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p1harmonie · 21 days

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I JUST REWATCHED PIWON MOVIE AND I HAVE THINGS TO SAY

#okay first of all THEY DEBUTED WITH A MOVIE !!!! that's so crazy every time i think about it im like woooow #jongseob and intak acting debut when ???? they were sooo good omg unlike kyo i didn't remember how bad he was 😭😭 but his #character is hilarious so it's fine <3 ALSO i completely forgot yoo jaesuk and jung haein are in it like guysss what are u doing here hihi #anyways absolutely oscar worthy real cinema if u ask me #now after taking notes and watching the new trailer a few times i think that p1epi is actually chaeyoons weird talking plushie #but since it's away from her it can't talk so that's why jongseob create that thingy to translate from #dog language to human language and i think it's there because maybe the members got like lost in time and #it wants to remind them that they have to save the entire world from the apocalypse #also p1epi came down from the sky just like the alcot meteor like ummm yes we love symbolism 🙂‍↕️#i saw someone saying the dog it's actually intak because the dog came through the window and intak wakes up next to one but it doesn't make #any sense to me so we're throwing that idea in the trash can #talking about intak hes now has blue eyes so that means he got infected but honestly when did that happen while he was fighting #some zombie? idk i think i have to watch all their mvs again for clues but what that means he's one of the bad guy now??#also i may be insane but what if the shop represents the world and seeing it in flames means the members couldn't save it and their lore #ends with the saddest ending ever like yeah sorry the apocalypse won #OR WHAT IF !!!!! they aren't the ones who can save the world they actually are the reason why it's ending like the masked ghost #actually created them to spread the virus and that would also explain them at the end of the trailer looking #at the burning shop without doing anything like they ARE alcot the meteor thats gonna destroy the world #but that would be too dark i know they're the heroes so it will have a happy ending #i have many theories but im starting to scare myself so ill shut up #pt

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malikselfindulgence · 8 months

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Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode

#malik's rambles #okay i know my ass is gonna vent in tags rn so . tw for that !!#iwill never shut up i missed tumblr tags so much wow #itsnot their fault and like . like i dont want to blame them . but its so isolating being and living this way #ill always be grateful for them and I know its just my brain trying to cope and like !! its not their fault but this sucks so bad like wow #also doesnt help that besides how scared I am and how I just . wanna be normal . I feel like I sound insane to other people #it constantly feels like everyone is laughing at us and is just playing along with our “roleplay thing” because they dont wanna bother #and like !! im trying really really hard to be positive about it and just live as well as I can . all of us are !! but it makes me feel like #ridiculous . it feels like everyone'll laugh and think we're playing pretend. which shouldnt matter people will always be assholes !!#I dunno aough im rantingso hard rn . and masa2 wont share which is fine but imscared and worried and scared and aauahhggggggggg #ik the point of the disorder is to hide memories from me so i can function but like . man this suckss9 bad #okay enough of this . Imgonna watch monsters inc i love monsters inc

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bueris · 4 months

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okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere #i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art #but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely #certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like #university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government #i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour #party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead #also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be #idk #it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking #also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most #part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it?#ik therapists have therapists but still #i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going #the way i wanna #I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life #if not then gap year to work it out #should probably look at unis for english language too then #sigh #ucas website i may as well marry you #ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol)#yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up #yeah #shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical #they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices #crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love.#sex jokes about that #why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine #bue waffling #vent post

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sant-riley · 11 months

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MW3 SPOILERS FOR WHO DIES //

Yk what ever fucking since I saw Soap die in front of me, I have not had one moment of fucking peace y'all, this is fucking insane.

#the alarm at my job has no battery so i come in and it immediately starts BLARING and the keypad is dead so i cant turn it off.#security place calls and theyre like are you okay and im already on the verge of tears but im like yeah im fine #and i tell her hey the shit is low i cannot turn it off its not taking any input #and shes like oh okay uhhh try this #it doesnt work so shes like okay ill have to send u to tech support #i get sent over #wait time is 11 mins #before they called i called and texted my boss like hey bitch what the fuck!!!#got no answer btw #so the alarm turns off like 2 mins into the tech waiting room and i hang up and finally go inside after my ears r bleeding #boss finally gets back to me and shes like teehee sorry i was getting alcohol #michelle my suicide note is gonna have you and your business in big red bold letters #kayla shut up

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lightbulb-warning · 1 year

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this is getting ridiculous there's so much stuff i wanna draw i need to clone myself immediately

