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armpirate · 8 months

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The Only One || JJK || Ch. 26

Pairings: mafia!jk x fem!reader

Genre: smut, angst, mafia, contract relationship

Warnings: Prostitution, torture, blood, use of drugs and weapons

Summary: You've always wished for a better life. Every single day at work, you were hoping something would change. Although you didn't think that change would come in the form of one mysterious man and a contract.

His controlling and selfish behaviour only wanted to keep you away from any other man that wasn't him, and you only had to wait for him.

Too bad you really thought you'd be smarter than Jeon Jungkook.

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Aprox. time of reading: 11 minutes

Jungkook waited patiently for the doctor to be done with Y/n. Joonwoo had looked after his family, and after all the Bangtan members for decades. He was the same one that looked after his father after he was shot, and who looked after his health until the very end.

His stomach straightened when he remembered the way her eyes closed while her body collapsed, close to falling to the ground if he hadn't been fast enough to pick her up before that could happen. He carried her all the way from the main door to what was her room, hurrying Yejun to call Joonwoo and get him to his house as soon as possible. And he made sure not to leave her side. At least until his doctor asked him to wait outside, so he could work better. She was in good hands after all.

He waited, sitting on the first step of the stairs, glancing every once in a while over his shoulder, hopeful that Joonwoo would come out with good news. Although he was caught off guard when that happened, surprised by him being mid way towards the stairs. Jungkook tried to read his expression before he spoke, looking for any glimpse of worry to go a step ahead of what he was going to say, but he just was neutral.

—She is okay —he assured, placing his glasses over the bridge of his nose with his middle finger—. She had a vasovagal syncope. If she lived a triggering event, it's normal that her heart rate dropped and caused her to faint. She'll recover from it.

—So, she's okay? —he asked again, needing a second confirmation.

—She is —Joonwoon nodded—. But she seems to be in an early stage of malnutrition. Could be that also caused her to pass out —moving his briefcase from one hand to the other, he continued—. She has several bruises and wounds on her body, but it doesn't seem like anything is fractured or could've led to a more serious condition. So if you're worried about that being the cause, it's not. Just let her rest, make her eat and make sure she's in a relaxed environment.

—Thank you.

Shrugging, Joonwoon said all he needed to say without words. The Jeon family had been protecting his family for years, giving them all the good treats that they could think of and also paid him for his work. There was nothing to be thankful for, because that was what he needed to do.

Jungkook looked at Yejun, who instantly walked from her door to his boss as soon as he was aware.

—Tell everyone to leave. Or, at least, tell them I don't want them inside the house.

Yejun didn't bother to know why. He didn't really need to. He understood Y/n would need to be calm, and seeing the house filled with men dressed with expensive suits, watching her every move, wouldn't work out.

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Y/n woke up suddenly, sitting fast on the bed as she managed to find out where she was. Last time she passed out, she woke up in the hospital, tied to a whistling noise from a machine and being told that she almost died in the middle of the street. And she would have if Jorge hadn't found her and taken her to the hospital.

Brushing those memories aside, and moving her hand away from her belly,

she looked around, trying to tell the figures of the furniture apart in the dark. Her heart was beating fast, and she thought she'd be close to collapsing again at the idea of everything being just a dream. She was scared of turning the light on, unable to think of what she'd do if she actually was back in the room she had spent the last three weeks in.

She breathed deeply, and regained some control when the LED lights showed her the place she never thought she'd miss. It looked the exact same way it did before she left.

Her body felt funny as she dragged it over the mattress, leaving her feet hanging on one side as she tried to encourage herself to stand up. It just took her a minute. And even then, she stumbled at the first step she took.

The golden knob of the door fell in her fingers, followed by the wood opening completely when she pulled from it. She stood there, opening and closing the door a few times, confused at her own surprise every single time she was able to open it.

She dragged her clothed feet over the floor, hugging herself tight. She was finally aware of the new clothes. She was wearing a gray hoodie she had never seen before, and she was genuinely wondering if it belonged to Jungkook by how big it looked on her.

It wasn't like she genuinely expected to find him there, while she struggled to go downstairs; but at the same time, she was hopeful he'd be there. Although there were no signs of him, he was nowhere to be seen when she finally reached the final step and got to the living room. She kept walking though, making her way to the library.

But he wasn't there either.

—You shouldn't be here —his tone was serious.

His expression wasn't in sync with the tone of his voice. He sounded annoyed, but he was looking concerned as his eyes wandered over her carefully.

—The doctor said you should get some rest —Jungkook informed her.

—I... I couldn't stay in there —he let him know, eyes dropping to his white socks.

She had known Jungkook for a few months already, but she had always seen him in expensive suits, or well dressed, with his hair always perfectly slicked to his sides. So it was weird to see him in comfortable clothes, with an oversized gray t-shirt and cozy shorts, with his hair completely done, his bangs hiding his forehead -and part of his eyebrow piercing- from her. His eyes softened at the mention of her being unable to stay inside her room, looking at her delicately.

—Well... —he sighed— He also said I should make you eat. So let's try that.

—Isn't it a bit too late to get some food delivered?

—Delivered? —he raised his eyebrow— You don't think I can cook?

Shaking her hands in the air, she tried to explain herself. But Jungkook cut her off before she found any justification to her words. It wasn't like he needed them, he understood what she tried to say.

—Shall we eat in the garden? —he suggested.

Reminded of how she didn't even want to stay inside her room, Jungkook thought that it'd be good for her to just get some fresh air. And it was worth it when he saw the way her eyes shined with his suggestion.

—Is it...? —she stopped for a second after she found herself stumbling her own words— Can we?

—Sure —he nodded—. I'll prepare something, and you can wait outside meanwhile.

Soon that brightness in her eyes was combined with a wide smile, wasting no time as she opened the big sliding door in the kitchen that led to the garden. She had always seen it, looking at it curiously while she had breakfast or lunch, convinced that she'd never experience just hanging out there.

It was chilly outside, although not enough to make her feel cold. And she was sure she'd be able to handle it that day. Even if it was freezing, she was sure that not even that would force her to step back inside. Soon after, she was taking off the long black socks, holding them in her fingers while she felt short grass tickling on the sole of her foot and in between her toes. Probably a bit too into the feeling, to the point of getting lost in it and losing any right perception of time.

Y/n thought it had been seconds since she stepped inside, when it had been twenty minutes since she did. At first, Jungkook looked through the window, her back facing the door, while she stared down at her feet drawing invisible lines on the grass. And he couldn't help but feel guilty. That was the type of freedom she had always talked about, that was the type of freedom she had always aimed for. and not only he took it away from her once, but twice. Although that was probably the most freedom she had ever experienced in her life.

He didn't even want to call her for dinner because he knew that'd interrupt whatever she was doing. But he might've been looking at her too intensely, because she turned to him with a smile, finally giving him the sign he needed to get the bowls and two pairs of chopsticks to head outside.

—Grab the chopsticks like this —he showed her the position of his fingers, picking up some noodles with them right after—, and slurp.

She unconsciously smiled when she saw him eating loudly. She also tried to hold the chopsticks properly, while holding her bowl with her left hand; but the noodles just slipped away at every attempt she made, having her huffing after the sixth try.

Jungkook stopped eating, concentrating on her for a while after it seemed like she almost had it, but the noodle slid through the small space in between her chopsticks until it sank back in the soup. He just giggled, leaving her bowl on the grass before he was walking on her back, squatting behind her. Y/n was surprised by his sudden proximity, but couldn't make herself be bothered by it, even less when his chest was against her back as his hand covered hers, positioning her fingers properly. She could even feel his breathing moving some of the locks near her neck. But if she had any thoughts, those were soon replaced when Jungkook made her lift her hand, making her aware that she finally made it to catch some noodles successfully.

—Now slurp —he whispered.

Turning her head to him, she was surprised by how close he actually was and how he managed to keep his eyes on her all the time. He moved away only when she had her cheeks full of food, munching on it, and after he made sure to clean the drop of soup rolling down her cheek with his thumb.

Soon after they were both done with food, both of their bowls rested together on the side while they just hung out outside. Y/n kept playing with the grass, while Jungkook just stared at her.

—There was a girl with me there —she mentioned out of nowhere—. Did she get to the car?

Jungkook nodded, finally getting the final confirmation that Y/n was the one that sent that girl to where he was.

—She is Jihu's daughter —she let him know.

—I know —he sighed—. One of the guards that were with her recognized her, and told me who she was. Sanhyuk used her to manipulate Jihu.

—What will happen to them?

—They'll be okay —he assured her—. They'll be sent somewhere else. Everything is ready to send them to Thailand over the weekend. Jihu messed it all up, but he was always loyal to my father; and we all mess it up when something we care about is in danger.

Y/n looked away when his black eyes landed on her while he said that. She didn't want to totally delude herself into thinking she was important to him at all. It was probably his pride acting up that made him make the decisions he did.

—Where is your father? I don't think I've ever seen him in either of all those gangsters conventions —she joked.

—He died —the sudden drop of her smile, and the guilt on her face made him speak faster—. It's okay. It comes with the business, I guess. Some people will respect you, and some others will try to kill you to get that same respect.

Y/n could see where he was coming from. She was able to tell there wasn't a single lie in all those words. Especially not after everything they both went through those weeks.

—What about your parents?

—Hmm —she sighed—. It's complicated.

Mainly, because she didn't know if they were dead or alive. She hadn't heard anything from them since she was kicked out of home when she was eighteen. It wasn't like she wanted to go on deeper with that part of the story, and he didn't want to force her to, but his eyes were craving for more information.

—They kicked me out when I was younger, and I haven't heard anything from them ever since —she just shrugged—. And it's not like I'd want to either —her eyebrows slightly frowned at the thought of seeing them again—. They're my parents on paper, but in reality they're just strangers as of now.

While Jungkook knew there was probably more to it, he controlled his curiosity. A lot of things had happened in the last few days, the last thing she needed was to remember the past she clearly didn't want to think about.

—You should go to sleep —he suggested—. It's too cold here, and you've barely got some rest these weeks.

She agreed to it, although she ended up leaving her room and going back downstairs the second she heard Jungkook's door closing. Dragging her pillow to the living room, she made the couch her new bed. She laid in her bed for only five minutes, and she thought that the air was escaping her lungs with every second, the walls kept closing around her. The only thing she could think about was escaping.

