#PHYSICALLY FORCING MYSELF TO STOP
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stardust--ace · 4 days ago
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i need to delete this blog bro it's not even the cringe demon anymore
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marshmallowcat666 · 10 months ago
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I’m currently hyperfixated rereading Ftfo and can barely do any drawing but I’m trying!!! ‘^’ Designs are easier to draw for some reason so might see only those for a bit T-T
anyways have my version of Lord Lunar’s Gemini! They get fun new outfits!!!
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memphishing · 1 month ago
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mayor of kinjomae! i have a question (this time much more simple but funny)
KINJOMAE BEACHDAY (and also Yuki being the most down bad devious man for shirtless Kinjo would be appreciated 💪)
also happy you liked Tetro as much as you did!
HECK YEAHH MORE IMAGINES THAT I CaN BRAINROT AS POSSIBLE FUTURE ONESHOTS. I hope this….. May ease the burden a bit from lucky break. Consider this eye and heart bleach.
(and YEAAAHHHH! ty for making the post recommending it! that was what pushed me to give it a listen and i'm very happy I did)
Note: this is before they would end up dating, yet they’re still pining in this imagine. Also, i ignore a few kinjo hcs of mine for the sake of the imagine. If you know which ones i’m referring to, you know. Other than that, this can be canon to kinjomae fluff land too B)
This is also formatted like something I’d write, plot wise and stuff.
so, the beach day event would come from the initiation of a trip with the whole class (which would be a whole oneshot in itself, but i digress). kinjo "i've never had fun at a party" tsurugi would be skeptical and a bit jaded about the whole thing. he originally would want to skip out on the event and take on some extra hours for the force instead, or at least get ahead on his studies. upon learning this, the whole extrovert dumbass section of the class including kisaragi would harass him into coming along after all, leaving no man behind.
yuki would be glum that kinjo didn't want to come, yet wouldn't be pushy about it. he'd be happy to learn he was tagging along in the end, though! it's always a good idea for him to get rest and enjoy leisure whenever possible- to flex the muscle, so to speak, since it’s so unusual for him.
They’d probably go on a bus to the seaside. Considering this is a school funded field trip, they may not be alone in their class, so the bus would be pretty clamorous. Kinjo spends the whole time glaring into his backpack, checking and double checking that he has enough sunscreen.
“You brought sunscreen?” yuki is surprised kinjo didn’t approach this with the mindset that between him and the sun, he would obviously win.
“It’s for you. You’re ginger.” kinjo responds like it’s the most obvious thing in the world.
They arrive at the scene.. It’s an idyllic day, seagulls overhead, few clouds drifting lazily in the sky, and the sun beaming down brightly. Satsuki, haru and teruya immediately chase each other off the bus, kizuna follows mitch, clinging to his arm and trying to weasel money out of him with the help of a bikini, akane and mikako depart and begin to find shells in the sand- kiyoka is hanging out with ayame, promising to pummel anyone who is weird to her at all during this trip (mitch. Aka mitch.) inori is lecturing kinji on the importance of using sunscreen as an albino while yamaguchi basically gets hit on immediately, but his iconic smile scares the poor damsel away. Teruya wields a floatie and several colorful noodles. It only takes a moment for satsuki to steal them from him and sprint away top speed. Haru goes to retrieve them, but the lovers instead end up in a dramatic noodle fight, teruya jaded that he’s been forgotten about. He lets them get it out of their system, instead accompanying kisaragi who’s trying to find some seaweed. They make plans to cook it together and feed their classmates the memento of the occasion. 
As chaos has hit pretty immediately, yuki is dragged into the shade and sunscreened up. He gets very flustered as he takes off his shirt, and doesn’t really understand… why. It’s just kinjo, after all. He’s just doing what he does and protecting him. But something about the situation is highly embarrassing to him, at least until the cold spray hits him and he nearly jumps out of his skin.
In return, he ends up grappling with kinjo and screening him too. He’s even FURTHER flustered at seeing kinjo shirtless. He wouldn’t have anticipated the sheer level of lean muscle on this guy. Kinjo snaps in front of his face several times, which gets yuki back to his senses. “Maeda, your face is already incredibly red. I knew this would happen- you should sit in the shade.�� 
Yuki instead suggests a dip in the water. Kinjo looks grudgingly over the sand, and nods. “Go ahead.”
“With you… i mean…” yuki clarifies awkwardly.
“Why me?” he asks genuinely, brows raising. Kinjo has problems seeing the reality of things at times, but he’s self aware for the most part. He knows he isn’t ‘fun’ or ‘entertaining’ to be with. He’s a protector, he’s reliable, he’s a pillar in stress and tragedy, but he isn’t someone to play with or jump in the ocean with. He’s not used to these things- yuki could very easily join the noodle fight or the seashell hunt or the seaweed search and have much better company. But he’s not. Yuki is oddly stubborn like that, isn’t he? It feels a bit different from usual, though. Kisaragi’s friendship with him seemed to stem from an odd… pity, at finding him to be alone most of the time. Yuki was different. He always looked at him like he was amazing.
