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By pure coincidence, I just so happened to check in on my copy of Y on X and Y's tenth anniversary 😭
Happy 10 years, X and Y 🎉🎉🎉
#I didn't even know it was the 10th anniversary#I knew it was October but not the exact date#I just did a system transfer to a 3DS XL after my original 3DS's battery has been screwed up since like 2017#Should have done that years ago lol#But yeah I just booted up Y to test that games are working fine#I'm always paranoid that I'll lose my save data somehow 😆#The one day I play Y and it's the 10th anniversary#I hadn't played it since 2018#I did loads of shiny hunting in this game#This was the first gen where I was on the internet to see the hype leading up to it#Good memories 😌#Now I'm gonna resume my Crystal shiny Celebi hunt that I gave up years ago before Pokémon Bank goes down at some point next year probably 😎#letsa go#pokémon x and y#pokemon x and y#pokemon xy
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CASTIEL: Stop. What's the point if you don't mean it? You fear me - not love, not respect, just fear.
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a godstiel pity party. i'd like to thank an anon i got way back in february of 2021.
#spn#vid#spnamvarchive#so fun fact i started making this more than a year ago. got it 90% done. and then was like no this isn't working#i will come back to this later.#it turns out that i needed to make some videos about cas and angels (the love club + help i'm alive amvs)#in order to make this one. anyway this video is about french mistake robert singer voice season six#i really struggled with it because i could NOT find the thread until i realized that it needed to be literally godstiel pov#it's about love and desire and jealousy and hurt and omnidirectional rage <3#it's about the fact that cas is so utterly dependent on dean for his self-image - however dean sees him that's it#it's about having a moment of reflection about lashing out before you do it but doing it anyway#it's about taking cruelty and dishing it out#and crucially. it's about being pregnant#mpregpocalypse#fun fact: i made a post about working on three season six amvs all the way back in nov. 2022#and only now have they come to fruition (this one + love club + metric)#anyway. have you heard that cas is obsessed#the thing is i do kinda want to add some specific director's commentary here. like the first verse is about cas being like.#incredibly deeply emotionally vulnerable to dean. as in: his emotional state and self-image is totally dominated by what dean thinks of him#and if dean is mad at him. and then the second verse is about... dean upsetting him and him responding to that by Killing Everybody lol#like he has a moment of reflection ['certain regrettable things are now required of me' + killing rachel] where he's like i've 1) also done#bad things and 2) i feel bad about it so maybe i will regret Killing Everyone. but then he does it anyway due to everybody keeps turning#on him. i feel like the rest of the amv is self evident. i guess i should note that 'share a paradise' is about how both of them have#a nostalgic view of the early days of their relationship when it wasn't Like This lol. but everything else i think is self evident.#oh and the reason the other angels flash onscreen with their burned wings at the end is i'm EVOKING the image of cas' wings burning. even#though it doesn't happen. i'm evoking it
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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#sighs dreamily#good lord. guh. UGH#khadgar#warcraft#excuse the swooning. cant help myself#i need. To Gush or I will Go Nuts#need someone to gush abt my faves with. Miss those days of doing that#havent done that in years oof#anyway i should have been in bed like an hour and a half ago but oh well. gnight#ALSO IS IT ME or is his cloak/robe FINALLY 3d#the 'feathers' on the cloak part look 3d to me omfg#Blizz really turned the cinematics up to 11 in dragonflight. art-wise#the exrepssions were amazing anyway GOOD NIGHT FOR REALZ. FOR GOOD THIS TIME LOL i dont wanna sleep
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@messrsrobyn
Your tiktoks give me life
Be my friend
Adopt me pls😭😭😭
#now that ive humiliated myself i'll go make some tea#this is what happens when im bored#i just needed to say something#I've also got a banging headache lol#i feel like a creep#my tiktok is#what.does.t.moo.cow.say#i made it years ago and i dont have it in me to change the name😭😭#i think the name is like ♡🇵🇸#i should stop talking#im running on so little sleep#ill regret this rant in an hour#why did i tag him idk#i have no energy#i feel like a caveman cuz i dont have the willpower for intelligent thought rn so my head just goes 'sad' 'happy' 'ow' and that basically it#alos this whole post is weird and ive just given myself such embarrassment i shouldnt be allowed on this earth i have done humankind wrong
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having mommy issues be like I hate that you know me I hate that we’re related I hate that you birthed me I hate that you don’t know how to love me properly I hate that you can’t see how much you hurt me I hate that I’m expected to love you
#cy says stuff#I moved out when I was 17 for a reason#but I do still go back to visit when schools out sometimes and I regret it every single time#every time we talk I’m like damn is it time to call it quits because this is not it#I literally feel like I’m constantly on the brink of being disowned or kicked out of the house when I’m there#but it’s also for things like. bringing a single bottle of wine to a Christmas party that I did not even drink#or like. moving in with my partner of 4 years. because we are going to the 2nd most expensive city in Canada and girl I cannot pay the rent#or being upset when she reads my diary ?? or reads my credit card statements without permission and also just like behind my back??#like do you think I’m not going to find out when you bring up information you only would’ve known if you had read those things#I can put two and two together…#also I’m literally almost done my university degree. i am fully an adult. these should not be issues !#ahhhhh!!!#anyways I will speak to my therapist about this lol#also y’all my friends are always like oh I love my mom and it just seems to be a socially accepted thing that you should love your mom#but what if your mom sucks what then#I genuinely cannot relate to them I’m like literally what does that feel like#the first time I felt loved was when I was 15 lol there is 0 love in my family#anyways !#it’s okay I am out of it and I have been out of it#just#always on the brink of cutting her off forever lol#some ppl just never change as much as you want them to and that is tough to accept.#it is also harder because society is telling my that I need to stay loyal to my family cause they’re blood#but if this were anyone else I would’ve blocked them so long ago 😭
