#Nor ego

[lorebird]

In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.

[usertoxicyaoi]

"I was afraid of facing you. I can't even call you by your name."

THE NOVELIST: PLAYBACK (2021). DIRECTED BY: MIKI KOICHIRO.

[explomb]

Omg Ego, Isagi and Noa's birthdays are a streak 😭, that's too perfect

[lazysublimeengineer]

I'd rather see another character getting focused on rather than getting back on seeing yet once again Isagi-Kaiser-Rin yapping insults to one another for one year on the pitch and watching Ness' dignity and well-being getting decimated on live television.

[callsign-king]

.... Do you know the feeling, when you are hyped and want to write, and then you open your social media and... All of a sudden, you are not good enough anymore?

Tips how to get out of that?

You are awesome though and I adore you and your mun. <3

You are too kind my Liege, but yes it is quite a familiar beast. While writing is not my creative curse to bare per say, I feel that way about my paintings. It can be quite devastating to have this picture of grandeur plague ones mind calling out like a siren begging to be seen and heard and yet like a shy maiden she refuses to show. So you are left aching staring at the blankness before you. You're chest gnawing as she chews at her tail caught in a bear trap of your own mind scrapping against whatever drive one has slowly tearing even that away.

It hurts physically, bringing even I, a strong willed man, to my knees wanting nothing more then to indulge in a desire to make, but sometimes it's not the act that is the problem but rather the muse or medium. Sometimes a short story needs to become a poem. Something a painting needs to become a sculpture.

Or even sometimes you need to focus on something else entirely. Something that gets you locked not noticing as the time flies by as everything goes still. Most importantly it's okay to step away and come back later.

Of course I dare say the most valuable asset to combat such a creative block is a valiant advisor to talk your thoughts out with. Have someone to parry the ideas back and forth until it could be sculpted into something you can be proud of. Seriously the biggest blessing I have ever had is having a fellow creative to sit there and help me see where the flaws are that I know exist but cannot tell.

After all sometimes we are so often blinded by our own greatness that the glory of our creation is lost to our perception and all we can see is the flaw of it's silhouette.

Find your person or your people and listen when they praise and listen when they offer help. And of course in the most highest priorities be that person for them. Help your fellow creative see the greatness in their work and help them see where they're blocked maybe from.

(thank you! I'm glad you like me and King! Also know you are not alone. There are so many writers on this site who struggle with that self doubt who look at their writing like it was drawn by a kindergartener, but to everyone else it looks like a Renaissance painting done Michelangelo himself. I personally perceive my writing like that often where it feels lacking in so many ways.

Another tip that is incredibly helpful for me is type it up in notes app on your phone or computer.

Doesn't matter if you decide not to publish it later, just having that separate source where you can put whatever bullshit you want to text is helpful. For me it feels less like I'm writing to a large audience and more like I'm writing for myself which I often forget is ultimately who I'm doing it for.

If I like the idea and it brings me joy that's all that matters and if only one other person finds joy in my creation then it was worth publishing. And if none of that works out take a day or two breathe focus on the world around socialize with others do something silly. Grab your friend and write whatever silly thing comes to mind, doesn't matter if it's unhinged or makes sense use it as a pallet cleanser. Create with the intention to silence the critic in your head if only for a moment.)

[inconspicuous-clovers]

Anomaly Found, except Anti has a Santa hat

[kaurwreck]

beast is not a good timeline for akutagawa.

[gigifluidcat]

Ironically, the problem with "The Death of Slim Shady" isn't how offensive it is. It's that it isn't outrageous enough so it isn't the same as the old Slim Shady albums/LPS.

Like yeah what he says could technically be offensive NOWADAYS (Like with the trans lines) but we heard those over a thousand times by Netflix Comedians and edgy kids before, so "Trans people are kinda mid" isn't as diabolical as "I eat babies alive for a living!" anymore.

[snekdood]

men are inherently traumatized under the patriarchy bc they're pressured or forced to conform to the standards of manhood, which to put very simply, is to never express of feel emotions, which makes them bad at socializing, thus rendering them eternally isolated.

[0m3n-0f-d3ath]

🌸🍓hey I checked out ur blog it’s freaking awesome ^v^🍓🌸

:D AWWWW

THANK YOU THANK YOU ‼️💥

[fluffycatgirl]

crazy how i just. do not really care about any heathcliff ids.

[thatratwithablog]

Don't worry my darling, my intents aren't to patronize you! When I say you're adorable it's more in admiration than looking upon you as lesser than I. You're a sweet thing with far too much self-deprecation in your heart and I could be here to make you forget all about it. In what way, you'll only find out later.

-R

The ominous nature of this really does intrigue me but likewise worries me

Though I also find my I suppose guest? (Is that what I’ll call you ask people) writers in? Pretend I can afford a telegraph, you all are very insistent on somehow ‘fix’ me I appreciate the sentiment (I do) but I am an Infact a putrid, perverted and otherwise unpleasant man Which I think is much of my charm

if I was a upstanding respectable, handsome fellow well I woudnt be here that’s for sure but also I would not be me

I understand the novelty of a man who dresses like a Jeeves n Wooster side character I am Infact not immune to being a rotten male

[spoonstrek]

I was working with coworkers I don't normally spend much time with today and one of them just kept making "jokes" about hating his kids and beating them. And like. What the fuck. How is that an appropriate workplace conversation at all.

[anarkhebringer]

MMMMMMMM I HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS EXACT THING AND HAVE SINCE HOT

[spoopieere]

Preston going to work everyday with his ex literally being his boss, thinking how stupid and pathetic he used to hope his relationship with Jesse would “last forever” when he was 21 years old:

Context in tags ig