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pekodayz · 10 months

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fuck this stupid baka life

#WHAT DO U MEAN THEY WERE GONNA BE SALARYMEN.........................#THIS BETTER BE FAKE OR I WILL BE SO SICK ..#HE COULDVE BEEN IN. A. SUIT.#look i love hoodie. but imagine the scenarios a fucking salaryman can do plz plzpzlpzlpzlzplzpzlz[zp[pzl u GOTTA UNDERSTAND ME

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coralinejones · 2 years

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thinking about this parallel from halloween ends

#SICK AND TWISTED OF THEM TO DO THIS !!!!!#and if i say they deserved better !!! then everyone cheered so true!!!#:(#halloween ends #halloween movie #halloween movies #halloween ends corey #halloween trilogy #halloween franchise #corey cunningham #allyson nelson #rohan campbell #andi matichak #tw blood #fake blood #horror #horror movies #slasher

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scrollonso · 1 month

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i wonder if kimi has ever said "yeah i'll do that if seb can come"

#bc im sm like him in person #(not online... obvi)#and if i can do something with my best friends instead of alone it makes it a lot better #and we know he's faked being sick to not go to media obligations multiple times #so i feel like he'd go if seb was going #kats chattin shit

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breserker · 1 month

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dumbest fucking mug design in the world that if eileen ever got for henry he'd be too fucking embarrassed to look at it

#'i'm going to get the man that pissed his pants in hell and didn't do any of the investigative journalist work this mug'#20x21 #these 'plug in' fake designs exist in a realm of both hatred and bitter glee for me #they're so dumb and i love/hate them #roommate and i found one in a goodwill that is both hilarious and sad #it was the tlk 2019 poster and it was like from father to son #like SON IF LIFE EVER GETS YOU DOWN THIS OLD LION WILL PICK YOU BACK UP I LOVE YOU #in like 19 different fonts #AND IT WAS ABANDONED PRISTINE IN A GOODWILL #SHRIEKS #anyway its ours now LMFAO #we use it when the other is sick and we go 'would you like some tea to feel better? 8c'#then round the corner with That Fucking Mug

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elytrafemme · 9 months

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also like. life update. since coming to college i think i've decided i want to be less online in general, because i don't think it benefits my mental health to be on any online website too much. i know i still have strong ties to fandom and whatnot but i'm trying to reconcile my relationship with the things i've created knowing the headspace i was in when that happened; cs is more of a diary to me than anything, at least where i'm at currently. i DO want to be on discord more this break because there's people i want to VC and catch up with-- but ultimately i think i'm like exactly the worst kind of person to operate with any kind of stability on the internet so we're going to mess around with what that looks like for me for a while. love u guys and once finals are officially up in two days i'll be back to say hi :]

#nightmare.personal #i just think like. idk. i don't really know how to compassionately phrase this #but i realized with all the stuff happening in the world that like.#it's just far better to host those conversations and do those actions irl?#for a lot of reasons. one of the major ones being that its easier to weed out people in real life who are like #wildly antisemitic and awful shit like that. vs being online its like people do that for breakfast #it's also just easier to do meaningful things. so then kind of from that i was just thinking and like #it's weird! because i don't miss the act of posting or opening discord or anything #but i miss the people. but also the way you interact with online friends is so distinctive?#like i can't just get everyone's phone numbers. it'd kind of be sick if i could but you know. everyone feels diff about internet security #so like i'm constantly drawn back to tumblr because i miss people and same with discord #but i don't really adore being on here that much so it's like. really weirdly perplexing #i'm also so goddamn bad at keeping up online friendships and everyone i know here has the patience of a saint #which i deeply appreciate it's also just kinda like.#if we were here in person i could so much better convey my appreciation for you all #so i just hope you know that i do appreciate you. it's weird.#i also have to separately reconcile with the fact that i'm an evolving person IRL #but online that comes at a lag? so like i don't even know how anyone perceives my personality #because it's not that i ever really faked it its just kind of like. we all start somewhere #i don't know what i'm saying. it's disorienting is my point.#i guess i could fix this if i got the discord or tumblr app but #i'm not going to do either of those things but like. i don't know #i wish i talked more regularly to people but the actual process of doing that feels so odd to me #i dunno. we party

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bmpmp3 · 2 months

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wait can i have a little hater moment again just for a minute. i reeeeeallly do not like texting and text log mechanics in otome games (and honestly any romance-based visual novel but i see it really commonly in otome and otome adjacent stuff) LIKE okay this is a personal skill issue but its nearly impossible to get me to text or message in any timely or reasonable manner in real life (sorry @ my irl friends following me.... im working on it) like i am NOT reading all that shit in a fake phone UI in a game i am playing for FUN. i love reading words but just give me an adv speech bubble for the love of god. nvl is fine too. please. please.

