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I hate myself so much I want to peel my skin off so that I can feel clean again

I have tried over 100 times to better myself but I just can’t do it. I can’t

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my GOD. i just need a break from my life. i literally cannot do this anymore. pls just give me a break. but, like, forever. pls, there is nothing else’s i want

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MY GOD. I’m so desperately in love with him, it’s ridiculous.

This boy is my entire life. It’s unhealthy. But I can not stop thinking about him

He is mine. I adore him.

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I fell in love with someone I shouldn’t have

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Words said out of anger <<<

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I compare myself to everyone and anyone. Models on Instagram, my best friends I see everyday, actresses in my favorite movies, people I meet one at parties.

And I always find things I would change about myself, based on them. Anything they can do better, I immediately criticize about myself.

I think about what I don’t have or can’t do and I hate myself for those flaws.

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Why is everyone upset?

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I’ve finally realized my problem.

I am lonely.

It’s a simple as that. I’m just very very lonely.

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Whenever I drink, I’m tempted to text people whatever I’m feeling at the moment. Usually pretty deep stuff, like how much I love them, things I regret, or just embarrassing things I’ve done.

But I’ve developed some self control and thank myself every morning for not sending those texts.

I know that “drunk words are sober thoughts” but I’m still so grateful that I never send those drunk messages anymore. It has helped me so much because it gives me a chance to reanalyze the situation and then react accordingly.

Never call or text anymore while you’re drunk, unless your in danger, lost, or have your sober friends permission.

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Because you just don’t see me like that

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God, I hate my body.

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I hate what I see in the mirror everyday

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TRIGGER WARNING

Soooo my best friend just told me to kms (I think as a joke) and I don’t know what to do with myself rn.

Context: I posted an “ugly pic” of her on my spam account (with 6 followers and one other person saw it) and then she commented “kys”. I’ve now deleted the pic and no one else saw the pic except her and a friend of ours and I apologized.

Anyway I really don’t know how to feel about this. She knows a lot about my situation and the fact that she just said that is weird. I really don’t know what to do rn.

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When you can’t motivate yourself to study even though you KNOW you need to study, so now you’re watching Ice Age like fucking 8-year-old

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I can’t have a discussion or argument without crying. And it makes me so mad because I hate crying, especially in front of others

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The things I see on social media…