#SHOCKED TO MY CORE!!!! (not really!!!!)
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You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.
Starring Role (Patreon)
#My art#ISaT#ISaT Spoilers#Siffrin#Loop#Technically - you know how it goes#Me when I relate to Siffrin: Oh no haha that's probably not great whoops haha#Me when I relate to Loop: Oh. Oh No.#Lenti has such a deathgrip on my ISaT opinions wtf how is she so powerful I thought my fave was Sif?? But I mean well-#Lol#Does this count as vent idk lol#It was fun to write tho :) Very easy! Done all at once!#As was drawing this! Also done all at once! And black and white is still really fun to work with hehe#I got to use some pretty cool outline/lineart tricks for this one yay :D#The original draft of the fic had a different title but ''Starring Role'' is kinda?? too perfect???#To the point where I looked around and I was like#Kinda shocked that there doesn't Seem? to be another fic with the same title?#Which is.........oddly relevantly thematic to this fic actually hahaha#Not to get too exacting about it but the whole thing of Loop feeling replaceable well#It would imply that other someones could do what they do better than them#What an odd refutation. Huh. Weird#Anyway - behind the scenes fun fact!#I actually really love the song Starring Role but I didn't think of it until after writing this#And now that I sing it to myself it's actually kinda perfect what the heck#So that's something to think about as well#Anyway if you're going to listen to it pls listen to the Axiom remix it is The version in my heart <3#The glitches and stutters are perfect.....#And the clock ticking?? Why is this song so ISaT I'm gonna think about this for a while now heck#Animatic in my head shower thought -core lol
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annabeth: he was MY protector first
me, who’s read the books so often i could probably recite them in my sleep:

#SHOCKED TO MY CORE!!!! (not really!!!!)#percy jackson#pjo#annabeth chase#kelina rambles#pjotv#pjo spoilers
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✦ Linger ✦
#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#my art#digital art#digital drawing#my ocs#noah#oc art#You know that feeling when you're touch starved as all hell so when someone does touch you the feeling sticks around for hours after?#yeah that#with a side of Noah running away from what he REALLY wants but can't allow himself to keep#meaning he's then repeatedly shocked to realise he does in fact end up missing Martin every time he runs off#i'm still having a lot of fun experimenting with some new stuff#really happy with how this one came out though#i think i finally nailed that balance between texture and smoothness i've been trying to achieve for a while now#at the core of these experimets is the hunt for the style i have in mind for a future comic project#and i think this is very close to what i'm after#I want to use pop-art elements like these more as well#those bold colourful outlines and haphazard shapes slapped on top of things#messing with gouache on the side is genuinely helping me think differently when i paint digitally which is very neat#loving the process so far and excited to see what new skills i can learn from this
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it's 2am and i'm so high floating on a cloud of bliss watching that sexy chenford hookup scene over and over again. ☺️💕
#*carly catalogs#the rookie#7x06#chenford#otp: you know me so well#i once again can't stress enough just how shocked to my core i am that they did THAT#like....#i wanted them to so SO bad but kept my expectations low bc i didn't think it would happen#bc nothing ever really goes my way like that but wow.... they really did that
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I am the only one remembers Crosshatch Creepypasta. Look her up, I felt like she is one of most forgotten Creepypasta characters. I do miss some digital and gaming creepypastas. TwT
She is like female Ben Drowned lol.