#like its always so long too........ if it was like 3 texts max maybe i can read it #but its always like a full convo mechanic and im always like... why couldnt this have been face to face #realism shcmealism i wanna see your character sprites and CGs not a fake phone screen UI #its probably because of all those otome and joseimuke on mobile using these mechanics. which i also got sick of real fast #but its not just otome games like i said i dont like it in any game visual novel or otherwise #even getting me to read like emails in games is kind of 50/50. depends on if theyre well written enough to get me to care #so many times these text convos you see in romance VNs would be so much better as just like a convo over brunch or some shit #bus stop chats. anything. show me the sprites. show me the sprites #you are a medium with a visual component PLEASE take advantage of it. without fake phone UIs

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a1m05t-en0ugh · 1 year

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TRIGGER WARNING

Soooo my best friend just told me to kms (I think as a joke) and I don’t know what to do with myself rn.

Context: I posted an “ugly pic” of her on my spam account (with 6 followers and one other person saw it) and then she commented “kys”. I’ve now deleted the pic and no one else saw the pic except her and a friend of ours and I apologized.

Anyway I really don’t know how to feel about this. She knows a lot about my situation and the fact that she just said that is weird. I really don’t know what to do rn.

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nytfythfhtyf · 5 months

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i thought my blanket would be dry after the drier but i was wrong and now i have to run it a little longer before i can sleep -_-

#im so ired #i better not sweat fucking BUCKETS tonight im getting SICK of it #i say things #i wore fake nails for like 6 hours today. i lied on my snapchat and said 7 #once i have to go to bed i start going crazy and have to get them off #pray for me that my blanket is dry this time

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uc1wa · 11 months

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borrowing grief from the future is one of my worst habits

#it’s just #i don’t even want to talk about it because i feel as if i put it more and more into the universe #and that makes me feel even more sick #LOL #but my brain like. does not have a shut off switch #oh how i wish it did #i feel like for the past two years death has surrounded me #and it just continues too #like please stop!!!#what did i do in a past life to deserve this!!!#my heart gets so heavy at night #and like i said i hate talking about it bc. yeah.#but i am just too overwhelmed right now that i can’t not talk ab it even here in my tags LOL #i hope the future will treat my family and i better #tbd #i also don’t like being vulnerable in social media but this is like. fake social media so it’s okay

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reikunrei · 2 years

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one of my favorite cryptid/monster creation theories is that something, even if it was entirely made up, becomes real purely because people believe it enough, and I keep thinking about that in relation to henry's powers/the way he wanted to change the world

like, rather than it being actual timeline splitting or time travel in order to change things (thinking specifically of that shot of him rewinding the grandfather clock, literally manipulating time), it's just like... he wills these things to happen because he believed hard enough in it? if that makes sense?

like he still has powers, that's all real, but rather than it being actual time manipulation, it's closer to like... faulty or changed memories that then retroactively become real. as a tiny example, like brenner's hair inexplicably changing style or graying too fast is just bc henry remembered it wrong, but that doesn't mean it's not real

i just feel like it's an interesting thought since henry leaned so heavily into making false memories or interactions with his victims (chrissy's mom in the bathroom, the cop saying he recognized fred, max seeing her mom after leaving the letters for her family) but they all stemmed from the truth, and perhaps could have become real if the victims believed it hard enough and gave in to their pain and fear

idk! like... i feel like it would be a cool twist to have it be a manipulation of memories that retroactively changes stuff, but the old version still leaks through, rather than it directly being like time travel and stuff

#stranger things #henry creel #i say things #i think it's just bc im so indifferent to actual time travel in a piece of media like stranger things #it just. sort of feels out of place to me?#obvs my opinion might change when we get the stage play and into s5 #and there's a lot of evidence that it Is straight up timeline splitting and whatnot #i think that maybe like. im sick of it bc of all the bullshit dumbfuck marvel multiverse shit #it's boring and i hate it !#like. i think if this was the plan the whole time for ST #or if it was even just like a little seed at the start that has since then taken further root #that's fine. bc i could put my trust into the duffers and crew to make it work and have it be satisfying #i just. feel like i want it to be more of a twist than that #and like. maybe there is one true 'timeline' for lack of a better word #but the characters keep remembering things differently bc their memories are being manipulated #i think it would be dumb to have it be like a 'and they were dreaming the whole time!' thing #like they'd have to take it easy if they wanted to retroactively be like 'that's not what really happened'#but. idk! i just am really intrigued by the idea of vecna fucking around with character's memories #and giving them fake experiences just to scare them #and i think it would be really cool to sow doubt like that into their minds #by being like 'here's what you thought you remembered... but here's what you remember now... which is right?'#and like. making certain paths become real bc they believe one more over the other #and so they have to try really hard to remember what's true and what isnt in order to save the day #I DONT KNOW now i can't stop talking im so sorry #this was meant to be smthn small and now im just like ooooooo fun idea that i would wanna see the duffers tackle #this sounds so dumb but it's literally like #henry isnt actually manipulating time but he believes that he is and so therefore he is #but he only is doing it because he believes he's doing it #but he's not Actually doing it

