#Suffering You [Silly Shit]
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Context? I like making my friends cry.
#oh. You expected things to be HAPPY? In the silly Toon AU?#ccyclone rambles#i am sitting on a shit ton of unfinished doodles based around making this dog and his loved ones SUFFER
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do you ever think about a shinigami, balls deep in denial, going through Hollowfication and their inner Hollow has to break the “YOU’RE FUCKING GAY!!! As in homosexual!!” news to them?
it’s just such a funny concept to me 😭🙏🏻 like, you get an inner Hollow and instead of being violent, and cruel, and all kinds of fucked up and twisted, they’re just really, really, really gay??? cause, on one hand you should be happy: if you lose control you probably aren’t going to start murdering ppl left and right, on the other though…
anyway, bc of this I always enjoy it when ppl write Shiro shamelessly flirting with Grimmjow, that man is TIRED of Ichigo’s bullshit. imagine having to deal with a repressed fighting dog AND it’s a homosexual in denial. I’d rather kill myself.
edit: getting Hollowfied as a very extreme and possibly fatal version of the “am I gay?” quiz
#bleach#grimmichi#kurosaki ichigo#hollow ichigo#men will say they’re fighting demons and the demons is the desire to beat the shit out of your very handsome ‘enemy’ and then make out#violently. of course#give Shiro a raise he doesn’t deserve this suffering#Grimmjow is all around very confused#imagine you’re fighting your Hollow for control bc you don’t want to become a monster but they suddenly stop and go 🫵🏻 FAGGOT#anyway#john marston you will always be famous#I love making inner Hollows just silly little guys with a taste for flesh and blood lol so silly
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While I work on proper art, take some memes I put too much effort into because I love making silly things for a discord server
#graham payser#graham ness payser#misty monsoon#pacesetter#rainmaker#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#If you couldn't tell I really like Graham#Misty is still my silly skrungly but#Graham is just so easy to draw dumb shit with#also excuse his outfit inconsistencies I'm still figuring out a custom suit design for him#Also it's slightly annoying to draw my Misty's suit pattern constantly I guess I like suffering with character design LMAO#fried scribbles
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my coworkers are being turbo transphobic and literally refuse to listen to answers to questions they fucking ask argh!!! I can just tell you!!! I can just answer you!!!!! I have answers!!! to the ridiculous questions you ask in a mocking way!!!! if you listen for one second I can just fucking explain!!!! 😡😭😡😭
#they ask why would trans men NEED tampons for men since they are WOMEN why cant they juat use WOMEN ones those stupid silly women ugh#they keep coming back to the topic#and im like hey they are not women ^_^ and try to explain the concept#in easy kindergarten terms like hey you know how you wouldnt want to buy pink girly items because you are a (cis) guy! well#and them im cut off with more transphobic shit before i can say anything else#my coworker literally said her son told her and her husband they were playing spin the bottle on a school trip#and she asked so did you kiss any girls? and he said#sure when it landed on a girl then i kissed a girl (implying he also kissed guys)#and she said her husband was so shocked because hes conservative#while she said she just ordered the son not to say anything else#and she tells us 'i think he was just testing us or something'#wtf. i said well okay maybe he was testing your reactions and now hes not gonna tell you shit anymore#and she went like hm 🤔#also the irony of saying her HUSBAND is conservative while she fucking. misgenders trans men all day and jokes about gay men constantly#in a nasty way#all of them do#im so tired#she complained kids nowadays are so caaual about gay people#and i said okay well i love it personally they should keep it up#and NO ONE at the table supported/agreed with me#sorry i am on a work trip and suffering#transphobia tw#neri stfu
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decided I’m still in love with my TOA cat au. Eventually his kids agree to bring him home and take care of him on a schedule and his youngest (who got mysteriously claimed whilst Apollo was a cat) begged and begged to take him home.
So the other kids eventually relented and he (loves Warrior cats so much) gave Apollo an honorary Warrior cats name. (Placeholder will be Rufflepaw / Ruffletail bc he’s a teenager cat! Actually no I feel like the teen awkwardness, self-awareness etc. given to Apollo as Lester when he got turned into a teen could correlate to Being A Scared Kitty.)
WORSE THOUGHT: what if Apollo had the same identity crisis he did during the series but instead of “Lester” it was “Ruffletail”. How would that make you (me) feel (very upset).
OK ACTUALLY INSTEAD, when Apollo completes his trials (?? WAIT. HOW WOULD HE DO THAT HE’S A CAT HANG ON.) and he publishes his book series about his trials he gently reads them to his (very excited) kids as a bedtime story. They all huddle around him (he is the nightlight and the radiator) as he reads and whenever Apollo reads out his identity crisis sections, every time he says his agreed-upon cat name his youngest yells “RUFFLETAIL!!” after it.