Jungkook, who was closed inside his room, but couldn't find a way to put himself to sleep, thought about checking on Y/n a few times as he rolled on his bed, but every single time he scolded himself for it. He ended up doing it anyway, opening the door carefully, trying not to wake her up.

All of his thoughts went from nothing to thinking about absolutely every possible situation that put Y/n in the worst of the dangers. He hurried, walking downstairs and getting mentally prepared for the worst, while he tried to think about the orders he was going to give to his men in case they hadn't seen her. But a figure made him stop on his tracks.

Through the corner of his eyes, he saw a bulk on his couch -and her clothes also stood out over the light colors of the sofa.

His heart beat lowered at the sight of her, peacefully sleeping while she hugged herself. He could do nothing but scoff at the way she was sleeping. Y/n bothered to bring the pillow with her, but forgot about the blanket.

Unable to sleep on a whole different floor from her, Jungkook also picked up his pillow along with the blanket, setting it all on the floor next to the couch. His eyes were lost on her relaxed expression for a few seconds, finally getting out of the trance when she puckered her lips in her sleep.

Jungkook covered them both with the blanket, checking on her one last time before he finally laid on the floor and tried to put an end to such a hectic day.

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happy-tree-huggers · 2 years

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Is it okay to ask for Flippy (w/ appearance of Fliqpy) and his S/O who has anxiety? No need to get in in some graphic detail. They have been diagnosed for months now but told him recently. How does he react and handle it? Especially if he’s triggered…

Thanks!

Flippy - S/O Reader Who Is Diagnosed With Anxiety, but Has Been Hiding It

Note: Of course it's okay! And, haha, don't mind me suddenly turning a request into a dinner date... Word Count: 0.8k Warnings: PTSD, anxiety

♡ It's shocking that an apprehensive individual like yourself would have ever fallen for someone who could so easily set off your unease, but everything that was lovely about Flippy just seemed to stick out to you easily. You were always by his side, no matter how reclusive you were, and he adored you for it. So, it was no surprise that the two of you eventually became partners!

♡ Flippy was aware that you were quite the jumpy person, a bit shy even, but he hadn't expected it to be any sort of bigger problem. When something scared you, or you were stressed about anything at all, he would simply be there to reassure you that everything was alright.

♡ Now, it's quite astonishing that at this point you hadn't yet encountered this supposed "violent side" of Flippy, but you've heard (and still do hear of) the stories from the neighbors. You're aware of his PTSD, but he had never acted on anything when you're around him. But... you can't help but be worried. Flippy would never hurt you, right?

♡ Eventually Flippy does notice—not only your nervousness when around him, but your ever-increasing anxiety—and he asks if there is anything wrong. (You feel horrible; you shouldn't be afraid of your boyfriend over something that might not even be true, you think.) It takes you a long while to answer, stuttering over your own skittish breath, but you answer in a half-truth, admitting that you had extreme anxiety and that it was just... most likely acting up recently. But, you would never ask him about any of the rumors you've heard.

♡ Flippy, as surprised as you were, was incredibly supportive of you, feeling guilty himself that he had always just thought you were a bit shyer than the average person, though he supposed it made sense. Nonetheless, he would never do anything to make you feel uncomfortable or anxious. At least now you wouldn't have to hide your medications...

♡ Then, on a tranquil night, Flippy offers to take you out to dinner at a small restaurant. After a lot of subtle bargaining, you agree; it was certainly something rare to go out for you, as you were opposed to the idea of being out in the open in public. Anything could go wrong, you insisted. But, tonight would be different! Just a simple dinner night.

♡ When the two of you had arrived and waited for service, Flippy noticed you shrinking back when the waiter asked for your order—and of course, being the gentleman he was, ordered your food for you. You thanked him with an awkward laugh, and waited for your food in a calming silence, peering at him across the table. For once, you had forgotten about those horrible rumors.

♡ Though, your "calming silence" was quickly destroyed when the sound of crackling thunder rang out and shook the building. Your whole body jerked in sudden fear at the sound, nearly not noticing when Flippy himself did the same. You notice another flash of lightning outside the window and you cover your ears and close your eyes, hoping to block out the inevitable sound.

♡ The moment you open your eyes and uncover your ears, you notice Flippy's eyes. His whole face, rather. It was different; angry, somewhat. His claws gripped the edges of the table, leaving sharp indents.

♡ Now, normally those violent thoughts would be swimming in his head by now, but all he could focus on was your trembling. Your confused eyes darted around to his, and your brain finally clicked the pieces together.

♡ At this point, the other customers had taken notice of Flippy and quickly fled. Meanwhile, you were practically trapped under his gaze.

♡ Your mind filled with fear, and on instinct you slide out from your seat and try to sprint away towards the exit. Naturally, Flippy is easily more reflexive and faster than you in this state, and with a yellow flash of his eyes, he was upon you—and was now crushing you in his grip. Quite literally—he was hugging you, and he couldn't understand why. Perhaps it was pity, or love, or some other lost sympathy, but he didn't want you to leave. Arms trapped under his scarily strong ones, you couldn't escape if you wanted to. He had you in a death grip.

♡ The moment your shaking lips whimper out his name is when he finally comes to. His grip is suddenly lightened on you, and now he seemingly couldn't recall why he was holding you so tightly. Pulling back in confusion, he took one look at your quivering body and was washed over with realization. Eyes widening in guilt, he stepped back from you and yelped out apologies, asking if anything had happened—if he had hurt anyone—if he had hurt you. You shake your head.

♡ Now... you supposed you didn't have too much to fear about Flippy. But, you were also sure you most likely weren't going to get your food tonight.

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paperstorm · 1 year

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So I decided to resend this ask from last week in a more vague way without calling anyone out specifically. I normally wouldn't do that, but this is an issue that I think should be addressed and you have an uncanny ability to do that in a very diplomatic way.

We all know that TK is an addict, has been for a long time, and has had multiple relapses. However it's important to understand that every minor inconvenience isn't going to send him running to find the nearest dealer. He's not clocking which alleyways have shady people there slinging dope so he knows where to stop on his way home after a bad shift. Even more serious issues, like the brief but unpleasant miscommunication between him and Carlos when Iris disappeared won't have him desperately needing a heroin fix. The people in his life don't need to walk on eggshells around him or form a perimeter around the loft to keep him from scurrying to a street corner or a bar. TK is SO much stronger and more capable than that and I think he deserves far more credit than he gets.

It's a disservice to TK as a character (and to other addicts as well) to assume that they're living their lives with one foot dangling over the edge of the proverbial wagon ready to jump at the first hint of trouble.

Oh thank you for resending this, you made some great points in the first ask but I never wanna hurt anyone's feelings by putting them on blast. I agree with all of this. I'm not ever telling people how to think or how to write fic but here are a few things I would love if this fandom in general understood about addiction:

It is a lifelong struggle. Many addicts think about their drug of choice every single day, forever. That doesn't mean recovering addicts are perpetually one bad day away from being dead in an alley. It's much more complicated than that.

Relapses happen, and don't mean that someone isn't still in recovery. Healing is not linear.

It is okay for people who love addicts to worry about them. But if they are deep into their recovery like TK is, it is insulting and disrespectful for people who love him to treat him like he's always one bad day away from being dead in an alley. He doesn't need a babysitter. He doesn't need people walking on eggshells. Treating him that way tbh makes relapsing more likely, because it would make him feel like "well wtf is the point of abstaining, then, if people are gonna treat me like I'm a baby who can't handle myself anyway?"

Temptation doesn't just happen as a result of something Big and Bad. Sense memory is a hell of a thing. Sometimes I'm walking around doing perfectly fine and then I smell something or I see a road sign or I hear a sound that triggers a memory and the temptation hits. It can be as simple as "I'm in a store - I see a yellow shirt - four years ago I bought a yellow shirt and then later that night I used - now I want to use". You brain creates patterns, it doesn't need to be a traumatic event to bring up those thoughts.

Carlos drinking around him is not him being careless or thoughtless or disrespectful of TK's recovery. No addict is addicted to literally every substance with addictive qualities. He abstains from alcohol because he knows he has an addictive personality and it's safer for him to not drink, but he wasn't addicted to alcohol, so other people drinking does not bother him.

Recovery looks different for everyone. AA/NA meetings are not the only road to it, and tbh, often they are very heavily influenced by Christianity and therefore not a viable path for everyone.

Temptation is literally just that - you are tempted. It doesn't mean he's going to use every time he thinks about it. How many times have you wanted a cookie and not eaten one, or wanted to buy something expensive and talked yourself out of it? TK thinking about using is the same. He's not in danger of relapsing every time the thought crosses his mind. He is a grown up who is capable of self control and it is insulting to suggest otherwise.

Carlos Reyes is the most wonderful man on the planet. Reading articles, calling TK's sponsor even though he's insecure about TK needing someone else, trusting TK when he says it's okay to drink around him, not treating him like he's fragile, "I believe in TK's recovery with my whole heart." He is the model for how to love an addict and I love this show so much for giving that to us.

#911ls asks #911ls discourse

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fairly-linked · 10 months

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Together (Hyrule x Reader)

Trigger Warning: Self-harm.

It'd been a long day, but the chain had finally made it to an inn for a night. Everyone was relieved; you were all exhausted. 'Beyond exhausted' rang true for you in particular.

Hyrule always knew you well, and he also knew you well enough to know how your mental state was at most given times. He knew that with you being so worn out, you couldn't be stable.

...But he never thought it'd be this bad.

"I'm going down to talk to Time for a bit, Rulie. Is that okay?" you question. He looks up at you from his book, knowing that you saw the old man as more of a father figure than anything else.

"Of course, angel, you don't have to ask my permission. You have the room key? I don't know when you'll be back, but just in case."

You nod.

"I've got it, yep."

"Then off you go, my love," he smiles. "I'll be here when you get back."

"I should hope so, I'd worry if you weren't," You laugh, and he laughs with you, shaking his head.

"You and your jokes... I love you. Be safe."

"I will, I love you too."