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fangomango · 1 year

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Love the way that I'm so sick I want to die but I still have to go to school even though last I check most doctors didn't recommend that

#like i feel nauseous and i cant breat #im coughing like a horse stelped on my lungs #but who cares that most doctors tell you to rest and take medicine #i got spanish work to do :D #...all lf that was sarcasm...i wish i was at home...laying down...resting #because what sucks is that...i can dl so much of my school work at home so if i have the opportunity to stay home #and work and feel better....why not take it #i think my mother thinks im faking it #which can we talk about that #how come when im sick at home over the weekend we all believe im sick and need to rest but the second i wake up that Monday morning and #still feel sick its all “you can still work” and like...i feel sick fucking walking #idk if you know this but i have to do alot of walking...mostly very far distances #we were all fine with me laying down all day yesterday feeling sick but the second i want to rest on a school day its illegal...#...my mother told me that i can go to the nurse....only if i #ima put a warning for the mention of throw up (though its only the word...i. not getting into detail) but its mostly for my sake #anyway she said i can go to the nurse only if i throw up....when she fucking knows im scared of throwing up #my fear of throwing up...even fucking feeling nauseous makes me feel 1000 times sicker then i normally feel

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lerr-writes-fic · 1 year

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Tag game!

Tagged by @nicolasadrabbles and @r0gueispunk several weeks/months ago!

Rules: Share 10 facts about yourself and tag 10 other blogs! ((surprise surprise, i'm not tagging anyone))

i deleted the tumblr app from my phone in April and promptly forgot about it for 2.5 months... but i'm back now!!

in the time i was away, i turned 30!

and i was poisoned from toxic fume exposure. ((bathtub resurfacing is very dangerous - even if it was your neighbor's bathtub that was resurfaced))

i have a hard time watching hawaii five-0, a show that i dearly love, bc i enjoy it too much and get embarrassed.

my life has become playing tears of the kingdom

i was strictly a PC gamer until i played breath of the wild in 2017. that game has changed my life ever since.

i miss my ps5. it's packed up for the next few weeks bc i'm moving out of the apartment that poisoned me. can't want to see My Man Witcher 3 Geralt <3

i've been vegetarian for 14 years. i just woke up one day and decided i was gonna be vegetarian. and here we are... 14 years later. i dont really have an end goal/date in sight. first it was a year, and then 2, then 5, then 10. I'm excited to cross the "being vegetarian for half of my life" in a few years!

i have Too Many copies of Top Gun on VHS due to a running bit/life commitment to preserving the most important movie/VHS tape that led to streaming services. i'll let you guess how many i have.

i saw Top Gun: Maverick 18 times in theaters. What a picture.

#about me #you ever been poisoned before? it was no joke. i couldn't breathe or sleep or eat for several days #my sense of smell has gotten super sensitive too but it's slowly getting back to normal over a month later #i watched an episode of hawaii five-0 when i was sick and it make me feel better #i cried so hard from laughing in the first 90 seconds #there was a fake terrorist interrogation that turned out to be a fraternity hazing thing #and a frat guy had to sing backstreet boys under duress. i was LOSING IT

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oglegoggle · 1 year

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Ugh. Woke up at like 4am. Couldn’t go back to sleep. I miss so dearly being able to roll over and hold somebody and easily fall back asleep again. I genuinely resent how much easier it is for me to sleep beside another. I deeply resent my own hunger for touch and affection. I resent needing support that I know I won’t get because I shouldn’t need it. I resent not being strong enough to just comfortably exist in isolation. I resent not being able to make the peace with solitude that I’m supposed to.

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yourbestdream · 1 year

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my kitty is sick and very sad:(:(:( pls express your well wishes so that she may absorb the Goodwill Intent and regain her health

#in all seriousness tho i am kinda concerned #shes doing a lil better than earlier but not by much #and the vet couldnt tell what was wrong with her shes just acting sick for no reason #and shes never faked being sick for attention before so idk whats going on #but anyway yea i hope she feels better soon:(

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stargazingpsychotic · 1 year

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It would be better to disappear so I don't risk getting caught

#i want to sleep but also sleep is bad and im better off faking being sick a few days #but that can only last so long. i need to disappear completely #i need to go home but this requires time and im terrified I'll get caught #and im aware of various consequences of being caught #either being in the other world. in their lab to reset memories. hospital. or nothing #nothing being bad because then i have to figure out thwir intentions #they all have constant surveillance but the nothing has invisible and nothing has the swapping of parents again

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drowsymachine · 2 years

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MONTHLY NOT DEAD POST!! too busy working and when im not working im too busy being autistic (being sooo normal about video games i promise (lie))

#.txt #also i dont post a lot of system stuff anymore because i just dont feel the need to #which is another reason why im inactive a lot #my system has never been very 'loud' (lack of a better word) to begin with and in the past it felt like if i wasn posting about it #consistently i was faking or w/e. but now i dont care. my blog i can do whatever i want lmao #ermmm im also sick so thats fun. yippee

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