#apollo#toa#cat#toa cat au#dadpollo#HYPOTHETICALLY if I were to mirror the character arcs (as much as I could given. CAT) of the og TOA series AND TAKE THIS VERY SERIOUSLY#I would make the parts where Apollo is being cringe and obnoxious to try his hardest to make sure everyone “knows” he’s super selfish#Instead be him pretending to be over dramatic about being a cat. Generally being a nuisance and not cooperating (shitting in the sink).#but when he drops the 50 layers of denial he’s got going on he admits to himself how ABSOLUTELY TERRIFYING it is to be an Actual God#who is now a Cat. and how helpless he feels. I think people around him would realise this when he doesn’t manage to#fake being over dramatic well enough people recognise he’s actually very upset and possibly in pain. And are very gentle and quiet with him#(bc he’s literally just a scared shaking cat :((( bless him)#Him realising the consequences of his actions would come from him being much weaker -> knowing what feeling utterly helpless feels like.#Much of the tragedy would come from being unable to communicate or apollogise with people he’s hurt currently (more intense motivation to#Apologise and communicate when he’s a god)#BUT then again this is if you were to take this seriously I like it silly 💃🕺#I also like that he’s just being rotated around various people’s houses over the summer and Suffering.#Poor baby but also he absolutely deserves it <33 he’s learning!!
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Are you guys okay (/gen)
Anyways more TADC doodles (will draw more Eastward someday.....)
#my art#digital art#doodle#the amazing digital circus#tadc fanart#tadc#tw swearing#fuck it we ball with green#you guys are wild sometimes and i was not ready for it#and i will never be ready for it ever#animal jam smile emote is so silly like it has so many uncontrollable and powerful emotions behind it but why does it look like that (/pos)#one of my friends said that this was the fastest they've ever seen a fandom be born and they were so right#but with such a large audience we will have to suffer the consequences (the horrors)#you know what kind of horrors i'm talking about#also the word on the blank dude is “artists” btw if anyone didn't know#also sorry for so many tags holy shit
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the fuck do you mean I have to leave....
#like. i fully knew this would happen#but the moment is just. so disheartening#'what if we lose the best of our generation' girl so i wasnt the best... cause you just sent me out with low expectations....#<- ngl this fits my character... but at what cost#the way i characterize lori (my vault dweller) is that shes jokey and shes fun and she doesnt take things too seriously#shes had sort of an 'adventuring spirit' and was mostly skilled with weapons and thats why she was sent out#and like. everything was silly to her in the wasteland until her companion (katya) died under the cathedral. then it became too real#and the master conversation traumatized her a bit cause like. here is the creature that caused suffering. and now its real and its so much#more horrible than she was taking it as#also the masters body horror freaked her OUT. cause supermutants etc seemed like just... altered humans. just enemies or just a person#but the master (even tho technically posthuman) was something else entirely#and it became so real and she got a huge reality check and she cant look at anything the same#if not for the master shed probably get back to the vault and keep going in and out. but after the cathedral? she just wanted to go home#safe underground with normal people. maybe nobody would understand her but at least she wouldn't be in that horrible world out there#maybe shed even go with ian and tycho and maybe even dogmeat. and they could be safe from freaks and zealots. but no#when she finally did want to go home - she got locked out. reminded that she was never the best of the generation#and when she finally became that and saved everyone - shes still wrong. not good enough -> too good and too much#shed be a bad influence. she was meant to do the job she was given and shut up and be thrown away when she fulfilled her duty#which ties into her never really doing a job - she doublecrosses gizmo and that maltese falcon guy and the adytum guy etc etc#even when she gets tandi back she goes back to murder everyone there (raiders) though she said she wouldn't#but before it was silly. she was being smart and having fun adventuring even if it got difficult sometimes#but the master was real. katyas death was real. ian almost died. everyone who ever agreed to help her either died or almost died (followers#and bos paladins#)#like shit. lori was NOT meant to be that deep........#also i have thoughts on aria (vault dweller i played before the save got corrupted and i had to abandon him) but there less formed#because when i had to stop playing him and make lori he was only at necropolis for the 1st time#oh my god.... this too ties into lori being always secondary#my poor girl.... i think she died young#young as in like. 30-40
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gonna write a whole thing someday about how characters of color who clearly have a history of trauma or mental health issues aren’t given consideration or acknowledgement in the fandom imagination
