Oneshot/ Memory Loss/2nd POV
Based off this thought I had and wrote smth to it.
You sat up, heaving your breath unsteady.
Someone helped you sit up. You looked at the person aiding you. You saw a fair skinned person in front of you. Their silver hair falling near their eyes is full of concern to you. Their eyes are a strange colour, an auroral colour is what you would call it.
You feel that this boy is important to you somehow yet you don’t know why.
The person next to the silver haired boy was a taller boy with light-green hair shouting frantically. His eyes were a yellow-greenish colour with slitted pupils. The one difference you take note between the two was that the light-green haired boy had ears where the tips of those ears were slightly pointy. You take note of what they're both wearing. They were both wearing the same kind of black and green uniform.
“Father! Are you alright? Are you hurt?” The silver haired boy asked, trying to keep a calm composure.
You tried to answer but your mouth went dry. The boy called you father. Are you his father? You couldn’t remember.
In fact, you couldn’t remember anything.
Where are you even right now and why you were here.
Not even who you are.
“Father?” The auroral eyed boy said tentatively.
You tried to talk again but ended up coughing.
“Master Lilia!” The taller boy yelled alarmed.
So your name was Lilia…?
You take your hands off your mouth after that sudden coughing fit. You take notice of something that catches your eye when you look at the gloves you are wearing.
Blood.
Your ears start ringing again.
You come to a realisation that the place you are at is not safe.
You know you have to say something to comfort the two concerned boys in front of you.
“I…I don’t know who you are…but…I know you both are important to me. Both of you need to leave. It’s too dangerous here” the words come as quickly as they can out of your mouth as you start to feel your head spin and slowly everything begins to turn black.
You feel someone holding you and tell someone else something. You can’t remember what they said as you begin to pass out again. The last thing you end up remembering before finally blacking out is someone carrying you away from this forsaken battlefield.
***
You wake up again on a white bed. You feel groggy.
You turn to your left to see the same light green haired boy sitting on the chair close to falling asleep. The silver haired boy was not there.
“Master Lilia! You’re awake!” The boy shouted excitedly that you were awake. “Lord Malleus is still passed out from him overblotting but I’m sure he’ll wake up soon!”
You nod not knowing who Malleus is but note it for later.
You look around, curious to know where that silver haired boy was. To your dismay and confusion you didn’t see him anywhere in the infirmary.
“What about the other boy?” You asked.
“Eh?” Was all the boy said.
“The silver haired boy.” You explained. “He was there too, right?”
The light-green haired boy’s expression turned sad. He looked like he didn’t exactly want to talk about it. But he did anyway.
“He…Silver…” so that’s his name. Silver. It felt awfully familiar to you as if you should have known this name. “He didn’t make it.” Was all the boy could say.
You saw the boy was clearly trying not to burst into tears in explaining what happened to Silver.
“Ah…I see.” You said. “Thank you anyways.”
The boy nods and you look at the wall in front of you.
You had no memory of anything. Yet you feel your heart aching with sadness. No, all you felt was emptiness. It’s as if suddenly all the light in the room went dark. You know you have felt this darkness before. This is your second time feeling it. It didn’t feel right. It felt as if your heartstrings were pulling at you.
Should this sudden death of a person you just met when you awoke suddenly be affecting you this much?
Why…
You wonder why this new information was too painful to bear.
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*laughing nervously* we dont experience hair loss a mere 2 weeks into taking T, do we lads? (And lasses and thems and anyone else taking testosterone for whatever reason)
Just. My doctor told me to watch out for the widow's peak area, cuz that's often what will recede first. But I happen to already have a pretty high line up there anyway. And it's one I havent paid much mind until these past few weeks. Idk, was just wondering if I'm being intensely paranoid and should just chill tf out?? Or if I should set up an appointment to get on Finasteride (I think I'm spelling that right but idk) asap. Cuz I told myself the only reason I'd ever have hair loss from this is my own ineptitude at catching it on time and/or seeking treatment:/
Edit: I meant to post this to my sideblog🤦♂️
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