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stallionvanlines · 1 year ago
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How to Choose the Right Storage Units in Edmonton, Alberta
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Looking for storage units in Edmonton? Selecting the perfect one involves a few key considerations to ensure your belongings stay safe and accessible. In this guide, we'll walk you through the essential factors to keep in mind when choosing the right storage solution. 
From assessing size requirements to prioritizing security features and convenience, we'll cover everything you need to know to make an informed decision. Whether you're storing seasonal items, business inventory, or personal belongings, finding the ideal storage unit in Edmonton, Alberta is easier than you think. 
Factors to Consider When Selecting a Storage Unit
Location of storage units in Edmonton
Storage facilities are strategically located across Edmonton to cater to various needs. You can find them in industrial areas, commercial zones, and residential neighborhoods. When choosing a location, consider factors such as proximity to your home or workplace, ease of access from main roads, and the surrounding environment's safety and security.
Size and capacity options for storage units
Storage units are available in various sizes to suit a wide range of storage requirements. These sizes typically vary from small lockers suitable for storing a few boxes or personal items to large warehouse-style spaces capable of holding the contents of an entire household. 
It's essential to assess the volume and types of items you plan to store to select the appropriate size unit. Many facilities provide size guides or virtual tours to help you visualize how your belongings will fit into different unit sizes.
Security features to look for
Security is a critical consideration when choosing a storage facility. Look for features such as 24/7 surveillance cameras covering the premises, gated access with keypad or card entry systems to control who enters the facility, individual locks for each unit to prevent unauthorized access, on-site staff for added oversight and assistance, and alarm systems that alert authorities in case of security breaches or emergencies. These features work together to provide a secure environment for your stored belongings.
Climate-controlled storage units
The Climate-controlled storage facility in Edmonton maintains stable temperature and humidity levels, providing added protection for sensitive items such as furniture, electronics, documents, artwork, and musical instruments. 
In Edmonton's climate, where temperatures can fluctuate dramatically between seasons, climate-controlled units help prevent damage caused by extreme heat, cold, or moisture. These units are typically insulated and equipped with HVAC systems to regulate internal conditions, ensuring your belongings remain in optimal condition throughout their storage period.
Pricing and rental options
Storage unit pricing varies depending on factors such as location, size, amenities, and rental duration. When comparing prices, consider the total cost, including any additional fees such as administration fees, security deposits, and insurance. 
Be sure to inquire about any available deals, as some facilities may offer discounts for long-term rentals or promotions for new customers. Additionally, review the rental agreement carefully to understand the terms and conditions, including any restrictions or penalties for early termination.
Conclusion
In conclusion, choosing the right storage unit in Edmonton, Alberta involves considering several crucial factors to ensure the safety and accessibility of your belongings. Assessing size requirements, prioritizing security features like 24/7 surveillance and individual locks, opting for climate-controlled units to protect sensitive items, and exploring pricing and rental options are key steps in making an informed decision. 
By carefully evaluating these aspects, you can find the perfect storage solution to meet your needs, whether you're storing seasonal items, business inventory, or personal belongings. With the right storage unit, you can have peace of mind knowing that your items are well-protected and easily accessible whenever you need them. Looking for a reliable storage solution in Edmonton? Stallion Moving and Storage offers secure and convenient storage units to meet your needs.
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acapelladitty · 1 year ago
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Summary: After an accident, Cooper leaves Lucy to patch up his leather duster for him but when he returns he finds that she's used his absence as an opportunity for a private indulgence (AKA: Cooper walks in on Lucy masturbating). [3.2k words]
(tw: voyeurism, vague threats, teasing, masturbation, mentions of drug use, orgasm, coming in pants)
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"Try not to fuck this up, vaultie. I'm fond of that coat, you hear me?"
"Heard you the first three times, boss."
An unfortunate and somewhat embarrassing accident involving wooden boards and a protruding scrap of sheet metal had proven too much for Cooper's coat, the leather duster having almost split in half due to the pressure of the metal cleaving its way through the material as he descended in a undignified heap.
Lucy was a smart enough girl to know not to laugh, but the noise which escaped the ghoul as he had fallen sat somewhere between a deflating balloon and a startled deathclaw so the effort it had taken for her to not bust out into a giggle was borderline heroic.
The fault was Cooper's own, his footing misstepping due to his attention being pulled away by the distant sound of gunfire - the origins of it unknown but never anything good. It had been enough to throw him off though, and Cooper had sworn up a storm as he tripped on a loose board and smashed through the rickety walkway with such an undignified noise.
Not the end of the world but the genuine distress which seemed to briefly touch at Cooper's face as he recovered from the fall and examined his tattered jacket before his eyes had moved Lucy to offer to fix it up, knowing that he already owned a rusted needle and thread among the various practical belongings he had strewn around his person.
Presumably, they were the same ones he'd previously used to sew the top of her finger onto his own to replace the missing digit she'd torn off with her teeth. She didn't regret it since he'd deserved that and worse for treating her more shittily than that dog that followed him around at times, but she was curious.
More than once her gaze had lowered to her displaced finger, the lightened tone of her smooth skin a stark contrast to his own, and she wondered how it must feel. To have her as a part of him. Did it feel any different? The sight of it made something odd roil in her chest; a stunning mixture of curiosity, vague disgust, and a pleasant warmth that no matter what he did or how their partnership ended, he would always carry that little part of her whether he liked it or not.
However, that was a discussion which she hadn't broached yet but it was always there ticking away in the back of her mind.
Despite knowing that he was perfectly capable, Lucy found her offer of her sewing skills being met with quick acceptance and Cooper had moved like hell itself as he sourced her a table and room to work, securing their accommodation for the night in an old storage unit which was little more than two rooms filled with old, empty crates and not much else.
She set to work as diligently as she had the rest of the miserable and shitty tasks he assigned to her, each designed to test her skills or teach her a valuable lesson in survival. This though, she had taken to with a small smile, the repetitive and willing task remindering her of a more simple time back in her vault. Sewing circle with the others had been a blast of fun and constant gossip and she did miss it at times.
A memory stirred as Cooper watched her from his standing position a few feet behind her turned back. He saw Barb, sitting at their kitchen table doing much the same as she mended the tears in his pants after he'd taken a tumble off one of the more unstable stallions. But, just as quickly as it arose, he banished the memory away as he often did with thoughts of his ex-wife - the hurt which accompanied them making him instantly sour and grow more volatile than he would like.
Since discovering his previous life as an actor, Lucy's attitude and actions around him had been different and, more than once, he had caught her staring at him with those big, doe eyes of hers. What was surprising more than anything was that the attention didn't irritate him as much as he thought it would and he wasn't ignorant to the slight blush that stained her cheeks when he caught her making a moon face at him.
Seemed that Lucy Maclean had developed herself quite the little liking to him and he had taken that discovery into his stride with a smug gleefullness. He had always been a proud man and to have such an attractive thing interested in him had cracked open a facet of his personality that had long since closed itself off to the world.
Cooper Howard had always been a flirt, incorrigible in his prime, and those mean little teases which he afforded Lucy punished him as much as her as he refused to follow up on them. He hadn't lied when he said Lucy Maclean wasn't ready for him and that same pride refused to allow him to take any real advantage of her, knowing that in the long run, she'd probably thank him for not poisoning her with his own bullshit.
But still, he lived for the game and this was just another way to play. A bit of fun to pass the time until they had dealt with her daddy and he had found the truth of his daughters' whereabouts.
If he were honest with himself, a feat in its own given his choices, something unfamiliar and warm tugged at his stomach every time he considered the fact that Lucy's fancies had taken root with him as he was now. Not Cooper Howard, famed movie star, but Cooper Howard, ghoul and scourge of the wastelands. It was a feeling locked away with the end of the world he had known and better left by the wayside.
Besides, it was much easier to channel that warmth into some playful teasing.
Pressing himself firmly against her as she leaned diligently over his coat, his stomach was flush against her back and he felt the shiver which rolled down her spine as he engulfed her senses. She hid it well, could have easily passed it off as a natural reaction to a monster forcing its way into her personal space, but Cooper knew better.
"Don't take an attitude with me, vaultie. Your damn fault it ripped in the first place. Lucky for you that I'm a kindly man and I ain't ripping your shirt off to keep us on that equal streak we've been enjoying these last few weeks."
Her head snapping up vertically to face him as he loomed over her, Lucy's expression was as open as ever to him as he took in the torrid mixture of irritation, focus, and mild arousal which his determined positioning was causing her.
And just like that, there was that little flush of colour, sitting high on her cheeks and making him hold back a smirk as he at played her like an old fiddle.
"My shirt wouldn't fit you." Was her impressive comeback after a few silent moments of intense consideration, her mouth set into a proud line as she made her point.
"Never said I'd be wearing it, sweetheart." Cooper answered, pushing her head even further back into his stomach with the pressure of a single finger on her forehead. "What I did say is that you would be losing it. I mean, that's your golden rule, after all. Do unto others what you'd have done unto you? Hrm?"
"I never took your jacket." Lucy defended hotly.
"Well it's between your hands, ain't it?"
"Only because-"
"Enough arguing, darling." Cutting her off to frustrate her evern further, Cooper dropped his hands to the pockets of his filthy slacks. "Now I'm gonna leave on a scouting trip for five, maybe six hours, so you get that jacket all patched up and looking pretty and I'll see about forgetting what I was talking about."
Silently seething but perking up at the thought of getting to enjoy some alone time as her back felt wickedly hot from Cooper standing flush against her skin, Lucy did everything in her power to not think about the slight bulge which pressed between her shoulder blades nor the infuriating man it belonged to.
"Whatever." Lucy announced after a pause, nodding her head forward once more as she went back to mending his coat with dexterous fingers. "Try to pick up something freshly killed on the way back because your latest batch of ass jerky tastes like shit."
Having taken to calling anything Cooper hunted and cooked 'ass jerky', Lucy had yet to actually try any of his cannibalistic delicacies and, even more surprising, Cooper had never actively offered her any; appearing to almost go out of his way to find excuses for her to be denied it.
Chuckling at the rare swear from her, a sign that she was truly annoyed with him, Cooper tutted his disapproval with a soft headshake.
"Sounds good to me, valutie. Maybe you should see about washing that filthy fucking mouth out with soap before I return, huh?"
x-x-x-x-x
Arriving back from his scouting trip a few hours earlier than he expected to, Cooper heard nothing as he silently entered the first room of the storage unit. A quick hunt had pulled up nothing too fresh so shit-tasting ass jerky was back on the menu for another night for the little food critic vaultie.
Cooper dropped his gun and holster to the top of a nearby storage box, the lock rusting and clearly having been opened through sheer brute force many years previously. Against all odds, he had found himself actively missing his coat as he traversed the vast dusted grounds which surrounded the storage unit.
So used to its presence, the absence of the familiar feel of the softened leather pressing against his shoulders had made him feel oddly vulnerable as his fingers flexed and twitched towards phantom pockets. He had been quick to the trigger, gun pulled and pointed at the slightest noise as his heightened senses refused to allow him to relax on the small trip.
And, as much as it irritated him, the thought of the little vaultie hunched over his coat and fixing it up like a kept housewife amused him in a way which he found hard to pin down.
Speaking of the little vaultie, her absence in the main room was odd; particularly since the table she had preciously occupied with his coat was abandoned. It was an absence which made him curious rather than worried as she would not have left without him or without having achieved their shared goal of knocking her daddies teeth down his smug throat.
No.
She was too smart to leave.
So that would mean...
Peering in through the rounded window which sat near the top of the door that led to the second room, Cooper had to press his lips together in an instant as his cock stiffened in his pants and his eyes widened at the filthy sight which awaited him.
Unaware that Cooper's scouting trip had been cut shorter than anticipated, Lucy Maclean had apparently taken his absence as a rare excuse for some self-pleasure and, god-fucking-damn, did she seem to be enjoying herself.
Her upper body reclined against the metallic wall, her ass resting on a wooden crate as one leg hung loosely down the side of it, the other pulled up so her foot also sat atop the crate. Her knees were spread wide, the angle enough to allow her easy access to her dripping cunt without having to bend. Head tipped back against the wall, her fingers moved quickly between her slickened folds and Cooper couldn't bring himself to turn away even as shame at his own voyeurism trickled down his spine.
Falling loosely around her shoulders, Lucy's hair was in a wild state of disarray as the constant roll of her head against the wall had messed up any sense of order in the dark strands.
The only sounds in the immediate vicinity came from her, muted gasps and whimpers slipping free of her lips as her other hand split its attention between pressing against her mouth to muffle anything louder than a whine and pinching at her breasts; slender fingers rolling across her darkened nipples as they remained peaked in the warm air.
She was fucking beautiful and, as much as filthy shame continued to creep across his skin at watching her like this, Cooper found he couldn't tear his eyes away as his gaze filtered over her creamy skin, imagining how soft it would feel under his calloused hand and blunted teeth.
He knew that she had quite the little sex drive, her crossed arms having more than once demanded time or space to indulge her needs. In those moments, where she was commanding and confident in her expectations, an aspect of her personality that she didn't indulge nearly enough, he found it maddeningly endearing and it drove him more wild than she ever needed to know.
Snatching her fingers away from her left nipple, her hand dropped to something by her side and Cooper almost gave the game away as a lustful growl was quickly caught by the back of his gloved hand as his cock jerked within his slacks.
There, clenched between Lucy's fingers was his goddamn jacket; the mended leather bunching up between her digits as she simultaneously rode the fingers on her other hand - the fingers there moving in tandem and they stroked and pinched and fucked into her cunt with a steady rhythm.
"Cooper." She muttered and a sensation, not unlike freezing cold water being shucked across his body, tensed Cooper's spine as he realised he'd been caught. However, the panicked feeling passed just as quickly as Lucy's soft voice followed up with a very breathy. "Please."
She was thinking about him and that revelation was almost enough to have him shooting off in his pants like a schoolboy. Her eyes remained closed, fingers moving even more quickly as they slipped from steadily pumping within her to circle around her clit, teasing herself as she imagined him.
Thought about him.
Pictured his fingers in place of her own.
Feeling very hot under the collar and fighting the urge to say 'to hell with it' and announce himself, Cooper dropped the heel of his gloved hand to his groin - rubbing at his trapped cock through the fabric as he watched her. Fresh shame, hot and heavy, swept across his irradiated skin as his tongue slipped free to lick as his dry lips.
There had been an old fling, a women he'd met on a hunt about a decade before the whole shitshow with Don Pedro had gone down. A ghoul like him, she was hellfire in a handbag and quicker with a gun than most of the slingers he'd met.
She'd caught him at a sloppier time in his past and he had taken full advantage of their whirlwind mess to indulge his own worst traits. The chem flowed easier in those times and the other drugs she scored made the hard days all the sweeter as they snorted and fucked and inhaled themselves into a proper mess.
However, even that didn't last and one day he had awoken from a stupor to find that she had disappeared and moved on without him.
Fuck, he couldn't even remember her name, but what he could remember was the feeling of her lips on his cock and the way she could perfectly balance a powdered line on his chest as she bit her way down his skin, occasionally drawing blood and making him gasp.
She had been as rotten as him, just two ghouls numbing themselves to the state of the world for a couple of weeks as they waited for the inevitable to take them.
Hell, some of the shit they got up to would probably blow the vaulties head clean off if he described them to her. But then, she was so different to the rest that he couldn't help but wonder how she liked it.
Would she grit her teeth and moan through the pain as he fucked himself inside her, stretching her out to accommodate his size? Or would she grin that little feral smile he'd seen playing on her lips when she achieved some bloodstained victory and push back at him to demand more?
His cock twitched against his palm, the length feeling more uncomfortably trapped as he rubbed himself through his slacks, not quite trusting himself to pull it free. It was torture but, lucky for him, he was used to that by now.
Goddamn Lucy Maclean and her wicked ways had him pawing at himself like a mindless beast. Like one of those mutated things that roamed the outskirts of the desert with nothing but base desire guiding its thoughts.
Rolling his tongue against his teeth, he could imagine how good she would feel under his mouth. Her soft skin, pillowy and firm between his teeth as he teased the strength of it; biting enough to threaten the unblemished creaminess as she arched her back and pressed harder into his mouth. The taste of her sweat, fresh and mounting, as he trailed his mouth lower, lips teasing their way along her hips and inner thighs until she was a trembling mess ready for him to consume her like she knew he wanted.
In her panicked babble as she had first offered him sex, she had tried to offer the use her mouth and he gazed at her lips now, plump and wettened by her own tongue, and he could almost feel the wicked softness of them wrapped around his cock; her greedy tongue pulling him deeper as he gripped her hair within his hand and met her eyes while he buried his cock deep within her clenching throat.
Lost in the fantasy, his thoughts boldened by his voyeurism as he watched her curl her fingers expertly within her cunt, Cooper came with a muted grunt - the disgrace of his release instantly trapping within his pants as the sticky mess quickly irritated him with how heated and uncomfortable it felt.
Lucy still wasnt finished, her casual edging of her own pleasure only making her move more slowly as she built herself back up to the point of release. Her grip on his coat flexed with each pump of her fingers as she enjoyed herself, still unaware of the struggling ghoul who observed her with heated eyes.
Backing away from the door with regret etched in the lines of his features, Cooper silently exited the storage unit once again as he recalled a nearby barrel of water - the stagnant liquid probably decent enough to allow him to clean off his mess and hide all evidence of his unexpected show.
Her innocent question rattled through his mind once more, the weeks old offer still as fresh as ever in its casualness.
Do you want to have sex?
And, after that little taste, Cooper felt a weight lift off his shoulders as he settled on the fact that, yes, if Lucy Maclean - with her big eyes and busy fingers - asked him again, then he would take her up on her very generous offer, consequences be fucking damned.
Links to the rest of the series:
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
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baronessofmischief · 2 years ago
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Because I think the Razor Crest was built more for bulk efficiency as a gun ship than it was built for speed (though it’s nothing to sneer at there), I think Mando’s ability to maneuver it is a large part of why and how he’s capable of doing so well in dog fights and running from the cops. It can take a hit and keep on moving, and Mando knows his ship well enough that he can make those split second calls and pilot how he needs to.
The N-1 is fast and responsive on the controls, but it’s got nothing in bulk or armor as far as defense is concerned, and it also has nothing by way of storage or cargo capabilities. Its defense is simply being fast enough to evade getting shot. Mando the character was designed to take a hit and keep moving forward, purposefully armored in a way that allows him to endure a fight— The Crest was designed to reflect its owner, the N-1 not so much
With that analysis in mind, I think it’s much more likely that cowboy!Mando’s Crest in an old west au is actually a mule, not a horse. The N-1 might be the fastest stallion alive, but it’s nothing compared to a mule that’s say, half mammoth Jack and half Belgian mare. I think the biggest horse on record, Brooklyn Supreme, was a Belgian if that gives you an idea of size and silhouette
Big, strong, smart, all-terrain half-draft horse that can endure a rough trail and hard work hauling outlaws is much more in line with what purpose it would serve his character. A mule has the best qualities of both animals, and it’s still going to be intimidating to come up against. Mando’s an endurance hunter, and he needs a steed that reflects and enables that
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cryolabltd · 2 months ago
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serenebeasts · 2 years ago
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This will probably have been in the drafts for a while by the time it’s posted because there’s a lot and I get tired SDKFJSFDKS but without further ado: the WIP rundown no one asked for.
Organised at the very least by subject matter, because while I may be out of control, I’m not a heathen.
WARNING: these won’t be spoiler-free.
Also, I’m noting this here because otherwise I’ll one hundred percent keep restating it with half the items on the list: I like angst I like to have fun :)
This is about to be so long. I apologise in advance if you’re of a mind to read the whole thing, and I thank you if you manage it.
Akash: Path of the Five
Ignatius/Aurora body painting – Ignatius asks Aurora if he can practice the art of body painting on her! Body-painting ensues, and also kissing. Aurora flirts with her man, her man loses his composure several times. Post-game, maybe post-wedding but I haven't decided that yet.
Andromeda Six
“I loved you, Vexx.” – f!Traveller/Vexx. You know that one scene in the storage room where the Traveller is supposed to interrogate Vexx but then you have the option of making things a bit emotional? Yeah.
Post-episode 5 – Because for some reason I wanted to sit in the feeling of terror and panic after Vexx gets shot. There will be content warning tags for medical procedures. I’m undecided on whether it’ll be Vexx route or Damon route, but either way Reba has a lot of love in her heart for Vexx and she is very worried for him.
Wereshark Vexx – More of a general AU idea than an actual work-in-progress at this stage, but it’s horny. Safety-for-work to be determined. Also, it has “wild stallion tamed by a teenage girl” energies, but instead of an untamed herbivore it has Vexx with some kind of metamorphosing virus, and instead of an adolescent schoolkid it has 20-something Princess Reba.
Blooming Panic
“Make me.” – xyx and lovelylola experience everyone’s favourite ‘challenge your significant other in a loving but definitely not god-honouring way’ trope, with LL as the perpetrator. A series of little moments, all inspired by the appearance of that line in the actual game.
Changeling
Ewan/Nora Build-A-Bear – Ewan and Nora go to the aforementioned store. Nora is an agent of chaos and somehow manages to create the perfect Ewan Bear despite the fact that there is no such real-life thing as Headless Teddy (trust me, I scoured the website. But you bet I'm making it work). I’m having maybe too much fun using the Build-A-Bear creation process as a narrative device.
Dragon Age
A Weakened Mind – Fenris/f!Hawke. DA2 Fenris + a combination of canonical spells that have an effect which is similar to the Feeblemind spell from D&D 5e = pain.
Gang AU – f!Cousland/Zevran. It's an Origins gang AU. She has bits of a fic but no plot, your honour.
Post-Enemies Among Us – Hawke being like “Ah. Mind control. These are the continued consequences of me not minding my own business. We love purposely not sleeping in case we were going to have nightmares.”
Twinblades – f!Cousland/Zevran. You know how in Awakening the flavour text for these default daggers equipped to a rogue Warden is like “these belonged to some guy from Nevarra for like a day but then they were nicked”? Here’s a concept: Zevran took them for his babygirl (gender neutral). Unclear how integral the daggers are to the plot as a whole, but they are very important to the beginning of the fic.
Fire Emblem
“Who is that?” – Gaius/f!Robin. An expansion on Robin and Gaius meeting in the Shepherds’ base camp, because in game it’s (I think?) Chrom who has to speak to him to recruit him, and I was like “But how does the tactician who now has to fit another moving part into the battle plan feel about this? And how does Gaius feel about the strange-looking but also very pretty tactician?”
Jeralt is Dead – Pain! Grief! Academy phase Byleth struggling to process her father’s death, the Blue Lions not knowing how to help her process it!
Kill Miklan again – Sylvain/f!Byleth. Post-game, some mage somewhere finds TOWSITD’s necromancy handbook and goes “You know what we should do with this? Bring back the Ashen Demon’s husband’s piece of garbage brother. Great plan, team! We won’t be hunted down and made to pay for our crimes at all!”
Lorenz/Marianne first date jitters – Post-game. Lorenz Hellman Gloucester puts his big boy boots on and woos Marianne von Edmund, like the newly-realised Actually A Genuinely Nice Man that emotional maturity has helped him become. We all clap for him.
Student Byleth AU – More of a collection of ficlets than one whole piece, but all of them feature Byleth as a student at the Academy rather than one of the teachers.
Sylvain/f!Byleth Hanahaki AU – The general storyline probably speaks for itself, but I ask the additional question: what if mutual pining meant double the sickness?
Sylvain/f!Byleth modern jousting performer AU – Sylvain Jose ‘I embody the Showy Horseman knightly archetype’ Gautier works for an entertainment company which I’ve described in my notes as being Medieval Times mixed with WWE. He flirts with Byleth ‘I’m a world-famous pop star but I also like swords so I have a season pass to the fake joust show’ Eisner a lot. Also, Jeralt says ‘canoodling’.
Sylvain/f!Byleth smut – There’s a bit of background to set the scene, but not much active plot once things get rolling. Sylvain has been in Fhirdiad, Margravine Byleth has been running the show in Gautier. Reunion time!
The Cat – I’m not sure if I want to finish this one, but the gist of it is that in academy phase there is this one very large tomcat which has decided to hang out in the Blue Lions classroom, and he’s in a bit of a state because he’s unwell. I’ve mostly been pantsing so I don’t know what the fuller plot is, but there will be a time jump to war phase and the big fluffy guy will come back looking strong and hearty. Something along the lines of ‘parallels between Dimitri Then and Dimitri Now, but with contrast provided by the physical wellbeing of a domesticated feline’.
The Grand Cathedral of Garreg Mach – Azure Moon. Getting fancy with the metaphors again to compare the absolute state the cathedral is in at the beginning of war phase to the absolute state of one Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd during the same time period. The cathedral gets repaired as time passes; Dimitri's mental health improves with some care and patience from those around him. Hints of Sylveth.
Greedfall
“Governor’s legates aren’t quite the same as Naut captains, my love.” – A fun little drabble about my De Sardet and Vasco having morning snuggle time and debating whether she really needs to get out of bed and attend to paperwork right this minute.
Dearest Constantin – De Sardet writing a letter that she'll never send, because she killed her cousin for the greater good.
Hades
“Am I a monster, Achilles?” – Zagreus asks Achilles for some good old-fashioned father-figure-brand reassurance because he just got his ass beat by Theseus, a.k.a. The hero king who did all of that neat stuff with killing bad guys and was granted Elysium, and his self-esteem is not high.
Hypnos/Zagreus smut – Barely any background and no plot to speak of.
Mass Effect
“Tell me something about you, Commander Shepard.” – Garrus/f!Shepard. We start during 1, with Garrus querying Shepard in an effort to foster a positive relationship between them, because at that stage he’s one of exactly two non-humans on the Normandy and it seems wise to make friends with the commanding officer. ‘Tell me something’ quickly becomes A Thing That The Commander And Garrus Do at incidental points across the trilogy.
“There are aliens on deck.” – My humble contribution to the classic ‘Shepard squares up with someone being less than polite about her alien crew’ scenario, but this time the perpetrator is also a Normandy crew member. No xenophobes allowed on this starship.
Alchera – The requisite expansion on Hackett’s assignment to collect dog tags and sight out a spot for a memorial on that one particular ice planet where Shepard, y’know. Died.
Banner of the First Regiment – Inspired by the turians in Purgatory who are looking for the titular artefact in 3. Shepard finds the banner and returns it, as one does when one is doing a playthrough where one is trying to do all possible assignments, and the officer buys her a drink, which turns into a drinking contest. As I was brainstorming ideas for it, I started drawing connections between the implied situation of the First and the Tennyson poem The Charge of the Light Brigade, so that will probably have some significance.
Everyone has heard of Commander Shepard. – From the POV of an as-yet nameless and faceless Alliance marine assigned to the Normandy after the Reapers first hit Earth. It’s had a few facelifts since I first started drafting it, but the core of it is a third-person perspective of Shepard at the beginning of 3 with a few hops forward in time up to and including the pickup of a certain turian sniper at Menae.
Garrus is… – Garrus/f!Shepard. The classic ‘using repetition to show something evolving while having a constant at its core’ technique.
Hell hath no fury like Shepard defending her crew. – Another one with not much of a plot yet; thus far it’s pretty much just some sections of one scene and that’s it. A rando on the Presidium starts trash talking the Normandy crew, and my dear darling Aspen Shepard reacts as any self-respecting Australian does when overhearing baseless trash talk about her friends: immediately starts shit with said rando about it.
Home – Garrus/f!Shepard. Truly disgusting fluff about Shepard having a bricks-and-mortar home that she owns for the first time in her life, thanks to Anderson’s gift. Kind of a collection of moments rather than a full narrative, but what’s important is that one of them involves Shepard asking Garrus to move in.
Lost But Not Forgotten – ME Andromeda. If you’ve played Andromeda then you’ll probably recognise the title because I lifted it directly from the questline about searching for the turian Pathfinder. In my outline notes I’ve written, and I quote, “I wonder if Ryder and Avitus would trauma or grief bond about them being Pathfinders for their respective races, and having become such Specifically because the previous Pathfinders intentionally put Ryder and Avitus before themselves because they loved them”, so that's more or less the gist, with a side of ‘Avitus was Macen’s second, but Ryder was just Alec’s kid’.
Post-EC ending – Shepard lives (😤) and, after a period of recovery and a lengthy negotiation during which she has every right to ensure her requests are met with no conditions, she gets a cruiser and a small crew and goes off to do something I haven’t plotted yet because all I have written is the emotionally compromising first chapter, post-game, from Garrus’ POV.
Sole Survivor – Everyone loves a good bit of pre-canon speculation on what kind of hell a character went through during XYZ backstory element, right?
Monster Hunter
Rider and Kyle being enemies – In context of the story progression of Wings of Ruin, the main character and Kyle resolve their differences fairly quickly. But what if they were only allies for the sake of saving the world, didn’t actually like each other or get along outside of world-saving tasks (although Kyle makes a half-hearted effort at first), and continued to butt heads for several years afterwards?
Pokémon
Crime de la Crime – Guzma/OC. The providence of this one can be traced directly back to the fateful day I entered my local cinema and watched ‘Birds of Prey (and the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn)’, to use that masterpiece’s full government name. Chaotic ‘hero versus… villain, question mark?’ AU, where Casey is the super-powered Spitfire and Guzma is the master thief known as Shadow.
First date – Guzma/OC. This is by no means their ‘canonical’ first date, as it were; it might end up being so, but I need to write out everything that comes before it in their timeline of events (specifically We Are Kings and the Kalos arc) to be confident it would go this way. As it stands, Guzma takes advantage of the fact that Casey thinks the occasion is special enough for a dress rather than her usual shorts-and-a-graphic-tee fare and makes a dinner reservation somewhere fancy enough that reservations are encouraged.
Grim Reaper AU – Guzma/OC. Fairly self-explanatory. Guzma is the Reaper, Casey is a recently deceased whose soul Guzma is responsible for safely escorting to the afterlife. I couldn’t just let it be simple, though, and there’s action and adventure involved as well as some ‘past lives’ flashback shenaniganry.
We Are Kings – Guzma/OC. The piece of writing which explores how Casey and Guzma get to know each other and catch feelings. Follows the broad timeline of Sun/Moon. One of the things about this one is that I started drafting it during a time when I was dealing with Stuff, so I used the original version as a way to vent my frustrations. Casey was only sparsely fleshed out at the time, but she’s much more so these years on, so I’ve been wanting to give the fic a major overhaul—i.e., demolishing the whole thing and maybe keeping a few scenes that would still work in an entirely reimagined version of the piece that allows Casey to shine more as a developed character rather than just as a Face for Audrey’s Self-Insert Guzma Fantasies. I had been posting the original version on AO3 until I decided to rewrite, and it’s still accessible (incomplete) Here. I might even leave it up once I get the reboot sorted, just as a fun point of reference.