#what do you mean i can barely stand up??? no that was me an hour ago im completely fine now and also am capable of drawing 70 things rn #<- I WISH #genuinely just talking at myself here #okay!! plan time: homework is 7 pages +dialogue. i sketched the rough layouts out already and i my teacher gave me the okay to do it digita #i don't think she realized she gave me the okay tbh? but i asked her twice and she said yes so no takebacksies!!!#i have a timer that only does 55 minutes. in 55 minutes can i rough out at least 3 better pencils? ill find out!#i should start with the ending because that's 1 birds eye view like three times and a car that explodes and a bunch of close ups so ez pz #i just gotta figure out one car perspective im giving myself 55 minutes for the car #lineart is gonna be a pain but when isnt it :')#hey did you know there's an entire ship month prompt list??? im seething that's such a dumb idea i wanna do it so baaaaad #whatever #ill figure it out #that's part one of getting boring shit i need to do done!! part two should be easier bc its just hospitals and the draft is already p detai #ok ok ok i can do this #the essay is an essay and the essay is getting fucked i will do it at GUNPOINT #aaaaa #shut up maiora #p.s. edit: i did some of it and ended up doing a completely different plan. sigh sigh oh well im doing my best

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surreal-duck · 1 year

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hi!! i just wanted to say that ive liked midoyuzu since i was like 14 and its been a few years since then (obviously) but seeing your midoyuzu art now is so!!! its so fulfilling to my past self who had like NO art to go off of, i guess? anyway! your art is super good and i love it so much <3

im glad omg? extremely late to the party but by god i am bringing snacks in here or die trying o7 was pretty baffled the first time finding out more abt their dynamic and looking them up on here to find maybe like two more recent posts and the rest from no sooner than 2017 or so askjdghsjkgdhjks but really THANK YOU!!!!!!!! happy to be of service to your inner 14yo somewhat ;v;

yknow what though the really funny thing is that i wasnt even that into them initially. just remembered that cute interaction at the end of xmas live and thought "huh these two r kinda sweet actually" and that curiosity is always a slippery slope into genuine investment and by god is tripping into it a favorite pastime of mine

#if i had to say tho honestly these two were both the last ones of their units i managed to get attached to properly #yuzuru has definitely become my fav of fine though but my actual rst fav is kanata LOL #also finding out yuzuru likes to draw in general is everything to me you go you funky master artist #cute critter line took me out back w a metal chair why r they so. auhhg #actually my good friend who got me in here Knows i was actually on track to becoming an ibyz liker but then. anvil fell comically on my hea #before i knew it theyve taken over almost every corner of my brain get them out!!!!! get them out!!!!!!!!#and i was already a ryuseitai fan and enjoyed fine casually but oh. oh god im a yuzurup too now arent i goddammit #SORRY THIS BECAME A RAMBLE UM. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!#asks #anonymous #sometimes i forget that their actual interactions probably amount to no more than 6 or 7 times in canon and the rest is just in my head #that and i just think its rather nice for both of their characters to get along!! romantic or platonic #really sweet to see midori so pumped up and passionate about the things he loves and yuzuru getting thrown off his rhythm of the always #perfect butler who resigns himself into the background most of the time. theyre just having fun!!! silly guys #and yuzuru rly does enjoy art and nonsensical doodles even if people generally find it horrifying midori loves them wholeheartedly its. yea #okay im still rambling. ill shut up now i havent slept properly in a bed in nearly 48 hours i should go do that

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werebutch · 6 months

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my sister is like having anger issues lately she tells me she tries sooo hard not to lash out at me and she phrases it in a way where it seems like she thinks shes jesus. like not lashing out at someone is somehow super gracious or whatever. she still does lash out at me for like nothing btw . and when i respond back no matter if i yell back or if im calm she will tell me im an abuser . lol. okayyyy

#like ill be in a good mood talking to her fucking driving her wherever the hell she wants and she'll stop me and be like 'im going to scream #at you if you dont shut up' if i said that to her she'd like... cry. idk #just annoying. itsok. its fine i totally dont care at all. LMAO #so basically what im hearing is that when she blows up at me its her losing control and its okay.. but when i respond its abuse. got ittttt

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bunnyb34r · 6 months

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Oh thank god, inventory ISN'T the week I get back, so I actually have ab 3 weeks time to get ready... but like 80% of my shit is already tagged bc I was blitzing through it yesterday in a mad dash to finish everything by friday. I think I just have the nike shitë and the clearance shit I dont wanna deal with sgdgdggd but anyway I'm so relieved I don't need to scramble to get it done 😭

Last inventory we only got 2 weeks to prep, in past years it's [always] been 2 MONTHS, but corporate was like nahhhh we dont need you guys wasting months for this pfft two weeks. Well guess who had a horrible inventory and lost hundreds of thousands of dollars last year :)