Not in the same way the public during interviews would look at him, or the crowd would look at him as he was handed awards. It was the gaze of someone who knew him at his core, who in the moment did not need his protection, yet still saw so highly of him. 
“Everyone else is busy.” yuki points out. That’s true, but it doesn’t need to stop him?
Before kinjo can point that out, he’s being dragged towards the water. “C-c’mon…”
So the cop follows him without a word. Yuki is acting very weird, red faced and jittery. Kinjo squints at him mutely, yet doesn’t directly ask yet.
He’s pulled a bit of a distance away from the cacophony. He sucks in a breath before turning around. “I-um- I need your help.”
“My help with what?”
“I….” yuki sucks in a breath. “...can’t swim.”
“...what?”
“Don’t tell anyone! Please don’t tell anyone!” He immediately pleads. “It’s my best kept secret, but.. If i don’t swim, people are going to start asking questions about why i can’t and they’re going to make fun of me and- i’m already unimpressive in their eyes, i don’t need to be made fun of for… something stupid like this…”
“I see.” Kinjo responds. “So what do you want me to do?’
“Can I…” Yuki scratched his cheek. “Can I hold onto you a bit…? If we go a bit deeper, your feet should probably still touch the ground… and then you can tell everyone we did it together and i just got tired after that.”
“You’ve strategized.” Kinjo remarks, brows raised. “Alright, i can do that for you, yuki.”
They head in the water together. Yuki grips onto kinjo’s arm, who looks over at him impassively. “Wait, let’s stay in the shallows for a minute.”
“Alright…”
Yuki skids the water through his hand and procures a small splash while kinjo is zoning out. It hits him in the side. The officer looks over, exasperated. “What was that for?”
Mutely, yuki splashes him again, wetting his hair this time. “...pfahaha! Your bangs are all over your eyes!”
“You… maeda…” kinjo sputters out, in that moment overcome with the ridiculousness of the situation. Yuki, who had just asked for his help in convincing their students of a lie, who had just dragged him into the water, was now pelting him with it like a child? How stupid, how ridiculous, childish, how…
But the way Yuki is laughing… somehow, the way he’s laughing just…
Kinjo fires back. A wave of water hits Yuki in the arm and he shrieks. But despite his clear losing battle in this situation, he continues splashing kinjo back. “I-it was a joke! Please don’t bring the wrath of poseidon on me, kinjo!”
“Yet you KEEP splashing me…”
“...well, cus it’s funny.”
Kinjo launches another wave at him out of spite. This one leaves him dripping wet.
They eventually move into the deep end. Kinjo allows yuki to hold onto him, asking him if he’s ever learned how to tread water. Yuki shook his head morosely. Utsuro’s parents were too absent to teach him, he’s never had a particular natural skill in swimming, and something about the ocean is just so… terrifying to him. He can’t put his finger on it. But something about Kinjo being here makes everything a little easier to stomach.
Kinjo is quiet for a few moments before he offers to teach him. Yuki is hesitant at first, but kinjo insists. There is no way to gain strength in a topic without leaving your comfort zone. He has a feeling he’ll have to be a little more careful and soft with yuki here than he typically would in his own self discipline. But… that’s out of his comfort zone, too, isn’t it?
In the same way that he agreed to come here in the first place. For the same reason he’s in the water now. It’s… odd to him. The chatter, the laughter, the expected realization. It’s odd to yuki. For his feet not to touch the ground, to be near entirely submerged, plagued by worries of drowning. But he can hold onto yuki. And yuki can hold onto him. And excruciating as it feels for both of them… the sun is still shining down on them. Everything is still okay.
The lesson goes well. Yuki can tread water by the time kinjo has finished his instruction. He’s thrilled, and ends up gingerly wading around until his arms get tired. He loudly proclaims he swam to his fellow students when they get back. They’re not sure what the hype is about, but good for him?
At the end of the event, they all have a beach picnic together. 
Tsurugi Kinjo will find sand in his clothes months and months after the event has ended.
Yet somehow, he’s still glad he came.
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pilonciillo · 7 months ago
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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
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zlut4rina · 4 months ago
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Ahh! I love you for saying that 😭😭
I thought my works were sort of.. like premature boyish 😭
It kills me to proofread so I just post, but I really like writing fluff! It’s so cute to get to write that type of stuff, I don’t rlly like physical touch but I do let my close friends do it.
You are such a good writer though! You should be famous, and no worries if you don’t follow ❤️
GIRL NO UR SO GOOD
That's so real I make my friend (assistant) proof read for me.
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clownprince · 2 years ago
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GUYS GUYSGUYS OH MY GOD. OHMMYGOD I JUST FIGURED SOMETHING OUT
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so after joker gets hit by a train solomon gives him this mysterious green liquid. i've been wondering what it was, my first though was maybe there was an undiscovered lazarus pit in the sewers or something like that. but i was rereading task force z and
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it's lazarus resin!!!
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maybe grundy grabbed a vial when he tackled bloom? but either way that is definitely the same type of vial and the color is similar (not identical but that's likely bc different artists/colorists!)