Kalos University arc – Guzma/OC. I’m making myself keep this mostly in the planning phase because how it pans out is directly related to how We Are Kings goes. But, in summary: Casey, having figured out roughly what she wants out of life, decides to do her undergrad at an entirely made-up university campus back in Kalos. Guzma stays in Alola. It’s kind of a ‘long-distance situationship’ thing.
ME Casey AU – Vega/OC as well as Guzma/OC (with a side helping of @fightfortheusers' Makai), so it really could have gone either under this heading or Mass Effect, but she was a Pokémon OC first, so that’s where I’ve decided to keep the folder. Another which is more a collection of scenarios than a fic, but there is this whole thing about Casey being one of the Normandy crew members abducted by the Collectors in 2 which could probably be refined into a proper work with the amount of content it has.
Paramore The Only Exception – Guzma/OC. Requisite ‘but what if it wasn’t mutual pining’ fic, as per the angst fic writer playbook. One-sided, with Casey as the ‘side’.
Plumeria glances at her – Plumeria/OC. Just a Plumeria/Casey drabble, because Casey is my little bisexual angel baby.
Small-time Rock Band AU – Guzma/OC. Me being a dirty rotten former 5SOS diehard, I wouldn't be myself if I didn't have at least one of this flavour of AU. Casey is the guitarist in a locally renowned band of which Piers Swordandshield and Olivia Sunandmoon are also members. Guzma is in the audience one night. That's as far as I've got so far, but if I know my own mind, I'll come back to it shortly.
That being said – Raihan/OC. This one stars my Galar OC, Lottie. There is some sort of red carpet event pre-relationship, and the gym challenger whom Lottie manages (@fightfortheusers' Matteo, icyww) has managed to wrangle her an invitation to said event as Raihan's plus-one. She wants to strangle the kid, it's very funny.
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Inversion – Milo/Sweetheart. The contents are pretty self-evident; I’m subjecting everyone to Inversion fic. While what I’ve drafted thus far is from Sweetheart’s POV, I think it would be fun and not at all upsetting to include the rest of the listeners whose partners are involved in the storyline. The opening will be the aforementioned Sweetheart POV, including them getting a situation report and proceeding to shit themselves in worry without reprieve until they see that Milo wound up on the outside of the ward.
Helping your feisty werewolf boyfriend shift again – Milo/Sweetheart. This one came to me before the Inversion fic, so I guess I’m working backwards? Stay tuned next year for Freelancer & Caelum baking fic, if the trend continues. With this one the intent is to put an actual written voice to how Sweetheart might have reacted to Milo “I am at my limit” Greer having a very understandable breakdown about his damaged core and unresponsive shifter magic.
When The Night Comes
“Gods above and below.” – Omen/Alkar/Hunter. Zeina has been out of town on a solo assignment, but the day she was supposed to get back has come and gone with neither word nor sign of her. Alkar is freaking out, Omen is only freaking out a bit less. But oh, what’s this? Here she comes, stumbling through the woods concussed and bleeding profusely! Basically, it’s an injury recovery fic.
The novelty hasn’t quite worn off – Omen/Alkar/Hunter smut. Without going into too much detail for the sake of the timeline, this work is Zeina being disgustingly in love with her partners while also trying very hard not to give them the satisfaction of having reduced her to begging.
Zeina dress – Omen/Alkar/Hunter. It’s midwinter, there isn’t much work to do because most creatures dislike the cold, and Zeina is losing it a bit so she decides to make herself a pretty outfit to cope.
Honourable mention for media where the fic ideas I have are languishing in the brainstorming stage: Errant Kingdom.
There are also. Several original works. I might make a separate post for those, if anyone is interested in more of my half-baked fictional projects?
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A Warm Breath from the Mountains
chapter 2
A Breath of the Wild fanfiction
Authors: @quepasta & @freshbreezesworld
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When I woke up the next morning, I found myself in one of the comfortable Rito beds in their inns. Zelda was sleeping peacefully beside me, her face turned towards me. There was something magical about seeing her in her warming nightclothes, sleeping beside me, surrounded by majestic mountains and a pleasant cold. I took advantage of the situation to watch her sleep undisturbed and gently stroked the strands of hair from her face. My arm felt numb under her head, but it was worth it to me to have her so close. Hopefully she would never know how I felt about her, because the closer we got, the more complicated it would get with her desire to rebuild Hyrule. It was getting to be time to wake Zelda up, so a prank came to mind.
Carefully, I pulled my arm away and sat up. I had to massage and shake my arm to get the blood flowing, but I didn't mind. As long as it didn't kill me, the sarcastic thought occurred to me.
I jumped out the window and landed noiselessly on the grassy ground that surrounded the guest cottage and grabbed a stalk, climbed back in over the same window and sat down cross-legged in front of Zelda's face. One last time I examined her contented sleeping face, which she always had when I slept next to her. Then I took the stalk and tickled her nose and ears. Hectically she tore her eyes open and patted her body and face with her hands in panic. I let out a laugh and almost toppled off the bed to see her like that. She noticed my reaction and stopped abruptly and just looked at me questioningly "Link, what have you done now!"
Again I snorted, this time it was her confused look. I tried to gasp for breath and at the same time explain to her what I had done, which proved to be a challenge for me. "Link!"
„Don’t worry Zelda! I only tried to wake you up. “
„apparently you did. Great job. And never do this again, whatever it was.“ Now she was annoyed and I nearly lost it again but I needed to focus.
„Anyways. Today starts your first lesson on how to cook. We have to gather some ingredients from the Hebra mountains, so let’s get started, because the day will pass before we even reached the stables.“
As I said that, I jumped from the bed and took off my night wear to change into my Rito armor. I was so used to be alone all the time that I forgot to warn Zelda. Of course she started to squeal. „Link! What is wrong with you, why don’t you warn me before taking off your clothes!“ I smirked at her to provoke her even more. „You can see more if you want!“ I said and received a smash of a pillow in to my face. „You’re ridiculous! “ she was about to burst out by clenching her fists but I reached over the bed to her and held her wrists tight. „Zelda I am just kidding, don’t be mad at me. You can change your clothes in peace, I will wait for you at the gate to the village. “
As I walked away from the inn, on the way to the gate, many Rito villagers greeted me heartily. It seems they weren’t mad at me anymore, I guess Saki did tell them, I was a complete fool, to ease their minds. But then I bumped into the the Rito warriors and even they greeted me and apologized for their behavior. I will have to ask Saki about this later.
I talked to the guard about the surroundings and if he saw dangerous threats around this area and he said besides the already existing monsters in the mountains, the area around the stable and the village was safe for travels. When I thanked him for his advice I turned back to the stairs and my eyes caught a goddess standing in front of the goddess‘ statue. She wore a full white coloured Rito snow quill armour and looked astounding.
She had her long hair braided to a ponytail and her face was framed in gold through two thick strands of her hair. My heart fluttered at her forest green eyes shimmering like the surface of water in the incoming sunlight. Her shy smile adorned her pretty face, which was framed by strands of her golden hair.
Slowly I realized I was staring at her for too long and as a result she blushed. “Do you like my new outfit that much?” she asked curiously.
Slowly and elegantly, she stepped down the stairs while I couldn’t get out of my staring even when she stood right in front of me.
“Zelda... You... You look like a goddess.” I said without thinking twice. As I realized what I said, my eyes widened and became nervous. ‘How did I let this happen?’
“I-“ I was about to start to say, but Zelda interrupted me before I could finish the sentence.
“Link, please don’t be sorry. I appreciate your compliment… and I wish you would say what you think more often.” Zelda folded her hands in front of her chest and looked directly into my eyes. She had an intense glimpse sparkling in her mirrors of her soul while she smiled at me in a way that I couldn’t lay my eyes off. It gave me an intriguing feeling.
"Everything my princess desires," I finally replied.
Even though I had only addressed her by her title, it slowly dawned on me how ambiguous it sounded, and I couldn't help but smile. Zelda giggled adorable in response. I scratched the back of my head, which I always did when I messed up things.
 "Let's get to the stables before it gets dark. We will need our horses in the deep snow to move faster. After that, we'll let them rest near our campfire so they won't freeze." I finally said leading her the way.
Zelda nodded in agreement and broke away from me. We then walked across the bridges in comfortable silence, admiring the majestic view, until we arrived at the stables.
"Link, why did you name your horse Altay? I've never heard that name before," Zelda asked as I picked up our horses.
I had captured and tamed a direct descendant of her favourite horse, before the battle against Ganon, and held the white proud mare by her reins so that Zelda could pet and caress her in peace.
My mount, however, compared to hers, was like the night itself. My stallion had black fur and a black mane that was cropped into a mohawk. His forehead had a white mark that ran to his mouth. His fetlocks were covered with longer fur - an indication that he could cope with any weather. Basically, my horse was the perfect mount for me; fearless, strong and not afraid of any obstacle.
"An old man I once met on my journey told me about a warlike people who were unbeatable on their horses. They called themselves the Altay Warriors, after a mountain of their ancestors and deities. I don't know what happened to these warriors, but I still found the story impressive. When I found my buddy, here beside me," I lovingly stroked my horse's mouth as I continued, "I knew he was just as tough as those warriors and gave him that name. He loves it when I call him by his name." I smiled and helped Zelda onto her horse, grabbing her hip and hoisting her onto the saddle with ease. I loved those tiny touches and the way she smiled happily as I did so.
"Thank you Link, a gentleman as always." She said and gave me the intriguing look again.
I winked at her and turned to my horse and mounted the saddle. We had both opted for the 'Travelling Saddle' as it offered more storage space.
“So, Link will you tell me now, where we’re heading? You didn’t tell me more than that we would camp in the Hebra mountains.” She asked as we rode our horses in a slow walk.
“You will see, when we’re there, Princess.”
“Link that’s not fair, I want you to tell me where we will go. I want to be prepared.”
“Prepared for what? You won’t need to do anything but study the flora around us.” I said as I spurred my horse on.
At a trot we rode past the felled trees as the cool wind blew through the long stalks of grass.
“Because I want to learn new things and be useful, after you injured your shoulder, you must have realised too that you can’t be always there for me. Let me at least learn how to hunt with a bow. And no – the bow of light is something else.”
The group of trees in front of us was often filled with Oktoroks, so I kept my eyes open, but we had been spared this time. I breathed a sigh of relief when we reached the huge rock face to our left.
“I will think about it, princess,” I said and immediately saw a glimpse of sadness in her eyes. She turned her head away and sighed frustrated.
‘As if I could ever refuse her wishes.’
We had barely reached the sand-coloured rock cliff when the illuminating blue light of a shrine in the near distance caught my eye and pointed in the direction. Zelda looked out for the point in the distance that I was pointing at and drew in her breath sharply. I looked to her and watched as her eyes began to sparkle like opal.
"Link, there's another shrine! And it's glowing blue too! Link!  Link! Let's explore the shrine!"
"That's the Bareeda Naag shrine I entered a while ago. That's probably why it glows blue instead of orange, since I completed the trial inside."
Eyes dilated like those of an eagle, stared at me in shock.
As we trotted on, I kept an eye on the surrounding area, knowing that a camp of monsters was hiding behind the rock face.
"The shrines you wanted to explore 100 years ago turned out to be trials for the hero with the mastersword. They served to restore my original strength and endurance. Ancient, mummified monks waited for me in these shrines and gave me different tests. Which amazes me though, because these shrines were created 10 thousand years ago, with the sole purpose of helping me. How could the ancient Sheikah have known this? But if they knew about our miserable fate, why didn't they take action against it? So many questions ran through my mind as I travelled through Hyrule with no memory."
I stared at the pommel of his saddle as I moved my hip to the rhythm of Altay. Absentmindedly, I stroked through the spiky Mohawk mane.
I only realised I was lost in thought when Zelda placed a hand on my shoulder, snapping me out of my hazy memories of the devastation.
"Link, why don't you tell me what you saw in the shrine? What was that trial you had to pass?"
Grateful for the distraction, I gave her a smile.
"Activating the shrine first was a challenge in itself," we rode past the ruins that surrounded the shrine as I continued, "Laissa, the wife of Kass the poet, sang me an ancient Rito song that contained the solution to the challenge. I quickly found out that through the heart-shaped hole in the steep rock in Rito village, the sun had to shine on an illuminating pedestal and had to be shot with a fire arrow. Shortly thereafter, a shrine rose up from between those ruins and cleared the way for me to take the next test. In the shrine, with the help of my bomb module, I catapulted a huge stone ball at a huge target that was blocked by crumbling stones and floating pedestals that moved back and forth to make my job more difficult. I only had to shoot twice, once to pulverise the stones and a second time to fire at the target at the right moment. It was admittedly one of the easier tests I had to complete." As I told her more and more, her eyes lit up with fascination, but then I remembered that I hadn't even introduced her to Kass, let alone Teba, the Rito's bravest warrior. The thought of Kass led me to remember the final verses of his teacher’s completed ballad.
"Link are you all right? You looked very nervous and troubled for a moment."
"I'm fine. I just remembered one of the freaky trials."
I decided to withhold Kass' ballad from her for the time being, as I wasn't sure if it was true. I just couldn't imagine Zelda seeing me as more than her best friend.  
"Do you want to tell me about it? You went through so much before you came to rescue me, and yet I can only begin to comprehend what you've been through."
A spark of admiration flitted across her face, but just as I was about to begin to tell, I harkened and halted abruptly.
Puzzled, Zelda stared at me, but before she could ride past me, I grabbed the reins of Himawari, Zelda's mare, and slowed her down. She neighed loudly in fright, but I managed to shush her with my "Ho! Ho. Hoa!" to calm her down.
Altay sensed danger nearby and flared his nostrils. Nervously, he shook his head and exhaled loudly.  He was ready to face the danger.
I heard only the deafening snore of a Hinox, but I knew that if Altay reacted in such a way, there were Yiga nearby who could appear out of nowhere.
I could not hesitate for long, made up my mind quickly.
With my right arm I grabbed Zelda by her waist and dragged her from the saddle onto my lap, slapping Himawari on the back and we galloped as fast as Altay could.
Zelda cried out, constricted in my bent-over stance to brave the wind. I could hear a diabolic laugher, far behind us. I pushed Altay to run faster and quicker.
"Hold on tight!", I yelled against the wind.
Himawari galloped ahead of us, but Altay quickly caught up with her and sprinted past. We had to get away quickly, far away from any lurking danger.
"HYAH!", I yelled and spurred Altay and Himawari on.
The icy headwind whipped my face and froze my ears and nose. I hugged Zelda tighter to me with one arm to protect her from the weather while she wrapped her arms around my neck and buried her face against my shoulder.
I could hear Altay's powerful lungs quivering with joy. I heard every breath as his hooves pawed into the ground. I felt every muscle he moved.
My lungs burned with icy cold, but I gritted my teeth until we reached the crossroads to the Hebra Mountains. Once there, we stopped abruptly and Altay reared back, whinnying. I tightened my legs so as not to fall off the horse and pressed Zelda against me while pulling the reins tight with one hand.
Zelda clung tighter to me as she let out a suppressed squeal.
"Ho! Ho!", I shouted to calm Altay down.
When Himawari reached us, I released my reins, stretched out my arm and grabbed Himawari's reins as she charged towards us. I concentrated, tensing my leg muscles to sit firmly in the saddle, and pulled my arm towards me with all my might to intercept Himawari's momentum. I pulled hard on her reins, keeping Altay under control, and pushed Zelda onto my lap until Himawari came skidding to a halt.
I exhaled with relief and let go of the mare's reins. I relaxed my grip around Zelda's waist so that she could relax. Her legs hung off the side of my lap and her hip was pressed painfully tight against the pommel of my saddle.
"Forgive me Princess, I had to get us away from there as quickly as possible as I sensed through Altay that this place held some danger. I hope I didn't hurt you."
I slid further back in the saddle to move her a little away from the pommel, but I bumped into the pack on my horse's back.
Zelda let go of my neck and looked up at me.
"I could have ridden after you on Himawari, couldn't I?"
"No. I can protect you better if you're right there with me. The Yiga have the art of appearing out of nowhere and attacking you with sword and bow. They could have separated us by waking the sleeping Hynox and kidnapping you quite easily."
Her beautiful face was millimetres from mine, I couldn't help but gaze into her deep green eyes. Her pupils dilated, her lips opened a crack and honey sweet breath, clouded my mind. Feeling her chest rise and fall steadily, I realised my hand was still at her waist and she was sitting on my lap.
I tried to calm my racing pulse and deep breaths so as not to take any more space from her by my strong rise and fall of my broad chest.
Silently, we sat there staring into each other's eyes. Even though I was a disciplined knight, I was only a man. My gaze fell on her slightly parted lips. Magnetically attracted by her breath, my mouth approached hers.
But suddenly a thought flashed through my mind and made me jerk backwards. I was still her knight, protector and closest confidant. I had no right to kiss her.
"Sorry princess. That wasn't planned" I cleared my throat and tried to gather my thoughts. But then I noticed Zelda's sad face.
"Princess? Why are you so sad?"
Zelda furrowed her brows and averted her face. However, it felt like I had put a rift between us.
"It's nothing. We should keep moving or we'll never get to the snow mountains." She signalled me to lower her down. Carefully I hoisted her onto Himawari's saddle and we rode along the mountain pass, following the path.  A herd of wild horses crossed our path and galloped ahead of us, across all directions. At the end of the trail was a hut with a campfire and we decided to let the horses rest at this spot.
"What is this place?" Zelda asked.
"Hebra Trailhead Lodge. See that wooden ladder? If we climb that, we'll get to Rosporo Pass. From there we get to the Hebra south summit. The pass to the right of the mountain takes us past Corvash Peak Mountain to Hebra Plunge and Hebra Falls. But the way is a long one on both paths, I suggest making a campfire close to this hut, but stay at the pass.”
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I set my foot down lightly in the snow, huffing as the snow crackled underneath my boot. I had been walking around for at least 10 minutes while trying to keep my steps silent. How did Link always walk so quietly? He could run across a field and not make a sound. How many times had I seen him scramble up the side of a building, sneaking around the townspeople while goofing off.
Link had told me to find hot peppers and wild berries, and I had found neither so far. Somehow I convinced him to let me wander off by myself, though I figured he was staying close in case I needed him.
The quiet landscape around me had been cast in a yellow glow as the sun started sinking behind the mountains. The light hit the snow that clung to the tree branches and the snow sparkled in return. The reflected light from the snow danced on the fresh snow on the ground. I breathed in the cold air while I trekked on, smiling as I took in the beauty of it all. I couldn’t imagine ever getting used to the beauty of the Hebra region.
Soon I found a group of wild berry bushes and began plucking the berries into my pack. I wasn’t sure what Link was planning to teach me to cook tonight, but I was excited that it included fruit. The peppers had thrown me off, but they would be useful in the cold region we were in. Even if we didn’t use them for dinner, it was a good idea to keep them on hand.
After collecting all the berries I could find, I continued on. I knew that peppers grew better in more open areas and that there were cliffsides near the area I was in, Hopefully there were some peppers there. I forced myself to walk faster, I was losing daylight and I was supposed to meet Link back at the campsite by nightfall.
Shaking my head, I tried to get Link out of my head. He was only going to be a distraction. Plus, I was upset with him. Well, maybe frustrated was a better word. Frustrated actually explained a lot of how I was feeling lately.
I hadn’t let Link know, but after our almost run in with the Yiga earlier today, my sense of helplessness had only grown. He could sense the smallest sign of danger and had once again had to escort me to safety. Meanwhile I had been oblivious to it until I heard the faint laugh of the Yiga member. Even then, the only instinct I had was to hide my face in Link’s shoulder while my fear frightened me in place. Truthfully I was thankful Link was there and had the skills to detect such danger.
However, it had since dawned on me that my education as the royal daughter had done little to prepare me to live in the world that existed now. Of course, no one could have predicted what would happen. But out here in the wild, there was no use for arithmetic, or table manners, or citing the favourite literature among the nobility. Life here was driven by work done with labour and skilled hands. The civilians that still lived across Hyrule all knew how to collect and make the supplies they needed.
But I knew nothing. I didn’t know how to find more substantial resources, create shelter, make my own clothes, or defend myself. This is what I had been trying to tell Link for a few days now. But each time I brought it up, he brushed it off. Saying that he knew all of those skills and therefore I didn’t need to. Which is why I was frustrated with him.
But he had already promised to teach me how to forage for food and cook. That was a start, at least. And while Link was healing well from his fall, he still wasn’t well enough to do all the work by himself. Though if someone asked him if he was, he would say yes with an annoying amount of confidence.
I set another foot down, attempting to be lighter. I held my breath as my boot sunk in the snow, waiting for the sound of the crunch. But this time my footstep was silent. A small victory, but I let myself have it.
Shifting my foot to take another step, I brought my hand to grab the bow slung around my chest. I smiled as I remembered how excited I was to wear it like Link did. It was an extra great eagle bow that Link had in his pack. He had made a joke that it was weak enough that if I accidentally shot him, it wouldn’t hurt that badly. Rolling my eyes and threatening to take him up on that offer, I had taken the bow gratefully. It had also been another tiny win in my favor. Maybe my frustrations were unwarranted.
My face grew red as I also remembered that Link had offered to show me how to use it. For some reason I accepted his offer, even though I had been taught archery before the calamity. Archery was one of the few useful skills I had been instructed in growing up, although back then I didn’t care for it much. Also, I was a terrible shot.
I felt my hands shake as I remembered using another bow. The bow of light. The sacred bow of light had been given to me by the Goddess before I went to fight Ganon. The bow had somehow felt familiar as I gripped it for the first time. I had not had time to practice using it and I didn’t need to. I had used it countless times before, in other life times. Heading to the castle, I was armed only with the bow and my sealing power to face my enemy alone.
I shuddered at the memory and I gripped the great eagle bow tighter. There were no sacred ties or unfair duties with this bow. I could use this one and just be another girl hunting. The quiver Link had given me only had a few arrows in it, but I could target practice if I wanted to. Weighing the idea in my mind, I turned my head toward the horizon. I sighed as I realized the sun was starting to sink, which meant that I needed to hurry. There would not be enough time to practice and collect what I needed to.
Luckily the cliffs weren’t too far away, but the sun had beat me. It was now dark, the stars and moon finally showing themselves. I used the light of the moon to scan the cleared area by the cliffs, my eyes taking a moment to adjust to the dark. I finally found a few peppers growing at the far end of the area and began pulling them off their vines. I smiled and felt my mood lighten a bit, proud of myself for finding them. Even if I was late to the task. Just as soon as I was done, I heard footsteps coming from around the corner.
I turned in alarm, but relaxed as I saw Link come into view. Puffs of hot air followed him as he slowed his run to a walk.
“Zelda! There you are.” He smiled, and continued to walk over to me. His face was changing from a frown to relief, as if he had been worried about me. I felt anger prickle at my hands, why couldn’t I have made it back in time instead of causing Link to worry? There went my better mood.
“Do you not trust me? I am fine. I was about to head back to the stable.” I said, letting my annoyance show. A look of confusion spread over Link’s face, his mouth tried to form words in response.
“No! I mean yes I trust you I just-” He started. But his initial response of “no” set me off.
“You must really think I’m that helpless. Maybe you’re right. You gave me an easy task and I couldn’t even complete it before nightfall.” I said, walking back towards Link. I felt my voice start to get louder, frustration taking over. “And I couldn’t even be a few minutes late without you having to run around to find me. Maybe this is hopeless and I should just-”
“Zelda!” Link cut me off. “Zelda, hold on. None of that is true.” He said, his brows furrowing in concern.
“Well then why did you come running all the way over here? Like I am just some child you lost sight of.” I huffed. Why was I getting so mad at him? It was misdirected anger, I was more upset with myself for losing track of time today. I was about to continue when Link grabbed my wrists, bringing me closer to him and closing the rest of the distance between us.
He rolled his eyes at me, but rubbed his thumbs once over the top of my hands. Warmth flowed through them instantly, and my heart pounded. “I came over here to show you something. And I was running because I didn’t want you to miss it. Now stop being so stubborn and look up.” He said, sliding one arm around my waist when I tried to pull away before he finished his sentence. But then I stopped and followed his instructions.
A gasp escaped my mouth as I glanced up. The sky was lit up in streams of green and bright pink light. The light snaked across the sky, playfully shifting down toward the ground almost as if it were teasing the tops of the mountains. Aurora borealis, I thought. One of my tutors had told me about the lights in the sky, but I never had been able to see them for myself. They weren’t viewable from the castle. I must have been so caught up in my search that I didn’t notice the show the night sky was putting on.
I felt my arms relax and I let my hand fall to land on the top of Link’s arm which was still around my waist, but Link held my other hand in place to lay flat on his chest. I thanked Hylia for the cold air, giving an excuse for the redness creeping across my face. I gave his arm a soft squeeze, letting him know I saw what he wanted me to look at. But I kept my gaze on the lights. They were beautiful, like dancers waltzing across the night sky. Sometimes the green and pink hues shifted to purple or blue, but they were breathtaking regardless of what color they chose to be.
I finally forced my gaze away from them, back to Link. He had been watching them too, but looked back down at me when he saw my head shift. For a second I just let myself stare back into his eyes, and he searched my face as always. What was he searching for this time? Did he only see his sovereign and friend starting back at him, or did he see something more? At night, did he dream of my eyes too?
I suddenly became all too aware of how close we were. Link’s arms around me, my hands on top of his. Our bodies more or less pressed against each other. Of course he had held me like this because I was trying to push away from him and I would have missed the lights if he hadn’t. But he was lingering, he technically didn’t have to have his arms around me anymore. I technically didn’t have to have my arms touching him. We technically didn’t have to be staring silently at each other for this long, but we were.
I could have died right there and been content. But I didn’t dare let myself to think that this moment meant more. But perhaps it did. I remembered the moment the day before, when we had been escaping the Yiga. Had he been trying to kiss me or did I imagine that?
“I was being stubborn again, wasn’t I?” I finally breathed, forcing my eyes to look somewhere else.
“You were. But you always are.” He laughed. I could feel the vibrations of his laugh from how close we were. I still wasn’t over his laugh. A thing that only the Link from this time did.
“Well you were right, as you always are. That was quite beautiful. I have always wanted to see the lights and I never thought I would. Thank you.” I replied, giving him a smile in return.
The corners of his eyes crinkled as his smile grew wider. He let go of his hold on me, taking a step back. My hands fell back to my side and I felt the loss of warmth immediately. But he still stared back at me, his blue eyes almost glowing in the moonlight.
“Er, do you want to practice with the bow before we head back?” Link asked. His cheeks were red, probably from the cold. But a little part of me thought maybe he was blushing.
I nodded and turned to follow him.
As we walked to find a good area to practice, I replayed the past fews days back in my head. Starting from when Link woke me up with his prank, the compliment he gave me on the stairs back in Rito Village, then when evaded danger before I even knew anything was wrong. The redness on my face deepened when I remembered being pulled into his lap as we outran the Yiga on horseback. His instincts and strength were impressive, to say the least.
And just now, standing under the lights while being more or less in his arms.
All of these were innocent moments, really. But I knew I would replay them in my head for a long time. The image of his blue eyes staring back into mine would surely keep me up tonight.
And it was then an odd thought occurred to me. Blue was my favorite color.
“Is here okay?” Link spoke up, bringing me back from my thoughts. He was giving me a smug look, and only then did I realize he had led us to the flight range.
I was surprised to see the range after so long, but pleased to see that it hadn’t changed much in over a century. I sighed woefully as I remembered the countless times Revali showed off his skills here. Taking off on an upwind with his wings spread wide and shooting all the targets in a blink of an eye. Taking a deep breath, I hoped I would make him proud with the amateur archery skills I possessed.
“Yes. I believe this will work.” I answered, pulling the bow over my head and reaching for an arrow. I looked over at Link and he stepped back with a nod, giving me space to practice.
Suddenly I felt very nervous to practice in front of Link, and I now regretted not taking the time to shoot a couple of arrows earlier when I was alone. I fumbled with the arrow. The bow of light had been so easy to use. Almost like the bow had done the work for me, or maybe the adrenaline I had back then had made it easier to use.
Link stood back and motioned for me to continue. With the arrow finally nocked, I raised the bow with my arms shaking. I had seen Link jump in the air and shoot an arrow in one swift motion, with little effort. He must have been humored by my struggle, I couldn’t bear to look to see if he was. Pulling my right arm back, I aimed for the closest target in front of me. I could tell before I released it the arrow that it would miss, my shaky arms making it a clumsy shot.
The arrow in fact missed the target, whizzing past it to land in the snow. Still, I was encouraged by the speed of the arrow. I just needed to get better at my aim.
“That was good.” Link said, suddenly appearing next to me. “Here, nock another bow. If you straighten your arms more you’ll make your mark.”
He stood behind me as I pulled another bow out of the quiver and nocked it. He reached up and put his right arm on my right elbow, raising it so my arm was perfectly horizontal. His left arm lightly touched my waist, straightening my posture.
“When you draw the bow back, one finger should be above the arrow with two fingers supporting it from underneath. And you want your right hand to be right next to your mouth. Go ahead and try.” He whispered by my ear, and he stood back.
I drew the bow back, making sure my hand was even with my mouth and arms were level. I released the arrow, sighing as the arrow missed the target again. But it was closer, barely missing.
I continued practicing, with Link stepping in to give pointers. Every once in a while nudging my waist or correcting my arm form with a light touch. Everytime, my breath caught in my throat when I felt his hands on me. In truth, he was distracting me more than he was helping me.
But I didn’t stop him from doing it, even though I felt a little guilty not telling him that I had been educated in archery. But between me being out of practice and Link making me nervous, I was fumbling like a true inexperienced archer.
Finally, I shot three arrows into the target. While they were nowhere close to the bullseye I was still ecstatic with my progress. I felt myself smile wide after each one and with Link would give me a thumbs up in approval. His face beaming at me after I made the third one, I raised my arms in the air in a cheer. Link walked over pulling me into a big hug and swung me around in a circle. I laughed as he spun me, throwing my head back and feeling the wind whip my hair around.
I stumbled as he sat me back down, feeling joy fill my heart and spread through my limbs.
“I have a confession.” I said, laughing still. Link looked at me, his eyebrows raised with a smile still on his face. “Well I, uh, was taught archery back then. Obviously I’m rusty and I appreciated the pointers. But just thought I should tell you.” I looked down at my shoes, slightly embarrassed about my confession.