As you close the door, Hyrule closes his book, sighing softly as he decides your absence is the best time to wash up. He stands, getting up and walking into the inn's bathroom, getting ready to take a nice hot bath when he notices something on the mirror.

Squinting, he slowly walks toward it, noticing the little splatter of red on the mirror. As he scratches at it, he realizes it's not dried yet and feels his breath hitch. Is that blood...? But the only two people in this room were him and--....

His head shoots up as he gazes at his own terrified expression in the mirror.

You.

Oh goddesses, that blood was fresh, now staining the underside of his nail. How did this happen? Had you cut yourself on something? There's nothing here... His heart sinks as a thought creeps its way into his mind, one that he just can't ignore.

He knew you had a... certain history. And he hopes-- no, he prays to the goddesses that it's not the case. That it isn't true...

...Cautiously, he peers into the trash bin. There isn't much in it, and he wouldn't normally do something like this, but... carefully, he moves the trash over, looking underneath it all.

To his horror, there lies a razor blade in the bottom of the bin, a little bit of red on the blade.

He suddenly feels like throwing up. His angel couldn't possibly be hurting this badly... could they? Oh goddesses, 'horrible' doesn't even begin to describe the way he feels right now...

His mind starts to race. Should he go get you? Should he wait until you come back? He doesn't know when you'll come back. He knew earlier that he'd probably be asleep by the time you returned, but...

There's no way in hell he'll be sleeping after this discovery. He sighs worriedly, running a hand through his hair. How long had you been hurting like this? He feels god-awful for not noticing... If you'd been doing this for a while, you'd done a very good job at hiding it, that's for sure. Hyrule knows he isn't dense; if you'd made any comment out of the ordinary, he'd have caught it, surely...

Oh, goddesses. He sighs, trying to calm himself. He's got to keep a clear head here, he knows it.

Maybe he should go to you? Talk to you and Time about it? But you'd be upset, and Time doesn't need to know everything. The old man's got enough on his shoulders...

He decides on waiting until you return, his bath long forgotten while he does his best to calm himself by returning to his book. To no one's surprise, of course, he can't even focus enough to read it properly. Eventually, he gives up with a sigh, closing the book with a thump and setting it carefully it on the nightstand.

He just wishes you'd said something... he knows why you didn't, but even if you didn't want to worry him...

Soon, the door clicks, signaling your return. His ears perk up as you step inside.

"Rulie? I didn't think you'd still be up. Everything okay?" you question him softly. He smiles, patting the spot next to him on the bed.

"I'm fine, angel, but I wanted to talk to you about something..."

His words make you visibly stiffen.

"...You found it, didn't you?"

He lets out a small sigh before speaking.

"Yes, love. I did."

There's a moment of silence between the two of you, before he speaks again.

"You don't have to tell me anything. I'm not upset, okay? You're allowed to feel what you feel. But I want you to remember I'm your partner, not your parent. I'm not going to be angry at you, I'm here to support you...

"...But you have to let me do that. I can't be your anchor you if you won't allow it."

There's another few moments of silence before you sigh, kicking off your boots and coming to sit on the bed next to him.

"...I know... I just... never know how to tell you. It's so hard, and I don't want you to worry about me..."

He snorts a little as he wraps an arm around you. "Angel, you know me. I'm gonna worry anyway."

You laugh a little bit with him.

"I know..."

Silence ensues, but only for a moment.

"Can I see?" he asks carefully. He doesn't wanna pressure you, but he also doesn't wish to see you hurt.

But slowly, you nod, giving him one of your wrists. He removes his arm from your shoulders, carefully sliding up your sleeve, and--

Oh, Hylia, it's worse than he thought. His breath hitches as he quickly realizes you've been hurting for a while now.

"...Oh, angel..." he sighs sadly as he begins to use his healing magic on your wrists.

Nothing is said between the two of you as he heals you, and it doesn't take long. Once he's finished, he sighs, rolling your sleeves back down.

"Are there any more?" he questions, to which you shake your head.

"No."

For a moment, he eyes you suspiciously, and it makes you laugh a little because it looks so adorable.

"I promise, babe, there's no more."

He continues to watch you for a second before letting out a sigh.

"If you say so, angel. Now c'mere, I'm making you feel special now and there's nothing you can do about it." He laughs, pulling you forward by your shoulders and pressing his lips to yours.

The action makes you gasp in surprise, and he laughs into the kiss, his hands quickly moving from your shoulders to your face as he brushes his thumbs over your cheeks. Your hand comes up to meet one of his, carefully resting over the top of his hand as the other rests on his wrist.

He breaks the kiss after a few moments, resting his forehead against yours and gazing into your eyes.

"Promise me you'll tell me if you're feeling this way from now on, okay? Please? You don't have to do this alone, my love."

You smile, giving him another quick peck on the lips.

"I will, I promise."

He smiles.

"We're a team, Angel. We're in this together, okay? I love you."

"I love you too, babe."

You both smile at each other before he brings you back in for another kiss. And if he makes you feel extra special later that night, that's no one's business. Right now, his mission is to shower you with love, and that's exactly what he'll do. Any consequences, he'll deal with when the time comes, because he loves you way more than anyone else.

He loves his angel so, so much and he'll do whatever it takes to prove it.

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axcel-lucci · 2 years

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Ahhh i still can't sleep

I forgot to put a trigger warning on my other post, well... Here;

Trigger warning!!!

Angst and possible signs of depression.

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Staring at law's peaceful sleeping face, she sighed deeply

"Law..." She called, despite her knowing he wouldn't hear.

(Y/n) brought a hand to his that rested on the pillows and held it lightly.

"I want you to know that I love you, dearly." She smiled sadly before lacing her fingers against his and brought the back of his hand so that she can kiss it tenderly, "and I apologize for that..."

A small silence

"I understand that if you were awake you'd ask me why I'm apologizing... Well the thing is... I think I love you too much that I chose to fill a cup that has no bottom, I wish to love you more than you deserve but... You'll get yourself hurt. I don't want you to get hurt, though"

His hand just twitched slightly as to what he's dreaming about

"For years, I tried to make my feelings as rock hard as I can. In that way, feelings and emotions can easily be manipulated by how I wanted it to be. If I need to cry, I cry, if I need to smile, I do. But I could never get my laugh to be realistic enough to be believed in, either it was a scary laugh or an evil one, I don't know" she scoffed to herself with a pout.

Still, no response.

"But with you, however... I can feel my laugh as if it's true. Maybe it was, it's been a long time since I tasted such emotions. I've been so rock hard on myself for too long that... I can't look at myself the same anymore, I don't recognize myself." She sighed with a sad smile, "but when I'm with you... I don't mind mirrors, I avoid them as much as I can so that I wouldn't see the monster of a being I made myself. You make me feel like myself, I don't know if I like it or hate it."

Again, still silence.

"I'm just venting right now and... It feels good to vent to you, I feel my worries would lock away to the back of your mind. I eventually brought myself to trust you, so much so that I trust you if you told me to jump off a cliff. Ironic, isn't it? Normally, I'd be the one tricking people into trusting me so that I could push THEM off the cliff." She hummed, "ah. I feel pity for myself, I push others out but I myself might get karma for everything I have done. But, that's alright... I mean the hunter angels were already after me, you loving me so much that you ACTUALLY made me feel so vulnerable, what else could go wrong...?"

She sighed again before releasing his hand and sitting up hugging her knees close to her chest while looking down at law who was still sleeping.

"There's something about you that makes me want to... I can't describe it but, I love the way you do stuff. No such perfect being exists, but you... You're the exact definition of perfection to me. You even got me to stray away from my professional side, which isn't so bad..."

She looked away and sighed before slipping out of the bed

"I apologize to you in advance if I manage to hurt you, I stone my feelings so that I won't hurt others around me with emotionally charged decisions, if a sacrifice is a must, then that shall be done. No questions asked, but if it were you... I'd rather sacrifice myself than you" she leaned down slightly and kissed his cheek

"I'm gonna need some time off for a week, to sort through my feelings towards you and enumerate whether it is passing or not. I'll be taking my leave" she huffed and left to go to her room.

Once in her room, she looked at the trash can and saw her box of cigarettes there

She promised herself that this would be the day she will stop smoking, but she wronged herself, again.

(Y/n) grabbed it and took a cigarette with a lighter out on the deck before lighting it.

'I apologize I have not kept my promise, father. It's hard to stay away from bad habits, and him.'

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Quick disclaimer:

Hello everyone, this is my interpretation of @ryozaki21 story: "maid of honour - s.jn", and I kinda wanted to do a follow up after what happened but with a bit more angst to it and change the ending from before, except the one where they realised Mina was the mastermind behind everything, *spoiler alert*. but I hope you guys enjoy this one and hopefully I don't break you guys at the end of this, shoutout to @ryozaki21 for creating "maid of honour - s.jn".

Summary: After everything that had happened, you thought moving away from the past could help you move on with your life, but who says wanting to not kill yourself would be this easy, especially when you have someone who has always been there for you even behind their partner's back.

Trigger Warning: Full on angst, little bit of fluff then and there, Mature Themes, Suicide Attempt, Depression, Mental Health in a negative way, Mentions of Infidelity, Phsycial Assault, Violence, Johnny being very protective of you, Btw O/C is basically your character insert, so you can create your version of a father or a family member as well.

Don't forget to read Part 1 for context of this.

Part 1

"i'm sorry." all that you could say.

"right now, are you finally choosing yourself?" johnny had something in mind when he came here. and he has no plans on making it longer.

"i-- try to. i need to." you sobbed between your words.

"am i still your happiness?" johnny had a spark of hope you would say yes. this was his plan. now aware of what happened, he was sure he wanted to get to you.

all along he thought you were happy with someone else. heck, he even thought it was with ten. he didn't know you were hurting. if he did, he wouldn't even hesitate to leave everything behind. just to get to you.

"yes." you admitted.

"then--" before johnny could finish, you interrupted him.

"maybe we shouldn't just jump into this, john. give us time. we've been through so much. you need a break from all of this, and i need to focus on giving myself importance. and maybe-- maybe when we're good, when we're both doing great, we'll find each other again–"

"i've had enough of space away from you, y/n. a year, without you is already too much for me. if you want to focus on yourself, then i'd be there. i'll focus on you too. j-just.. just let me be by your side." johnny held your hands. you sobbed as you looked at him.