#this is first and foremost about yennefer being canonically suicidal and it being never brought up in fandom#but people can talk about how they think she’s a bitch just fine like we’re all stuck in 2005#but also applies to like just about every character of color who has a prominent role in sci/fi fantasy genre space#because they sure get made to suffer a lot by these writers but in the white imagination that’s not noteworthy at all?#but also Scott McCall#who deadass attempted suicide on screen in one ep?#suicide tw#which I have moved on from teen wolf but it for very obvious reasons another great example#or Michael Burnham who canonically had a fucked up childhood that gave her a lifelong martyr complex#but if you ask who clearly has ptsd on the show it’s not her because it needs to get spelled out even though she is the main character?#Or even Culber; they bonded once over how they both died!#but we don’t do that with white boy side characters 5-7#they try to hate crime someone on screen and people are making shit up to justify before whatever media it is finishes airing#we talk about diversity in media#but one of the catch 22s is that more diverse media tends to be genre media#because that’s allowed to push boundaries#but as a fan of color you have to mentally prepare yourself for witnessing trauma every time#meanwhile the silly no stakes fun shows get majority white or entirely white casts every time#so you get this fun thing where if you’re white and want a fun escape you get a buffet of laughs#and if you’re a person of color at best you *dont* get to see yourself die on screen#anyways this has been a middle of the night that no one should be taking seriously#*rant#gotta make sure everything referencing tw isn’t in the first 5 tags or I might wake up to a whole essay crying in the inbox
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my favourite irony of the current shipping discussion is the folks who allege WolfWren enjoyers sent “threats” to people who enjoy cishet ships (I have asked for ANY examples or usernames of anyone doing this multiple times), have also been calling for Filoni to suffer & die if he doesn’t make their ship canon. but don’t forget, it’s definitely the sapphics and queers who like WolfWren that are the problem
#queer nbs & women get harassed for MONTHS by sabezra stans: [complete silence & all the major sabezra blogs still interact with those folks]#wolfwren gets a little love from the cast: “UMMM ACTUALLY THIS SHIP WAR IS SO TOXIC NOW AND THE WOLFWRENS ARE THE PEOPLE THREATENING OTHERS#are there wolfwren fans that suck? probably. & if you would like us to do something about it please give us examples and show us who#so we can make sure we aren’t supporting ANYONE sending threats and hate.#I’ve even seen wolfwren shippers giving sabezra shippers advice on blocking IPs + turning on stronger privacy settings#but where the fuck were Sabezra shippers when other Sabezra stans were talking about rape + murder + abuse in queer peoples posts?#I have about more than 20 examples of disgusting vile HATE (actual hate & not “haha RIP this ship) that I’ve been directly sent#multiple wolfwren fic writers have had to turn off their comments on fics because of homophobic hate#artists have been getting dumb shitty homophobic comments on their wolfwren art with “gay garbage!!! Sabezra of life!!!”#and I’m not seeing anyone calling out sabezras as a whole for being bad toxic people (which no one should because they aren’t)#do you understand & feel the hypocrisy now?#I have no doubt there are “mean” WolfWren fans that are saying silly shit like “hahah we won” and “our ship is better”#and yeah! That’s mean. HOWEVER it is not fucking harassment or the same as “fuck this LGBT shit”#and it’s wrong that queer sabezra stans are being harassed too- there is way too much biphobia & homophobia in this whole fucking fandom#but let’s not act like being called homophobic is the same as suffering under homophobia#and let’s not forget that queer people are capable of being homophobic themselves by perpetuating harm#thank you for coming to my TEDtalk#text
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Drawing her and the disasters that are her main party
#skyrim#ja'liene#my art#doodlin#skyrim serana#skyrim cicero#serana volkihar#i value the three of them being friends. complete disasters#Ja'liene constantly overheating vs her friends who pile on top of her to steal warmth#i imagine serana being a complete ice box and cicero having the coldest hands and feet in the world so they pile on top#if their extremely warm and fluffy friend who suffers for it#they dont feel bad about it#multiple followers mod allowing them to travel with me is so fun#serana gets to be silly and have a good time. cicero gets to leave the house. jaliene gets to not be alone#winwinwin#shes such a freak btw i love it#tumblr dont come get me you cant see shit really#tw nudity
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been possessed to work on a soft sheep art refsheet (try saying that five times fast) and the little beast has drained my battery
#if I make an updated sheepsona refsheet I can also reuse like half of this LOL#could I just use screenshots for this? uhhh#the non-disguised version is pretty off model but I might use screens for the armor because drawing that shit by hand is suffering#like the shapes are fun but UGH!#sublime mistforged triumphant hero's brigandine why are you like that#the shoulders too...#of course the flip side is you CAN treat it like a little dress-up doll we stay silly#but that default...HOUGH
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Past Fem vessel cas is one thing but the moment I hear something along the lines of him ending the show in a female vessel or he should’ve gotten a female vessel I have to turn my phone off
#my silly little posts#‘I would’ve been fine if they ended the show with him in a female vessel’ so you want him to experience DYSPHORIA???#I can’t not be defensive about this sorry he’s TRAMSGENDERRR HES A TRANS MAN.#this is also soo just a personal preference like sure whatever go live be free#but if you say it would’ve been a ‘slay’ for destiel reasons#I’m killing youuuuu I’m gonna hurt you#you have progressived yourself into heterosexuality. congratulations#also just in general the way spn treats women. I’d actually die#autistic coded characters get shit enough but autistic FEMALE coded characters ohhh you want her to suffer#I can only take it if it’s everyone in the show experiencing a gender swap. you can’t subject cas to the horrors like that
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Reblog to increase sample size!