“So you just let me teach you something you already knew, like a moron?” Link asked, his voice playful. When I looked up at him I could tell he had tried to look angry, but he was awful at hiding the smile he wore.
I nodded and shrugged, glad he wasn’t actually upset.
“Shame on you, Princess. Shame on you.” He chuckled, shaking his head.
“I apologize! And your tips were still quite useful, thank you. They will certainly help me in my practice.” I slung the bow back over my head.
“Good. I guess that makes me feel better.” He stated, shifting his feet a little in the snow. “I’m not really ready to go back yet. Do you want to go find somewhere to sit? We can watch the lights some more.”
I stared at him, gasping in disbelief. “I never thought I would see the day that you would push off dinner. I thought you would be starving by now.”
He put a hand to his stomach and laughed. “Oh, I am. But it’s such a beautiful night, we might as well enjoy it. Unless you are ready for dinner?” He asked.
It was late already, it had been a few hours since the sun had set. But I wasn’t really hungry yet. “No, I can wait. Let’s go.” I answered, motioning for him to lead.
But Link took me by surprise, by tucking his arm in mine and giving me a smile before leading us away from the range. My skin tingled where he made contact, and I silently sighed in my mind.
I wished I had the courage to ask him about his feelings. Did he do everything for me out of duty? Out of friendship? Out of something more? These thoughts had kept me up at night recently. I often came to the conclusion that I was okay with the way things were. Having Link around and allowing our friendship to continue to grow was enough.
Honestly, most days it was enough. But moments like this, when he would do something out of his usual behavior that I felt the need to know what was actually going through his mind. Our conversation this morning only caused me to wonder more.
 However, Link’s memory was still fragile. I wanted to give him space and time to heal. Putting strain on our friendship, the one thing that was a constant for him, would certainly not be the best thing for him.
Link led us back to the clearing on the cliff. He let go of my arm to clear snow off of two rocks that were at the edge of the clearing, then motioned for me to sit next to him.
“Thank you.’ I said, sitting down. I left a small space between us on the rock. Looking up at the sky, I could still see the lights. They were fainter now, but they still danced across the sky.
“How is your shoulder doing?” I asked him. It had been a few days since his fall, and while he certainly was healing faster than a normal Hylian, I was worried he was hiding his pain.
“Oh, it’s a little sore and stiff. I should probably be stretching it more than I am. But it is feeling a lot better.” He replied while shifting his shoulder a few times for emphasis.
“I’m glad to hear it. You really had me worried there. And your head? How does it feel?” I picked at a loose thread on my pants while I waited for his answer.
“Good as well. It hasn’t really hurt since the first day I woke up. A little tender if I touch it I suppose. My ribs are still sore, if that is your next question.” He said, nudging my shoulder with his.
I nudged him back. “Yes it was. Well, like I said. I am glad you are getting better. A shame that you are such a clumsy hero though.” I teased.
His head turned to look at me, rolling his eyes again. “Hmm. I don’t think you want to talk to me about being clumsy.” He chuckled, his shoulders shaking as he did so. But then he got a serious look on his face. “I am sorry about that though, Zelda. I really am. I honestly should have been more careful. Never would I have ever wanted to cause you such distress.”
I looked back up at him and I could see the sincerity in his eyes. “I know. There is no need to apologize though.” I answered, feeling my brows scrunch on my face.
Link leaned down a bit closer. “Well, there is. And I also need to say thank you. For what you did, even if I was mad about it. You saved me, Zelda.”
Oh he was close, way too close to my face. I wanted to lean in closer, it would have been so easy to close the distance between us. And he was looking at me again like he did yesterday.
But there were things we needed to talk about. And I suddenly felt a little brave, I decided it was time to ask him a few of the questions that had been haunting me for weeks now.
“It’s what we do for each other.” I said, looking away. “Speaking of that. I hope you don’t mind me asking, but there have been a few things I have wanted to ask you for awhile now.”
Link tilted his head, waiting for me to continue.
“What do…” I stopped. I wasn’t sure where to begin. “Do you remember the first time we traveled to Rito Village together? Before the Calamity?” I asked. I decided to start small and ask him about a few specific memories.
He sighed, though I wasn’t sure if it was out of surprise or frustration. “Can you tell me a little more about it?” He asked.
“Oh yes, of course.” I said, pausing to think about which details of the trip to describe. “Well, we had traveled from the castle to Rito Village to get an update from Revali on how he was managing to pilot Vah Medoh. Along the way, we ran into some ice lizalfos on the way, but you took care of them. Later, we had dinner with Kaneli, Revali, and some others. Nothing important happened on the excursion, I just chose a random moment to ask you about.” I answered, fiddling with the loose thread again.
Link’s face scrunched up in thought, his eyes moving back and forth as he combed through his memories. Then his face fell and he hung his head. “No, I’m sorry I don’t think I do.”
“It’s okay, Link. Like I said, it’s not an important memory. May I ask another question though?” I shot a side glance at him and saw him nod.
“Do you remember obtaining the Master Sword the first time?”
“No.” He answered quickly. “I have tried to remember that. But I haven’t been able to.” He said, his voice quiet.
I sighed apologetically. “Oh. I’m sorry for bringing it up, Link. I won’t ask about it anymore.” I was worried I had pushed him too far before he was ready.
“No, it’s fine. Maybe asking questions will help remind me of something.” He said, lifting his head to look at me.
I thought about something else to ask him, and there were so many things I could have. But I decided to go a different route. “Yesterday you said you wandered Hyrule with no memory. Is that true? Do you remember anything about your life before becoming a knight?”
This caused Link to lean forward into his hands, sighing into his palms. He stayed like that for a minute, not moving. Then he pushed his hair out of his face and sat up. He glanced over at me and cleared his throat. “I don’t remember my life before being assigned your knight. Honestly, I don’t remember much, at all. Most of my memories are tied to the pictures in the slate.” He finally answered.
I closed my eyes, I had figured as much. But it was still devastating for him to admit it. I wrung my hands together, attempting to come up with something appropriate to say. But what do you say to something like that?
“So everything you did after you woke up, training to defeat Ganon, freeing the Divine Beasts, saving me.... You did all of that without remembering who you were?” I asked.
He nodded. “Yours was the first voice I heard and you helped me when I didn’t even know my name. I was told by everyone else what my destiny was and what to do. That was enough until I started to reclaim some of my memory. Then bit by bit, I started to remember you and the champions. I didn’t remember everything, and I still don’t, but I knew I missed you and the others. I knew I wanted to save you and see you again.”
He paused, and turned his face toward the sky. I didn’t think he was going to speak again, but he did.
“Seeing you safe, healthy, and smiling. That’s been enough for me. More than enough. Even if I don’t remember, I know I did the right thing.” A small smile found itself on his face as he looked back at me.
I smiled back, feeling my heart pound in my chest as I met his blue eyes again. What he said made some of his behavior make more sense. He was still the old Link in the way that he was always striving to do good and how devoted he was to his duty. But he had also changed, he was taller, goofier, and talked more. The weight he felt of being the one who wielded the sword that sealed the darkness now gone as our destiny was  behind us.
“Is that what you wanted to tell me earlier?” I asked him.
“Oh that? No. I’m still not ready for that.” He said, his eyes leaving mine for the ground.
“That’s okay. I can respect that.”
We sat in silence for a while as the weight of our conversation set in. I was happy we had made some progress, he hadn’t allowed me to talk about his memory before. But we were the only people who knew what the other person had gone through and it was time we began to heal. Together.
“I’m kind of hungry now, should we head back to the campsite?” I asked, standing up and offering my hand out toward him. He looked at my hand for a second before smiling and taking it.
And while I thought he would let it go after a moment, he didn’t. So, we walked hand in hand back to the campsite, with my hungry knight leading the way.
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 I was already awake before the first morning rays of sunshine, as the issues of last night did not allow me to rest in my sleep. I lay on my back in my sleeping bag and put my hands under my head. I looked up at the clear starry sky, which slowly gave way to the light of the sun.
"Zelda." I whispered.
No reply. Just a soft breathing.
"Zelda." I repeated, a little louder this time.
"Mmhm...?" she murmured sleepily.
"Wake up please, I have something to tell you that you should know."
I felt Zelda slowly wake up beside me, but I couldn't look her in the face. Even though I loved watching her sleep and wake up, my heart was too heavy.
"I'm awake now, what's the matter Link?"
"Remember Kass the poet? He was the Sheikah Court Poet's student."
Beside me, I heard Zelda draw in a sharp breath. In my mind's eye, I knew her big green eyes were wide and her mouth was half open. Still, I was unable to look at her.
She waited patiently for me to continue speaking.
"On my journey I met Kass very often, he sang me ballads of ancient times and helped me with the song lyrics to solve problems in the respective region. But his main task was to complete his master's song. It was a tragic ballad about both of us, but it was mainly about you, to help me recover my memory. Eventually, I managed to help Kass collect ancient songs all over Hyrule, so he managed to complete the ballad."
I exhaled heavily as thoughts about the verses kept circling in my head without finding an answer.  
"Link, you seem so tense... Is there something wrong with the ballad of Sakasai?"
an old, long-forgotten memory suddenly burst into my mind. A memory of Zelda and Sakasai standing close together, whispering and laughing, while Zelda had not even glanced at me. I was Zelda's appointed knight and yet she didn't want me around and always rejected me.
I swallowed hard.
"Kass told me that his master often told him how beautiful you had been - and still are. Kass said he would like to compose a song to match your beauty and wished to meet you one day."
When Zelda still didn't say anything after a while, I finally turned my head towards her. My gaze met her brimming eyes, waiting for the truth.
"Link, that can't be all that's bothering you - please tell me. What is it that you can't tell me?"
"I... I... just can't tell you it, Zelda. Please accept it. For now."
Zelda frowned but nodded silently.
“About that song Kass wanted to write about me, I hope he is somewhere nearby! I am eager to hear, what he would sing about me, and how his music would sound. Please Link, please let me meet him!”
I looked at the beautiful face next to me, stared at her, without saying a word. I brushed a golden stray of her hair behind her ear and smiled.
“Of course, I will do that, why wouldn’t I want to let my princess become a song sung for future generations?”
She giggled and cuddled onto my arm, falling in a light sleep again, while I watched over her, as I did back then, now, and forever.
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Frogs, Fevers, and Forehead Kisses
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My titles are getting more unimaginative by the day.
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“Her Royal Highness requested that we test the specimen she found by Death Mountain.”
The princess’s knight attendant looked between the Sheikah scientists with growing confusion, the overly respectful distance only increased his worry. Robbie and Purah inched further away as if he were a grizzly bear still debating whether he wanted to eat them.
“I don’t understand,” his brow furrowed, “Is the princess okay?”
“Oh, yes,” Robbie waved him off. “Mere symptoms.”
His heart dropped, “Symptoms? Of what?”
“Link,” Impa said crisply from behind the two. He couldn’t see her face from behind Robbie, but that sternness was unmistakable. “In the frog, Purah found a strain of the flu that was thought to be extinct.”
“Is,” he tried to swallow the dread in his throat. “Is she in danger?” Hylia, it had to be the frog, didn’t it? After incessant pleads from Princess Zelda, he quickly learned he didn’t have the strength to deny her for long. That night they roasted it over a fire with as much seasoning as he could find, then they shared it and he was bombarded with her scientific analysis.
Did he feel any more energetic? No.
Could he see any better in the dark? No.
Was he ill or queasy? Not any more than one would be when they eat a charred amphibian.
And, if he were being honest, it wasn’t that bad. The spices definitely helped with the taste, though Link doubted he would do it again on his own volition.
“Historically, no,” Purah inserted, adjusting her glasses, “Unless you are a specific subrace of Hylian, the host will only experience common flu symptoms from seven to fourteen days – which is the apparent case with Zelda.”
An itch started in his sinuses and he tried to ignore it.
“And what would happen if that specific person were affected?”
“Oh, I can answer that!” Robbie pointed his chin up, airy in his demeanor. “The Sheikah would experience symptoms such as vomiting, pneumonia, and subsequent death.”
The itching came to a head and Link sneezed loudly into his elbow, leaving Impa to yelp and run down the hall. “Send him away! Goddesses, send the infested child away!”
Purah pursed her lips, “Ah, she means we have to isolate you and the princess.”
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They had been in the same room for two days now, which wasn’t out of the ordinary. Princess Zelda had been his charge for nearly a year. However, it had never been like this. Neither of them were allowed to leave the room nor interact with anyone that wasn’t already infected – and that was restricted to Link and Zelda.
The room was isolated in the west wing due to the lesser populated halls and, until their isolation, was meant exclusively for storage. A large bed had been moved in for the princess and a smaller cot for her knight. Other than that, the room was barren and the essentials were brought up and left by the door where he was only allowed to open it once the servant had left. It wasn’t long until the castle realized the top physicians were all Sheikah of origin who feared the possible levels of contagion.
Upon his arrival, it was obvious that Zelda had been taking the brunt of the illness. The princess was already burrowed within the quilts of her new bed with a heated fever. So, through the mahogany of the door, it was decided that Link would be her main caretaker and communicate her vitals every morning.
A knock at the door snapped Link out of his daydreaming haze and he approached it.
“Yes?”
The voice was muffled yet unquestionably regal, “How is she?”
Link gave a passing glance to the girl resting in her bed and lowered his voice, “She’s resting now, Your Majesty.”
King Rhoam sighed, “I suppose it is for the better. You’re a decent lad, Link. Look after her.”
“I’ll let the princess know you came by.”
Receding footsteps signified the king’s departure. Link turned to the sleeping form under the quilts. The princess had woken up a half hour ago, shuddering from a cold that wasn’t there. He found himself being drawn to her without needing to be. With the covers drawn to her chin, her hair formed a halo around her in tangled blonde strands. Audible breaths came from her slightly parted lips and her cheeks were flushed pink with fever. Link’s rather sleepy expression upturned.
Gently, he leaned down onto the mattress. With one hand, he smoothed down the short hairs that so often fell in her face and pressed his lips to her forehead.
It was a quick show of affection and as quickly as he had indulged, he moved away to rest his exhausted head on the cot.
After all, he was sick too.
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Four days into isolation, the princess learned she couldn’t read for long in her condition. With a lantern wicking from her bedpost, her knight had taken up the task by sitting in a chair that looked older than his father. At her bedside, he read through a novel about a milk maid who decided she wanted to travel the world and fell in love with a highwayman. Now they were at the part where she was cornered by ruffians and this masked crusader rides in on his midnight stallion. With one raise of his sword-
“You have a nice voice,” Zelda interrupted him. He glanced up from the book to see her quietly watching him, her cheek flush with the pillow below her.
“It’s the fever talking,” he simply said, caught between the magnifying green of her eyes and the following words of the novel.
She made a small motion, “No, I mean it. I want to hear what’s going to happen next, but at the same time it’s like I’m being lulled to sleep.” Then, almost predictably, she fell into a heavy cough that haunted her when she spoke too much. Link knew it sounded worse than it really was, but it made him wince regardless, “I think that means we should get some sleep.”
A whine came from the bed, “It does not!”
“It’s already late and you need to build up your strength.”
“Link, please?” Zelda paused him as he stood. There was that look again. The look that got them in this mess in the first place. Just as he was going to deny her a final time, she hurriedly said, “I’ll fall asleep if you keep reading. And tomorrow we can read over where I fell asleep so I don’t miss anything.”
Link closed his eyes, relenting and falling back into the chair. “Fine.”
She smiled to herself and briefly he thought that if she stood in the middle of battlefield with that face, she could stop a war.
He read for an hour. The highwayman had revealed himself to the former milk maid and she gasped. It was the blacksmith’s son who she had been betrothed to since they were young. She hadn’t seen him in years and fearing her reaction, he ran from her. Link let his voice trail off.
The princess didn’t budge. Her arm hung off the bed in slumber. Slowly, in case the chair decided to creak, Link rose and set the novel on the seat. He took her forearm gingerly and tucked it into the pile of covers. Although her smile was gone, the relaxed expression she wore affected him all the same. Impulsion took over and he brushed her hair aside and kissed above her brow.
Then, uneventfully, he blew the lantern out.
 ---
Six days of isolation passes by and now there is splashing water.
“Link, don’t look.”
“I’m not looking.”
“I know, but just… don’t look.”
“I’m not looking!”
The tub was in the center of the room and Link was buried under a blanket. He heard a loud slosh and then water dripping into the tub. Zelda sighed from the other side of the room, finally feeling clean after almost a week. It seemed as if they were on a scale. The healthier Zelda seemed to get; the more ill Link seemed to fall. Some of her blankets were transferred over to his small cot.
“Alright,” she finally said, “I’m dressed now.”
Groaning, he sat up. Link felt every bit as awful as he looked. His hair was in disarray and tissues covered his surroundings. “I don’t think I need to bathe.”
Zelda stared incredulously, “You must.”
“I don’t want to.”
She wore a simple day gown that was so soft that she could sleep in it if needed. “It’ll make you feel better.”
His eyes drooped in her direction, “Nothing can.” Then, he let himself fall to the cot.
The princess crossed the room, eyes rolling but concern glinting, “Don’t be dramatic.” From behind, she pulled him up to a seat and, gods, was he heavy.  As she whispered small encouragements, he let her pull him to a wobbly stand and towards the tub. The water was bubbly and he looked at her with absent accusation.
And bashfully, she admitted it, “I prefer bubble baths.”
Link didn’t say anything and simply stared.
“What?” Zelda felt suddenly insecure.
Tiredly, he drew in a breath, “I have to undress, Princess.”
“Oh!” she spun on her heel, face aflame. “Right.”
Clothes were heard being discarded and she could make out his tired voice, “Zelda, don’t look.”
“Oh, shush.”
He laughed and the water moved as he got in. The water was still steaming when she got out and it no doubt felt nice on his skin. And, quite unfortunately, the thought practically returned the thick blush of a fever. Busying herself with the book about the milk maid, she looked through the parts she never got the chance to read herself. He had finished the book for her last night and as she skimmed the pages, she could hear his voice read the words.
“I liked this book,” she said with a passing breeze in her tone. He hummed, “I think I did too.”
A smile played on her lips, “What was your favorite part?”
Link thought for a moment, “When you would grip the covers whenever the highwayman was in danger.”
Afterward, Zelda listened as he dunked his head underwater.
“Zelda,” he sounded frustrated. “I… I can’t reach my head.”
“What?”
“Whenever I try to wash my hair, I feel like passing out. And I really don’t want to pass out in water.”
She blinked at the wall, “Do you want me to wash your hair?”
“You don’t have to. I just don’t want you to yell at me when you see that my hair is still greasy.”
“Can I wash your hair for you?”
A beat of silence went by and then, “… I suppose.”
Zelda took the back of the old chair at her bedside and dragged in over, careful to not look at the tub unless absolutely necessarily. At most, she glanced at the wood. Link sat with his back to her. Thankfully, the bubble bath was an ingenious invention because the only thing she could see was the midpoint of his torso and his knees jutting out of the water. Even if she stared, she probably couldn’t spy anything… not that she would, that is.
“Hand me the soap,” she gently commanded as she sat.
He did and she ran a hand experimentally through a portion of his hair. The locks were wet and free, partially stuck to his neck. She spilled a generous amount of shampoo on her hand and lathered it between her palms. Then she began to entangle her fingers in his scalp and brushed.
“You didn’t touch your soup last night or today,” she stated plainly, “That’s why the heat is getting to you.”
“I wasn’t hungry,” it sounded more like a weak complaint. The princess bit the inside of her cheek and tried unsuccessfully not to look down at the water running along his neck. Admittedly, he was very pretty to look at – from behind, at least. Zelda was a simple woman, she appreciated the male physique, and his back muscles were very appreciable.
Her fingers were tender and forgiving in hair that hadn’t been properly brushed in days. So much so, that he leaned into her touch. When they found a tangled knot, she worked at it without pulling until it came free. Far too soon, she pulled away.
“Okay,” Zelda pronounced. “Dunk into the water and I’ll shake the soap out.”
He nodded, sidling into the water until fully submerged. Tautly, she ran her hands through his hair and laughed as bubbles of soap and his breath came to the surface. Eventually he came back up, breathing in air.
“Thank you.”
She nodded without him seeing and went back to the book while he scrubbed up. Once he was dressed, he allowed her to know and she turned with a question on her lips, “Would you prefer the bed? I wouldn’t mind sleeping on the cot if it meant you were warmer.”
Even then, she watched him shiver out a tentative no.
“You need it more,” Link straightened out the blanket on the cot.
“That’s not true,” she moved to the edge of the bed. “I don’t have a fever anymore. You do.”
He shook his head and croaked out, “I’m fine.”
“We can share it. It’s big enough, Link.”
Of course, he hesitated. It was a large bed with comfortable pillows and a mass of quilts. Not to mention, an inviting princess looking at him with doe eyes. But…
Zelda sat with her legs tucked under her, “The door’s locked. No one would find out.”
He let go of the cot’s blanket and walked to the bed; she smiled and pulled back the covers on his side. Without words, they rearranged the pillows so she wouldn’t hoard them all and Zelda reached for the lantern.
“Goodnight, Link.”
“Goodnight, Zelda.”
For the first time in their isolation, Link didn’t dare continue his routine of sneaking forehead kisses once she was asleep. He was far too tired and the newfound comfort of a proper mattress with all too enticing. Although, as he floating into a dream, he could have sworn someone had cupped his cheek and warm lips kissed his forehead.
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Right of Way
For @klaroline-events KC Bingo - Enemies to Lovers - On AO3 and FF
At the Palm Beach Equestrian Club, Klaus Mikaelson is the prince of the polo field and Caroline the showjumping darling. They immediately dislike each other but, at the same time, can’t seem to get out of each other’s way.
right-of-way (noun) \ ˌrīt-ə(v)-ˈwā \
1: a legal right of passage over another person’s ground
2: in polo - when a player has the line of the ball on their right, they have the right of way (ROW). Enforced to keep all players safe and avoid collisions on the field, players may only enter or cross the ROW if they can do so safely and with enough distance.
Present Day (February) - Palm Beach International Equestrian Centre, Wellington, FL
(Caroline)
“I hate you.”
“Well, I hate you too, Forbes,” he growled, “now are you going to keep talking or am I going to have to...”
Before he could go through with his threat she’d pushed him up against the stall door, his intense gaze only increasing her desperation.
“Has anyone told you that you talk too much, Mikaelson?” He didn’t respond, just leaned in impatiently, his mouth claiming hers greedily.
Caroline pulled him closer, grabbing ample handfuls of his number 3 polo jersey. He was warm and familiar against her skin and a delicious aromatic mixture of spice and sandalwood. She’d never admit it, but Caroline loved being close to him post match. They’d just won convincingly, no surprises there, but he was always more needy and urgent and the sex decidedly more explosive.
His mouth travelled down her neck and Caroline had to bite her lip to stifle a moan. She wanted to take her time and enjoy him but given where they were that wasn’t an option. Plus, she knew from experience that he would make it up to her later.
He was trailing kisses along the length of her collar bone now, his lips teasing the swell of her breasts and his tongue close to delving into the valley between them when she heard a noise in one of the far stalls.
It startled them and broke up their kiss. They started at each other intently, panting but at the same time holding a silent discussion with their eyes. Should they risk it or should they move apart and avoid suspicion? It seemed like a fairly easy decision. No one could know they were together but the strong magnetic pull between them made moving seem inconvenient.
A further noise and subsequent horsey neigh made them realise that, unfortunately, it wasn’t going to happen. Not now anyway.
“I don’t like you that much anyway,” she reiterated, shrugging her shoulders. If he was offended by her comment he didn’t show it. His crimson lips curved into a knowing smile, a rogue dimple making an appearance in his left cheek.
“The feeling is mutual, love. Don’t miss me too much.” He was walking purposefully through the stables before she had a chance to reply.
Asshat.
Caroline hit her head against the stall a few times, hoping that it would somehow allow sense to prevail but unfortunately she knew if he kissed her again she wouldn’t resist. She was supposed to hate the guy not be rubbing up against him every chance she got.
Caroline felt a soft nuzzling against her shoulder, looking up into the warm and expectant eyes of her chestnut mare Coco.
“Don’t start,” she murmured, patting her nose affectionately.
How did she get here? How did they get here?
It had all started out so innocently. You don’t like the person, you ignore them.
Simple, right?
10 months earlier (April) - Palm Beach International Equestrian Centre, Wellington, FL
Equestrian was the way of life in Wellington. In fact, if you didn’t ride, compete or spectate there was no point in actually living there. Home to the Palm Beach International Equestrian Centre and to the famed Winter Equestrian Festival, they lived, breathed and everything else horse related. Caroline’s mom and grandmother had both competed at a national level and were local legends in her hometown.
She was following in their footsteps and out of the three she possessed the most natural talent. While skilled in dressage, her forte was showjumping and there were hopes she’d one day compete in the Olympics for the USA. As much as Caroline loved horse riding, she didn’t love the pressure associated with it.
Her best friend Kat competed with her from a young age, but she maintained she only stuck it out because she couldn’t resist a hot guy in jodphurs.
It was a Tuesday, Caroline remembered because she had her private lesson. After arriving at the club, she noticed a few new faces. Two guys and a girl, all around her age. The brooding blonde was especially good looking, he looked kind of familiar but she wasn’t sure why.
He also seemed generally unimpressed with his surroundings as the director Jenna Sommers showed them the facility. Caroline hung back, but was still close enough to overhear.
“The stables were built in 2017, there are sixty 12x12 stalls, twenty wash stalls, specialty hay and grain storage, multiple dressing rooms, laundry rooms, office space, full sized kitchen and bathrooms. There are three arenas, one covered, one sand and one grass.”
“And the polo facilities,” the blonde interrupted, clearly impatient. His voice was very English and his tone incredibly brusque.
“The Polo Club is adjacent. It spans nearly 250 acres and includes seven state-of-the-art tournament fields that can accommodate multiple games simultaneously.”
“I suppose that will have to do,” he muttered. Caroline knew she was biased but the polo club was internationally renowned and held many top level national and international competitions, this guy was clearly hard to please.
“Oh, Caroline,” she didn’t realise just how close she was. Jenna was looking at her curiously and she could tell was relieved by the interruption. “Meet the Mikaelson siblings, they’re new to Florida and the States. Caroline Forbes is one of our very best show jumpers.”
They seemed intimidating from the outset as they looked at her expectantly and Caroline wasn’t quite sure what to say, until she managed to get something out.
“It’s nice to meet you.”
The good looking one’s eyes flickered over her attire briefly before looking away. Charming. Well, two could play at that game.
“Rebekah is the same age, Caroline,” she said, gesturing to the blonde girl. “Maybe you could take her out to the arena for your lesson so she can look around?” Caroline figured it wasn’t a suggestion but an order.
At first Caroline thought Rebekah was incredibly uptight. Katherine would say she had a stick up her ass and Caroline was secretly glad her best friend wasn’t part of the welcoming committee.
She found out that the family were members of the exclusive Cowdray Park Polo Club in West Sussex and Rebekah’s older brother was skilled in polo. Rebekah excelled in dressage and was quite heavily involved in competitions like Caroline.
“So, I take it this isn’t that impressive compared to your previous club in England?”
“Why would you say that?”
“Your brother didn’t seem very happy with the polo facilities.”
“Niklaus isn’t happy with anything,” she drawled.
“Niklaus?”
“He hates it but I do it just to annoy him,” she offered, a slight smile crossing her face. Maybe there was a less uptight side to her after all.
“No, I meant that name sounds familiar.”
“He’s one of the best polo players in England and beyond, but don’t tell him I said that because I will deny it,” she groaned.
Now, it was all coming back to her. Caroline didn’t play polo but knew she’d seen him on the cover of quite a few magazines. He was incredibly good looking but from what she’d seen, he was clearly arrogant and self absorbed too.
“None of us are happy that my father was transferred for work but Nik is feeling the move the most. Elijah is off to Yale so is only passing through town and Kol is Kol.”
Caroline wasn’t sure what that meant, but she was certain she’d find out.
4 months later (August) USA v Argentina Display Match, Palm Beach International Polo Club, FL
“Look at that South American stallion in action,” Katherine purred from the sidelines. “And by that, I don’t mean the horse.”
Caroline rolled her eyes although it wouldn’t be Kat if she wasn’t checking out the talent.
The annual display match was a big event on the club’s polo calendar. People from all around the country and overseas attended and it was one of the premiere fashion events of the year. Although Caroline enjoyed it, something was making it less that way. Or someone if she was being specific.
Klaus Mikaelson.
Watching him take the field like he owned the place was a bad enough start to her day. In the four months she’d had the displeasure of knowing him, Caroline had decided that he was one of the most arrogant, conceited and smug idiots she’d ever met. Of course, the other girls at the club didn’t share her feelings and were all vying for his attention on and off the field. Caroline thought they were all pathetic for not seeing what she saw.
That he was an ass.
Caroline had every intention of steering clear of the guy but it seemed as if everywhere she went, he did too. It didn’t help that her and Katherine had been spending time together with his sister. It also didn’t help that he looked so attractive annoying her. Whether it was a flash of those dimples or a curve of his crimson lips, Caroline found herself doing all that she could not to jump him. And she hated herself for that. It also meant she was moody more often and it clearly hadn’t gone unnoticed.
“The grouchy look on your face is doing nothing for that stunning Burberry dress, Care,” Kat insisted. Caroline looked down at the white, fitted ensemble thinking her friend was right that it didn’t match her personality.
“Why do we have to watch this?” She growled, noticing Katherine was about to interrupt. “And I don’t want to hear about the South American stallions."
“Well, unfortunately the club has this really annoying policy whereby all younger members need to be present. Apparently, it helps with publicity and that means more members and we all know what that means.”
“Money,” she murmured. “I don’t like it but I get it. But since when did we become the cheerleaders for the guy’s polo team? I don’t see any of them at our show jumping meets.”
“As much as you don’t want to hear this, polo is more popular and it doesn’t hurt that the club’s star player is the best advertisement they’ve got.”
“If you say his name…”
“The club has hit a gold mine with Hottie Mchottie as a member and I’m inclined to agree.”
“You did that on purpose.”
“I could have meant anyone,” she smirked. “Okay, maybe. I have to admit, I love the way he riles you up, it’s like watching live action foreplay.”
“You have a one track mind.”
“And you, my dear, are in denial.”
“I can’t stand him and his pompous ass.”
