Hey guys! I'm sorry for the slight delay in releasing the 2K celebration stuff 😅 And since my first announcement that we have broken through 2K Followers milestone, we already have 135 more new members to our community here on Tumblr! 🥳
Last month, for 1K Followers milestone, I do a Characters QnA sessions, which, if you missed them are here: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3.
Unfortunately, this month has been a really busy and pretty stressful month for me as I focused most of my time and energy on finishing Part 2 of Chapter 3. So, what I decide to do instead is I'm going to release one of the side stories on Patreon to the public early.
It's a sweet and fluffy side story featuring little MC, little Ash, Viktor, Luka, and guest appearances by little Rin and Takashi. Please go check it out here!
I've also curated two playlists of songs for MC and Luka. For MC, it's more of songs whose lyrics kinda fit them and their vibe (well, at least some MCs that I have in mind, I hope you guys also find some songs that fit your MCs!). Meanwhile for Luka, it's a combination of songs that fit their vibe and songs that he'd listen while driving in his car. I'll keep them under the cut for those who are interested.
I don't know why, after writing, I've been looking at what kind of songs fit my MBTI + ENNEAGRAM and I've been surprised because I dumbly have my own soundtrack lol 😅
Gangsta's Paradise - Coolio
Polozhenie - Dior
Army of me - Björk
Way down we go - KALEO
Desperado - Rihanna
Popular monster - Falling in Reverse
Sahara - Hensonn
New abortion - Slipknot
The Court Of The Crimson King - King Crimson
Killshot - Eminem
Blood//Water - grandson
Black mamba - aespa
Sonne - Rammstein
Black Sabbath - Iron Man
Don’t you hold me down - Alan Walker ft. Georgia Ku
Женская доля - Olga Buzova
The lighthouse - Halsey
The knowing - The Weeknd
NFWMB - Hozier
No prayer for the dying - Iron maiden
Pretty visitors - Artic Monkeys
Titanium - David Guetta ft. SIA
Symphony No. 5 - Ludwig van Beethoven
(My God, no wonder quizzes always lead me to Bonten xD)
Creating a character or story from this can be fun, right?
ВС России улучшили положение на донецком направлении
В результате боев на донецком направлении, Вооруженные силы (ВС) России закрепились на новых позициях в районе Красного (Ивановского) и Клещеевки и улучшили свое положени. Об этом в Telegram сообщил подполковник Народной милиции Луганской народной республики (ЛНР) в отставке Андрей Марочко.
«В ходе активных боевых действий юго-восточнее населенного пункта Часов яр, между Красным (Ивановское) и Клещеевкой ВС РФ удалось выбить украинских боевиков с занимаемых позиций, расположенных на господствующей высоте», — говорится в публикации.
Военный добавил, что в настоящий момент бойцы Российской армии начали перегруппировку с целью укрепиться на занятой высоте.
Ранее Марочко рассказал о возможном направлении действий Вооруженных сил Украины в конце мая. По его словам, украинские войска могут попытаться предпринять наступательные действия на купянском направлении.
Yet another surreal year of a surreal life. This year, a lot of positive progress has been made. I have started Cognitive Behavioural Therapy to remedy the constant self-criticism and berating, I am more outgoing and more approachable than I ever was before.
The first notably bizarre event of the year was the rediscovery of my SD Cards and recovery of their contents, which were lost in late November 2021. This all happened in late March 2023.
The second surreal event came on July 21st and 22nd respectively. In which I left a school I had been attending for over 13 years (September 2009 - July 2023), prompting an album.
This year also had its negatives, in which the chaos from October 2022 still persisted until only recently. Another notable event of the year was a betrayal I suffered at the hands of a former close friend of mine, whom denounced the fact that I had endured abuse for most of my life at the hands of my father, calling me a "liar.". Whilst, simultaneously, I build a stronger and closer friendship with an entirely different person, which spawned its own uniquely titled album.
Another thing I'd like to point out, on the topic of my former supposed "friend" calling me a "liar" is this: For years, I thought it was normal to be in an abusive home. Being berated, dehumanised and insulted to my face and behind my back by a supposed "father figure". It was normal, however, since the chaos from last year has well-beyond settled, I now can rationalise my feelings and realisations. Since I realised the fact that I was abused and traumatised, I began to feel a deep sense of resentment, anger and pain. As well as hatred and bitterness towards my father. These feelings have not gone away and will persist for a long while. I have a haunted past that affects me even today and it will take a while before I am strong enough to face it. That is, by seeing my father.
As such, this delightfully surreal year has got a unique name all to its own: "Achieving Salvation? - The Great Pendulum", since it has its fair share of positive and negative experiences. Since this year is a continuance of 2022, there's a reason the word "Salvation" appears here, as that's what the mission was and currently is, for this ongoing period of my life. The words "Great" and "Pendulum" also appear here, because of how quickly my mental state would switch from being in a positive frame of mind, to a negative and depressive state, which has persisted irregularly throughout this whole entire year.
Link: SY_1 - S-R_1 - Achieving Salvation? - The Great Pendulum (2023) : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive