Prison of the Past: 10/10

>I had a blast

>Zenigata and Yata are the best here sad that Yata's character didn't transition into part 6 apparently

>First introduction to Yata though that I seen clips of him in Part 5 prior

>cute robot heehee

>Harvey stardew valley why are you here

>Yata beating up lupin and going apeshit with no intentions to be will always be my favorite

>rewatched for comfort from nostradamus' Zenigata

NPC girl: B - Florensa was that her name?? Didn't care, that fighting scene was good tho

•Tokyo Crisis - 9/10

>Fun Movie

>Alot alot of Zenigata in this I'm happy

>we can excuse Goemon getting nerfed the shit he has to go through is funny

>Fun artstyle

NPC girl: 8/10 - what the fuck was the plot with the villain using her egg cells about I forgot

She slayed tho, casually has psychic powers that rocks

•Detective Conan vs Lupin III [the second one] - 5/10

>watch this one for the scenes with Jigen and Conan only

>I do not care about that idol boy and his manager what are you guys doing

>the fujiko bath scene with Ai is.. eugh../neg

>also this one is one of the movies with creepy lupin uh oh

No NPC girl but the crossover experience?: 4/10 get that idol boy OUTTA HERE

•Blood Seal ~ Eternal Maid: 9/10

>refreshing characterization after watching the Case Closed crossover oh my god

>Cute Fujilup in this

>Plot fun kinda died down when the little girl dropped the "I wanna be a thief" Plot for her sister

>still good tho nonetheless

>GRANDPA LUPIN DESIGN HERE WOAH??

>Especially its depicting a young Arsene Lupin and its funny on how sweet he is compared to our grandpap Lupin in Lupin Zero where he straight up ripped a woman's tooth

NPC girl: 9/10 what I mentioned earlier deducted a point but she is very fun in the first half of the movie I do care for her and her sister. Love all these little kids wanting to become Lupin

•Fuma Conspiracy: 9/10

>I need to rewatch this

>Was Goemon young when he met Murasaki in her young girl school uniform 😧..

>Weirdly I didn't feel like there was that much Goemon despite being a Goemon movie

>One of the best Fujiko Designs woah

>I don't care that it tries to replicate The cagliostro feel it was still a great movie

>the budget issues tho sheesh

NPC girl: 8/10 - Murasaki is cute I really don't mind;; after she got rescued it's like she dosent matter anymore but not in a bad way I do enjoy her company. Again with the change of tone she fits in [but I dont like the implication with her and Goemon from earlier]

•Farewell to Nostradamus: 10/10

>I love this movie fuck you

>I can excuse the absolute butchery they did to Zenigata because of how crazy this movie is

>still I need mental recuperation for that

>weirdly this and fuma are up on YouTube and these guys has good animation but why are they left up there??

>I do love this Lupin even though he's not that different from other movies but this specific version of Lupin is my fav

NPC girl: - 10/10 JULIA SOLOS I love her she dgaf most of the time either of how she has been under her parents protection and had fun after everything and she wants to be Lupin III?? EVEN SHE AND LUPIN ARE TRYING TO BUY A CANEO FOR SERGEO?? STOP THATS SO CUTE

-also she and Lupin gets along because of being kids born from rich families that wants freedom and fun

Bonus: Tagalog Dub

>This one is more funny than the sub but hey who loves themselves with pinoy humor

>Lupin gives Goemon and Jigen nicknames [Goemskis and Jigs] and i love it

>Lupin in my boiling blood is half Filipino with all my heart that i would die on this hill

>They removed the pedophile lines from Julia only because her first encounter with Lupin was changed from "You like little girls" to "You like dolls?" Probably for cultural reasons

>and other scenes calling Lupin a pedophile is changed to "The guy that looks like a monkey"

>Zenigata when he finally saw lupin after he's mistaken as dead added "Lupin, buhay ka pala, UNGOY KA!" ["Lupin you're actually alive you monkey!"]

>Lupin's first time seeing goemon "And lalaking sakam! Na walang hilig sa Chika babes!" [It's the Lonely/Greedy not interested to chicks and babes!"]

>Would it be funny if you decide watching the lupin tagalog dubs because you're a big Englishira

>I'm unironically calling Lupin by <Lu-Pin> not <Lu-Pon> because of this

•Green vs Red: 9.5/10

>Sometimes I'm watching a psychological horror movie

>and that thought came to mind when Green Lupin was panicking inside the car when red lupin came in

>and when Goemon couldn't handle that his friend's face is everywhere by people trying to impersonate him??

>and the "real" Lupin spying on everyone in the beginning sounding so depressed as he spies on zenigata??