“Talking about his ass again, are we?” Kat teased. “Anyone would think you were obsessed.” Caroline gave her a look which plainly said she wasn’t interested in engaging. “Have you considered relieving some of that sexual tension with him in the nearest stable on a strategically placed haystack? You might find that helps with your general mood.”
“Well, on that rather weird and erotic novel type note,” she growled, annoyed that Kat probably had a point. She couldn’t stand the guy but there was no denying her attraction. “I’m going to get a drink and then spike it so I don’t have to deal with your wild opinions.”
“Best thing you’ve suggested all day, get me one too,” she called out to her retreating back. Caroline could hear her laughter and it wasn’t helping improve her mood.
“Why are you in such a bad mood?”
What was this, pick on Caroline day? She looked over at Kol Mikaelson standing by the buffet table, his plate piled high.
“You realise you can come back again for more, right?”
“This is my third helping,” he said, gesturing to his food. “I don’t know why they insist on these tiny plates.”
“Probably so people like you don’t hoover up the entire buffet in one fell swoop and leave nothing for the rest of us,” she offered. “I’m surprised to see you actually.”
“Really? This is my dream come true, free food and beautiful women.” Caroline fought the urge to roll her eyes.
The youngest Mikaelson had always been an enigma to her. Kol had absolutely no interest in horses. Period. Unlike his sister and brother he only attended the club on social occasions. She actually found him to be the most fun, not that she’d ever admit that.
“Of course,” she sighed knowingly. “I’m not sure why I said that. I can see the food has been a hit, how about things on the girl front?”
“Not yet, but it’s still early. I have to say Katherine is looking…”
“I’m going to have to stop you there,” she interrupted. “I love my best friend but she is a pariah and will devour you and not in a good way. Plus, she likes older guys.”
“Well, that explains her checking out Elijah,” he muttered, referring to when his older brother visited the club on a break from college a month earlier. “Any other friends for me?”
“Not any I’d introduce you to, Kol,” she joked, noticing his face falter slightly. “The day is still young though and I’ve caught April Young checking you out.” Given the way his expression changed, Caroline figured she’d buoyed him slightly.
“Of course she was,” he grinned. “So, why so glum, sugar plum?” He asked, placing his plate down and looking at her earnestly. “Usually Niklaus has to be in at least a half mile radius for this kind of reaction.”
“This has nothing to do with…”
“I’m his brother and, trust me, I know the signs,” he advised. “I assume you’ve heard about the Winter Festival then?”
“Well, it’s held every year,” she replied.
The Winter Festival was the premiere equestrian event running from January to April every year in their hometown of Wellington. It was considered the largest and longest-running competition in the world and attracted varying levels of riders from all over the US and beyond.
“Yes,” he drawled sarcastically. “I meant about you and Niklaus doing...”
“Me and Niklaus?” His face was ashen now, clearly he’d misjudged the situation and her reaction. “Doing what exactly.”
“You’re going to have to ask him,” he blurted out, holding up his plate of food like a shield between them. “I have no intention of being the messenger who gets shot, especially when I’m so young and handsome and have so much to live for.”
“Gee, how dramatic. Just tell me, Kol, “ she pressed. “Trust me, my anger will be squarely directed at your brother. If you need any proof just look at precedent.”
“He told me that you two are going to be the faces of the festival,” he mumbled. “Do all the publicity and promotional things for it.”
“Unbelievable...” she scowled. “I’m going to kill him.”
She was gone before Kol could offer any rebuttal.
45 minutes later
(Klaus)
“No need to tell me how wonderful I am, Forbes,” he smiled, walking towards the stall leading his stallion Jet.
He’d happened upon her pacing outside his stall, her white dress doing nothing to hide her delectable curves. He’d almost lost concentration multiple times during the match thanks to that particular ensemble. Klaus wasn’t one who lost concentration often but was starting to realise that Caroline Forbes did something to him that no one ever had before.
Sure, he liked to give her a hard time and revelled in the way she reacted but she’d commanded his attention for months now. No one even stood a chance when she was in his line of sight.
It started when they met. Those golden waves and blue eyes were mesmerising but if Klaus was being honest it was the slight dusting of freckles across the bridge of her nose that really drove him crazy.
“I’m not one of your pathetic, sycophantic groupies,” she hissed, finally coming to a stop and placing her arms across her chest defiantly. “I hear you’ve been making decisions on my behalf.”
“You’re going to have to be more specific,” he said, leading Jet into the stall and removing his bridle. Klaus wondered how long it would take for the news to reach Caroline.
“You know exactly what I’m talking about. You can’t just go around making decisions on my behalf,” she argued.
“The festival, I assume?” He asked feigning innocence. “They needed two photogenic, equestrian talents to promote it. If anything I thought you’d be flattered.”
“Wow, you really think I’m going to fall into a giggling heap because you called me both photogenic and talented? You picked the wrong girl.”
“I didn’t pick anyone…”
“Oh no you don’t,” she shot back. “I just spoke to Jenna and apparently it was all your idea.”
“She asked me for suggestions and I obliged.” Klaus figured that at least sounded half true, even if it wasn’t.
Klaus knew that if he was going to be stuck doing publicity then the only person he wanted by his side was Caroline. Yes, it was selfish, and now, probably in hindsight, a little creepy sounding but he wanted her to see there was more to him.
“If that’s true,” she accused.
“If you do this then think of all the benefits.” She gave him a curious look and Klaus knew he had her attention. “Sponsorship, fame, fortune.”
“Just because you want those material things doesn’t mean I do,” she answered. “There’s more to life than all of this.” Klaus detected a sense of sadness in her tone, like show jumping wasn’t her only ambition in life. Before he could respond, she did. “Anyway, why would I make a pact with the devil?”
“You know, I’m much nicer once you get to know me, Caroline.”
“Says Satan,” she drawled. “I’ll believe that when I see it.”
“Well, you’re going to have about six months to see it,” he replied.
“This is not happening,” she insisted. “I’m going to tell Jenna that this was all your hair brained scheme and I want no part of it.”
“Now, even I know you won’t do that,” he said, knowing he was right. If she backed out on this it would be frowned upon by the upper echelons at the club, not to mention her family. “Look, maybe you might even have a bit of fun. Did you ever think of that?”
“I’ve never associated you with fun,” she murmured. “More like the impediment to it.”
“We’ll see about that, love.”
“If we’re going to at least pretend to be friends, don’t call me love.”
Klaus watched her walk away, her hips wiggling hypnotically from side to side. Jet nuzzled into his neck, almost like he was thinking the exact same thing.
“Hooves off, boy, I saw her first.”
2 months later (October) - Municipal Beach, FL
“Why exactly am I wearing high heels on a horse on a beach?” She asked, as someone touched up her make-up. “I think this is up there with the most ridiculous things I’ve ever seen.”
“It’s supposed to be artistic.”
“Well, it’s not. Anyway, who asked you?” She shot back, as he held onto the reins of her horse. “You get to wear comfortable footwear at least.”
“If it’s any consolation, red is your colour,” he said, gesturing to the patent heels she was wearing. She groaned, no doubt moving around in order to get more comfortable, but given she was wearing a matching ball gown, Klaus knew it was no mean feat.
“I’ll tell you where you can stick your consolation, Mikaelson.”
“Now that’s not the way for a lady to speak, is it Jigsaw?” He spoke to the horse she was atop.
“Remind me never to agree to do this again,” she mumbled, leaning down so she could say it in his ear.
Klaus couldn’t help but laugh aloud, she’d been saying it ever since the publicity campaign began in September. Photo shoots had become commonplace for them but they’d also just finished a nation-wide interview blitz where he’d be charming and Caroline had no choice but to follow suit. He might have also held her hand a couple of times and gone out of his way not to deny a possible romance between the newest equestrian darlings. The media had eaten it up of course and Klaus was in no rush for it all to end. Luckily, they still had a while until it all wrapped up.
Her frustration with him seemed to only add to his need to be near her. Klaus knew it was a tactic she employed and that the attraction between them was not only one sided. Caroline seemed to make it her aim in life to keep her distance but Klaus could feel it in her looks and her touch.
“You secretly love the attention.”
“Not bloody likely.”
“Someone’s clearly been around me too long,” he teased hearing the ‘b’ word.
“And don’t I know it,” she groaned, then attempted to sit upright again in the saddle. In the process her left shoe fell off and landed on the sand. Klaus sprang into action, kneeling down and picking it up. He noticed her looking downwards from the saddle and held it up to her foot.
“I think there was a fairytale about this once.”
“That’s fantastic,” the photographer shouted excitedly, what seemed like a thousand clicks sounding out from his camera. “Smile, Caroline, it’s your very own Prince Charming.”
“You’re never going to let me live this one down, are you?” She asked through gritted teeth.
“Never, Cinderella.”
One month later (November) - Palm Beach International Equestrian Centre, Wellington, FL
“That’s not the right of way,” he insisted, watching as she attempted to get the ball further down the field. “The line of the ball needs to be on the right.”
“But it’s my right of way,” she argued, moving the ball again.
“No, that’s cheating.”
“You are no fun, anyone ever tell you that?” She laughed.
“They want the faces of the festival to play in the charity polo tournament,” he said. “I don’t think the organisers would take too kindly to you breaking the rules.”
“Polo is entirely too civilised for my liking, far too many rules.”
It was at that point, her horse stopped dead in the middle of the field and no amount of encouragement was going to move her. Klaus swept in and took possession of the ball and rode the rest of the distance to score.
“Hey, that’s not fair! My horse is broken,” she shouted.
“That’s no way to talk about Scout, is it girl,” he grinned, trotting closer so he could rub her ears and mane affectionately.
“Sabotage, that’s what this is,” she growled. “I should have known when you gave me one of your fifty million horses for practice.”
“I have three and every polo rider should have a few to choose from,” he remarked. “And as much as I love Coco, she’s not a polo pony.”
“She wouldn’t cheat like this little lady.”
“Says the biggest cheater of them all,” he teased, nudging her slightly.
Caroline, not wanting to be outdone, pushed back until it became a full on play fight. Catching him by surprise, Caroline pulled at one of his stray curls causing Klaus to reel backward and off his horse completely. It had been raining overnight so the field was wet and muddy in parts. Klaus managed to fall right into one of them.
As much as he wanted to get angry and be upset, Klaus couldn’t help but think her melodic laughter was contagious and he started to follow suit. Pretty soon they were both in fits of laughter and Caroline wasn’t expecting him to reach up and pull her off the saddle and into the mud with him.
“Hey! That’s not fair!”
“Says the girl who started it,” he joked. “I don’t know, I think mud is a good look for you.” Before she could react he’d smeared it across her cheek.
“You did not just do that!” Caroline threw some back, hitting him square on the chest. “This means war, Mikaelson!”
“Bring it on, Forbes,” he provoked, pulling her into the mud with him.
45 minutes later
“I think we can safely say that our first polo practice was a disaster,” Caroline murmured.
They’d both showered in the centre’s bathroom facilities and were sitting outside waiting on some clothes to dry. Klaus was trying not to notice just how good she looked in a towel, her usually creamy skin tinged pink from the hot water.
“I don’t know, I personally thought it was a lot of fun, especially when I pulled you into the mud pit.”
“Of course you did,” she drawled. He noticed her eyes riveted by a stray water droplet running down his bare chest. It seemed like he wasn’t the only one currently distracted by the view. “I, uh, didn’t think you had it in you, to be honest.”
“Have what in me?”
“I thought you were far too into yourself to let loose and have a bit of fun,” she offered. 
“Wow, you really think that badly of me?” He asked, not exactly surprised by her account of him but also slightly offended. “Talk about judging a book by its cover.”
 “I’m sorry but you seemed unimpressed with everyone and everything here after you arrived in town.”
“I was homesick,” he replied honestly. “I still am sometimes. I never wanted to leave England. My whole life was there, my friends, my family. Florida is like a whole other world and I wasn’t sure how to act.”
“Yeah, it is intense.” The empathy reflected in her eyes was enough to tell Klaus she was reconsidering her views. “You do that confident, smug act a little too well.”
“Trust me, it was difficult. This place is like horses on steroids, well you know not the animals themselves.” Klaus couldn’t believe how stupid he sounded, he decided to blame it on her being barely dressed.
“I know exactly what you mean, although Wellington is all I’ve ever known.”
“You said something about there being more to life than this,” he recalled. “What did you mean by that?”
“The dreaded legacy.”
“Family pressure?” He guessed. Klaus knew from asking around that both her grandmother and mother had been champion riders.
“This life was it for them,” she murmured. “This is all they’ve ever known and they want me to follow in their footsteps but I’m not quite sure that’s what I want.”
“You mean there’s more to life than this equestrian dream?”
“I want to get out of Wellington, go to college next year and see what else is out there.”
“Have you ever considered talking it out with them?”
“Many times,” she shared. “But I chicken out every time. How do you start a conversation like that?”
“My step father is the opposite,” he offered. “Mikael thinks riding around on a horse is extremely unmasculine and that I should be doing more practical things in my life, like concentrating on college.”
“Wow, he sounds like a real…”
“Ass?” He answered for her. “I think he hoped this move would make me reconsider polo but I don’t really know anything else.”
“We are an extremely pathetic duo.”
“Maybe we need to do something to cheer ourselves up,” Klaus suggested, trying to ignore just how much he wanted to pull off her towel and play out every single fantasy he’d had starring Caroline.
“I’m not going to roll around in the mud again with you, Mikaelson.” He could tell by the way she was looking at him, biting her lower lip as her eyes devoured him, that she wasn’t opposed to it at all.
“I could think of other, more clean, ways to pass the time until our clothes are dry?” She clearly didn’t need to be asked twice.
“Now that you mention it, I think I missed a few spots,” she smiled, pulling him up by the hand and leading him towards the showers.
“I’d be more than happy to help with that, love.”
The tension that had been building between them for months finally dissipated in a shower stall. Her back up against the tiles as he moved inside her, the hot water falling down on them. Time stood still and they only emerged once the water ran out and they were forced back to reality in a cold burst.
As relieving as it was, Klaus was disinclined to ask too many questions in case the spell was broken. Caroline seemed just as reluctant. Suddenly, being near each other was all that mattered and any talk about their feelings pushed into the background.
Present Day (March) - Competition Arena, Palm Beach International Equestrian Centre, Wellington, FL
(Caroline)
“Only one circuit between you and the championship, Care,” Kat smiled, giving Coco an obligatory good luck sugar cube.
Caroline barely heard her best friend or the announcer over the loudspeaker, she was too busy trying to get into the competition zone. Usually, it was easy to block out outside influences but she’d been struggling for the last few weeks.
It had all started when Klaus decided to ask the question they’d managed to avoid for months now. They’d finished their ‘picnic’ at a secluded spot they secretly visited and rather than redressing and leaving as usual, he’d asked the question.
“What are we?” She’d frozen to the spot, unable to respond. They didn’t do this, they didn’t talk about their feelings or wherever this was going between them. They didn’t do anything.
“Klaus…”
“You and I both know that things can’t continue like this.”
“Why not?” She cried. “We’re having fun, we’re enjoying ourselves. Let’s not ruin what we have.”
“That’s the problem, I don’t know what we have,” he murmured. “I know that you make me happy and that the last few months have been the best of my life.”
“So, why do we have to put a label on it?”
“Because no one knows about us, we hide away like we’re ashamed of being together. I don’t want to do that anymore because I love you, Caroline.” He’d never said that before and she wasn’t quite sure how to handle it, especially mid-fight. His gaze was as intense as it was imploring.
“It’s just…” Caroline broke off, unable to explain how she was feeling and what she wanted. She knew she had strong feelings for Klaus but it scared the hell out of her. “You’re going to Oxford in the fall and…”
“So, you’ve had enough of me then? This was all just a game to you?” She knew it wasn’t a game but it was difficult to find the words. She was expected to keep on the equestrian track in the States and the thought of him leaving her there was too much. 
“Of course not,” she murmured, her gaze now firmly downcast to avoid his gaze. “I just don’t know where this is going and the sooner we realise that the better.” 
He was gone before she looked up and they hadn’t spoken since.
“Caroline, hello?” Katherine asked, waving her hands in front of her face animatedly. “Where did you go? If that was a sex trance, I want to know all of the dirty details.”
“I only told you about that because you’re my best friend, but I have no intention of going into detail, even if you’re giving me those pleading, sex-starved eyes.”
“No fun, bestie,” she pouted. “So, why do I sense there’s trouble in paradise?”
“There’s no trouble,” she offered. “We’re actually not seeing each other anymore. It’s really for the best given...”
“Are you dumb or blind or both?”
“It’s not going anywhere, he’s off to England in the fall and then what? I’ll still be here doing what I do.”
“And you sound so excited by that prospect.”
“You’re going off to Columbia, Rebekah to Harvard and I’m going to Brown, not because I really want to go there but because it has the best equestrian team.”
“You need to tell your mom that this isn’t the life you want.”
“Easier said than done,” Caroline groaned. “Did I tell you that I got into Oxford?”
“What do you think?” Kat drawled. “How could you not tell me this, I’m only your best friend.”
“I only received the letter on Thursday.”
“So, I’m officially confused. You want to go to Oxford, you always have. Doesn’t this mean that all the moaning and groaning about Klaus and a possible future is redundant?”
“Kat…”
“Caroline, I say this with love, but you’re an idiot. Yes, your family wants one thing but I think you’re old enough to make your own decisions. Plus, I bet the equestrian team at Oxford is pretty good, you know if you want to keep your options open.” She did have a point.
Caroline didn’t have time to respond though because one of the guys they knew from the polo club came running towards them frantically.
“Please tell me that’s not some new and really bad dance?” Kat asked, looking at him curiously.
“There’s been an accident on the polo field.”
“What happened?” Caroline asked, her stomach dropping. It could have been anyone but for some reason she felt like it was him.
“Number 3,” he panted. “Opposing team broke the right of way, there was a collision and he was thrown off his horse.”
“Is he okay?” Caroline asked, all composure lost. She didn’t care who knew just as long as he was going to be okay.
“They took him to hospital by ambulance, he was unconscious,” he replied.
Caroline handed Katherine the reins, and they held a conversation with their eyes. The decision about what to do was the easiest one she’d made. No championship was worth it, she was going to the hospital.
1 hour and 45 minutes later
(Klaus)
“He always was the most dramatic one in the family.” Klaus heard Rebekah’s voice as he started to come to. They all knew she was the most dramatic but liked to pretend she wasn’t.
“Oh, look,” Kol exclaimed. “I guess Rebekah having a voice like nails on a blackboard has finally come in handy. Welcome back, Niklaus.”
“Is this a nightmare?” He managed to get out, his gaze trained on his younger siblings.
“Wow, you made a joke,” Rebekah cooed. “Looks like big brother is back with an even worse sense of humour.”
“Can I have some water,” he rasped, his throat dry, not to mention a splitting headache. “And as much as I love your comedy act, can we please keep the yammering to a minimum.”
“Oh, he’s definitely back,” Kol joked. “How about I get some water and you find the doctor, Beks?” She hated that nickname and her scowl confirmed it.
They both left the room and Klaus had to admit he was happy to enjoy the silence and just close his eyes for a moment.
Although he wasn’t at fault, Klaus knew he’d been off kilter for a few weeks now and might have had a slight lapse in concentration. It was bad enough he hadn’t seen Caroline since their argument but the worst part was that she didn’t even seem to want to try and make things work for them. She also seemed embarrassed for some reason and that hurt more than Klaus had imagined.
Sure, things started off fun and as much as Klaus liked that he knew things couldn’t continue that way. Yes, he was off to Oxford but he hoped that she’d offer to try rather than giving up. He even told her he loved her and nothing. To say he was hurt was an understatement.
“Oh my god,” he heard her voice, almost like he’d summoned her or something.
“Klaus.” He could hear the emotion and the slight wobble in her voice. “What have you done?” He heard her take a seat at his bedside and felt her take his hand. Klaus knew he should have opened his eyes but he was curious about what she might say.
“Please tell me the other guy looks worse and if not I’m going to kick his ass.” Klaus had to fight the urge not to smile. She was incredibly adorable when she was being jealous.
“Can you please just open those pretty eyes so we can talk? I want to tell you what an idiot I was last time I saw you.” As much as he wanted to do just that and gloat, Klaus stayed still waiting.
“Fine, if you’re going to be stubborn about it,” she muttered. “A couple of things.”
“One, I was an idiot and if you expect me to admit that when you’re conscious, think again. Two, I was scared about losing you and what we have because my family has these overwhelming expectations and I was trying to be all things to all people.” Klaus figured she was just about done and then she continued.
“Three, I want you and I want us and I love you and I really regret not saying that the other week. And finally, four, I got into Oxford and I really want to go but I don’t want you to think I’m some crazy weird stalker..”
“You got into Oxford?” His eyes flew open and he spoke before thinking, he was that shocked.
“You were awake the whole time?” She growled, squeezing his hand tightly.
“Ouch, Caroline.”
“You deserved it,” she insisted, before relenting and loosening her grip. “Yes, I got into Oxford.”
“And you love me?”
“Well, there’s no point in asking given you heard it all,” she muttered.
“And you were an idiot?”
“I’m never going to live that one down, am I?”
“Probably not,” he smiled, pulling her closer. “But I wouldn’t have you any other way. Hang on, aren’t you supposed to be competing right now?”
“I was but decided I needed to be here,” she replied. “I need to start doing more of what I want with my life. But don’t let it go to your head, Mikaelson.”
“Come up here,” he asked, pulling her onto the bed so she was laying beside him. She felt familiar, comfortable and like home. “I want to make up for the last few weeks.”
“You want to do it in the hospital bed?”
“No, but someone is clearly over eager,” he chuckled.
“I’m so glad I’m in a hospital right now because I’m going to be sick,” Kol groaned, walking into the room with the doctor and Rebekah on his heels.
His reaction was predictable but Klaus and Caroline didn't really care, they were far too immersed in each other to even respond. Not when they had a future to look forward to and, after all of the initial animosity, it was most definitely worth it in the end. 
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scapegrace74-blog · 5 years ago
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Satellite Mind
A/N  I can’t stop myself.  I’m weak!  Weak!  The Saorsa-sequel is coming along, but the Metric universe just won’t leave me alone.  This story takes place just after Lost Kitten and Gimme Sympathy.  Previous fics are available on my AO3 page.
Oh, and mild warning for foul language, if that’s not your thing.
The song by Metric that inspired the title and a few lines is here.
January 14, 2017, Spittalfields, England
“I’m happy for you, Geillis, really.  I mean... Cartagena, wow.  You can, what?  Dabble in the emerald market?”
Her friend saw right through Claire’s glass face to her latent fear of abandonment.  Fiercely independent, a precious handful of friendships and habits anchored her in the world.  Without those tethers, she lived with a nameless dread that she might spin off into the void, lost in a great emptiness.
“Dinna lie tae me, Claire Beauchamp.  Ye havna left yer bed in the twenty-four hours since I told ye.  Ye’re jus’ starin’ up at the ceiling.  Ye ken I wouldna ever want tae leave ya were it no’ for someone truly special.  Juan Carlos, he’s...”
“Built like a stevedore and hung like a stallion, I believe were your exact words,” she interrupted, smiling despite herself at Geillis’ moonstruck infatuation.  The redhead had met the Columbian businessman at a New Year’s celebration and now, two weeks’ later, had dropped the bombshell that she was planning on following him back across the Atlantic in the spring, leaving Claire without a roommate just as her income was nearly halved by the commencement of her medical studies.
“Aye, he is that.  Everyone thinks I’m mad, but it’s the real thing between he and I.  I jus’ feel it.  Ye’ll ken the feeling yerself one day.  But I willna leave ye high an’ dry.  I’ll see ye settled, a’fore I go.”
Claire doubted that very much.  It was Geillis’ name on the lease, which meant that as soon as she gave notice their landlord was free to increase the rent.   Spittalfields was moving upmarket as one dilapidated industrial building after another was converted into lofts and chic office space for the urban gentry.  There was no way she’d be able to afford the new payment at their current flat, even if she could find another roommate she could stomach.  And moving out on her own was equally out of the question.   The ghost of her past mistakes haunted her most when she was alone.
***
February 2, 2017, Royal London Hospital, England
“Are you out of your fucking mind?”  A metal spoon clattered into the break-room sink and a few other nurses glanced over, trying to decide if bloodshed between the two was imminent.
“Tis is a matter of some debate,” Geillis replied, undaunted.  She’d expected this reaction, which was why she’d cornered Claire during the short overlap between their shifts when she couldn’t run away.  At least the British Army had left Afghanistan, although South Sudan was still a possibility.
“James Fraser.  You approached Jamie Fraser, without my permission I might add, to find out whether he still had a room to let.  I cannot fucking believe you, Geillis Duncan!   Where do you get off...”
“First,” Geillis interrupted the predicted tirade by holding up her index finger, “you yerself remarked on his lovely flat, and how fastidious he was.  Second, tis in the neighbourhood an’ right around the corner from tha’ chipstand ye love.  Third, ye’re both shift workers and will hardly see each other.  Fourth, if ye do bump inta the wee fox cub when he’s runnin’ about in his skivvies, weel, thas a hardship many a lass would be willing tae face in yer place.  And fifth,” here Geillis raised her palm and outstretched fingers right in front of Claire’s nose, “ye can afford it.”
Claire huffed, but was otherwise silent.  She couldn’t deny that Geillis’ points were mostly valid, but she hated the idea of accepting charity from Jamie, of being seen as a burden.  If she’d approached him herself, perhaps...
“Wait a second.  How did you even know Jamie still had a room to let?  Have you been in contact with him?”  Something toxic simmered in her belly.   Geillis and Jamie texting each other.   Talking about her behind her back.  Sharing intimacies from which she was excluded.   It was a flashback of a feeling that hit too close to home for comfort.
“Och, no.  Didna I tell ya?  I ken the lad’s uncle, Dougal Mackenzie.  Bald as a billiard cue, but tha’ man can fuck for hours.  I remember one time, we were...”
“Oh my god, Geillis, please tell me you didn’t cheat on Jamie with his uncle!”
“It canna be cheatin’ if ye were ne’er together tae begin wi’,” Geillis pronounced.  “Ye’re too ecclesiastical by half, Beauchamp.  T’anyway, I hadna met Dougal when yon lad and I had our... dalliance.  But imagine ma surprise when I showed up tae meet Dougal at Bethall Fire Station in a wee red dress tighter than a nun’s chuff, an’ standin’ right next tae him is the fox cub, face turning bright as a forge.  Twas an awkward moment tae be sure, even measurin’ by my very high standards.”
***
February 13, 2017, Spittalfields, England
“Ye’ll be wantin’ tae look about the kitchen, I reckon.  Twas the only room ye didna really see, when ye were here last.  An’ the storage locker, but there’s nought down there but sportin’ equipment tha’ reeks tae high heaven.  No’ that I dinna try tae wash out the stench, mind you.”  
Jamie resolved to limit himself to two word sentences for the rest of the tour.   Anything more was too great a risk to his dignity.
“It’s lovely, especially with the morning sunlight streaming through the windows.  How much is the monthly heating bill again?”
It was almost Valentine’s Day and Claire still didn’t know where she was going to live come March.  She’d flipped through free rental magazines and scrolled a few message boards, but hadn’t made any serious efforts to secure a new home.   She told herself she was too busy preparing for medical school and working full-time, but in the back closet of her mind she allowed the idea of moving in with Jamie to take root.   
Then, last night while drifting through the deep fog just before sleep she’d had a thought.   Living with Jamie would finally put an end to all of Geillis’ awkward match-making efforts.  If they were roommates, they couldn’t be anything else besides.  Rolling over and grabbing for her phone before she could second-guess herself, she fired off a quick text to the number Geillis had added to her Contacts under Wee Fox Cub.   Despite the late hour, two minutes later he texted back.   And now here she was, seriously contemplating the impossible.
They were sitting across from each other on the couch, negotiating terms.  Claire found herself making ridiculous demands, somehow hoping that Jamie would balk at the last minute and this perilous adventure would come to its natural end.
“I’ll be studying when I’m not on shift, so loud noise and music is a deal breaker for me,” she listed while eyeing the bowl of trail mix set out on the coffee table.
“I own a good pair o’ headphones, and my sister would tell ye there’s a reason I dinna sing outside o’ the shower.   Did ye want some?”  Jamie extended the bowl in her direction, but she shook her head.
“If I’m to live here, the flat will need to be ours equally.  I know you lived here first, but I’d be paying half the rent.  That means we share common elements down the middle.  Half the cabinet space, half of the refrigerator and freezer.”  She looked around the main room, where it was obvious Jamie did most of his living.  “I’d want to put my desk below the window there, where there’s lots of natural light.  I don’t want to always be hidden in my bedroom like some low-rent AirBnB guest.”
“O’ course,” Jamie quickly agreed.  “I can clear out some of my books and such from the shelves as weel.  And I was thinkin’ of movin’ the Xbox inta my room.  There’s ano’er TV in there, ye ken, so ye won’t be exposed tae my tears while I’m watchin’ Six Nations matches.”
“That won’t be necessary, Jamie.  I really don’t have many things.  Some holdover to my years living out of a suitcase with my uncle, I suppose.”
He was being altogether too agreeable.  It was time to break out the big guns.
“We need to talk about one last thing.  Some might think it usual for a young woman who is single, living with a young man who is single to feel a certain...”
“Wha’ makes ye think I’m single?” Jamie interrupted, and she snapped her mouth shut in surprise.
“Well, with your history with Geillis, and I’ve never seen you with someone, I just assumed...” she trailed off, fighting down the urge to bolt.
Jamie laughed.  “I’m teasin’ ye, Claire.  O’ course I’m single.  Do ye think I’d be contemplating inviting a bonnie lass tae share my flat if I were spoken for?”
“Well, that’s just the thing, isn’t it?  People might make assumptions.  One of us might do so as well.   Feelings would get hurt.  So I think it’s important to be very clear at the outset.  You seem like a lovely man, but there will never be anything between us.”
“Because of my history wi’ Geillis, y’mean?” Jamie asked.
“Well, that as well.  But also because I’ll be far too busy with work and my studies to sustain any kind of relationship, least of all with someone who, when things fall apart, would be in a position to leave me without a roof over my head.  I’ve been there before, and I don’t intend to ever go back.”
“Aye, I see.” Jamie nodded absently, obviously digesting this large morsel of information and not finding it entirely to his taste.
“So that’s my final stipulation.  I don’t mind if you have overnight visitors. You’re a grown man, and you can act as you please.  But we need to agree that any kind of romantic relationship between us is off-limits.”
Claire grabbed a handful of snacks and popped them into her mouth.  She observed Jamie as she chewed.  In retrospect, this was a brilliant move on her part.  If Jamie accepted, she would have solved for both her housing crisis and her ambivalent feelings towards the Scot.  And if he declined, well, that would tell her something too.
Squaring his shoulders, Jamie extended his hand.
“We’re agreed.”
And that was how Jamie and Claire became just roommates.
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A Warm Breath from the Mountains - Chapter 2
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Authors: Quepasta (I write Zelda’s POV) and @freshbreezesworld​ (who writes Link’s Pov)
You can also find this fic on AO3 here 
Chapter Summary:  A romantic chapter in the Hebra mountains, where Link watches with Zelda the Aurora Borealis shining upon the mountains. Zelda finds out more about his life after the loss of all of his memories. 
When I woke up the next morning, I found myself in one of the comfortable Rito beds in their inns. Zelda was sleeping peacefully beside me, her face turned towards me. There was something magical about seeing her in her warming nightclothes, sleeping beside me, surrounded by majestic mountains and a pleasant cold. I took advantage of the situation to watch her sleep undisturbed and gently stroked the strands of hair from her face. My arm felt numb under her head, but it was worth it to me to have her so close. Hopefully she would never know how I felt about her, because the closer we got, the more complicated it would get with her desire to rebuild Hyrule. It was getting to be time to wake Zelda up, so a prank came to mind.
Carefully, I pulled my arm away and sat up. I had to massage and shake my arm to get the blood flowing, but I didn’t mind. As long as it didn’t kill me, the sarcastic thought occurred to me.
I jumped out the window and landed noiselessly on the grassy ground that surrounded the guest cottage and grabbed a stalk, climbed back in over the same window and sat down cross-legged in front of Zelda’s face. One last time I examined her contented sleeping face, which she always had when I slept next to her. Then I took the stalk and tickled her nose and ears. Hectically she tore her eyes open and patted her body and face with her hands in panic. I let out a laugh and almost toppled off the bed to see her like that. She noticed my reaction and stopped abruptly and just looked at me questioningly “Link, what have you done now!”
Again I snorted, this time it was her confused look. I tried to gasp for breath and at the same time explain to her what I had done, which proved to be a challenge for me. “Link!”
"Don’t worry Zelda! I only tried to wake you up. “
"apparently you did. Great job. And never do this again, whatever it was.“ Now she was annoyed and I nearly lost it again but I needed to focus.
"Anyways. Today starts your first lesson on how to cook. We have to gather some ingredients from the Hebra mountains, so let’s get started, because the day will pass before we even reached the stables.“
As I said that, I jumped from the bed and took off my night wear to change into my Rito armor. I was so used to be alone all the time that I forgot to warn Zelda. Of course she started to squeal. „Link! What is wrong with you, why don’t you warn me before taking off your clothes!“ I smirked at her to provoke her even more. „You can see more if you want!“ I said and received a smash of a pillow in to my face. „You’re ridiculous! “ she was about to burst out by clenching her fists but I reached over the bed to her and held her wrists tight. „Zelda I am just kidding, don’t be mad at me. You can change your clothes in peace, I will wait for you at the gate to the village. “
As I walked away from the inn, on the way to the gate, many Rito villagers greeted me heartily. It seems they weren’t mad at me anymore, I guess Saki did tell them, I was a complete fool, to ease their minds. But then I bumped into the the Rito warriors and even they greeted me and apologized for their behavior. I will have to ask Saki about this later.
I talked to the guard about the surroundings and if he saw dangerous threats around this area and he said besides the already existing monsters in the mountains, the area around the stable and the village was safe for travels. When I thanked him for his advice I turned back to the stairs and my eyes caught a goddess standing in front of the goddess‘ statue. She wore a full white coloured Rito snow quill armour and looked astounding.
She had her long hair braided to a ponytail and her face was framed in gold through two thick strands of her hair. My heart fluttered at her forest green eyes shimmering like the surface of water in the incoming sunlight. Her shy smile adorned her pretty face, which was framed by strands of her golden hair.
Slowly I realized I was staring at her for too long and as a result she blushed. “Do you like my new outfit that much?” she asked curiously.
Slowly and elegantly, she stepped down the stairs while I couldn’t get out of my staring even when she stood right in front of me.
“Zelda… You… You look like a goddess.” I said without thinking twice. As I realized what I said, my eyes widened and became nervous. ‘How did I let this happen?’
“I-“ I was about to start to say, but Zelda interrupted me before I could finish the sentence.
“Link, please don’t be sorry. I appreciate your compliment… and I wish you would say what you think more often.” Zelda folded her hands in front of her chest and looked directly into my eyes. She had an intense glimpse sparkling in her mirrors of her soul while she smiled at me in a way that I couldn’t lay my eyes off. It gave me an intriguing feeling.
“Everything my princess desires,” I finally replied.
Even though I had only addressed her by her title, it slowly dawned on me how ambiguous it sounded, and I couldn’t help but smile. Zelda giggled adorable in response. I scratched the back of my head, which I always did when I messed up things.
"Let’s get to the stables before it gets dark. We will need our horses in the deep snow to move faster. After that, we’ll let them rest near our campfire so they won’t freeze.“ I finally said leading her the way.
Zelda nodded in agreement and broke away from me. We then walked across the bridges in comfortable silence, admiring the majestic view, until we arrived at the stables.
"Link, why did you name your horse Altay? I’ve never heard that name before,” Zelda asked as I picked up our horses.
I had captured and tamed a direct descendant of her favourite horse, before the battle against Ganon, and held the white proud mare by her reins so that Zelda could pet and caress her in peace.
My mount, however, compared to hers, was like the night itself. My stallion had black fur and a black mane that was cropped into a mohawk. His forehead had a white mark that ran to his mouth. His fetlocks were covered with longer fur - an indication that he could cope with any weather. Basically, my horse was the perfect mount for me; fearless, strong and not afraid of any obstacle.
“An old man I once met on my journey told me about a warlike people who were unbeatable on their horses. They called themselves the Altay Warriors, after a mountain of their ancestors and deities. I don’t know what happened to these warriors, but I still found the story impressive. When I found my buddy, here beside me,” I lovingly stroked my horse’s mouth as I continued, “I knew he was just as tough as those warriors and gave him that name. He loves it when I call him by his name.” I smiled and helped Zelda onto her horse, grabbing her hip and hoisting her onto the saddle with ease. I loved those tiny touches and the way she smiled happily as I did so.
“Thank you Link, a gentleman as always.” She said and gave me the intriguing look again.
I winked at her and turned to my horse and mounted the saddle. We had both opted for the ‘Travelling Saddle’ as it offered more storage space.
“So, Link will you tell me now, where we’re heading? You didn’t tell me more than that we would camp in the Hebra mountains.” She asked as we rode our horses in a slow walk.
“You will see, when we’re there, Princess.”
“Link that’s not fair, I want you to tell me where we will go. I want to be prepared.”
“Prepared for what? You won’t need to do anything but study the flora around us.” I said as I spurred my horse on.
At a trot we rode past the felled trees as the cool wind blew through the long stalks of grass.
“Because I want to learn new things and be useful, after you injured your shoulder, you must have realised too that you can’t be always there for me. Let me at least learn how to hunt with a bow. And no – the bow of light is something else.”
The group of trees in front of us was often filled with Oktoroks, so I kept my eyes open, but we had been spared this time. I breathed a sigh of relief when we reached the huge rock face to our left.
“I will think about it, princess,” I said and immediately saw a glimpse of sadness in her eyes. She turned her head away and sighed frustrated.
‘As if I could ever refuse her wishes.’
We had barely reached the sand-coloured rock cliff when the illuminating blue light of a shrine in the near distance caught my eye and pointed in the direction. Zelda looked out for the point in the distance that I was pointing at and drew in her breath sharply. I looked to her and watched as her eyes began to sparkle like opal.
“Link, there’s another shrine! And it’s glowing blue too! Link!  Link! Let’s explore the shrine!”
“That’s the Bareeda Naag shrine I entered a while ago. That’s probably why it glows blue instead of orange, since I completed the trial inside.”
Eyes dilated like those of an eagle, stared at me in shock.
As we trotted on, I kept an eye on the surrounding area, knowing that a camp of monsters was hiding behind the rock face.
“The shrines you wanted to explore 100 years ago turned out to be trials for the hero with the mastersword. They served to restore my original strength and endurance. Ancient, mummified monks waited for me in these shrines and gave me different tests. Which amazes me though, because these shrines were created 10 thousand years ago, with the sole purpose of helping me. How could the ancient Sheikah have known this? But if they knew about our miserable fate, why didn’t they take action against it? So many questions ran through my mind as I travelled through Hyrule with no memory.”
I stared at the pommel of his saddle as I moved my hip to the rhythm of Altay. Absentmindedly, I stroked through the spiky Mohawk mane.
I only realised I was lost in thought when Zelda placed a hand on my shoulder, snapping me out of my hazy memories of the devastation.
“Link, why don’t you tell me what you saw in the shrine? What was that trial you had to pass?”
Grateful for the distraction, I gave her a smile.
“Activating the shrine first was a challenge in itself,” we rode past the ruins that surrounded the shrine as I continued, “Laissa, the wife of Kass the poet, sang me an ancient Rito song that contained the solution to the challenge. I quickly found out that through the heart-shaped hole in the steep rock in Rito village, the sun had to shine on an illuminating pedestal and had to be shot with a fire arrow. Shortly thereafter, a shrine rose up from between those ruins and cleared the way for me to take the next test. In the shrine, with the help of my bomb module, I catapulted a huge stone ball at a huge target that was blocked by crumbling stones and floating pedestals that moved back and forth to make my job more difficult. I only had to shoot twice, once to pulverise the stones and a second time to fire at the target at the right moment. It was admittedly one of the easier tests I had to complete.” As I told her more and more, her eyes lit up with fascination, but then I remembered that I hadn’t even introduced her to Kass, let alone Teba, the Rito’s bravest warrior. The thought of Kass led me to remember the final verses of his teacher’s completed ballad.
“Link are you all right? You looked very nervous and troubled for a moment.”
“I’m fine. I just remembered one of the freaky trials.”
I decided to withhold Kass’ ballad from her for the time being, as I wasn’t sure if it was true. I just couldn’t imagine Zelda seeing me as more than her best friend.  
“Do you want to tell me about it? You went through so much before you came to rescue me, and yet I can only begin to comprehend what you’ve been through.”
A spark of admiration flitted across her face, but just as I was about to begin to tell, I harkened and halted abruptly.
Puzzled, Zelda stared at me, but before she could ride past me, I grabbed the reins of Himawari, Zelda’s mare, and slowed her down. She neighed loudly in fright, but I managed to shush her with my “Ho! Ho. Hoa!” to calm her down.
Altay sensed danger nearby and flared his nostrils. Nervously, he shook his head and exhaled loudly.  He was ready to face the danger.
I heard only the deafening snore of a Hinox, but I knew that if Altay reacted in such a way, there were Yiga nearby who could appear out of nowhere.
I could not hesitate for long, made up my mind quickly.
With my right arm I grabbed Zelda by her waist and dragged her from the saddle onto my lap, slapping Himawari on the back and we galloped as fast as Altay could.
Zelda cried out, constricted in my bent-over stance to brave the wind. I could hear a diabolic laugher, far behind us. I pushed Altay to run faster and quicker.
“Hold on tight!”, I yelled against the wind.
Himawari galloped ahead of us, but Altay quickly caught up with her and sprinted past. We had to get away quickly, far away from any lurking danger.
“HYAH!”, I yelled and spurred Altay and Himawari on.
The icy headwind whipped my face and froze my ears and nose. I hugged Zelda tighter to me with one arm to protect her from the weather while she wrapped her arms around my neck and buried her face against my shoulder.
I could hear Altay’s powerful lungs quivering with joy. I heard every breath as his hooves pawed into the ground. I felt every muscle he moved.
My lungs burned with icy cold, but I gritted my teeth until we reached the crossroads to the Hebra Mountains. Once there, we stopped abruptly and Altay reared back, whinnying. I tightened my legs so as not to fall off the horse and pressed Zelda against me while pulling the reins tight with one hand.
Zelda clung tighter to me as she let out a suppressed squeal.
“Ho! Ho!”, I shouted to calm Altay down.
When Himawari reached us, I released my reins, stretched out my arm and grabbed Himawari’s reins as she charged towards us. I concentrated, tensing my leg muscles to sit firmly in the saddle, and pulled my arm towards me with all my might to intercept Himawari’s momentum. I pulled hard on her reins, keeping Altay under control, and pushed Zelda onto my lap until Himawari came skidding to a halt.
I exhaled with relief and let go of the mare’s reins. I relaxed my grip around Zelda’s waist so that she could relax. Her legs hung off the side of my lap and her hip was pressed painfully tight against the pommel of my saddle.
“Forgive me Princess, I had to get us away from there as quickly as possible as I sensed through Altay that this place held some danger. I hope I didn’t hurt you.”
I slid further back in the saddle to move her a little away from the pommel, but I bumped into the pack on my horse’s back.
Zelda let go of my neck and looked up at me.
“I could have ridden after you on Himawari, couldn’t I?”
“No. I can protect you better if you’re right there with me. The Yiga have the art of appearing out of nowhere and attacking you with sword and bow. They could have separated us by waking the sleeping Hynox and kidnapping you quite easily.”
Her beautiful face was millimetres from mine, I couldn’t help but gaze into her deep green eyes. Her pupils dilated, her lips opened a crack and honey sweet breath, clouded my mind. Feeling her chest rise and fall steadily, I realised my hand was still at her waist and she was sitting on my lap.
I tried to calm my racing pulse and deep breaths so as not to take any more space from her by my strong rise and fall of my broad chest.
Silently, we sat there staring into each other’s eyes. Even though I was a disciplined knight, I was only a man. My gaze fell on her slightly parted lips. Magnetically attracted by her breath, my mouth approached hers.
But suddenly a thought flashed through my mind and made me jerk backwards. I was still her knight, protector and closest confidant. I had no right to kiss her.
“Sorry princess. That wasn’t planned” I cleared my throat and tried to gather my thoughts. But then I noticed Zelda’s sad face.
“Princess? Why are you so sad?”
Zelda furrowed her brows and averted her face. However, it felt like I had put a rift between us.
“It’s nothing. We should keep moving or we’ll never get to the snow mountains.” She signaled me to lower her down. Carefully I hoisted her onto Himawari’s saddle and we rode along the mountain pass, following the path.  A herd of wild horses crossed our path and galloped ahead of us, across all directions. At the end of the trail was a hut with a campfire and we decided to let the horses rest at this spot.
“What is this place?” Zelda asked.
“Hebra Trailhead Lodge. See that wooden ladder? If we climb that, we’ll get to Rosporo Pass. From there we get to the Hebra south summit. The pass to the right of the mountain takes us past Corvash Peak Mountain to Hebra Plunge and Hebra Falls. But the way is a long one on both paths, I suggest making a campfire close to this hut, but stay at the pass.”
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I set my foot down lightly in the snow, huffing as the snow crackled underneath my boot. I had been walking around for at least 10 minutes while trying to keep my steps silent. How did Link always walk so quietly? He could run across a field and not make a sound. How many times had I seen him scramble up the side of a building, sneaking around the townspeople while goofing off.
Link had told me to find hot peppers and wild berries, and I had found neither so far. Somehow I convinced him to let me wander off by myself, though I figured he was staying close in case I needed him.
The quiet landscape around me had been cast in a yellow glow as the sun started sinking behind the mountains. The light hit the snow that clung to the tree branches and the snow sparkled in return. The reflected light from the snow danced on the fresh snow on the ground. I breathed in the cold air while I trekked on, smiling as I took in the beauty of it all. I couldn’t imagine ever getting used to the beauty of the Hebra region.
Soon I found a group of wild berry bushes and began plucking the berries into my pack. I wasn’t sure what Link was planning to teach me to cook tonight, but I was excited that it included fruit. The peppers had thrown me off, but they would be useful in the cold region we were in. Even if we didn’t use them for dinner, it was a good idea to keep them on hand.
After collecting all the berries I could find, I continued on. I knew that peppers grew better in more open areas and that there were cliffsides near the area I was in, Hopefully there were some peppers there. I forced myself to walk faster, I was losing daylight and I was supposed to meet Link back at the campsite by nightfall.
Shaking my head, I tried to get Link out of my head. He was only going to be a distraction. Plus, I was upset with him. Well, maybe frustrated was a better word. Frustrated actually explained a lot of how I was feeling lately.
I hadn’t let Link know, but after our almost run in with the Yiga earlier today, my sense of helplessness had only grown. He could sense the smallest sign of danger and had once again had to escort me to safety. Meanwhile I had been oblivious to it until I heard the faint laugh of the Yiga member. Even then, the only instinct I had was to hide my face in Link’s shoulder while my fear frightened me in place. Truthfully I was thankful Link was there and had the skills to detect such danger.
However, it had since dawned on me that my education as the royal daughter had done little to prepare me to live in the world that existed now. Of course, no one could have predicted what would happen. But out here in the wild, there was no use for arithmetic, or table manners, or citing the favorite literature among the nobility. Life here was driven by work done with labor and skilled hands. The civilians that still lived across Hyrule all knew how to collect and make the supplies they needed.
But I knew nothing. I didn’t know how to find more substantial resources, create shelter, make my own clothes, or defend myself. This is what I had been trying to tell Link for a few days now. But each time I brought it up, he brushed it off. Saying that he knew all of those skills and therefore I didn’t need to. Which is why I was frustrated with him.
But he had already promised to teach me how to forage for food and cook. That was a start, at least. And while Link was healing well from his fall, he still wasn’t well enough to do all the work by himself. Though if someone asked him if he was, he would say yes with an annoying amount of confidence.
I set another foot down, attempting to be lighter. I held my breath as my boot sunk in the snow, waiting for the sound of the crunch. But this time my footstep was silent. A small victory, but I let myself have it.
Shifting my foot to take another step, I brought my hand to grab the bow slung around my chest. I smiled as I remembered how excited I was to wear it like Link did. It was an extra great eagle bow that Link had in his pack. He had made a joke that it was weak enough that if I accidentally shot him, it wouldn’t hurt that badly. Rolling my eyes and threatening to take him up on that offer, I had taken the bow gratefully. It had also been another tiny win in my favor. Maybe my frustrations were unwarranted.
My face grew red as I also remembered that Link had offered to show me how to use it. For some reason I accepted his offer, even though I had been taught archery before the calamity. Archery was one of the few useful skills I had been instructed in growing up, although back then I didn’t care for it much. Also, I was a terrible shot.
I felt my hands shake as I remembered using another bow. The bow of light. The sacred bow of light had been given to me by the Goddess before I went to fight Ganon. The bow had somehow felt familiar as I gripped it for the first time. I had not had time to practice using it and I didn’t need to. I had used it countless times before, in other life times. Heading to the castle, I was armed only with the bow and my sealing power to face my enemy alone.
I shuddered at the memory and I gripped the great eagle bow tighter. There were no sacred ties or unfair duties with this bow. I could use this one and just be another girl hunting. The quiver Link had given me only had a few arrows in it, but I could target practice if I wanted to. Weighing the idea in my mind, I turned my head toward the horizon. I sighed as I realized the sun was starting to sink, which meant that I needed to hurry. There would not be enough time to practice and collect what I needed to.
Luckily the cliffs weren’t too far away, but the sun had beat me. It was now dark, the stars and moon finally showing themselves. I used the light of the moon to scan the cleared area by the cliffs, my eyes taking a moment to adjust to the dark. I finally found a few peppers growing at the far end of the area and began pulling them off their vines. I smiled and felt my mood lighten a bit, proud of myself for finding them. Even if I was late to the task. Just as soon as I was done, I heard footsteps coming from around the corner.
I turned in alarm, but relaxed as I saw Link come into view. Puffs of hot air followed him as he slowed his run to a walk.
“Zelda! There you are.” He smiled, and continued to walk over to me. His face was changing from a frown to relief, as if he had been worried about me. I felt anger prickle at my hands, why couldn’t I have made it back in time instead of causing Link to worry? There went my better mood.
“Do you not trust me? I am fine. I was about to head back to the stable.” I said, letting my annoyance show. A look of confusion spread over Link’s face, his mouth tried to form words in response.
“No! I mean yes I trust you I just-” He started. But his initial response of “no” set me off.
“You must really think I’m that helpless. Maybe you’re right. You gave me an easy task and I couldn’t even complete it before nightfall.” I said, walking back towards Link. I felt my voice start to get louder, frustration taking over. “And I couldn’t even be a few minutes late without you having to run around to find me. Maybe this is hopeless and I should just-”
“Zelda!” Link cut me off. “Zelda, hold on. None of that is true.” He said, his brows furrowing in concern.
“Well then why did you come running all the way over here? Like I am just some child you lost sight of.” I huffed. Why was I getting so mad at him? It was misdirected anger, I was more upset with myself for losing track of time today. I was about to continue when Link grabbed my wrists, bringing me closer to him and closing the rest of the distance between us.
He rolled his eyes at me, but rubbed his thumbs once over the top of my hands. Warmth flowed through them instantly, and my heart pounded. “I came over here to show you something. And I was running because I didn’t want you to miss it. Now stop being so stubborn and look up.” He said, sliding one arm around my waist when I tried to pull away before he finished his sentence. But then I stopped and followed his instructions.
A gasp escaped my mouth as I glanced up. The sky was lit up in streams of green and bright pink light. The light snaked across the sky, playfully shifting down toward the ground almost as if it were teasing the tops of the mountains. Aurora borealis, I thought. One of my tutors had told me about the lights in the sky, but I never had been able to see them for myself. They weren’t viewable from the castle. I must have been so caught up in my search that I didn’t notice the show the night sky was putting on.
I felt my arms relax and I let my hand fall to land on the top of Link’s arm which was still around my waist, but Link held my other hand in place to lay flat on his chest. I thanked Hylia for the cold air, giving an excuse for the redness creeping across my face. I gave his arm a soft squeeze, letting him know I saw what he wanted me to look at. But I kept my gaze on the lights. They were beautiful, like dancers waltzing across the night sky. Sometimes the green and pink hues shifted to purple or blue, but they were breathtaking regardless of what color they chose to be.
I finally forced my gaze away from them, back to Link. He had been watching them too, but looked back down at me when he saw my head shift. For a second I just let myself stare back into his eyes, and he searched my face as always. What was he searching for this time? Did he only see his sovereign and friend starting back at him, or did he see something more? At night, did he dream of my eyes too?
I suddenly became all too aware of how close we were. Link’s arms around me, my hands on top of his. Our bodies more or less pressed against each other. Of course he had held me like this because I was trying to push away from him and I would have missed the lights if he hadn’t. But he was lingering, he technically didn’t have to have his arms around me anymore. I technically didn’t have to have my arms touching him. We technically didn’t have to be staring silently at each other for this long, but we were.
I could have died right there and been content. But I didn’t dare let myself to think that this moment meant more. But perhaps it did. I remembered the moment the day before, when we had been escaping the Yiga. Had he been trying to kiss me or did I imagine that?
“I was being stubborn again, wasn’t I?” I finally breathed, forcing my eyes to look somewhere else.
“You were. But you always are.” He laughed. I could feel the vibrations of his laugh from how close we were. I still wasn’t over his laugh. A thing that only the Link from this time did.
“Well you were right, as you always are. That was quite beautiful. I have always wanted to see the lights and I never thought I would. Thank you.” I replied, giving him a smile in return.
The corners of his eyes crinkled as his smile grew wider. He let go of his hold on me, taking a step back. My hands fell back to my side and I felt the loss of warmth immediately. But he still stared back at me, his blue eyes almost glowing in the moonlight.
“Er, do you want to practice with the bow before we head back?” Link asked. His cheeks were red, probably from the cold. But a little part of me thought maybe he was blushing.
I nodded and turned to follow him.
As we walked to find a good area to practice, I replayed the past fews days back in my head. Starting from when Link woke me up with his prank, the compliment he gave me on the stairs back in Rito Village, then when evaded danger before I even knew anything was wrong. The redness on my face deepened when I remembered being pulled into his lap as we outran the Yiga on horseback. His instincts and strength were impressive, to say the least.
And just now, standing under the lights while being more or less in his arms.
All of these were innocent moments, really. But I knew I would replay them in my head for a long time. The image of his blue eyes staring back into mine would surely keep me up tonight.
And it was then an odd thought occurred to me. Blue was my favorite color.
“Is here okay?” Link spoke up, bringing me back from my thoughts. He was giving me a smug look, and only then did I realize he had led us to the flight range.
I was surprised to see the range after so long, but pleased to see that it hadn’t changed much in over a century. I sighed woefully as I remembered the countless times Revali showed off his skills here. Taking off on an upwind with his wings spread wide and shooting all the targets in a blink of an eye. Taking a deep breath, I hoped I would make him proud with the amateur archery skills I possessed.
“Yes. I believe this will work.” I answered, pulling the bow over my head and reaching for an arrow. I looked over at Link and he stepped back with a nod, giving me space to practice.
Suddenly I felt very nervous to practice in front of Link, and I now regretted not taking the time to shoot a couple of arrows earlier when I was alone. I fumbled with the arrow. The bow of light had been so easy to use. Almost like the bow had done the work for me, or maybe the adrenaline I had back then had made it easier to use.
Link stood back and motioned for me to continue. With the arrow finally nocked, I raised the bow with my arms shaking. I had seen Link jump in the air and shoot an arrow in one swift motion, with little effort. He must have been humored by my struggle, I couldn’t bear to look to see if he was. Pulling my right arm back, I aimed for the closest target in front of me. I could tell before I released it the arrow that it would miss, my shaky arms making it a clumsy shot.
The arrow in fact missed the target, whizzing past it to land in the snow. Still, I was encouraged by the speed of the arrow. I just needed to get better at my aim.
“That was good.” Link said, suddenly appearing next to me. “Here, nock another bow. If you straighten your arms more you’ll make your mark.”
He stood behind me as I pulled another bow out of the quiver and nocked it. He reached up and put his right arm on my right elbow, raising it so my arm was perfectly horizontal. His left arm lightly touched my waist, straightening my posture.
“When you draw the bow back, one finger should be above the arrow with two fingers supporting it from underneath. And you want your right hand to be right next to your mouth. Go ahead and try.” He whispered by my ear, and he stood back.
I drew the bow back, making sure my hand was even with my mouth and arms were level. I released the arrow, sighing as the arrow missed the target again. But it was closer, barely missing.
I continued practicing, with Link stepping in to give pointers. Every once in a while nudging my waist or correcting my arm form with a light touch. Everytime, my breath caught in my throat when I felt his hands on me. In truth, he was distracting me more than he was helping me.
But I didn’t stop him from doing it, even though I felt a little guilty not telling him that I had been educated in archery. But between me being out of practice and Link making me nervous, I was fumbling like a true inexperienced archer.
Finally, I shot three arrows into the target. While they were nowhere close to the bullseye I was still ecstatic with my progress. I felt myself smile wide after each one and with Link would give me a thumbs up in approval. His face beaming at me after I made the third one, I raised my arms in the air in a cheer. Link walked over pulling me into a big hug and swung me around in a circle. I laughed as he spun me, throwing my head back and feeling the wind whip my hair around.
I stumbled as he sat me back down, feeling joy fill my heart and spread through my limbs.
“I have a confession.” I said, laughing still. Link looked at me, his eyebrows raised with a smile still on his face. “Well I, uh, was taught archery back then. Obviously I’m rusty and I appreciated the pointers. But just thought I should tell you.” I looked down at my shoes, slightly embarrassed about my confession.
“So you just let me teach you something you already knew, like a moron?” Link asked, his voice playful. When I looked up at him I could tell he had tried to look angry, but he was awful at hiding the smile he wore.
I nodded and shrugged, glad he wasn’t actually upset.
“Shame on you, Princess. Shame on you.” He chuckled, shaking his head.
“I apologize! And your tips were still quite useful, thank you. They will certainly help me in my practice.” I slung the bow back over my head.
“Good. I guess that makes me feel better.” He stated, shifting his feet a little in the snow. “I’m not really ready to go back yet. Do you want to go find somewhere to sit? We can watch the lights some more.”
I stared at him, gasping in disbelief. “I never thought I would see the day that you would push off dinner. I thought you would be starving by now.”
He put a hand to his stomach and laughed. “Oh, I am. But it’s such a beautiful night, we might as well enjoy it. Unless you are ready for dinner?” He asked.
It was late already, it had been a few hours since the sun had set. But I wasn’t really hungry yet. “No, I can wait. Let’s go.” I answered, motioning for him to lead.
But Link took me by surprise, by tucking his arm in mine and giving me a smile before leading us away from the range. My skin tingled where he made contact, and I silently sighed in my mind.
I wished I had the courage to ask him about his feelings. Did he do everything for me out of duty? Out of friendship? Out of something more? These thoughts had kept me up at night recently. I often came to the conclusion that I was okay with the way things were. Having Link around and allowing our friendship to continue to grow was enough.
Honestly, most days it was enough. But moments like this, when he would do something out of his usual behavior that I felt the need to know what was actually going through his mind. Our conversation this morning only caused me to wonder more.
However, Link’s memory was still fragile. I wanted to give him space and time to heal. Putting strain on our friendship, the one thing that was a constant for him, would certainly not be the best thing for him.
Link led us back to the clearing on the cliff. He let go of my arm to clear snow off of two rocks that were at the edge of the clearing, then motioned for me to sit next to him.
“Thank you.’ I said, sitting down. I left a small space between us on the rock. Looking up at the sky, I could still see the lights. They were fainter now, but they still danced across the sky.
“How is your shoulder doing?” I asked him. It had been a few days since his fall, and while he certainly was healing faster than a normal Hylian, I was worried he was hiding his pain.
“Oh, it’s a little sore and stiff. I should probably be stretching it more than I am. But it is feeling a lot better.” He replied while shifting his shoulder a few times for emphasis.
“I’m glad to hear it. You really had me worried there. And your head? How does it feel?” I picked at a loose thread on my pants while I waited for his answer.
“Good as well. It hasn’t really hurt since the first day I woke up. A little tender if I touch it I suppose. My ribs are still sore, if that is your next question.” He said, nudging my shoulder with his.
I nudged him back. “Yes it was. Well, like I said. I am glad you are getting better. A shame that you are such a clumsy hero though.” I teased.
His head turned to look at me, rolling his eyes again. “Hmm. I don’t think you want to talk to me about being clumsy.” He chuckled, his shoulders shaking as he did so. But then he got a serious look on his face. “I am sorry about that though, Zelda. I really am. I honestly should have been more careful. Never would I have ever wanted to cause you such distress.”
I looked back up at him and I could see the sincerity in his eyes. “I know. There is no need to apologize though.” I answered, feeling my brows scrunch on my face.
Link leaned down a bit closer. “Well, there is. And I also need to say thank you. For what you did, even if I was mad about it. You saved me, Zelda.”
Oh he was close, way too close to my face. I wanted to lean in closer, it would have been so easy to close the distance between us. And he was looking at me again like he did yesterday.
But there were things we needed to talk about. And I suddenly felt a little brave, I decided it was time to ask him a few of the questions that had been haunting me for weeks now.
“It’s what we do for each other.” I said, looking away. “Speaking of that. I hope you don’t mind me asking, but there have been a few things I have wanted to ask you for awhile now.”
Link tilted his head, waiting for me to continue.
“What do…” I stopped. I wasn’t sure where to begin. “Do you remember the first time we traveled to Rito Village together? Before the Calamity?” I asked. I decided to start small and ask him about a few specific memories.
He sighed, though I wasn’t sure if it was out of surprise or frustration. “Can you tell me a little more about it?” He asked.
“Oh yes, of course.” I said, pausing to think about which details of the trip to describe. “Well, we had traveled from the castle to Rito Village to get an update from Revali on how he was managing to pilot Vah Medoh. Along the way, we ran into some ice lizalfos on the way, but you took care of them. Later, we had dinner with Kaneli, Revali, and some others. Nothing important happened on the excursion, I just chose a random moment to ask you about.” I answered, fiddling with the loose thread again.
Link’s face scrunched up in thought, his eyes moving back and forth as he combed through his memories. Then his face fell and he hung his head. “No, I’m sorry I don’t think I do.”
“It’s okay, Link. Like I said, it’s not an important memory. May I ask another question though?” I shot a side glance at him and saw him nod.
“Do you remember obtaining the Master Sword the first time?”
“No.” He answered quickly. “I have tried to remember that. But I haven’t been able to.” He said, his voice quiet.
I sighed apologetically. “Oh. I’m sorry for bringing it up, Link. I won’t ask about it anymore.” I was worried I had pushed him too far before he was ready.
“No, it’s fine. Maybe asking questions will help remind me of something.” He said, lifting his head to look at me.
I thought about something else to ask him, and there were so many things I could have. But I decided to go a different route. “Yesterday you said you wandered Hyrule with no memory. Is that true? Do you remember anything about your life before becoming a knight?”
This caused Link to lean forward into his hands, sighing into his palms. He stayed like that for a minute, not moving. Then he pushed his hair out of his face and sat up. He glanced over at me and cleared his throat. “I don’t remember my life before being assigned your knight. Honestly, I don’t remember much, at all. Most of my memories are tied to the pictures in the slate.” He finally answered.
I closed my eyes, I had figured as much. But it was still devastating for him to admit it. I wrung my hands together, attempting to come up with something appropriate to say. But what do you say to something like that?
“So everything you did after you woke up, training to defeat Ganon, freeing the Divine Beasts, saving me…. You did all of that without remembering who you were?” I asked.
He nodded. “Yours was the first voice I heard and you helped me when I didn’t even know my name. I was told by everyone else what my destiny was and what to do. That was enough until I started to reclaim some of my memory. Then bit by bit, I started to remember you and the champions. I didn’t remember everything, and I still don’t, but I knew I missed you and the others. I knew I wanted to save you and see you again.”
He paused, and turned his face toward the sky. I didn’t think he was going to speak again, but he did.
“Seeing you safe, healthy, and smiling. That’s been enough for me. More than enough. Even if I don’t remember, I know I did the right thing.” A small smile found itself on his face as he looked back at me.
I smiled back, feeling my heart pound in my chest as I met his blue eyes again. What he said made some of his behavior make more sense. He was still the old Link in the way that he was always striving to do good and how devoted he was to his duty. But he had also changed, he was taller, goofier, and talked more. The weight he felt of being the one who wielded the sword that sealed the darkness now gone as our destiny was  behind us.
“Is that what you wanted to tell me earlier?” I asked him.
“Oh that? No. I’m still not ready for that.” He said, his eyes leaving mine for the ground.
“That’s okay. I can respect that.”
We sat in silence for a while as the weight of our conversation set in. I was happy we had made some progress, he hadn’t allowed me to talk about his memory before. But we were the only people who knew what the other person had gone through and it was time we began to heal. Together.
“I’m kind of hungry now, should we head back to the campsite?” I asked, standing up and offering my hand out toward him. He looked at my hand for a second before smiling and taking it.
And while I thought he would let it go after a moment, he didn’t. So, we walked hand in hand back to the campsite, with my hungry knight leading the way.
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I was already awake before the first morning rays of sunshine, as the issues of last night did not allow me to rest in my sleep. I lay on my back in my sleeping bag and put my hands under my head. I looked up at the clear starry sky, which slowly gave way to the light of the sun.
"Zelda.” I whispered.
No reply. Just a soft breathing.
“Zelda.” I repeated, a little louder this time.
“Mmhm…?” she murmured sleepily.
“Wake up please, I have something to tell you that you should know.”
I felt Zelda slowly wake up beside me, but I couldn’t look her in the face. Even though I loved watching her sleep and wake up, my heart was too heavy.
“I’m awake now, what’s the matter Link?”
“Remember Kass the poet? He was the Sheikah Court Poet’s student.”
Beside me, I heard Zelda draw in a sharp breath. In my mind’s eye, I knew her big green eyes were wide and her mouth was half open. Still, I was unable to look at her.
She waited patiently for me to continue speaking.
“On my journey I met Kass very often, he sang me ballads of ancient times and helped me with the song lyrics to solve problems in the respective region. But his main task was to complete his master’s song. It was a tragic ballad about both of us, but it was mainly about you, to help me recover my memory. Eventually, I managed to help Kass collect ancient songs all over Hyrule, so he managed to complete the ballad.”
I exhaled heavily as thoughts about the verses kept circling in my head without finding an answer.  
“Link, you seem so tense… Is there something wrong with the ballad of Sakasai?”
An old, long-forgotten memory suddenly burst into my mind. A memory of Zelda and Sakasai standing close together, whispering and laughing, while Zelda had not even glanced at me. I was Zelda’s appointed knight and yet she didn’t want me around and always rejected me.
I swallowed hard.
“Kass told me that his master often told him how beautiful you had been - and still are. Kass said he would like to compose a song to match your beauty and wished to meet you one day.”
When Zelda still didn’t say anything after a while, I finally turned my head towards her. My gaze met her brimming eyes, waiting for the truth.
“Link, that can’t be all that’s bothering you - please tell me. What is it that you can’t tell me?”
“I… I… just can’t tell you it, Zelda. Please accept it. For now.”
Zelda frowned but nodded silently.
“About that song Kass wanted to write about me, I hope he is somewhere nearby! I am eager to hear, what he would sing about me, and how his music would sound. Please Link, please let me meet him!”
I looked at the beautiful face next to me, stared at her, without saying a word. I brushed a golden stray of her hair behind her ear and smiled.
“Of course, I will do that, why wouldn’t I want to let my princess become a song sung for future generations?”
She giggled and cuddled onto my arm, falling in a light sleep again, while I watched over her, as I did back then, now, and forever.
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Rewind and Start Over:: Morning
Bingqiu, rated M, 5,677 words, part 1/6, Incomplete 
Angst, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempt, re-transmigration, Angst with a Happy Ending, Rating May Change
Modern science is so good it kept a dead man alive.
Shen Yuan is dragged forward but his feet are stubbornly digging in the ground. Luo Binghe is running as fast as he can to catch up.
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Inhale. A mechanical beep rang muffled in his ears. Exhale. There was an unnatural chill to his skin.
Inhale. The room smelled like chemicals. Exhale. His mouth tasted like ash, stuffed with cotton too deep down his throat to the point it burns.
Inhale. It took all of his willpower to make his finger twitch. Exhale. 
---
An error message had blared across his mind’s eye during afternoon tea. The System suddenly awakened after almost a year of hibernation with a dozen pop up screens and flashing warning messages. He tried to shift through them but all he got from the glitching screens was that there was a serious problem. As soon as it started it all stopped, and one screen blinked in front of all the glitching windows, simply saying [Thank you for using the System! We hope to see you again soon!]
Before he could fully comprehend what it meant, a sharp pain overtook him and with a gasp, he felt the all too familiar tug of his soul exiting his body. The last thing he heard as his vision fizzled out to glowing long lines of code was the sound of a teacup shattering and Lou Binghe’s startled “Shizun!”
---
Fourteen months. For the twelve years he spent as Shen Qingqiu, his body had laid comatose in a hospital, an empty shell with no soul to host it and yet thanks to modern technology, his body was still breathing artificial air and his heart was still beating artificial pumps. Science refused to accept death, chasing immortality as a cultivator would. 
It took him a while to actually wake up, but during his brief spells of consciousness he would hear the voices of his family coming in and out, voices he hadn’t heard in twelve long years. They’d only been whispers of them left in his dreams and he’d woken up with his heart in his throat and his eyes burning with Luo Binghe tucked under his chin.
When he did finally manage to pull himself out of the pool of sleep, blinking his sticky eyes open, he wanted to shield his eyes to the dim lamp sitting at his bedside and the electronic time of the TV mounted on the wall reading it was a little after three in the morning. He fell back to sleep.
---
The System was silent. No matter how much prodding he did it’s mechanical voice never whirred to life in his head.
---
He was officially discharged after a month. He needed physical therapy to get his limbs back in order and psychological therapy to deal with the “depression”. Maybe he was depressed, he was depressed after being pulled from his home away from his family and friends back to his old family and friends. He didn’t dare speak a word about his time transmigrating into the shitty stallion novel during the therapy sessions if they knew they’d cart him off to a very different hospital. He couldn’t bring himself to feel anything but painful longing, a numbing sadness filling his limbs with faux filling. 
Shen Yuan was happy to see his family again, to see his two older brothers and younger sister, his mother’s sweet eyes and his dad’s gentle smile. He cried when he saw them once more for the first time in many years. It was a year to them, but a whole lifetime to him. 
How could he be okay going back to this wretched modern world where he was nothing but a nobody who mooched off his parents’ fortune, spending his days crassly reading novels and hoarding collections of waifu material and spent the nights tucked into his phone reading raunchy novels and manhua until he couldn’t keep his eyes open only to rinse and repeat bright and early the next day at two in the afternoon? He had been an immortal peak lord! A revered shizun with many disciples in the path of cultivation! He had a husband who loved him dearly and he back.
He had heard his parents whispering sharply to one another about Shen Yuan just going back to wasting their money away on more anime figures, living in an apartment paid for by their money and eating food paid from the allowance they gave him, growing grosser and uglier by the day.
---
Because he had been comatose for so long his stuff had been moved from his apartment and either crammed in a storage unit or back into his old bedroom at his parents’ house. He needed to be under surveillance until he was able to walk down the stairs on his own without pausing to take a break. Right now he could do nothing but rest and recover. 
He went back to reading web novels, sank deeper into a Shen Yuan shaped hole in his bed, the LED screen of his phone reflecting off his glasses until his vision blurred and he fell asleep. He had found fanart of Luo Binghe, the face too square and eyes too narrow, the demon mark not quite the correct shape, and the slim shape of his mouth a little too cunning to be his Binghe, but he still set it as his lock screen. 
Airplane Shooting Toward the Sky had passed away while Shen Yuan was in the coma. Found dead in his apartment after a neighbor reported the foul odor seeping through the cracks in the walls and the landlord found the decaying body slumped over on the floor. Death by electrocution, the news article said. Proud Immortal Demon Way will never be complete. 
Meanwhile, Shen Yuan progressed splendidly in his physical therapy and stumped his psychological therapist. There was nothing to say. He was sad, unmotivated to do anything at all besides sink back into his homebody self, pull his head back into the tortoiseshell cage he grew himself. He couldn’t tell the therapist why he was sad. He was prescribed antidepressants. They might have helped.
—-
He took walks, as instructed by his physical therapist, and ate lots of protein.
He wondered if he died again if he’ll be transported back to Proud Immortal Demon Way, die vehemently cursing it until he’s taken back into the novel. But who’s to know if he’ll be put back where he left off, or if he’ll start over and make a whole new timeline? What about his Luo Binghe?
What if he only died?
—-
He was going stir crazy. Before, a lifestyle of him living in his bedroom with nothing but his PC setup and an incredibly powerful WiFi connection would be the dream. Now he found himself unable to look at his computer for too long, his phone left behind more often than not. 
—-
He had bought a fan, a cheap one that was beautiful, but the plastic was made to look like wood. The bottom of the fabric was already fraying a bit, but the beautiful cranes and chrysanthemum had caught his eye. He would keep it in his hoodie pocket, or tucked under a pillow. Sometimes he’d snap it open and shut, open again, then shut, alone in his room with his eyes on the faraway mountain peak. He tapped his own head. 
He googled how to kill himself in the least painful manner, but Google gave him suicide prevention hotlines instead. He couldn’t self-destruct like the second time nor does he wish to take a dick so massive with so little prep it kills him like the third, but he wants to die quickly and painlessly. 
Then again, will it work? His family will mourn again, but he was the third son and they had two much more reliable sons. 
—-
There had been a movement not too long ago in China to bring back the traditional flowing Chinese hanfu to everyday wear. He ordered some robes online, exquisite silky white with trims of green, bamboo embroidered on the hems and sleeves, a matching headpiece tied with a pale green ribbon. 
Before his coma, his hair had been relatively short with just a swoosh of bangs where at its longest would sometimes tickle the collar of his shirt to indicate it was time to get a trim. Now it had grown shaggy and long past his shoulders. His mother scheduled an appointment to get him a haircut. He didn’t go. He got a green scrunchie to tie his hair half up in a weak imitation of how Shen Qingqiu wore it, but messy and not at all graceful.
He stopped taking his antidepressants. He tries to drown himself in the bathtub with a cinderblock on his chest. The overwhelming pressure of the cement block was nothing compared to the pain in his heart, his lungs screamed for air and his chest lurched and twitched, attempting to throw his body up out of the clear water and save his life. He fought as much as he could until one particularly powerful jerk rolled him over and pulled him gasping and heaving from the tub, water overflowing and flooding the bathroom. 
After hanging off the edge of the tub trying to catch his breath, he stood up and cleaned the bathroom. The physical ache of the cinder block digging deep into his ribs left a dark bruise on his chest that took over a week to fade. 
—-
His parents were worried, his mother especially. They sent him away to a relatives estate out in the country, thinking the pollution and noise, the crowds and overbearing presence of everything, was too much for him and a nice trip in the mountains would relax him. 
It didn’t. He couldn’t bear to ever go outside his little room, the house old in style with the curves roofs and bamboo furniture hand made by his aunt. There was a bamboo forest outside his window. The blinds were firmly shut the whole time. 
His uncle tried taking him out on short walks. He went once and refused to go again. There was no WiFi here so he settled to lay on the porch and watched the summer roses sway while eating his aunt’s pickled vegetables. 
He didn’t last a week before he begged his parents to take him home. He couldn’t stand the misty peaks, the bamboo forest,  the thin, clear air that reminded him so much of home. He couldn’t live like this, crying himself to sleep every night and crying himself awake every morning and crying to nothing tucked under his blankets during the afternoon heat. 
---
He stood in front of his mirror dressed in actual clothes and not sweaty and grimy anime shirts, no weak imitation cultivation robes. A pale green button-down with the short sleeves rolled up, a pair of slim-cut black jeans, beige boots with the laces were done up nice. His hair was neatly tied back. 
Later that afternoon he came home with a job down at a local department store. 
The next day he stood high atop the office building his brother worked in, the wind whipping past him ferociously. He closed his eyes and remembered his self-destruction to save his ass from being turned into a human stick. He was gone before he fell. If he fell now he would feel the fear coursing through him, making his last moment the longest moment of his life.
His breath caught in his throat when he looked down, his sneakers toeing the edge of the concrete border. A strong gust of wind can make him lose his footing. The fall was almost a hundred stories down.
He stepped down and went back down the stairwell. 
---
He quit therapy, and physical therapy was finishing up. He passed with flying colors and was deemed fine to go about his business as usual, but to come back once a month for check-ins for the next six months. He re-enrolled back into his university and was accepted for the upcoming semester. 
There were more phone numbers than ever in his contact list thanks to his nice coworkers who genuinely wanted to spend time with him outside of work, send him funny memes related to conversations they held whispering behind racks of clothes when the manager wasn’t looking nor when a customer was tracking them down. His feet ached from all the standing he did, his back hurt, and it took every ounce of his Shen Qingqiu patience not to bodily throw himself over the counter and strangle the next customer who asks after they’ve paid if there are any additional discounts they could add. 
---
Sun Mei is a coworker of his with hair she’s styled like the California beach waves and wore a bold red lip. There was a beauty mark on her forehead and she was instantly drawn to Shen Yuan’s side when he first stuttered over to the register during his first week. She took him under her wing and showed him the ropes and was usually first on the scene when a customer was giving him a hard time. He couldn’t help be drawn to her because her favorite lipstick is the exact shade of red as Binghe’s demon mark. 
She asked him to get coffee sometime. He agreed. Pre-transmigration Shen Yuan would have been over the moon, now he was just grateful he could have another distraction from nighttime eyes that still illuminate his dreams with the star-like tears. 
---
Luo Binghe hadn’t come to his dreams. He’s always haunting his dreams, his lips like the softest rose petals tracing his bare skin and rough, large hands tenderly stroking up and down his arms, tracing his clavicle and counting down his ribs. He was a memory, a whisper of what he truly his. Shen Yuan’s hands always messed up the mirage whenever he tried to touch him back. 
There were countless nights where his hands would unconsciously trace down his body and under the band of his pajama pants and grasp himself firmly in his hand, slowly bringing himself to completion with his eyes firmly shut, Luo Binghe playing on a constant loops behind his closed lids and Luo Binghe’s name dripping from his trembling lips, his trembling body arching toward Luo  Binghe’s body that was so, so far away. He only cried sometimes when he opened his eyes and found the blank ceiling above him and not Luo Binghe’s bottomless eyes.
It happened less often, him waking up with tears dried on his cheeks and pillow. He didn’t know if it’s a good or bad thing. Sometimes when he was doing the most mundane things he truly dangerous thoughts ran across his mind- was any of that real in the first place? Was that just a really intense coma dream? He had “died” cursing Proud Immortal Demon Way, so what’s the chance of it playing over again so realistically for fourteen months?
He still had the Luo Binghe lock screen. 
---
One of his coworkers also liked reading web novels to the same intensity as he (had). During after-hours recovery, they’ll have heated discussions about novels and tried to thrust recommendations upon each other. They had each other’s forums usernames and he was the only person he physically knew who had his Twitter. 
During one such closing shift, the lights in the store half on and buried deep in the clearance rack did his coworker recommend Proud Immortal Demon Way. 
“It’s really, really long and there’s a lot of pandering, but the protagonist is pretty OP,” his coworker explained. “So many cute sisters to choose from! And it’s such a twist seeing the protagonist going from the common hero to a black-hearted demon, justifiably so.”
“I’ve read it,” Shen Yuan said. He showed off his lock screen. “Luo Binghe is my favorite.”
Even with strings sawing away at his heart, pulling taut enough to cut it to shreds with just a little more pressure, he still participated in the discussion. After work, he sat in his car in the parking garage and cried until he gathered himself together, cranked up Hatsune Miku, and drove home recklessly. 
---
It had been nine months since he woke up from his transmigration coma and started his first day of school. There was a nervousness he hadn’t felt in forever, a tingling to his scalp and his heart danced an uncomfortable rhythm in his chest. His hair was tied back at the nape of his neck in a messy bun, his glasses were brand new with an up to date prescription (a whole new frame style too, going away of his old rectangle plastic frames for a more stylish horn-rimmed shape). He was much shorter than Shen Qingqiu, he figured the top of his head would barely brush Luo Binghe’s shoulder. He had on new clothes he and his sister went out shopping for- nice fitting jeans rolled up at the cuffs, a light army jacket, a simple striped shirt, new sneakers that still smelled the new shoe rubbery smell. The cheap fan was tucked away in his backpack.
He felt daring going out with his ankles bare, then he remembered this is the modern world. He can go out with his whole leg bared and no one would bat an eye. He rolled them back down when he got in his car. 
The classes were interesting, the professors genuinely enjoyed their subjects and were energetic for the new semester. He found a spot he liked on campus, a hidden bamboo grove he remembered the tour guide had mentioned offhand during his original campus tour. There was a stone bench and that’s where he ate the lunch he bought at an on-campus sandwich shop. He might have cried. 
---
Shen Yuan found it uncomfortably easy to fall into a rhythm of school and work. The few people he’d met since he reverse-transmigrated could probably be considered as more than acquaintances but less than friends. On most days he would have someone to share a meal or go get coffee with, sometimes it was just sitting in the school library doing their work together.
Sun Mei went to his school. She was in a whole different department and thus their paths rarely crossed, but at least once a week they would have a break that lined up just right for them to go sit at the campus cafe and do homework together. She asked him once if he wanted to go to a party a friend of hers was hosting, tucking an artificial curl behind her ear. He declined.
There was a mid-autumn festival on campus. Sun Mei asked him out for the event with a couple of other coworkers. He agreed to go. At the event they had food stalls set up, live music, games, and little wares sold to commemorate the day. Lanterns illuminated the night and for a heart-stopping second Luo Binghe traced the edges of his mind. He shoved him way back deep, deep down into a little box he crafted just for him to sit.
A stand sold hand-painted paper fans, much nicer than the one that had lost a screw in his backpack and held together by scotch tape. He let his eyes linger on them, his fingers traced the intricate paintings on the delicate surfaces. One looked oh so similar to his favorite one- a simple white fan with deep, nearly black wood and watercolor bamboo. It was a little expensive, but it’s a price he’s willing to pay for art. This one, he promised, will stay in his room so it wouldn’t get damaged. 
The rest of the event was pleasant. He ate plenty of mooncakes and other delicious sweets. Luo Binghe’s mooncakes were much better.
At one point in the evening, he did a double-take while passing a stall, there on the table were little porcelain figures of animals. Particularly, a little, black, Pomeranian with its pink tongue peeking out caught his eye. It was a little ugly, but it’s big, round eyes tempted Shen Yuan to pull out his wallet and purchase the damn thing. 
That night, he placed the tiny Bingpup on his windowsill next to his paper fan, the big, beautiful autumn moon throwing his room into a decadent silver.
---
He moved out of his parents’ house and back into an apartment t. Most of his merch was kept in storage or in his childhood bedroom, but the Asuna body pillow moved with him to the new place. A simple one-bedroom with a kitchen and bath, a balcony that overlooked the city and laid a walking distance from campus (an uncomfortably long walk, but a walk nonetheless) and a few blocks from his work. He furnished it with his last apartment’s furniture and even took the time to go out and hunt for more pieces to build an actual home and not the nerd nest he made before. The bookcase was towering with books, he had a nice coffee table and matching mugs. There was a wall scroll of a beautiful watercolor bamboo forest hanging from his wall. The Bingpup rested on his nightstand that was the same wood as his desk, dresser, and bed frame. He commissioned an artist online to draw his version of Luo Binghe, the eyes softer and glittering with a thousand stars, his cheeks were tastefully angular, the shade of red for his demon mark exactly right. It was yet it wasn’t Luo Binghe because he’s starting to doubt that his version ever actually existed or if he was still dreaming of a canon-divergent storyline. The picture was framed on his desk. 
Su Mei came over with a few other coworkers for a house warming. They brought beer and snacks and someone had brought out a Bluetooth speaker to play ambient music. He was not supposed to have a lot of alcohol due to his delicate body, his frame a flimsy bamboo shoot compared to the lofty, full-grown stock of Shen Qingqiu, but he still had a few beers too fast and found himself throwing up, Su Mei holding his hair back as he sobbed into the toilet. He thought he heard Luo Binghe’s name slip from his lips, but the rest of his words never made it past his garbled tongue. The next morning he woke up stiff, his mouth tasting sour, and only a slight headache. He stayed in bed all day rereading the beginning of Proud Immortal Demon Way and cried himself to sleep after eating his one meal that day- cup noodles and leftover guacamole. No chips, just the guac he spoon-fed into his mouth. 
He felt he might have kissed Su Mei. There had been lipstick smeared at the corner of his mouth.
—-
Midterms came. He’s never been so stressed out in so long in this specific way. Yes, he had run from his life, been locked in the Huan Hua Palace water prison, found himself chased by blind corpses while dragging an unconscious Luo Binghe behind, had the worst anal sex ever to save the world. Sitting in front of his monitor, eyes tearing up behind his glasses and hands twitching, numb from overwork as he tried to write his analysis paper on old American poetry and its significance at almost four in the morning because it’s due in six hours and he still needed a little bit of sleep made him doubt if everything in Proud Immortal Demon Way could ever hurt like this. Why couldn’t he have the perfect immortal body of Shen Qingqiu where he could not eat and sleep for so long? That would be perfect right now, no need to spend his already meager paycheck on large cups of coffee. His doctor had warned him against large doses of caffeine, but his aching body told him no. 
—- 
After a majority of his midterms were done, he fell ill with the flu. Curse his weakened body. 
—-
He applied to study abroad in America for a year. He wouldn’t hear back until February. He’s smart, he knows he’ll get in. In the meantime, he brushed up on his English by investing time in American TV, movies, novels, and music. It was a neon-bright culture with a gritty feeling in his teeth, the exact opposite of his Xianxia novels and his old Xianxia lifestyle. 
If Luo Binghe, all of Qing Jing Peak, Cang Qiong Mountain and its disciples, were truly just a feverish dream he was crazy. If that was really real than he had abandoned his husband (unintentionally!).
It was getting harder to tell as time blended together in a seamless chalked out blur. He nestled himself back into his life as Shen Yuan- or rather, his new life as Shen Yuan. Maybe his twelve years as Peak Lord Shen Qingqiu really changed him
His brother made a point to mention one day over lunch.
“You’re more responsible,” he said, stirring his coffee. “Before you were locked up in your apartment all day reading novels and manhuas and watching donghuas and spending your allowance on useless things.”
He didn’t say anything, his eyes tracing the leaves of his salad. “It’s a little scary how your disposition changed so drastically, but perhaps its for the better. You’re going to America for a year you say?”
Shen Yuan nodded. “I’m setting aside money from my paycheck to pay for expenses while I’m there.”
“No girlfriend yet?”
He nearly choked on a crouton. Of course, I don’t! I have a husband! Is what he wanted to say. “No, I’m still focusing on recovery and getting used to balancing school and work.” And I’m married!
… right?
---
It’s been exactly a year since he woke up from his coma and there was no sign of Luo Binghe sweeping in through his bedroom window and taking him back.
---
Su Mei asked him out a third time. They went to a popular movie and got a nice dinner after. She slid her hand across the table and tapped his with her pink painted nails.
“I want to put a label on us,” she said, her cheeks red.
What label? They’re friends, right?
The look of confusion gave away his thoughts. “I want,” she continued. “To be your girlfriend.”
Taking in her unnaturally curly dark hair, the red lips in an achingly familiar shade of red, dark eyes framed with mascara laden lashes, the black scoop neck shirt with a thin, silver necklace she always wore. It hurts. 
He’s married. 
He gave her the same spiel he gave his brother, paid his part of the bill, and walked out. She didn’t text him goodnight as she always did. 
---
Midterms blended into a calm before the storm and then he suddenly had four exams, three monster papers, and three presentations due in a span of a week. Work was piling on the hours and his days were growing so mundane he’d stopped crying himself to sleep at night as he was too tired to spend it wasting what little energy he had left. The Luo Binghe lock screen was turned into a pretty picture of a sunset he took from the library window. 
There was a desperate hope at first that Luo Binghe would find him again, he always did. The days simply continued to wear on as he fell back into being Shen Yuan, or a newer Shen Yuan his parents were much more approving of. They were no longer worried about him being depressed, as he’s managed to bury the sadness away into a chest deep in his heart. 
He put on the cultivation robes (fake, itchy) and sat at his low coffee table with a cheap tea set he bought and served himself tea, the little Bingpup stared up at him from the other side of the table with big, glittering eyes. He flickered open the bamboo fan and hid his face behind it. 
---
He got accepted to study abroad in Los Angeles for a year. His parents easily paid the tuition and boarding fees. His sister bought him a nice set of luggage. 
---
The crane and chrysanthemum fan he kept with him at all times broke completely. Instead of throwing it away he tossed it in a desk drawer.
---
His hair had reached past his shoulders. It was easily tied back into a knot at the nape of his neck, or in a neat ponytail when he needed to clean up. He collected clips to pin back the loose strands when he found himself hunched over his monitor for long hours or with a nose buried in a book. It will never, ever be as long as Shen Qingqiu’s long mane of hair, tracing his knees as he walked and whispering around his arms. 
On a day off he went to a barbershop and got it all chopped off. It was long enough to donate. He did so and walked out with a weight off his shoulders and a needle-like pain in his chest. 
---
His brother came over and helped him clean up his apartment a little bit. He tossed out the broken fan. Shen Yuan didn’t realize until he opened up his desk drawer a week later looking for a stapler and found it meticulously organized, the scrapped fan long gone.
---
He got himself a betta fish, black and sleek like an ink splot in his tank. He named the fish Bingmei. 
---
Bingmei died.
---
During a break from school, he took a weekend off from work and went back to his relative’s house in the mountains. This time, he forced himself to appreciate the whispering bamboo forest, the misty mountain peaks, the tranquil silence that was muted by the pitched hum of the city. He took up piano playing again, tapping the keys awkwardly as if he was six years old again and his mother made him go to be more proactive with his life besides staying home after school every day and watching cartoons and reading comic books. His older cousin could play and she helped him get back on track, his fingers stiff on the keys and his wrists cramping from disuse. He taught himself a song he knew Luo Binghe loved him to play for him on the guqin. It tasted different. 
He went home after the break and let his lungs fill with smog once again. He went to a music store and bought a cheap electric keyboard and continued to practice in his spare time. He would always start with that song Luo Binghe liked so much.
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The fingers he used to caress the monochrome piano keys were used to finger himself wide open, face pressed into his pillow and ass arching up into his hand. Nothing will ever be as big as Luo Binghe unless he wanted to spend a small fortune on one of those embarrassingly large dildos and honestly, he didn’t have a face thick enough to order something like that. Even if he had one in his cart with a credit card held out in his hand ready to type in the numbers, his hand still led him to exit the page and tuck his card back in his wallet. He never touched himself often, maybe once or twice a month the pressure will get too much, a weight shaped like Luo Binghe was only relieved for maybe three seconds at the peak of his orgasm when his name traced his lips like a lullaby.