i swear i feel like i saw her on amino once in middle school or something she looks SO familiar but not enough to confidently say i knew who she was before now
SHE DOES LOOK SO COOL THO i appreciate i appreciate :o any BEN adjacent character honestly gets an automatic nod of appreciation tho LOL
if you have ever played or heard of the game OFF…. her design reminds me a lot of it
so hyped for that game to come to switch btw TOBY FOX IS GONNA BE ON THE SOUNDTRACK IM DEAD /POS
#seriously im very excited#OFF is so good#hardly even remember what it was about i just remember it was good#also i can just very much appreciate a good black and white character design#character design is already hard as fuck so if you can pull off making a character with literally only two values? hellO??#she reminds me of when people draw BEN in black and white/grayscale#which im PRETTY SURE was started by pastamonsters but ive seen it other places as well#and ofc….. obligatory i love him incoming#i was also a subscriber of the grayscale BEN design for a bit in middle school but i missed his beautiful blonde hair#sorry not sorry#which btw? the SHOCK i was struck with when i learned little benjamin in the arg is BRUNETTE??????#ik its bc for a while all we had was the og story so obvi if he looks like link he’s gonna be blonde#and like even now a lot of ppl dont know the arg lore WHICH IS FINE OFC but like i love the arg#but ohhh my jard little brunette ben im sick and ill#honestly…. in my mind hes like dirty blonde. i can’t strip him of his blondeness#even tho ben and BEN are like still technically different people in my aus…… forever blonde sorry#this town is only big enough for one brunette actually and its me#/j#thinking about benjamin gives me the same heartache that i grt when i think about powder from arcane#just little babies 💔💔💔 guys this is not okay undrown him rn#put air back into the poor boy’s lungs#thought: BEN thinking back on benjamin’s memories and going ‘…that used to be me???’ is so transgender looking at pre transition pics core#like we got the same brand of complete disconnection from our childhood selves and i think that’s beautiful LMAO#again he’s not REALLY the same person but shhhh you get it you understand trust#i could make a whole twelve straight posts info dumping dont test me#but seriously whats more trans: being trans or this freak
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Okay am I going crazy or was that episode SIGNIFICANTLY better than the past four? Characters had their own motivations and disagreements and we saw a multitude of reactions to Rhaenys's death and it actually got the weight it deserved? We finally got to explore the dynamics on the Black side and that last scene with Rhaenyra and Jace was excellent.
We didn't get to see as much of the Greens, but what we did get to see was great. The eerie vocalizations when Aemond is standing in front of the Iron Throne and the pan back to Helaena asking him if it was worth it? And the scene of Aegon whispering "Mummy" after Alicent had walked away truly broke my heart.
I felt like I was watching the first season of House of the Dragon again where each episode kept me on the edge of my seat enjoying the character interactions and the interplay between the characters. It does beg the question that if the writers are capable of writing a decent episode what in the world occurred with the first four episodes, but I hope this starts a trend for the back half of the season to outshine the lackluster (in my opinion) opening episodes.
#to be clear there are still problems but I thoroughly enjoyed myself this episode#finally the characters started to feel more like actual characters instead of chess pieces the writers were shoving around#maybe my expectations were so low that anything that exceeded them has shocked me to my core haha#I do really hope we might get a Green heavy episode next week once Aegon potentially wakes to contrast this one#rhaenyra targaryen#jacaerys targaryen#aemond targaryen#aegon ii targaryen#helaena targaryen#hotd#house of the dragon#hotd spoilers#hotd season 2 spoilers
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they honestly couldve done so much with junpei beheaded/dismembered and im disappointed that it ended up just being mira. so much of his character and his relationship with akane is characterized by his lack of bodily autonomy, and him being openly beheaded during the nonary games would be the ultimate example of this. its perhaps the most brutal death in the game, and it never really gets explained or developed beyond the one puzzle that we get with it. junpei has been shown repeatedly to be subject to akane's plans or follow her blindly and i just think that would have been a really interesting angle to approach his beheading from. junpei has willingly signed up for nonary games in two different timelines just because he knew he would see her. he was infected with a deadly virus trying to find her. he grew desensitized to death as he took underground jobs to try and find her. his safety always comes second when shes in the picture, and his beheading wouldve been a prime opportunity to 1. exploit his willingness to let himself die/be injured for her and 2. make akane confront the fact that her confidence that junpei will always follow after her is not necessarily a positive thing.
#zero escape#additionally wasnt mira supposed to be asleep?? like i know she didnt get the forget juice but didnt she still get knocked out?#but also!! none of her other kills were like that! none of them were dismembered and she didnt touch junpeis chest#so even that reasoning doesnt make sense#kinda feels like a copout to keep the shock of junpei being disrespected in such a way - to have his very body turned into a puzzle#a puzzle that akane is forced to solve!!! without knowing that what shes looking for is his head - him!#theres so much potential there and they just didnt do anything#im not even saying that akane should have somehow been responsible for that death - only that not having her really grapple with it is such#a missed opportunity#i still fucking LOVE the imagery of it though. i really think its the epitome of the representations of his lack of autonomy#he loses all of vlr. quark. 45 years of his life. because akane decides this is best for him. he dies repeatedly trying to find her.#because she believes that she knows what will keep him safe#and turning junpeis body into a puzzle posthumously is a fantastic example of his lack of control over his body#its like hes literally become a doll. hes jumpydoll - not junpei. hes subject to these games even after he has died.#he gets no peace. no respect in his death. not when hes in these games. not when hes in the shadow of akanes whims and games.#i still love the imagery. i think it was one of my favorite parts of ztd and is honestly now a core tenet of my Junpei Understanding#but i was disappointed in the lack of narrative weight that specific death had. for him to be one of the first dead? for it to be in such a#brutal manner? like come ON. the character analysis for junpei and akane and their relationship is RIGHT THERE. all you had to do was put i#in the game#but nope.#they just handwave it as something mira did.#and dont bring up the details ever again because. plot point solved?#anyway. ive been thinking about junpei imagery and bodily autonomy a lot. obviously.#zero escape spoilers#mak no peeking#marydontlookatthis
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Honestly the more time goes by the less grace I’m willing to give s14. I was excited seeing it the first time just because it was watchable (which was the low bar dw was at for me after s13) and had a few good episodes and ncuti gatwa, but so much of it just feels so hollow. Ruby not really having a personality is kinda inexcusable to me
#like that’s the fucking CORE of the show the relationship btwn the doctor and companion if you don’t have that you have nothing#it was also fun to watch when tv theory was looking possible. bc again I was literally being tjlc about it like maybe it’s bad on purpose#LMAO. and just generally the cultural phenomenon of it all. but I didn’t like the finale or the Christmas special there’s just smth missing#still think boom is one of my all timers but you can tell moffat wrote ruby kinda generically cause he had nothing to go off#boom and dot and bubble were REALLY strong it kinda shocked me#warlock wartalks
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ive actually put myself in so many situations and seem to come out doing socially well, youd think at some point i could get it in my head im not irredeemably bad
#that post about dysphoria like ‘u feel like ur covered in slime and people will eventually see the rot’ rly truly hits it#idek if its dysphoria or autism or what at this point#maybe its everything#but shit#ive stayed at hostels and hung out with and chatted w complete strangers#i went back to my hs reunion this week and actually hung out w people i thought didnt fw me anymore#my coworkers generally seem to like me- its felt rare when one didnt which is a shocking percentage#ive maintained friendships with my core group of friends despite living w them for over a year (u know how that can go) and not#being able to participate in like half the activities they do (sex parties i dont wanna attend or im busy at work)#made internet friends. believe it or not there was a time as a teen i thought id never be able to do that!#shit bitch even the guy i like who i constantly worry secretly hates me#and i constantly worry only puts up with me etc#yeah he doesnt always seem to let me in much but he barely lets anyone in?#comparatively he does seem to let me in a lot#i really have to remember to put things in perspective sometimes#just bc im not in my holmes/watson era or facetiming someone all day doesnt mean im a lonely loser……. smh#there was once a time i had no irl friends. I CHANGED THAT. I DID THAT. i can do anything
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also also has anyone been watching delicate?