"mina's still-"

"i thought you wanted to think about yourself? don't think much about her. she's done enough damage to you." johnny explained. it almost angered him what mina had done, but then again, he doesn't want this situation to be bigger than it already is.

"As much as I'd love to, I just can't." As you said that to Johnny, you can tell he was getting frustrated.

"Come on, she's done enough, stop thinking about her–"

"It's not just about her, it's about everything, ever since what happened then and now, I can't help but wonder what my life could've been like if you hadn't come around" after you finished what you said, you immediately saw sadness and confusion in Johnny's face.

"What do you mean if I haven't came in your life"

You hesitated but decided to give up and tell him what you mean, "If you have never came into my life, I could've been happy, I could've been normal without having to worry about a man who's out there cheating on me and instead all I get is my best friend ruining the one thing I had that made me happy all because she was jealous, I don't wanna deal with that anymore, I wanna be by myself."

After you told him how you felt, you saw tears coming down his face and then you started to have tears down your face as well, this isn't how it's supposed to be.

"Y/n, I love you, I really do, I'm sick and tired of always having to see the woman I fall in love with hurt and lonely, do you really wanna experience that again after everything we've been through."

"I guess I have to then."

As you said that to him, you finished up with your shift and decided to leave one and for all, you exited the door first and let Johnny out.

"Johnny"

As you said his name, he turned his head to look at you near the door.

"I still love you Johnny, but I don't like you like before." After you said your last sentence to him, you walked away from the cafe you worked at, leaving Johnny alone by himself like before, but this time, probably forever.

Ever since you broke up with Johnny for the second time, you've tried to move on and forget about him. It hasn't taken you long to realize that he might try something to win you back, but you couldn't put him through that pain so you decided to move away from here and head back to your childhood home, hopefully your parents still live there.

After you packed up your stuff you needed to bring with you, you decided to sell most of it considering most of them won't matter to you in any way, so you sold your clothes that ended up with you having a couple of bucks and with that, you decided to quit your job considering you won't be living here anymore.

After all that, you called a close friend of yours that does moving for a daily basis and decided to help you move back to your childhood home.

You told her everything that happened that morning in the cafe and when it came to the last part, she seemed surprised to hear about what happened and was trying to cheer you up.

"Hey, don't worry about that. I believe things will turn out right for you, I promise. Now let's go."

You smiled to her as you gave her a tight hug and then followed her inside of her car.

After you two got everything into the car,

the two of you were heading out onto the highway as you finally said goodbye to the old and horrible past you onced lived in.

After a long drive, you two finally arrived at your childhood home when as soon as you arrived at the door to knock on it, it immediately opened showing your mother and her having a shocked reaction after seeing you.

After your mother saw you for the first time in a couple of years, she broke down in tears as she hugged you and tightly hold you in her arms and embraced you so warmly, "I can't believe your here, do you know how much we've missed you Y/N."

As she hugged you so tightly, you could see a peek of your father as well, you haven't seen him in a while since everything bad went down, but now that he saw you know, he couldn't help but go to you as well, As he was now hugging you and crying into you as well, you finally felt so happy in your life for once ever since college, but you wanna forget that past and embrace what you have now in the present.

"What are you doing here, we thought you were busy with with everything."

"I just thought it'd be nice to see you guys again, and I was right.", as you walked inside with your stuff, you were looking around your old home, a little bit has changed but as far as things go, it still looked the same no matter what.

While you were looking around, that's when your mother approached you and asked, "Did something happen?."

"what do you mean Mum"

"well, it's just, you haven't visited us for a while and now your here, it seemed as if something bad has happened." You didn't respond, looking at her instead. "Well...", after you put your stuff down and sat down on the couch with your mother, you decided to tell her everything that has happened to you.

Once you finished telling the whole story, you heard a sniffling from your mother's direction, you stood up and walked towards her, asking her what's wrong only to find that she was crying and wiping her tears.

"Mum...?"

"you must've feel like a fool...why didn't you tell us all this, we could've been there for you, the fact you were in silent for that ungrateful girl who doesn't deserve anything, why did you do that to yourself, you deserve everything."

she cried more as she continued talking.

"Mum, please calm down..." you grabbed her hand which had been holding a tissue and placed it on your chest, as she tried to take some breaths. After few moments she calmed herself down a bit as you wiped her tears away.

"I knew there was something wrong with her since the beginning...and the fact I fell for it is even worse, oh honey." As she held you tightly into her arms, you couldn't help but let some tears down your face as you finally felt recognised for how horrible you've been treated, even though you did sleep with an engaged man and that most of your friends knew how horrible she was towards you, your mother wouldn't judged you after you told her everything that has happened.

But little did you know, your father was listening to the entire conversation and couldn't help but cry as well after hearing the amount of shit his own daughter has been put through, he wanted to go to where Johnny was and punch him in the face for putting his daughter through hell, but he couldn't do that after seeing the state you were in and knowing exactly why you're back.

After calming his nerves he went to grab his phone and dialed Johnny's number.

'hello?' Johnny answered after taking the call. 'hi, uhm....", he couldn't speak, he was on the phone with the man that is the reason why his daughter is miserable, even though he's mad at Mina as well for treating his daughter like a piece of shit, he still thought that Johnny should've been a bigger man than this, but he couldn't help himself but to hand up the phone and just delete his number.

A little while later you were sitting there in silence with your mum comforting you. You knew that what you were feeling wasn't good, you felt awful because you didn't want to burden her anymore but at the same time, you felt happy knowing that she's still here supporting you, even if you're upset and broken, she still loves you as much as before no matter what.

After a few minutes passed you heard some movement inside of the house to see your father now sitting with you and your mother.

"I'll let you two have your moments together now." as your mother left the living room to help your friend with your stuff, you and your father finally had a moment with each other.

"Dad, I know you're probably upset with me but I promise I'll--", he cut you off by bringing you tightly into his embrace, "I don't care for any of that stuff, I don't even care that you slept with Johnny behind Mina's back, you really deserve better than what that miserable brat had put you through, what about your other friends, do they know about all of this."

You told him that they know the entire timeline of what happened, he was proud of your friends for trying to help you but also felt disappointed when they couldn't do anything about the whole Johnny Mina case but you told him not to worry about it anymore.

Even though he hated Johnny for what happened with everything, he couldn't fully want him to go to hell because of everything that Mina did to you and Johnny's relationship together and to him himself, he can tell that Johnny fully loved you and respected you truly, even though he hated the fact that he slept with you behind his "Finance's" back, but until then he couldn't hate him for truly making you happy before everything went downhill.

This was exactly what you needed, your parents understanding you and actually believing you over Mina, this is exactly why you are the way you are, your parents taught to be the best person you can be and yet people ended up using against your own self, but at least they're letting you back into their lifes even though you're technically their daughter.

After you're conversation with your father, your mother told you that they set your stuff up back in your old room, and as soon as you heard that, you immediately got up to see if your old room was still the same like before, and to expectations, it still remained the same with a little bit of maturity in it, with your old posters down and a little bit of a furniture move around here and there, but it still felt the same the day you moved out of here, but now you felt truly happy and felt way better than when you were living in the city and around people that really didn't care for you except Johnny's friends.

As soon as you layed in your bed, you couldn't help but to inhale the smell of your mother's laundry detergent and feel how soft and comfortable your bed still is after all this time.

You quickly fell asleep thinking about everything that has happened in the last couple months, as you started to drift off to sleep, that was when you suddenly felt someone tapping your shoulder softly and shaking it slightly.

"Oh dear God!" Your eyes suddenly shot open as you realized who was waking you up was none other than your father, "Sorry, didn't mean to startle you, dinner's ready, it's good old spaghetti Bolognese, you always love that".

Your father was never wrong when it comes to that, you couldn't even remember when the last time you had it, as you got up out of your bed, you went to the kitchen and sat down in your spot with the three of you all together at once.

"It's nice to see this, you know Y/N, when you were gone, this was only me and your father eating together, we didn't really felt like us, and now we know why", you asked your mother why and then she ended up telling you that you're the reason why, and then they ending up telling you that they didn't feel the same after you left, even though they're a couple that have been married for a while, they still felt like something was missing and that they figured out it was your presence, and now that your back here, everything just felt better than ever, and you can actually agree with that, even though you were surrounded by good people, they were just something missing about it, and it even more than your previous relationship with Johnny.

But that doesn't matter now, you're finally away from all that, you've finally got rid of Mina out of your life, but of course your mind had to think other things to take you away from your happiness, everything started to come back, you sleeping with Johnny, Mina yelling at you calling you slut and whore, then remembering that you still need to pay her back all the money you used for your courses, how am I supposed to do all of that without a job.

"Hey Mum", as soon as you said that, your mother looked at you with curiosity written on her face, that went away after she asked what is it and then you replied with are there any open jobs around her, and lucky enough there's enough around here for you, even part time and casual jobs here, some that pays around 20$ an hour, which is exactly what you need, if you have 3 or 4 jobs and make money like that, you're able to pay Mina back your debt.

However when your parents found out why you're looking for a job, they didnt want you to pay her back after what she had did to you, but you didn't want Mina doing something horrible to your parents or people close to them so you told them why, but even till then, your parents said that you shouldn't have to do this and that you're not a burden to anyone no matter what, but you still couldn't get everything you done to her out of your head and because of that, you left the dinner table and went back into your room and locked the door so they wouldn't come in.

"O/C, please, let's leave her be, I think she's dealing with enough as it is, let's just leave her be to cool down until she feels better to talk to us."

"I understand that she's going through a lot of stuff but the fact that she's the one that has to do all this by herself is completely ridiculous, like first she found out that she has to pay someone she hates back, but also finding out that she is the reason why you're in this mess is even worse, I'm not gonna let my daughter go through that mess again because this selfish brat ruined her, sometimes I wish I could teach her a lesson to not mess with my daughter and show her the dark side of being poor, hopefully she learns her lesson from all of this."

"I know, but there's nothing we can do but at least let her do this either by herself or let us help her out by working some time"

"O/C, this is ten thousand dollars were talking about here okay, how on earth are we gonna get the money for that, even if we do get that much, it would at least takes us 10 years to get that much."