I'm hoping my brain will shut up now but I'm still in stress mode so idk

#marquilla #it's like okay and if you get any more items and dont have space to put it or time to do it you can put it in the steel for a week.#it's fine. but my brain is like NOOOOOOOO ONLY I CAN DO IT ONLY MEEEEE when like we regularly leave the other sections in the steel if the #person isnt there to do it and it's fine like shut up brain #but also It's March™️ so im sure thats why im still panicky ab everything #im glad i got most of the boxes done though bc thats one less thing to worry ab on vacation #im not bringing it up to anyone until Friday like okay see you after easter have a good one byeee bc i dont want people asking if im going #anywhere/thinking it's SPRING BREAK when really it's Grief Time. and thats why im off bc then it gets awkward and if i lie then theyll ask #when i get back and ill have to lie more #ANYWAY im gonna go scream

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byanyan · 7 months

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byan getting angry, sometimes to the point of violence, when someone tries to diagnose them in any capacity.

#yes even in a professional capacity when they're sitting with a psychiatrist #they are FINE. there is NOTHING wrong with them.#nothing they've been through has affected them deeply enough to affect their development or behaviour or thought processes or anything #they're not normal but they're not not normal in a mental illness kind of way okay????#and their brain is wired the same way everyone else's is so shut the fuck up and take that back #by which i mean a lot of their appointments with counsellors and psychiatrists usually end in byan shouting or throwing things #or even biting someone or simply shutting down and refusing to cooperate #........it's actually fully possible they've been in a psych ward at some point i'm realizing now while i think about this &#also the fact that they have overdosed... it's actually probable and incredibly likely and idk how that hasn't occurred to me #before now. especially as someone who's spent time in a psych ward.#new thing to ponder upon for a bit ig even tho that wasn't the point of this post at all akjfhsd #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.#overdose cw #i feel like the mention of that needs a tag but i'm not sure if anything else might :x

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ladyinbl00d · 8 months

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mickey altieri the man that you are.

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davidtennantpussytulpa · 8 months

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this fucking profffffff BRUHHHHHHHHHH

#he literally lectured for like an hour of our lab time. as he just said before we need to use the whole time of the lab #bc we were supposed to key out like 15 fucking bugs and they were fucking tiny and impossible to see too #AND. FOR THE BIGGER ONES. WE HAD TO DO FUCKING WING VENATION #which means you have to follow the fucking map of like 30 different veins and how they branch and shit #like. literally so fucking impossible and time consuming #and hes like 😁 so heres all the things online that you can look at but im still gonna explain them to you even though you dont need to worry #about it for another month. SHUT UP!!!! SHUT UP!!!! ILL KILL YOU!!!!#anyways. im gonna have to fucking come back into the lab later this week to look at the rest of these stupid things #UGHHH #okay. okay whatever im fine. ill bomb the first quiz and do better on the actual fucking insects

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blenderfullasarcasm · 2 years

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started catching up on some batman comics and oops I have a new favorite character

#it's ghostmaker btw #minhkhoa khan #the plot of ghost stories (batman 102-108ish) is kind of hilarious ngl #khoa: ugh youre fighting crime wrong #batman: just bc im going for the bosses and not the minibosses -#khoa: guess i have no choice but to do it for you #batman: by stabbing me??? and wrecking my long term plans???#khoa: ugh dont complain ill stitch you up later #khoa: anyway at least i get results #batman: sure you get immediate results but you lose the big bosses #khoa: uggggggh shut upppp my way works better and you know it your emotions are just getting in the way again #batman: i refuse to stop caring about people #khoa: you sure i cant change your mind?#batman: people deserve second chances. they can change. and i dont want to keep fighting you like this #khoa: fine we'll go back to playing keep away - you stay out of my cities and ill stay out of yours #batman: okay but what if we didnt #khoa: what #batman: stay. help me help gotham #khoa: oh well if you insist #batman: stop killing people though #khoa: yeah yeah dont kill people where you can see it #batman: thats not what i said #khoa: also hey im richer than you now #batman: guess that means youre paying for dinner later #khoa: does that make me your sugar daddy #batman: ...hrm #it's so funny #103 ends with khoa stabbing batman and knocking him out and then 104 begins with him tenderly sewing up batman's wounds #105 ends with a shirtless batman asking khoa to stay and khoa's made himself at home in the batcave by 106 #like thats a speedrun of some sort but idk what

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hopefullyandrogynousartist · 1 year

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i, a lesbian, am currently having a mental crisis. why is sapnap so attractive. do I just want to steal his hair. do I want him to rail me. do I want his voice. stay tuned for whether or not I'm actually bi or pan and I just don't like vibe with the guys where I live