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As much as he was letting go of Luo Binghe and everything to do with Proud Immortal Demon Way, Luo Binghe always found a way to nestle back into his chest cavity, make a home amongst his ribs and laid back against his lungs, his curls tickled his throat and his sticky, sticky arms wrapped around his whole heart. 
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The rhythm broke with a crack, a little over a year and a half after he returned to his world.
A literal crack. 
He came home from class, one of his last classes before finals kicked in and was going to head to his bedroom and take a quick nap before he had to close at work when he heard a deafening crack echo from his bedroom. He quietly sat down his backpack, a scraping and muted thump followed. He grabbed the umbrella he had by the door as quietly as he could, stepped with care into his apartment. He had his phone out with 1-1-0 already dialed, thumb hovering to hit call at a moment’s notice. A muffled voice sent a lurch from his feet to his throat. He isn’t the powerful immortal cultivator Shen Qingqiu, he can die! Well, Shen Qingqiu did die a few times (oops), but he’s still hard to kill! Not Shen Yuan in his soft, mortal body with fragile bones, paper-thin skin, and a heart so delicate only Luo Binghe’s metaphorical glass heart could be compared. He didn’t have a spare body laying around to launch his soul into nor does he have the System to swoop in and save his ass again with a magic reboot. Once he’s dead, he’s dead.
Shen Yuan stuck close to the hallway wall and tried to peak through the crack in his door. From this angle, he couldn’t see anything. There wasn’t a sound at all and Shen Qingqiu started to lower his umbrella thinking it might have just been a loud neighbor when a definite rustle of clothes could be heard from his room. He tried to back up quickly, smart enough to know that this is something the cops should deal with not him! 
He stumbled and fell flat on his ass, the air pulled from his lungs with a sharp gasp. His phone clattered loudly to the ground, screen dark, and the umbrella nailing the hallway wall. Oh no, oh no, oh no the intruder would have definitely heard him!
The door was thrown open and for a half a second all Shen Yuan saw was a dark blur before he pushed his glasses back up his nose, bringing the intruder into full 20/20 focus. Whatever breath he had left in his body left with a sharp gasp.
“Binghe?!”
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fixxofvixx · 6 years ago
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POSSESSION- TAEKWOON AU - CHAPTER 4
SURPRISE!!!! I hope you don't mind another update!!
Also, I'm almost finished with a demon Leo AND a vampire taekwoon chapter. So, hopefully those will be up soon too!
Please let me know what you think!!💖💖
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Over the next few days, you avoided Leo successfully. You limped around the mansion exploring. You had no idea where he was sleeping since you had his bed but he stayed out of sight. Whenever you wandered around the house, you carefully searched for him only in an effort to avoid him.
Your injuries were getting better. Ken said the hallucinations should be over now which gave you a sense of relief. The others had welcomed you with open arms. They had been thankful that you had healed Leo fully and now you were living there. It was getting easier to be around them and the awkwardness quickly faded.
"Y/N?" You turned to see Hyuk and Ken coming down the hallway. "Exploring again?"
"Yeah, I think I have a long way to go before I can see everything."
"Have you seen the tower?" Ken asked as he made his way past you.
"Not yet."
"Then you should! The view is amazing up there! You should be able to see all kinds of things." Hyuk smiled his usual warm smile and you nodded.
"Oh, really? I'll go take a look."
It took you a while to climb the stairs to the room at the top of the tower. The higher you climbed, the colder it became. You pulled your shawl tighter around your shoulders and kept going. Finally, you reached the thick wooden door. It creaked horribly as you opened it. You made your way inside to see a vast room with various storage chests and furniture. Off to the side, you saw a bed and a large plush chair.
"What are you doing up here?" You froze when you heard Leo's voice. Immediately, you turned to go back out the door. When you made it to the open door, you saw Hyuk and Ken standing there. Their grey eyes danced with mischief.
"Make a new friend, y/n." Ken said as he quickly shut the door.
Panic rose in your chest. You tried to open the door but it was locked.
"Ken, you little shit, let me out!"
"I'll come back in about an hour and check on you. That should give you enough time to explore the tower, right?" You could hear Ken laughing maniacally as his voice faded away from the door.
You gripped the door handle and refused to turn around. You were terrified that you would see Leo as a demon again.
"You might as well come away from the door. He's not going to let you out."
"I know."
You turned around and looked at him. You sighed in relief when you saw his face and not the face of a demon. He stepped towards you and you had to lock your knees to keep from backing away. You really didn't have anywhere to go anyway. The door was at your back.
"Why did you come up here?"
"Ken and Hyuk suggested that I look at the view from the tower. I should have known that they were planning to trick me." You stepped around him carefully and moved towards one of the windows. They didn't lie, the view was beautiful.
"Why would they need to trick you?" His voice came from directly behind you and your shoulders stiffened automatically.
"I don't know. Those two are dangerous when they plan things together."
"Could it be because they knew I was up here? You have been avoiding me."
"Of course not!" You whirled around only to see him mere inches from you. You breath hitched in your throat. "I haven't been avoiding you. I just haven't seen you.
"Just because you don't see me," he suddenly vanished and your heart lurched, "doesn't mean I'm not there. I have seen you looking over your shoulder constantly. Peeking into my room to make sure I'm not in there before you go in."
"I-I was just being polite. I d-didn't want to intrude or make you mad." He kept himself invisible and it was somehow easier to talk to him.
"And what are you imagining would happen if I got mad." He became visible again but he was further from you now. He was leaning on an old table not far from the wall to your left.
"I'd rather not imagine it, to be honest."
"So you--ah!" He held his side and hissed in pain. You immediately ran to his side.
"What? Did you open another stitch? They should have been fine by now." You tried to move his arm from his waist but he grabbed your wrist instead. He sat up straight and his face no longer showed any pain. "You--"
"I'm fine, I just wanted to prove a theory that I had." You pulled on your wrist but he wouldn't let go.
"And that theory being...?"
"You're not afraid when you think I'm hurt. You command and order me around but only if I'm injured. Otherwise, you are frozen in fear in my presence. Why is that?"
"I don't know what you're talking about."
He stood to his full height stared down at you. "Yes, you do. You are completely comfortable around the others. You even joke around with them. But you're different when I'm around. Even when you entered the room just now. As soon as you heard my voice you tried to escape. I have never hurt you. Nor have I ever tried to."
"I.....I know that. I just...I don't know! You never smile or talk to me like the others. Whenever I would come here you would always look at me as if I was a plague. You're serious all the time and just.......scary-looking. And I have seen you fight. You're deadly and fast. The sheriff....."
"Was going to kill you. I have to be good at what I do or the demons win. I don't think you are a plague. I am grateful that you help us when we need it. And I don't really smile at anybody so that arguement is invalid."
Your heart was still beating out of your chest but you felt your shoulders relax just the tiniest bit. It wasn't getting easier to talk to him, and now you just felt awkward and out of sorts. Still, he wasn't wrong. You hadn't even seen him smile around the others in his group.
"Okay," was all you could manage.
"Okay? Okay, what?" His voice sounded almost amused.
"Okay....I believe you?"
"Why is that in the form of a question?"
"I don't know what else to say."
"You need to try to learn to trust me. If something were to happen I can't help you if you are running from me too."
"Okay....I'll try."
Leo still held your wrist in his hand. He tugged on it and held it between the both of you.
"Open your hand."
"Why?" You started to pull away, unsure of his intentions.
"Just do it. Think of it as a show of trust."
"Don't you think it's a little too soon for that?"
"No time like the present. They aren't going to unlock the door anytime soon."
It took you a couple of seconds but you finally opened your hand. Leo raised his other hand and held it open next to yours. Suddenly, a ball of fire burst from the center of his hand and hovered there. You immediately backed away as far as you could. You closed your hand and tugged on your wrist. The unexpected motion gained you a few steps but Leo still held on. The movement had brought your back up against the wall of the tower. Now you had nowhere to go. The fire was burning brightly in his hand in swirling reds and oranges.
"Open your hand, y/n."
"Why? What are you going to do?"
"Just trust me."
Very slowly you opened your hand. Almost immediately the fire jumped from his hand to yours. You let out a short scream as you expected your hand to start burning. You tried to back away again but you had nowhere to go. After a moment, you realized that the flame was only slightly warm. Like warming your hands by a dying fire. Then, the flame began to take shape. It turned from a horse to an eagle and then to a rabbit. You watched the flame, fascinated.
"Y-You're doing this?" your voice came out as a whisper.
"I can command it to do what I want."
"Why is it not hot?"
"It would be if I wanted it so. I can send balls of fire to certain demons to kill them. Or I can just simply practice with it." The fire turned its shape again to a snake this time that curled around your arm. Given your recent encounter with the red snake poison you recoiled and tried to pull away. When Leo heard your gasp he remembered and the flame turned back to a rabbit.
"I apologize." He only uttered the two simple words but they sounded sincere.
"So you can turn invisible and control fire. What else can you do?"
"You can learn that in time." Leo released your wrist but the flame stayed. You looked up at him as he turned to take a seat on the bed, reaching for a book that lay on the table next to it.
"W-what do I do?" You pulled away from the wall and took a seat at the reading chair at the end of the bed.
"You can play with it. It will react to you if you are calm." He opened his book and started reading.
Entranced, you brought your feet up and curled yourself against the arm of the chair. The flame jumped and hovered over the arm. For a second you thought it would burn the chair but it didn't. The flame was still in the shape of a bunny as it jumped around happily in front of you.
"Leo?"
"Hmm?" You didn't look at him, just kept your eyes on the flame dancing before you.
"Can it be a horse again?" He didn't answer but the flame changed almost immediately. The red and orange stallion reared upwards before settling back down, exploring the arm of the chair. "Mom really liked horses."
Leo didn't ask for you to explain further. He knew what had happened to your mother.
It wasn't long before your eyelids grew heavy. Watching the flame dance around you and jump over your fingers had calmed your mind and body. Now, you just wanted to sleep. Soon, you closed your eyes and drifted off.
Leo noticed your still body and retracted the flame to his hand before extinguishing it. The blanket at the end of his bed lifted just as he commanded it to and then settled over your body. He considered exchanging places with you but thought against it. You would most likely wake and then would want to leave.
About twenty minutes later, footsteps were heard on the tower stairs. Seconds later, the lock on the door clicked. Ken walked into the room ready to strike up a conversation but Leo silenced him. Ken noticed your sleeping form in the chair and then looked at Leo.
"What did you do to her?"
"I did nothing. She fell asleep."
"Nice try, buddy. She's terrified to be in the same room with you much less sleep in one. What did you really do?"
"We talked and then I let her play with the fire."
"You conjured fire for her?!"
"It's not hard to do. She sat in the chair and watched it until she fell asleep."
"You want me to take her back to her room?"
"No. Leave her."
"Look, I know you like her but you need to take baby steps. You can't keep asking us to trap her in rooms with you when you want to talk to her. If you do too much, she's gonna take off."
"You're the one who said it was a good idea."
"True, but just take it slow."
"I intend to. Now, leave before you wake her up."
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ladymdc · 7 years ago
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Feathers & Fur
I wanted to just ramble into the void for a second because I never thought I’d finish this fic. 
I posted about half of this work back in 2015 under the same title. However, I deleted it because I was insecure & easily discouraged. I'm not sure what spurred me to revive it, but I am glad I did.
Since then, I have met a lot of wonderful people in the fandom and have made some great, real friendships. Without these individuals ((you know who you are)), I wouldn't have finished this. I know it isn't perfect, but I love that I tried, and I love that I finished it.
I tossed the epilogue below the cut for anyone interested in some floof and I also commissioned a lovely piece of art from Kawereen to celebrate this smol victory. You can see it here. 
Pairing: Cullen x Trevelyan (A Soulmates AU) Rating: Explicit Summary: A tear in the soul lets the Fade in.
Not wishing to harm His children, the Maker breathed life into the rend with the promise they could be whole once again, but the Fall from Grace removed that promise. A gift turned curse as the rend was freed from those who created Sin, allowed to also turn their back upon them. To harshen their punishment the broken soul, longing to be whole, continues to feel the call of its missing piece in dreams.
That Cullen was hers, within reach, was the Maker's cruel joke.
Something woke him, what exactly Cullen could not be sure. The dream had been formless, but it left him with a vague sense of dread and restlessness. Thankfully, dawn was not far off. The stars were fading as black turned to grey, and even though she had curled away from him at some point in the night, Evelyn was there.
Sleep was not so difficult for either one of them as it used to be. Cullen remembered a time when they both used to work until they couldn’t anymore. Back then, Evelyn used to fall asleep with her chestnut hair still elaborately braided, wake up, decide it didn’t look too bad and pick right back up where she had left off with Inquisition business. Now it was always loose, falling in soft waves that cascaded down her back.
Normalcy looked good on her.
Quietly, Cullen got out of bed and put on warm clothes. Even though spring had officially arrived, there had been a few light frosts the past week and one brief flurry of snow. He was spending time each day splitting wood by the shed next to the house for good measure. Probably would continue to do so throughout the summer so when winter came, they would have more than enough firewood.
Winters would be hard, but that was nothing new. They had been so at Skyhold too. It would be more than worth the quiet and solitude. Plus, he and Evelyn had each other; they would do what they had always done. Protect one another, keep each other warm, share their strengths.
Survive.
Before heading downstairs, there was a moment where he almost leaned down to place a kiss on her temple. Old habits died hard, especially when they were rooted in fear and uncertainty. The move had been taxing, on them both, but more so on Evelyn. She was still recovering from it, and she needed her rest, so instead of risking waking her, he added two logs to the fire. He would hate for her to get cold in his absence.
In the den, Cullen did the same, and Dante let out an appreciative grunt from his place on the rug. The hound seemed just as pleased with their new home as they were. The Battered Shield had been a home as Skyhold had been. Someplace to store their things and be together while Cullen did what he could to set things right.
After Corypheus had been defeated, his betrayal of Meredith and subsequent public departure from the Order finally became a point of contention. Cullen acknowledged he had taken oaths and that he had broken them, but he would not admit he had done wrong. The continual backlash had been disheartening, but the Inquisition and his family had stood by him, had helped him through the worst of it. And even though he was still ostracized by the Order, he held no regret. Cullen knew he was not the only one; he was merely a figurehead, an easy target for them to make an example of, just like Evelyn had been for the Exalted Council.
She had given the world everything, but it was never enough. They betrayed her in the end, just as Solas had, so when Evelyn disbanded the Inquisition in her bitterness, Cullen had only felt relief. If she had ever needed to put herself first, it was then. Without the Anchor, the incredible mana reserve she had grown accustomed to, Evelyn was left frail and weak.
The clinic had been a simple ‘what if’ Cullen had errantly considered when he learned just how many other Templars had chosen the same path. And when he and Evelyn were left standing there, alone and adrift, on the marble steps to the Winter Palace, he knew what he needed to do for himself as much as for Evelyn.
The Battered Shield had been good for her; allowed her to adjust and put the pieces of herself back together in some capacity. It had taken time, but eventually, she was ready to go home.
The two-story cottage was unpretentious, simple, and most importantly, theirs. They had built it from afar, and only Cullen had seen it before moving in because of Evelyn’s condition. He smiled to himself as he thought back to when she first laid eyes on the homestead, recalling peace and contentment that had filled her. There was still some unpacking to do. Nine or so crates lined the half-wall that separated the large open room that served as a den and dining area from the kitchen. They would get around to it; there was plenty of time.
Cullen washed his hands before making breakfast. They had some aged cheddar and leftover biscuits from the day before, so he decided to fry up some bacon. A little of everything went in Dante’s bowl along with a slice of salted beef, then Cullen made a sandwich for himself and one for his wife. He set hers on the table.
Standing in front of the large window that faced the lake in the kitchen, Cullen ate and watched color bleed back into the world as dawn broke. Light sparkled through the low fog creeping across the black waters. The trees standing sentinel became grey-green; the sky a motley of hues. Part of him wished Ev was awake to greet the day with him, but the other part was more than pleased she was still sleeping. He could get the morning chores taken care of, then spend time with her putting their belongings away.
Outdoors, wind sighed through the tree branches and ruffled his hair as Cullen walked to the stables. It smelled of winter. Perhaps another flurry was on its way. The horses were already awake, but Cullen refilled the water tank and set out the hay before letting them out of their stalls. His lean, umber stallion lipped his palm before making its way outside with the workhorses. A little farther down, Evelyn’s destrier, the large grey creature with eerie red eyes, snorted impatiently.
Once the door opened, its ears turned forward, but it didn’t exit. Cullen stroked the horse’s neck, thinking on how Evelyn never got to see her father before he passed. Josephine had felt personally responsible for it because she had requested the visit be postponed so Evelyn could travel and personally thank the Inquisition’s allies.
Immediately after it happened, the tour was canceled so she could at least go pay her respects at the gravesite in Ostwick. The only silver lining to the situation was her two surviving brothers had insisted upon making amends. They wrote often, and had supplied the workhorses and the wagons for their move; even refused their coin though the charge would not have stunted he and Evelyn financially in any way.
Eventually, Shadow exited his stall and headed down to the water’s edge. A moment later it raised its head and looked back toward the house. The only clouds in the sky rose from the chimney. Like him, the creature seemed to have a sixth sense about Evelyn. Cullen could always tell when she woke. His mind felt sharper; his perceptions more defined then they had ever been on lyrium. He felt awake.
If it were warmer, she would break her fast on the back porch. Let the landscape swallow her up. Breathe in the fresh air mixed in with the scents of earth and grass and flowers and wood like she had the first time he brought her there. Cullen had a sudden urge to go to her, to check on her, but he set it aside. It wouldn’t be much longer until he was finished.
After he was done cleaning out the stalls, Cullen set out the horses’ food and went to chop wood. The builders had left a monstrous pile of neatly stacked logs by the house ready for splitting. There was more than enough space in the shed for storage, so he planned to keep it full at all times in case he got injured or fell ill for any amount of time during the winter. But for now, Cullen decided to split just enough to replenish what they had used since yesterday.
The ax had just come down, splitting the wood with a crack, when he heard a faint crash from inside. His heart picked up speed, and his thoughts raced even as he knew she was fine.
Inside, Cullen set the ax down by the back door and found her standing where he had eaten earlier. Dante was at her side and if a mabari could look concerned, concerned he was indeed.
Evelyn stopped absently scratching Dante’s ear and waved her hand dismissively. “It was just a plate,” she said.
But it was more than that, and they both knew it.  
“How was breakfast?” Cullen asked, washing his hands. He made note of the pitcher of water with some lemon and elfroot submersed in it out on the counter top.
“It was good, thank you.”
He smiled, taking a step back to pluck the hand towel off the countertop behind him and a chunk of plate crunched under his boot.
“I swear it went everywhere when I dropped it. There’s probably pieces upstairs somehow,” Evelyn said with a laugh. It was still a little watery despite her efforts. “I’m sorry. I couldn’t pick it up; I tried.”
“Like you said, it was just a plate, but you shouldn’t be walking around barefoot until it’s cleaned up,” he said, tossing the rag aside so he could cup her cheek and feel the ample swell of her stomach. The life growing inside her shifted and stretched at the contact. There was no stopping the grin that spread across the face nor the joy in his heart.
“It won’t be much longer now,” Evelyn said, finally smiling, bright and honest, as she placed her hand atop his. “Maybe tonight if we’re lucky.”
Cullen ran his fingertips along the thin chain around her neck, following it down to his coin. He held it between finger and thumb, feeling the familiar grooves. Mia and her family were staying out in the original cabin that now served as a small guest house while the rest of their friends and family that insisted on being around to help were staying at The Gallivanting Golem nearby in Honnleath.
“When it’s time, it’s time,” he said, leaning down to brush their mouths together.
What Cullen had went far beyond luck; it was everything he never expected from life or ever dared hope for. It was that something more he longed to be part of and it was perfect.
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blue20152019-blog · 6 years ago
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Destini Ellison
Nightheart: His name is straight-forward. He was born during the deep hours (the ‘heart’) of a Mid-summer night.
Rin [pronounced Rynn]: Nightheart’s mother, BMYR adviser, combatant medic and surgeon. Once native to Apex Haven.
Ikem [Ike-come]: Nightheart’s father. BMYR co-founder and rebel fighter.
Arrow: BMYR’S leader. Infamously known as ‘Black Shepherd’ by their enemy, the B.C.I facility.
Dr. Kirasato: B.C. I’s Co-founder and Assistant director, Rin’s biological father, Nightheart’s grandfather. The latest enemy of Apex Haven; Once a minority native/resident of Apex Haven. Now a ‘Green-eyed Judas’ of the Apex Haven Novel Sequel.
Dr. Auveir [pronounced Ah-vair]: B.C.I double agent. Minority native to Apex Haven, Combatant Medic, scientist, and Leader of the Downfall Taskforce team sent from Apex Haven.
Doctor’s Tsubari and Julia: Friends to Auveir. Minority natives of Apex Haven.
 Apex Haven- Prequel to [my] BMYR novel. A post-industrial & post-colonized, horticultural and hunter-gatherer hidden middle-earth/lost world consisting of (were)wolf-shifting 1st nation brown and Eurasian people and minority white foreigners…who surprisingly retain holdovers of modern health care instruments and knowledge.
  Biological Bestowment: Nightheart. Pt. 1
In an orange flickering examination room, 8-year-old Nightheart wiggled desperately under the table’s restraints. While lying on the Supine position (backside down) with arm abduction, (table head part made with rotating arm rest and wrist straps) the leather straps were left with some wiggle space due to his grandfather’s hasty response to the orange-flickering room lights. The wrist, ankle, and waist belt made a soft, heavy, rubbing sound as the boy’s bare feet hit the grey-titled floor. *Thud* There was no ear-splitting alarm sound, just the peculiar flashes of hazard lights.
The emergency lights basked the room in an incandescent orange checkered flash. From the cracked room door, he saw little spotlights spin around like a spiral. Confused but very grateful for the doctor’s sudden absence, Nightheart quickly slipped on the foamy lab slippers, peep cautiously from the door’s crack opening, and bolted out into the empty corridor.
       Metal rolling carts, storage closets, cabinets and drawers lined the glassy white walls as Nightheart’s paced-crept down toward the hallway’s opening. A rounded- spacing with 3 doors meet Nightheart’s eyes. The left door across was opened. Nightheart stiffened his posture then hunched down noticing the B.C.I staff congregating in it. Nightheart tightens his pale-stricken lips when he caught side-view of the cruel doctor amongst the black vested figures. The men hounded the surveillance room—watching with silent dread as their men were being slaughtered and pushed back by some BMYR rebels.  The way the room was, had the adults facing about-face behind the jumbo tv screens. With a big breath, Nightheart proceeded to hug the wall and tip-toe towards the right closed door. Right as Nightheart reached the knob, he heard his mom’s distant radio voice from the surveillance room. Although a few yards from the room, he detected her muffled belligerent yelling. A flash of pained longing twisted his hurt-puppy dog eyes. Mommy’s really angry.
He never ever heard his mom sound like that. Wailing like an enraged banshee. While uncomfortable hearing this, he was slightly grateful to know help was rolling in. Unknowingly quiet viciously at that.  When he turned the knob, a small ID scanner came from the wall panel.
“Um,” he whispered softly. Nightheart never seen an ID grid panel before, its outline glowed with square outlines and across the black plaster was finger print outliner. Cluelessly, he poked at the scree with his index finger. Orange brimmed across the square outline and ‘try again’ text appeared.
*BOOM*
The shock waves from an explosive medium rumbled beneath the boy’s feet. The previous orange lights above flashed red and an army of voices whirled around the surveillance room.
“Was that a grenade?!”            “More like dynamite or a RD-Keg bomb!”
“Where did they get those things from?!”
“DAMN THOSE PUNKS! Guys, take some flash drive copies before using the exits!” Kirasato commanded. A frantic train on men pushed eachother through the doors and made their way towards the back of the lab’s spacious south-wing to various hidden exist. Nightheart hunched over to make him smaller while eying the frantic clads of white trying to find a way slip along with them without being grabbed at. When he thought there was opening, he paced forward as close as he could to the line before noticing a pair of black-panted legs turned toward him. Kirasato caught his grandson standing a few feet from him and tried moving forward to reached down to secure him, however, the herd of scientist pushed past him unceremoniously and indifferent to the child near them. Seizing the moment, Nightheart ran between the men, maneuvering left and right through the pillars of legs so he wouldn’t get pushed down or grabbed at.
          “Get back here!” Dr. Kirasato commanded, glaring blindly ahead of him.
           The man couldn’t reach him due to the wave of fellow scientist pacing by in hurried fashion to secret back-way exists. Now separated by a moving wall of lab-coats, tecs, and black-vested men, Nightheart stepped away backwards ignored; remembering the stores his parents told him about their presence. He wished his grandfather, no, that cruel madman, would flee with the other human cockroaches. Thankful to the adult’s indifference, the boy darted back to the room he was in. He hated the idea of going back there, but the room was divided up into compartments. A potential of comb hiding spots for him to duck and dive for. One of the divided areas was barren. No medical instruments anywhere. It was spare office-type room with a mini foyer.
An odd paneled floor rested in the middle towards the back wall. To Nightheart, it looked like a metallic door thatch or crawlspace doorway.
The sliding metallic sheets clicked under the boy’s feet. The thin line in the middle of the square title pulled apart. Black bangs flared up as the boy lost ground. The small fingers scrapped at the edge of the cookie-cutter floor. Nightheart’s Heterochromia eyes---the right hazelnut brown and left cool grey---mirrored his grandfather’s alarmed eyes. Before the light above vanished, Kirasato attempted to seize the boy’s hand or shirt collar, but the arm was a palm-length shy. Tumbling down the grey rocky concrete left the boy’s soft frame scrapped up in scratches and cuts, then the 5feet drop came to a cold, heavy end.
         All was still in the underground lab. The furious commotion from the [1] B.C.I’S [1] Facility’s surface level had gone mute, the air stiller than the artificial ambiance that murmured from some hidden area. The only organic noise was the soft beating of 8-year-old’s Nightheart’s heart against the floor. The wooden floor boards and shingles---once part of Dr. Kirasato's passage to his hidden lab bunker--- lay broken and sprawled around the stunned child. Nightheart was on his stomach. His legs tucked, one arm stretched out under him, the other bent towards his chest. His t-shirt and khaki cargo shorts ripped and scuffed up from the rough, slide-in fall. His body stamped with scratches, cuts and skimmed knees and palms. Strands of his sable-black hair fell into his eyelids, tickling him awake. [2] Proprioception told him his limbs were intact and unbroken. He pushed himself up, then sat back on his legs. He couldn't hear his mom, Rin, nor his dad, Ikem, [I-come] and the other [3] BMYR teammates fight against the guards. He looked up from where he landed. A gray void stared down at him. Splintered planks from the void’s outline looked like angular fish teeth. How far did I fall? LED bulbs fixed into the steel-blue concrete ceiling were like mini spotlights in an overall shadow foyer-type opening.
The floor, a glassy blue plaster, was smooth and cold under his bare legs. While the boy was getting his surroundings in, the heavy *tap tap* of footsteps—heeled black boots---came towards him. Nightheart’s heart fluttered like butterfly wings as the silhouetted outline drew closer. Quiet. Predatory. Unbothered.
That doesn't look like dad or Arrow. He lifted himself up on wobbly knees. A sharp sensation spiraled in his right knee. Ouch! A ring of blood welled around the fleshy site.
“Mr. Auvier?” Nightheart’s voice peeped.
“Not the best of slides. Or falls. But don’t worry grandpa is here.” Dr. Kirasato cooed at the 8-year-old. Nightheart’s pupils dilated into pinpricks. Nightheart wanted nothing to do with the white-coated monster. Without hesitation, he turned to dart away from the man---the figure of unprovoked cruelty---whom had caused him physical and emotional distress since last year.
A year and a half prior, Nightheart was forced to go with his grandfather. He never knew he had a grandfather until that wretched day. His mother had never mentioned him for good reason. A BCI affiliation link, a lowman, from the [2]Pedestal Grounds leaked info to the [3]Skyline Plats. This led the doctor and B.C.I Trackers to intercept the escort task of delivering Nightheart to one BMYR safe zone post.
The escort was supposed to be a countermeasure against the recent swarm of BCI lowmen sweeping through Nalidago’s [Pronounced either Nal-lee-daw-go or Naw-lee-dah-go] Northwestern region. The BMYR Townhome base is situated in Nalidago’s Southwestern woodsy hill region. Nightheart had been worried when nobody came to the overnight hut; which was in route to the safe zone post. He had left the camouflage shack with his plushy jet-black stallion in his arms to search for the rebels; whom were swiftly neutralized and displaced with Kirasato’s involvement. The boy’s sheltered life and puppy-innocence led him to leave with the infamous BCI Co-director of the Bio black market organization. The name dropping of his mother erased all doubt he had. The easy talk. The smiles. The kindness. He had thought at the time he would be in good hands. Little did he know his backpack possessions his mother packed for him would be his centered, obsessive support in a week of hell. The “check-ups”, the nerve-wrecking body fluid extractions, and dubious vitamin supplements. All a vicious factor in a taboo ploy of tampering with a mysterious, dormant, matrilineal “lore” gene passed on from Apex Haven. The week in the facility had been a surreal slow burn, as spent his free-time curled into a fetal position either hiccupping or hyperventilating himself with his plush stallion to weary sleep during those bleak nights. After his 1st miraculous rescue—with his mother finding him first no less--used her herbal, medical and Medical Chi treatment plan to get her baby boy to recover from spontaneous intervals of intense fevers, muscle constrictions, and unbalanced stomach PH levels. The child didn't get far. In a minute the bastard scientist held him by the helm of his shirt collar.
“LET GO!” The boy flailed about like a mouse under cat claws. Why didn’t he leave with the others!? The boy thought. Dr. Kirasato ignored his demand, taking a moment to yawn and look the boy over.
“Does anything hurt?” Kirasato questioned. Nightheart was too preoccupied trying to free himself from the man’s grip.  There was nothing to say to this cruel madman. Nightheart twisted around and managed to elbow the man’s thigh. The impact was weak and rolled off the doctor like a bouncy ball. Dr. Kirasato rolled his eyes indifferent. With the man's grip still on the child’s shirt collar, Kirasato sat on the floor with Nightheart’s back towards his torso and pinned him to floor with one knee over the child’s right side. Essentially, he was firmly, not roughly, half-kneeing on the panicked boy’s left side. To an outsider, this would look like unprofessional and criminal, child abuse almost. Almost. But not. As a former combatant medic, once trained in aggressive martial arts and defensive martial arts, manhandling and grabbling people for neutralization, restraining fussy or  aggressive patients or emotionally unstable allies and friends during territorial or eco-political battles was an engrained holdover of his do-go active days as a Apex Haven Combat medic and homestay doctor.