>this shit was surreal I love it

>jigen was hot Grabbing on that helicopter wait whatt

>goemon tied up whaattt

>Serious sexy zenigata whattt

>this movie left me with emotions I think I'm supposed to rethink life

•Lupin III vs Cat's Eye: 8/10

>oh boy that artstyle is so limited to what it can do

>I have not watch Cat's Eye I didn't dig into any summary of Cat's Eye I immediatly jump in

>they cool tho

>I like Ai

>Lupin blowing a kiss to Zeni and Grabbing Jigen by the ass you kidding me

>Lupin gets injured so bad but not for drama intensity but to nerf him he's fucking blind for half the movie

>Goemon our mann he knew that burger hoe was badddd

>GOEMON YOUR SWORD

>YOU GUYS ARE INTIMIDATING A MAN IN THE PARIS CATACOMBS

>TWO MOVIES IN A ROW WITH THE NAZIS INTO THE PLOT

>Zhongli why are you talking to Lupin

>Lupin's voice is also low for majority of the scenes because of how tired he is.... stop the car,, I had to watch dub for the difference of Tony Oliver's performance

>It's alright but Kanichi's voice has some.. effect on me

>I need more lupin getting fucked up maybe I should go watch part 6 idgaf [I did]

>all of my screenshots of this movie is lupgang being very bloody and sexy

>crossover experience: 7/10 and I didn't got to be properly introduced with Cat's Eye

•Operation: Return the Treasure: 8.5/10

>A fun one

>Everybody really did shine here huh

>ESPECIALLY GOEMON WHO;

-ok the first minutes he's in already witness his benefactors murdered

-reunites with the gang and first thing done is trick him into giving back the treasure and get chased down after

-Gets arrested

-Got shot by the shoulder

-bleeding in an alleyway

-Got slammed by the door

-stabbed that crazy bitch clean despite that the blood was censored even though he wasn't censored also getting stabbed and shot?? Or is the zantutsken just like that

>Movie's a win when they have a good Fujiko

>Last act has pretty visuals

>shits gonna turn to the diamond castle from barbie

Npc girl: 2/10 why why are you can you exist nowhere we don't need a few shots of you admiring the scenery of that tower

Even the crazy bitch Is cooler than you

☆~Woohooo! I'm kinda new to Binge watching Lupin despite getting into the fandom 2 years back

Now last thing to note is that I'm scared facing the most harsher Lupin entries with the Lupin similar to Manga Lupin because the Lupin that was formed by Miyazaki in cagliostro then balancing him in movies like Nostradamus is my comfort,;,

[ganondoodle]

feeling much better now having gotten some sleep (the dont trust how you feel about yourself past 9pm is good advice no joke)

of course all my criticism of totk still applies but im feeling less depressed about it, tho i will say its honestly kinda baffling how many times the game actually got me interested and excited about stuff and then just kinda drops it in a dead end, of course they were those kind of things in botw as well but it seems much less .. balanced in totk

(not even just the big things like making me want to actively do something to help zelda turn back when it just gets solved on its own in the end, but also some lil things like the fact that so many NPCs tell you about that newly discovered animal species and when you find the dongos they are just gem vending maschines)

in the end i can say, no, i dont like totk, tho i still love the graphics and the way the world is made ( botw showed me jsut how immersive and alive a world can feel i love it to death), i liked the gameplay and that it kept the freedom botw had established, the bossfights are mostly fun (tho i wish you could refight more of them), i LOVE the yiga and im glad they got more of a spotlight, the music is FANTASTIC i keep catching myself humming along, alot of the sidequests are much bigger and feel like you are actually doing something, i like how the sages are a bit more integrated into the story, the majority of the new designs are great, both the japanese and german voice acting is great, and the end fight has some of the best build up i have ever experienced, my heart starts to race when that music build up starts even tho i have beaten it 3 times already-

however, the story is both simple and incredible flat with lots of stuff that doesnt make sense especially when it was said to be a sequel, the zonau should have stayed a mystery imo, they failed to make me care about them even a little bit and often felt forcefully crammed into the world and its history, i think you could have told an incredible story taking place in the present and leave the past be the past, you easily could have connected botw and totk in a much better way than they did, i dont like how it changes aspects about botw all the while nigh ignoring it ever happened, it still feels like it was trying to be a replacement and not a sequel and all the referencing and callbacks to the old titles may have been done in good faith but that and including time travel yet again ultimately lead to people ripping each other to shreds over trying to prove its placed in the old timeline despite it making no sense at all and confusing people even more; often when the game made me care or be excited about something it was dropped in a dead end, there was a ton of missed opportunities and lost potential to tell a much more nuanced and interesting story/lore, and thinking about it only makes me sad for the things that could have been

overall i think my disappointment is outweighing my fun and the only way i can keep playing it while having fun is ignoring everything that isnt, which works quite well most of the time since im pretty much done with all story stuff but i keep slipping into my little rants nonetheless; i will say its making me a little worried about the future of the franchise, but i know im in the minority and maybe i will just have to accept that the new stuff wont be for me anymore and i should not hope for anything that interests me xD

except for some meme material or specific characters i love i dont think i will make much use of anything totk tried to establish, and i hope thats fine with the lot of you (<3) hopefully that also means my ranting days are over xD

anyway, back to making niche art i go! (sorry for making you endure these long ass rambling posts :,) )

[porchlightfairy]

ℕ𝕖𝕨 𝔽𝕦𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖

summary: You and Eddie think about the future

wc: 875

new life fresh start masterlist

a/n: THIS LITTLE SERIES IS OVER WOOHOOO. thanks for the ride. fun fact i filled this series along with the main series in a journal I had. Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy.

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It had officially been a year since your and Eddie’s near death experience in Hawkins. The thought has crossed your mind but you wouldn’t change what happened in Hawkins.  You are not one to believe in fate and such but maybe some things happen for a reason.

You lay on your couch and stare at the scars on your legs. Your mind flashes through the memory of you flipping a cop car into the Upside Down. The ghost of pain in your knees as you remember crawling across broken glass to escape the wreck.

“Happy anniversary.” Eddie sneaks up behind you and kisses the top of your head.

“Is that what it is? Happy?” You laugh.