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my running assumption has been that this line was metaphorical but it's not! it's literal!!! joker DID die when he got hit by the train but grundy brought him back with a vial of lazarus resin!
and i've been making mental connections between tfz and tmwsl the entire time but it was kinda theoretical (and still is!) but the lazarus resin thing makes my theories more plausible for sure imo
so in tfz there are clones, amelia, delia, and celia. the powers company has cloning tech. and they also have memory replacement tech!!! that's what they did with the fake bane! they tampered with his memories. the thinker says that he has cognitive profiles of metahumans but in issue 12 bloom manages to resurrect a dead corpse with the powers company resources and make it think that it's jason todd/red hood, who is definitely not a meta, so evidently they have tech to do the same for non-metas
so my theories are that either:
1. they cloned joker and implanted memories in the clone. this could maybe connect to the network plot in the joker (2021)
2. they found a very fresh corpse with a striking resemblance to joker, and then maybe gave him a nice acid bath and implanted the memories (or they found a way to do this with living people)
i think it's highly likely at this point that sewer rat undead!joker is the real joker, especially after knight terrors. so now the question is: if i'm right about this, who's behind the other (LA) joker? harvey? did bloom somehow survive? geri powers? maybe even waller? and what are they up to? is LA joker an escaped experiment or does whoever's controlling him have an agenda?
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loveridden1999 · 1 year ago
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i really really need anger management classes
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kingdomoftyto · 1 year ago
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...BIG FEELS AND BIG PLOT DEVELOPMENTS AT THE END OF THAT BOOK, HUH
#Tyto reads WoF#i know it's not the most pressing issue what with the vengeful ex-Queen and the murderous sister and all#but I still want to point out how alarming it is that the new crew are all going to be wearing seemingly radioactive rocks as jewelry now#Turtle please don't pick up strange rocks that give off their own heat for the love of all that's good#ANYWAY yeah what the actual frick is going on with Darkstalker huh. I genuinely do NOT know whether he's trustworthy or not#desperately lonely and unfairly demonized? absolutely. truly cares about Moon as a friend? I think so.#capable of integrating peacefully into modern dragon society without letting his own ego turn him into the monster he denies ever being?#....... 😬 remains to be seen#god and there's Scarlet's mysterious new accomplice(?) with the maddeningly vague physical description and also THE SCROLL(!!!!)#and i just realized we failed to get resolutions in this book for EITHER the vision of Turtle attacking Anemone OR#Flame's unique and frightening ability to sense and/or attack mindreaders????#where the HECK are we going with Flame I am going lowkey INSANE over him#ugh frick and Umber and Sora are both on the run too...!! this book is nearly as cliffhangery as Dark Secret#(though thankfully i prepared for this by checking the next book out ahead of time so i wouldn't have to wait LOL)#uhh buhh final thoughts before i force myself to go to sleep:#I love Moon and everything going on with her but I do feel like on some level it's even more of a slap in the face for poor Starflight#that the only tribe to get multiple POV characters in this first. like. extended arc(?) appears to be the NightWings#and Starflight himself doesn't get any of the tribe's unique defining features or abilities#i mean i guess the same is sort of true of Sunny and yes i know it was the POINT of book 4 that the tribe had no powers#but still idk it just feels like kicking the poor boy when he's already down. in addition to him literally getting beaten up again#(... now watch me be a total fool and the arc actually extends past book 8 or something making this point moot lol)#(I'm only assuming it ends at 8 bc that's where the previews in the back of the previous books have stopped)#EDIT: LOL yep turns out this arc does extend out to book 10 and the other POVs are Turtle and Qibli so I stand corrected.#that's what I get for nightblogging
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daz4i · 8 months ago
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mental health tips seem so easy and obvious when you're okay but when you're in a bad mood - when you actually need them - suddenly they're all shit and pointless and you can barely string up a thought that leads to following them. what the fuck do you do about that
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kakusu-shipping · 2 years ago
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They are Shota4Shota4Shota to me
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fatelcved · 1 year ago
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alrighty, so we've now got muse lists based on genre/fandom!! so dorverold muses, slice of life muses, and kny muses! chiyo will still be the main muse of the blog, but i think this set-up will be a little easier to navigate based on interest. at this point, i'm just not going to offer anyone whose muse is near non-existent ( even as a " test muse " ), so you can safely request anyone and everyone i've currently listed <3 i'll edit the pinned post and blog navi soon, and pls ignore the fact that i haven't written chiyo's kny verse description asdfg it's coming!!
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perths · 1 year ago
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struggling again 👍
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esleep · 1 year ago
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i am so tired of being out of shape but i have no idea how to fix this. someone should invent exercise that doesn't make me want to shoot myself in the head.
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shinybulbasaur · 1 year ago
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sorry for having an ocd spiral on main do u still think I'm hot
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hiimbloblos · 1 year ago
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he aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-- <- a piece of bread fell on my keyboard and I tried to take it out
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mrfoox · 1 year ago
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I wish there was one person I could apologize to and be rid of all my guilt. Unfortunately I could apologize my existence to God and still walk away with shame and guilt about it /:
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