He frowned with displeasure when he noticed Nightheart’s swollen right knee as the boy swung his legs back and forth.
“MOMMY!”
“Enough!” Kirasato snarled, catching the boy’s flustered attention. “Nightheart your parents are down here.”
“I’ll find them! You won’t keep me here you cold-madman!” Nightheart proclaimed, wiggling around his left side. Dr. Kirasato smirked for a moment at his grandson festiveness, then faltered.
To induce a clean 7LifeLine bestow he had to injury free. Tears rose on the horizon of his Heterochromatic eyes.
“GET OFF ME! MOMMY! SOMEONE! HELP ME!” Kirasato rolled his eyes.
The man had no shred of sympathy left. No moral agency. All he had was a logical, calculated mind and a goal to complete. The lab bunker would give some time to complete his goal and contain the brunt of any explosive-type device from penetrating this area. Kirasato was well aware Nightheart looked upon him like a monster. A living boogeyman to fear and hate at all cost. The scientist pressed down on the swollen, red tissue. This caused electrical twinges to race up and down Nightheart’s leg. A brown shard poked out of his bleeding hole like a wooden tapeworm.
“Ow! What’re you doing?!” The boy’s soft, puppy features bristled with indignation. Kirasato ignored him focusing on the callous-protrusion. Prodding the surrounding tissue made the bloody site pulsate in glassy waves. A stream of blood rolled down his knee and onto Kirasato’s lap. The child felt the blood tickle his flesh and saw it drip off. Anger swelled in Nightheart.
“STOP HURTING ME YOU STUPID MADMAN!” Nightheart’s right eye glaring into rectangular lenses. The white glare from the ceiling lights lenses from the man's glasses swayed into a different color. The scientist’s mossy green eyes became bioluminescent, activated by his irises enzymes as a thick, vaporous energy-wave materialized into existence from off his hands. Every skin cell on his hand opened, secreting a cool steam. His fingertips wafted like self-fueling, endothermic-kinetic heat wave. The energy steam's interior comprised of little stringy electric neurons webbing through the wave.
There’s some pus outside the patella with a lodged wooden splinter. It looks about 3 inches…the kid didn't even realize, its situated across the intramuscular nerve. Kirasato thought of the proper medicine to use, which triggered his spit enzymes to secrete an antibiotic ointment. The saliva watery and clear as it seeped down his chin. Nightheart stared in baffled disgust. A slight gape parted his mouth.
He’s slobbering on himself!? Nightheart thought visibly puzzled. The scientist raised an index finger to let the spit roll down it. The specialized spit rolled down like droplets off a car window.
This can’t be real!
Kirasato eyed the boy and Nightheart could tell he wanted to say something, but as he dawdled out a few seconds, as the orange code lights flashed again.
“Your face is raw with questions, fear, disgust. See this brown stub?” He tapped the tip of it making the boy wince.
A splinter? It shouldn't hurt this much its skinny and flat. Why does it hurt so much?
“Keep still if you want this painless.”
“Don’t mess with it!” Snapped Nightheart, balling his tiny fist.
“You prefer I cut off your leg?” Kirasato taunted. Nightheart’s hot anger flushed. His eyes widen with alarm.
“If I don’t take this out, your leg will become gangrenous, I’ll chop it off if that’s what you prefer.”
Nightheart stared in alarm. He wouldn't. He thought. As if to answer the boy’s unspoken question, Kirasato added.
“I would. I’m sure your poor mother would be horrified if you had to live with a stump for the rest of your life.” A snake-ish smile on the man’s still glowing eyes. Nightheart went into a 1,000-yard stare. This indirect cue got Kirasato to start. He cut the boy’s olive-beige skin, above the swollen site, and a few centimeters back from the tip. He achieved this by using his index finger-claw as a razor. Hot tears rose forth and hung out the corner of the boy’s eyes. He gritted his teeth and pressed his head into the floor. Nightheart needed comfort. He needed his mom. But strange enough, Nightheart was still. He lapsed into a near-despondent state. He thought that if he could go back to that happy place when he under distress, his mom would be by his side like she had been before. With the flesh split open a few centimeters from the protruding tip, the scientist dug his claw in, using it as a flat hook. The spit on his finger acted as antibiotic and killed off any germs from the splint. When the spit touched the tissue, it foamed up like peroxide. Shifting the splinter up like a lever, the scientist pulled it out with care. Under the white bulb’s light, the wood looked like a bloody sewing needle. Kirasato threw it away from them and poked his finger-claw in the former splinter’s site. It stung like hell for a moment then went numb. Watching the puss drain satisfied Kirasato, but grossed-out Nightheart. The scientist watched it ooze out and dry before putting a band-aid over the frail scar tissue. His lifted his weight off the boy’s torso. Nightheart took notice and raised his head.
“Was that so bad?” A fake, reassuring smile momentarily masked his face.
“YES! You stuck your spit-soaked finger needle in my knee!” Kirasato chuckled amused. Nightheart’s eyebrow raised. What is wrong this man?? “Not funny! I thought you were gonna take out my knee bone!” He pouted flexing his bandaged knee. Kirasato stood up, freeing his hold on Nightheart. Just that second of freedom was enough to get Nightheart’s blood churning again. The kid rolled left and jumped to his feet. As soon as his weight was on his legs Kirasato had his hand on his shirt collar again.
“Lively little scamp huh?” Kirasato said. Nightheart whirled around and pounded and scratched his fist on Kirasato’s forearm. It didn't hurt. Again, his blows rolled off like bouncy balls. But Nightheart was trying desperately to make the man loosen his grip. With one full sweep, Kirasato held Nightheart from under his armpits, then proceeded carrying him left into his private operation theater. At the start of this moment, all surface drama and fear from earlier dissipated like a fragrance in a sauna room. Nightheart’s heart tap danced on eggshells as the funk of dread hit like a tornado touching down. His body shivered violently. His memory of Kirasato's transgressions so vivid his palms became clammy with dew drops. His ability to protest gone mute in his throat, preventing any kind of audible words.
Inside the room rested a locked gurney with a sterilized, fitted sheet and mattress. A silver instrument cart was at the foot of the bed, and a cabinet hanging on the wall to the right of the gurney. The harsh light of the table's fixture added fuel Nightheart’s raging blood pressure. Nightheart fearfully tucked his legs back under his thighs. Dr. Kirasato briskly recounted all the procedural items needed. Moving the boy to his right arm, holding him like a suitcase, Kirasato turned on the oxygen tank.
NO NO NO NO NO! With newfound adrenalin, Nightheart thrashed his weight around in hysteria. Kicking his legs wildly before the bastard scientist could pin him to the cold white bed.
“Stop.” The doctor commanded while readjusting his hold on him.
“YOU STOP!” Don’t make me sick again! His Heterochromia eyes wide with tears.
“I’m not making you ‘sick’—again---I’m giving you a gift.” Nightheart didn’t hear his reasons. He did NOT forget what uncomfortable procedures that would have happen earlier if not for the lab alarm system telling him that help was on the way. Kirasato straighten his posture, letting Nightheart tire himself out. The man’s white-sleeved arms shake, he cursed under his breath for having to the restraints behind. The approaching, surreal procedure required no-obstructions to his torso, but at least he could tie down is ankles and IV arm. The adrenalin surge shifted into aggression.
On instinct Nightheart managed to chump down hard on Kirasato’s forearm. This stunt caught the man off-guard and flinched. He weakened his underarm hold just enough to let Nightheart awkwardly fall from his side. His feet hit the floor, and to hell with his protesting knee pain, he bolted out the rotating double doors and into the weird foyer-like area he was in before. Recovered from the bite, Kirasato ran after his grandson. Praising his good fortune for being a good runner, Nightheart easily put some feet behind his irritated grandfather. Nightheart was moving so fast that the surroundings’ storage items and other lab miscellaneous objects were a blur. In and out his figure bathed in the rapid succession of the white light flickering orange in their morass code. Kirasato had closed in minutes later, ready to grab the boy’s shirt collar again. But this is what Nightheart wanted, at the last moment and made sharp, rabbit-like turn to the right. Kirasato unceremoniously buckled and staggered his legs.
“What!?” Genuine surprise in his voice. The scientist clumsily crashed into some empty metal carts and stacks of various boxing materials. That delicate chance led Nightheart to flee into a less-lit area of the underground lab.
 The floor went from cold, glassy blue to a titled white floor as he entered a dark corridor of the one office-lab wing. This section of the lab wasn't in use as dust and cobwebs collected on shelves and sharp corners of the floor. There was a room filled with storage cabinets situated in a ‘L’ shape. situated between a tall filing cabinet and metal table. Nightheart crawled though and scuttled into the cold, bumpy, maw until he bonked his forehead against its abrupt end. He turned around and flattened himself against the cabinet's back wall. He panted like a tired puppy. The length was no more than 2 feet long and just big enough for him to turn and scrunch his limbs to his chest. Nightheart wiped tears away from his fear-stricken face and whined softly to himself.
Why did this happen again? Why does he like hurting me? I never did anything to him!” Nightheart’s whines turned into stifled sobs Why aren't they here yet? What’s taking so long? Did they get captured by the Bleach-coats too? Did…. they kill my family…. Oh god don’t tell me I’m alone now. At the possibility of this idea, more tears salted his young face, his wavy-sable-black hair hung over his creased eyebrows. He cried for a few minutes in the oppressive title-patterned area. Then a gut feeling stirred within his despairing resignation. It was a warm and springy feeling that rose up his chest like smoke fire. It was inexplicable to Nightheart, but he realized that what he thought was false. Someone will find this place and rescue him. This momentary comfort dashed away when he heard the same footsteps near.
Kirasato sniffed at his bite mark. Nightheart managed to tear through the doubled sleeved arm and red indents stared back at him. He admitted to himself that it smarted a little and wasn't expecting that kind of response from adorable, puppy-like Nightheart. Kirasato stopped and looked around. It was achingly still around him and somewhere off into the front opening, orange lights flickered off and on again. He then heard sniffles coming from the old cabinet counters and smirked. He had a feeling the boy would try to hide himself in floor cabinets. The counters above them were ‘L’ shaped rows and the white cabinets coated with dust and darkness. *Tap tap* Kirasato’s footsteps came to the middle of the room. He had to flush him out carefully. Otherwise the boy could slip away into the little storage room and hide himself under junk or behind discarded packing boxes.
 I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared Nightheart buried his chin into his arm. Kirasato titled his head attentively, as if he could pinpoint an aura of dread from one of the sliding cabinets. His eyes creepy orbs of mossy-mist. He turned to lean against the smooth counter-top. The man face’s looked reflective but had nothing intimate to reminisce over. What Kirasato barter for, in exchange for global scientific fame of introducing---exploiting---the enigmatic, Apex Haven Canis lupus CRISPR bloodright, had ironically became an underground operation for a scientific dystopian dynasty. Ever since Kirasato disbanded from Apex Haven, breaching the continent’s foundation laws and personal ethics, he unwittingly trashed any chances for him to return to his former life. This applies both physically and mentally. When he breached the secret entrance for the second and final time, with kidnapped Haven youths and the Impers descendants, (‘em-pure’, short for Imperialist), the physiological deterioration of “Estranged Amnesia” was activated in his brain’s hippocampus. Within a month his both Semantic & retrospective memory gone through a white-slate re-wiring
“Grandson I’m very sorry for hurting you. I know you don’t care why I upset you, but I don’t like hurting you for fun because I’m a cruel madman.” His tone soft and dry. “You have every right to hate me, fear me, for what I've done to you. Your mom has the right to hate me with all the hellfire and try killing me with espionage attacks. But there are things she doesn't know, things that aren't the whole truth neither me nor her. My curiosity led me to replicate this surreal phenomenon and I want nothing more than to give this gift to you, little one. But I need one last “check-up” done then I’ll let you go…” The under lab was quiet. Tension wavering off the two souls in a stale mate. Nightheart had his fist clenched in effort to quail his terror. “I promise it won’t hurt, quite the opposite actually,” he added with a soft tone scrapping his finger-claws against the cabinet doors. Nightheart stilled his breath. Nightheart’s ears hone-in to the soft scraping sound coming from his left. Pupils dilated. Kirasato opened one cabinet. The one that was close to the door threshold.
“It’ll be scary but fruitful, I know it will. The gift works in theory as well as in clinical application. The gift is indefinite and you’ll love it when you get older.” He opened the second cabinet and third. Nightheart was in the 5th sliding cabinet out of 10 total and he heard the doors close and open. His palms sweating his pulse throbbed again. “Nightheart, mommy is just on the top floor. I know where she’s at, but she’ll never find you down here. You don’t want her to stress, do you? The longer we stay down here the sadder she gets. You don’t like seeing your mommy crying right, you hate when she cries right?” Kirasato hit a nerve. An intimate one.
Nightheart flashback to that day, last year, when his mother barged in the pathetic excuse for a nursery room. Rounded eyes of agony meet his dull and weary ones. He’d never seen such an expression on her strong and warm persona. So much heartache and regret blurred into one physical mess. The warmth from her chest and the fiery pulse in her neck was the 1st stimulant he recognized on that day of salvation. He weakly nuzzled his face into her embrace to let her know he was conscious and waited for her. The pangs---impulses of desperation and yearning crept itself to his fear-hate mindset. One last test to end off pain, right? A dry whimper rolled off his throat. Kirasato picked up on the slight noise and centered both hands on the 5th cabinet.
“Come Nightheart.” The door to his cabinet started to swing open. Nightheart braced himself. He bucked his legs forward and jabbed Kirasato’s fingers in the process. “Yow!”
Kirasato recoiled and Nightheart bolted out. His feet thrummed heavily against the title floor as he rounded the corridor. Kirasato’s anger bubbled up and in a mad sprint he snatched Nightheart’s up with his finger-claws. The tips of his claws pierced the boy’s flesh. He yelped out which made Kirasato realize what he was doing. The man didn't say sorry, instead he gingerly brushed the little red spots away and took a heavy, disappointed sigh and hoisted the poor boy up.
In moments they were back in the room. Nightheart was hyperventilating. Screwing his eye tight to blind himself from an unknown cruelty. His distress blatant but ignored by Kirasato as he was thrown unto the gurney and had his limbs fasten to the 4-point restraints. Kirasato shook off his loose lab coat, then removed his white shirt. Surgical pen marks were retained by non-smear covering wrap he ripped from his torso.
Yes, each sharpie outline mimicked the outline of his internal organs like a fleshy complete puzzle board. Kirasato’s focus was in the moment, the rehearsed steps and equations he memorized hundreds of time prior. The IV line was ready, a full mixed bag of hydrating fluids and general pain-receptor inhibitors. On the metal cart placed at the foot of the bed was a (euthanization) syringe and its vial contents (liquid propofol), a scalpel, a white timer, and defibrillators with defib gel lined up in a neat row.
Not bothering with numbing cream or a cold swab, the doctor gingerly inserted the IV into Nightheart’s right arm bend and adjusted the bag’s liquid contents. The prick was sharp and cold in his vein but executed flawlessly by his versed grandfather. Nightheart’s face was crinkled like balled up paper. Kirasato plucked the single syringe and filled it with the vial’s contents. He held the syringe up and peered down at Nightheart whose face braced with defeated fear. With his right hand, Kirasato palmed the right side of Nightheart’s head, turning his head left, exposing his soft, goose-bump riddled neck. Specifically, the right external jugular vein. Nightheart gasps reeked in dread, sniffles ratting the cold and calculated atmosphere. The child waited for the soul-sucking pain. The misery. The nauseous effects of the medicine to make his stomach lurch and flop about like a fish on land. Strange enough, none of what he anticipated came to fruition. The sensation on the neck site glazed over like frostbite. It had light-weighted, hypotension sensation which iced over his entire body in a rippling fashion. To the child’s relief it was the opposite, then the relief turned into regret for believing for a second his bastard grandfather’s words. Indescribable numbness and drowsiness kayaked throughout each major systems of his body until it penetrated his circulatory system. Dr. Kirasato had placed the expelled syringe in the edge of the gurney.
What is this feeling? What is it? I hear the ocean waves singing me to sleep. It… It feels like I’m being carried by sea waves. Like that…like that brave baby jellyfish in my picture book mom read to me. Slowly, with lead curtains closing in on him, Nightheart turned his head straight to look at the ceiling. With bleary vision and anchored-weighted eyelids, he thought about his nursery room’s ceiling. His playroom was dotted with glow in the dark stars, wall banners of mosaic blankets, a glass moonroof, and all 4 walls painted with abstract shapes and spirals of color. Nightheart thought about his time frolicking through the townhouses’ inclined fields throughout the seasons; kicking up daffodils in spring, chasing and catching orange and neon green fireflies during summer evenings and picking pastel flowers from flower bushes to give to his mom or put into ponds like lily pads. He thought about the nights he had cream popsicles or honey biscuits for dessert as a reward for eating his veggies. He thought about the times his mom reading him stories to put him to sleep, held him close when he had a bad dream or when thundery nights spooked him. The boy wanted to think happy thoughts until the end, however the underlining moment of this reality made his heart ache under the loneliness of death, the absence of his mother and father, and the drowning weight of the euthanasia effects. Kirasato loomed over him, keen attention in his mossy- green gaze. Kirasato had his Medical Chi-glowing hand over the boy’s chest. Apex Haveners of the medical type, with this manifested biological power, could detect the speed, rhythm and electric current of a patient heart. (Basically, an organic Cardiac Monitor) The steady beat gradually became fainter. Erratic. slower as he entered a cardiac crash. Kirasato rolled up his t-shirt to rest over the span of the boy’s collar bones. His thoughts were the pillars that stood strong even against his shutting down body. Kirasato reached to the foot of the bed for the little white timer. He placed it to his left and had his index finger on the red start button.
Next, he grabbed the scalpel and encased it with his Chi as well. Young, stress-filled Heterochromatic eyes diluted into blank euphoria---the right, a bright brown hazelnut iris, dulled, and the left grey irises tuned into a pale storm. Nightheart’s mouth hung slightly ajar. In an instant Kirasato pushed the ‘start’ button on the timer. He had it pre-set to 5 minutes and the numbers counted down. Simultaneously as he pushed the button with one hand the other that held the scalpel plunged into his ink-marked chest. Kirasato made a 4 in incision over his Superior Vena Cava. It was a double-vision-y like an agonizing sensation as the downward flow immediately caused the doctor’s bright blood well up and flow down his upper chest region. However, due to his self-healing somatic cells and hypercreative pain-blocking receptors on overdrive from directly absorbing his Medical-Chi, Kirasato didn’t pass out or experience any of brunt of symptoms that come with major blood lose. Blood did flow from his lips like someone indulging on fresh, gooey honey. The red and foggy-green scalpel was then plunged into Nightheart’s Superior Vena Cava also. Bright red blood pooled up and spilt onto the table and across his neck like syrup. Dr. Kirasato used his Minds’ Eye to monitor the internal procession.
1 minute 20 seconds…..No response to exterior stimuli. Clinical death in process.
1 minute 45 seconds…Oxygen withheld from the brain has ceased it reserve circulation.
2 minutes 14 seconds……Pigment flushed from the boy’s face, leaving a post-mortem appearance.
2minutes 22 seconds…..Half of the Medical Chi absorption and circulation is complete. Sign of involuntary electrical impulses are visibly.
2 minutes 48 seconds….lungs and heart functions are being electrically recharge with chemical and hormonal activity. Receiving oxygen stimulant.
3 minutes…Vital organs are taking their time to chemically ingest the Medical Chi. The brain has oxygen again.
3 minutes 15 seconds. The chest compressors are used twice. Eye reflexes have returned but are slow and uncoordinated. The pale blue light that glimmered from his emotionless pupils, mouth, ears, and nostrils retreat inside. His mouth is twitching as his healthy skin color came back. Self-sustaining respiration is dominant and automatic over his organs, albeit slow and deep soundless breaths coaxes the body out of clinical death. With that done, Kirasato pressed ‘stop’ on the timer. He kneeled over the side of the bed. His self-inflicted cut to his chest was healing on the cellular level, but the blood clotting had turned the single red gush into a steady and drying iron flow.
There was a slit, a puncture slash mark in Nightheart’s chest as it started self-healing from the inside out, pushing out exposed blood, damaged tissue and skin and became covered with a fragile, red scarring tissue. Although sealed the bizarre, biological anomaly will be sensitive to rigorous movement.
BANG!
A bullet with a 4-inch nail encased in its shell struck Kirasato in his right collar bone. He staggers back, utterly surprised. Speechless and visibly vulnerable. A quaternary group of young adults--- Nightheart’s mother in the lead harboring a belligerent and blood-thirsty scowl, greets her off-guarded, uncollected father---and angry voices stampede into the room as just as Nightheart’s eyes glisten with life. The boy couldn’t hear what the BMYR rebels nor what his mother were shouting. Let alone see what was going on even when Rin loomed over his limp frame.
“NIGHT, MOMMY’S HERE! YOU’RE SAFE SWEETIE.” What Nightheart saw as a blurry visage with fuzzy green eyes burn its pained-stricken holes though his foggy focus. His vision hadn’t stabilized yet. Rin’s fern-green eyes were glistening saucers as he hurriedly undid the limb restraints and slid off the IV line. Rin’s words were submerged in water to Nightheart’s understanding as he remained despondent. With a rehearsed eye, she realized spotted the problem and immediately started CPR. Nightheart’s body and gurney shook in urgency under her firm compressions. But, blind to her desperation, and unknown to her knowledge, she was hurting him with this extra respiration boost.
“C’mon baby boy, C’mon baby boy I’m right here! Sweetie, Mommy’s right here! Tell me what he did to you?” Her voice demanding but acheful at once. Her fern-green irises glowed with Medical Chi and she critically studied his chest cavity with her hyper-specialized eyes. Rin noticed the fragile scar tissue but had to apply force over it because it was the quickest way, medically speaking, to his heart. Nightheart felt the wound become hot and the blood on his skin become thin. He wanted to say to ‘I’m okay mommy! You’re hurting me.” His dull pupils bore into hers, yet his mother’s detailed-orientated eye was just as blinding as his foggy vision. But his body was in an odd sensation off numbness and paralysis.
Dr. Auveir, an ally to the BMYR and double-spy of the B.C.I, subdued Kirasato the moment Arrow’s bullet had stunned and disorientated the green-eyed judas of Apex Haven. The two combat medics scuffled for a moment before Kirasato succumbed to his already weaken state despite his chest wound now healed over in scar tissue. Arrow, the BMYR leader and Ikem, Nightheart’s father, joined in on the short-lived beat down. Arrow stopped but Ikem’s vengeance had just peaked. Ikem was savoring the high blows to the bastard’s skull and shoulder blades and back as Auvier had wrestled him to the floor a few seconds earlier and bound his hands behind his back, belly-down.
“Rin he’s alive! Stop CPR.” Dr. Auvier’s hand on her shoulder. Nightheart recognized the good doctor’s voice and whined with joy internally. Mr. Auvier, you’re here…is my dad with you?
“No! He’s not breathing steadily!” She snapped blinking away tear drops. Auvier tried coaxing her backwards with both hands on her shoulders.
“Rin stop! Lis-“
“He has stress-induced asthma (S.I.A) also!” She barked clinging her palms to her son’s pale chest under her. Dr. Auvier grasped her biceps and pulled her further from the table.
“Let go!” She angrily began twisting herself away.
“Why are you stopping her!?” Ikem demanded pacing over to Dr. Auvier and grabbing his shoulder with a tight grip. Behind the three rescuers, Arrow’s notorious ‘feral glare’ perked up with accusation at their ‘ally’s’ weird stunt whilst aiming his hand-held gun at Kirasato’s right temple.
“Stop already! You’ll hurt him! Leave your child be!” He pleaded desperately.
“Nightheart has been given the 7lifeline condition, he WILL be fine I swear!” Auvier had turned her around to calm her and meet her wild, pain-stricken eyes. Nightheart’s mother was about to horse-kick the man’s knees inward but he anticipated something like this and stretched his legs away. Dr. Auvier then quickly notice something to get Rin to calm herself. “Rin! Look, look…” He urged calmly Auvier used one hand to emit his Medical Chi and touched Nightheart’s forehead. It was risky to do so because Rin, like her leader Arrow, hadn’t fully accepted Dr. Auvier or his team into their lives, for all the good doctor knows, she could’ve used a pressure point attack or strike at him like she did those BCI guards on the top level of the facility; but, it was worth it.
As if answered by God or some high power, Nightheart’s chest took big, smooth gulps of air before starting his coughing fits to ventilate his dry, parched throat. The child's pupil’s reflected pearls of pale blue light which dissipated from visibly view and settled within Nightheart’s Central neurological system. Auvier did a quick peripheral finger test and Nightheart followed the finger with late/delayed but coordinated glances. Witnessing his deliberate responsiveness, Rin placed a hand on her son’s right cheek.
“Don’t heal him, okay?” Auvier commanded softly. His Amber-brown eyes gentle behind the clear-eyed lenses of his Biopunk Grey Wolf mask. “I promise nothing will go wrong.” He patted her back to soothe her.
Rin moved slow as she lifted her son up from the gurney, cradling him in her blood-stained arms from the earlier lab infiltration fight. She slumped to the floor crisscrossed and placed him on her lap. She rested her chin over his soft but disheveled, wavy black hair and closed her eyes. She felt the strength of his neck pulse with one, soft hand as she counted the beats silently. Nightheart couldn’t image all the mental anguish his mom was going through.
Oh my boy, my sweetheart, you’re safe now….I’m so sorry baby boy, it’s my fault…The mash of relief and sorrow was as palatable as it was pungent being in the midst of his mom’s embrace.
It’s okay mommy. I’m here, I see you, but can’t move. Nightheart tried talking but his vocal apparatus wasn’t ready for an emotional spill out of pain and terror relived and untold. The boy just began blinking his eyes to re-stabilize his visual senses and coordination……
 Now that it was silent in the room, long enough for the feverish tension to simmer, Dr. Auvier turned back to Kirasato---a bitter sight for vengeful eyes--- had look of good grief and silent satisfaction at his biggest, elusive experiment—on his kin--- successful.
“Kirasato…,” Auvier tone low and heavy before rising. “What. The. ACTUAL HELL where you thinking?! Auvier’s hands trembled under his heavy fist. The knuckle bones highlighted by the room’s white light. Auvier loomed over him. Posture tight and stern expression practically glowing from his slanted eyes.
“It was the greatest gift I could give. I wish my dear daughter---!”
Ikem’s arms tighten again and he appropriately gave a downward hit over Kirasato’s skull. Making the scientist bash his chin and bite his tongue.
“You have NO right to call her your DAUGHTER!” Ikem snarled with wide-eyed rage.
Rin heard her wretched father but didn’t respond. The young woman was still visibly distressed and confused at the man’s response.
Dr. Auvier threw his head up and pursed his lips in an ‘o’ shape. A loud, short, whistle that reverberated from under his mask and traveled out the examination room. The way his head was cocked up and titled with his Biopunk Japanese Ookami (wolf) mask made him look like a metallic howling wolf. Tsubari and Julia, friends of Dr. Auvier, found their location minutes later, followed by BMYR teammates Ayame and Tawn.
“Do it.” Dr. Auvier commanded to Tsubari. Dr. Auvier signaled for Arrow to get away from Kirasato. The BMYR Leader went to kneel by Rin’s side sympathetically.  
Tsubari pulled out a sedative and stuck Kirasato in his Outer Jugular Vein. Kirasato flinched at the roughness before succumbing to the sedative. Then Tsubari and Julia hoisted him and took him dragged him away while Dr. Auvier focused back on Rin.
“Rin, may I look at him? Please?” His soft stare bore into her irises. She straightens her posture, revealing an unresponsive Nightheart. But mentally, the boy was alert. His dull gaze strained to focus on the good doctor’s face. He was looking slightly much better than the minutes before. Yet he was still under a partial, paralyzing dextral function movement, much liked Locked-In syndrome.  Auvier raised his back and closed his eyes. Then with one breath, spoke fluently.
“Nightheart has been bestowed an Apex Haven condition. It’s called the7 Lifelines condition. In our land it’s both a supernatural and biological phenomenon that can be quite literary bestowed, given, through two ways. ‘Natural’ inductions or by Scientific induction. The Scientific induction involves euthanization.” He gestured to where the used syringe was along with the defibrillator paddles. “For the condition to work through this method, he had to be humanely killed and brought back by the 7LL carrier’s Medical, or Life Chi that is emitted and produced on the somatic (*organ and skin cells not involved with gamete formation or production*) cellular level. Since the procedure was done properly, your son now has ‘short-term’, or in scientific terminology Biological immortality.” (*Biological Immortality is a real bio-phenomena*) Dr. Auvier finished.
 END OF PART ONE
 [1] B.C.I--Stands for BioClinical Innovations. The name of the underworld Black-market Bio facility. The organization has pharmaceutical façade in the industrial society called Skyline Platforms.
2 Proprioception-Perception or awareness of the position and movement of the body.
3 BMYR- Group of ex-B.C.I test subjects,  who engage in cat and mouse  guerrilla warfare against the organization that abducted them from their home Apex Haven 10 years ago.
 [2] Pedestal Grounds/Lands: The naturalistic outskirts of the Skyrise plats. They are like elaborate and extensive Underpasses to the Skyline Plats in the BMYR Universe. Composed of countryside’s, wildlife reserves, botanic gardens, clinics, Ports, Market Town-plazas, Flea markets, and ghost-towns. Some of the Pedestal Grounds are used as sanctioned off industrial waste dumping grounds, landfills, Ghost-towns and junkyards. The rest is huge spatial areas where true wildlands, flora, fauna, and air quality remain high and cleaner than the man-made urban nature constricts inside the Skyline Platforms. The ivy-vines, grape vines, thorns and saplings that wrap around the enormous pillars give the bases.
 [3] Skyline Platforms (Plats): High-tech cities built upon expansive, steel, concrete and fiber glass foundation platforms above the common ground, renamed the Pedestal Grounds. Think of them as elaborate highway overpassing networks composed of residential, recreational, and sectioned cities. High-class services from top star to mediocre services. Metropolis city lines and suburban neighborhoods are compacted inside circular or rectangular zone. Designed in Architectural, giant stained-glass domes.
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