He shrugs, “It’s better than ‘happy we didn’t die day’”

“I don’t know actually. That one has a nice ring to it.” You say, “Happy to be alive day.”

“Happy, thank you for taking me to the hospital day.”

“Alright, that one’s kinda shitty.” You shake your head.

Eddie gets on the couch with you, “Thank you for saving my life.” This time he speaks with earnesty. He rests his hand on your leg and rubs his thumb over your skin.

“I’d do it a million times. No hesitation.”

“I don’t know if that’s reassuring or concerning.” He crawls over top of you and kisses you, “I love you nonetheless.”

“Of course,” You smile, “I mean it though Eddie. I care about you alot and if anything ever happened to you—”

“Nothing will.” He whispers, “I’m okay. We’re okay.”

“Right. You’re right.” You kiss him again, “I love you.”

“I love you too.” He lays on top of you.

“Oh actually, I just  remembered the mail came in today. You’ve got a letter in there somewhere.”

Eddie perks up, “Oh yeah? From who?”

“You’ll have to look and see.” You smile.

Immediately, Eddie gets up and grabs the stack of envelopes on the table. He flips through them and stops when he notices the one with his name on it. It was written in his Uncle’s handwriting. It feels like forever since he last saw him.

Gently, he opens the envelope and takes out the letter to read. You watch his reaction from the couch. Tears well up in his eyes as he reads. He laughs at another moment before folding up the letter. “How’d he get the address?”

“My parents. I sent a letter to them to give to Wayne. I said he had to send me a few ‘things’” You grin cheekily, “Happy anniversary.”

He gets back on the couch and squeezes you tight and kisses you gingerly. “I don’t think I can live without you, you know?”

“I did know, but I like when you tell me.” You giggle and kiss his jaw, “I can’t live without you either.”

Later in the evening after going out to dinner to celebrate you come back to the apartment and get ready for bed. As you undress, Eddie smiles at you from the bed. His eyes move across your scar-decorated back. Small cuts across your shoulder blades and along your arms.

You turn around and notice his stare, “What?”

“Nothing.”

“You’re looking at something.”

“Is that a crime?” He smiles innocently.

“Well looking means thinking. And you’re thinking about something. What is that something?” You crawl into bed and onto his lap.

“Remember what I said at the hospital after I nearly died.”

“Alot happened around that time, could you remind me?”

“I said, ‘I couldn’t imagine a future where you weren’t with me.”

“Mhm.” You lean down and kiss him.

“I meant it.”

“I know.” You kiss him again.

“Wherever you go, I go.”

“I believe.” and again.

“That means I want to marry you.”

You pause in surprise, “Are you being serious?”

“As a heart attack.” He looks deeply into your eyes, his hands rest on your waist. His index fingers drag circles on your back. “I love you so much. I want to spend forever with you.”

You smile in return, “You’re not sick of me yet?”

“I’ve already spent 2 years with you in my life. I would never be sick of you. We live together for Christ’s sake.”

You smile wider, “I don’t know, I just can’t imagine you saying those words to me.”

“Ha! Did you just expect a ring to just appear on your finger one day?”

“Would it be stupid if I said yes?” You laugh, “I just kinda want to call you my husband with hesitation, y’know?”

“Feelings are mutual. I want you to be my wife.” He pulls you down for a kiss, “You are my wife.”

“You are my husband.”

“We’re fucking married.”

“Well technically—”

“Don’t ruin the moment, genius.” He rolls you onto the bed, “There’s no technicalities in this marriage.”

“Marriage is a technicality. It has laws!”

“Shut up!” You both continue to play-wrestle and kiss until it becomes heavy petting and mark making. Clothes are removed and energy is exchanged until you lay together satisfied.

“Husband?”

“Wife?”

“Just testing.” You giggle and rest your head on his chest. “I’d love to marry you, Eddie. I’d love to spend my forever with you.”

He grabs your hands and gives it a gentle squeeze, “I can’t wait.”

[iceunhie]

HAPPY NEW YEAR (⁠ﾉ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠*⁠.⁠✧ !

i honestly didn't know i would get this far in this blog and i sure most definitely did NOT expect to be able to make so many people's days with my works. to my followers, thank you so so so much for supporting every post of mine and for taking the time to read the silly little writings i post ever since i started this blog at ( 08/22/2023 ) for your kind words, funny reblogs and overall general love for all my works. it truly does mean alot to me. to all my anons who have went ham in my inbox, you all brighten up my day, even though i take so long to respond 😭 to my mutuals, i've met so many cool people here and tumblr has become such a place of comfort for me because of you all. i wish everyone a happy new year and also a toast to more memories and experiences with you all. m.notes ⊂⁠(⁠´⁠･⁠◡⁠･⁠⊂⁠ ⁠)⁠∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠° -> to all the moots i haven't mentioned, please know that i hold you all so highly and will fight for u all with my life, have a wonderful and amazing new year!!!

🎆 MESSAGES FOR YOU !

for my anons : calc, printsessa, ⚡ anon, delivery anon, all nameless anons -> YOU GUYSSSSS (gn) you are all so sweet, thank u so so much for leaving brainrots and funny ass concepts to the table about anything at all!! please do interact with me more sometime, i may not express it well but i truly do appreciate everyone of you.