As you hear your parents argue about your debts with Mina, you started to feel woozy and felt numb, your parents are right, you can't pay Mina the amount of money you used for your school, even if then, it would take years for that to happen, and you don't have years, and all you remember is her screaming at you and suddenly you started getting headaches, stabbing your head as of someone's been punching you, you wanted to cry so badly but you heard nothing but her screams and Johnny talking to you, you can't get his voice out of your head, did you miss him, you can't, you can't miss him.

You couldn't take it anymore and decided to get a glass jar that had nothing in it and decided to smash it against your wardrobe door, letting the sound smooth the voices in your head out with letting the amount of glass shards fly across the room.

You fell to the floor and crawled towards the mess to see what you've caused, is this it, is this what your life has come to, a bunch of broken glass shards around the floor, is this your life in front of your eyes, as you picked up the glass shard that was large and sharp, you decided to leave this world once for all, you can't put your parents through that pain, and you can't go through that again after everything that has happened.

As you were holding it, you squeezed the sharp object against your hands, you didn't care, you just wanted your life to stop suffering for once and for all, but as you were shoving the tip into your neck, it started bleeding, this is it, you were finally gonna leave this world for once and for, but that stopped the moment your parents busted the door open to see you ending your life.

"NO!!", as your father yelled at you, he ran towards you to take away the shard and cradled you into his arms, while your mother slid onto the ground against your doorway after witnessing her own daughter commiting suicide, but then she crawl towards you to also comfort you as well after picking up all the glass that was on the floor.

All three of you started crying and breaking down as your parents were holding in both of their arms, as you still felt some bleeding coming out of your throat, you started to lose some vision and then passed out in their arms, and with that, that sends them into a crazy frenzy that resulted in the two of them taking you to the hospital after all that.

After you were taken to the hospital, your parents didn't leave your bedside throughout the whole time you were unconscious as they held onto your hand to assure themselves that you were safe and still alive. But as days passed and no news came yet, they became quite anxious and tired and even thought you had passed away due to the heart monitor dropping down, almost giving the doctors a heart attack.

But today was different. You'd woke up from being unconscious for 48 hours according to the doctor and immediately gotten tons of love from your family that were here to see you after what had happened to you. But while they were speaking, you saw a familiar figure at the door, and found out who it was, and it was none other than Johnny Suh himself, what is he doing here.

However you were not the only one being silent, as he entered into the room, most of them went quiet until your father said this, "How about we leave Y/N be, let her catch up with Johnny", and as soon as he finished saying that, the family members left the room except your mother who was waiting outside the room.

"Johnny what are you doing.", you asked with a voice that sounded so damaged that it even hurt Johnny himself just hearing your voice.

"Y/N, why did you do that, did you really felt this way about everything, why didn't you tell me."

You just remained silenced until he reminded you with what he had said.

"Was it Mina that made you do this."

You couldn't help but to break down due to how horribly your mental health has gotten due to her and what had happened, and as soon as Johnny saw what he had seen, he finally decided enough is enough.

"I'll tell her everything", you knew what he meant from that, and decided to leave but you stopped him, "Please Johnny, don't do this, I don't want her and her family ruining my life and the people around me because of me.", "This is exactly your problem, you need to stop letting Mina walk over as if your nothing.", "Oh right, coming from the same person that let her use you as your fucking picture perfect marriage as if she didn't ruin a FUCKING RELATIONSHIP TO GET WHAT SHE WANTED."

You were gonna continue saying what you wanted to say until you started coughing from how you were straining your voice from yelling your voice at him, and from then you started crying again while saying this, "I wish I was dead, I wish I wasn't alive, I wish the people around me didn't have to suffer because of this."

Johnny started to cry and so did some of your family members as well because of this. He can't take this anymore, he needs Mina to see what she had done to you, so he decided to do something that either risks himself, or actually saves you from this emotional damage that Mina had put you through.

Before he left, he decided to have a talk with your father about something, "Make sure you get photos of her and enough evidence that shows who Mina truly is".

Your Father gave him a simple nod, even though he didn't want to do this, he wasn't gonna let them get away with this shit.

Flashback

After you had left, he couldn't help it, it wasn't right, you don't deserve to hide away in your shame while Mina gets to be high up in that castle of hers that is waiting to be knocked down, so after 2 months of giving you space, he decided to give you a visit to your apartment, which he later found out that you had moved out and that you haven't been here since 2 months ago, and because of that, he couldn't help but feel upset now that you're no longer here, but then it hit him, if he were in this position, where would he go if he's dealing with enough trouble and wanted a break from everything, obviously the home he grew up in, and luckily your childhood home was only a 3 hour drive away from here so luckily he didn't need to travel through plane. So after he arrived at your house, he couldn't find anyone here until the door was unlocked to see your cousin at the door. "Excuse me, have you seen Y/N and is she here." After he got told that this is the right address, he later found out that you were in the hospital due to an injury she did to herself, he couldn't help but feel horrible now after everything that has happened to you. And that's how he ended up finding you at the hospital, and how he decided to finally get revenge for you.

After Johnny arrived back in the city, he decided to drive to Mina's house to talk to her. After waiting for a bit, she unlocked the door to see it was none other than the man she took from you.

She was about to close the door, until Johnny out his foot in the way, and of course his strength couldn't stop Mina from closing the door either.

"Mina, we need to talk, Now."

"Why should I talk to the man that cheated on me with my best friend who happens to be none other than a whore."

Johnny slammed his hand into the table next to him that made Mina a bit scared of him.

"what the hell is your problem, who told you to act like the man of the house here"

"The same man who you lied to this whole time."

She already knew what he was talking about, but decided to play dumb instead.

"What do you mean, if anyone's the liar here is you for sleeping behind my back--." She was gonna say something else as well until Johnny called her out on her act, the act of innocence that ruined your health and your relationship with Johnny.

"ENOUGH WITH THE FUCKING LIES MINA, I know you told Y/N that we kissed and that I liked it, I know that you spread that rumour that she liked someone else even though he was gay, you made us break up with each other because of your lies, you even made me propose to you when I didn't even fucking love you and all you did was fucking beg me to do it. and the fact you still pretended not to know anything, and at the cost of what, the cost of ME AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE RUINING OUR LIFE'S BECAUSE OF YOU."

Johnny voice was really loud and aggressive, she didn't even care, not until he got too close to Mina to the point where he was literally surrounding Mina with his body that she can't even get out.

"YEAH, AND SO WHAT, IT WORKED, YOU TWO BROKE UP, AND BESIDE IT WAS FUCKING WORTH, UP UNTIL YOU TWO SLEPT WITH EACH OTHER, I'D NEVER CARE ABOUT THAT SLUT BAG ANYWAY, She deserved to suffer while I get everything I want as always, and if it wasn't for her I would've had you as my husband and even have kids with you while I watch that failed reject suffer in silence."

He couldn't take it, he was never the one to threaten a woman, his mother taught him to never harm a woman no matter what, but he couldn't hold it in and punch a hole in the wall that was next to her face. She was basically regretting ever messing with you and his relationship, as she was basically crying and breaking down while begging for Johnny to not hurt her.

"OKAY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID, ILL ADMIT IT, I WAS A HORRIBLE FRIEND TO HER, I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID TO YOU TWO, I'M SORRY FOR SPREADING THE RUMOUR OF HER, IM SORRY FOR MAKING YOU TWO BREAK UP WITH EACH OTHER, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I WILL NEVER HARM HER EVER AGAIN OKAY, ILL EVEN GET SOMEONE TO PAY HER DEBTS, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, ILL EVEN PAY EVERYTHING I OWN YOU, JUST PLEASE DONT HURT ME."

Johnny moved away from her, it was obvious he broke her, it was obvious she was weak with power that she knows she can't control, but what she didn't expect was that recorded the whole thing just to see how much of a horrible person Mina was to not only you, but also to him as well.

"Hope this makes the media see you and your family who you truly are."

He was about to leave until Mina stopped him by grabbing him by his leg. "PLEASE DON'T POST THIS, PLEASE, I LOVE MY FATHER AND I DON'T WANT HIM TO SEE HOW MUCH OF A DISAPPOINTMENT THAT I AM, AND I DONT WANT MY FATHER'S COMPANY GOING DOWN BECAUSE OF THIS, PLEASE, I BEG YOU DONT DO THIS TO ME, ESPECIALLY MY MOTHER, I CANT HAVE HER RISK HER JOB BECAUSE OF THIS, I NEED THIS, THIS IS ALL I HAVE, PLEASE DONT DO THIS TO ME."

Johnny was pleased with how Mina is now, she's basically showing who she is, a girl who's afraid of the outside world without having her parent's money with her, this was better than the day he left Mina and went to Y/N instead, but he wanted more, he wanted her to pay for what she had did to you and him. "Unless you get rid of Y/N's debt and tell everyone including my friends and Y/N why you did what you did, I will let the media destroy you and your families business, do you understand me."

After he told her that, she nod her head and decided to get her phone out to text someone. It wasn't until he heard a ding on her phone that she told him that all of Y/N's debts are now dealt with, but that's only one part of what he wanted, he wanted her to admit that she was a horrible person that made someone that truly cared about her suffer due to her inhumane of a personality, and what she did would truly change her for the worse of her life.

"Guys, have you seen the news, turn on the tv, turn it on", as your father was in a panic state, everyone changing the channel until it was on the news channel that was broadcasting it.