#genuinely thought I'd just be like MEH fuck it and not watch it but I've watched both episodes#cara is really intriguing and I find myself curious about her character but other than that....#also i will refrain from my thoughts about emma but uh... not it. kim k isn't as bad as I thought she was gonna be#which absolutely shocked me to my fucking core#also the plot is... ick. the intro is mega ick. my pregnancy phobia is really popping off#ahs delicate#american horror story#texty
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news that will matter to no one else but me: daran norris has had a husband since 2021??
#he was married to a woman before who later went on to marry steve blum which is kinda funny#the voice acting polycule.. cuz she was a va too#but i’m shocked to my core#his most famous long time role is def cosmo from fop but isn’t butch hartman like really homophobic??? 😭😭😭#shadi stuff#this also makes me love his performance as knock out a little bit more :)
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Why did I just find out the Foolish quote “I may be an idiot but I’m not stupid” is also a Spencer Shay quote from iCarly???
#i have tears in my eyes#WHAT?!?!!#i mean its just so hard to tell with that guy and i doubt he really got it fully from icarly considering the contexg#but finding that out just shocked me too my core like i didnt realise how similar two characters were until now#qsmp foolish#qsmp
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still a zutara girlie btw . sorry it will just always forever and ever be more interesting and more slay than anything else like literally slay
#also on the topic of slay. my dad said it earlier abt the korra villains and he was so proud of himself .#he was like yknow the korra villains really r so slay! literally too! <33#it shocked to my core truly. anyways yeah#blabs
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Didn't get to smoke before work this morning (also not at all confident I took my meds) and while I'm managing the immense stress of the day (hello three new projects) rather well I'm reminded that the ritual of a spliff and a cup of coffee does in fact help keep my teeth dull and my temper subdued
#asked my fellow hiring committee members one of whom is my supervisor if i was really the only person who liked one candidate#and was blatantly honest that I think the issue at hand is the ego/insecurities of the man who oversees this role/department#and we have to toe the line of choosing someone good for the job and who wont be bullied by him/clash with him 24/7#and id been shocked that i was the only one who saw potential in one or two candidates and ultimately i think it's due#to the fact im less willing to let the supervisors insecurities/ego play a role in this. and i said as much#and the response was a laugh and 'well shit everyone duck for cover he might hear us james is getting nasty '#and I'm not really im just tired of pretending like that isnt the core of the issue here. his ego has been wounded for the whole o last yeat#*year and now he's continuously making it everyone else's problem and whomever gets this role with be the Andy to his Miranda#except he has so little to offer in terms of real guidance i feel. hes going to bully and boast and be petty to whomever gets chosen#but any attempt to say that to leadership will get waved away ultimately because he's leadership and he's fought to get his own admin#so rather than get someone with a diverse and varied skill set who can match him in work and intensity#we'll end up with some kid who probably cant set boundaries and will get steamrolled completely#so yeah im irritated by the whole process. and my lack of meds today is making it hard to play nice about it
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I got to that movie via the wikipedia page on "Road Movies", which I don't think I would've put this movie under from my intial guess at what that means - from the description in the header ig I can kind of see it though (and the page itself says the genre is very nebulously defined, so like, whatever). But I actually have to thank 2004's extremely shit teen comedy "EuroTrip", because that wikipedia page is how I got to road movies in the first place. god 2000s comedies are painful though
#i still remember when i was looking at one (i forget the name... but it was an apocalypse?comedy where actors were playing themselves) and -#- as i was reading it was the worst schlock ever & then i got to the review section on the wiki page & it was like.#'this was really well received & widely praised!' shocked me to my core.#comedians could just do anything back then.#i still play cinenerdle pretty reguarly & often when i'm bored look up the summaries of random movies that were in the solution#when it's stuff i actually want to watch i just write the title down instead.#rosa talk
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─ A LITTLE BIT HARDER NOW!