@i23kazu // @yinyinggie -> you have been such a driving force in curating my entire Tumblr experience to be safe, happy, and always so loving. your positivity and endless kindness have been a huge impact on me and clearly, a lot of people as well! you have always made the genshinblr experience for me so amazing because you take the time to make events and creating the two servers i hold so close to my heart; you're always such a ray of sunshine, and you garner admiration and exude comfort.

to me, you are lucent — bright, dazzling and always so amicable. it is a huge joy talking to you and getting to know you, happy 2024 to u yinggie!

@vennnnn-diagram -> VEN MY VEN 🥺 sobs,,,, you're such a fun person to be around! thank you for recommending sm scara stuff and being able to be one of my fav people and THE scara stan fr. a notif from you never fails to brighten my day, and thank you for being one of my first moots and friends on the astronetwork.

i would write more about you but then i would probably go over the text limit so HAHAHAH erm. you are the spontaneous burst of fireworks in the night sky, often fleeting, but your presence burns bright in my mind nonetheless. may 2024 treat you with all the happiness and kindness you deserve.

@meidnightrain -> meisha. you are. you are the fizziness of sparkling wine, able to keep me up my toes with your energy and overall vibes. you silly alhaitham hater now kisser /aff it's always such a wonderful experience talking to you!! your personality does a whole 180 most of the time, which brings so many giggles and laughs to my face whenever we talk in the server.

your writing is nothing if not a warm hug that makes you feel homey and comfortable, and i honestly didn't expect myself to be on your wavelength so well!! there's no doubt you're one of the lights that paved the way for me in some of my more difficult moments. ily, and may you have a blessed 2024.

@faesther -> miss es!!!! essie!!! esther!!! you are just someone i absolutely respect; the way you hold yourself and your grounding nature, it makes me feel stable and your presence is vv soothing to me. THE xiao general alatus conquerer of demons lover and spouse. you're also one whose humor is often out of pocket, but is a welcome addition to any conversations.

i love talking to you and just how considerate you are to everyone in the server, yet your beliefs and the way you can firmly be who you are - calm and collected as well as assured, we love a queen who knows what she wants hehe happy 2024 to u miss es!

@realkavehgf -> i am going to gnaw on you. /j ofc but shin! oh shin you're such an authentic and yet complex human being who i've come to be endeared with in more ways than one. whatever anyone says about you and whenever you need someone to talk to, my dms are always open with welcoming arms. iykyk but you're very red coded skskdjdjfj thank you for the weird conversations and the endless spew of kaveh gifs HAHA, this year i hope to make even more memories with you (⁠⊃⁠｡⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)⁠⊃ ILY U KAVEH SNIFFER /silly

@heiayen -> mx heia how do you do? *tips imaginary tophat to you* heia you r just a ball of chaos and a treat to be around aaahhh ur writing and your brain. i love love love rambling about the fantasy au with you, about the mafia au and many more!! hope we get more interactions next year heia, and have a happy new year.

@so2uv -> JUN???!!!!!! i JUST saw ur moot appreciation post and first of all. I SHOULD SAY THE SAME FOR U??? ur writing is so giggling and feet kicking inducing and ur literally so funny ha u alpha wolf 🫵 AND YES u may psychoanalyze me and my crippling wanderer hyperfixation. our interactions may be short but ur def one of the moots i can't forget. let 2024 be the start of more interactions and conversations, sol 🫂

@ryuryuryuyurboat -> rolls eyes..... ayato kisser 🤨 /j /j happy happy new year to you miss yukari!! u r so fun to be with istg i remember that one funny stunt we pulled when we disguised as anon and,,,, yk what that was so no more elaboration. u r my accomplice in chaos and fellow brainrot enjoyer, and i always love how you're so sweet, kind, wonderful, and so so easy to be around???? genuinely love whenever u pop up in my notifs. ily yuyu may you red panda ur way through this year and have a 🥮 too!!

@ywalara -> I AM IN TEARS. yona. YONAAAAAAA (insert ueueue copypaste) we just recently became moots and ur writing is so, so pretty??? it's calming, and your layout + general vibe and it's always so cool talking with u omg,,,, hope we get to talk more in the future and I'm returning the sentiment too; may your creative endeavors prosper and flourish this 2024.

@snobwaffles -> THE server cyno. ur art is so nommable, ur GIFs always make me crack up, and the way your humor literally makes its way to the conversation so naturally that i don't feel intimidated talking to you!!!!!! ahhh you're also one of the first moots i got on genshinblr and GOSH am i thankful u are. it's always so fun to be around you, snob and you're such a vibrant and a person with a huge and considerate heart. ur character analyses??? UR THEORIES??? snob is genshin impact. u are hyv's employee real jk jk (unless 😦) happy new year to you snob!

@ansy-tea -> fellow kababayan 🤧 we haven't talked much as of late but i still remember when we used to talk about dottore alot in the network server HAHAHAH i hope things go well for you and i hope to see more of you this 2024! ily ansy 🫶🫶

@kiochisato -> THE SILLY /POS aahhhh one of my moots from the editing community!! UR SO TALENTED AND LIKE?????? Everything U make is so so pretty i am going to sob so bad rn ackkk kio ur also super fun to interact with! thank u for bringing me up when i once had quite the huge doubts about my writing, and you've helped me a lot of times even though you may not have noticed haha,,,,

i live seeing ur reblogs and you going on about ur day being the most loveable, silliest, most amazing human being ever!!!! happy new year to you and may many more interactions shall we experience in the future.