#silly little poll#tumblr polls#tumblr poll#poll time#share your thoughts#vote pls#minor inconvenience#i suffered a minor inconvenience today and this inspired a question in my head#shit toad wants to know#if you reblog i am giving you a tender kiss on the forehead
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crawls in here like a little bug. i need to scream abt random scv things dont mind me im gonna just shove my face into the tags and shriek into the void
#cell mumbles#//help i tried to do a legendary souls run in the emulator and got my ass absolutely handed to me immediately by kilik#//IVE FORGOR HOW TO DO EVERYTHING SOBBING PROFUSELY#//im so bad now LMAOOOO... at least before I was able to complete the entire thing (even if it took 90+ minutes)#//but now......................... agony and suffering#//kil(ik if i (playing pyrrha) look at u with my big ol puppy eyes will you let me 3(3)B you off the raft 3 rounds in a row pretty pleaseee#//for me? the little silly? pwetty pwetty pweeeease? im just a little guy! a silly little girlie! a little baby birdie!#//you wouldnt wanna hurt a little birdie would u kil(ik? /silly#//in better news I did an arcade speedrun on my xbox; got 2'19"330 and submitted it pending review#//could u guys imagine it? the ceo of pyrrha? having the pyrrha category arcade world record?#//i can see it now... THE babygirl connoisseur /very big silly#//thooooough the time is very much beatable bc I made many-a-mistake x_x|||#//i feel like matching the general wr time is possible if you had perfect opponent + ai rng#//like. get ae/on; yoshi; zw/ei; then sieg/fried as the randomized opponents; then have them cooperate and get hit by the 3(3)B first try.#//then speed thru beating the shit out of ti/ra and night/mare; maybe even get successful ro's on the latter#//and boom#//like. i dont think u can BEAT the current wr with pyrrha per se bc like. those runs were WILD. but i feel like u could get very close!!#//u just have to get veeeeery lucky#//OH YEAH ALSO I MADE A BUNCH OF CUSTOMS OF PYRRHA AND IMMA DRAW THEM AT SOME POINT#//i already drew 2 and will do more#//can u guys tell im normal :]
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Sorry I'm crazy about polls but my autistically flavored brain thought up of 2 more and the shipping one isn't even over yet. Please help
#*not joking about the autism i suffer every hour of every day. every morning i break my legs. and every afternoon i break my arms-#i have like 8 polls on this blog already i need to be stopped#but i swear i wanna make a poll of how old everyone thinks their wizard oc/self insert to be#and i havent even posted my personal lore headcanons yet. theres like 6 of those#have you guys ever had like 800 good ideas in your head for like 5 years because you have no mtoivation to post them. thats whats happening#if anyones interested i actually will#actually no nvm. i will post my shit even if no one cares because im Silly likw that#completely unrelated: i want to talk about morganthe x adult wizard bc people have been tagging that under my poll and i love it??????#i wanna def talk about that#and maybe make another poll with all the npcs ive forgotten- (gets shot)#wizard101#w101#wiz101#text posts
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tfw the person u got into an argument with bc they got up in a knot abt u calling ppl bitches “bc it’s a misogynistic slur” has ‘u can’t defeat a bad bitch’ in their bio and says troon even though they are very much not trans!!! cherry on top of the shit cake
#terfs are…something else man#shawty was out here comparing me to some random dude they knew that made rape jokes like cmonnnn#god has very funny ways of working I’ll tell u that#plus all the shit I got on *that* post came from people who came to ME!!!#you come to MY post to bitch abt how *I* hate women bc i used a silly word to describe how it’s disingenuous to use the patriarchy to ..#..critique people…and IM the misogynist!!#yeah u could make the argument that my use of the word was a bit tasteless but honestly it’s not that big a deal#terfs literally just don’t like when u point out the holes in their “feminism” bc then they’re just transphobic sexist weirdoes#also if u categorize womanhood purely thru suffering i BEG u to go outside and spend some time w women#im not even a woman but if i thought abt transness purely thru a suffering lens i would be wayyyy less happier#giz rants
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