WHEN HE PULLS BACK theres drool collecting at the corner of your mouth. You're red in the face, eyes averting in shame 'cause you really do like it when he presses on your tummy like that.
cw. megumi x reader , stomach bulge , tummy pressing , size kink
Right now, Megumi has his grab on your thighs, blunt nails digging into soft flesh, thumbs circling pink bites on the inner sides. It's a routine that's starting to become familiar. Your hips are slightly lifted up from the bed, and he really cant explain why, but when he can see the outline of his dick through your stomach, he absolutely loses it.
You were horrified at the sight when you first saw it, but Megumi on the other hand? He was turned on the most he's been in his entire life.
He just loves pressing on the bulge in your little tummy. Its addicting—watching you squirm and whine and protest with little results. Seeing the way you cant decide if you want to stray from his touch or arch further into it. Loving how big his dick is compared to you.
"Fuck baby," he breathes out in awe. "See that? Feel it? Can you feel my cock deep inside you?" He groans as he pulls out all the way just to slam back into you, starting a fast, rough pace that doesn't seem to let up and makes the sound of sticky arousal totally embarrassing.
A hand retreats from where it's holding up your thigh to grab one of your own hands, wrestling the grip you have on crumpled sheets and guiding it down to your stomach.
"Wha- nghh, M'gumi, don't—!" A long, drawn out moan escapes your lips before the rest of your complaint can. Your hand is trembling, and too weak to escape his grab.
"C'mon sweet girl, don't you like how full I can make you feel?" He coos.
Your head falls to the side, attempting to push your face into the soft pillows, "N-noo... feels so weird..." The drawn out nature of your words make you sound unsure. Megumi doesn't believe that you don't like it, because oh, he knows you do.
"Awwh... you sure you don't like it, baby?" He says, faux innocence laced in his sweet tone. You pout. You know what he's doing to you, and hes so wrong for it. He leans in closer, tilting his head, teasing you so you get all embarrased—hot and flustered. "I should just pull out then if it's too much."
You shake your head so fast you almost get dizzy, unable to form any coherent words. Only small uh-uh's make it past your moans.
It's too hot. Megumi is so, very close to you right now. You're able to feel the radiating warmth of his body, his breath against your ear. With the added weight of his teasing, it becomes far too invading. You bury your face deeper into the pillows.
When you get like that, the heat always pressures you into spilling whatever you don't want to say—always. You make for a terrible, terrible liar.
"What about when I do it like this?" You face him again with curiosity. Your brows are furrowed, sweat beads down your hairline. Glossy eyes search his face in confusion in the cutest way ever before dilating in panic.
He adds more pressure and forces your hand harder onto your stomach, closing the little distance seperating the two of you to kiss you sloppily. You make a noise of shock, whining as he continues to knead your hand onto it.
Your cries melt back into the sound of pleasure, moaning into the kiss, your whining dying down.
When he pulls back theres drool collecting at the corner of your mouth. You're red in the face, eyes averting in shame 'cause you really do like it when he presses on your tummy like that. "Tell me how much you love it," he taunts.
When you're like this, you're able to feel all of him. Able feel every single thrust just grazing your cervix, senses going into overdrive as you subconsiously stop trying to fight his hold on your hand with the little to no strength you were using to begin with.
"I, hahh, love it! Love your cock s-so much! Feel so full... hah- aah—!" With one last thrust, your back arches, core unraveling around his length. Walls tightening, spasming in a way that makes Megumi spill all his praises. As your chest heaves heavily, your abdomen flexes and tightens, revealing the silhouette of your boyfriend's cock stuffed inside of you even clearer now.
The corner of his mouth quirks up in pride, "I bet you do, baby. I fuckin' bet."
He really should start doing this more often.
#jjk megumi#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen megumi#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu megumi#megumi fushiguro#megumi fushiguro x reader#megumi smut#megumi x y/n#megumi x reader#megumi x you
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