@kizakiss -> hello bunso!!! happy new year to you (kahit delayed na HAHAHA) seriously rin, thank you so so much for every little reblog you have on my fics like?????? ur so sweet ur so cute ugh u cutie fr fr, ur comments on my fics always leave me weak and flustered bc they're so sincere........ from the heart, and you're always so bubbly that a smile will always find its way to my face whenever we talk in the server ;;;; maligayang 2024 sa iyo bunso! have fun, make new memories and keep being who you are because you are a beautiful, admirable and awesome human being.

so so many more people to tag but @chichikoi, @yrbladie, @staretes. @adiluv, @ph-xntasy, // @yuelliiii, @rainswept, @dumbificat, @kazumist, @mondaymelon @cosmichorrorsarestillnicerthanme, @lemonarcade, @ainescribe + zee, penpen, boo, ek, orion, shiro, eun, bell and everyone else in the all the servers i'm in. happy new year to you all and know that appreciate and care deeply for everyone of you.

sincerely and from the heart, mhie 💗

[lizaluvsthis]

I got a question again- (sorry if I bother ya-) do you hyperfixation about other thing beside smg4? Like what else do you like beside smg4

Thats fine I don't bother, thats also the reason why my askbox is always available <33

I AM still in the Spongebob Fandom and also Lego Monkie Kid. But besides any other fandoms? Nah-

If anyone here is wondering I'd be in TADC or Murder Drones. The simple answer I have on that is, no. I'm not in the fandoms but I do like watching the videos/animations.

In the fandom SpongeBob SquarePants, @flaray25 "@/Gaming_MusicOn" - WATTPAD

I used to have a big hyperfixation about a certain ship (SquidBob) that I TOTALLY didn't make a presentation about their dynamic/relationship with each other.

Made a BUNCH of arts/comics/fanfics of the two gay creatures... in what reason? FOR GIVING ME IDEAS FROM THEIR DYNAMIC AS THE OPTIMISSTIC/PESSIMISTIC SUN/MOON. I CRY AND BLEED FOR IT.

Ahem- in any other reasons, this ship changed my life FOREVER. As in like EVER AT ALL. I made like 20+ comics in traditional with 200 pages with my ugly ass artstyle. And in Digital with 23 separate comics and maybe about 80+ pages? Im not quite sure.

I published 20 stories (OLD FICS) that were about the ship and 2 stories (18 if separate) as two different ships

It was fun staying. I loved staying there until it got a bit toxic from my space in a personal issue.

But I'm good now ^^ just don't draw alot of it nowadays.

I'm also in the fandom called "The Lego Monkie Kid"

- TIKTOK ACCOUNT - @ray-is-they "@/Ray_is_They" Princex of SpicyNoodles

I'm pretty sure if people stayed here you guys know about a certain yellow lemon character of someone. DerpLee.

They motivated me to go watch the season. And so I did. I binge watched the WHOLE SEASONS.

It was great! It was very catchy and nonetheless the animations are pretty impressive! So smooth and perfect! I joined in right after there was a shipping dynamic of Enemies to Lovers. (AKA MK and RedSon = SpicyNoodlesShipping)

I've had SO- MANY... content creations from the ship of SpicyNoodles BACK WHEN TIKTOK was the mostly place I hang around. I got a bit influenced ever since I hear audios that give out their vibes and thats where I started a lil bit of animation even tho it was a bit lazy-

I had 2 published works of the ship from wattpad because... IT'S BEAUTIFUL TO CREATE IT?

I hundred percent sure that I hyperfixated about their whole relationship with eachother. Yes.

I kind of well abandoned the channel now so uhh yeaaaaaaa???????? (I made it to 4k followers but didnt made a special animatic about it I'm so lovely.)

But I still do observe and keep notified on what would be the upcoming season 5 will be... I'll stay on TUNED for that once it releases...

And so you have these two :33 cough. But now that I have this account now, I am no longer active much working with two so I RARELY post there anymore. (I'd have to apologize for the people I promised making an animatic for... aaaaaa-)

And yes. I do notice my followers are also a fan of lmk I see it. (I LOVE MEI-)

[aoizaraka]

ɢᴏᴏᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ!☽

PART 1 TOMAN CAPTAINS x Toman's Best Friend!Extremely Flexible!reader [ 🄰🅄🅃🄷🄾🅁'🅂 🄽🄾🅃🄴 ] reader will be identified as female, but I will try my best to post a gn ver.

pls give suggestions on the characters I should do for part 2!

MANJIRO SANO <𝙢𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙮 - very impressed with your flexibility and will ask you how far you could go without breaking your bones to see how flexible you are. - most likely will try to imitate it thinking it was easy considering how easy you made it look like (dumbass ngl lmaoo) but will probably hurt himself so you'll have to be the one to stop him from doing that if mother Kenny (Draken) isn't there.

-He met you because the place where you took your Gymnastics was near his Grandfather's dojo. He was just walking around till he saw you, beating up some bully that everyone in his neighbourhood was talking about

-he was absolutely impressed. he then went up to you and proceeded to talk with you like you didn't just beat up a guy 4x your size

-days passed and he hanged around you often. he even introduced you to Emma, Senju, Shinichiro, and Mikey's friends.

-then you guys met Draken, then started hanging out alot more as a trio

-when Toman was formed, you didn't accept his invitation to join them despite how powerful you were. But you did usually fight people alongside them and often hung around them which made it seem like you were a member.