#lesbian #lgbtq #sapnap #god he's so hot #i think it might just be the hair tho #im very jealous of his hair.#like extremely jealous look at that shit.#but also........#hes just kinda fine #my friends shit on me all the time for this btw no need to criticize me #its constant #ill just say something about how i find like three guys attractive #and they're all like okay we get it you're not out of your dsmp phase #maybe im not #maybe i am #maybe just shut up

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mcdbutgay · 2 years

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mcd aaron as a character frustrates me SO MUCH BC HES A GOOD CHARACTER IN THEORY BUT KNOWING HOW HE ENDS UP,,, WHAT HE ENDS UP BEING IS SO AHGHHH

i REALLY hate how they dumb down the characters in mystreet, like. i understand that mystreet is SUPPOSED to be a lihht hearted slice of life (at least, at the beginning. i don’t even wanna TOUCH myst s4-6) but REGARDLESS THE FACT THAT SO MANY CHARACTERS GET DUMBED DOWN IS SO FRUSTRATING BC THEYRE SO GOOD IN MCD.

katelyn, garroth, laurance, aaron,, aaron is especially frustrating bc i REALLY don’t like aarmau. i never have, and the fact that it essentially DOMINATES mcd/myst at a certain point is annoying. also the fact that he’s so mysterious and cryptic in mcd is SO COOL but then he only turns out to be some guy. GOD. i hate this stupid show.

then again i am only going off of what i remember, which is from when the episodes originally came out YEARS ago. i could toootally be wrong about a lot of stuff since im nowhere NEAR being done with mcd but still its nice to vent (currently on s2 ep24 as of me writing this)

#lowkey i dont wanna tag this post w stuff that will reach wider audiences bc rlly its just me venting but #ughhh idk. dont rb? i dont think this is reblog worthy in the slightest lol i just need to SCREAM #and like i said i could be wrong about SOOO many things but who cares its my mcd side acc i can do whatever and being wrong is fine lmao #its not like im spreading misinfo or anything bc i KNOW its true lol #anyway.#idk how many ppl read my tags but this doesnt rlly deserve a post of its own #i dont think ill be continuing the chibis as much as id love to lol #the zoeymau post got SO much attention and im forever grateful for that but im starting school soon and wont have time to draw for a while #i’ll still post obviously lol im not planning on going on hiatus again i promise #but idk i cant promise to post EVERYDAY bc homework n shit lol. also i dont always feel like watching mcd bc SHITS DRAINING AS HELL and also #i tear up every few mins bc of nostalgia LMFAOOO okay ill shut up now haha #ashe.txt

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lightbulb-warning · 1 year

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waking up at 4am because team meeting is in bumfuck NOWHERE

#i love my friends and cherish getting to see them (getting motion sick by the most convoluted train route you've ever seen in your life)#context: in the social circle im one of the bitches that lives 2 hours away on default settings #but today it's even “bumfuck nowhere” for them!! which means im going into oblivion. fun!#mind you this is europe #in europe you'll HAVE trains that go in the middle of nowhere but sometimes the train station are like. two bricks and an old sign.#great for pictures! not great for feelings of safety!#*shrug* it'll be fine! if it isn't then *shrug 2* worst case scenario i die! (me dying is not a likely scenario and ill be okay)#don't mind me im just giving myself a peptalk in the tags #remember what you're doing this for maiora!!!!!!!! PEOPLE LAUGHING AT YOUR JOKES IN PERSON!!!!!! /hj #okay but genuine real talk ill be fine there's nothing that can go wrong that i can't handle #shut up maiora

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youjustwaitsunshine · 1 year

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someone is doing burnouts on the street outside

#god i wish that were me #stream of consciousness incoming #so im like 95% finished with my text now im gonna have my boyfriend look over it tomorrow (especially my latin translation)#but then ill just have to put the citations and then ill be fine it's actually not that much effort and it was quite easy to write #like i could have gotten it done in two days (one for source work one for writing) if it wasn't for adhd #and also i realized how incredibly sensitive i am to noise this year but like specific people noise #as soon as i can understand what the noise is i can simply not concentrate and i have pretty good ears like i pick up sounds well #so when i sit in the uni library with the windows open because i live in germany and we have no ac here and theres people talking outside?#bye i will not concentrate for like 3 hours #cant go to the library cant go to my uni workplace because my friends are there and i love them but even when i am focusing they are #SO LOUD #like theres two of them (again love them. great people) who emit loud sounds while working esp when frustrated but also randomly #and it will throw me off so badly #so today i stayed home for writing and it worked so well (noise canceling over earplugs window closed to shut out children outside)#but also i hate how easy i am to distract #however i have more discipline thab last year so at least thats okay

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