"Breaking news, good evening everyone, and welcome back to KBS news 9, I am KBS news 9 anchorwoman Lee Soo Young, and I am KBS news 9 Anchorman Nam Tae Hoon, and if you thought today would have been enough shocking for you, well have we got the news for you for today, daughter of Kwon Industries CEO Kwon In Hyuk and one of the executives of National Seoul University Kim Mi Yeon, had just gotten into one of the biggest controversies that the family had ever had, it was revealed that a victim that used to a close friend of Kwon Mina had posted on her social media account revealed that she had been suffering from poor mental health due to the amount of Cyberbullying and bullying that the victim had gotten from Kwon Mina and close friends, with acts ranging from making violent and death threats towards her, to making obscene and harrassing phone calls and texts as well, and after the news broke out about the alleged news, it was later confirmed about Kwon Mina posted a video about the situation and how she was a horrible person to the victim, and as if the scandal wasn't enough on its own, it was revealed that she had allegedly made her alleged fiance at the time even break up with his partner at the time to then make a move on him until she mentioned how her partner slept with his ex during the engagement course. During all of this, according to the media, it has been revealed the victim of Kwon Mina was allegedly in the hospital due to the amount of hate she was getting from her that apparently it had even made her attempt to kill herself allegedly, unfortunately the family of the victim refused to speak about it due to their privacy. However, after the news of the controversy came out and was later confirmed by the daughter herself, Kwon In Hyuk had decided to step down as the CEO as this had also revealed other scandals from the company, such as the employees getting unfair payment and mistreatments, which resulted in Min Jae Hyung, the Vice CEO of the company now becoming the new CEO of the Company, but Kim Mi Yeon had also been fired for allegedly letting her daughter and her friends get into National Seoul University without having to pay their debut while also working with people that had allegedly bribed their kids to get into Seoul National University. With all of the controversies surrounding the Kwon family, it seemed as if their downfall is already starting, with not only the father being negligent towards his company's employees, but also the mother being involved with bribing scandals, but now the child of the family now being involved with both bullying and Cyberbullying scandals as well. As of now, alleged reports from some news reports have stated that they are now in court and that the judge is now dealing as to whether or not the amount of evidence against the three of them are enought to legally sentence them based on the law, but until then, I am Lee Soo Young, and I am Nam Tae Hoon, and this KBS news 9, in other news."

As I finished watching all of it, it felt as if karma finally hit Mina and her family for what she did to me, I did hear about her father being bad towards his employees, but I didn't think it was this bad, even her mother got fired now due to all of this, and now she's basically hated on the internet now, I felt so blessed from that moment that I actually smiled so blissfully that even my family members noticed it.

"Y/N, you know what that means.", You shook your head at what your father asked you, and with that, he moved towards you to give you biggest hug as your now free from their hands and are now a free woman. And as if that wasn't enough, your mother even gave you the biggest hug as well while the rest of your family members celebrated your victory as well.

After a while, you noticed that Johnny was at the door and with that, your family noticed it and looked towards your directions to see Johnny there as well. Some of them decided to head out for a bit but not before your father took him out of the room to talk to him.

"Even though I am someone who does condone violence against woman, what you did seem to put her in her place, thank you for that son."

"Your welcome O/C, if this will make her happier again like before or even better, than I am willing to do anything for her."

"Your a good man Johnny, I still don't condone infidelity though." After he said that to Johnny, He understand that and has now accepted that. But that doesn't matter, what does matter is seeing you after hearing about the news.

"Johnny, where have you been, I've been wondering where you went." as you sounded worried about Johnny and where he was, it hitted him in a way that made him feel like how he felt when he was dating you in college, and that really made him feel so happy.

"I've just been wondering what to get you after I heard the news, how do you feel." You could tell he was the one who made Mina come out with the story, but you couldn't judge him for that, he's basically the reason why you're probably no longer in debt now.

"Actually, I have something for you as well." As you finished what you had said there, you pulled out something out of your bag that had stuff in it that you needed while you were here in the hospital.

As soon as he saw it, he opened it to see it was none other than the locket necklace he got for you for the first time when you two started dating each other, he couldn't believe it, he'd thought you had selled it after you two broken up with each other, but you told him that you kept it for a while and didn't have the nerve to get rid of it.

He couldn't help but cry after finding out that you still kept it for a while. "I really thought you had gotten rid of it, why did you still keep it." "I couldn't have the strength to get rid of it, and when I was packing up my stuff up, I found it and decided to keep it."

"I don't why though, I thought you made up your mind about me."

After I hear him say that, i couldn't help but get frustrated but then it got replaced with calmness. "I said I don't like you like before..... but I would like the new you." After you said that, that made him so happy that he made that smile that brought memories from the times when you two were young in love while in college.

"really, even after everything." He asked to make sure you're able to answer him without feeling pressured.

"Of course I do Johnny, like I said, I still love you Johnny Suh, and I am starting to like the new you than before, and if it wasn't for this to happen, I wouldn't know what to do."

"I know, but I know what's gonna happen next." As soon as he said that, he proceeded to lean torwards you to kiss your lips, Unlike before when it felt wrong to do due to him being engaged, this felt better now, it felt like the past, warm and embracing, it felt like the old Johnny you met has now come back, and he was thinking the exact same as well, this felt like the first kiss he had with you, warm and embracing.

And with that, you finally had him back, and he finally had you back as well, and this time you two didn't feel restricted, you two finally felt free and now you two can make your own choices as well, even though he knows that your mental health would never be the same after everything that has happened to you, he is willing to make you feel exactly how you felt when you were young walking through the seasons all the way to the moment when you had your first kiss with Johnny.

7 Months Later

After everything that has happened, you'd never been happier than, now that Mina and her family are in jail now after receiving their sentences, I heard that they lost a lot of money now because of it, even some of their friends left them now based on what's happening to them now. Meanwhile you were happier than ever now that you're free from that hell Mina had put you through, You and Johnny are better now, you had not only married the man that you're now happy with, but you have also announced to your family and his family that your pregnant with his baby, his family could've been more happier than they were with Mina and her family, when they met Mina, Johnny's mother hated her for basically going after her friends ex at the time and knew why you did what you did and never hated you because of it, she even gave her support to you when you were still in the hospital getting better after everything, ten eased up with the teasing and was now teasing Johnny for becoming a father soon.

Your family members were happy that you were now better than ever and now was about to become a mother. But the only person who was beyond excited was the man you married, Johnny was so excited that you were gonna have his baby and now we're finally with him after all the troubles that life out you two through. Now that you two were free and were no longer surrounded by the wrong crowd, you two could've been better than ever.

As you see everyone enjoying themselves, you look at Johnny one more time before leaning in to give him a kiss on the lips as you feel open now about your struggles, you have a better job now, you have better friends now that actually care about you, and now you have the man you've truly love ever since you've met, and now can smile from true happiness instead of fake happiness that was built up from depression and Mina herself.

I guess I got everything I wanted then.

#nct 127 #nct scenarios #nct fanfic #nct johnny #nct 127 scenarios #nct #nct fluff #nct angst #angst

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thegoober010 · 3 months

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OK OK YIPPEE

TRIGGER WARNING!!!

sooooo could you write like father figure Sans with reader who has an eating disorder?

Like he begins noticing that theyre eating less and less and theyre losing a bunch of weight and he confronts them about it?

IF NOT THATS FINE, ITS A VERY TRIGGERING TOPIC!!!

Make sure to get food and drink water!!! Take breaks!!!! TAKE CARE OF URSELF!!!!! <333

-🐾

Oh!! QUITE A REQUEST BUT OFC I CAN!! I understand that fictional characters can be parental figures to some and requests like this can be helpful/comforting to some in different circumstances so I am willing to write this dearie dw!! plus father figure sans is so real. also right now im suffering a bit from burn-out due to my school cause right now I'm in a club that requires a lot of my time so im kinda suffering from a bit of burn out ig- so Im not gonna write a full nose-shot but I will write kinda like a headcanon type one-shot!

gender neutral reader as usual :)!!

TW/CW -> eating disorder (anorexia), self-esteem issues, body dysmorphia

remember if you're dealing with any eating disorder please try to talk to someone you're close with, a friend, family member, or trusted adult about this and I recommend trying to find professional help or trying to talk to someone about this, it is incredibly important to find support during such times <3

"I care for you more than you think"

Sans was always a father-figure for you, ever since you fell to the underground and left Toriel's home he allowed you to stay with him and his brother, he took care of you in his own way by taking you to places, meeting other monsters and allowing you your freedom but also protecting you and making sure you were safe by being near you often since you were just a kid to him.

Sans took quick notice of you using oversized clothing more than usual, and mostly long-sleeve shirts or hoodies (which he assumed you did to try and hide your body whether that be because you thought you were fat or something of that sort, it concerned him greatly) he would often touch your arm and pretend as if he were just patting near your arm/back/shoulder and would notice you were losing weight faster than he would expect someone to normally do.

After he took notice of such things he would often try taking you to a few more places like Grilby's or Muffet's, of course he never forced you to eat but he would always suggest it. Sometimes he would make hot dogs/cat dogs or make some waffles for you, if you refused he would just give a quick nod and let you be but he would leave the food near you or tell you that you should eat it later if you're really not that hungry right now.

At one point though it became a huge cause for concern as he noticed you started to distance yourself more from him and your friends, he decided enough was enough and fully confront you about it.

You broke down crying as he started to speak to you in a concerned tone of voice and started to confront you about your behavior. He didn't want you to feel bad but he was extremely worried and did not want you slowly killing yourself because of how you perceived your body.

He's a very good listener, maybe not the best at giving physical comfort but he's good at listening and giving advice. Ever since that day he would not force you to eat full on meals, no, he understood that people recover differently, and that it takes time. He made sure to take it slow and one step at a time. He would make small snacks at first, perhaps with some fruit or lower calorie foods so that you wouldn't feel too guilty about eating them and slowly making their way up to more higher calorie foods to fix your relationship with food and what you considered 'bad' and 'good' food.

He always reminds you about how you're much more than just your body but that you should also take care of it, and by taking care of your body you are not restricting yourself so much that it's slowly killing you.

He helps you out with eating, if you feel like you're going to get sick while eating he doesn't force you to continue, he always tells you how proud he is of you for eating just a little bit and that maybe next time you two can try something a bit more filling for not just the body but soul!

He's a great help in recovery, not only in helping you eat but also in your emotional support and physical support, whenever you feel too weak he takes care of you, whenever you feel down he listens. He may not know much on how to help but he makes sure to get different opinions from everyone and different ideas to help you out.

idk if this was good or not as I said before im suffering from burn out but ima try my best to continue writing a lot!!

#undertale #undertale fanfiction #undertale fanfic #toby fox #undertale sans #dad sans #comfort

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yanderes-galore · 2 years

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Can I get leon kennedy from resident evil with your prompt that you made being 17 please ?