-Mikey considers you as one of his closest friends, and is clingy around you. He is fully aware of your strength which makes him awe at you. He justs worry that you'll leave him like the others did. But at the same time, he justs wanna have fun with you and Draken.

RYUGUJI KEN <𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙣

-he is grateful for you whenever he's not around and Mikey's doing random shit, he always counts on you.

-his opinion on you though-- he thinks your a capable, strong person.

-since Mikey met you before he met Draken, he somewhat respects you yet treats you like a good friend nonetheless.

-onetime when you guys were fighting someone, he saw your flexibility for the first time.. he was shocked ngl.. (in a somehow somewhat good way) shocked to the point he couldn't focus on his opponent anymore.

-yep, he knows what being flexible and what flexibility means but doesn't really care about it until he saw you kick some guy with your leg as high as you could.

-he wouldn't hide how impressed he is, in fact, he would say it was cool tbh

-if you guys would fight together, (or you and mikey or just all three) it would be legendary like Wakasa and Benkei.

-think about it though, if you all three fought together-- Mikey and Draken's strength with your Flexibility and fighting skills, yall would traumatize whoever you're fighting.

-he would ask you for some women advice so he would know what to do when talking to Emma.

-he loves your calm personality and will vent how annoying Mikey is to you.

MITSUYA TAKASHI

-like Draken, he loves your calm personality and was impressed when he saw your flexibility. But at the same time, he cant help but worry(?)..

-due to your calm energy, he introduced you to his younger sisters because he knew you weren't gonna act chaotic. Which he was right about, his sisters did like you alot.

-you both are the chillest people which makes you guys one of my preferred favorite duo.

-you don't necessarily hang out THAT much but you guys rarely do. You do converse though when you see each other at Toman meetings.

-asks you if you're okay and if it hurts, worrying when he saw you randomly doing a split on the floor when he comes to your place to give you back something you forgot while babysitting his sisters. (that was the first time he saw your flexibility.)

-like the other captains and vice captains and the Toman member's in general, he has respect for you because you are one of the friends of Mikey and Draken, but treats you friendly as well.

-Mitsuya thinks you're a good person even if you don't show much emotion.

BAJI KEISUKE

-like Mikey, he is curious how flexible you are.

-I can imagine him watching you fight because it amuses him how you beat people so easily.

-this is unnecessary to say but I can't help myself, but one time you were just walking around like a normal person would do until seeing some guy burn a car right in front of your eyes. Turns out that guy was Baji.

-when he did notice you, he didn't really care. Until you told him you could give him a new match box (or whatever you call it) because you noticed his matches were running out.

-he then decided you were a cool person.

-like Mitsuya, he doesn't hang around you much unless you guys are fighting other people together or both in a Toman meeting.

-he doesn't care but finds it interesting you flexible you were.

MATSUNO CHIFUYU

-respect.

-he is respectful to any one of the president's friends.

-you looked.. somewhat intimidating at first when he saw you, but when he got to talk to you he realized you were a calm, collected person.

-that, he admired.

-then when he saw you fight for the first time, applying your skills in gymnastics.

-"your bones didn't cut in half or something?"

-"no?? tf"

-I get a feeling you guys both like cats...

-one time, you both bumped into each other while heading over to some cat cafe.

-"[ LAST NAME ]-San? What are you doing here 😮😮😮"

-"no what are u doing here"🤨🤨

ɴᴏᴛ ᴘʀᴏᴏғʀᴇᴀᴅ

ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴘᴜʙʟɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪs ʙʟᴏɢ ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢs ᴛᴏ @aoizaraka . ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴘᴏsᴛ ᴀɴʏᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴏʀ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪɴsᴘɪʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ/ʀᴇғᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴘᴇʀᴍɪssɪᴏɴ.

ᴀʟʟ ʀɪɢʜᴛs ʀᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇᴅ © 2022

[kattythingz]

Jumping onto the Roy killing Winry's parents bandwagon to say that fma 03 is more character driven than brotherhood. The characters in 03 are 3 dimensional and they seem human, if that makes sense? Like I've seen people hate on how Greed died in 03 like that moment wasn't a great scene. It made perfect sense, to me at least, for Greed to let Ed kill him so that he could go on to kill the other homunculi. Greed literally never gave a fuck about his siblings or being human he was just living his best life.

I too dislike how that situation was dealt with in brotherhood. Winry finally comes face to face with her parents killer and a few weeks later she's helping him? With no resolution to the original issue? WHAT!?

In 03 that situation, and alot of situations if I'm being honest, really make me wonder what is the right thing? The right thing is never obvious either. In Brotherhood alot of the struggle came from a "I have to do this the right way but how can I do that?" mindset while in 03 it was the constant question that never got answered, "What is the right thing?"

I love that Winry gets her own struggle and is actually treated as an important character in 03 from the jump. And I love even more that we get both sides of the story too. When you know Roy as the cocky silver-tongued smug bastard it hits so much deeper when you see him at his lowest. At the point attempting suicide. It's such a struggle because I know both sides but can't figure out who was wrong, if anyone was wrong.

I love that Winry has an internal struggle she goes through that adds to not only the series, but her character. It makes her so much more likable in 03 when she doesn't just randomly pop up like the ice cream truck and start crying over some shit that went down last episode. She's done justice in 03 because- and I'm gonna say this loud so the people in the back can hear too- SIDE CHARACTERS ARE IMPORTANT TOO! JUST BECAUSE THEY ARENT THE MAIN CHARACTER DOESNT MEAN THEY SHOULD BE THROWN OUT THE WINDOW? THEY HAVE SHIT GOING ON TO THEIR LIVES DONT REVOLVE AROUND THE MAIN CHARACTER.