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this time last year i was probably sitting in the kitchen while my dad started making an early dinner of chicken bolognese trying not to get too nervous about the concert i'd be going to in a few hours
#the nyc concert was last year. LAST YEAR .#thats so insane like yeah that feels like a year ago but good god the insane amount of stuff that has happened since#but god i remember that day so well#it was cloudy and a little rainy in the morning which made me ough thinking it was a bad omen and wouldnt be as fun#and i remember going to library and printing out my silly letters (i should have just. not done that lol)#and on the DAY OF on the way back home from the library#i even bought a cropped black blazer specifically for my concert outfit. havent worn it since lmao#and my dad and i even watched a movie at lunch#a short movie but a movie nonetheless. lol and even then i was like oghh my gosh excitement and nervousness#and then the car service getting there i felt so fancy and as the drive started the clouds were magically dissipating#so that it was a nice clear evening when i got to the theatre#and then all the insanity of the show. god i cant believe it still after all this time. wowie#going to listen to a playlist of the show setlist im gonna get emotional now. guys........#one of my fave memories is how everyone started standing up as they went into so may we start so i was like ok are we all doing this#and stood up too and then stood for the entire rest of the concert. i think the first 3-5 rows were like that for the whole show#surreal and insane i was front row. those guys were REAL and CLOSE#i was also very excited to notice russells new shoes :) when i wasnt like awooga (how i was 99% of the time)#there was one so may we start jump that was well. yeah. front row baby#i think after latte i was like ok i cant film i gotta just vibe#religious experience doing the 'ah ah ah's during that. really interesting#ok im not gonna go through the whole show again but wowie one of my most insane nights. second only to hollywood bowl#wow what a fun year it was. just so many incredible moments#ok yay 💖 happy one year to all that. love those guys so much#spars#ok not actually done beaver o lindy was INSANE LIVE!!! AS WAS EVERYTHING ELSE. so fun ok now done for real
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You should still finish rendering rhat drawing you're working on though.. motherfucker..
fuck u bitch
#some of my fave drawings ive done being from 2 years ago is so fucked up lol..... i have 2 get back into the habit of fully finishing them#but like my bar for finished has shifted#difficult#i should finish ur right
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someone tell me to stop even entertaining the idea of flying to la last minute
#it’s DELUSIONAL#it’d be the most irresponsible impulsive thing i’ve EVER done#yet have i completely written the idea off? no#i’m just sad!!! i don’t want it all to be over!!!#ok but...my CO flight cost was covered by flight credit i had from 2020#so that means i can justify another flight right 😅 the price of the first flight hit me three years ago it doesn't count lmao#i still should not be thinking about this#sarah if u see this u aren't helping lol#i probably won't do it but i'm considering it more than i should be
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The cursed cardigan is done!!!!!!
#adventures in knitting#this poor sweater was just plagued with issues#should have been a very leisurely 2 month knit#lol I literally started it almost 2 years ago#everything that could go wrong did go wrong#hope the curse is complete now and doesn’t pass to my mom#who is the recipient of this sweater#finished all the knitting last week and blocked it over the weekend#so technically it was a 2023 project#but I was too superstitious to call it done until I sewed the last button
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Pink Floyd : Echoes (The Best Of Pink Floyd) (2001)
Artwork by StormStudios
#keios#album art#another one by storm#he's done most of the covers for pink floyd#the references to the previous album covers in this one 👌#i actually don't own any pink floyd albums except this compilation on cd.. i should fix that#i remember using happiest days of our lives/another brick on the wall as bass/subwoofer test tracks when i was buying my first 2.1 setup#the velodyne is still going strong - as are my main sonus faber speakers that i also bought back then (about 20 years ago)#but i don't own a dedicated cd player anymore#i just have this portable usb player that i use with my desktop setup#i have an external dac that's connected to my main av receiver and i use foobar with wasapi which has a great sound quality#i used to use the dac mostly with my headphone amp setup but i haven't really been listening with headphones any more#i could sell some of them but. i might get into them again so i won't lol#oh and i meant to say external usb player#i mean it IS portable in theory but i have it attached to a desktop so. not really ideal for lugging around lol
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Every time I feel like I've reached the final level of Being An Adult, a new level unlocks. Today: seeing a lawyer to get a will done.