Sure. As I just finished Leon's RE6 story, this is an AU where you two settle down. It was the only way I thought of where the prompt would work- Except, you were encouraged into a domestic life.

Yandere! Leon S. Kennedy Prompt 17

"You look so cute in those clothes! I think I picked well...."

Pairing: Romantic

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Manipulation, Obsession, Stalking, Overprotective behavior, Paranoia, Set up murder, Forced relationship, Forced marriage, Forced affection/cuddling, Delusional behavior.

Leon never thought he'd ever settle down after all he went through. He had survived so many horrors, he never even considered it. Sure, he liked Ada at one point in time, but she always brought trouble and would never be the type to settle down.

Then Helena had introduced him to someone new. Months after the events in China, Helena had met you then brought you to Leon to meet. That was the first time he met you....

Now Leon sits in front of you, in a shared house just between the two of you. You were dressed in a wonderful outfit he had bought you when going out. You were always so attractive to him....

"You look so cute in those clothes! I think I picked well...."

Leon smiles, expecting one in return but he never got one. You only looked at him blankly as if processing what he said. Leon frowns, leaning forward.

"Baby, you okay?" He asks softly, you turn away. "Do you not like the outfit?"

How Leon pursued you throughout the years was not all that normal. First he talked with you as if you two were close friends. Then he got too obsessive.

You tried to rationalize it for your friend, Helena. Could be PTSD, for example. Leon had to survive the events of Raccoon City, Spain, and China. All with different viral and parasitic outbreaks.

Maybe he calls you often because he's worried. Maybe he just really likes your company? He could just not be used to a normal social life.

You could not ignore and rationalize his delusions for long, however. You could not excuse the stalking or the constant visits to your house. He clung to you way too fast in your eyes.

Then there was the time you got a lover. Leon's gaze was sour whenever he saw you two. You had a feeling he had a thing for you... yet you could not feel the same.

He was a stalker, after all....

You remember crying when you heard the news from Helena. Your lover was caught in a police shoot out, dying upon arriving at the hospital. It sounded like a freak accident, but there was a nagging voice in your ear.

Leon had to be behind it.

How could you not think that when Leon perked up around you again? He was too suspicious. He scared you.

Which is why when he asked you out one night, coming to your house when you were alone, you reluctantly said yes. You felt you wouldn't have to face his wrath if you played along.

Then you didn't know when it was safe to stop. Leading you to here, a ring on your finger and an outfit perfect for his tastes. He was happy...

You were not.

"You're so distant, (Y/N)...."

You breathe in sharply when he pulls you in closer, sitting you on his lap. The outfit hugged you snugly. It was nice, but it would be nicer if it was not picked by him.

"Something on your mind?"

He's so affectionate, so deep into his delusions he's unaware of how much pain he causes you. Like he didn't kill your lover to have you. Like he was oh so innocent as your husband.

"No, I'm okay, Leon."

Leon looks at you softly before kissing your cheek. He was so enamoured by you. Not caring if you didn't reciprocate such affections.

As far as he was concerned, you were his now.

As if to rub it in your face, he traces the ring on your finger. A reminder that the ring ties you to him. Like it or not, the knot was tied.

"You know I only want us to be happy. If anything is bothering you, you can tell me."

"Tired, Leon. That's all."

Leon presses another kiss to your forehead, humming.

"Alright. Rest with me then."

Reluctantly you follow him to the couch, sitting on his lap again. You lay against him as he pulls a blanket on top of you two. You feel him rub your back sweetly before hugging you closer.

As though he was afraid you'd run.

There was no chance you would, however. You had nowhere to go and nothing else to turn to. He would find you anyway. Helena was far away from here, your family was convinced you were happy as he was just so nice...

The best you could do was keep him happy.

Even if it made you unhappy.

#yandere resident evil #yandere resident evil 6 #yandere leon s kennedy

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guilty-pleasures-and-dead-doves · 3 months

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[Free Wolf, She-Wolf] Chapter 2

Chapters post

Chapter 1: Right of first refusal

[Chapter 2] Wish upon a falling star

Sora normally had to struggle with a racing heart and wild imagination on the rare occasions that Texas lead her away from everyone else, to talk in private, let alone to one of their bedrooms.

She had accepted years ago that nothing of the sort she hoped for would happen on these occasions, but she allowed a part of herself to keep hoping.

That part of her screamed that something was different this time.

Before, she hadn't known the truth about Texas' past or why it haunted her. Now, she knew for a fact that Texas had finally managed to put that past behind her.

Quiet but practically vibrating, Sora opened the door to her room in that safehouse. Texas stepped inside first, and after Sora shut the door, she turned to find Texas sitting on a side of her bed, patting the spot next to her, but resolutely looking away from her to stare at the wall.

Scared to break the silence first, Sora sat down next to her, and forced herself to stare at the same wall. She fought the temptation to reach for Texas' hand.

Everlasting seconds ticked by, as Sora waited for Texas to find her words.

When Texas finally spoke, it wasn't a Texas like any Sora had ever heard before. Quiet, slow, and unsure.

"I'm not telling you 'No', but I can't offer you a simple 'Yes'. Do you understand what I mean?"

Only Sora's last remaining traces of fear kept her from jumping to her feet and singing a note of triumph. It was too soon to declare victory, even with instantaneously-total defeat off the table. The internal tempest made her world white and fuzzy.

"Sora? Sora?!"

Sora looked to her side to see Texas finally turned to her, her normally guarded face naked with worry. With reserves of strength Sora didn't know she had, she patted Texas' hand to reassure her, and reached out with her fingers to turn Texas' face back to the wall.

Texas obliged, and this time waited for Sora to find her words. She twitched when Sora placed her hand on Texas' hand, on the bed.

The idol heard her own voice as if from another room. "You're willing to give 'us' a chance, but there's something in the way."

That same, un-Texas-like small voice answered: "Yes."

Sora felt she could never wait long enough to be ready, so she only waited until she could hear words clearly. "What is it?"

"Sora, do... do you..." Texas actually had to stop to swallow past a dry throat. "Do you want... children? Your own children."

Sora's world swam before her eyes again, but she managed to place enough of a trace of pressure on Texas' hand to let the lupo know she hadn't fainted or died sitting up. Texas waited, facing the wall.

Sora hadn't seriously thought about the possibility of having children or starting a family since she had started her idol career. She was effectively married to her career, and wouldn't have had time for anything resembling a relationship with Texas without joining Penguin Logistics. And of course, neither she nor Texas could get the other pregnant.

Afraid to jump to conclusions, Sora focused on her own desires, and trusted in honesty. "I don't... not want children. I wouldn't want any children for a while, because of my career, my contract, my fans... But I know eventually I'll have to 'graduate' from being an idol. Without needing to maintain an 'idol' image, I could have any sort of relationship and still maintain a music career with a smaller, more stable demographic. Siren is already encouraging my efforts to break out into acting."

Texas waited for a question, but none came. But before she finally pulled the next trigger, she pulled her hand out from under Sora's and placed it on top.

"I do want children, Sora. My own."

Sora focused very hard on Texas's hand holding her own. The physical reminder that, despite what Texas had just said, Texas had promised Sora a chance.

Texas wanted something that Sora could not give her, and she wanted it more than she wanted Sora. Texas didn't want Sora as much as Sora wanted her — or, perhaps, Sora wanted Texas more than she should — but Sora had made peace with that years ago. If Texas wanted her at all, that could be enough.

Sora had tried to avoid making assumptions, but Texas couldn’t be contemplating artificial insemination. Being honest with herself, Sora didn't like the idea either, but the alternative would mean involving a whole man.

Sora liked men just fine; indeed, Texas had been the first and so far only woman Sora had ever wanted. But after meeting Texas, the problem with all men became that they weren't Texas. Sora had even, sometimes, passingly wished Texas were a man. Who else could compare?

But how did Texas plan to involve a man? Pumping and dumping him would be so much worse than artificial insemination. She also doubted that Texas intended to leave her completely in the closet, using him only as a unwitting ‘beard’.

If they were honest with the man, the exact arrangement would have to depend on exactly who, precisely, he was.

"Did you have someone in mind?"

"Yes."

"Who?"

"You can't laugh."

"What?" Sora whipped her head around to see Texas blushing — Texas! Blushing! — and refusing to meet her eyes. "What?! Who!"

"I'm going to be serious about this," Texas insisted, almost pouting. "You can't laugh."

Sora laughed.

Texas look poleaxed, and protested, "I haven't even told you who he is!"

Sora struggled to contain herself. "I-I-I'm s-s-orr-rry! I've never seen you act like this! You're so cute!"

"I'm not cute! This is not cute!"

"It's adorable! You're like a schoolgirl telling me her first secret crush!"

"I do not have a crush on Bison!"

Sora stared at her in silence for one moment. Then her brain cracked and she fell back on her bed, squealing in laughter.

"Merda! I mean... Stop that!"

"No!" Sora shouted, and resumed giggling and gasping and twittering with no sign of stopping. She was a professional singer; she could laugh like this for a full hour.

"Stop laughing!"

"Make me!"

Texas crawled up on the bed and seized Sora's wrists. "Stop!"

Sora grinned with infuriating smugness. "What's the matter, Miss Celinia Texas? Finally met someone you couldn't silence?"

Texas let go and pulled back, sullen, and Sora quieted down.

"Don't joke about that," Texas demanded softly, kneeling back on her legs as Sora sat up. "Not you. Not about you. Please."

"Sorry. I got carried away. Sorry."

"Okay."

For the first time since they entered Sora's room, they sat facing each other. Eventually, Texas calmed down enough to meet Sora's eyes, most of her usual demeanor restored.

Sora smiled, welcoming and without mockery. "So, Bison."

"Bison."

"And it's not a crush."

"No."

"So it's not that you want him more than me."

"Dios mio, no. I want you, and I want children. If I'm being honest, I also want a man, but the man doesn't have to be Bison."

"Say it again, please."

"What...? Oh." Texas sat up straighter, looked Sora straight in the eyes, and repeated it with feeling. "I want you."

"Again."

Texas leaned forward. "I want you."

"Again."

Texas reached out and pulled Sora into an embrace.

"I." She pecked a kiss on Sora's forehead.

"Want." She pecked a kiss on Sora's lips.