The Scar in 03 is already more likeable too because hes not just a stone cold killer and also because he killed Basque Grand 🤪 I fucking hate Basque Grand. (Because of a fic i read but thats neither here nor there) And the way Al follows him and is like "Um could you please stop trying to kill my brother? If you want to ofc! >.<" IS HILARIOUS

IM RAMBLING BUT THE POINT IS 03 IS VERY CHARACTER DRIVEN AND THATS A PART OF WHY I LOVE IT. It has the perfect amount of both character development and plot progression. PLUS GENDER FLUID ENVY even though I hate that mf we still get representation. AND DARKSKIN ROSE! Brotherhood white washing her made me wanna slap the animators when I realized what they did.

NO HATE TO BROTHERHOOD THO I LOVE THEM BOTH BUT 03 HAS A HOLD ON ME

YESSS CHARACTER-DRIVEN 03 MY BELOVED. God just thinking about the characterization in 03 makes me swoon. Loml fr. I'd argue Winry actually isn't as prominent in 03, but she's def less around to be ruined as a love interest, which I think is a pro nonetheless. About 03 Scar, I dunno about preferring one over the other tbh. I was never interested in Scar much to begin with as a character. But I do think in 03 he's much less severe, which... might be a downgrade, if you consider his rage at the literal genocide of his people. He deserves to be a stone-cold killer about that (so long as he doesn't drag in actual innocents, naturally).

AND YEAAAH POC ROSE. POC ROSE MY BELOVED. Dude fun fact I actually loved Rose enough back when I first watched 03 to ship her with Ed. I still fancy them a little as a romance, tho their friendship is just as dear to me. One day I'll write sth with her and Ed as besties. One day. I technically already did that in a kill la kill au but that's not posted so it doesn't count

03 is just. Such a good study of humanity. I'll never get over it.

[grokebaby]

So does Jarmo feel genuine emotions like happiness or disappointment? If so, does it ever get lonely?

This might. Get complicated. That's a good question to wonder about for a character like this.

(Also btw I'm gonna occasionally use he for Jarmo just to differentiate that I'm talking about it, the character, rather than something else. Technically any pronouns are a-okay for the character bc it doesn't really have a sex or gender the way we would so. Have fun w the pronouns)

Depends on what you classify as "genuine". Way back (years ago), I posed the idea that Jarmo started gaining emotions due to certain events and thus started becoming it's own person but I've now sorta moved past the "Emotions = humanity" thing so this gets complex. The answer is.. Yes and no?

The pov that I want to convey in this story is that Jarmo is not a villain and barely even an antagonist character. It does what it was made for. It survives. Yes, his and the hotel's practices are absolutely predatory but like, so is an anglerfish with its lure. In fact I personally would even say Jarmo is a very tragic character, driven by the whims of everything and everyone else and basically living to serve, without being granted even the slightest of personhood. In the old version of the story, he went through alot of.. Abuse, at the hands of several guests, and though I don't intend to keep those exact events, I do intend to keep that as a theme. Something something, dehumanisation of service workers..

Jarmo wouldn't identify itself as a person. But it isn't an object, it is a living thing (even if that thing is reality bending illusion that exists by being perceived). Alive. The nature of an entity like this makes it difficult to directly state things about it like we would about humans. Can it form bonds? Yes. Can it be harmed? Yes. Does it have needs? Technically, yes.

Let's look at it through a metaphor. Say you have a doll. You playing with it brings it to life, and you two share memories together because of that. You love the doll. Does the doll love you back? That's not something you can answer easily. But does the doll matter, regardless of that answer? Absolutely. You two still have a bond.

It's like that.

So while I could say that, yes, Jarmo does feel something equivalent to how humans experience emotions, it also doesn't bc it's not human, and the way we define emotions don't fit him. He experiences unpleasant and pleasant things, and can certainly be lonely. He is a sentient, sapient entity.

And I know you didn't ask this exactly, but in my eyes this makes him a person. Not necessarily having humanlike emotions.

To answer what you did ask: Again, yes and no? It really depends on how philosophical you wanna get with this. Jarmo can develop to live and exist very similarly to a human (minus the need for food, oxygen and other such). Which means that if it's needed for a successful social interaction, he can behave as if he felt emotions like a human, and perform most emotional acts. He can form bonds even though he can't necessarily "love" or "care" about you as an another person would (but really, neither can snakes and bugs, but people keep those as pets and form significant bonds nonetheless)

So.. Sort of.

[crownspeaksblog]

Watched gone girl for the first time and i liked! Here's the thing i appreciate the existence of crazy women in stories, it's not something i see often (i definitely should try to watch more stuff), and i like when a woman plays a role like this.

I had seen few clips of the movie before and i had always assumed that nick deserved what she was doing to him and the movie definitely tricked me into believing that in the beginning when amy was writing the diary, writing about how he hurt her and she was scared of him, but to find out she's doing all of this just cause he did the same think he did before kissing her for the first time to another girl is fucking INSANE! Like girl is fucking crazy!!