#erin rambles#should have done this years ago probably#so in that sense i'm still not adult enough lol
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for an art student i sure as hell can’t fucking draw 🥴
#i need to change my major lol#i should have done it two years ago#this is a vent post i’m sorry#kit’s playhouse
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you there. person who has to take medication on the daily. get yourself one of those pill reminder boxes. mine is a daily rainbow-coloured one (unfortunately from am*zon 😕) but you can get twice daily ones, ones that you fill for the entire month, etc. i refill mine for the following week every sunday night, and not only does it help me to actually remember to take my pills, but having to think about dosages and the like only once a week rather than every single day has freed my brain from so much undue stress. 1000/10 would recommend
#i legit should have done this years ago lol#especially if you take more than one medication!!#you can get fancy ones with timers that go off at certain times too they're so truly soooo good#.txt#spoonie#chronic illness#chronically ill#chronic pain#spoonie tips#spoonie life hacks#medication cw
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going thru my vocaloid phaassssee ✌🏼 AGAIN
12 yo me would be lowkey proud rn
#mine#guys but nah holy shit#cuz im re-discovering all of my old vocaloid faves and this shit STILL slaps 14 years later man WOW#dye by luka goodbye mr. remember by miku........ BOY#and the remixes? nah bruh dont even get me started on those#til this VERY DAY the future retro remix of love is war BANGS idc what anyone says#my taste in music was simply impeccable#12 yo mars had every single right to be as pretentious as she was if im gonna be QUITE honest#im recollecting these songs and adding them to a playlist like i SHOULD have done years ago#welp#better late than never ig lol#and god bless these mostly dead youtube accounts that used to do nothing but repost shit from niconicodouga#may yall be prosperous in your endeavors 4eva and always ♡
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people have got to stop comparing everything to the obelisk flair situation bc there has really not actually been anything like it since and probably (hopefully) never will; the obelisk flair thing was the catalyst for staff at least consistently maintaining known gene error threads, because obelisk flair having apparently been a “bug” was something *never publicly stated at all* until the “fix” came out (and in fact obelisks were used in the promotional/announcement images for flaunt/flair…) and that was a big reason for the backlash. that’s why it was the one time they decided to go back on a supposed bug fix (after polling the userbase about it)—people were upset not just by the change to their dragons, but by the fact that no one had any possible idea the change could be coming. gene error threads were not the quickly organized lists they are now, this was not a remotely known error anyone was prepared to see fixed.
it was because of this situation that they started maintaining these threads! you can, in fact, check the threads and know which genes are going to get changed at some point, and if you get upset that your dragon got changed because an error got fixed… you should have checked the error thread first, buddy, sorry.
but then on the other hand: no one should HAVE to check the error threads first all the time—you SHOULD do it but that sucks and i’m sorry that you have to. it is completely and utterly abysmal that ancients keep getting so rushed and pumped out way too fast with a mile long list of errors that don’t even all get fixed before the next broken thing gets dumped out to add onto the horrendous pile of bugs. i say this not even out of my spiteful little ancient hater brain but out of solidarity with & support for my fellow FR users despite our vastly differing tastes: ancients are coming out way too quickly and the 2-3 per year pace is unhealthy and causing way too many problems.
#aberrations came out nearly 2 years ago and they apparently JUST finished dealing with all of their errors. lol & even lmao#i see they’ve just done a big sweep of errors which is good but also why do these fixes only come in big sweeps months apart#hm gee if only they hadn’t released 4 entire new breeds since abbes dropped maybe it wouldnt have taken 2 entire years to clear the errors#idk man like im an ancient hater and i will admit there is this snide part of my brain that just goes#yeah if you had good taste and weren’t geneing up an ancient you wouldnt be in this mess lmao#but i know thats mean and ultimately the fault lies with staff for releasing so much broken shit so fast#ancients were a mistake etc but especially the pace at which they’re being released… abysmal even for the enjoyers#anyway stalk the gene error threads before geneing anything released after aberrations i guess. should not be the way of things but it is.
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