"You." And she dove into Sora's mouth as if to suck the life out of her.

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Chapter 3: Sweet reasons, 'stupid' reasons

#arknights #fanfiction #fanfic #polyamory #texas #sora #bison #arknights fanfics #texas x sora

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crying-fantasies · 2 years

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Though you may be fated to fight...

After Eyes of Heaven events...

Synopsis: In a present that was different, different choices were made, and so a different future is ahead.

Warnings: Spoilers of Eyes of Heaven, Canon divergence, character's death, the so called "good ending" (If you find my tears it's because, for me, this is how it all ended in the real show, I will die on this hill).

Many people can't remember their childhood, at least normal people, there were indeed some genius that could do it or people with a very good memory, some could remember detailed things, like being triggered by some experience.

Your usual thing to remember was Joseph, because he was always there, by your side.

Even when kids he was already a menace, going straight to the adventure, to the dangerous world while you were tucked under many layers of blankets and clothes, especially on winter, when the cold temperature could almost kill you, always secured on your room, on your refuge of the outside world.

But Joseph wouldn't stop at that.

"You should be faster, you only need to jump in the snow!" He showed you how he to do it, thinking that you didn't knew, but it was difficult to move with all the winter clothes on you, he could only see your eyes, your red cheeks due to the cold, "come on, let's play" you fainted because of a fever in the snow, Joseph was grounded for taking you outside in the middle of a blizzard.

You were a sickly kid, but Joseph would enter in your room like it was yours and start to tell you about the things outside.

"There is going to be a carnaval soon, try to get better to go together" he left you many comics to read in your boredom, one candy here and there.

"I will try" you accepted everything, giving a little smile.

You couldn't go to the carnival, too sick to even move.

When you turned 10 you could finally recuperate but you also got some strange looking thing beside you that scared you when it appeared in the night.

"I don't see anything"

"I swear Joseph, it's right there"

"You're crazy"

Only your grandpa believed you while reading with you his red book, then he told you that it was something in the family and that you didn't need to feel scared or worried by the metal like individual or the red book that would appear when you wanted.

"Grandpa said that my friend is there to attack the ones that bring me harm, the book is the one that would tell me the story of our family and my shield"

"You're both crazy"

Joseph was favored when puberty hit both of you, by how the thing was going he was going to be as tall as his father and grandfather, that made you feel some anger, even when Joseph started to do little sparklers with his hands, just like magic.

"It's cool, right?" He was showing it to you after, yet again, entering your room without the adults noticing, in the recent years they keep saying that you two shouldn't be in the same room alone, let alone in the same bed.

But there you were, in the same room, in the same bed, only the two of you, under the blankets to see better the energy in his hands.

"It's pretty" you said that totally mesmerized, Joseph was looking right at you, at your face that was smiling, your eyes reflected the sparkling light in his hand, "how can you- ouch, damnit, JoJo, what's that for?!" You would never knew, and maybe Joseph just erased it out if his memory, but he tried to kiss you in that moment, in that moment that he just felt that it was a good choice but he ended up headbutting you because he didn't think twice and just launched himself on you.

He would take that to his grave.

More years passed and you asked yourself how you were still alive, Joseph got you in so many problems and disasters, not to mention that you both and uncle Speedwagon almost died because of his stupid actions, barely alive because in a miracle way some steel of the airplane surrounded you all.

But Joseph being the dork that he was got himself, and by logic you too, in such trouble that almost got both arrested.

What could you do? You just gave Joseph what he needed.

"I need a gun" some shady guy was stalking your group, Joseph said that it wasn't breathing, ironic how he called you crazy for believing his grandfather's stories.

"Done" your imaginary friend created a gun and bullets.

"I need a bazooka!"

"Done" it was the same process.

"I need military grenades!"

"Why is that thing still moving?!"

He called you crazy when you talked about your imaginary friend but he never asked you from were did you got all those things.

Granny Erina and Smokey talked in your defence, but Jonathan didn't believe that vampires were back, mostly because someone called Dio promised so.

Your grandparent left the room.

"I can't believe that you two would do such a thing! That's it, you are going to Italy, to train in the ways of Hamon with your mother to put you in the right way, young man!" Grandpa Jonathan was fuming while Joseph was excited to go to Italy, totally ignoring the part of Hamon training, "and Second" oh my, now he was going to lecture you, "try to help him, you can go in order to do some tourism around and maybe learn a bit more, you want to go to college, right? It will be difficult but you can try, take this as my gift to do better" he messed with your hair while rubbing your head, but you were too happy to even consider to stop him at the moment.

"Thank you, Grandpa Jonathan"

"Hey, that's favoritism! I'm your grandson!"

Arriving to Italy, by boat, you didn't want to die so young with your friend's luck with airplanes, took longer but it was planned but at the end you could put foot in the new country.

"A new arrival, you and Joseph face a new journey, one full of new experiences and teachings, it would change your life forever" your book magically had those words now, like a story that was still in the making, just like your grandfather said.

"I'm hungry, What do you think that we can find?"

"We're supposed to wait for your Mom's student here, JoJo"

"Do you think that I can get an hamburger?"

At the end he dragged you to a restaurant near, where you finally found his mother's student, who apparently had better things to do than picking.

"He is a bad man, don't get near him, he will bring you bad news"

"I think that he is handsome"

"You're crazy"

One thing led to another, so many crazy things in the way, so many memories that were now written in your book.

So many strange and bizarre things.

"I need a pair of steel balls with chains!"

"Done- wait a second, what the hell?" But before you could realize you already did those things that not even him knew how to use.

It had its ups and downs.

"What do you have there, Metal sorcerer?" Even the ones that were once enemies were some kind of friends now, at least the half of them, the older ones were still kind of aggressive against humans.

You liked the little nickname that you got.

"This is a book, it's my family's story book" you showed it to both pillar men, who just looked at it with some kind of curiosity.

"Hey, don't be so near!" Joseph arrived to you fast, putting some distance between you and the other two.

"They didn't do anything, JoJo"

"I believe that Wammu won't harm you while bedridden" said one was now opening the book, maybe asking himself what said there, "but I don't know what Santana could do to you, he killed a lot of innocent people!" And the other one was just reading the book, more familiar with human words.

"He killed Nazis, JoJo"

"Still!"

"What does this mean?" Santana was now pointing a certain part of your book with his usual stoic face, "it says that you are expecting a child?"

...

It was later on confirmed by the doctor.

"CAESAR, YOU BASTARD!"

"What the hell is wrong with you, JoJo?!"

There were many incredible things happening around you, since the fact that now some supernatural beings would coexist with humanity to the fact that you were expecting.

You expected your parents shouts, your grandparents disappointment, but they all just welcomed you home, only Grandpa Jonathan was asking you what were you thinking.

"You and Joseph are way too reckless and young, how do you expect to raise a kid when you both are kids?" You looked at Joseph and he looked at you.

"In reality..." Lisa Lisa started to explain while pointing to a nervous Caesar and a smiley Suzi, and that was when every family member of yours were disappointed, including Granny Erina.

Grandpa Jonathan was crying in a corner.

"In the end, it was better than I expected" now you were sitting with your son in arms, Joseph was visiting you in Italy, you now residing with your little family in Air Supplena while he was now an important figure back in New York, a total business man.

"It did, but your kid got the worst part"

"How come?"

"He looks exactly like his idiot of a father"

"I heard that, JoJo!" Caesar shouted from somewhere in the island.

You were happy, you family was happy, you started to collect little trinkets, things that your imaginary friend did for you, the ones that it did for your son and grandkids.

And then there was Caesar with your grandkids, he was doing a good job, your eldest grandson a young master of Hamon and the two youngest at least knew how to use it.

Later on you discovered that what you had at your side was called Stand.

And your grandkids had theirs too.

"Bye, I'm going to Japan with Grandpa Joseph" Third, your middle grandkid, was running to the door as fast as possible with their things on hand.

"Stop right there, kid! You are not leaving this country alone!" And there goes your husband, trying to reach Third, little Fourth on your lap reading the usual red book.

"Hurry up, Nonno!"

Months later you almost killed Joseph with your own hands when when you husband and Third returned beaten to the Kujo household where you were waiting for them with Suzi and Holy.

"What the hell happened?!"

"Well, it ended different, I guess?

"You guess?!"

"Yeah, all I needed to do was use some of the old fragments of Grandpa's strange mask against that vampire"

"Why didn't you used that in the first place"

Even with all of that, Caesar wasn't happy.

"I swear, if Joseph's grandson breaks the heart of my adorable Third..." Was he even talking about the same Third that you knew?

It was a mess, one after the other, but life was like that, it was crying and laughing, falling to put yourself back in your feet again.

"Heard my words, Caesarino, I may have failed before, but now you and I are going to be in-laws!"

"You dream, JoJo, my little Fourth isn't interested in your son in the slightest"

Joseph really wished that you were there in that moment, you would have loved Josuke and Shizuka, but you would have tried to kill him again, but he wanted so bad to tell you that now Fourth was dating Josuke, much to your husband's disagreement and protective behavior, mainly because Fourth was the one that looked like you the most and Josuke looked a lot like Joseph and even behaved like him.

He wanted to tell you that it wouldn't take too long to have Josuke asking Fourth's hand in marriage, maybe a few more years, for you both to be in-laws, to be family, but if he thought about it a little more he would notice that you were family since the first moment.

"Look, look, maybe it was a little late, but I have this photo of them together, to keep the family tradition" Joseph was talking to the nothing, showing to no one a picture of the new couple, embarrassed by being catch in one of their dates in a restaurant in the town, he was going to put it with the ones of you two, the one of Holy with Anthonio and the one of Jotaro and Third, "maybe we can get other quite soon, I want to see my grandkids from Josuke at least once before I die"

Joseph sometimes acted like a senile old man to get out of problems easily, but maybe it was real in some occasions.

"Do you think that is going to be a girl? A boy? I assure you that at least one will have your name, to continue the tradition, and we will call them Fifth! Wait, or is it Sixth?" He kept talking to the empty seat next to him, sometimes Jotaro would be worried by his behavior.

Sometimes, when the young couple would go to visit him he couldn't stop himself and saw them as you and him, back in the day, fighting against the world together.

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