The last 15 minutes were so interesting, cause the whole time i was like what's gonna happen, how is this gonna end, does the villain just win, what is nick gonna do! I was literally checking the time every minute to see how much time is left. I did like the ending though, i liked that the villain won, she got her way, also nick gotta be somewhat crazy to stay with her, like he could just leave, sure it won't be easy, he's got his sister and dad to think about, but just packing and dissappearing is better than living with someone who's that unhinged.

also i liked that nick knew her so well that he wore things she's gotten for him and play this role on tv to get her attention, i felt like by doing that he's not really tricking her into coming back, he's showing her that he can keep up with her, sceme and trick people like her, unlike other men.

Okay so does nick and his sister have a "close" relationship, because that first scene i had assumed that he was cheating on his wife with margot, just cause the seemed like they where very familiar with eachother and knew eachother well (although the scene of them playing a board gamed seems very sibling like) but when i found out they're siblings, and i really didn't think much of the show host making remarks about their relationship until the scene of margot on the floor crying being like "i can't watch you be with her for 18 years" then saying "I've been with you since before we were born" and even though those things make perfect sense for a twin to say, is just the combination of all of it just mske me think, ohh is there a weird relationship thing between those two?!! Is the story subtlety telling us something...

Okay i don't like when stories make a female character pretend that she was raped or sexually assaulted because rape snd sexual assault happens to alot of women and whenever allegations comes what about a man, alot of men (and some women) immediately accuse the women of lying, even though alot of us women have been sexually assaulted and we statistically know that a very, very, very small percentage of rape cases are actually fake, so seening movies/tv make the woman lie about rape and get away with it, is just upholding those peoples way of thinking. Rape is a very delicate matter, women still get called liars for and that's still so hard to get convicted of, so yeah i don't enjoy seeing it used in that way in stories.

But nonetheless fun movie, i liked it!

[witchcraftandburialdirt]

ship bias !

Send ‘Ship Bias’ and I will share up to 5 Ships I have a bias for for my muse! THESE ARE IN NO ORDER OF THE JOY I GET FROM THEM--I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH OK AAA-- Egg rant over

((AAAAAA I did these for Robin in different parts of his life as well as a different verse that I'm working on! Thank you for your interest! ♡( ˃̣̣̥﹏˂̣̣̥ ✿) I'm cutting this one because I kind of went crazy with it gughkdfghj and don't want to clog people's dashes.

VIKTOR-- This is specifically for Past!Robin (but could still trickle into current or even a future version of him), most likely in a verse where he didn't end up getting his shit rocked by A/Bel-- Since Robin was in the academy at the same time as Viktor and Jayce, I imagine these two would have bumped into eachother quite a few times, especially as Robin was part of the medical department. I've often said that Robin needed ONE friend and he wouldn't have made the mistakes that he did. These two would have a relationship based off of a mutual love of science, respect, and both being loners--as well as Zaunites! While I mostly view these two as being very close friends, I believe with more development they could dip their toes into romance. Robin, as with others, would happily listen and debate Viktor in a healthy way, as well as perform stupid experiments with him for fun! ----

SETT-- THIS WAS AN ACCIDENT. It STARTED because of @beast-man-bastard but then @pitgritted and @wolvensden kept talking to me about cute situations in regards to Robin and Sett! A big, tough, scary dude who finds the chance to be soft around the doctor of his fighting pit? UGH. There's alot of drama there, particularly because Robin was killed by a "leviathan" of a man--so he's physically intimidated by Sett at first, until they can both have a proper discussion and open up!!! Sett helping Robin reclaim a sense of physical security while Robin helps Sett gain emotional security? Yes!!!!! This is built heavily around current Robin being hired by Sett or being brought into the pit by some scumbag who thinks "ah corpse can't die, perfect fighter to watch get beat tf up". I really love when ships can help both parties, romantic or not, and this really fits their relation. Having someone to confide in is really important to people, and I think that's something that could easily grow here. -------

DANNY JOHNSON-- THIS WAS ANOTHER ACCIDENT. GOD--I REALLY LOVE THESE TWO; SO MUCH THAT I WAS INSPIRED TO MAKE A DBD VERSE FOR ROBIN LOLLLL. OK OK. You can blame @bells-of-black-sunday for this ship; god it was so out of no where? This essentially takes place, in league verse, in Piltover once Robins returned, Danny--going by Jed Olsen--attempts to murder him because it would make an interesting headline about Mages not being Safe in Piltover. Little does he know that Robin cannot die, so his plan goes somewhat haywire and Robin just sort of "haha, wanna try again?" Robin later drunkenly sees Jed and asks him out to dinner only to forget about it day of, but then they end up going together and its VERY much a battle of wits, jabs back and forth, and 4D-think-12-steps-ahead-of-your-partner-chess. Robin is nonetheless impressed by this and the two stART DATING? Robin moves in with Danny etc. The serial killer thing doesn't necessarily bother him as much as it should since Robin was part of shady business already and doesn't really have many feelings about it. He does worry about Danny but knows he's clever enough to get out of most trouble. Shockingly, this relationship is very sweet and standard besides the serial killer angle and Robin opening up the layers of his machiavellian nature; these two do not want the other to get hurt, and can easily confide in the other without any sort of judgement. They are casually affectionate with eachother and don't have to worry about the other looking at them weirdly for their hobbies or their past, which is definitely a breath of fresh air for both of them.Not only that but Danny, so far, is the only one who has been able to get on the demon's good side and actually manage to get Robin to come BACK to life--but I wont go into that too much because I've already word vomited all over. Its dark, romantic, and disgustingly adorable despite the events happening in the background. I have a lot of feelings.